Given that the Time Variance Authority enforces The Sacred Timeline, allowing no others to exist, and enforcing only one version of everything. And also given that “Variants” are individuals who have stopped taking actions as they should either by making a different choice or just becoming a different kind of person than the plan dictated. Sylvie’s statement of having “Stopped Being [Loki]” holds a number of implications.
She has little to no memory of her mother and says that she has been running from the TVA her entire life (which implies her point of variance was quite early).
Her interesting in dethroning the Time-Keepers is not to gain power but to gain agency over her own destiny.
She reacts with abject rage at being called Loki and says never to call her that, as it’s not her name anymore.
While mainline Loki is listed as fluid, Sylvie seems to be more hard set in who she is.
It appears that Sylvie’s Variance seems to be that she wants to be herself and not forced into the role of Loki and she would break time into a thousand pieces creating an unstable multiverse rather than not get to be herself.
...Sylvie is trans y’all.
I want to have a*al sex. T^T
Either lie on my stomach and let them use me, or be on top and ride them. I wanna ride on someone's c*ck. I think I might enjoy it. >///<
Plugging has helped tremendously. The large plug isn't intimidating anymore. Frankly, I wish I had something bigger. Been in a naughty kind of mood lately. The point is, my body is ready to handle a*al sex. I'm ready.
But I can't do hookups or one night stands. Hence the :/. I'm emotionally incapable of doing that; I'll get attached to the person making love to me.
It has to be a woman. A woman with a p*nis. I can't do cis men. I just... I can't. I wish I could, and I would, but I can't and shouldn't. The aggressive sex, the objectifying sex, the controlling sex, the painful sex, the kind of sex you give to someone who's submissive... it's the kind of sex I want, but not the sex I need.
The kind of sex I need is an emotional one. A sensual one. A gentle sex. A sympathetic sex. A validating sex. A sex you give and receive to know that you exist. The kind of sex where you don't have to talk, and instead use your bodies to communicate your wants and needs. It's the sex I've always wanted and needed, but never given, let alone received.
I want to have a*al sex. If I was capable of putting myself out there as I am now, I'd totally offer myself up. Like, for free, and no strings attached, or whatever. Have your way with me, as long as you'd like, in a given day. In return, please penetrate me. I would like to be penetrated.
Well, that's pathetic. How about: hi, I'm in the greater NYC area. I'm looking for a woman (with a p*nis, though not a requirement) who'd be interested in having sex with a male-presenting nonbinary trans woman. Condoms and lube will be provided by me. No strings attached (hopefully). You may use me for as long as you like in a given day. All I want is to be penetrated/have a*al sex. And maybe validated... :/
Even if this was a serious invitation, and someone actually responded to it, I'm too shy to answer it. The best I can do now is just fantasize about it.
1 hour plugged with the medium plug. It's very comfortable. Inserting doesn't hurt anymore; it's the part that actively feels good. Always puts a smile on my face. Everything else after is passive pleasure.
I want to be fucked, and I want to be loved, even for just a few hours.
Random mimis 🥰
I have therapy today for like the first time in like three weeks,, my mental health kinda went crashing down. Also I’m going to a little child’s birthday party, fun 🙂
(And I’m getting my second shot for the ronia, can’t wait to be stabbed 🥺)