requested by hand-me-my-shovel-im-going-in
I feel like I have been spinning out of control for the last couple years and I am just about ready to put my foot to the gas and push myself to the limit chasing some goal I dont even care about. I just need to feel alive again. I need to strive instead of just coast.
>> I would just consider this "returning the favor."
A lil poster-drawing whatever thing for that AU idea I had, because po3 with a gun is my brain rot atm, and to counter it I needed to draw Leshy but with a spear. Ngl reeeeeeeeeaally tempted to do a mini-comic with the concept I had in mind, just for the beginning I had in mind.
But also, I wanted to make a short animatic thing for something completely unrelated. Who knows, depends on how I feel. I don't have a lot of time on my hands these days.
Likes and reblogs are always appreciated, friends!!
<<Please click for quality>>
Full-body designs below the cut, if you wanna see that lol~
boo. get spook.
Could you explain what you mean by the racism is fundamentally different in FMA03 and FMAB ? I’m not against you at all, just want to hear what your thoughts are if you’re willing to share
viv says everything better than me
and also, it’s been so long since i’ve watched fma 03 all the way through, i don’t really have a point by point comparison of the two. or any coherent thoughts
if memory serves me right, the motives behind the ishvalan war were different in fma 03 than in fmab as well. the motives in fmab for the war were not even racial
100 days of productivity- day 90 (18/10/21)
Made it to the last 10 days of this challenge, and I was so busy I completely forgot to take photos! A morning filled with gym, reading, and preparing for lectures, then an afternoon filled with lectures and a computer lab. Frustratingly realised that some work previously done was not helpful, consoled myself with a slice of homemade carrot cake, and whilst watching another lecture in the evening I came up with some solutions to the problem - so all is well.
I’m still thinking about the abortion ban thing here and I need to ramble about it somewhere and my mom doesn’t want to hear it anymore so:
I can’t carry a pregnancy to term, or at least not a healthy one. If I were to get pregnant, I would need to abort it for my health (which I realize no one cares about) and the fetus’s health (which prolifers supposedly care about). I have a lot of health problems, I’m on a lot of medications that all cause birth defects and increase the possibility of miscarriage. No one knows what will happen if you are on all these medications at the same time while pregnant, only separately and that’s already bad enough. I can’t go off of them if I want to maintain my health and not die. I don’t know if I’d be forced to go off them or if I’d be punished for taking my medications as directed by my doctors if I were to miscarry. These medications are also all passed into breast milk so I wouldn’t be able to breastfeed because my milk would be toxic. There’s a fucking formula shortage. If I were to give birth, the newborn would go through withdrawals from the medications I’m on. Those are torture for me, a grown woman, if I just miss one dose of any of my medications. I can’t imagine what kind of torture it would be to a newborn to suddenly go cold turkey on all of the medications I’m on.
Going off the medications would be just as bad. It would also increase the risk of miscarriage (stress can cause miscarriage) and increase my risk of postpartum psychosis. Not to mention it could fucking kill me. Even ignoring the medication side effects, I have multiple health problems I can pass on to any offspring I have and I am not willing to knowingly inflict the torture I have endured on another human being. Especially since I do not ever want to be pregnant in the first place!!!
I’m doing literally everything in my power to avoid pregnancy, abortion would be my absolute last resort. I don’t even have any contact with men. I don’t date, I’m not looking to date, I don’t even have male friends. I’m on birth control. And still, all that doesn’t reduce my chance of pregnancy to zero because I can still be assaulted and my birth control can still fail. Even getting my tubes tied won’t completely reduce my chance to zero. There is absolutely nothing I can do to get rid of the vulnerabilities my body has simply because I was born into this body. Sure, I could get my ovaries and/or uterus removed, but that’s a really extreme procedure that has several severe health consequences. Not to mention that I shouldn’t have to practically gut myself just to maintain my bodily autonomy!!!! I shouldn’t even have to consider getting my tubes tied. It should be as simple as “just close your legs” but what dumbfucks don’t understand is that it’s not that simple in a world where men use their bodies like weapons!! Also that phrase is vulgar and disgusting regardless!!!
I wouldn’t even be able to access abortion with all my health problems because it wouldn’t be considered good enough. If lawmakers don’t even think ectopic pregnancies are a good enough reason to abort then my “little” problems won’t be good enough either. My life doesn’t legally matter because of a hypothetical fetus. I have less worth than a corpse. I am less human than a fetus that doesn’t even currently exist.
The fact that pro-forced birthers can’t understand that they are in the wrong is vile. These politicians shouldn’t have power, this shouldn’t be a debate. Abortion is a human right, end of discussion. These laws will kill people. They will kill women and girls. And the “prolifers” will not give a shit because the stuff they are advocating for has never been about “life”. It’s about control.
Ive only been officially covided for an hour and im already bored out of my mind
Day 18-19/100 of Productivity
Whoops I passed out before I could post for 1st October, so here goes.
1st October - What is your favourite thing about autumn?
2nd October - Do you have any autumn traditions?
My favourite thing about autumn and also a tradition I begin every september is to start lighting candles at night. The weather is just cosy enough that I can do so without feeling like I'm wasting ^^ combined with fairy lights my room looks much better.
Edit: I credit @myhoneststudyblr for initiating the autumn studying challenge (in case people don't read tags).
I need this here because the @himncskur + @exsanguinatedserenity baby is sparking so much joy already :')