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peterokii · 1 month
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。 to the terf who said i "cry when looking in the mirror" ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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videoviolence · 22 days
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I kinda sound like a faggottttt
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deviouslittlecreature · 6 months
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I am literally counting down the seconds until my top surgery I am so freaking stoked about it
The pain will be worth it all
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atimodeus · 1 month
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shit that makes more sense to me since transitioning, pt 1
in this edition of Local Idiot Learns Things as a Result of Transing His Gender, i'd like to present this subject to the court for consideration:
Manspreading.
i feel like prior to transition, i understood in the abstract why cis men do it. i mean, hello, ya don't wanna squish your junk. but now, as i've reached seven months on T and my body has begun to shift towards its final form, holy wow do i feel bad for giving cis dudes shit before!
mind you, i don't even have the whole shabang down there — just what being on T has given me thus far. and yet, even with my comparably lesser amount of junk, trying to sit with my legs together makes me so stupidly overstimulated and uncomfortable. like, it's genuinely unbearable. shit, at this point, i think i might manspread more than my cis friends do.
all of this to say: cis men, this is my formal apology for clowning on you before. i've been a fool, and i humbly submit this testimony as penance.
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dreamdropsystem · 1 month
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beans-tour-diary · 4 months
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Day 236
Christmas was uneventful. My mom got me a men's shower set, that was pretty funny. Other than that, I had a little talk about pronouns with her, that went well.
Since I got back I had a lot to think about. It wasn't an issue when I was gone, but now that I'm back with my partner, my desire is through the roof. It's actually annoying.
It also made me think about the possibility of being on the ace spectrum again. Sounds like the exact opposite, doesn't it? Well, I've noticed over the years how I only feel desire, even when alone, if I have a person to I'm into. When I'm single and not looking, I feel it maybe every third month. The few days at my parents' I was away from my partner who I usually live with. We also didn't text a lot. Before and after my desire was 📈, you know, how a teenage boy just is. During it was practically non existent?! So either my parents really stressed me out or my desire is very connected to other people.
In other news: I'm starting to struggle with my name.
I've been using a nickname I've had since second grade. I also use it in a chat game app I've been using a lot for reasons and it feels so wrong. Yes, it's just a short version of my dead name, but I thought it would be good. I'm so scared of getting a completely new name and having to explain it to my family. Why can't I just be comfortable with the nickname?
I really expected this all to be mentally less exhausting. Why do all these things come up when I'm already that far? Shouldn't this be something my brain thinks about way earlier?
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riverofrainbows · 4 months
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So t update: I'm at one month exactly now, and i just realised that my beard on my upper lip has started to come in. Like noticeably different from just darker hairs, and it's patchy but it's there and it looks so right.
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cloversposts · 3 months
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I don’t really have a lot of words right now but intersex testosterone HRT update:
It was my 1 year anniversary last weekend. About a month ago, my penis started a whole other huge growth spurt. The very base of my penis buried into my pelvis is twice as wide as my dick is currently, and all of my nerves are developing.
Vaginal sex was never this pleasurable before. About two or three months in, my lining went from smooth like anal cavity walls, to textured and more defined. It all is very bizarre.
I did have four weeks of no testosterone, and one week of estrogen, this past year — so it has not been a continuous 52 weeks.
I think the things i want to focus on from this past year is that i’m not as hairy as i worried i would be, and that my penis is growing fairly fast and will probably get very large if i stay with it. And i know that i want to retransition back with estrogen and progesterone again later. It’s not life-endingly horrible every day anymore, and things might get even better from here.
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mxshr0mz · 2 months
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i look the same 2 years later....
now before
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Got a new haircut today, and I kinda like it
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roxynychus · 2 months
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Good news: got a bunch of new femme clothes this week!
Bad news: I've now worn femme clothes so much that I get severe dysphoria from wearing all masc clothes, and I haven't come out to anyone irl but close family and a few friends
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fallenangelwerewolf · 10 months
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T Update
so apparently i’ve been on T for almost 4 months????!!!!??!?!?!?!? i thought it was three but i was wrong lol, anyways my 4 months is on the 27th so thats cool! my voice is already changing, i can tell theres a difference, and i’ve gotten more body hair and blond facial hair (its taking a minute to darken but thats okay) and sadly i smell terrible.. fixable yes, but still sucks.. i also started loosing a ton of hair last month but since i started taking vitamin d and hair supplements my hair is growing back and falling out much much less, i assume the hair loss was just about my vitamin d deficiency and stress but i thought id add that just so you know (ps i’m on testosterone gel which i put on every morning which is a hassle sometimes but i haven’t missed a single day which is good!)
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deviouslittlecreature · 9 months
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Idk what's up with me but I've been on testosterone for like 4 months now and my voice still hasn't dropped :'>
It's becoming really hard to talk at work cause every time I do I get misgendered and it's really upsetting
I don't know how to do voice training, and I don't think it's something I should do, I have a pretty bad speech impediment from hardly talking for like almost 5 years
I wish my voice would just drop already
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dreamdropsystem · 1 month
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beans-tour-diary · 5 months
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Day 214
The face in the mirror changed ever so slightly over the last months. Somehow it arrived at a point where I don't see a "girl" anymore. Only a boy in cute pyjamas.
I still haven't done my first shave. My partner and I are both pretty sick, so we just had other stuff on our minds. I hope we can time it right, so I'll have visible stubble for the holidays at my parents' house. One of my uncles saw me two weeks ago and didn't recognise me immediately. My hopes are high for the reactions from other family members!
It seems like my whole body is going through a new wave of changes. I noticed some more sensitivity similar to the first time I noticed visible bottom growth. Just living in this body since I started hrt has been an adventure.
Like any cliché femboy I started drinking monster energy... I don't know what to do with that, but it happened.
here's my cat dealing monster 🥲
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sofiazapatazavala · 10 months
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