#truely what can’t he do 😭

[2queer2deer]

@York Drawtectives you are simply So Stupid /pos

#I just adore him so much #my beloved #best boy #big dumb idiot of the year #10/10 #2queer2talk #get u a man who’s a prince #a fashion model #completely illiterate #the father of a man possibly older than him #AND a detective #truely what can’t he do 😭

[tutuandscoot]

One question is I’d like to ask Scott and Tessa is how they define leadership, in general, but mostly how they defined leadership within their partnership and what their roles in their partnership meant to them. I know they were once asked who was the leader of the Davis/White partnership and Scott answered that Meryl and Charlie led in very different ways. The way the question was asked struck me because I had mostly to that point only been interested in Tessa and Scott and the idea that just one would take on the “leadership role” was funny to me because they are so equal in my eyes and seemed to have such an equal partnership. But I suppose the dynamic of many partnerships, on and off ice and including theirs, has elements of one person taking on certain roles and responsibilities and the other person taking on different roles and responsibilities. And I suppose we could call that leadership in one area versus another, but I’m just curious how they would answer that since I would consider both of them to be role models and leaders. Do you have any thoughts?

Ok first off anon, I’m incredibly sorry for how atrociously late I’m answering this.

Secondly I love how you had a whole discussion on this topic yourself I enjoyed reading it and made me more curious! 😄

I agree I would love to hear them talk more about this. I can’t imagine the number of hours they spent discussing these things with councillors/ psychologists/JF in Montreal.. I find the whole psychological aspect of their partnership super fascinating.

I guess I’ll break some of my thoughts down into two main sections:

1. Leadership on the ice

So my view of this on the surface and from an occupational/dancer’s perspective is he is the leader on the ice. That is the rule in basically any traditional/classical form of dance (and it is a truely masterful skill for a team to perfect) so in compulsory dances/ballroom based programs that is the dynamic in terms of initiating movement. It should never look as though she is moving before he moves her. Ie if they were to start improvising he is the one leading and she goes where he takes her, or if you watch both Tango Romantica and/or Golden Waltz, the bit of chore both times in the top right corner (from the judges view) there is a ballroomish step where they are turning and stepping around each other (in TR it’s just once in GW there’s 3 of them) and he is very clearly taking her around each of those turns- so initiating her movements. This lead-follow dynamic is an area VM EXCEL in. I have always felt a strong responsibility of leadership from Scott and I love that bc as the girl in the partnership there is nothing worse than feeling your partner isn’t protecting you, doesn’t have your back, isn’t making you look your best- and T never had to worry about that. It’s also something that comes off to me as a very emotional part of their partnership- watching them skate and legitimately being able to feel that sense of protection, commitment, safety from him. This male partner-leadership extends into their more modern programs as well that aren’t as traditional in style/execution such as Carmen/latch/MR, you still feel him in charge despite in some of those T being the dominant presence. He manages to lead the movement/structure of the program without stepping in the way of T’s character intentions, he doesn’t out-shine her character but instead plays perfectly complementary to her.

Him being such a strong male partner and leader within this on-ice partnership is one of the things I find most attractive about Scott/ one of the many reasons I respect him so much.. this coming from me as a dancer. Tessa is one hell of a woman to have to lead and (I’ve said this before) for him to have found and settled into that role-as he has said he was always intimidated by her 😭, I’d say very early on- like the first few years of the partnership (AT LIKE 11/12 YEARS OLD) is remarkable. There are ice dance teams I watch who are in their 30’s and the men still haven’t figured that out. For me as a female it is unnerving to watch a team and feel like the man isn’t leading. In a dance of two people and especially being the non-lifting (while it is still a male/female team sport, so- the female) partner, if it looks like the girl is doing more work, having to make herself shine, feels like she’s one beat ahead of the man, it feels uncomfortable to watch, and while from the audience pov/knowledge there may be strong male leadership, if it doesn’t look like there is from the audience it makes harder to watch* (*feel secure watching them skate). In VM’s case its not to say Scott didn’t work incredibly hard at it (they as a team) but as he is so clearly a naturally gifted skater/mover/artist this too seems to be a quality he was capable of perfecting.

In this discussion of on ice leadership though, it’s important to say that it is not all on Scott to be solely *the leader*. For this to work it is just as necessary for Tessa to be responsible for her role in this. I like how when they were doing an interview after a performance of Carmen that Scott pushed back on the idea that he is ‘taking a back seat to Tessa in the program’, this is a great example of their roles in their partnership in remaining -him leading, despite the flip in typical character dominance.

The (one of many) reason they are the best team ever is the way they approach their respective roles, this is where I would want/need to hear far more from them on this topic, but the way in which S leads T is made possible by the way T let’s him lead her. And the reason he makes her look as good as she does is because she is not waiting for him to make her look good- she does everything to be prepared for him to then put her on a pedestal and shine. While their roles may be slightly different, what is crucial is that they work in complete harmony- it’s like Yin and Yang..

I was watching one of their comps recently- I can’t remember which, but comparing them to other teams- in this instance I’m comparing them to WeaPo, the difference (at least to me) is: you are drawn to watching Tessa bc Scott makes Tessa look good and makes you watch her bc it is all he is watching and thinking about, WeaPo I watch her-not bc he is making her look good, but bc she is out-performing him/the performances they are each giving do not feel compatible-there is always something a bit off about it. Now, without knowing much about that team (in the way I understand VM) I wouldn’t go into more detail/assumptions. I’m sure they had what they felt between them was chemistry, but it didn’t come off anywhere close to as natural as VM’s did. As I said, VM work in perfect harmony- the ebbing and flowing of their role’s in their partnership, characters in any given program, who is having an off day/a bit injured, setting their literal rhythm as breathing humans to the exact same timing several times before every performance/practice using the hug… there is so much nuance there and as much as they worked for it I would say a huge amount is written in the stars chemistry ✨

2. Leadership in general

This is where I want to push back- not on something you said, but the way people in these team situations are asked by others/the media etc, who is the leader.. as if there is some definitive black and white answer.

[and not that I feel this is always the intention, but when you think deeper about it there is an element of sexism there- like the man SHOULD be the leader but if the team says the women is the leader in their partnership there are then negative assumptions made about her.. I DON’T think about it this way but it is inevitably an element of it].

Having said that, as I said above, in an ice dance partnership (a heterosexual, man/woman) the man SHOULD be the leader- but in that fact I don’t think the media/ most people probing this question understand the nuance of that and how much equality there is (In VM’s case their is, idk about others) in a dance partnership.

I think equality is a huge thing for VM and I don’t think they think of themselves as one being the leader over the other. I think it is predominantly the media that tried to put that label on them. Off the ice I also see them as equals, though it’s clear T has always had that stronger interest in the business side of their business partnership- though I (personally) wouldn’t label it as a leadership role.

Without them giving more detail on the topic of leadership I think it is hard to speculate/come to our own conclusions. The closest thing I can remember them saying in the topic was when asked who is the team captain and they insisted they are both the team captain and they are incredibly proud of that fact- that they share everything (water bottles, medals, heartbeats, etc), and while they each have their strengths and “weaknesses” they work incredible hard as a team to embrace everything about each other that makes their partnership the best ever. They respect each other IMMENSELY and if they were asked point black, imo I really think they would say neither of them is the leader/they are both the leaders- and when they would change every cringey/rude/none of anyones business question about their private lives into talking about how much they respect each other and how proud they are of the work they had put in for literally 25+ straight years at this point (they.will.always.be.partners.) it really is bc it’s the truth- and I think in the fact that it is hard for us on our own to determine who of them was the ‘leader’ in various aspects of their partnership- just goes to show all the work they put in and how they truly are equals who could not have achieved everything they did without anyone else by their side but each other 💖

#ask:leadership

[satelitis]

SINCE I FINISHED COBRA KAI IM RANKING ALL THE CHARACTERS!!

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT

Miguel Diaz — ♾️/10 i love him so much he is actually my boyfriend!!! <333 HE IS SO <3333 I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

Johnny Lawrence— 9/10 he carried the show tbh, truely iconic

Daniel Larusso — 4/10 he was not it in this show, very judgy and annoying tbh…

Samantha LaRusso — 4.5/10 I had mixed feelings though the whole show…her and miguel were cute but she was not my favorite like Miguel just wanted prom to be about them but she just HAD to make it about her and Tory… also the fact she was the only girl on miyagi do and lowkey made it her whole personality was not it…

Eli “Hawk” Moskowitz — 7.5/10 I actually enjoyed his character and loved how he didn’t let kyler and the others get to him and found himself. DIDNT LIKE HOW HE WAS A BULLY TO DEMITRI AT ALL but then he had a redemption arc and actually came back and was a good person again and i respect him so much for it (also he was really funny ngl)

Robby Keene— 6.5/10 I loved Robbys character development throughout the show and how he grew with himself and learned to forgive Johnny throughout the series. HOWEVER there we quite a few moments that i was like DAMN how could he do that, like shaving off Hawks mohawk and legit screwing everything up for him and pushing the literal loml off a balcony when he was giving you mercy and didn’t want to fight anymore 😐 so there’s that. Nonetheless Robby still gets a 6.5

Tory Nichols — 9/10 i loved her way more than sam tbh. like she had way more character development and a reason behind her actions. payton list did a wonderful job with tory, and i feel like she will have such a big impact in season 6. i honestly loved her so much and can’t wait to see more of her

Kenny— 6/10 okay kenny i get you were bullied and shit and good for you for standing up to your bullies but he really thought he was all that and frankly he was quite annoying in my opinion.

Kyler , Terry , Kim — -27277228282828/10 I hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them no explanation needed.

John Kreese— 3.5/10 you see i have major on the fence syndrome with him cause i see what he was doing and he kinda had a redemption arc ig ig ig but like he was a bitch in the movies and like like like idk terry is WAY WORSE THAN HIM like IDK HOW TO FEEL ABT KREASE LIKE HE CARED ABOUT JOHNNY AND STUFF ANF WE FOUFNBTHAT OUT W/ THE FLASHBACKS HELP I FEEL IMA GET ATTACKED FOR RHIS 😭😭

Demitri — 8/10 he was very annoying at first and judgy but then he joined karate and found his confidence and then became a bad bitch so i personally love like s 3/4/5 demitri

Anthony Larusso — same with anthony he was a little annoying brat in the first 4 seasons and then hr pulled through in season 5 soooo 4/10 bc he can’t make up for it that much ykwim?

Moon— Marry me moon ilysm you’re the sweetest <33 9.5/10

Aisha — 10/10 she was a bad bitch i loved her so much she legit broke some kids nose and her , hawk and miguel are my fav friend group trio ever. she gave yas a front wedgie like she DESERVED enough said i love aisha <3

Rose— Yaya I love her so much she is such a funny character 10/10 i loved her so much she cared for Miguel so so much <33

Carmen — 11/10 she is so so so so amazing and a wonderful mom and i’m so happy for her and and Johnny !! she also cared for Miguel and is such a wonderful mother <33

Stingray — legit comic relief , legit annoying ass bitch 5/10 no words needed

Shannon Keene — 2/10 she abandoned robby BUT she is trying to better herself and take care of herself and try and be a good mother figure for robby

Yasmine — 1/10 is she dating Demitri , yes , was she a fat shaming bully who legit was a horrible friend also yes.

Amanda LaRusso — she isn’t Kumiko , but she was funny and is like one of the only characters with common sense 7.5/10.

Devon Lee— idk i don’t really have a big opinion on her?? so i’m just gonna give her a 6/10 cause she joined the Eagle Fang and kicked ass buttt she also kinda gave me off vibes when she was in Cobra Kai.

Chosen — Absolute bad bitch 9/10 , we stan chosen in this household. he dragged Terry and we’re here for it!!! I loved his character so much and boy can he dance.

@mictodii @juneberrie

[khaleesiofalicante]

another lovely dovely chapter 🥰

you’ve truely blessed us with a double pov. and both arthur AND lance crying 🥺 i absolutely love how david and lances relationship has been repairing, and seeing lance being vulnerable with david for probably the first time in years was super sweet.

arthur got a callback!!!! manifesting that he gets the role, even if that isn’t a realistic expectation 🙏 super glad he told someone about kincaid

max in the flashback 🫶 it’s so nice to see how he’s sorta picked up the pieces post-divorce and is getting his life back on track. max’s confrontation with david is so much harder to watch when we know why david is avoiding max, but max doesn’t, so he just feels sad (and angry). i’m eagerly awaiting for when david finally tells max the truth, but honestly, idk how max will take it. would he be pissed that david waited so long to say anything? will he understand and see the last 13 years more clearly? will that be his epiphany moment? will he bring mallory back from the dead just to kill her again (deserved)??? probably a mix of all of that.

DANI how close are we to david telling the truth? will he only tell max? will he not say it at all and someone else will find out/reveal it? aaaahhh so many questions.

also, do i see lance confronting alec in the next chapter 👀 super excited to see how that goes

can’t believe max gave david a whole ass love confession last chapter and david is still in denial 😭 and max trying to hide his disappointment about david not wanting to see his new tattoo 🥺

super looking forward to alec’s pov. it’s interesting how malec have such different opinions on the divorce. we got magnus’ internal thoughts, now to truly see what is going on in alec’s head ‼️

honestly loved this chapter so much. it feels really domestic and sweet. i’m also noticing that you’re slowly starting to tie up the loose ends, and it’s so bittersweet that this ials journey is coming to a close, but i enjoyed every second of it. but the show isn’t over until the curtains fall!

Thank you, babes.

One of my favorite things in this fic is how Max reacts to all the truths/secrets in the present. It's truly a testament to his growth and healing. It doesn't mean he won't be angry. But the way he handles it, it's just...wow. I'm so looking forward to writing these scenes! We got Magnus. We have Alec and David to go.

We have Lance and Alec crack coming up. I love that chaotic duo so much lmao.

David's inability to believe/accept Max's love for him is very much also influenced by that all the love he remembered is in the past. It's literally pre-Mallory. It's something he watches in a TV show. So, he confuses it as something that 'used to exist' and was lost somewhere along the way.

The curtains will fall soon! See ya then <3

#IALS

[cherienymphe]

Okay so maybe it’s the fact that every story you make with rafe he’s the bad guy, so maybe that’s why I don’t like him and go for jj. Because Ngl I’m not usually for jj In other stories but for this one I am. I can’t stand the reader like I really can’t it’s something about her that makes me wanna claw her non existant eyes out and wake her tf up because IM SO DONE WITH THIS WOMAN. Y’all can hate me for all you want but I truely can’t get over it. Maybe she reminds me of certain people in my life so I see the story like that but nah I can’t. Jj is wrong for what he did but tbh reader has no one else. And she’s acting like a lost fucken puppy who can’t survive without her relationship. She would choose him over everyone and that’s what I can’t get with. Lowkey I wish you would just bring in someone for JJ and let the reader get jealous for how much time he spends with someone else instead of her because she needs a taste of her own medicine. Someone needs to wake her tf up back into reality.

*sighs.

Sorry about all that. I just needed to. I love your stories tho 💀 anyways slay JJ and kinda slay rafe. Reader..bffr

I mean this is valid buuuut you're ignoring one key piece here. JJ and reader's relationship is literally one sided 😭 he's spent time with plenty of other girls before and she's never gotten jealous because while JJ is her closest friend, he's not her only friend and she'd have no reason to be jealous because she's never and never will see him that way 🤷🏾‍♀️ she literally points it out all the time how it was never a problem when he was with so many other girls. so I don't really get the desire to want to give her "a taste of her own medicine" when her only crime is really standing behind Rafe ten toes down. She's not necessarily doing anything wrong by not returning JJ's affections? He's her friend and she's treating him like her friend by splitting her time between him and the rest of the pogues and then Rafe. I warned y'all that the relationship between her and Rafe would be unhealthy and that doesn't just mean unhealthy from his side but also hers too

#asks

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

1:52 1:53 am pdt 7 April 2023 Friday

I guess everyone who is trying to kill me thinks they are righteous. I guess no one wants to help me. All those commercials that say they care a lot, makes me think it’s a lie. Even this hotel 🏨 says it. It’s hypocritical. But a few hours ago I came to the realization that I understand why they think 💭 they are righteous. Righteous to kill in a backhanded way. 1:56 am pdt I don’t have any arguments left. Until I forget and then get torn down again as I write ✍️ that argument. Why should I expect to be treated differently than other people b4 me who lost their body parts? He keeps on attacking me with acid. Not much left of me. Going to lose something for sure/certain. 1:58 am pdt I’ve been lied 🤥 to. And I cannot argue why it’s wrong. And I cannot defend people like dugard and Shannon Ruth. 1:59 am pdt

3:43 am pdt if all rapists are righteous then does that mean all people who work at the hospital 🏥 who neglected me are righteous and rapists? 🤔😖😭😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵 3:44 am pdt bcz why do people use the word f*ck in other cases when they aren’t referring to intercourse? 3:45 am pdt the only way to mildly amuse myself in the face of people who don’t care 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m losing my bottom half. 3:46 am pdt

It’s all ransom and witch 🧙 craft I guess? 3:47 am pdt even though it did seem like something did work.... 3:48 am pdt I get confused 🤷🏻‍♀️

12:11 pmpdt incubus captioned there are no Wednesdays. Only Fridays and Saturdays. In previous posts I put for Wednesday: 👰‍♀️ Friday sounds like fry. Saturday is close to satan. If you can’t walk, you’re close to dying. All those who are close to dying are sitting 🪑 . Sat Anne. Isu. I ,Susanna. Daniel and Susanna. Round and round. Grew up thinking 💭 one idea 💡 is better than the other only to find out god is opposed to it. I guess rapists are better than non rapists. I guess rapists care about women’s feelings? I didn’t know. I guess it’s righteous to only care for your feelings when you’re a man 👨. I didn’t know this. Thanks 🙏 for setting me straight. 12:26 pmpdt can’t really be happy being a people pleaser only. 12:27 pmpdt I wonder 💭 if there are more bombs 💣 hidden in ice 🧊 and will push the earth 🌍 closer to the sun 🌞 . 12:28 pmpdt was it the Arctic 🐻‍❄️ or Alaska? I forgot. 12:28 pmpdt I feel like I am going to regret writing this. But I’m tired of living in agony. I’m looking forward to the day the I am dead ☠️. 12:30 🕧 pmpdt I am not god. I am not alll knowing. I know very little. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ the future. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ how things should or can or would be done ✅. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️. 12:31 pmpdt I don’t have much figured out. And I lived most of my life probably being restricted 🚫 . 12:32 pmpdt I don’t do drugs, don’t drink 🚱 alcohol 🍷- although I have tried it a few times, I don’t smoke 🚭, I haven’t tried weed but I think 💭 I smelled it b4. I know that some guys don’t want me telling family that I had s*x with them. They will say “it is none of their business.” 12:35 pmpdt

12:41 pmpdt my tongue 👅 is partially black now. Nausea. 12:42 pmpdt. So, if Disney romantic fantasy love 💕 is not possible, what does that say about humans? We are all fantastic liars 🤥? Obligation? To stay with one human married for the rest of your life? It’s not possible for everyone to have a best friend? Mariah Carey song 🎶 . I guess it’s a sign Bcz Jordan/jordi died. Left hip 12:44 pmpdt 12:45 pmpdt. I am missing some parts of me. Not going to be optimistic or feeling like there is real brotherhood on earth 🌍. I don’t now. I have been left to rot (1207 12 almost looks like R) die. 12:46 pmpdt am I really that unacceptable of a person? Truely naturally and I’ve been crazily in denial? I guess so. That’s part of people pleasing I guess. Even though I have failed 😞 at everything involving relationships that no one wants to talk to me, even after only talking for a minute. I do the slightest littlest things wrong and people get turned off and reject me on first impressions. 12:50 pmpdt didn’t realize Q was worse than me if all my predictions are true, at least in my opinion. The rest of the world 🌎 probably won’t share my opinion. I probably have distorted thinking 💭. I’m sometimes not even honest with myself: like I used to eat random stuff and pretend I like it and eat it Bcz it’s convenient. 12:52 pmpdt 12:53 pmpdt I should have been more honest earlier. But I was probably setup to fail Bcz if my Saint Lucia curse. So if everyone is cursed the same way? But they’re not??? Not the same way... then there is no choice. ? It is what it is. I look in the mirror 🪞 and feel the pain. It don’t look 👀 pretty. I will take the (autocorrect: devil pictures kids) I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ incubus is probably referring to my pictures at home 🏠. ) threats to my life more seriously now Bcz that looks like it’s truth. Friday, Saturday. No Wednesdays. Autocorrect:weans. 12:58 pmpdt no comment. Heart ♥️ of glass. 12:59 pmpdt karma for kissing and having s*x with people I couldn’t commit to. Self full filled prophecy? Or meant to be? I thought 💭 a lot of stuff felt out of my control. 1:01 pmpdt

2:36 pmpdt even if so, I’m still dying. Can’t breathe + heart ♥️ pain = dying! 2:38 pmpdt

5:02 pmpdt (left hip bone 🦴 pain) idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ if the bombs 💣 net the North Pole pushed the earth 🌍 closer to the sun ☀️ or away. If the earth 🌍 was slowly wobbling towards migrating closer to the sun ☀️ in its revolution around the sun 🌞 I would probably put bombs 💣 to push it away from the sun 🌞. Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ what’s going on what god’s purpose was to put those bombs 💣 there. 5:05 pmpdt wild imagination 💭 hope for the best prepare for the worst. 5:06 pmpdt

5:07 pmpdt or maybe 🤔 it’s to accelerate changing of the poles? To change poles probably means to change positions in orbit around the sun 🌞 changing the path? I didn’t get that far in school 🏫. 5:08 pmpdt

8:46 pmpdt 8:48 pmpdt incubus stabbed a part of my upper right brain a bunch of times and it hurt. And then he applied more acid with a rough sandpaper-like feel. 8:50 pmpdt it scares me whenever I feel anything painful in my brain. For some reason at this moment my emotions are weird. Right lower leg bone 🦴pain 8:53 pmpdt oddly. pain back right skull? Pain 8:54 pmpdt I m moving a little slower.

9:01 pmpdt I suddenly remembered Buddha. He knew it was his time to die. 9:02 pmpdt

9:40 pmpdt a light and then a boom that echoes in the sky. A long white car with tinted windows drive off a minute after. 9:41 pmpdt I think they’re trying to cause a fire at the hotel. Drove off to the left hand side when they exited. 9:42 pmpdt

10:17 pmpdt I’m on edge. I thought I saw a light reflection from the corner of my eye travel upward from below. My mom is telling me it’s not what I think it is. 10:18 pmpdt

[babyyweebbitch]

Could you possibly do some soft older Michael Myers headcanons?

Yes I can, recently my simping for Michael Myers has gotten worse. So like 🧍🏾‍♀️🧍🏾 also I really hope you meant Michael Myers getting old because that’s what popped into my mind when you said that. I read it like 10 times to make sure. If this isn’t what you meant PLEASE DM ME 😭😭

You may not see it but he’s getting older, he knows that too. As she got older he started to slowly get less faster, less strong and other stuff. He feels a lot more pain and doesn’t go out on kills as often. You just passed it off as him just wanted to be home with you more but only he knew what was going on

It finally dawned on you that Michael isn’t gonna live forever and you got worried about him. I feel like Michael is the type to hate relying on others ppl (mainly because he’s been alone for the past 40 something years) so he tends to hide his injuries from you alot more now, especially the ones that hurt but you scold him for hours about how you don’t mind helping him. It took him a while to actually go to you and ask for help patching something up.

This mfs sweet tooth is uncontrollable. Every time you leave the house you always make sure to grab him a sweet treat before returning home, if you don’t prepare for him to be staring at you for hours until you go and buy him something sweet

He will do random things around the house. If you made it a strict rule that there are certain days he can’t leave the house or after he was injured really badly that he has to wait until he’s healed to do hunts again he’d find things to do. (you’re scary when you’re angry/scolding him even MICHAEL FUCKING MYERS is scared) you came home one day to a wall in the living room painted. He’s surprisingly a good artist. Don’t ask him what it is/means. He will tear that wall down and never paint again

If you’re lucky he will let you see his face. He feels like he’s gonna end up dying one day and not letting the person he loves most seeing what he TRUELY looks like (not just the bottom half of his mask lifted whenever he’s eating/drinking)

I had no idea what to write for this. My creativity G O N E. plus it’s like 1 am rn and I’m ✨fucking tired✨ — nova

#michael myers #michael myers x reader #halloween kills #halloween franchise #✨nova✨

[wellthebardsdead]

I love the days following the first game of a campaign because we start discussing what our characters think of each other from their first interactions.

For me Soleili is interested in Seer of the black waste, he’s never even seen a hagraven before never mind a hagborn but he thinks he’s really pretty, he likes his feathers and his long black hair, his completely black eyes make him a little uncomfortable though.

Leaf he’s a little scared of, hard not to be, he’s a 7ft tall dremora and even he’s heard plenty of stories about how horrifying they are, usually from Dra’nors recounts of the dremora that were summoned to guard the ash rice fields. But he likes how gentle and patient leaf is and thinks he can probably trust him.

Skipper, we’ve established I would die for him. Soleili thinks he’s just the most precious friend he’s ever met. Dra’nor described to him argonians and he never imagined they could get as smol as him! He admires how smart he is and how crafty he is with his little hands. He’s working up the courage to ask him if he can teach him to read and write.

Vivec, he’s very wary of, purely because of how much dra’nor hates him. He doesn’t know a lot about morrowind or what dra’nor went through as only a cub and the things he’s seen, but he knows it was bad enough to warrant such unbridled anger. He’s going to keep him at a looooong distance, but is still willing to follow his lead with the path ahead if it means fixing things.

And Dra’nor is still his closest friend, no changes there, but he has to admit he likes his fur a lot more after the hot spring bath. Extra floofage.

As for the others,

Seer is curious about all of us but is choosing to see how our relationship pans out before delving too deep into our backstories.

Leaf has established himself as dad. He is dad now. We’re his kids. Kid fall over he picks back up and heals. He and skipper met vivec together, by that point the argonian had been his companion for weeks being protected and cared for by the big guy. Pretty much as soon as he found out we were all orphaned he got clucky. He’s cautious about vivec, but open to helping if it means helping others.

Skipper, is baby. So sweet, too pure, the best boi. He wants his inventions to be put to good use and to help people, and sees us as the best way to do so. He’s been alone for so long he’s just happy to have company and a bunch of other sweet things and I just- 🥺😭 he baby!.. he is scared seers going to try and eat him though.

Vivec is questioning if his visions were truely correct and if this mess of a group is who he’s looking for, but also reminding himself of the mess of the group he’d just come from.

Dra’nor hates vivec, he’s wary of Leaf but by the end of the game he was definitely more open to chatting with him. Skipper is baby brother now. The two have similar backstories, similar experiences, immediate close bond. I suspect if we can’t find our artificer anywhere we’ll just have to check dra’nors mane. And Seer scares the crap out of him which is hysterical considering he’s half his height and less than half his body mass. He could level him just by walking fast.

And my girlfriend is still filling out her character sheet lol ~Bambi

#not overwatch related #elder scrolls #dnd

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3:50 am pdt (3:49 am pdt) 5 April 2023 Wednesday acid brain 🧠 pain 3:51 am pdt I guess incubus is now cursing me acid flesh eating problems. This will really kill me. 3:52 am pdt I already told the doctor on the phone ☎️ but he decided to forget it. I told a nurse 👩‍⚕️ and all she did was talk back to me “I don’t have the authority” I don’t remember her offering help. And to say that means she decided not to help me. 3:54 am pdt

4:04 am pdt cbs is saying there was no baby 👶 with stormy ⛈ Daniels or the other one. Suddenly saying no kid 🧒. Weird. After I wrote below. Did they ask and finally get an answer???? 4:07 am pdt paternity test???? 4:07 am pdt 4:08 am pdt

4:09 am pdt I’m not special. Something more bad things are going to happen to me. I feel it. 4:09 am pdt

I think 💭 incubus doesn’t like how I handled the Q situation. He hates me for that. (Acid skull 💀 and brain 🧠 pain 4:11 am pdt I guess he doesn’t want me to bring it up 🆙 ?????? Pain right heel pain acid pain pain pain 😖😭🥵 4:12 am pdt he hates me for years before that. He would never pick me to be his wife. Probably Bcz of my bad habit tendencies with blaming others. 4:14 am pdt pain 😞😖😭😫😩 4:14 am pdt 💀 skull .

5:32 am pdt Catherine McPhee?? She had a baby 👶 with the old man she married I heard. I probably should look 👀 it up 🆙. 5:33 am pdt I wrote the stuff about the incubus and stormy ⛈ Daniels as a joke, but you never know! But I was serious (tongue pain 😖😭😞5:35 am pdt) about my sister and begin again movie 🎥. A neighbor called her Kiera knightly. 5:35 am pdt 5:36 am pdt pain nose 👃 bone 🦴

5:53 am pdt I smelled fish in both apartments in only the bathrooms 🚽 even when we did NOT cook 👩‍🍳 or eat fish 🐟. 5:54 am pdt

6 am pdt incubus ate my brain 🧠 with more acid. Incubus is telling me thru autocorrect I guess why he is eating my brain 🧠 with acid... this is really the end of me. He really thinks I’m bad. So I guess my fate was too waste my life and never be truely happy. I have issues with being honest. Yup. That’s true. I can’t be honest. I accept that judgment. 6:05 am pdt that’s all I can say I guess. 6:06 am pdt unfortunately. I’m going to lose (acid pain brain 🧠 6:06 am pdt) my brain 🧠. I guess he doesn’t want to help me out with decapitation. I will be gone soon. The kisses 😘 were to mislead me again. I never said that I liked Scott and he didn’t say he liked me b4 asking for kisses 😘. 3rd time I mentioned this. My ex boyfriend said I was a bad kisser. Near the time of breakup he seemed like he didn’t want to kiss me. I told this at the breakup and he said he was glad his body didn’t lie. All but 2 times near the beginning of our partnership, I didn’t tell him that I wasn’t satisfied and didn’t cum? Come? Spelling. I pretended to be satisfied. I had issues with being honest even then (skull pain backside 6:13 am pdt what’s he doing???? Feels like it split open???? 6:13 am pdt)

6:16 am pdt harsh sharp rough like sand paper but worse. In brain 🧠😖😭😞🥺 6:17 am pdt org*sm? Not cum? Or same?

I try and I try I try and I try I can’t get no, satisfaction 😭🎶🎼🎵🎤 6:18 am pdt 6:19 am pdt... I should be concerned. 😰 but I guess I should not have been dating him. I tried too long. I should have moved on. 6:21 am pdt I should have learned how to break up 🆙 hot 🥵 right rib area pain 6:21 am pdt

6:25 am pdt I should have bought a dildo and measured 📏 it, so I can know what I need 🤗😳 6:27 am pdt not trying to be spiteful. Some people think 💭 some things are Taylor made for them by god and I saw 👀 online that p*nis (acid face 6:29 am pdt) marketing products to grow back shrinking p*nis. If it shrinks then it can grow, right? 6:30 am pdt idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ but it seems like he’s killing me ☹️🥺😖😭 6:31 am pdt so if this information ℹ️ gets around maybe 🤔 when I’m born again as a woman 👩🏼 then I will know what I need to do! 6:32 am pdt

1:16 pmpdt I guess I have distorted thinking 💭. Or a wild imagination 💭??? But I will probably have more distorted thoughts 💭 as the acid eats my brain 🧠. 1:17 pmpdt pdt 1:18 pmpdt

1:19 pmpdt I should capitalize? On this? Write ✍️ some fiction novels. Brain 🧠 skull 💀 burning 🔥 1:20 pmpdt. Turn my pain into gold/art. 1:20 pmpdt right arm pain right ribs pain.

2:36 pmpdt I guess I have been in denial. God has no sympathy?/empathy? For people like me he labeled the devil 👿. Left eye 👁 ball pain. 2:38 pmpdt but I’ve lived most of my life not questioning? Maybe? Some things. I took those things at face value and for some reason I thought 💭 it made sense. I guess Nick V./B. Was righteous to only ask for “friends w/benefits” but his version was only benefits no friendship. It was righteous of Nick to only ask for s*x. No dates. No getting to know each other. Bcz I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if I would have been comfortable enough to be myself around him, and forced myself to be with him like I was with my first ex boyfriend. Pain itchy left eye 👁 lid when I touch it 2:44 pmpdt. I would have wasted his time. I felt guilty about that with my first boyfriend and a little bit with Scott. I felt emotional 😭 psychological torture . I really didn’t want to be w/ someone I wasn’t feeling more for. And Scott seemed to bite me Bcz I rejected 🙅‍♀️ him. Bcz after he bit me I went back to kissing him and grinding on his lap in 2010. It’s like a reset button was hit and I went back to being in denial like in 2007. Land of nod? Yes, not no. Only yes is allowed. And then he called me an unethical whore on Facebook in his about me section. 2:51 pmpdt I’m still a bad person... why do I have that type of tone in my head? Like sarcasm? I’m not being sarcastic... 2:52 pmpdt I guess I should be sarcastic ? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️. I did feel like A lot of times I was in denial and lying 🤥 to god. I was scared. Scared 😱 of admitting I (left eye 👁 ball pain 😖😭2:54 pmpdt) was a whore. That I caved in to lust! With my memory going I now question 🙋🏻‍♀️ what else I lied 🤥 to god about. 2:55 pmpdt about feelings. (Acid tongue 👅 pain 2:56 pmpdt) I was addicted to Brendan, but I did get annoyed Bcz I tested him with a different screen name and he said he didn’t have a girlfriend after we had been s*dying on aol and telephone ☎️ s*x. And it was a lie to say I love 💕 you to him which I wrote earlier in this tumblr. We did not talk enough about non s*x stuff for me to feel a complete relationship connection. 3:01 pmpdt

5:19 pmpdt I typed s*xting on aol. Incubus changed it to s*dying on aol. 5:20 pmpdt I believe it. This isn’t a fake out. The kiss was a fake out. 5:21 pmpdt I wish he never bothered me. I wish he didn’t touch me. I guess this is karma for the first boyfriend and the other guys that followed. Maybe even for every guy I ever had an interest in without knowing them well. I wish I had kept my options open and never told a lie. 5:23 pmpdt I think I’ve been in denial all my life. Afraid of my real feelings. 5:24 pmpdt 2 guys I fell in love with moved to Los Angeles. I guess those were signs I wasn’t going to have second chances with either of them. I even asked my mom once if we could move there and she didn’t want to, it was b4 November 2014 that I asked when I found a job post that fit my skills and didn’t ask for more than I was comfortable doing. 5:27 pmpdt

5:42 pmpdt I wasn’t thinking of trying them again at the time when I found that job post, but I asked my mom anyway if she was open to moving there. 5:43 pmpdt

5:45 pmpdt when I lived in alum rock I think my upstairs neighbor was annoyed with us. She was keeping her dog on the balcony. My mom requested that they clean the balcony and our patio Bcz the dog pee’d and pooped there and it was filthy. A year later? During COVID, our bathroom smelled like dog sh*t. I imagine she/they intentionally knew that their pipe lead to our pipe, and put the dog sh*t in her tub and wash it down the drain. We already had this problem b4 we moved in but we never thought she/they would intentionally do a thing like that. B4 we moved in there was blue water in our tub from probably soaking blue jeans in the tub. Architects. You’d think they would have solved this problem. Nope. I think they like this problem. Heinous? 5:53 pmpdt

6:50 pmpdt incubus significantly attacked my brain with acid and hit it. I anticipate dying soon. Incubus hinted that he was “Brendan” and that he might have raped me in his incubus form. Or my sister. Maybe both. Back when we were younger. 2001. Brendan Lean called heather lean a yenta on Friendster. I saw heather Hampton’s name was originally heather lean on YouTube. (6:56 pmpdt I don’t know if the incubus did that to confuse me/ mislead me 6:57 pmpdt) Brendan said he had a cousin in San Diego. An older sis who had pomerianian dogs. I saw (acid throat pain 6:55 coughed wheezed been wheezing when coughing 6:56 pmpdt) heather Hampton is maroon5princess. Acid arms pain. It’s all a trap. Only men can get away with crimes. That’s okay. Nothing I can do about it. They don’t see it as crime but as a necessary part of being gods. 😞 Amar malek doesn’t care Bcz he’s one of them. If he were a regular person doing dirty work for them without knowing they were incubus/god, I imagine he was paid ASAP for the voice show idea and once he was paid well he secured hitmen to tie up loose ends with the exception of me probably Bcz I may have actually seeemed weird and lil crazy. Maybe delusional? And he thought I might be a source for more ideas with a lot of potential. 7:03 pmpdt b4 he had the funds, he lacked access/connections. So he had to do stuff old school. Maybe originally b4 he saw my idea.... hmmm that is a good question... maybe he snuck in and I didn’t notice him? Maybe he listened in and saw the chairs b4 and after my presentation? 7:06 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤 7:07 pmpdt vag pain. 7:08 pmpdt maybe 🤔 he had the intention, 2-fold? To create an army of people against me Bcz of what Brendan lean probably said to him? And to spy 🕵️‍♂️ on me old school 🏫 style by getting my cellphone 📱. Once he had more money 💰, he could do more sophisticated stuff. 7:10 pmpdt like hack Lauren’s cellphone 📱 and stalk her. Hypothetically. The hitmen would have access to her phone 📱 and time it so they’d hit her in the car 🚗. (Acid brain 🧠 pain 7:12 pmpdt) b careful with cellphones 📱 and cars 🚗. 7:13 pmpdt 7:14 pmpdt

7:29 pmpdt I imagine Amar malek stalking me at UCB was probably like a frat initiation. 7:30 🕢 pmpdt to Adam Levine’s secret club. 7:31 pmpdt

8:17 pmpdt I guess I’m the bad guy. I would beg him to cut off my head again but behati gave hints I will commit suicide. This is god. God’s world 🌎. He doesn’t like that I deny my feelings. I guess I twisted things. I should have been more charitable to my aunt instead of giving her a hard time. I guess I was unpleasant to be around even though I walked away from the tv 📺 and left her with it when I had plans to watch something I squated infront of the tv 📺 changing channels curious to look 👀 at a few channels b4 changing it to the one I wanted to watch and she came up from behind and laid on the couch 🛋 hogging the whole thing so I could not sit on it. He did not like that I was greedy with the pizza 🍕 instead of sharing more with my cousin. 8:25 pmpdt and offering to buy more dinners instead of telling her dad to feed her dinner b4 bringing her to our place. Is that what you want, incubus? Is this what you (acid brain 🧠 pain 8:27 pmpdt) want me to write ✍️? 8:28 pmpdt I wish I had a guillotine. So I can do it myself. 8:29 pmpdt my head is small. My brain 🧠 is smaller. I can not take the anxiety and pain. 8:30 🕣 pmpdt please don’t do it to my mom. 8:30 🕣 pmpdt