#trauma poetry

[bloodybunni]

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[traumatizeddfox]

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[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

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[secretlykoishi]

i was a child

everything i was, was something you hated

but you always said you loved me

i wish you’d said you hated me

because that would be easier

than believing you cared

everything you did to me still defines me

all of the pain and the misery

you were the only one i could have trusted

and you used that against me

i was a child

i didn’t deserve that

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[howlingtothevoid]

I hate what you've done to me!!!

...

So why do I still miss you?

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[wiltingwaterlilies]

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[unspokenwordsbyhb]

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[adornself]

unfinished rought draft

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[sarcasmhellion]

I use violence to show my love

Because I don’t want to show who I really am for all to abuse

I use my quick witted, sharp tongue to express myself

Because I can’t take the toll of speaking my truths to them

-because then they will walk away

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[medicineteeth]

I know you didn’t mean to not notice the abuse.

You say it almost every time we talk,

“If only you had told me.”

That would’ve helped,

But a little girl isn’t supposed to be so good at hiding her wounds.

If only you had noticed.

I know you didn’t mean to,

But why is it my fault

For “hiding things so well.”

Dear god,

I didn’t even know what I was doing.

I don’t want to be angry,

I know you didn’t mean to,

But mom,

It is not my fault

For being a scared little girl,

With no one she can trust.

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[bottled-cherry-wine]

to this day i silence my crying at night, as if you were still in the next room.

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[togoback]

the house shook from your

steps and your words

now my hands shake

instead of the walls

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[dying-weeds]

There is a fire inside of me that can't be quenched

There is a hole in my chest that can't be filled

There is a weight on my shoulders that can not be lifted

There is a child within me who won't stop screaming

There is a woman within me that won't stop weeping

My heart is broken and I can't find all the pieces, there is not enough glue

There are wounds here that will not heal

There are bruises that will not fade

There is a lump in my throat, all the words that refuse to be swallowed

They want to come up, they want to come up

There are pictures that don't go away

Scenes from the movie screen

Horror, terror, violence, rage

Hate, regret, disaster, tragedy

The feelings wrap around my throat like a rope

The truth is hot against my neck like a knife

The knife wants to slice me open, the blood is acceptance

This body was never mine

This body does not belong to me

This body is an object of pleasure

To be used by whomever pays the highest price

I am only visiting here, I am not in control

The pain was just temporary

The pain is lasting forever

But this time it is not between my legs that are burning but inside my heart

There is a fire inside me that can't be quenched

There are wounds here that will not heal

How long will I have to bear the consequences

Maybe for the rest of my life

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[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

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[secretlykoishi]

i still hope

i still hope that i never wake up

i still hope i never have to remember

i still hope i never hear your voice

i still hope i never see your face

i still hope it can all finally end

i still hope i can finally rest

you made a monster out of me

you didnt make me strong

you made me afraid

but your only hope is still have me

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[bloodybunni]

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