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mssturniolo · 9 months
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The second one gone
So basically y/n kills herself (in episode 12 of season one) and Alex finds her
T.W - Self harm, yelling, fighting, talking about hurting themselves, suicide, said rape once, saying slut, mention of shoting in the head, suicide notes
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Y/n has been feeling down like everyone hated her but everyone has been focusing on themselves that they didn't realize the cuts or the little crys for help or the crys till it was to late nut what she didn't realize was that Alex was always there for her.
"Hey y/n" Alex said "hey" she smiled but as they walked down the hallway with his arm around her people her slut shaming her "Here come the slut" a group of boys laughed "hey I heard you like dick but I don't think you'll feel mine" a boy said jumping out of nowhere "Go away" Alex yelled walking away with the now ashamed girl "you ok" Alex asked seeing that the girl is almost crying "why you care" she said just wanting to curl up into a ball and cry "well because you're my best friends" Alex said sitting down "you care ok well Apparently I'm a slut that got raped" y/n Said getting up "IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR" she yelled falling to the ground crying she felt eyes on her but she didn't care "y/n I'm sorry" Alex apologized putting his hand on her shoulder "don't fucking touch Me" she said pushing his hand away "y/n you shouldn't be going though this al-" Alex started but got cut off "fuck you Alex I'm going home" she said walking away
When y/n got home she hugged her mother and said "I love you" she went in her room and cried she decided that maybe she was hard on Alex but she just wanted to end life so she texted Alex apologizing
Y/n ❤️ ; hey Alex I'm sorry for everything I'm just going though a lot but that not an excuse.
Alex :) ; it's fine I'm not mad I promise I know you're going through a lot well can I pick you up in the morning
Y/n ❤️ ; we'll see gn love you loser
Alex :) ; ok love you too see you in the morning gn weirdo
She smiled at the text and decided she need to let go so she began to write letters
(*Latter's but you don't have to read*)
"Dear Alex thank you for making my life the best you make me so happy I'm sorry I'm gone but thank you for making me believe there's a happy side of life but it got to much and now I'm finally getting rid of all my pain it's not you're fault you did everything you could and I thank you for that goodbye alex but don't worry I won't be alone I will have love you alex hannah love y/n :) thank you for everything"
"Dear Jess thank you for bringing Me to party and making leave my shyness and be wild I'm gonna miss you Jess and thank you for everything Jess it's not you're fault it's no one's but mine it's mine for not being able to stay it's just this life sucks you know but Jess be strong and stay love you girl, love y/n <3"
"Dear tylor hey Tyler yes you have a note only because you helped me with pictures and life problems and I need to thank you because if it wasn't for you I won't be gone a long time ago and I need to thank you again please don't be sad and be yourself please don't ever change for anyone but for you're self and if you ever think that it's you're fault its not its only mine it cant be youre fault youre the that help me in my lowest and didn't even know it love you Tyler, love y/n ☆"
"Dear clay I'm sorry I know you just lost hannah now me but I'm gonna be with hannah and I will be in a better place if there's one lol I'm gonna miss you clay and I know you will miss me to, clay it's not you're fault I promise it's mine I wasn't strong enough to stay I should've asked for help but I didn't so it's my fault and I'm sorry love you clay love y/n :D"
"Dear Tony thank you for being like a big brother to me and thank you for everything you did for me. It's not you're fault no one could've saved me you could've got God to tell me to stay and I wouldn't I'm sorry goodbye Tony I love you, love y/n ◇"
"Dear mom thank you bring me to life and everything but I can't stay school is getting to hard for me kids are mean to me, I'm sorry I love you and it's not you're fault, love y/n ~♡~"
(*END OF LATTERS*)
Y/n huffed and grabbed a bottle of pills and took them all and layed down in her bed and closed her eyes and then everything thing went black that morning "Hello Ms l/n I'm here to pick up y/n" Alex said smiling he was excited to show y/n a new spot he found "she's in her room you go get her she probably get up way better" y/n mother said not knowing what happened Alex ran up the stairs and knock on her door "y/n you up" he talked but heard y/n mother yell up "just walk in she won't get up by you just knocking!" She yelled up, he walked in and saw y/n in her bed not moving with a bottle of pills in her hand and notes and the side of her bed he wanted to yell but all he did was cry "Alex what's the mat-" y/n mother started to say but walked in and saw y/n, Alex called 911 but he couldn't move they came and got her she was dead but he still didn't move it felt like he was in the same spot for hours, days, months, even years his dad finally came to pick him up but all he could think of was I could've saved her he shouldva notice her pain but he didn't he just hated him self, when they got home alex grabbed his dad's gun and went to his room and wrote a note then went to his bathroom and went to pull the tiger but missed and shot himself in the head
THE END
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misschanadlerbong · 9 months
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Chapter 13 Pt.1 - Perfect
Summary: Just senior prom.
Warnings: none.
Genre: Fluff with some angst towards the end.
Word Count: 2.9k
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Finally, the day of prom came, and you were all set to get ready and dance your ass off tonight. Jessica was also at your place because you needed her to help with makeup, hair, and stuff you had no idea about. Both the boys were going to pick you up from your place.
Jessica asked in confirmation “Dress?”
“Check!”
“Hair accessories?”
“Check!”
And…did you put a straightener to heat?”
“Oh, Jess do you realize that you are going through this checklist for the fifth time? It is all good even if we leave something out that we are not, so what’s the big deal? Isn’t today all about having fun just chill babe?”
“Y/N this is our last school dance it has to be perfect.” she declared.
You could never win against Jessica in a matter like this, so you just rolled your eyes and followed everything that Jessica told you about. You both went to a full regime of skin care and then she did your makeup and hair.
The theme of the senior prom was ‘Masquerade Ball’ and you picked up a perfect corset dress. It was a sequin dress the corset was black with a tint of golden to it and the skirt was golden with a tint of black at the very bottom of it with embroidered flower patterns. It also had a ribbon that went around your waist and tied into a bow on your back.
You had a last look in the mirror before going into the living room where your parents were waiting to see you. You looked at yourself and, you had to admit, you looked like a goddamn princess and the glow added to your face thinking about Clay made you look even better.
You heard the doorbell, “Honey your dates are here.” your mom shouted from the living room.
You and Jessica walked into the living room and seeing you both your mother exclaimed “Oh sweet Jesus! Don’t you two look beautiful?”
Your father was too startled to say anything, he was shocked at the sight in front of him. He always saw you like his little girl who needed her father’s help in everything but now he saw a well-raised beautiful young woman. Seeing you, your father shed a tear as he was overwhelmed, he tried his best to hide but could not.
You walked up to your dad and said “Aw Dad!” and gave him a warm hug.
Your eyes met Clay. He was wearing a tuxedo and was looking smoking hot. You walk over toward Clay and said, “Who knew my Nerd could pull off a tuxedo?” Clay simply grinned. He was staring deep into your eyes it seemed like he wanted to say something but was not letting it out “What?” you asked.
“You look…” he sighed “Seraphic!” he finally said.
Justin sauntered to Jessica, gave her a sweet kiss, and said: “Hello, gorgeous!” He then turned towards you and said “And Y/N you, you look terrific. I have never seen you like this before.”
Your lips curved into a smile and said, “Thanks Justin, you look great too.”
“Um Y/N I got something for you,” said Clay offering a corsage. You stretched your hand and allowed Clay to put a corsage on your wrist.
“Oh my god, Orchid? This is beautiful! I got something for you too Jensen. Mom, can you pass that?” you asked your mom to pass a boutonniere you especially got for Clay. You pinned the boutonniere to his jacket.”
“Shall we princess?” asked Clay with courtesy. But your father stopped you both.
“So, Clay Jensen, right?” your father questioned.
“Yes, sir.”
“Bring her back till 11, okay?” he demanded.
“Yes, sir,” Clay said like an obedient boyfriend.
You all walked out of the house stopping on the porch you asked Clay “So where is our ride? I mean I asked you out, the least you could do is get us a Limo. Right, Jess?”
Jessica nodded in agreement and raised her eyebrow at Justin in question.
“Okay, I deserve that. Justin and Jessica are going with Charlie and Alex in an actual Limo. I have a different plan for us.” Said Clay.
“Oh really? What is it?” You jumped with excitement.
“I know what you love more than a Limo, this!” said Clay pointing his index finger towards Tony’s Mustang.
“Oh, my fucking god! Tony’s Mustang? How did you convince him?” you asked in disbelief.
“Well, seems like he’d do anything for his best friend he knows how important you are to me and how much you love this car, so he agreed.” Clay offered his hand and asked, “Shall we madame?”
You held his hand and replied, “Oui, monsieur.”
You all arrived at the venue decided by your school. It was a big ballroom with a dancing space near the DJ and there were many round tables arranged for the seating. The room was decorated with every shade of white flowers. Exquisite chandeliers hung above the ceiling giving the room a royal aesthetic.
You and the gang took some drinks and hit the dance floor. You danced to many songs. Tony did the job just right as a DJ, you tried so hard to convince him to join the prom with everybody but being a DJ was his escape from socializing and dancing.
You and Jessica danced your ass off to the song ‘Best Friend’ by Doja Cat and Saweetie and decided to take some rest. Clay was just standing in one corner smiling at you as you danced. You walked up to him and urged “Oh come on Clay, we are at our Prom, we are supposed to Dance you know. Haven’t you read about proms in the library?”
“Ha-ha very funny. I can’t dance. Plus, it is such a pleasure seeing you dancing.”
You pouted at his response and to make it up to you he pecked your lips and offered you a drink.
You both were standing in one corner and talking and observing others. Your eyes fell on Charlie and Alex dancing to a slow song. They both were wearing tuxedos with matching boutonnieres pinned to their jackets and held each other while moving swiftly to the beats of the song. Then you saw Jessica and Justin dancing just beside them, it felt like love was in the air.
As you both were enjoying watching and talking a tall dark-haired boy approached you both.
“Hey Y/N, you look amazing and you too Clay you look fine in that tux,” he said.
“Hi, Zach. Thanks! You don’t look so bad yourself either.” you smiled.
“Um, Clay…I was wondering if I can borrow your date for a dance?”
You looked at Clay and said, “I don’t know Zach, I am pretty tired.”
“Come on Y/N it’s just one dance I am asking for, please?” Zach insisted.
Clay seemed like he had no problem with you two dancing together, “No, Y/N if you want to, then please. I will be right here watching you.” said Clay.
You nodded and proceeded towards the dance floor with Zach. Song ‘The Way, I Loved You’ by Taylor Swift started playing in the background and you both found your rhythm to dance. You held one of Zach’s hands and his other hand rested on your waist. Zach swirled you around a few times and you both were back to facing each other.
“Y/N I’d like to say something,” asked Zach.
“Yeah?”
“See I know we got off on the wrong foot. But I miss my time with you. I regret saying whatever I said. The thing was that I was too scared to put my game in jeopardy. But I didn’t realize that you were equally as important…” you cut him off “But Zach…”
“No, please listen to me. Breaking up with you was a huge mistake, will you ever be able to forgive me? I know you are with Clay now so the least I could ask for is forgiveness” he asked with innocence in his eyes.
“Of course, Zach, I already forgave you a long time ago. To be honest, I am grateful to you, if you never broke up with me, I would have never realized that I had feelings for Clay, and now hearing all those words from you made me realize exactly how I feel about him. So, thank you.”
While you both were dancing Justin and Jessica approached Clay and Justin asked “Dude, what is she doing with Zach?”
“Zach wanted to dance with Y/N so they’re dancing.”
“And you let her?” asked Justin sounding annoyed.
“Yeah, and she does not need my permission I am her boyfriend, not her master or anything and additionally they are just dancing what is wrong with that? It’s prom after all” replied Clay.
“Clay, you don’t let your serious girlfriend dance with her ex with whom the things were still complicated…”
“Oh yeah, Clay sure they are dancing, and look at them so adorable right? Whereas it should be you looking into her eyes the way Zach is. But I am sure this dance will not stir Y/N’s feelings back towards Zach.” Jessica said sarcastically.
Clay started to feel insecure and decided to make a move. He walked up to you as you expected him to. The only thing that could provoke Clay was jealousy and Jess played that card just right.
As soon as he held your hand to dance Tony changed the slow song to some rock music “Seriously Tony?!” you yelled in frustration.
“Hey, it’s okay, we can just jump around like these crazy people here, right?”
A grin took over your pout and Clay and you jumped around the dance floor feeling yourself and being lost in the music.
You and Clay found a seat for yourself to take a break and helped yourself with some food.
“Y/N? Can I talk to you?” a familiar voice came from behind you.
Before you could say anything, Clay howled “What the hell Bryce?”
“Hey man, I just wanna talk to her, just chill, okay?”
You turned towards Bryce and gave his request a thought. You decided to hear him out, whatever he wanted to say. You stood up but Clay pulled you back. You assured him by saying “It is okay Clay. I’ll be fine. What can he possibly do in a room full of people? I will be back, okay?”
Clay nodded in apprehension, and you followed Bryce to a corner of the room. You crossed your arms around your chest and asked, “What is it, Bryce?”
“Look Y/N I wanted to thank you for not taking any serious steps against me. I could have lost my scholarship and my chance to go to school and I want to apologize for whatever I did, I am sorry.”
“Bryce, everybody deserves to go to college, and you do too. No matter how you are everybody deserves a chance, so I gave it to you, and it is not a big deal.”
“Yeah, and I am grateful for that. I didn’t realize what I was doing. I was insecure and acted like a dick…” you cut him off and said in agreement “Well that is true.”
Before Bryce could say something, he was cut off by Clay “Everything okay babe?”
“Yeah, he was just saying something. Everything is fine.”
“Clay let me talk to her, please?” requested Bryce, and Clay started walking away with a frown but this time you pulled his hand and said “No Bryce Clay is not going anywhere. He is my boyfriend whatever you wanna say, you can say in front of him” Clay’s eyes gleamed hearing those words.
Clay stood by your side holding your hand “Y/N I was just saying that I am sorry. For everything.”
“Okay.” You replied.
“Okay? You are not gonna forgive me?” he asked.
“Well, you asked me to hear you out, so I did. I gave you a second chance Bryce, but I cannot forgive you, not just yet. I would like you to live with that guilt, if any.”
Bryce took a step towards you, but he was blocked by Clay in the way. Clay stood between the two of you facing Bryce and his hand stopped Bryce from moving further. Half of your body hid behind Clay.
“You heard her, now just leave her alone.” You never saw Clay so protective, and you loved the way he demanded Bryce leave.
You both went back to where the whole gang was and got to know that they soon are going to announce the Prom King and Queen.
“Who’d, you think it’s gonna be?” you asked Jessica with curiosity.
“Who knows? It is always up to the football team” she said pointing toward Zach and the other guys on the football team.
They called Jessica to announce the Prom King and Queen as she was the class president. Jessica walked right into the middle of the room and took the envelope where the names were mentioned.
She read and every soul in the room was looking at her with suspicion, she built up the suspense and finally said “I can never be happier to announce these two names as Prom King and Queen. Are you all ready to know?”
“Yes!” Everybody yelled in excitement.
“Y/N and Clay what the hell are you doing there? Come here because the Prom Queen is Y/N Y/L/N, and the Prom King is Clay Jensen. Come and collect your tiaras.”
Clay and you saw each other in disbelief as the unexpected had happened. You thought that Charlie and Alex were going to be prom kings but here you were receiving the title of Prom Queen. Jessica put the crown over Clay’s head, and you bowed to let Jessica put the tiara. When Jessica did her part, you looked at the audience and made eye contact with Zach as he raised his glass to you both. “Thank you” you mouthed to him.
“This one’s for two of the most important people in my life” announced Tony while playing ‘Perfect’ by Ed Sheeran.
He knew how much you loved the song, and he played the song at the right moment.
“May I have this dance?” Clay’s question caught your attention and your eyes started shining.
Clay offered his hand, and you instantly took his hand. Clay kissed the back of your hand like a gentleman. You bowed and then held each other in a dancing position.
Clay’s hand slid down to your waist holding you close, and your hands rested on his shoulders. Gazing into each other’s eyes you both started dancing while your legs moved in perfect sync you teased Clay “Who knew this nerd could dance?”
“Well as you say, I am full of surprises.”
You felt ecstatic and calm dancing with Clay like you had nothing to worry about. The lyrics ‘I found a girl, beautiful and sweet. Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me…’ echoed in the background.
You looked at Clay and said, “Clay Jensen, I think I am in love with you.”
“Did you just use both my names in a single sentence?” he teased.
“Come on Clay, you’re ruining the moment.”
Clay chuckled and replied, “Sorry, I know I am in love with you Y/N Y/L/N.”
“And I am in love with you Clay Jensen.”
 ‘I don’t deserve this…’
‘You look perfect tonight…’
Clay swirled you around and your body collided as he held you tight like he was never letting you go.
“Kiss, Kiss, Kiss” the crowd started shouting in unison.
You looked at Clay and said, “Seems like it’s time for some PDA Jensen.”
Clay smiled and crashed his lips onto yours, the kiss was desperate yet gentle. After you both had your moment, the crowd joined the dance floor, and you danced in Clay’s arms for the rest of the night.
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Clay abided by your father’s rule of getting you back to your place by eleven. As you both were not party people at all you decided to ditch the after-party. You both sat down on the couch in your bedroom and helped yourself to some hot chocolate.
The first thing you did after reaching your home was to get out of that dress and realize how good it feels to finally be able to breathe again. You lay your head on Clay’s chest and he put his arm around you as you both sipped your hot chocolate.
“Clay?” you called him out.
“Yeah?”
“I got a mail today, I got into Princeton.”
Clay removed his hand from your shoulder and sat up straight.
“Wow, that’s… great. But you are not going right?” asked Clay in apprehension.
“Clay… Princeton has been my dream college since I was a little kid. Of course, I want to go.”
“You’ll go all the way across the country? What about…us? We all know long distance never works” said Clay standing up.
You tried to convince him “Clay come on, it’s my college we are talking about.”
“So, all that ‘I love you shit was fake huh? You were playing with me this whole time, right?!” He sounded furious.
He started walking out of the room in a rage, but you tried to stop him “Clay please stay. Talk to me.”
Clay shed a tear and whimpered “I am too tired to fight right now Y/N. I should probably leave.”
He left and slammed your bedroom door. Tears started running down your eyes. You were asking questions yourself; did you just ruin a perfect relationship? Did you just hurt the most wonderful boy you have ever met? The hurt caused was not intentional, but you still felt guilty, you ruined your perfect night with the boy you love. Maybe Clay was right, maybe you were graduating single from high school.
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kurottsukii · 8 months
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On My Own | 13 Reasons Why
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The murder
You weren't the same after what happened, I mean who could have been? Zach thought for a while he killed Bryce but he was just a part of it, the reaction to Dominos falling row by row. No one apart from Alex and Jessica knew you were there when it happened, you wanted it to be that way.
Why? Because you tried to save him, you didn't just stand there like Jessica when Bryce was pushed in the water, you tried to save him. Jessica tried to hold you back when it happened but you pushed her off and jumped in the water.
You remember the water being so cold it felt like you, yourself was dead. You would've been if you continued to try and save him that night but it was impossible, his body weight was half the size of yours, he was weak, scared, in pain and so were you; scared. He was already dead when you were trying to swim up to the surface with him but you held hope. Hope that if you can make up to the surface, you can save him but again. It was already too late, his dead weight was practically pulling you down with him till you had no choice but to let go, watching as his body sank down.
You walked home that night, you couldn't bare being in the car with his killers. As much you hated Bryce, with how much pain he caused you; the secrets, the rape, the manipulation. Everything he did to you, you should've wanted him dead more than anyone. Maybe at first but now? You wished you could've taken that thought back. He didn't deserve to die like that, and you definitely didn't deserve the trauma his death brought you.
After hearing Ani blame the murder on your ex-boyfriend Monty and his death in prison, you snapped. Liquor and drugs became your best friend, at first it was weed and Hennessy then weed got replaced with shrooms, then Molly and acid and soon it was meth, and any pill or alcohol you could get your hands on. You would even bring them to school, drinking and swallowing or injecting between classes to get by.
As you were spiraling down to a dark path, so was Clay and Zach but never Alex and Jessica. You wondered why what happened didn't affect the actual guilty but instead the accessories to murder. But then again, you stopped caring.
After Clay and Justin busted you over your drug use, you were on 24/7 watch, in fact the whole group had to watch you. Jessica and Ani would make excuses to sleep over at your house; Tyler, Clay and Justin would walk you to your classes and Tony and Zach would take turns being with you after school. That part backfired though. Soon Tony ended up getting busy with his fighting, leaving you and Zach alone all the time.
You two ended up finding comfort in each other, you two were both broken beyond repair so you two became each other's bad influence. Zach would keep secrets about your continuancely drug use and you would keep drinking with him. Drowning y'all's sorrows with any alcohol imagine and sooner rather than later, your two bad habits became intoxicated hookups.
It became a daily occurrence that you ended up finding yourself into being sexually connected with Zach more than the drugs. He was your drug but you weren't his. During the time that you were getting better, he was fucking some other Bimbo from school.
You were hurt by this, yes. But were you really that surprised that it'll happen? No. Once again you were on your own. You began using again, this time you were skipping school.
Everytime Clay went looking for you, you were at every party imaginable rather it be highschool parties at other schools, or frat parties at colleges, you were there. Always high, always shit faced, always in danger. Rather it was you being a danger to yourself or to someone else or they were a danger to you. You were just fucked up you didn't care anymore.
It was like you drowned that night with Bryce. Maybe you should have.
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eternalroleplay · 1 year
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Christian Navarro Gif Pack
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By clicking the link below you’ll find 245 gifs of Christian Navarro in season 2 and 3 of 13 Reasons Why, created by me for roleplaying use. You may use them for gif icons, crackships, gif hunts but please credit me for them. Please like/reblog if you use :)
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synchronized movies and shows are crazy to me because WHAT DO YOU MEAN GERMAN PEETA MELLARK IS THE SAME AS JACKSON WEST IS THE SAME AS VEB IS THE SAME AS EVAN WALKER IS THE SAME AS BEN IS THE SAME AS AL IS THE SAME AS BOBA FETT IS THE SAME AS TONY PADILLA IS THE SAME AS DANIEL HAYWARD IS THE SAME AS STILES STILINSKI?
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dire719 · 2 months
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Hey guys!! I made a Tony x clay book, the first chapter is out!!! Please go read and tell other people!!!
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Me when my friends call my celebrity crush ugly🙄🙄🙄:
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Top 10 "13 Reasons Why" Characters
I am focusing mainly on the main cast and characters that I feel made a big enough impact on the show as a whole. Where I rank them isn’t solely based on how much I like them. Some instances will also be based on how well I feel the actor portrays them. However controversial that might be at times.
1. Tony Padilla
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Tony just oozes cool, to me. I loved him from the moment I saw him. His car, awesome. His leather jacket, also awesome. His hair and style, great. His humor and overall characterization were great to me as well. I think we can all agree, we need a friend like Tony in our lives! I was always rooting for my boy!
2. Justin Foley
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This one is a weird one. I spent most of season one thinking Justin was such a jerk. His friends were jerks, his actions that led to his tape also made him a jerk. But, by the time the series ended, I absolutely loved the guy! My heart hurt for him, man. He was done so wrong!
3. Clay Jensen
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Clay was an interesting character. I can’t quite place it but, I have love/hate feelings towards him. Especially as the series progresses. Yes, dude went through some seriously terrible stuff in his young life. But he turned into a bit of a douche. I was glad to see him seemingly riding off into a happier life, though. Sadly, his demons will always be with him.
4. Hannah Baker
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Hannah’s story was just sad altogether. But we all know that already. In terms of character, I liked her. I could relate in some ways. Being a former victim of immense bullying, I totally understood her thought process. Though I didn’t have exactly what happened to her, happen to me, I was certainly a victim of harsh rumors like she was. It takes a huge toll on a young girl’s mind. The tape thing was a little much, though...
Sadly, we didn't get enough time with her for me to truly grow with her, so I put her lower on this list than I wanted to.
5. Bryce Walker
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Say what you will about Bryce the character, but the actor did such an amazing job at portraying such a despicable, yet somewhat understandable character. Especially as the series progresses. At times I found myself questioning if I should hate him, or feel bad for him. He was definitely NOT a good guy in any sense of the word. But I give Justin Prentice all the credit on this one! I like a good 'heel".
6. Alex Standall
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Alex is awkward and quiet. And he definitely struggled a lot in the show. 13 Reasons Why never shied away from dark themes and Alex was just one of many that got hurt a lot. My really felt for him. Especially early on.
7. Jessica Davis
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I have never really been able to decide what exactly it is that I feel about Jessica. I liked her, but also found her to be a bit too uptight and bratty at times. In season one especially. But, that's the point. She was the spoiled daddy’s girl type. I began to sympathize with her more as the show progressed, though.
8. Zach Dempsey
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I didn’t think much one way or another about Zach. For much of the show he was the jock stereotype. I liked seeing his more sensitive sides, though. And I especially love the slight bromance he and Clay would later have.
9. Tyler Down
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We’ve all known someone like Tyler. Someone really on the outside of every group in high school. Someone you’d see off on their own, and usually the target of many of the jock’s attacks. Seeing how this would impact Tyler throughout the show just broke my heart into a million pieces. I particularly loved how the actor portrayed him in the later seasons. He got really real, and really raw. His talent showed in his performance.
10. Ani Achola
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I just don’t have a clue what I think of Ani. I didn’t feel she was needed really. I mean, I guess they needed someone to come in and humanize Bryce a bit and give Clay a new love interest. But her and Clay just didn[‘t do it for me. They had some cute moments together. And I have nothing against the character per se. I just couldn’t connect with her as much.
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fever-increaser · 1 year
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𝟭𝟯 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗪𝗵𝘆: (S02 - EP09) 𝖠𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗐𝗌 𝗈𝗇 𝖳𝗈𝗇𝗒’𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗋 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖽. 𝖧𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗋𝗒, 𝗁𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗈𝗑𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖼𝗈𝖺𝖼𝗁 / 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝖢𝖺𝗅𝖾𝖻 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝖺 𝗉𝗁𝗒𝗌𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝖿𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍. 𝖳𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗈𝗎𝗍.
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Things I figured out/just think are funny about season one and episode one of season two of 13 reasons why.
1) the song run boy run is played in season one episode two of both 13rw and the umbrella academy. It is the exact same part of the song and the time they are played in the episode is inverted with ua playing at the beginning and 13rw playing at the end
2) despite how depressing this show is it has the best/funniest sequence of lines I’ve ever heard.
“Clay, you know I’m gay, right?”
“What? No, I didn’t know that! Why didn’t you tell me?
“I thought everybody knew that.”
“I feel like there’s a lot of people who don’t know that.”
“I think there’s a lot of people that do know that.”
3) Alex Standall is a direct parallel to Kurt Cobain in the sense that they both play electric guitar, both have stomach pains caused by severe stress, and both shot themself in the head with the intention of ending their life. (Yes I am aware that cobain was probably murdered but that’s besides the point). Also, Alex has a ton of music posters in his room (including Joy Division, big slay) that are from similar time periods and genres as Nirvana.
4) Clay and Alex see the same therapist
Anyway, Alex Standall is my favorite fictional character, second favorite person (fictional or real), and he’s my precious little meow meow.
However, he is a dumbass (buddy, suicide notes aren’t something you typically bring to school on your first day back in months), so it’s worth mentioning Tony is a VERY close second for my favorite character.
But also, in all seriousness, if you are going through shit and you want to talk to someone, here’s a link for finding helplines.
Stay safe.
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kywaslost · 2 years
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Tony x Reader *platonic* panic attack comfort
A/N: This is my first 13 r w fanfic, so please be nice!
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“Hey, chica, ¿qué está en tu cabeza?” Tony asked as he sat down next to you on one of the couches in his workshop. You stopped by after school without saying much. You just walked in and sat down, staring off into space. Tony had tried to start a conversation with you when you arrived but you offered nothing more than a few shrugs and hums in acknowledgement.
You shrugged at his question. “No mucho.” You didn’t know much Spanish, but Tony knew how much you loved to speak what little Spanish that you did know. “Estoy cansada.”
“Lo siento,” Tony responded, tossing an arm around your shoulders gently. “But I don’t believe you. What’s wrong? How did that anatomy exam go? The tornado drill interrupted it, right?”
There had been an emergency tornado drill and you were in the middle of an anatomy lab practical when it happened. Tony knew you were already on the verge of a panic attack before you entered the classroom. Having spent lunch attempting to calm you down. He promised to meet up with you after class but the tornado went into your final class and he wasn’t able to see you until now. You wished you could have seen him sooner. You were a hair away from a full-blown panic attack, and his question seemed to be the one to push you over the edge.
You pulled your knees to your chest, suddenly struggling to breathe. You choked on a sob as Tony leaned over to see if you were ok. “Gatito?” His arm around your shoulders moved to rub the back of your neck as you stopped breathing properly. “Hey, it’s ok.” When you didn’t respond to him, he grew even more worried. “Let’s get you somewhere quieter. Can you walk?” You shook your head, hiding it between your knees. Tony stood and gently picked you up. “Alright, that’s ok.” His hand guided your head to bury into his shirt. “Javi, ¡voy fuera!” he yelled, then apologized when you flinched in his arms.
Tony carried you outside and sat you down behind the garage. He let you down gently before kneeling in front of you. “Gatito, I need you to breathe.” He placed a hand on the back of your neck again. “I think it’d be easier if you’d uncurl a bit,” Tony suggested. You shook your head again and whimpered.
“Tony,” you whimpered.
His eyes jumped to yours immediately. “I’m right here,” he assured.
“I-I’m scared,” you confessed.
Tony sat down beside you and held out his hand. “There’s no need to be scared. Here, hold my hand.” You reached out a hesitant hand to meet his own. Squeezing it, you pulled it closer to your chest. Your breathing was still quick and uneven.
“Breathe with me, Y/N,” Tony instructed. “Ok? In.” He took a deep breath in, and waited for you to do the same. He smiled as he exhaled, watching as you followed his pattern. He breathed with you a few more times before he was sure you were calmer.
“There you go. See, gatito, I said you’d be ok,” he chuckled, pulling you in for a hug. You made yourself comfortable on his side, still gripping one of his hands to your chest.
“Thank you Tony,” you said softly, playing with his fingers. “I’m sorry for freaking out. It’s just been a really bad day.”
“Don’t be sorry,” your friend said, pressing a quick kiss to the top of your head. “I get it. Take your time. Talk it out if you need to. You know I’m always here for you, right?”
You giggled. “Yeah, yeah, I know. Thanks, T.”
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mx-misty-eyed · 11 months
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I just started watching 13 Reasons Why and I absolutely hate it I despise every character. The only reason I’m still watching is for Tony I love him so much, I’ve also decided he likes men. TONY SUPREMACY, EVERYONE ELSE SUCKS
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misschanadlerbong · 11 months
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Chapter 11 - It'll Be Okay
Summary: Clay goes to the reader's house to comfort her.
Warnings: Mentions of sexual assault, mention of food.
Genre: Heavy Angst
Word Count: 1.6k
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“Hey Y/N, how are you? Please reply to my texts or call me back.” You got a text from Clay.
“Y/N please, I am worried”.
This was not the first time you were getting these texts from Clay. It had been a week since you met him or talked to him. Since the day Bryce tried to rape you, you have not been to school and have not seen anyone. After crying that whole night, you shut your emotions off because it is always easier to not feel anything rather than cry over the same thing over and over again.
You decided not to tell anyone because you did not know what to tell them. Somehow as always, it felt like all of this was your fault.
What would you tell others? That Bryce tried to rape you, and you couldn’t even fight back? Everyone in the school would slut-shame you without knowing the truth.
Thoughts like these ran through your mind and you could not take it anymore honestly, you were not strong enough to feel such heavy emotions, so you shut them off. You went miserable during that week, did not eat properly, and did not care about your skincare and body. You were losing your shit.
You had a perfect plan; you sought Tony’s help and made him swear that he will not open his mouth to anyone about anything. Every morning you came to his place instead of going to school and by the time school got over you came home so that no one would even notice. You got many texts from Jessica, but the good thing was that she was out of town, and you could easily lie to her about everything.
Stalling Justin was easy too and as Tony told you even Zach did not say anything in school about you, but he told you that Zach use to ask about you every day, about how you are keeping up, about your health, about you not coming to school. But you still didn’t care about it. All you cared about was Clay. Seeing those texts, and the endless missed calls made you want to go to his place and tell him the truth but a part of you was scared. You were scared to confront him about Bryce, feared him judging you, and scared to ruin what you had with him. 
Every day you had this thought of breaking up with Clay because you did not want to drag Clay into your drama. He was doing simply fine in his school you did not want him to suffer because of you. A part of you felt that Clay is better off without you and that is why you ghosted him.
Today, you reached your home a bit late because though you were not going to school you kept your homework up to date. So, after finishing your work you went to your place, and it was almost dinner time. As soon as you opened the main door you heard your parents talking and with that, you heard a familiar voice. You went inside the living room and saw Clay sitting on the couch with your parents.
Upon your arrival, all three of them stood up. Clay looked sad and confused and as your eyes met you felt pity for not talking to him all this week. Your mother looked furious before you could ask about the unknown arrival of Clay your mother started yelling at you, “Y/N Y/L/N you had a boyfriend? And if you were not going to school all this time, where were you going? What is happening? Answer me!” She demanded.
You did not answer any of her questions and instead turned to Clay, “Clay what the hell are you doing here? You are not supposed to be here, just leave.”
Before Clay could say something, your father intervened and said, “Let us all just calm down and have a peaceful family dinner, and Y/N you cannot skip dinner today like you have been doing for the past week. Clay, I would like you to join as well and then after dinner, we can talk.”
Your father was always the savior. You all sat down at the dining table and said grace. Your mother still had that death glare on her face which scared you. Your father was quick to notice the tension building in the atmosphere and suggested “Now everyone will tell us about how their day was.”
Your mother tried taking the first bite of her food, but rage took over her hunger and she slammed her fork on her plate and asked you “So tell me Y/N how was your day? And where did you spend it?”
You were annoyed and could not take it anymore you stood up and announced “You all want to know about my day huh? So, I made a particularly crucial decision today. I am quitting the baseball and basketball team.” Your mother though was furious with you, but her face revealed a sigh of relief. You glared at your mom and said “And you would be happy right, Mom? Because you never wanted me to play in the first place.” After saying this you left the table and stormed off to your room.
Your father and Clay were shocked at whatever you just said. They knew sports was one of the most important things in your life that kept you happy and they knew you could quit anything but sports. 
Clay followed you to your room. You sat on the edge of your bed looking at the floor and Clay came inside shutting the door behind him. 
This was the first time Clay was coming into your room. Your room was subtle, it had a mauve aesthetic with contrasting curtains hanging on the window just above the couch in your room. Your bed lay in the middle of the room with blue sheets. There were fairy lights on your headboard and some Polaroids were clipped to the lights.
Clay looked outside the window to prevent eye contact with you.
“Why would you do that Y/N? Why me huh? A week and no texts no call? Who am I to you?” you could hear the anger in his voice. He had every right to be angry with you but did not know the truth.
“Clay you were not supposed to be here, my parents don’t know about you. After Zach, they prohibited me from dating someone because I went miserable after the breakup.”
Clay turned towards you, but you were still looking at the floor, you said “I think we should break up Clay, it would be best for both of us.”
Those words were such a thunderclap to Clay. He could be angry with you, mad at you but he could not stand the idea of breaking up with you. He sat down on his knees to bring himself to your level and held both your hands in his with a look of distress in his eyes and he could not help but stare. He felt like he didn’t recognize you. You were not the Y/N he admired, weak and miserable. You had deep dark circles under your eyes and looked fragile.
“Y/N are not eating enough? What is it, baby? Talk to me. It is okay whatever it is. Hey, look at me. Please, don’t do this to me, it hurts.”
He pulled your chin and made you look him in the eye. As your eyes met you could not keep your tears away anymore, “Something happened Clay…” you sobbed.
“What is it?”
You told him everything that had happened to you. His face was mixed with reactions he was angry at Bryce, sorry for you, and mad at himself for not knowing earlier and not being there for you when you needed him. 
“Why didn’t you tell me Y/N about all this? Why would you even hide something from me?”
“Because I thought you’ll judge me like every other person in our school and think I am just another girl who slept with Bryce.”
“Are you crazy? I would never. Y/N you are one of the most important people in my life and I could not lose you to that asshole. I told you everything about Hannah and how he screwed with everyone I ever loved. I am not letting that dick do anything to you. We will fight back. But if you want some space and time, I will understand but please, God please don’t break up with me.” 
Clay held your face in his hands and looked into your eyes, you could see that his eyes were tearing up too.
“Y/N, I love you…” You intervened “But Clay…”
“No, Y/N you don’t have to say it back. I just wanna let you know that there are people who love you and care about you so that you don’t do anything stupid. I meant to say this for a long time, but Y/N Y/L/N I am in love with you.”
You looked at him with pity in your eyes and said, “But I am a mess Clay, why would you love me?”
“Well, I love your mess. I love everything about you” replied Clay.
Clay kissed your forehead and engulfed you in a hug and caressed your back. You took a moment to realize it was fine for him to touch you. Since Bryce, you prevented every possible human touch because you lost trust. But this felt different. As he hugged you tightly instead of revolting back you hugged him back and started crying. You could feel his damp sweatshirt on his shoulder and a couple of Clay's tears on your shoulder. 
“We can tell people whenever you are ready. It’s all gonna be okay.” He whispered.
At that moment you felt protected. You knew you could move past this. You knew everything will be fine and you will be able to face that asshole and get him punished for whatever he did. You knew it will be okay.
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justinsjensen · 2 years
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She leave a note? Girl, who k d herself? Uh... I don't know.
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halesleather · 2 years
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When I realize me and the character with anger issues have the same personalities
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why is everyone so GAY?
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