#trans hawke

[miraculan-draws]

Doodle Prompt - Anders touching his husband's baby bump :-x cause anything with Handers and the Tadpole is CHEF'S KISS GOLD.

admittedly i already had a wip of this one so you are in for more than a doodle !!

#dragon age #garrett hawke #anders #trans hawke #tad hawke

[thedragonagelesbian]

if i was any closer i could only lose me

Fandom: Dragon Age II

Rating: E

Pairing: AndersXM!Hawke

Summary:

do you know i could break beneath the weight / of the goodness love i still carry for you / that i’d walk so far just to take / the injury of finally knowing you

In the aftermath of Legacy and Dissent, Anders has never needed Hawke more… even as he fears that that need might destroy them both.

or: gay sex will not fix this situation. honestly, it'd probably make it worse. that being said i think we should give it a shot anyway

“Anders, please, wait!” The plea kept echoing. It wouldn’t let Anders go, even as he tore through Darktown, even as he slammed the clinic door with all his might, even as he paced in dizzying circles, clutching his skull and gasping each stuttered breath, Cyrus Hawke’s voice reverberated through him. It rang against all the hollow empty parts of him, and he was so very, very empty now. Vengeance had evaporated. Whatever distant corner of Anders’ being the demon had retreated to, he could not feel it. He could scarcely feel anything. The cold sheen of sweat down his back, the tightness in his lungs, the shivers across his frame, the lurching of his gut, the whole of his body still suspended in the miserable freefall, waiting to hit the ground, to stop— Maker, please, let it stop! And a memory of Cyrus’ voice, brimming with a warmth that Anders knew he did not deserve. This was the third time in less than a month that Anders had lost himself to Vengeance. First in Corypheus’ prison, then in the Fade, and now beneath the Gallows. Three times Cyrus had depended on him, and instead it had fallen to the elf to stop him from doing something he couldn’t live with. Something monstrous. He was a monster.  In the Deep Roads, Cyrus should’ve fought him like one— butchered him like one, if that’s what it had come to. Instead, his movements had been precise and delicate. Tender, even, careful not to catch anything vital with his shield. A bludgeoning caress here, a blunt touch there, aiming more for the staff than anything else, and with each regretful strike, he had begged, “Anders, please, snap out of this. I don’t want to hurt you.” Only as a last resort did Cyrus brandish his sword, and rather than plunging it through Anders’ chest, he had closed quarters for a long, shallow slash up his side. Careful. Gentle. Kind. And Vengeance had paid back that kindness by grabbing his throat, hooking Anders’ fingers through the gap between the helm and chestplate, and pumping him so full of electricity that Cyrus was still recovering. Anders swore he could smell it again now. The spray of his own blood mingling with Cyrus’ charred flesh. Sickened, spinning, he knew he needed to sit down to keep his stomach from exploding, but the thought of stilling, even for a moment, made him just as ill. He kept moving. He couldn’t stop. He couldn’t even close his eyes.  What if he felt it? Lurking in the darkness behind his eyelids, that furious cold nothingness taking him again? As frigid and as tenebrous as the Void itself— at least according to the sermonizing templars who had thrown him into solitary confinement for a year. He couldn’t tell which memory was worse. 

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#dragon age #dragon age 2 #hawke #anders #handers #anders x hawke #trans hawke #still completely baffled by how long this is (17 000 words) #ive never written a long shot even half this long #but. here we go. #two bi disasters being bisexually disastrous (and also justice is there)

[sulky-valkyrie]

For the DADWC: "... Are we okay?" for Anders?

Happy DADWC, Ann!! 💙💙💙

for @dadrunkwriting

“If your door is open tonight, I’ll know you -”

“Wait.”

Anders’ heart sank.  It had been good to be true, but at least he’d know what it was like to kiss him.  Justice, remember that.  He turned away.  “Sorry, too much.”

Garrett touched his chin gently.  “No, that’s not - Bloody Maker, I’ve been wanting you to do that for years.”  His voice was soft.  “But there’s - I have to tell you something about me first.”

He let Hawke tilt his face up to look at him.  Hawke had literally faced down dragons and been less afraid than he looked right now.  “What could -”

“You might not want to come to the mansion tonight," he whispered, then licked his lips.  "I - Anders, I've only told . . . I told Bethany, and then she died and I thought maybe Mother wouldn't mind another daughter but that was awful and now she's dead too."

Daughter?  "Hawke, what are you -"

"I'm a woman," Hawke rushed out.  "At least I - on the inside.  Outside is a man.  Tried to magic that away when I was twenty - Bethany had to stop the - anyway, I . . ." He - she - trailed off and scratched at her beard as she looked down.  "I haven't . . . I don't know if you'd still want - if you knew, that is, but I . . ."  She started to turn away.  "I can't lie about it anymore, even if it makes everyone call me a monster.  I - sorry.  Shouldn't have -"

Anders caught her fingers.  "I do, sweetheart. Want you."  He pulled her hand to his lips.  "It's you I lo - want, not your body."  He frowned.  "I mean, I do want that too, but I -" he wiped his face, desperately searching for the right way to say what he meant, and praying what he meant was the right thing to say.  "Hawke.  I love you.  Man, woman, or both or neither.  Okay?"

She blinked at him in surprise.  "That's it?  I said, 'by the way, here's a deep dark secret' and you're - you just say 'okay?'"  She blinked again.  "Love?"

He kissed her fingers.  In for a silver,  in for a sovereign.  "I am literally possessed," he whispered.  "I have no room to judge who or what you are.  All I know is I loved the man, and now I love the woman."  He wrapped his arms around her and rested his cheek on her shoulder. "Are we - is that okay?  To -" he swallowed nervously "- to love you?"

She swayed slightly in his arms, exhausted and probably overwhelmed.  "Only if you say it properly," she mumbled.  "With my real name."

"G-" he stopped.  "What is it then?"

"Marian."

#dragon age #da drunk writing circle #anders #hawke #trans hawke #anders x hawke #handers #coming out

[emptyshellofanillusionwizard]

I...uhhhhh I owe you no explanation

listen I've been playing a lot of dragon age 2 ok?

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#da2 fanart #male hawke #hawke fanart #male hawke fanart #mage hawke #garrett hawke #trans hawke #it's like uhhh what if hawke worked at the blooming rose for a bit? #da2 #dragon age 2 fanart #dragon age 2 #hawke #purple hawke #hawke da2 #my art #transmasc hawke #trans art #da:2 #dragon age #bacchus hawke

[quillfulwriter]

Free day to wrap up the @loveofdragonage Valentine’s event, and of course I had to go for this ship 💖

Rating: T | Words: 1910

Aveline is with Donnic now, but Hawke and Varric still aren't together. It's time for a new strategy. After lots and lots of pining.

Note: This is MTF Hawke going by Gillian. Don't be weird about it.

Kofi commissions are also open, check my profile ☕

#dragon age #dragon age 2 #varric x hawke #varric tethras #da hawke #mtf hawke #trans hawke #trans headcanon #my fanfiction #love of da 2024 #love of da

[new-austin]

Kiss Kiss Kiss

#Yeahhhh my guys!!! #Trans hawke #Aaron hawke #Oc Aaron #Fenris #Fenhawke #Dragon age #Da2 #Dragon age 2 #austinart

[bluerose5]

OH HELLO I HEARD YOU WERE TAKING PROMPTS

i just wanna read about Fenris having a good day. ideally a sexy good day. but honestly any good day

FINALLY FINISHED IT. But oh boy, I did it again. It's so long, but I hope you enjoy! What a great way to kick off Pride month, right? 😘💙

Rating: E

Pairing: FenHawke (M/M)

Word Count: 8,860

Summary: While spending the day together, Fenris didn't expect to wind up in the Viscount's Keep, but Garrett is determined to make the most of the opportunity.

...

If there was one thing that Fenris admired about Garrett Hawke, it was that he always knew how to keep him on his toes.

Whether it be through his witty sense of humor or his daring sense of adventure, Garrett was never afraid to act on impulse.

Which was why, when they walked out of Aveline's office one evening, Fenris didn't even question it when Garrett grabbed him by the hand.

All day was spent together. Garrett had insisted on taking some time to themselves, free of any jobs or distractions, so of course Fenris readily agreed.

He simply hadn't expected the entire day to be about him.

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#dragon age #dragon age 2 #da2 #garrett hawke #trans hawke #fenris #fenhawke #bluerose answers #bluerose writes #custom hawke

[zei-ord-art]

Trans fenhawke

Out for a walk in Kirkwall

#fenhawke #dragon age fenris #fenris #trans fenris #Hawke #trans hawke #female hawke #dragon age hawke #dragon age #dragon age 2 #dragon age fanart #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #fan art

[hungee-boy]

#art #dragon age #fenris #hawke #ehren hawke #fenhawke #trans fenris #trans hawke #t4t #😏

[desperatehoney]

being jerked off while they’re behind you reaching around saying “who’s my boy?” in your ear and them covering your mouth because you’re getting too loud

#trans nsft #t4t nsft #mlm nsft #trans guy nsft #ftm nsft #t4t ns/fw #nsft trans #nsft bottom #ftm mlm #ftm bottom #ftm ns/fw #this fucking show this fucking show #puppy watches fellow travelers #THE WAY HAWK LOOKS AT HIM AFTER IM SICK IN THE HEAD #why not me WHY NOT ME

[thedragonagelesbian]

Little Prince

Fandom: Dragon Age II

Rating: T

Summary:  When Bethany Hawke’s magic manifests, her family’s life is thrown into turmoil. But it’s okay, her older brother tells himself. It’s fine. Cyrus Hawke may only be fourteen years-old, but he knows who he is and what his role is in the family… right?

“Cyrus, it is well past time to go to bed.”

“I’m keeping watch. Until Father comes back.”

Cyrus Hawke was doing his best impression of the man in question. He sat dutifully on the dirt floor of the wooden shack with his eyes trained on the front door, as he had watched his father do for the last five nights. Whether perched in the loft of a barn or squatting outside of their flimsy, makeshift tents, Malcolm had guarded them, so Cyrus had resolved to do the same— though he had no staff to protect them with. Instead, he clutched at the hilt of a knife, cradling it to his chest with both hands wrapped tight around it. He had scarcely put it down since Elder Ischia had put it there a week ago.

“My great grandmother was Dalish. Her mother gave her this knife when she left for Gwaren.” 

Chaos had whirled around them: his mother frantically throwing clothes into a burlap sack, neighbors scouring their cupboards for any scrap of food they could offer up, stolen and anxious horses whinnying as they were hastily packed, someone crying, a shout that a veritable army was making its way down from the Chantry— templars and guardsmen and even a handful of knights sworn to the bann.

“See these carvings in the handle?” 

Everyone had seemed to know what was going on and how to help, except Cyrus himself. He had stood in the center of the turmoil underneath the boughs of the vhenadahl, trying to hold himself as still as possible because even if he didn’t know what to do, he was certain that he needed to stay out of the way. Keep quiet, don’t cause trouble, leave it all to the adults even as he quaked in terror.

“They’re for the goddess Mythal, all-mother and protector of the People.” First, he had latched onto Hahren Ischia’s voice, a soft and lilting lullaby. “This knife has kept my family safe for generations. It’ll keep yours safe too.” Then, he had latched onto the knife. The polished bone of its hilt and the cold metal of its blade moored him, kept his mind from drifting too far away from his body.

Of course, Cyrus was too old to believe that the knife alone was imbued with any particular protective powers. Just as his father’s staff was merely a stick of wood when it wasn’t in a mage’s hands, the knife had to be wielded. It couldn’t keep his family safe— but he could.

And that was exactly what he was doing as he watched the front door, ready to pounce at a moment’s notice.

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#dragon age #dragon age 2 #hawke #m!hawke #trans hawke #leandra hawke #malcolm hawke #today i learned that 'hawke family feels' is an official ao3 tag and if that doesnt just sum up this fic nicely lol #content warnings are in the tags on ao3 but pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease heed them the transphobia tag esp #this is the voice drop fic. it is also the transphobic mom fic. #cyrus hawke

[sulky-valkyrie]

Gift for Handers Exchange

I got tapped to pinch hit for @handers-time​   

I’ve never done a gift exchange before, much less for someone I don’t know at all, so I’m nervous as shit, but here we are.

~~~ Rating: Mature No Archive Warnings Apply F/M  Characters:  Anders (Dragon Age), Trans Hawke

Additional Tags:

Dragon Age II - Mark of the Assassin DLC

Reunions

Innuendo

Bad Jokes

Idiots in Love

Fluff

Fluff and Smutt

Words: 5000

A reunion (of sorts), a date (of sorts), and some love and support.

~~~

“There you are!”

Ander started up from his alchemy desk, banged his head on the shelf, fell back in the chair, then stood up again.  “Marian?”

She grinned.  “You look surprised.  Were rumors of my death greatly exaggerated?  Again?”

“I - there was, there was a rumor about a qunari attack at the Chateau.”  He almost tripped over the chair again, caught only by Hawke’s quick thinking and quicker hands.  

She righted him with a fond pat on the ass.  “One qunari - okay, like ten, but mostly it was one, and she was an elf, so -” she shrugged.  “Got covered in wyvern spit, saved a dog, desecrated a grave, and really pissed off Carver too, that was fun.  Oh, and I punched some guy - no, two guys?  Maybe it was the same guy twice; they were wearing masks.” Read the rest on Ao3.

#gift exchange #dragon age #fanfic writing #anders #marian hawke #handers #trans hawke

[strawbit]

Absolutely forgot to post here but trans hawks for trans day !!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

#mha #bnha #my hero academia #trans mha #hawks bnha #trans hawks #trans keigo #keigo takami #draws #trans day of visibility

[alenseress]

Thinking about my Dragon Age art tonight

#dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dragon age 2 #da fenris #da hawke #trevelyan #dai solas #herald of andraste #trans oc #dai dushan

[bluerose5]

The latest development on my Hawke: Anders definitely did Garrett’s top surgery (because this is a fictional, fantasy setting, and I said so), and he always helps reinforce any magical sigils or enchantments Garrett uses. I hc that a combination of sigils/spells/enchantments + potions is more commonly used for hormone therapy, rather than resorting to blood magic (although, no judgment to those characters who do use blood magic responsibly). If a medical practitioner or healer is knowledgeable enough of anatomy, then some surgeries are possible to perform, not without risks of course. Plus, the whole crew eventually takes to gathering ingredients for the potions Garrett uses while they're out on their adventures together, Anders and Fenris specifically, since they actually know how to make the potions. Fenris even gives Garrett some tips from what he learned (and uses) from his days in the Imperium. Knows some additions to make to the magical symbols or an extra ingredient to add into the potions to make them more effective and longer-lasting.

#dragon age #dragon age 2 #da2 #garrett hawke #anders #fenris #handers #fenhawke #fenhanders #bluerose rambles #bluerose headcanons #trans hawke #trans fenris

[possessedopossum]

Tarot card for Isaac Hawke - the hanged man. Meaning: sacrifice, sometimes meaningless, sometimes for a higher cause, martyrdom, uncertainty and lack of direction, victim of curcumstances, altruism and self-denial, spiritual growth. Playing a mage in da2 kinda feels like a feast in time of plague, so I went with this vibe. Isaac is smiling because he`s willing to sacrifice himself in the name of mage freedom, but also, what other choice is there but to smile? Life does not end even when you feel it does. As long as you can feel something, you aren`t dead. And Isaac is not yet a dead man.

/Yeah, that`s Anders/Justice hand on his chest/

#dragon age #da2 #champion of kirkwall #custom hawke #trans hawke #art #tarot card #justhanders #male hawke #handers #dragon age tarot