So sorry it took me so long to post this but here is the face reveal!!
I don’t know how long I’ll keep this up but yeah🫡
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do u think a weird platonic life-partnership can blossom between two autistic scientists in a disco club
[image description: a drawing of two original characters, rowan hawkes and pamela budgie. rowan is a short, thin person with a large nose, stubble, round glasses, and long fluffy hair tied into a braid. he is wearing dark button-up with a large collar and a turtleneck underneath and high-waisted bell-bottoms. pam is a lanky person with short messy hair, a pointy nose, and a mole above her lip. she is wearing a short-sleeve turtleneck and straight leg jeans. the drawing is framed by a spotlight in the darkness, where rowan and pam are standing with their backs to eachother while holding hands. pam is looking back over her shoulder with a tired yet surprised expression, while rowan looks up at her with a smile while dancing. sparkles surround the both of them, and the drawing is done in a retro-looking style. end id]
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Cover Art for the short story I’m writing that will be part of a MerMay bundle on Itch in… well, May.
However, if you want to start reading the trans shark-girl/genderfluid bodyguard romance now, it will be available for patrons as I write it: https://www.patreon.com/beedok
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*scrolling through the tag for the first time*
"Mizu is a trans man and so it's transphobic for the creators to show part of his life as a woman or talk about him with she/her at all"
*absurd amount of self control not to engage in what would become a fruitless discussion, ultimately keep scrolling*
"Mizu is a woman and it's disrespectful to women to call her a trans man because it takes away a 'strong woman' representation"
*scream into a pillow*
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With the fact starbreeze keeps showing Houston's mask they have an opportunity to do something really funny
Early in the game lifespan they give us "Houston", who is INTENTIONALLY voiced by someone new, maybe give them a more southern accent (get the pd2 beta dallas va or smth) and have it actually be a THIRD steele sibling. Something something rule of three
Plus some sort of heist in a prison to try to get gold in the warden's office or something and also breaking out the actual Houston in the process would be pretty sick I think
Insert joke about that mask being fucking cursed here
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Been revisiting the first place on the internet I appeared recently,,, decided to make an alt sona design based off of the
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Genuine thought as a fellow trans dude, I’ve seen a lot of (obviously non-serious) questions on other blogs about characters’ genitals such as “how does it look like?” and similar, and I think we all know & understand that such questions are extremely inappropriate to ask and (I hope) no one would actually go around asking these questions irl. Idk, I think we should treat trans characters just like cis ones, without any special “precautions”, so to normalise them and not make cis people treat them like fragile boxes, a thing which happens to a lot of us irl. Hope this doesn’t come off as an attack or anything lol.
no worries, i didn't take this as an attack at all. i actually agree with you, that's why i mentioned feeling conflicted about it and also mentioned that i've changed my stance on how i felt about handling Noel and Clementine in game and in explicit intimate scenes.
however, for me the problem comes from the fact that people... don't ask these kinds of questions about cis characters? i suppose people do get cheeky "who is the biggest 🤪" asks but i would hardly compare the two. to be a bit crude, no one is going to be asking if a cis character has a dick or not, or "what does it look like". of course it's natural for people to be curious, and i honestly encourage the open discussion and am happy to see trans bodies being talked about more in a positive way, but not everyone is going to be comfortable with it due to the inescapable transphobia online and in the community. sending me that kind of ask is like sending out an invitation for a debate or a discussion that i don't necessarily want to have. i also just don't think people should default to asking a random IF author on tumblr dot com to describe what bottom growth looks like.
and with most of these asks typically coming from someone who is anonymous, i have no way of truly knowing what the tone is, what their intentions are or why this is being asked - is it another trans person? or maybe someone who is just genuinely curious? or, more likely in my experience, is it someone who is going to immediately follow up this message with something transphobic after i answer? do i want to roll the dice and find out?
so while i agree with what you're saying, it's important to consider the context and the reality we live in. the IF community is not kind to trans people or trans characters. and as a trans person, my first priority is protecting myself and my mental health. so what i mean when i say "precautions," is that those precautions are for me, because i've had to deal with transphobic harassment here for years now, and i try to mitigate it as much as i can. it's also for my personal comfort - again, to be blunt, i'm simply just not comfortable discussing a trans character's genitals with anonymous strangers on the internet. it makes me feel vulnerable.
also i do want to say i didn't mean for any of that to come across as a dig at other authors - if you're comfortable answering those kinds of questions, that's really only something you can decide for yourself. like i said, this is just coming from my own experiences in IF and for my own personal comfort - i have previously talked a lot about trans stuff and gender and sexuality here, when i'm feeling up to it, but it is something that is very draining for me and can also be very upsetting.
basically: i do agree that it's important not to other trans characters or treat them any differently than cis characters, but i also think there are ways to do it that don't require me answering invasive questions or questions that i don't feel comfortable with as a real life trans person, you know what i mean?
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anyone else deeply disturbed by the internet cultural zeitgeist's sharp turn towards anti-kink, poor media literacy, and harassment of authors who explore dark subject matter in their work. everyone else filled with a deep sense of building dread by this cultural trend's concurrence with the massive rise in fascist censorship in the united states. anyone else scared. who else is scared. tell me its not just me
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Jewish ppl: please don't buy or play the new wizard game. it's a deeply antisemitic piece of media by design, blatantly relying on and leaning into anti-Jewish tropes and stereotypes while also carelessly appropriating sacred Jewish items.
trans ppl: please don't buy or play the new wizard game. your money will be lining the pockets of the world's most famous transphobe who's dedicated her life and online presence to harming trans folks.
the worst people you know, who are somehow surprised you'd judge them for buying and playing the new wizard game: neither of those things is a dealbreaker for me :)
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I want to see a spy movie about a transfem racing across the world to delete all the dick pics she sent before getting bottom surgery. I'm talking tense hacking scenes with only seconds to spare, shoot-outs with an ex lover-turned-bitter-enemy and the government trying to stop her.
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