#too many calories

[pinterestgirlie]

dear dairy,

i had 1,015 calories today, no wonder i feel like a pig, ughh it's all cracker barrel's fault, their biscuits are too damn good.

xoxo

fyi,i don't have an eating disorder I just feel bad because I haven't been eating healthy all week and i feel bloated :(

#food #too many calories #calories suck

[margaetyrell]

btw sorry to break it to you for the 48364 time, but i just think that... the taylor swift personal life details you may know, might not be what you may think you know. you know??

#taylor swift #pt #i’m sorry this is the only joke that counts #@ at all the people acting like they even know how many calories she eats a day #and i’ve said too much today. gnight <3

[gifti3]

Is there any canon info about belphie being able to give people the best dreams (or the worst nightmares) theyve ever had in their lives?

i think a belphie induced dream would feel real to life but everything good would be dialed up to 100. while for nightmares its the same but for everything bad to the point where you can actually feel pain

Anyways I was imagining him giving MC a forehead kiss while theyre napping and they wake up later amazed like

Wow i had the most amazing dream and it was so vivid too....how do i go back?

#ik someone has had to bring this up #if they did pls send the link 🙏🏾 #or is this a hc i just made up right now #i slept poorly boo #i was doing so well too #im pretty sure i hated when [redacted] did the kiss while ure sleeping thing but ill let it slide for belphie in this particular post #its for my imaginings.... #a good dream for me always involves eating very high calorie food with no consequences #in the belphie induced dream #the food wood taste super legit #like id be shocked when i wake up and realize it was a dream #also i would be meeting so many fictional characters probably #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me belphegor #obey me belphegor x mc #tada

[metastablephysicist]

it has been a while since i had difficulty finishing a run. twenty miles is a lot

#how am i supposed to eat 5000 calories today. that is too many #that's like 4-5 pizzas

[sugarcoated-sweetheart2]

it’s my moms birthday today! her worthless husband isn’t taking her out to eat or even baking her a cake so i’m doing both of those things today. she asked for a dr pepper cake lol which if you don’t know it’s just red velvet box mix with a can of dr pepper. i’ve never made one before so i hope it comes out well. it’s in the oven right now!

#sugar speaks #lowkey scared about going out to eat cause we’re going to a mexican place and that’s always so many calories and can’t ever calculate #exactly how many. but i’m gonna try to push past cause it’s her birthday and no one else is taking her out so i need to #i think it’ll be okay. i just need to try to not think about it too much

[dreamhot]

good morning friends and foes how are we on this fine wednesday. i just went to the gym and then spent 12 bucks on vegan yogurt

#two tubs of it in my defense #since now i am apparently the kind of person who has plain yogurt and Health Food Aisle granola for breakfast #added Way too many hemp hearts and chia seeds tho did not realise how calorie dense those mfs are #I JUST WANT FIBRE ... #smile.txt

[featherymainffins]

*Trigger warning for eating disorder talk*

I hate how whenever I eat anything my brain is like "You should kill yourself. Now." Like what's your fucking problem

#tw ed #it's like bitch the body needs nutrients to function. idiot. that's how flesh vessels work. what are you an alien? #but my brain is always like 'booo you are a disgusting ugly bitch and as a punishment you can't eat at all tomorrow.' #like...ok then. i guess. #the funny thing is that it's also like two people fighting because like i hate what i see in the mirror from both sides #like one part of me is like 'ahhh we are far too skeletal it looks kinda creepy and Not Good' #and the other is like 'wow ew we're so disgusting and big and our bones aren't visible enough. what would our family say?' #so there's like no winning at all because if i don't eat one side will get mad and refuse to look in the mirror #and if i do eat the other side will go into total hysterics and I'll have to sleep completely covered up and will have to avoid #all mirrors because it will completely distort our perception of ourselves and will claim changes that aren't there and it will #force me not to eat for a day or two and probably also to walk everywhere #it also sucks because i think not eating enough might be contributing to me feeling so shallow and fatigued and disinterested in everything #but i have no idea because I don't know how many calories I'm actually getting #and it's really Bad™ for me to count because I'm a little bit too competitive and my brain has historically always made it #a challenge to eat as few calories as possible. because I'm insane and treat literally everything as a competition that i have to win

[murobrown]

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#let me vent here real quick #bachelorette/bachelor parties are one of the most stupid concepts we ever created #it's disgusting and humiliating to me #if I'd have a person who loves me enough that they decide that they want to spend the rest of their life with me it's like an ultimate win #i mean what more do you want to achieve in life? isn't that like a main goal? #I don't even mean marriage that's useless but just that safe warm loving feeling #and then you gather all your friends and you're going to look at it as game over????? #so anyway I should attempt a stupid bachelorette party this weekend and it's useless and incredibly expensive #and it's full of activities that are totally outside of my comfort zone like drinking and dancing and being half naked in a spa #and you have to wear some dumb accessories so that you also humiliate yourself in front of everyone #and first I thought will be able to handle it but yesterday I panicked and asked if I can be excused from all those activities #and people don't understand that my concept of fun is different from theirs #and i don't mean this in any negative way towards those people #it's just different for me and I'd love you to understand that #but... it's also not nice from me to ditch them last minute and let down my friend that's getting married #but yesterday I just had this moment when I thought fuck no I'm going to think about myself for once and it's just not right #because then you make people upset... #the actual wedding is another thing I dread...it will be an actual nightmare and there's no way I will ever escape it #so yeah I'm just full of emotions and I don't know what's the right thing to do and how to keep others happy and myself calm #at least last night I dreamt about Jake Bugg hugging me and if that's not the sign I'm going spend the rest of my life with that man... #i also decided to survive both of those events sober just to make it more challenging for myself #alcohol has way too many calories and i just want stay in control of my brain #i will see if the only three friends i have will resent me after this #i needed to sort my thoughts here even though I know ot doesn't look like so #i hope that you all are having a wonderful day and doing fantastic ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[widevibratobitch]

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#how many vent posts can a girl make in just a few days you ask #the answer is A LOT #last year i bought the cutest fucking dress that i was so excited to wear but it was already too cold when i bought it. #and now it doesn't fucking fit anymore. #i just feel so profoundly sad and helpless. this is so stupid. but im just so tired. #this whole recovery bullshit is pointless. i hate myself so much for ever deciding to try and quit the ed #id rather go back to having panic attacks about calories and pulling out fistfuls of my hair than THIS #i am still fucking miserable???????? so like whats the point lol

[xsunsetinmyveinsx]

the wild part of being mid twenties and working in healthcare and having an eating disorder is there feels like a constant push and pull of mitigating the destruction you are doing to your own body

#like yes i want to be thin but im not ready to die #also this iteration of my ed is SO anxiety motivated #i don't care so much about appearing thinner as i do about the numbers being perfect #but maybe there is a part of me that wants the outside to match the damage of the inside to look as unwell as my brain is right now #but my job is also so physically demanding and it's the only thing i have going for me right now i cant fuck that up #so it becomes a game of fitting as many nutrients in as few calories but trying to balance the calories in with calories burned because #i can't pass out at work i cant slow down too many people look to me for tasks and help and i cannot lose that feeling of being needed #tw disordered eating #tw ed #ed not sheeren #tw ana

[luvvsbian]

don’t even SAY the word calories in front of me if you don’t wanna get your bones crunched

#had a seven year old tell me he didn’t like muffins because they have too many calories. what have they DONE to you? :( #when people start reading the nutritional info on food out loud i want to throw things #i’ve been in recovery for like 5 years. i don’t know if i’ll ever consider myself ‘recovered.’ #like maybe i’m sensitive but frankly i shouldn’t have to hear this. regardless of my history and whether you know about it. nobody should. #literally quit it or at least stop making your issues everyone else’s problem. diet obsessed ppl suck & insta fitness pages are a curse. #ed mention

[fernforest16]

Tw ed

I guess you know you still have an eating disorder when you literally have surgery (wisdom teeth, I’m fine) and then feel like breaking down because your mom got you gelato as a treat and expected you to eat it so you ate it and now you can’t burn off the calories bc, y’know, you’ll start drooling blood and so you just sit there vegetating on the couch like a reasonable person but you feel like you want to die rather than gain a pound or two after a week of rest

#I’m so tired #I’m such a horrible patient too #i hate hate hate not having complete control over my body #it makes me feel like an animal in a trap and i would chew my own leg off if it wasn’t so many calories #yayyyyy incredible how my day is ruined not by having four teeth extracted but by eating fucking gelato #having to take time off from the gym always makes me realize how fucked up i am

[vesperdae]

i get high and suddenly can’t stop eating fucking nutrigrain bars one after the other in rapid unending succession

#nutrigrain bars you have to stop your swag too different you smoke too tough your bitch is too bad they’ll kill you #nutrigrain bars you have to stop you are too many calories

[asknarashikari]

https://twitter.com/ZIP_TV/status/1676535138950447107 Aoki

...I do hope he's sharing all that food with someone else, because holy Book Jesus that's a lot

#kamen rider saber #fukamiya kento #ryo aoki #i know you love your food #but this is too much ryo!!! #is golfing that tiring that you need so many calories? #kari simping hours #ask #askrikkaiandhyotei

[ionlycareaboutyou]

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#literally basically the only thing i have thought about since i got home #was fucking food #my dinner btw was a boiled egg some tomatoes some cheese and some lettuce just out of the bag #and if COURSE i’m still hungry #but not only is my fridge basically bare everything that could fill me up more terrifies me #rice? carbs #fruit? sugar #soup? too many calories #i’m so sick of this life #i’m so sick of this constant stress and anxiety #i feel like such a terrible friend because even though i act like everything is fine #my head is always in another place when i’m talking to someone #stressing about what i’ll eat tomorrow. what i’ll eat this weekend #and now all i can do is lay in bed and cry and cry and cry #i feel so pathetic. i feel so alone. #if you’ve sent messages of support i really appreciate it #and i’m sorry for always dumping my problems on tumblr #i do it because i don’t wanna bother/worry people #even if someone did worry…there’s nothing that could be done #i live 5k miles away from my family and my friends have their own shit #no one is obligated to care or help and i don’t want anyone to feel like they are #i really hope one day i can get out of this cycle #my head is literally pounding right now #i’m gonna go to sleep and ignore how hungry i am #idk if anyone has even read all this sorry

[knight-engale]

I know you shouldn't cry over spilt milk or make a big deal out of small things but... my siblings ate the last two slices of pizza while I was in the shower, and while I DID already have two pieces, I'm like. Genuinely very upset. Because I'm still hungry, and now the only thing that sounds genuinely appealing is gone... idk, maybe it's more of a "straw that broke the camel's back" thing, because I've had a really really long day. I worked a nearly double shift (only about two hours less than a double shift) today, and my feet and back hurt even after a long, hot shower, I'm feeling kind of overstimulated (I hear and feel EVERYTHING right now, please help), and now I can't really satisfy my continued hunger... Same vibes as a toddler crying over something that's very easily fixed. It's not JUST the One Thing, it's the accumulation of Things, and the One Thing was just the tipping point.

#delete later #'oh but lina you can eat something else its not a big deal' i will strangle you #i know it sounds completely ridiculous but if the food available isnt appealing i am very unlikely to eat #i hate it as much as any annoyed parent would but i cant turn it off #im way too close to getting chipotle delivered because i need meat. much protein #the only thing stopping me is the price...and the fact that it'd be so many calories when ive already had three meals #at the same time im very very hungry...