Chapter 43.2
Paul was gone. But I wasn’t heartbroken.
I was the daughter of a doctor, after all, and I knew that hearts don’t break.
Bones break.
But hearts?
Hearts are a muscle.
They tear, a slow agonising stretch of fibres fraying as they’re pulled apart under the weight of loss.
They rupture, leaving ragged edges in the tissue of our very being.
They bruise, the dull ache a constant reminder that something integral has been damaged, crushed by forces it was never meant to withstand.
Hearts don’t break.
Because a break sounds too clean, too easy, for what this was.
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"I'm sorry..." LuWin (WayV)
Summary: When Lucas breaks up with his ex, an old friend from the past returns...
Tags: Angst I guess, Former Bffs, sad, insecurities, Comfort, fluff at the end, aftercare
A/N: I wrote this on my Wattpad, but I didn't release it, so here it is. Also, this was made to cope with Lucas' departure - I don't want any antis of Lucas or WayV reading this or commenting. Here's my Wattpad Account if ur interested:
It hit Lucas like a storm when he got a call from his girlfriend, Fei. She was breaking up, and there was nothing he could do.
But what had he done? Was he too controlling? Was he too loud? What did he do warrant a break up?
"Listen, its not your fault, its me. I just fell out of love. But you aren't to blame. Take care of yourself, Lucas."
It was crushing him.
He went to a nearby cafe, when he was nearly mowed down by a motorbike. "Careful!" He called. The biker got took off his helmet, and Lucas's world stopped.
Sicheng?
"Long time no see, old pal," The biker said with a smile on his face.
Lucas was trying to keep his composure, but all of the memories kept flashing by. His old friend was standing there and he didn't know what to do.
"Should we talk somewhere more private?" Jonas asked. The taller nodded, wanting to get out of this place.
After a quick drive, they arrived at Sicheng' place. They went into the apartment, and hanged their coats up.
"How's things been these past 3 years?" Sicheng asked. Lucas hid his face in his shirt, so the former knew something was wrong.
"I shouldn't of left you at the prom back in 2020(this was before the pandemic). I had met someone...remember Fei?"
"Yeah, was she one of the cool kids?"
"Yeah, she was."
"Wait, what happened?"
"...." Lucas didn't know what to say, but his red and tear flooded face told all. "Is she dead?"
Lucas shook his head in shock, "She broke up with me!" then cried in his friend's arms.
"Why?" Sicheng asked, stroking the giant's head.
"She said its her fault, but I think its me..."
The smaller began to realise something... "Xuxi, when you left me that night of the prom, did you leave because of me?"
"No...it was because I didn't want you to know my true feelings. I...love you."
Winwin's POV
I looked at Lucas with awe. He loves me? I gave him a big hug, and stroked his back. "I love you too, Xuxi." I smiled.
Feeling my boyfriend calm down, I pecked his forehead. And the reaction was worth it. His cute face was making me feeling something I never felt with another person before...
"If its okay, I want my first to be with you." I winked. Lucas got his composure, and he looked a lot different.
"Of course, dearheart. Anything for you."
I was about to doze of when Lucas began kissing my bare back. So cute... I locked his lovely lips with mine, gently dominating his lips.
"You were amazing, Xuxi," I chuckled. Kissing the marks on my Xuxi's chest was worth these 3 years without him.
"Dearheart! Its getting late!" I hear my love say.
"Coming!" I call out.
Well, sorry Diary! Gotta go!
Dong Sicheng
End Note: Sorry, I rushed it🤦🏻 More oneshots coming soon!
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