Nurzak’s torn a part after Floria’s death.
Here I am once again
Im torn into pieces
Cant deny it cant pretend
- A song from the year you were born -
“ Torn” - Natalie Imbruglia
should i sign up for a monthly subscription for a game it’s $7 :-(
this goes against everything i was raised on but i want to
Where do I go from here?
I’ve never felt so strange
I’ve never felt so torn
‘Cause ever since you came my way
I learned to live by you
And now I’m on my own
I know I need some time
To leave all of this behind
'Cause I’m still hanging on
But I’m breathing in
And I’m breathing out
I’m wide awake
But I can’t hear a sound
Though I’m breathing in
I can’t think about
Another you, another me, another now
Kate Alexa - Another Now
All these words but little truth.
I’m torn, trying to choose which language to learn next. I have two candidates - Italian and Japanese.
If I hadn’t started learning Italian by myself back in high school, I would have jumped right into Japanese without a second thought. But since I’ve tasted it already and it’s my favorite European language, plus I’m sure that it won’t be as big of a challenge as, let’s say, French, and especially Japanese, I’m really tempted to bring to its peak.
If I knew that there was a course that would let me master it in, let’s say, a year or so, I’d run to that course without a second thought. But since Italian is not a popular language to learn, where I live (in contrast to Spanish, for example), I’m not sure that I would be able to find a suitable course.
Now, mastering Japanese is one of my dreams and almost a life goal. But I know it’s hard and even with the best course will take me at least 3 years to reach B2. But, again, I really, REALLY, want to learn it.
Since I’m in quarantine, I have a lot of time to think things over. I may even consult my family, though my dad’s been asking how my Italian’s doing, as soon as a week passed after I knew that I passed my German C1 😂 so the answer is pretty obvious.
Man, am I overthinking. In an ideal world, where I wasn’t still studying and had a steady 9 to 5 job, I’d just say fuck it and take two courses at once 😂 But, oh well 😁🙄
Now. I’m leaning towards resuming my self studying of Italian and then it will be clearer.
But first, I gotta finish off that goddamn glaucoma and neuro-ophthalmology. 😴😁
Natalie Imbruglia / Torn (Trine Rein)
Te extraño pero se que tu no me extrañas