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bloodhound00 · 20 days
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ricitosss · 5 months
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I took the path that I didn't want to follow, I became the girl that I didn't want to be, I became the girl the life forced me to be.
I don't wanna be fake anymore but everything just feels like too much, sometimes I want to take back whatever I've said in a while, because I don't relate to that, but I know I've said it to protect me, because it's not a lie, it's not the true, it's a middle point that burns me inside.
I've said horrible things just to fake that I'm what you wanted to see, just to protect that small part of me that only you know.
I didn't want this, I don't like this, I know it's just while I cure myself, but I just feel so lost, so broken, that sometimes I'm scared this is the true me.
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Chapter 4: Endless Happiness
Narrated by Lilith.
Narrator: The more gifts there are, the more expensive they are... It means I have received more love.
Narrator: Gifts are the most direct expression of love, don’t you think?
Choose either “Are you really happy?”, “I don’t think you’re happy,” or “Is there a meaning to the gift?”
If “happy,” ...
You: Are you really happy to receive these gifts?
Narrator: You have been asking strange questions today. Of course I am happy to receive them.
If “not happy,” ...
You: But why don’t you look happy when you say that?
Narrator: How can you understand the Queen’s happiness?
If “meaning,” ...
You: The meaning of gifts for you lies in the act of receiving gifts itself, doesn’t it?
Narrator: No, it’s how their love for me is represented with gifts.
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Narrator: So, what about you?
Narrator: What gift would you give me?
Choose “A pine cone.”
You: I think you, the Queen of Ninir Kingdom, must be tired of jewels and wonders.
You: Maybe an ordinary pine cone can stand out from other presents.
Narrator: ...
Narrator : Thank you.
Narrator: I will be happy with anything you give me. It is, after all, a token of your love for me.
Choose either “Do you like it?” or “Really?”
If “do you,” ...
You: Do you like pine cones then?
You: I think pine cones have a special meaning for you.
Narrator: This is your love for me, of course I like it.
Narrator: But pine cones have no special meaning.
If “really,” ...
You: Really? I don’t think you like this gift.
You: I thought a pine cone would make you feel different.
Narrator: Of course I like it. It’s an expression of love from the bottom of your heart.
Narrator: But what difference could a pine cone make?
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Narrator: Now I own countless jewels, a splendid palace, and everyone’s affection.
Narrator: I don’t care about a pine cone anymore.
Choose “How about that squirrel?”
You: What happened to that squirrel?
Narrator: Paisley found it, so Ashley threw it out.
Narrator: It was ironic Ashley made a necklace with that pine cone.
Narrator: And she was sad for a while when she lost it. After that, she forgot about it.
Choose either “Is this what you wanted?” or “Do you still think about it?”
If “wanted,” ...
You: Is everything you have now what you wanted?
Narrator: Of course, I got everything I wanted.
If “think,” ...
You: Do you still think of that squirrel?
Narrator: ...Why would I think of Ashley’s squirrel?
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Narrator: Look, I’ve received so many gifts, and so much love.
Choose “But you just hesitated.”
You: But none of those gifts have made you happy.
You: And your hesitation after hearing pine cones has only convinced me further.
Narrator: I think you have the wrong idea. I’m not unhappy. It’s just that I will never be as happy as I used to be for a long time.
Narrator: I will not be like Ashley who wore a pine cone necklace everyday, even when she slept.
Narrator: I will not be like her who would smile even when seeing the squirrel and the gift in her dreams.
Narrator: Now I can only feel happy the instant I get a gift, an instant as brief as the blooming of fireworks.
Narrator: And all that is left is the endless emptiness.
Choose either “Do you regret it?” or “Do you miss the past?”
If “regret,” ...
You: Don’t you ever regret it?
Narrator: There was no alternative, so there can be no regret.
If “miss,” ...
You: You still miss the past, don’t you?
Narrator: I was only busy and tired, forced to laugh and be abused. I would rather forget it all.
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Narrator: Why does it matter if I can’t feel a lasting happiness?
Narrator: That kind of happiness was so insignificant and silly.
Narrator: Now I will always be happy as long as I have endless gifts and endless love.
Narrator: So, you’ll always love me, right?
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
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epicsauce · 9 months
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learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.
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nekochan4eva · 2 months
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seamlesssky · 3 months
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Life is always covered with a mix of everything
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bisexualpercyjacksons · 4 months
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pjo tv show episode 5 alignment:
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mattsmemes · 4 months
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toni-onone · 4 months
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The True Meaning of Christmas
We have the pretty little gift boxes, bags, baskets, colorful lights , decorations and completed with a festive display, tree and feast. Although family members are all around being nice and caring. It is still missing something but what can it be? The true meaning of Christmas. The true meaning of Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who came to Earth to…
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bevanne46 · 6 months
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question of time
(philosophy in a nutshell )
"Isn't it crazy how in one moment we can have everything, and in the next, we can lose it all, only to then ask ourselves who we really are? But who are you, actually? The simplest questions are often the ones most people can't answer about themselves because we're so focused on achieving our goals and wanting time to pass quickly. But didn't Confucius say that time is the most precious thing we have? We live in a divided society: the older generation represents conservative hard work, and the younger generation often loses itself. Or perhaps, we simply ask ourselves who we are? Is the question so vast that we get lost in it? We lose ourselves in time, living day by day, wondering about tomorrow, pondering what happens after death, without asking ourselves what's happening right now.
"Tomorrow I'll start" – a phrase each of us has probably said to ourselves. New Year's resolutions end with a "next year," until one day we wake up and realize it's too late. Every goal, every resolution ends with an "if only." Everything we've done was betraying our true, authentic dreams and desires, without even having to think about it. In doing so, we betrayed ourselves. When will we wake up and realize that we've been asking the wrong questions all these years, out of fear of making mistakes or admitting our faults to others? We live a different life, one that none of us truly are. We make human mistakes, yet no one wants to be what they are, as if a cat were to refuse to be a cat. But no matter how much it denies it and tries to change, it will always be a cat, just as we will always be human, with all that comes with it. We chase ideals that don't fulfill us, creating a world on social media that isn't ours. We realize that the person getting so many likes is not us, and deep down, we know it. And we waste time.
Einstein said time is relative, but time is not tangible, and you don't exist in time. Yesterday, you didn't exist in time, and tomorrow, you won't either. You exist only in the here and now. Let's start asking the right questions, feel and enjoy the time, even when it's not always easy, and life seems hopeless. Someday, the sun will shine again. We won't know when, but it will. And we'll appreciate the warmth because we've felt the cold. Perhaps we shouldn't try to avoid bad things from happening, as we can never control that. Maybe we should try to see things from a different perspective and approach certain things with a new mindset. Perhaps we should ask more questions about ourselves, and when we know who we are, let everyone get to know us unfiltered and just as we are. Let's use our time wisely together, stop postponing things until tomorrow, and start living now, before we eventually regret the things we've postponed, didn't dare to do, or regret being a person and living the life of someone who doesn't truly exist. Let's wake up."
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pinkotter · 9 months
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Keeping things in context is very important, do not take someone elses word for it, investigate for yourself.
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your-royal-momoness · 10 months
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Zuko: well, if I was the blue spirit
Zuko: AND I’M NOT
Sokka: *suspiciously and reluctantly crosses out Zuko’s name on his list of possible blue spirit suspects*
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ao3-crack · 1 year
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chuutoro · 2 years
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unhinged pride month energy from the our flag means death cast… iconic
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cadmar · 1 year
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The Hollowness of Pleasure
You are pleasure.  Pleasure is you.  What you see yourself as being, your self-self concept of yourself, your make-up of your essence, your entire essence, what you think you are, when you look in a mirror and see yourself as, “that’s me”, all of this has been, is being, and will be created by your pleasures and attempts to avoid pain.  Pleasure is you and you are pleasure.  That is all you are: the result of pleasures!
What leads to purity is understanding the process of pleasure and not  the individual specifics that pleases you and what doesn’t, because we  have different objects, events, and experiences to what is pleasing.  We also have differences in ranges of pleasure and pain acceptance.  What is common to all of us is the process of pleasure itself.  What exactly is pleasure that is the driving force to our beingness?
To illustrate this is the simple example of sexual gratification.  People get pleasure from touching another, especially the other person’s private parts.  Just by touching alone, our emotions are increased, our heart rate increases, our eyes are more focused, and so on.  Now, if you were to blindfold yourself, and have no clues from what you are touching, would you get the same level of intensity and pleasure?  Of course not!  There is nothing from the other body that made this intensity and pleasure.  You are doing it to yourself.  The pleasing object is hollow and empty.  The pleasing experience is hollow and empty.  It is you creating the pleasing sensations.  It is you inflating the experiences.  It is you putting air into the tire, blowing it up!
For example, addicts and alcoholics have created physical changes to their body.  The foreign substances that are inside their body physically changes and alters their bodies.  Their bodies are now affected.  The first time that they took the drink, or drug their body did not have these physical changes.  These physical changes are structural outcomes to their pleasures.  This is the same for all of pleasure, whether it is sexual, work, fame, wealth, social level, and others.  They all create, not as obvious as addiction and alcoholism does, physical structural changes, especially in the neural patterns and chemicals of the brain. 
One must perceive this process at the same level and intensity that pleasure creates.  Otherwise, it is just another intellectual exercise as one is still within this physical process and structure of pleasure.  When the process of pleasure is perceived at the same level and intensity of pleasure, then another process develops.  This process is not of the same brain process with its physical structures and components of emotions, neurons, and pleasures of the body.  
Once you see the hollowness of pleasure something magical happens.  Purity!
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