#toxic

[tatersgonnatate]

Draw the boundary line homie, you absolutely deserve it ❤️

#selfcare #self care #trauma #family trauma #generational differences #generational politics #generational trauma #toxic love #toxic #toxic parents #toxic family #toxicity #toxic mother #toxic behavior #encanto

[caostalgia]

Todos alguna vez nos quedamos donde ya no éramos bienvenidos, pensando que todo mejoraría.

Alexander Alay.

#caostalgia #citas #notas #frases #escritos #textos #pensamientos #tristeza #relaciones toxicas #toxic love #toxic relationship #toxic #alexanderalay #alay #ghost

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#exes #trash #block them #don’t go back #run #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #breakups #toxic #relationships #don’t peep their social media posts #that’s just dumb #exes for a reason #trash can

[wishing-for-deathx]

Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.

#hurt #pain #depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #empty #numb #unlovable #my post #sad #sadness #lonely #alone #not good enough #self hatred #self harm #toxic #worthless #loser #pathetic #failure

[inkskinned]

you didn't say sorry, not really. you said sorry only when i pushed about it, you said it like an afterthought, like - oh fine, if this is what you want. the apology was already tearing itself apart in the air. you said sorry, but you caused this. you said sorry you feel that way, i guess. you said: what else do you want me to say? you've already made up your mind to be angry about this.

you've moved on since then. i hope you found a therapist. i am stuck with all of the hurt you caused but - you've been working on yourself, on your multiple projects, on that beautiful life you live. happy - you look happier, lighter, free of all of it. you take artsy videos of yourself dancing; caption it - a friend recently abandoned me.

nobody else knows how hard you pushed. nobody else knows what you did. i am sure you tell everyone a version of the truth that makes out the best of you; turns me into a cold unfeeling bitch who just "doesn't understand" you. i am sure you leave out all the ways i gave you myself, over and over, for years. how many times before this you hurt me, crossed my boundaries, laid me bare - what you say to them about when i finally drew the line is - she is just being unfair.

sometimes i feel insane about it. i have to text my best friend, make sure that what-i-think-happened actually-happened. to double-check that i wasn't being a bad person. maybe i'm misremembering it. she often has to guide me back to the same two facts: beyond what any one person could reasonably expect, i gave you everything, and you still wanted more of it.

it makes me angry, when it doesn't make me sick. i force myself to journal about it. how fucked up it makes me, knowing your narrative will be the one that sticks - knowing you are out there, right now, making sure everyone listens. telling them how you are being targeted. how you, hurting me on purpose, making me feel small, ignoring my needs - how that was really my fault, in the end.

yesterday you made a post on instagram talking about how you used to feel guilty about something that had gone wrong in a relationship, but that you've freed yourself from those toxic idealisms. you said: i am not giving her the power to make me feel bad about my mistakes. i am just a human person - it's up to her if she wants to be the bigger person and actually forgive.

and i just sat there and thought: you haven't even actually apologized for it.

#narcissist #toxic #this is about like #when u have done literally everything for someone #who takes and takes and takes from u #and when ur finally like #hey dude this thing u did hurt me #they're like #OFFENDED that u finally stood ur ground #and they turn on u SO quick #you: um dude it really hurt my feelings that u said that #them: god you're so fucking sensitive #them on instagram: LET PEOPLE BE THEMSELVES. JESUS CHRIST #them to their friends: yeah idk she just FREAKED OUT about like a miscommunication #you: .... i uhhhh asked u not to say that about me and to apologize for saying that #them to their friends: she just wants me to fucking live in misery she's toxic #you: ??????????????????????????????????? i asked ... u to treat me ... like a human person #anyway don't let those people bait u #they're good at what they do and they'll make sure to act on ur weaknesses and #get u back #so they can keep taking from u endlessly #like.... stealing ur whole energy

[twixnmix]

Jean-Michel Basquiat, Madonna, Toxic and Easy Gee at the Fun Gallery in New York City, 1982-83.

#basquiat #jean michel basquiat #madonna #toxic #easy gee #hip hop #1980s #graffiti #nyc #hiphop #hip-hop #queen of pop #jmb #samo

[emptyheart]

I’m no one’s favourite person. And no one wants to spend time with me. I’m sorry I’m so awful. It’s my fault. I wouldn’t want to spend time with me either.

#personal #depression #anxiety #bpd #suicide #self harm #eating disorder #lonely #alone #sad #pain #hurt #love #fat #ugly #gross #worthless #toxic #friend #jealous #hate #break up #broken heart #heartbreak #no one cares #abandoned #unwanted #unloved #favourite person #fp

[violentxssly]

i think I'll never be able to have a normal and healthy relationship with anyone. maybe it's my fucked up brain and my twisted logic; I'll never believe someone genuinely wants nor loves me. it's impossible. I'm just an obligation. legally, emotionally or socially; I'm just the person they have to keep so gossips are avoided. this is not love, it never was. this is me confining you inside of my toxic environment

#actuallytraumatized #ventcore #truamacore #traumacore #toxic childhood #toxic #toxic psrents #toxic parents #toxic mom #toxic dad #toxic family #toxic friends #toxix relationships #toxic ex #mommy issues #daddy issues #issues in general #omg this is just a mess y'all #///im the mess #i genuinely hate it and im just venting here because tumblr have always made me feel more comfortable that my own friends and therapist #luv u Tumblr #((even tho u blocked my old account #not cool bro #not.fucking.cool

[fraiilty]

they judge you for how you reacted but ignore how they triggered you.

#mentally ill #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually bpd #triggered #toxic #vent #traumacore #bpd splitting #bpd rage #bpd life

[skinlessed]

Losing toxic people is a win.

#gedanken in der nacht #gedanke des tages #gedanken #nachdenken #sprüche zum nachdenken #zitat #spruch #sprüche #zitate #toxic people #toxic #quotes #toughts #thoughts at night

[terrapia]

“JIBARO is also talking about a relationship that is extremely toxic, about a relationship between predators that is sensual because it’s based on the attraction to each other for the wrong reasons,” Alberto explains. “I like when you don’t know who is the real good person and who is the bad guy. It promotes a strong feeling.”

LOVE, DEATH + ROBOTS │ 3X09 “Jibaro”

#ldr #love death robots #love death and robots #Love Death + Robots #love death & robots #LD+R #jibaro #ldr volume 3 #animationedit #animationdaily #toxic #mygifs #siren #ldredit #love death and robots edit #love death + robts edit #netflix

[caostalgia]

Yo pensaba: "Todo va a mejorar" Y al final si pasó, pero hasta que me solté de tus manos.

Alexander Alay.

#caostalgia #citas #notas #frases #escritos #pensamientos #poemas sad #sad poetry #sad thoughts #sad #sadbeautifultragic #quotes #toxic relationship #toxic #toxic love #alexanderalay #alay #ghost

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

ive prob posted sumthn like this 1000000 times, but i still need to hear it

#you are lovable #there is nothing wrong with you #you are enough #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #relationships #toxic #breakups #exes

[nyugore]

all icons r mine cr if use !! pin ^^

omfg girls 😳

#weki meki #lucy #hyejoo #loona #sulli #f(x) #jennie #blackpink #girl group #seulgi #red velvet #yuna #itzy #ive #rei #chaeyoung #twice #fromis 9 #saerom #toxic #icons #lq #lq icons #aesthetic #messy #random

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I saved a child from his toxic parents but in order to do that I had to fight his dad, who was Jotaro Kujo. I broke both my arms but me, my dad, and my dad's friend were able to defeat him and my family and I adopted the child and we lived happily ever after.

#dream #jotaro kujo #child abuse tw #abuse tw #violence tw #body horror tw #family #toxic #toxicity #toxic behavior #dad #father #friend #adoption

[psychedeliki]

i want to be madly in love again but also healthy in love this time, sanely in love this time,calmly in love this time and peacefully in love this time.

[i-fruits]

You're toxic

#lgbtq #lgbt pride #kpop icons #gg icons #gg layouts #kpop layouts #kpop #lq icons #headers #icons #toxic icons #twibbon toxic icons #ggs packs #ggs moodboard #blackpink icons #aespa icons #red velvet icons #stayc icons #toxic #twice icons #itzy icons #loona icons #bae suzy #kpop moodboard #icons kpop #kpop aesthetic #ggs lq #twitter icons #kpop messy

[family-trauma]

This is pain on another level. Trying to recover from this takes a long while since its unlearning the pain and relearning that it was them all along and not you the whole time!

#absurd #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mental wellbeing #toxic family #toxic #toxic parents #toxicity #toxic relationship #toxic love #toxic household #toxic people #emotional dysregulation #emotional abuse #abuse recovery #parental abuse #family-trauma

[fragmentos-literarixs]

Lamento mucho que te duela ver que ahora mi corazón le pertenece a alguien que no eres tú, pero chico, no tienes en cuenta que el año pasado yo quería todo contigo, y tú lo único que hiciste fue jugar con mi corazón hasta dejarlo hecho pedazos.

Euphoria.

#frases #citas #escritos #notas #acción poética #adolescentes #quotes #quoteoftheday #karma #realidades #pasado #tóxico #writings #writers on tumblr #toxic #past #Euphoria #fragmentos literarixs #fragmentxs literarios

[firerubyjam]

Dont be afraid of losing people. Be afraid of losing yourself trying to please everyone around you

#i am alone #poetry #deep thoughts #i love her #i love him #i love you #night thoughts #quotes #relationship #deep thots #fake friends #toxic love #toxic #toxic frienship #toxic friends