#truthfully

[monsterohnenamen]

„I‘m sorry that someone you loved made you think it‘s hard to love you.“

-Unknown

#monsterohnenamen #love quotes #positive quotes #loveable #positive affirmations #affirmations #truthfully #truth #unknown #spiritual quotes #deep quotes

[felineandhustle]

#spilled words #truth #spilled truth #truth reading #quotes #words #self healing #love #life lessons #life quotes #hard pill to swallow #truthfully #for real #for my own sanity

[radiosummons]

Used to stick together

"You're my best friend, I'll love you forever" (would you come with me?)

(It would get you so)

"We could be the greatest"

"It doesn't matter if we're never rich or famous" (would you come with me?)

(It would get you so)

#og trigun #trigun anime #trigun vash #vash #vash the stampede #trigun wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #wolfwood #vash x wolfwood #truthfully #i love them as friends #but also as maybe a little more #it's that whole #platonic love vs romantic love #but i still enjoy it either way #trigun spoilers #not really #but tagging it just in case #this is my first time fucking around with the audio feature #idk if i did it right lol #i just think this song fits them #vashwood #Spotify

[ndilhmx]

All my dreams are slowly surely becoming reality I honestly never thought I'd see it all my way, truthfully couldn't be happier everything's feels amazing. Starting over fresh on certain socials following all the close ones who support me no matter what.. count every blessing 💕

#dreams #reality #hardwork #dedication #alice glass #crystal castles #paying off #ambition #ambitions #truthfully

[tunapesto]

cosplaying is healing me personally (killing my wallet, also)

#mmmmni love having expensive hobbies HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAJHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHYAA #Tbh for most of my life all i did was draw so like #i get surprised when shit costs stuff #w drawing #esp digital it s kind of like an investment #where u buy one device then after that have fun go crazy #w cosplay it's like . paying up Per character and Per accessory which is Yay #amazing even #and then i picked up cooking #it's consumable so obviously . youd have to buy shit all the time #im just very . i forgot the word. cautious about my money and end up spending it on dumb shit anyway #i am a hoarder at heart #but also deeper inside said heart is just a monkey brain that smiles when yellow color sad when blue color etc #simple minded activities of a person trying to feel something after being numb for a long time #also trying new hobbies because i fear the passion i had for drawing has been spent #i still do it because its what i do best and itd be a waste #but like yeah i kind of hate it sometimes #its cool when it turns out nice then a few hrs later i dont wanna look at it ever againnnnnnnnn #truthfully #i want to restart my brain #maybe itll do better on its 2nd try

[galatially]

❝𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮❞

𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 / 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 / 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐈: truthfully

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 — 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 x 𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫!𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 — and if i could say anything, i would say that it will always be you; it's hard being in love with your coworkers

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 — 560

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 — strong language, pining, general fluff

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — this was, at one point, just gonna be one part but it's far too much story for just one part lol

Steve Rogers was a menace — and he didn’t even know it. 

When you’d met the First Avenger, as expected, you’d been taken aback at just how…bright he was. Everything about him was bright and warm and nestled between your ribcage like a kitten cuddled into its mother. He was always sweet and polite, never without a smile on his face when you spoke, completely different from the kind of men you’d come across in your lifetime. 

And damn you for being so aware of him. Whether he came into the med bay or popped his head into you and Dr. Helen Cho’s shared office, your senses heightened. You noticed the lilt of his words or the one stray hair that was always hanging between his brows in a boy-next-door kind of way. Only people that didn’t realize their effects on others spoke like that, unfazed. 

You’d intellectualized your feelings as normal chemical reactions in the brain: the muscle simply going through the machinations of being around someone attractive. Dopamine, norepinephrine cortisol, and the serotinergic system working in tandem. Simple explanations for simple reactions. 

You’re a woman of science, after all. 

“Bitch, just fuck him and move on,” your best friend, Serena, said, her eye roll coloring her tone.

You cradled your cell phone between your cheek and your ear as your grabbed a bottle of wine from your fridge. “I like my job, Rena.” 

“And what does that have to do with letting that fine specimen of man break your back into next year?”

An airy laugh left your chest. “He doesn’t see me in that way and I’m not some lovesick teenager.”

“Nat says that he asks about you all the time.”

“Your girlfriend also took six months to ask you out,” you countered. You worked the cork out of the mouth of the bottle and poured a hefty glass. 

Serena let out a dreamy sigh. “I know, right? She’s so precious.”

“I’m telling her you said that.”

“And I’m telling you that you need to make your move and ride that — ”

“Good night, Serena,” you said, disconnecting the call. You took a sip of wine, mulling over your best friend’s words. As embarrassing as it was to admit, your crush on Steve — obvious or not — could never be. You both worked together and he was…well, him. If the two of you were to break up, it’d be the only thing people talked about. No longer would you be a decorated private physician, you’d be the woman that got dumped by Captain America. 

Your phone buzzed again; a text from the golden man in question. 

I hope you had a good day today :)

One day, when you were bold enough, you’d get Natasha Romanoff right in the jaw for giving Steve your number. He’d only recently started messaging you and every notification made your stomach flip in a way that you could only describe as violent. 

You chewed the inside of your cheek as your fingers slowly typed out a response.

I did! How was —

No, too eager.

Oh, you know, just another day in the bay! :):)

You almost threw your phone at that one. What was this, fourth grade? 

I hope you had a good day, too, Captain :)

You turned your phone on its face and groaned out loud. 

You really fucking hated liking Steve Rogers. 

𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — are y'all ready for my interpretation on "they only shared one bed"?

#galatially #painting every color for you #painting every color for you series #truthfully #steve rogers #steve rogers x black!reader #doctor!black!reader #captain america #captain america x black!reader #captain america x doctor!black!reader

[acheronist]

lisa frankenstein actually made me kind of sad that I don’t have a tenderheart victorian gothic butch who gets a new strap just bc she loves me that much

#truthfully #🦇 #dating sucks all i do is get stood up

[planetxiao]

at the time i was actually exhausted and having to stay awake to take my pills so it made me very 🥹🥹 to see this lol

#𖤐 ⋆｡˚ mothe plays #love and deepspace #the cutie pie xavier #i wanna smooch him #truthfully

[lydiaortega1996]

#to the full extent #warm regards #truthfully #fake opinions #projection #is not cool

[turtlesallthewaytomgreg]

also i genuinely don't think i've ever laughed harder this season than when greg was like "i'm feeling pretty good" and it cut to the title sequence 😂😂

essay in notes lol

#the timing #and the delivery #of that line was just perfect for me #and showed perfectly the contrast of tom and greg's energy #and how desperately tom needs that calm #idgaf #it's going to be okay energy #all of the constant little murmurs of reassurance from greg all night #it's not just the coffees and the olive oil pastas #it's the 'it's fine tom' #'it's going to be alright tom' #that's what the gregging is #i think #truthfully #its the emotional coregulation #it's the constantly having the presence of someone #calm and emotionally level #when everything in you #is threatening to fly off the rocker #tom is visibly calmer when greg is there with him #and yes #he's doing an absolute fucking shitty job of getting his needs met #he's regressing back to old tactics of like #scapegoating and gaslighting and shit like that #in this like incredibly transparent cry for help #greg i need you to share this experience with me #i need you to do this coke with me #i need you to stay #i need you to get these comfort objects for me #i don't know how to handle this

[mpsansy]

Just as a quick update, I’m so close to getting my last commission in I’m so excited rn!!!!

You guys I’m just real appreciative. Not just here, but all my other socials as well!

#sansy speaking here #I’m so grateful #truthfully

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Messy wip and venting lol

🥲 Honestly, I’m quite disappointed with how this one has been turning out, so I don’t think I’ll finish it? :) But Sparrow braids Cassandra’s hair sometimes, and I thought you should know that!

Yeah, been thinking about the besties lol. You know, I’ve actually always imagined Cassandra as having long, dark brown hair?

Anyhoo, shout-out to all of y’all out here posting your art or fan fiction or whatever even if it scares you. You’re pretty cool!

#And ignore me berating myself in the tags I’m a bad example hahaha #I have to like chant to myself that I won’t delete this but I might delete this #Sparrow oak #cassandra swift #sparrow oak garcia #dndads #despite everything I’ve found the courage to tag this one yup! #Truthfully #At some point or another I wind up hating everything that I draw #But I always save my sketchbooks #In part because I know that years later I’ll be happy I did #As I’ve maybe mentioned elsewhere #I’m trying to force myself to post my drawings even when I don’t think they’re great #Well like 3% of them #Cause #I mean not to be cheesy or dramatic but #That’s not all there is to art! #Like here I mean #Did I want this to turn out better? #Of course but #I also just want y’all to see the hot milfs and trophy husbands being best friends in my area #Lowkey these tags are more reason for me to delete this than the drawing itself hahaha #If I delete this dw #I’m rejection sensitive and fear oversharing #But I’m also un-killable and bounce back from anything #What tags did I forget lol #Dungeons and daddies #Dndads fanart #my art

[galatially]

❝𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮❞

𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 / 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 / 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 — 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 x 𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫!𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 —and if i could say anything, i would say that it will always be you; as one of the top physicians in the world, you’re proficient in matters of the body. but when it comes to your feelings for steve rogers, you’re out of your depths

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 —2.5K and counting

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 — 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐍𝐈, 𝟏𝟖+, strong language, sexual content, body worship, oral (f receiving), Two Idiots In Love™, a slow fucking burn, specific warnings in each chapter

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — for the lovely @thefanbasewhore and their challenge! deadlines really be kicking my ass lol congrats on 2K! trope: there's only one bed | prompt: "how could you say that to me?"

2022 edit: listen, i was horrible at challenges in 2021 and left all of these ideas in my drafts and i just want them to see the light of day, okay? 😂😂

2023 edit: i know, i know — i’m trying to do better, okay?

title inspired by colors by alex isley — go listen to anything by her, she's fucking amazing

as always, lovely dividers by @firefly-graphics

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒: (3/6)

i: truthfully

ii: wonder

iii: feelings

iv: fell in love with a boy

v: fall in love alone

vi: how does it feel?

#galatially #painting every color for you #painting every color for you series #painting every color for you masterlist #truthfully #wonder #what is enough #skys2kchallenge #steve rogers #steve rogers x black!reader #doctor!black!reader #steve rogers x doctor!black!reader #captain america #captain america x black!reader #captain america x doctor!black!reader