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[forgottendollie]

It's all his fault genuinely it's all his fault why did he do this why did he torment me it's all his fucking fault I hate you I hate you I hate you

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[forgottendollie]

I’ll kill her if I see her I'll kill her if I see her I'll kill her if I see her

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[forgottendollie]

That’s my final straw she’s coming down it’s over genuinely its over im killing myself i cant do it i cant do it

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[forgottendollie]

If i could just keep my stupid fucking mouth shut no one would be upset. Why do i always have to open my fucking mouth and fuckimg ruin everything??? I wish i could sew my fucking mouth shut so i could never speak again

#im sorry im sorry im sorry #please dont be sad please dont sh im so sorry please #vent #trauma #trauma core #traumacore #actually bpd #actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

I just want to be loved back the way i love fuck

#please #why am i not good enough #i just want to be loved #vent #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

Stop fucking talking to him. Hes fucking mine. Why the fuck cant you get that through your stupid fucking head? Do i need to beat the lesson into your fucking head huh? Is that the only way your pathetic ass will take the fucking hint? I’ll break your fucking jaw so you can’t talk to him. I fucking swear. Stop talking to him hes mine.

#im gonna kill her #i fucking hate her #i want her fucking dead #lovesick #obsessed #obsessive #obsession #lovestruck #yanderecore #yancore #yandere #actuallymentallyill #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

.. * ･ ｡ﾟ☆Even the thought of other people touching him makes me want to eat glass and rip out my teeth ☆ﾟ. * ･ ｡ﾟ

#LIKE #ILL KILL ANYONE TAHT GETS CLOSE TO HIM I FUCKING SWEAR #GOD ITS GETTING ME SO FUCKING MAD #lovesick #obsessed #obsessive #obsession #yanderecore #yancore #yandere #actuallymentallyill #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

Is it wrong that i want you all to myself???? You’re mine!! You said i was your one and only so why do you need them???? Am i not good enough???? Fuck them youre mine YOURE MINE YOURE MINE YOURE MINE

#MINE MINE MINE #lovesick #obsessed #obsessive #obsession #yanderecore #yandere #yancore #traumacore #trauma core #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

Lol fuck it *literally spends all day sobbing because he’s ignoring me and i feel extremely clingy and annoying*

#jdjdjdjdjdjjs #babes i am not good #i am going to kms #i have spent the last couple days sobbing over this like i am doing bad bad #wish me luck lmao #bpd vent #actually borderline #actuallybipolar #actuallymentallyill #actually bpd #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

Yall ever be fine the a little thing hits you in that one spot and suddenly you’re fucking done lol

Cause frankly im about to start slicing hearts into my fucking thighs because i cant take this shit anymore or i might smoke cigarettes until my asthma takes away my ability to breathe completely then leave cute little cigarette burns across my ugly ass thighs

#fucking hate myself #im gonna kms #tw #tw// cutting #self harm #tw// selfharm #cutting #bpd #bpd vent #actuallymentallyill #actually borderline #actually bpd #actuallybipolar #vent #trauma #traumacore #trauma core #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

I hate that i can never let things go :/

Im still so angry over stupid things. Like they’ve apologised but i cant let it go. Anytime they mention it i wanna scream. Like im still so hurt and no matter what i just cant let it go :/

#ill say im over it but lol #im definitely not #im still so upset #i wanna cry sjsjsnmsms #vent #actually bpd #actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #bpd #bpd vent #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

I fucking hate you i fucking hate you. Youre so fucking pathetic i hope you fucking choke. I try to not let you get to me but every little thing you fucking do makes me wanna fucking stab you. I hope you fuxking know i want you fucking dead. I hope you’re fucking scared of me. Keep it up and you’re gonna get your ugly ass jaw broken you fucking cunt

#I’ll fucking kill you #toyboxsounds.txt #yanderecore #yancore #yandere #vent #actuallymentallyill

[forgottendollie]

Does anyone have tips on how to deal with bad memories? I just have to sit with them and feel sick :(

#please help :( #bipolar #actuallybipolar #actuallymentallyill #actually bpd #bpd #trauma #trauma vent #vent #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

Even the thought of you near others makes me wanna scream!!! The thought of your friends talking to you makes me wanna vomit!!! The thought of you talking to/about her makes me want to slit my wrist!! I just want you all to myself!!

#im in a mood tonight 🥰 #tw// cutting #cutting #lovesick #obsessed #obsessive #obsession #vent #yanderecore #yancore #yandere #actually bpd #actuallybipolar #actuallymentallyill #toyboxsounds.txt #tw #tw// selfharm #self harm

[forgottendollie]

Im never the favourite and its not fair

Its not fair its not fair its not fair ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR

I just want to be the favourite for once is that to much to ask for???

Its not fair,,,

#lovesick #obsessed #obsessive #obsession #yandere #yanderecore #yancore #trauma vent #vent #toyboxsounds.txt

[forgottendollie]

I feel so bad for my bf having to put up with me and all my mental illness. Like especially lately I’ve been doing really bad and i feel super shitty. Hes so patient with me but i feel like hes going to get tired and leave me. I’ve been having a lot of panic attacks and have been having a hard time taking care of myself and i know it’s worrying him. I wish i could be normal for him :(

#my ocd and been like real bad lately:)) #actually borderline #actuallybipolar #actuallymentallyill #actually bpd #toyboxsounds.txt