wish i could rot rn tbh
神泽 [Shen Ze]
there’s a strange comfort in being lost
When they say
Church and state are separate
That doesn’t mean they won’t shoot you for burning a church and graveyard
- you’re not the only person in the world who is going through what you’re going through, a lot of people have experienced what you’ve experienced. Even the extreme stuff like parental abuse, neglect, torture, poverty, etc
- there are so many people in the world that are rooting for you even though you can’t see it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist somewhere out there.
- there are a lot of people in the world who would wanna give you what you need ex: a hug, someone to listen to you, a place to live etc.
- there are a lot of people in the world who you don’t even know that would completely fall in love with you!
- there are a lot of people out there that would love to help/be there for you.
I want to be loved,
But not in a weird way anymore,
I want that hand holding,
Cheesy movies kinda love,
The kind with late night cuddles,
and no need to be threatened,
Something that will stop me from being an obnoxious friend,
Not the toxicity that I have been given,
Stop treating me as if I am unlovable,
I will escape.
I do not love you anymore.
Leave me all over again, please.
I will leave.
Be careful or you’ll ruin it! What kind of a monster says those things?
I wouldn’t wish alcoholism on anyone man. Yesterday for no reason I drank almost an entire bottle of vodka. I didn’t even feel drunk. Pretty sure that means my liver is failing. Like why did I do that, I can’t even get drunk anymore.