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disastercomingfaster · 11 months
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I couldn’t quite figure out how to finish this story for the longest time, and I finally did! I hope I did okay, like I said, it was tricky, but I think this was the best way to finish it. If you have not read any of this story yet, and would like to start from the beginning, please click here. I hope you all enjoy!  
Major major major trigger warning for eating disorders!  if you or a friend have an eating disorder, please seek PROFESSIONAL HELP. Please get help, you can get better. I'm providing a number to text if you are in the US and need help with an eating disorder, if you are outside the US just a quick Google should find a number or talk to your doctor.  Text CONNECT to 741741 to reach a Crisis Counselor.
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lingle-dingle · 5 months
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Nothing says, “I’ve dealt with my eating disorder,” quite like cryin over some fried chicken wings :///
I thought we were past this
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So it seems I need to have a massive try on and declutter of my clothes as I just cried when I couldn't find something to fit me. now my ED brain is screaming and my body dysmorphia is having a field day. This is why I wear leggings and baggy clothes. Thank fuck I'm at therapy tomorrow.
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tw eating disorder meantion
them: how’s your eating disorder recovery going?
me: almost cried of happiness on the bus today because i could cross my legs with ease cus i lost weight. so. yeah. going very well.
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stitchlesswitch · 1 year
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Trigger Warning:
With all the new year resolutions around the corner shoving dieting down our throats, I am warning against “physician-guided weight loss programs” so it’ll involve dieting and eating disorders.
I was in kaisers weight loss program. It was extremely expensive, and extremely “effective.” It was a doctor-approved eating disorder. My health was not their number one priority. They were not concerned that I was in so much gastrointestinal agony, that I just flat out stopped eating because it hurt less to do so. This caused long term gastrointestinal problems, and four medical emergencies.
At my skinniest, I was becoming an ER regular AND I was still technically “overweight.” Skinny DOES NOT equal healthy. Now I’ve gained a lot of weight back. I also am able to exercise 2.5 hours a week (including running two miles a week) and cut my resting heart rate in half.
I’m sure there are many people who genuinely do benefit from such programs, and I’m sure ethical and credible medical weight loss programs exist. I just don’t want you to assume that if it’s coming from a doctor then it automatically must be safe for you. Doctors don’t always have your best interest in mind. It took a lot of financial loss and ER visits to learn this lesson and I don’t want you to make the same mistakes I did.
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running-with-kn1ves · 2 years
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What’s a proana account if you don’t mind me asking, I have no idea what they are ;-;
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TW: eating disorders, describing proana stuff, fatphobia, etc.
Proana accounts are blogs/social media accs that focus on promoting anorexia and other eating disorders. Hence the name, pro-anorexia, or pro-bulimia. They post pictures of either conventionally attractive/ skinny bodies, fatphobia, reasons to stay in an eating disorder, previous ways they've starved/harmed themselves, etc.
Some people justify it as coping, but it's been shown to cause more harm than good. Keep in mind this is different from recovery accounts, however, which are run by people who are trying to recover from an eating disorder, but they're always a hit or miss. I dont like to focus on this kind of stuff on my blog which is why I tend to try and keep my mouth shut but I hope this clarified a few things. Hope this helped!
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urfaveopossum · 2 years
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Starting this diet today!!
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I'll give updates whenever
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disastercomingfaster · 9 months
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Found this in Evanna Lynch’s memoir (which is amazing by the way)
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Quick little fun fact for this AU! Dean is the main reason why they always have food in the camper. It stems from his childhood. Let’s just say John wasn’t the best at taking care of his kids. Dean was the one responsible for making sure Sam and himself ate, and it carried on into adulthood.
On the other hand, Sam also tends to buy stuff, but it’s mostly healthy stuff. He’s very particular about it to the point that Jessica eventually gets concerned for him (I may do a quick blurb on this later). He also doesn’t eat a lot, which also concerns Jessica due to how much running and moving the boys do during hunts. (I’m not sure where I’m going to go with this idea, but I made some notes about it awhile ago and I definitely am interested in where it may lead.)
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its-brigsby · 9 months
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I had a day in London by myself. I have watched so many films. Started several new shows. I've bleached my hair. Had a very expensive wax. I have been on several little treat yourself shopping trips. I have had cute lunch dates with pals. I've gone to pals to cry. I've been out drinking. Yet absolutely nothing is lifting this dark cloud that is looming over me. I feel so stupid that I'm this sad about someone who was part of my life for 4 months. I can't justify this pain or hurt. I'm so sad. I'm so scared of the future. I have come back from so much worse, and yet somehow, this is hurting more than any of those things. I'm being sick constantly. I'm off food or over eating. I can't concentrate when people talk to me. I can't think about the future without crying. The slightest physical contact makes me feel uncomfortable and I literally recoil. I have been cutting myself so much, almost punishing myself for this, to remind me I'm stupid, to make the pain something physical that can be solved. I don't get it. I don't get how I can be this sad and hurt. I don't get why I can't see any light at the end of the tunnel. I feel stuck. I feel stupid. I feel weak. I thrive in my own company I've had 6 years of just me and being at my best when I am alone. But now? When I am by myself I get so nervous and sad and I don't get it. Even when I do things that he would not have been a part of, I freak out, I feel even more alone and I don't get why it's happening. I think that's what's upsetting me is that I don't get why I am so sad and unable to feel like myself anymore.
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thataltdisabledgirl · 4 months
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TRIGGER WARNING EATING DISORDER
I'm really struggling right now. I don't know if it's because of the trauma anniversary or because I'm now off my psych meds completely ( plan with my therapists ). However the urge to starve myself or purge is absolutely unreal. My eating disorder thoughts are back ten fold. These thoughts haven't been this bad in years and I don't know what to do anymore. I just can't do this anymore. I don't want to be sick anymore. But today five years ago I was discharged from my dietician because I needed my cptsd and depression treated first and now all of them are running riot.
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notsohoneymoon · 3 months
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I'm too jealous of those who "forget" to eat. My days are built around food........ fck you brain, think about something else
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