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josiesullysblog · 1 year
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His Prize
~AGED UP Neteyam x Na’vi reader
~DarkNeteyam, explicit content, CNC?? Characters aged up to, 22
~Proofread?- no
~Summary-Neteyam is in love with [Y/n], although they aren't in a relationship.
~Note-Everything that happens is consensual!!! Wanted to make that clear before you read, hope you enjoy it!!
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Neteyam loved a good challenge. He loved being able to showcase his talent, loved hearing the praises everyone would say, “Wow Neteyam you're so advanced for your age!” or, “I think you might be better than your father!” whatever compliment it was he thrived off it.
Neteyam at a very young age understood that one day he’d become the leader of his clan. His father always said, “A strong leader always has a stronger woman behind him,” he took these words into account. He knew if he ever wanted to be a great leader, better than his father he’d need the perfect mate.
He thanked Ewya that his parents never arranged a mate for him, allowing him the freedom to pick his own. Although his parents did push a certain girl. Kya was cute, she was everything a man would want in a mate, submissive, and always did what was asked of her, but Neteyam didn't want that.
He liked fighting, he wanted to break his mate and watch the fight leave their eyes as he finally claimed them as his, he wanted a prize. He’d, of course, treat them with the respect a woman deserves to have, but he knew no girl here would put up any fight. They’d willingly want to come to him, they’d fall to their knees begging for him. This changed when he met you.
You were like a firecracker. Always had something slick to say, never let anyone step all over you, it was a match made in heaven. Neteyam was going to break you, make you regret meeting him, but at the same time save you. Save you from your boring life and show you the real world.
“What are you looking at?” you gave him a stank look, and he smiled, “You,” you just laughed as you got up, “i’m too bad for you, I wouldn't want to taint Toruk Makto’s golden boy.” you walked off swinging your hips.
Neteyam's smile deepened, you truly believed you were worse than him? This was going to be fun.
You were bored. You had the same schedule every day, nothing new, and you were longing for something. Anything to finally make you feel content. You longed for something, and Neteyam was going to make sure you knew it was him.
“Hey, Teyem,” Kya smiled at the boy. Neteyam’s eyes were on you, he watched as you made bracelets, “hi, Kya,” the girl blushed. Usually, the boy only said hi and then left but today he said her name, “I was wondering if you needed help with anything!”
Neteyam looked at her, “Anything?” her breath hitched, “anything,” it came out as a whisper, “Hm, aren't you a good girl always trying to help everyone,” his eyes examined her. Her breathing had become irregular, and her mouth was slightly open. Neteyam would be a fool not to notice how the girl was obviously sexually attracted to him.
Neteyam’s eyes fell back on you, “what do you know about her?” Kya looked at you, “[Y/n]?” the boy nodded, “she’s lazy, she never does anything always moping around,” Neteyam wanted to cut the girl's tongue off for speaking like that towards you, but he wasn't stupid.
A girl like Kya was always noticeable in a group. She was often the leader in situations and if he were to kill her people would notice. But a girl like Kya was also a whore. He saw the way her eyes lingered on his brother or other hunters.
If Neteyam were to make a dumb decision and get with her, she’d be tainted. Ruined by someone else because Neteyam knew Kya was no virgin. But [Y/n], although she claimed to be worse than Neteyam, was fresh meat.
Nobody dared mess with her, she always had a rebuttal. Nobody wanted her because she was a handful, perfect for Neteyam. “I see,” Neteyam stood up and placed a hand on the girl's back, “Thank you, Kya,” he then walked away.
Kya’s eyes lingered on you, what could you possibly have that she doesn't? She wasn't afraid to admit, she wanted Neteyam for his title. Imagine her the next Tsahik, she understood she’d need to put an act on. But Neteyam was always looking at you. She had to get rid of you, make Neteyam understand it was her he wanted.
You played with the water in front of you. You were at peace Pandora was so big, and you thought it was sad you might never get to see all its wonderful parts. You were so gone, you jumped up when you heard sudden movement behind you.
“Who's there?” your heart raced as your eyes searched for something moving, “didn't mean to scare you,” Neteyam came out with his hands up. You rolled your eyes, “If you're here telling me I need to go back you have wasted your time.”
He laughed, “i’m not here for such things,” you looked at him, “Then what are you doing out here?” you didn't believe him. You convinced yourself that you could read anybody, but you found it difficult with Neteyam. “I could ask you the same question.”
You huffed, “I asked first,” the boy came closer, “have you always had such a mouth?” your eyes widened, “have you always been so intrusive?” the boy shrugged, “Maybe.”
“Well, I won't be answering any of your questions,” you turned away from him, “a girl with a mouth like yours needs to be tamed.” you turned to him before charging toward him, “You have no right to say I need to be tamed. I am not some toy-,” he cut you off by putting a hand on your throat. It was a gentle yet firm grip, “let me go.”
It was times like these when you remembered your place, that men's strength was no match for you, and no matter how strong you thought you were they could still overpower you. “Why should I? I’ve been here for only minutes and you’ve been nothing but rude toward me.”
You fought in his grasp, “You know if you really wanted me to let go, you’d fight harder.” The boy's grip became harder, “I know you have more fight in you, but I think you like this.”
His smile was wicked, “you like being helpless at the disposal of me,” you shook your head, “then fight,” you tired but he held you tight. “What I thought.”
You didn't want him to know, that this secretly turned you on. He was the only person to put you in your place, it was rare for anyone to do that.
He let go of you, letting you fall to the floor, “I bet if I were to open you up right now, you’d be wet.”
You coughed as you tried putting distance between yourself and the boy, “Don't run, you know you love this,” you couldn't lie you loved every part of this. You never expected Neteyam to be like this, he was so good at hiding this side of himself.
Neteyam bent down to your level, trailing a finger down your leg, “you're so beautiful,” your breath hitched, “so needy,” he laughed. “No, i’m not,” he looked at your eyes you still had a fire in them.
Other girls would give up by now, but not you. You were determined to fight till the end. “I love how you fight me,” he gripped your ankle pulling you in, “it makes it more fun for when I break you.”
“You won’t break me,” his grip became tighter as his smile deepened, “wanna bet?” his other hand traveled to between your legs, “your soaking.”
You fought back a moan, “There's no point in fighting now, baby,” he caught your clit causing a moan to slip out, “Give in to me, you never have to worry again.”
You threw your head back, “never,” Neteyam nodded, “I’ve always loved a good challenge,” he plunged a finger inside you, “so tight can't wait to fill you up!”
You started moaning, and you couldn't hold it back, “that's right baby,” he picks up speed as he feels you tighten around his fingers. He was going fast and you felt yourself coming near, “slow down,” if anything your words made him go faster, “After you cum on my fingers, you’ll do it on my dick.”
Your eyes widen, as you felt yourself let go. Your body twitched as he let go of you, “open wide,” he brought his fingers to your mouth. You moved his hand as you tried to catch your breath, but he grabbed your cheeks and pushed his fingers into your mouth. “See, it's not so hard is it?”
You choked on his fingers till he finally let go of you. He stood up, “Get on all fours,” you knew why he wanted you to. You shook your head, “That wasn't a request,” you looked into his eyes, “Please, just,” he laughed, “are you begging?”
You couldn't believe it yourself, “I just need time,” you said as you tried to stand up but he pushed you to the ground, “Play with your nipples.”
“What?” you looked at him crazy, “You heard me. If you want time you’ll listen,” it was such a humiliating thing to ask. Yet you still did it, “look into my eyes,” you looked at his eyes, “Look at you, such a slut for me,” you rolled your nipples as he degraded you, “I shouldn't be so nice to you,” he said causing a shiver to roll down your back.
“Please,” you said as he put his foot between your legs, “grind,” it just kept piling up. You did what he asked, “No one will ever see you like this,” you nodded as you felt yourself near, “I’ll give you a week, every night I expect you to edge yourself.” he got down to your level.
“If I find out someone else has touched you, or you’ve come without permission I will fuck you for everyone to see,” you nodded as he stood up and walked away, “be a good girl.”
You laid back thinking about what just happened. That boy was going to be the death of you.
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Kya watched as you helped the elders put boxes away, “is that all?” you smiled at them, “Yes, thank you, dear!” you walked out deciding to head somewhere else.
Your mind kept going back to Neteyam. The way he handled you was such a turn-on, you smiled thinking back to it. You did as he asked, besides the no cumming part. What he doesn't know won’t hurt him, you thought as you walked.
As you were walking, a hand pulled you causing a gasp to leave your throat. “What the fuck,” you said yanking the hand away, “if you wanted my attention should've said my name like a normal person,” you looked up at your captor to see Kya.
Kya has an imaginary battle going on with you. Ever since you two were children she always tries to be better than you. She never wins although you don't care enough, you do think it's funny seeing her get all railed up.
“Kya what's your problem this time?” you rub the spot on your arm she yanked you by, it was definitely going to bruise. “Why are you spending time with Neteyam?” you couldn't help but smile. This was over Neteyam?
“Why do you care?” the girl’s nose flared as she spoke, “Please [Y/n], everyone knows me and him are expected to mate,” you shrugged, “I don't keep up with the local gossip.”
“Enough with your remarks! I’m telling you right now stay away from him,” you looked her up and down, “or what? You're going to kill me?” now you probably knew getting her all worked up wasn't the smartest thing but you were bored.
She gasps, “No, I won't kill you, but I’ll do something that makes you wish I did.” you laughed, “Can't wait!” you were starting to get under her skin, “you must be drugged him,” she said, “why would he want a girl like you?”
You didn't know the answer to that, why did he want you? “He obviously doesn't want you, Kya. Grow up fighting me won't make him want you,” she narrowed her eyes at you, “and he so obviously wants you?”
You looked at her funny, “Answer your own question dumbass,” she was becoming increasingly annoying, “I don't know what you did to him, but I promise you I always get what I want.” you turned around flipping her off, “whatever makes you sleep at night.”
The most annoying thing about you was, you didn't care. Kya’s threats were meaningless to you, she knew that. No matter what anyone said, it was like they went in one ear and out the other. She’d never voice this out loud but she was jealous of you.
You didn't need anyone's approval to be happy. Her whole life she’s been fighting for that number-one spot and you don't even try, yet you still got it.
Her parents push her every day to be this amazing girl, who gets all the guys and has all these friends. Your parents love you no matter what. She understood you both had different personalities, your personality was more carefree. You didn't listen most of the time, but Neteyam still wanted you. He doesn't even look her way.
You don't have all the friends she does, you seem happier alone though. You spend your time with the elders, always listening to their stories. She hated you so much she wished she was you.
“Teyem!” she giggled as she watched the boy. He seemed lost in thought but his eyes still looked at her, “Kya,” she smiled, “what are you up to?” he sighed, “Nothing,” Neteyam rarely had a moment to himself. He wanted to kill the girl for interrupting him.
He was imagining what faces you’d make as he fucks you hard. “We should hang out together!” that was the last thing he wanted, “why?” her face flushed, “to get to know each other better, last time we spoke you were asking about that girl-,” he smiled, “what girl?”
Kya smiled, “[Y/n],” She couldn't contain her happiness, maybe she was wrong, and he didn't like you. He sighed, “she's pretty cool,” Neteyam said, “pretty lazy,” Neteyam's head looked at her, “what else is she like,” he smiled at the girl.
“[Y/n] only does things when she feels like it,” Neteyam nodded, “I was just talking with her about how she doesn't deserve a boy like you,” Neteyam’s smile fell, “What?” Kya laughed, “She's so boring, I was only humbling her.”
Neteyam gripped her arm, “what did you tell her?” his gaze became hard. “Huh?” he hit her on the head with his other hand. He dragged her onto a tree. “You better hope she doesn't take your advice.”
The girl cried as Neteyam’s hand grabbed her neck, “Aw why so sad?” he smiled, “Did you touch her?” she shook her head, “No, Neteyam I didn't!”
“So, if I see her, she won't have a mark on her,” her mind goes back to when you were rubbing your arm, “Neteyam I didn't mean to! I was just trying to get her attention!”
Neteyam faked sympathy, “I bet, it was a simple accident,” the girl nodded but Neteyam’s grip got stronger, “let me tell you something,” he looked her up and down, “ever come near my mate again, I’ll rip you limp to limp,” he smiled before letting go.
“I’ll tell everyone! That you did this to me!” she cried from the floor, “did what? They all know you're a whore, these marks on you? They got there because you got too carried away after a fun night, and who are they going to believe? The whore or Toruk Makto’s son?” he smiled before walking away.
“They told me if I keep working hard, I’ll be ready before my birthday!” you smiled at your mother, “My little girl is growing up!” she wiped fake tears from her eyes.
You laughed till you both heard footsteps, “Good afternoon Mrs. [L/n]!” Neteyam said as he flashed a smile, “Neteyam! What a surprise!” you rolled your eyes, thankfully your mother doesn't see. “I was wondering if I could borrow your daughter for a little bit?”
Your mother nodded, “That's alright with me!” you stood up, “See you later mom,” You kissed her and walked ahead of the boy. “Such a good boy in front of others,” you said when the boy caught up to you, “always, my in-laws need to know their daughter is in safe hands.”
You looked at him, “In-laws? So soon?” he laughed, “Oh, you’ll learn with me I like to move quickly,” he nodded, “What if I said no?” he shrugged, “You won’t.”
“How do you know,” he smiled, “because i’m the best thing to happen to you.” you hated how right he was, “You always have to be right,” he nodded, “love a quick learner.”
Once you two were a far enough distance his persona changed, “last time we spoke I gave you two rules to follow,” you nodded, “yet you have a bruise on your arm,” he said which made you smile, “this wasn't from a guy, Kya just grabbed me to hard.”
“I said if I found out somebody else touches you I’d be upset, did I not?” you nodded, “no guy touched me!” he smiled, “somebody could be a girl as well, [Y/n],” you pulled your arm back, “it wasn't like that.”
He was this mad about Kya wait till he finds out you came this week.
“You still broke my rule, so now we're going to play a different game,” he gripped you, “it's called tag,” he smiled, “I’ll give you twenty seconds to run, and if I catch you I can do whatever I want you.”
You smiled, “And if you don't?” he sighed, “I’ll leave you alone forever.” you thought about it. “Deal.”
He smiled, “Better get to running, pretty face.” With that, you immediately booked it.
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HEYYYYY!!! Hope you enjoy this story! So much fun writing about Neteyam in a darker light, hopefully, you all appreciate it!
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melobin · 1 month
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online 𐙚 song eunseok
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warnings. dom!eunseok, camboy!eunseok x female reader, video call sex, praise, female and male masturbation.
wc. 1.5k
summary. in which famed camboy song eunseok holds a competition for one fan to have a private video call with you and you just happen to win it.
part of my late 2k prompt event
1. “i’ve never done this before”
11. “shh, i know it feels good baby”
22. “do you feel that?”
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“i’ve never done this before” you saw the way eunseok’s eyes lit up through your monitor, amusement laced through them.
“so basically, i’m your first time?” you nodded lightly, “i guess so”
“i’ll take care of you, you know that right?”
“of course” eunseok watched you for a few moments, taking in the sight of you on his screen.
“i was blessed to have someone so pretty win the competition” you gulped at his words, skin feeling hot under his gaze. the competition, the word almost made you shiver. it was just a one off draw that you entered for a private video call with eunseok, you entered it for fun not thinking you’d win but somehow you found yourself staring at your monitor as he watched you through your webcam. “you’re almost too pretty”
“you’re just trying to flatter me”
“is it working?” he raised an eyebrow, a half smile sitting on his lips “so tell me what you entered the draw for? just for a chat or did you want something else?” it was clear to what he was hinting at, the way he leant back a little further in his chair and spread his legs under his desk.
“i guess i joined for a bit of fun, didn’t actually expect to win”
“are you a regular viewer?” something about his question flustered you a little, it was a new experience telling a camboy you watched often that you liked his content. it was crude, dirty, the fact he knew you probably got off to his streams made you shiver.
“i found you a few months ago, i’ve seen more of your videos than your streams but”
“but?”
“i do enjoy them, a lot” eunseok laughed a little at your go around way of confirming his suspicions.
“you mean there’s a pretty girl fucking herself to my streams? i’m hounered” his fingers trailed along his own thigh, hand pressing down against the bulge that was forming in his sweatpants “the thought of you playing with your little clit whilst watching me turns me on you know”
“you turn me on” he smiled at the boldness of your words, hand pressing a little harder against himself.
“prove it” you weren’t exactly one to back down from a challenge but the way he spoke to you heightened your nerves. eunseok made your nervous.
you let your fingers shakily undo the buttons of your pajama shirt, your bra coming into his vision as you did. given what eunseok done, you knew what the call would lead to so you wanted to wear something pretty for him, but now you were showing him you couldn’t fight your light embarrassment.
“wore something special for me, huh?” you gulped as you felt his gaze on you, your fingers opened up the rest of your pajama shirt before you let it fall from your arms, crumbling up on the chair beneath you.
“i wanted to look pretty for you”
“you look gorgeous” you let his words spur you on, fingers hooking over your bra before you pulled it down a little, exposing your chest to him. eunseok raised his eyebrow as he watched you cup your breast in your hand, his eyes were focused on the way your fingers pinched your nipple.
the shorts you wore done nothing to contain your arousal, you could already feel yourself seeping through your panties onto the thin material of them. the feeling only got worse as you watched him remove his shirt, his lean body coming into view as his hand cupped his bulge.
“god, i could fuck you so well” he groaned as he spoke, he resisted the urge to push down his sweatpants so he could grab his leaking cock. there was something about you that seemed so innocent and timid, he wanted to break you because of that. just from looking at you he was sure he could turn your brain to mush by fucking you senseless, could turn you into his own little cock hungry whore. maybe he could make that happen one day, but for now he was focused on you.
“i know” you sounded pathetic, whimpering at barely anything. in a way, you felt as if you were waiting for him to make a move and tell you what to do, but you also wanted to be confident and show him you could do it yourself. so you did.
your hand left your breast as you brought it down your body, legs widening so he could see the way your fingers rubbed your clit lightly over your shorts. eunseok groaned as he watched you, mouth watering as he thought about how soaked you must be under the fabric.
“you should show me how you touch yourself when you’re watching me” you shivered at his words, watching as his hand snuck under his sweatpants and pushed them down slightly, the familiar sight of his hardened cock stiff in his hand entering your vision. his hand slowly stroked his cock, his eyes darkening as he watched you slip your shorts and panties to the side exposing yourself to him. he was sure he could see your pussy glisten under the harsh light of your computer, he had to squeeze the base of his cock to calm himself briefly. he wanted to devour you.
your fingers lightly grazed over your swollen clit, you whimpered softly as you put more pressure against it. your head fell back against the head rest of your chair once your fingers started circling the nub, eyes still focused on your computer screen as you watched eunseok pump his cock. a trickle of precum slipped down the side of it, his tip looked raw, almost sore from how red it was. you’d seen him like this a few times on stream, so desperate for a release whilst his cock throbbed in his hand and he groaned. that eunseok was your favourite kind of eunseok, shameless and desperate to cum, just like he was now.
eunseok wasn’t small, he was borderline intimidatingly big, his cock always say so prettily in his hand, his cum always looking delicious once it dripped down the side. you couldn’t take your eyes off of him, struggling to keep your gaze in one place.
“stretch yourself out for me baby” his voice had dropped in octaves, it was deeper as it echoed throughout your room. you could only whimper as you dragged your fingers through your slit and pushed one inside of yourself, being quick to add another with ease due to how wet you were. eunseok’s hand moved quicker on his cock, he groaned as he watched you fuck yourself with your fingers.
“do you feel that?” you nodded and whimpered at his question, fingers curling inside of you causing you to shiver “you know you’d feel me deeper don’t you, baby?”
“fuck, yes” eunseok forced himself to hold back an almost broken moan at the way you whimpered as you spoke, he could hear the desperation in your voice and it was slowly ruining him inside. his jaw fell slack as he watched your other hand reach down to your clit, the pleasure from your fingers curling inside of yourself and your other hand on your clit had you moaning more frequently, hips squirming on the chair beneath you. eunseok would have done anything in that moment to be able to grab you and lay you down, wanting nothing more than to push his cock into you and have you falling apart around it.
“shh, i know it feels good baby” his voice was breathless as he worked his hand on his cock, his tip leaking almost violently now as he grew closer to the edge “should buy you a toy so you can fuck yourself with it for me” you whimpered a little louder, a breathless moan following.
“please” you weren’t sure what you were pleading for but they kept falling from you, they sounded like heaven to eunseok’s ears.
“gonna cum, baby?”
“fuck” was all that left you as you opened your mouth, unable to properly talk to him as the pleasure grew more intense. all that could be heard from your room was the squelching sound of your fingers fucking into yourself and your broken whimpers.
“do it” it sounded like a challenge as it fell from his lips, his hips bucking up into his hand as he fucked it, feeling his own orgasm drawing closer as he watched you “fuck you’re so sweet” he never took his eyes off of you as you came, your thighs shook as you released over your fingers and whimpered his name, the whimper hitting him hard as you watched him spurt his cum over his chest. his groans filled your ears and the sight of him had you clenching around your fingers before you withdrew them.
both of you were breathing heavily as you watched each other, eunseok laughed lightly as he saw how fucked out you looked. he knew this wasn’t going to be the only time you two were going to be doing this.
“keep me friended on here angel, i’ll send you a toy soon”.
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lunaviee · 1 year
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drunk rin headcanons!
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itoshi rin x reader headcanons
tags/warnings: alcohol, fluff/crack, all characters are 22+, ooc?, not proof read
synopsis: how your constantly stoic boyfriend would act drunk
authors notes: this was such a random idea and idek where i got it from honestly. definitely out of character but like he’s also drunk soo??
word count: 2k
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imma be so fr, drunk rin is adorable but bro NEVER shows it
he’s not a light weight and can hold his alcohol pretty well, but he never really drinks. he thinks it’s a waste and is overall just bad for your body.
but one day his team all had a party at reo’s penthouse and you managed to convince rin to go with you. he really only went for you, not wanting any of his friends around you alone with alcohol
after some time, isagi challenged him to a dumb drinking game. maybe he wanted to impress you or maybe he just didn’t want isagi to win, but he agreed nonetheless
now keep in mind, this is rin we’re talking about, so it’s really rare for him to participate in something like this. it was stupid and chaotic as hell with all of their friends cheering them on with each drink, nagi even recording the whole thing
of course you had to record as well so you sat yourself on a chair across from your boyfriend to really get a good view of what he was getting himself into
several shots later, isagi tapped out, causing the group of guys to burst into cheers and laughter. they both looked like they were gonna barf. like, their heads were down on the table and bachira shaking and jumping on them definitely didn’t help
not even an hour later, isagi was out COLD on reo’s couch but everyone else was still fucking around, making even more dumb drinking games
okay, now on to the actual rin headcanons HEHE
he becomes veryy affectionate and just kinda wants to be around you for the rest of the night. you being the amazing partner you are, and wanting to save his dignity from his friends, managed to sneak to one of reo’s guest bedrooms for rin to calm down in
surprisingly, he’s a more calm drunk. like he just gets sleepy and stuff, but he gets CLINGY. like he’s draping himself over you and gets all whiny if you move an inch.
saying stuff like “quit moving, i’m trying to sleep” or “where are you going?” and just being an affectionate, grouchy baby
he’s laying in between your legs with his head on your chest in a comfortable silence, the moonlight being the only source of illumination in the room
you obviously want him to get some rest but not necessarily in his teammates house, so you have to convince him to go back home;
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“hey, rinnieee..you awake, love?” you tease with a giggle, still carding your fingers through his hair
“yeah..” he grumbles
“you wanna go back home?”
“no..wanna stay with you more..’m tired…” his words slurring with each coming second. he sinks his face deeper into your chest as his grip tightens, as if you’d actually leave without him
you don’t even try to hide the large smile on your face, he was so soft like this! just like putty in your hands that melted more with each touch. his head tilted upwards towards your exposed shoulder, leaving kisses all over. not necessarily marks, just soft touches that led up your neck
he travels his way to your face, his elbow propping him up while his free hand cupped your cheek. sweet, quiet giggles escaped your lips with each kiss he gave you, causing his heart to soar. (he LOVES your laugh and your smile like he’d kill for it)
it was rare for rin to have such a beautiful smile on his face, paired with the song of his laughter. giggles filled the bedroom, you leaning against the headboard of the bed and rin still on top of you. the moonlight highlighted his frame perfectly and you just sat there, staring at your boyfriends pretty face for a second before speaking up,
“you’re really pretty, you know that?” you cupped his face, nudging your foreheads together, both still giggling like teenagers. of course, you had always given rin these compliments, but it seemed that he only let them affect him like this when in such a vulnerable, drunken state.
at this point, rin was drunk on many things; alcohol, sleepiness, kisses, love.
you pulled him in for another kiss, this one lasting longer, with more passion. his emotions and the alcohol seem to have gotten to him in that moment, pulling away with a sleepy smile only to collapse back onto your shoulder.
more kisses were smeared on your collar bone, incoherent mumbles leaving his lips, “god i love you”
“i love too, my rinnie. now, as much as i adore you kissing me like this, i think it’s time we go home, yeah?” you suggest, pressing a kiss to his forehead.
silence.
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“5 more minutes..”
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soon enough, you managed to drag him out of the party and say your goodbyes
you drove home, obviously
and just like that, the whiny, clingy itoshi rin was back, begging you to just come to bed
at this point, he was just getting grumpy. all tired and wanting his love in his arms :(
soon enough, your nightly routine was finished and boy did he hold you TIGHT
though, the evening came and went and the dreaded hangover had finally begun
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beams of sunlight peaked through the window blinds, casting its rays on your boyfriends cute face. you pulled away a bit to take in his sleeping form; cheek smooshed against his pillow with dark bangs scattered across his face. the lack of warmth on his chest caused rin to instinctively pull you closed to him, shoving your face onto his collarbone.
a giggle bubbles in your chest, leaving light kisses on the strikers chest. minutes passed and he woke up, inhaling sharply with a rugged groan. rin buried his face deeper into your neck as an attempt to shield away from the sunlight, but unfortunately, his headache was there to stay.
“ughh. stupid isagi. stupid headache. ‘ts all..lukewarm nd stupid.” he was rambling, trying to distract himself from the throbbing of his head.
“weren’t you the one that agreed?” you teased, a giggle flowing out of your mouth.
silence.
“he shouldn’t have asked in the first place.” he grumbled back, clearly not wanting to accept that he’s in the wrong
“mhmm right, alright well let’s cure that hangover of yours, hm?” you shifted out of his grasp to get a painkiller and some water
warm, lithe fingers wrapped around your wrist, pulling you back into bed. “wait…..don’t..don’t leave yet” his eyes shifted with embarrassment, pulling the blanket closer to him.
“wh- huh? rin, babe, im just going to get you some painkillers so your headache won’t bother you” you laugh out, a curious look painting your face
“yeah well…do that later. i can deal with it for a bit longer” his grip tightened around your waist, warm cheeks flush against your collarbone
and so that’s how you spent a good chunk of your morning, until he started groaning and complaining and finally let you get him some medicine
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you obviously tease him about this for AT LEAST a week, because he’s your darling boyfriend and you have to
but, he’d never have it any other way <3
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AHHH IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR SOFT RIN ITS NOT OKAYYY
this is very out of character but it warms my soul so just go with it. i hope this is good bc i wrote it while i was supposed to be doing homework LOLL
imma be honest, i really hate this but i wanted to publish SOMETHING so yeah don’t hate me for this guys i need advice
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written by lunaviee feb 2023, do not repost, copy, or translate any of my works.
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marvelmymarvel · 1 year
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The Uchiha
Tobirama Senju x Uchiha!Reader
Synopsis: He hated all Uchihas, every last one of them. But you? You were somehow different... And he didn't like that.
Important note: I know the timeline/ages are OFF as Tobirama was 39 when he became Hokage. Let's pretend he was 25 :)
Naruto Masterlist: Here
Also, Tobirama drinks respect women juice. It's canon in this house.
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Madara's huff of annoyance sounded out in the room as you turned down yet another suitor. "Sister, why must you sabotage every proposal that comes your way? I'm trying to help you find a husband-"
"I do not wish to get married yet Madara, I'm only 21" You bit back, arms crossed as you pouted up at him. This whole 'suitor' search had been going on for months now, and you were growing tired of the good-for-nothing men your brother brought your way. "And when do you expect to finally be "ready" for marriage, Y/n... Your time is running out-"
"I'm only 21"
You always hated the idea of marrying young and it was the Uchiha way to be married by the time you turned 22. As the head of the clan, Madara was having a very hard time accepting that you were not willing to follow protocols when he was already struggling to maintain power amongst the members. "Y/n please..."
He sounded so pitiful, so tired... But you were done with this conversation. Standing from your spot on the floor, you brushed off the dirt from your dress and started towards the door "We can talk about this later, I want to go for a walk"
"You can't run from this forever Y/n. You will be married within the next 6 months"
You slammed the sliding door shut, eyes rolling in anger as you took off towards the town. "How could he be so selfish, trying to set me up with men that I clearly have no interest in" you huffed out to yourself quietly as you stormed past members of the clan. Some sent you glares, others averted their gazes knowing that one wrong look would mean certain death from either you or your brother.
Your body relaxed as you entered Konoha's downtown area, the Uchiha section and its demands of you were now far away. The sound of the people bustling around the market filled you with joy. There were many girls that were around your age sitting around outside of a cafe, they seemed to be laughing about some stupid thing that had happened to one of them. It was so simple but it was a reality you yearned for.
Sometimes you hated being a part of the clan. They were just so far behind the times and it felt almost suffocating to exist among their stuffy ideologies.
'You're supposed to get married young and give your husband as many children as he desires.'
'Your place is in the home, where you care for your husband and children.'
'Ambitions? You don't need them! Don't forget, your place is beside your husband and that's that'
God, it made you sick. There was nothing wrong with being a homemaker, but it wasn't for you. You wanted to get out there, work, have dreams, and find love naturally... Not through your brother of all people.
You wanted someone else, someone different. Someone who wasn't in the clan and someone who would challenge you to be something more than just a wife and mother. You wanted-
You halted in your tracks as he crossed in front of you, his Kage cape flapping in the wind behind him making him look bigger than he was. Your mouth dropped a little as you watched them walk away, you hadn't seen either of them since Tobirama became the second Hokage and it felt like today was your lucky day.
"Tobirama! Hashirama!" You called out, hand shooting up as you caught up to them. Hashirama smiled brightly at you, arm opening up urging you to hug him "Y/n! How've you been? How's Madara?"
You slyly shot a glance toward the white-haired man, and you didn't miss the slight annoyance that flashed across his face at your presence. You knew he didn't like your clan. You didn't like your clan either.
"I've been good. Madara's been... Madara" You were trying to sound chipper, but the thought of Madara soured your mood again. Hashirama nodded, he knew you and Madara were on thin ice what with him trying to find you a husband and you NOT going along with it. "Husband search not going well?"
Your face morphed into a scowl and Hashirama kicked himself for even asking when he knew that's what was wrong. Tobirama's eyebrows furrowed together at your change in demeanor, he was used to your ruthless attitude, so this was something he wasn't expecting. You grew embarrassed under Hashirama's pitiful look and Tobiramas inquisitive stare, "If I do marry, it won't be an Uchiha" you muttered quietly before brushing past the two men.
The two brothers stood there in silence as they watched you walk swiftly down the street towards some food stands, "I shouldn't have said anything" Hashirama sighed as he rubbed his face in anguish, "Her brother's going to kill me"
"Why does she not want to marry an Uchiha?" Tobirama breathed out, he didn't know what was getting into him, but it felt like he was seeing you for the first time in his entire life. He had known you for years, ever since you were children. He found you to be quite annoying and lumped you together with the other Uchihas that he hated.
Yet something felt off.
"They treat their women like property. It's mandatory that a woman marries before 22 and has a child before 23. Her place is in the home and they can't do anything without permission from their husbands"
"That's ridiculous. Women have needs and desires as well-"
"Yes I know Tobirama but that's how the clan operates-"
"Well, it's another reason as to why I despise that god-forsaken lineage-"
"If you're so upset with it why not marry her?"
Tobirama slammed his mouth shut at Hashiramas statement. Him? Marry YOU? An UCHIHA of all people?! Hashirama stood his ground though, he wasn't stupid and he saw the looks Tobirama has been sending you for YEARS now. Tobirama could lie all he wanted to, he has always cared for you more than he'd like to admit. Tobirama started to take off back to the Hokage's office, not liking the look Hashirama was giving him "I don't think marriage is a good idea, the clan will disown her if she marries outside of their circle-"
"She hates her clan Tobirama and honestly, I think you're the only person who can make her happy"
Tobirama tripped on his footing trying to stop in disbelief. His eyes were wide and his face was full of disgust at what Hashirama was insinuating. Him? Make you happy? Not possible.
"Uchiha or not, you can't deny that you care for her in some way. I know this because you look at her differently than you look at anyone else. You don't even look at the women you try to court that way-"
"I'm done with this conversation" Tobirama huffed out, his face was burning red and the whiteness of his cloak only made it more noticeable that he was embarrassed. Hashirama opened his mouth to make another statement but Tobirama stormed towards the Hokage's office, leaving him standing there in disbelief.
How could someone so smart, be so clueless.
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* 2 weeks later *
Your feet kicked at the ground as you waited for your turn to talk to the Hokage. Madara was unable to meet with Tobirama to go over the latest requests of the Uchiha clan, so you were left to the task of talking to the stubborn man who always seemed to make your heart race faster than it should.
"Y/n Uchiha? You're free to go in now"
You nodded at the secretary before standing and heading towards the door, heart pounding as your gripped the wooden door. Sliding it open, you popped your head in before letting out a quiet 'hello'. Tobirama's head shot up at the sound of your voice, he was expecting Madara so this was quite the surprise. "Y/n" he greeted firmly, trying very hard to calm his nerves as he took you in.
You were wearing a simple dress, not too fancy but not too casual. It fit you in all of the right ways, you were attractive sure.
But it was your smile that took his breath away. It reached your eyes, making you appear carefree even though he knew you weren't. "So sorry about my brother's absence. He grew ill over the weekend and asked me to step in for this discussion" you explained sheepishly as you navigated your way to one of the chairs across from the desk.
Tobirama didn't say anything but nodded at your apology, he wasn't upset with this change of plans. He was actually happy. After his discussion with his brother, he tried to push you out of his mind, but every time he saw you he was reminded of the feelings he so desperately tried to hide. "What do you want to speak about?" Tobirama started as you sat down in front of him. You looked at him wide-eyed as if he was asking you something foreign, "Oh! Yes, that" you finally stated as you opened up the envelope with the items to discuss.
Your eyes scanned over each bullet, humming to yourself in agreement with the requests on the page, but you grew still at the last bullet point. Tobirama cocked his head as he took in the way your face fell into disbelief and sadness. "Is something the matter?" His voice was clear but muffled at the same time thanks to the growing rage pounding in your ears. "They want your help with finding my suitor..."
His blood ran cold at the words, if they were asking for his help, that meant-
"They want to look outside of the clan" you breathed out, and in a way, you almost sounded relieved. "Is that something you want?" Tobirama's question was met with silence, but it wasn't a no. "I guess you'll need to marry into a higher-ranking family, do you have a preference-"
"Wait wait wait" you started, waving your hands as your cheeks heated up at the idea of marrying someone who wasn't in your inner circle. You didn't know if you were happy about this, you didn't know if this was a better option. Tobirama studied you from across his desk, you were somehow giving off the energy of relief but also anguish, two feelings that never went together.
"What do you want, Y/n?"
His question took you off guard, it wasn't usual for someone to ask you what you wanted. "I... I want to marry someone who will let me be more than just his wife. Someone that will let me be me." You finally breathed out, your nerves beginning to somehow morph into excitement at the idea of getting what you wanted. "So a higher-ranking individual who will let you be you? Is that all you desire?" Tobirama sounded calm, but inside he was kicking himself. He tried to rack his brain for who you could marry, but all he saw was himself.
"Yes. I suppose"
Your answer was quiet and bashful, had you somehow read his mind and saw the very image of you two together? "Do you have a preference to what clan-"
"Um... Maybe a Senju?" It was bold, very bold of you to blurt it out so quickly. It told him that you had pondered the answer to that question for some time now. "Well, you're in luck. The Senju clan isn't as backward as the Uchihas are. You will have no issue finding a husband who will nurture you and your desires" Tobirama was thankful you couldn't see his shaking hands below the desk. He didn't like the idea of you being with someone in the Senju clan, someone who wasn't him.
This felt wrong. He hated your clan so why were you different? Had he always felt this way and hated you to cover it up? He thought back to when you were kids. You were a couple of years younger than him and you were always trying to talk to him even though it was forbidden.
Forbidden.
'The Uchiha clan is evil. I forbid you from talking to them in any way shape or form'
That's what his father always preached, Hashirama never listened but he did. Now he was regretting it.
"How do you feel about me?"
"I'm sorry what?" You sputtered out, eyes wide at how calm he sounded. Tobirama didn't falter, only stared at you as if urging you to answer even if you didn't want to. "I uh. I guess I like you? I don't know I enjoy your company and-"
"I meant marrying me"
Your blood ran cold but not in a bad way. Your face burned and the heat began to travel down your neck and chest. He was what you wanted, what you've always wanted. Ever since you were kids you decided that he was the one you wanted to be with. But he always hated you so you wrote it off as a stupid crush and tried to move on.
The key word was 'tried'.
"I've wanted that for a while yes-"
"Then it's settled. I will send a notice to your brother. I will be taking you to dinner tonight, do you have a restaurant you like- What's wrong?"
Tobirama noticed your eyes widening at his words and he didn't know if it was a good or bad thing. You had just admitted that you wanted to marry him, so why were you looking at him like he had 5 heads? "I just didn't expect this to happen. I thought you hated me to be honest"
He bit his lip, contemplating what to say to reassure you that you were different. He did hate your clan but he didn't hate you. The hatred he felt was because he was infatuated with you. But how could he put that into words? There was no way to reassure you in the way you deserved. Instead, he stood and circled the desk before leaning against it. "Let me take you out. Let me court you... You'll see that the feeling of hatred was one of forbidden desire"
You nodded slowly at his words, still uneasy and unsure.
"Now where do you want to go for dinner?"
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strongheartneteyam · 3 months
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Everyone wants him, that was my crime.
Pairing: Neteyam Sully x female!omatikaya!reader
cw: mostly angst, TRIGGER WARNING for Reader being bullied bad by some Omatikaya girls, the perks of dating a popular boy (irony alert), hurt/comfort, neteyam reassuring Reader, some fluff, a stab in the heart disguised as a fic basically
So, this is just an angsty Neteyam fic inspired by “Slut!” by Taylor to make you guys suffer with me, I guess.
na'vi words: tweng (loincloth), nantang (viperwolf), tanhì (star - term of endearment)
Not proofread.
Love thorns all over this rose
I'll pay the price, you won't
But if I'm all dressed up they might as well be looking at us
And if they call me a slut
You know, it might be worth it for once
“Slut!” (Taylor Swift)
You were dressed in your best tweng, one you had spent a long time making, wearing your best beaded long necklace to cover your breasts and even wearing some flowers to decorate your black, silky hair.
But none of that mattered. They laughed at you. The girls you thought were pretty and just so skilled and… popular. Something that you were never able to be, it didn't matter how hard you tried when you were a teenager. You were now a 22 year old girl, so, being popular did not matter to you anymore but it did not mean that having only one friend and having those girls look funny at you stopped hurting. The harassment did not stop there, it also included pushing you, putting their feet in front of you so you could trip and then pretending they hadn't done anything, saying something smelled bad whenever you were close to them and laughing inside their little group, making you smell your arms and your hair to try and see if you were the one who was smelly, just for the sadistic pleasure of messing with your head. You were a strong girl but stuff like that would bring down even the bravest na'vi female warrior.
“She thinks she's from the Tawkami clan, all dressed with flowers like this.” The girls would mock and laugh as you passed by
Your sad big amber eyes focused on the ground as shame and self doubt covered your body and beat you up from the inside.
Yes, you did love wearing flowers, sometimes wearing them in many different places in your body, on your hair and on necklaces over your breasts, but you never thought it was a bad thing until they pointed it out. It got to a point where you just couldn't take that many comments about your flowers anymore, the ones you used to pick up in the forest with a chest filled with joy. It used to be an incredibly wholesome, spiritual activity for you, but at those following days, you only felt rage and pain when you looked at your flowers. Poor them. It wasn't their fault. They were as pretty as ever. But you decided to tone it down and now you only wore a flower crown most days.
It was hard to relax. You could almost never be at ease when you were walking around the tribe, trying to focus on doing your chores as an Omatikaya, because you never knew when some girl would make a mean comment or just laugh at you, leaving you wondering if you looked weird or walked funny.
You tried to convince yourself that it was worth it, that you would get through it to be with the boy you loved, the one you were promised to and was soon to go through a mateship ritual with in front of the whole clan to bond you two together forevermore.
But it was insanely hard and sometimes it felt like you couldn't breathe.
Being Neteyam Suli's, the Omatikaya tribe heartthrob, mate to be was challenging to say the least. And yes, you knew that you were being bullied because he had chosen you. When it all started, you tried to convince yourself it was all in your head, that there must be another more rational reason for you to be bullied by those girls, that they couldn't be doing all this out of jealousy. It seemed too stupid, childish and… cruel, honestly. But even Neteyam pointed it out to you.
“Don't be sad because of those girls, tanhì. They are mad because you're mine and they wish they were in your place. But I chose you because I saw something in you that I didn't see in any of them. You're always honest, you have a childlike light in your eyes and a pure soul. They got nothing on you and that's why they treat you badly.”
He had told you those words one day when you were crying about being excluded from the girls’ friendship groups in the tribe. Neteyam's words reassured you of his love and made you feel better but the wounds still hurt.
Sometimes, the worst part of you told you to give up on him, that it was too difficult to bear, all those nantang like girls scorching you with their mean eyes every time they saw you walking around holding hands with Neteyam. But after a while, when you could think more rationally, you would think about how it would be unfair to him to do that. So what if those petty girls made you suffer? Making Neteyam suffer because you couldn't be brave enough to deal with that hardship would hurt you way more. Neteyam was worth it, he treated you like a princess, like you were the most beautiful, the most precious thing he had ever laid eyes upon. You'd be damned if you threw a love like that away because of other people's envy.
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mikaleialt · 4 months
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02| Secret Love Song
Bada Lee x Bebe!Reader
Cw: angst, fluff, get ready for another rollercoaster of emotions, sorry if took way too long <3
Part I here
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It has been weeks since the incident, and it has been weeks since you last talked to Bada. The whole team Bebe feel the tension between the two, even if you both act like you are in good terms with Bada.
Eventually the tension lessens after Bebe wins the 'New Song Choreography Challenge'. That time you were all in shock, and the win made you tear up. But even so, the strain in your relationship with Bada never disappears.
The event of that night hunts you 'till this day. You two ended up ignoring each other while still being with each other under one roof, cooking meals for each other, eating dinner together and even updating each other from time to time. Your relationship is all a blur, you don't know what to call it.
That night after Bada made it clear to you that she does not have any intention of making your relationship public, it felt like you two broke up right then as you left her crying alone in your living room. But why were you still holding on to each other? Even if there's no verbal affirmation that you two broke off, you both know that the relationship you have is already gone. So why are you still going back to the same house, sharing the same meals, and still do the same routines you did as couples.
"Bada Lee what are we now?" Was the only thought you have as you sit in the bench in your team's spot in the fight zone as Kang Daniel speaks through the microphone.
And now a new mission was announced, the Crew Battle Mission. Your heart drops at the mention of the crew battle since you know that no one in your team actually has experience when it comes to it. You looked at Bada as you see her get tensed, a worried look is planted on her face.
Days later, you are at the dance studio with the girls trying to come up a choreography for Wolf'lo's Crew Song, Crimson. It was a slow hiphop song so it is quite hard to come up with dance steps, but you managed to somehow.
Bada is out with her fans on a birthday cafe, and is yet to come to practice. September 22, it is her birthday today, you checked your phone. Your wallpaper no longer being your girlfriend but a picture of you which Bada took, she said it was her favorite photo of you, and you are holding on to it still. You smiled slightly upon remembering that day, at the same time your heart stings.
Lest to your knowledge, the younger members of team Bebe saw the smile on your face and they can't say that they aren't relieved to finally see your smile again. They thought that maybe you and Bada are finally ok.
"Oh unnie is smiling again!" Sowoen excitedly announces and the girls immediately swoon over you, hugging you tightly. You finally let out a noise of laughter, you felt happy once again after a long time of doing nothing but cry.
While you are busy goofing around with the girls, Bada finally arrives at the studio and saw how happy you look. She felt something weird inside her chest when she saw you laughing, something warm and fuzzy like she is falling in love once again, but it's also painful and her chest tightens at the same time.
"Bada unnie is here!" Cheche finally notices their leader at the door. "Unnie look at the move Y/n unnie came up with!" The girls then pulled Bada in front of them as they all formed in a circle. Kyma presses play, and the song started playing. When the beat drops, they executed the move, each of them dropping on the ground at the same time.
Bada was amazed, her gaze then falls on you, you look so proud at the girls, the familiar feeling once again was felt inside Bada's chest. You were standing a few feet away from Bada, watching the girls also on how they execute the move you did. Bada couldn't help but finally admire your face once again, then she finally saw your tired eyes, you sunken face, you must've lost a few pounds. Yet in Bada's eyes you are still beautiful.
The song stops and team Bebe looks at their leader, waiting for her feedback but they notice Bada just staring at Y/n.
"Unnie is so lovestruck" Tatter pointed out and the girls all giggled. Bada finaly snapped out of it, cheeks turning red as she finally gave her feedback to the girls.
A few moments later you finally finished practice and you and Bada are now making your way to her car. As soon as you mounted the car, Bada started driving. The drive was quiet, but not the usual suffocating silence that you two have endured these past months, it was a comforting silence, just like the ones you felt before you two entered the competition.
"Y/n... I'm sorry" Bada's eyes are still focused on the road ahead, you were shocked to hear Bada's words.
"Back then, I really don't think telling the public about our relationship is that important. I mean, I love the privacy we have and for me that is enough..." Bada sighs as she continues to talk, you just kept staring at her, listening to what she is saying.
"...But I realized I never did anything to try and understand your side. I was being selfish and... being a jerk too." She chuckled, you kept staring at her, seeing how sincere she was. You can't help but feel your heart swells up as Bada explains herself.
"At first, I never understand why you want to make our relationship public... It's the only thing I've been thinking about this whole time. But then earlier while I was with some of the fans, one of them asks for your number and told me to tell you that they have a huge crush on you, and that they were actually your classmate from highschool." Bada pauses once again as the car stops at the red light, she took this opportunity to finally stares back at you. You can see her eyes are getting watery.
"When she said that, I couldn't help but feel jealous. A thought came into my mind, "What if you found someone else? What if you found someone who is willing to shout at the whole world that they were yours? Would you be happy" My brain kept making me overthink about you being with somebody and it breaks my heart." Small tears are now streaming down her cheeks, she tries to wipe it off but more tears came falling down. Your heart stings at the sight of Bada crying.
The light turns green again, Bada composed herself and started driving once again. You still kept silent, letting Bada release all her emotions.
"And then when I came to the studio, I saw you laughing with the girls, it was the first time I saw you smile after a long time. Then I thought, "Would you be happy like this if I did your request?" And that's when I realize, maybe you don't really need a reason for wanting to publicize our relationship, maybe you just want to be happy to finally be able to express your love without hiding." Your heart swells up and now it was your turn to tear up.
"What I've been wanting to say is that... Y/n, I want to finally set this right and tell the whole world how much I love you. I couldn't last another day without you, so please give me a chance to fix it all. I want to be the one who brings you happiness, I want to be the reason why you laugh and smile. I'm sorry if I had only realized this now. I love you so much, I can't bear to lose you" By this time, Bada had parked the car on the side of the road to finally talk to you properly. Both of you are crying, out of instinct, you reached out to Bada to wipe her tears as she instantly leans in to your touch.
"Y/n..." She held your hand close to her, bringing to her lips before kissing your palms. "I love you so much, please give me one more chance. I want to tell the world how I feel about you, I want to tell them that I'm your girlfriend, that I'm the luckiest woman ever because I got to be with you." You don't know what to feel, seeing as how Bada pleads for your forgiveness, for another chance. You see the sincerity in her eyes.
You held her face once again, caressing her cheeks, and wiping the tears on her face as she does the same to you. You smiled at her and you finally muttered the words she wanted to hear.
"I love you so much, Badari..." More tears fell from Bada's eyes as she finally heard you say it. It has been months since you last said it.
Bada kept muttering apologies to you as you pull her in for a hug. She is finally relieved to be in your arms again, no more spending cold nights alone in the empty bed you once shared, no longer feeling lonely. You're back, you accepted her back. She's so happy.
She couldn't contain herself and finally pulled you in for a kiss, your heart almost exploded as your lips collides with hers. Both pf you now contented to be in each others arms once again.
Few moments later, you are now both back on the road, Bada's hand is on the wheel while the other is holding your hand.
"Baby, you're supposed to turn here" You pointed out as Bada missed the turn.
"Oh noooo" she cutely whines as she realizes her mistake, "Don't worry, Taeyoung saids that the roads are all connected here, we can turn on the next one" she said confidently.
"Bada, you just missed it again" You laughed at her and she whines again.
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A/n: finally after 2 months, Secret Love Song has finally come to an end. I'm sorry if it took long for me to post this so I added a cute moment at the end as payment for uploading it this late. Thank you for waiting I hope I didn't
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urrockstar-xe · 6 months
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detective sweetheart - n.a x fem!reader
posted nov 3rd, 2023 12:22 am
this was what i did for my "based on my day" challenge (i spent it watching svu season 14 lmfao) its also my first time writing for nick amaro or any detectives in general so I'm sorry if he's a bit ooc, its also a crossover with criminal minds and i think i made up the whole technical analyst assistant thing but that's my job in my criminal minds DR lmfao. hope you enjoy :)
this includes alcohol (reader consumption), use of Y/n, and possibly wrong wording for FBI stuff?? the reader likes children (in a not creepy way). Jennifer Jareau
summary: the BAU's technical analyst assistant develops quite the crush on SVU's detective Nick Amaro
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You sat quietly in a bar, sitting amongst a group of FBI agents you knew well and a few detectives you’d just recently had the pleasure of meeting, chatting about the now-closed case and a few chatting about their children, you hadn’t spoken much, too busy trying not to stare at Detective Nick Amaro.
“Detective Amaro, this is Y/n L/n, she’s our technical analyst assistant, our official technical analyst is back at Quantico focusing on another case” Your boss, Aaron Hotchner, introduced you to one of the detectives you’d be working with for a necrophilia serial killer case, 
You two spent the last few days working very closely together on this case. 
Penelope had been working on another case and due to a small fire that you and Penelope accidentally started with a candle in your already small office, Hotch decided to bring you with the team to Manhattan.
And of course, with your luck, Penelope couldn’t be there to fangirl over the hot detective with you, so you had to deal with the consequences of your short attention span all on your own, (granted our beloved Spencer did try to relate and fangirl with you, he did his best, but he was quite busy getting into conspiracy arguments with Sergeant John Munch).
Now that the case was over, Hotch decided that the team was in no rush back to Quantico and could leave in the morning, so while he called in early and left back to his hotel, the rest of you went out with some of the SVU detectives,
Including Nick 
of course.
“What about you? Got any kids?” Nick asked, accidentally snapping you out of your trance, as he handed JJ back her phone after she showed him a photo of her boys.
“Oh, uh”
fuck, he smelt good, why did Derek have to sit you right next to him?? 
“No, no kids, I do adore them though” You smiled in a way you hoped wasn’t too awkward, before Emily spoke up “She’s great with them too! I mean they just love her” 
Nick smiled at that, nodding as Emily talked. 
You laughed awkwardly in response, “she’s exaggerating” you whispered just loud enough for Nick to hear, earning a laugh. 
oh my god, he LAUGHS?
“As much fun this has been, I’m gonna call it a night” JJ announced, standing up from her seat, her actions mirrored by Spencer as he agreed. 
They were shortly followed by Olivia, Fin, and Emily. Derek went home with a pretty girl (obviously) and finally, Rossi left with Rollins, after she offered him a ride back to the hotel.
That left, you and Nick, alone
of fucking course
“So, miss L/n, how was your first time in New York, huh?” He asked, taking a sip of his bourbon or was it whiskey? Maybe scotch? You couldn’t remember
“Oh, you mean besides the corpse-loving freak? Pretty great, thanks for asking, Detective.” you joked, feeling less intimidated thanks to the vodka cranberry sitting in front of you.
He laughed, “Yeah, dumb question” he shook his head almost embarrassed but you were eating it up.
“How was your first time working with the BAU, hm?” Nick smiled as you practically hummed the question, he thought it was cute, and you could tell, which only boosted your confidence.
“Gotta be honest, I was worried you guys would swarm in and take everything over but, it was a lot easier than I expected” You nod in response, 
“A lot of people think that, but typically it’s an ego thing. was it an ego thing for you, Nicky?” The nickname had slipped off your tongue with ease as you teased your schoolgirl crush, having called him that just a few days ago when you first started working together.
Nick scoffed, “What? No, absolutely not” but the small smirk on his lips was a dead giveaway. “Okay, maybe it was kind of an ego thing, just a little bit” he whispered his confession. You all but giggled in response
“It’s gettin’ late, what do you say I walk you back to your hotel huh?” he offered, standing up and putting his coat on before reaching for yours 
“I’d like that, thank you, Detective” You smiled, standing from your seat and sighing as he carefully put your coat on for you.
The hotel wasn’t far but god you wished it had been, it would’ve given you some more time to flirt with the most beautiful man you’ve ever seen in your life
(exaggerating? Pft nuh-uh) 
But yet, here you stood, in front of the tall building that ruined your excitement.
“Hey, uh how would you feel if the next time you were in New York, I took you out?” Nick asked, shoving his hands into the pockets of his jacket, his tie hanging loosely around his neck.
You smiled, hoping the lights surrounding you both hid the blush on your cheeks instead of accentuating it. “Or if you’re ever in Virginia?” 
He smiled, nodding. 
“I think I’d like that a lot” You responded, quietly, suddenly very sober.
“Great, have a safe flight back home, alright?”
it's already over
“Thank you for walking me back, Nick” 
“Anytime, goodnight, sweetheart” he smiled once more.
Sweetheart
“Goodnight, detective”
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Things of Note at @neil-gaiman ‘s NJPAC talk:
1. Do you people understand that he switches into accents when he reads? Do you people know he does a perfect Michael Sheen impression? did you know it’s also hot
2. He used to cold call publishers/mags to see if they’d publish his work. He’d lie when asked what other magazines he wrote for; they’d think he was more legitimate and would, therefore, be more likely to take him on themselves. “You couldn’t get away with that now” thanks to Google. Also, back then, “we had telephones and we used them,” but today’s publishers would not easily recover if you unexpectedly called them on the phone.
3. It was a personal point of pride for Neil to write for each of the magazines he’d claimed to have written for. He said “I didn’t lie. I was chronologically challenged.”
4. Neil made a deliberate effort to not be boxed in by publishers. He’d interviewed many authors who were unhappily boxed and did everything he could to avoid it, including declining big contracts from prestigious publishers (notably after American Gods). This is why he can write what he likes now. Comics writing spoiled him in this regard, as publishers mistook the medium for a genre, and therefore didn’t care what he wrote (so he wrote all the genres he wanted to in Sandman).
5. He hates Thomas Hardy thanks to being introduced to him in school. Regarding being forced to read Tess of the D’urbervilles, he said “I wouldn’t do that to a dog”. He hopes students, who might have liked him if they found him on their own, don’t encounter his work in school and hate him for it.
6. “The evil characters (you write) don’t possess you, you try to find the little bit of you in them….the little bit of you that is gloriously evil.”
7. “I touched the magic and passed it along” this was a line from Watching from the Shadows that especially moved me.
8. Terry was increasingly upset as the bidding on Good Omens increased (eventually reaching 150,000 - can’t remember if he said $ or £). For his part, when the book finally sold, Neil put on Iggy Pop’s Success and danced.
9. Anansi Boys should be out on Prime by the end of 2024!
10. Described Sandalphon as someone you want to “hit with a large oar”. (The woman next to me, who was extremely stingy with her applause, hooted like an owl at this and clapped til the last).
11. Pronounces Amazon as “Ama-zin” and Los Angeles as “Los Angelese”. This isn’t noteworthy, but I liked it enough to write it down.
12. “Being on a beach in bare feet” was the line that led Neil to realize David Tennant would be perfect for Crowley.
13. He is pictured on the ALA’s poster holding Wind in the Willows because, as a child, “it messed up my head.” He said he is “in love” with a chapter in the middle called The Piper at the Gates of Dawn where the characters meet Pan. It’s often left out of printings, which makes him sad because it is “strange, beautiful, luminous”.
14. TOATEOTL was originally planned to go to Broadway. Then, Covid. They did a “world tour” instead. Now that it’s wrapped, talks about Broadway are happening. He says all of adaptations of his work, this is his favorite.
15. “Disney’s Aladdin plays four times a day in Hell”
16. His favorite question of the night was “WHY did you think of the Other Mother?” He was tickled by the word choice of “why”
17. Asked the library in Sussex “What have you got in the way of really good horror for four year olds?” Obviously none existed so he wrote Coraline.
18. Talked about going viral for being in a falafel, seemed to marvel at the progression of the meme’s meaning.
19. “Tumblr is its own madness”
20. “Stephen King has fabulous stories about meeting fans in toilets, including being passed a book under the stall”
21. Read “The Day the Saucers Came” which I misheard initially as Sauces. Saucers is definitely better.
22. “You want to see me doing Dickens?” I laughed inappropriately at this. I was the only one.
23. I don’t want to say what pieces he read because I want you to buy tickets to his events. But it was very nice to be read to by Neil Gaiman.
It’s very worth it to go. I flew out from San Diego for this and would do it again in a heartbeat!
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Kurt Cobain Quotes
1. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
2. Practice makes perfect, but nobody's perfect, so why practice?
3. Friends are nothing but a known enemy.
4. Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are.
5. If my eyes could show my soul, everyone would cry when they saw me smile.
6. I am definitely a feminist. I'm f--king disgusted by the way women are still treated. It's 1993 and some people still think we're in 1950s. We need to make more progress. There needs to be more female musicians, more female artists, more female writers. Everything is dominated by f--king males and I'm sick of it!
7. Thank you for the tragedy. I need it for my art.
8. Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with with your self-esteem. They're no good at all.
9. We're so trendy we can't even escape ourselves.
10. I definitely feel closer to the feminine side of the human being than I do the male - or the American idea of what a male is supposed to be. Just watch a beer commercial and you'll see what I mean.
11. I mean, I’m definitely gay in spirit, and I probably could be bisexual. But I’m married, and I’m more attracted to Courtney [Love] than I ever have been toward a person, so there’s no point in trying to sow my oats at this point. [Laughs] If I wouldn't have found Courtney, I probably would have carried on with a bisexual lifestyle.
12. Ever since the beginning of rock and roll, there's been an Axl Rose. And it's just boring. It's totally boring to me.
13. I thought I would try to be gay for a while, but I'm just more sexually attracted to women. But I'm really glad that I found a few gay friends, because it totally saved me from becoming a monk or something.
14. If any of you, in any way, hate homosexuals, people of a different color or women, please do this one favor for us—leave us the fuck alone. Don’t come to our shows and don’t buy our records.
15. The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is teaching men not to rape. Go to the source and start there.
16. The duty of youth is to challenge corruption.
17. We’re not as popular as everyone thinks, and we’re not as rich as everyone thinks.
18. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life.
19. Punk is musical freedom. It’s saying, doing, and playing what you want.
20. Words suck. I mean, everything has been said. Words aren’t as important as the energy derived from music, especially live.
21. I'm a spokesman for myself. It just so happens that there's a bunch of people that are concerned with what I have to say. I find that frightening at times because I'm just as confused as most people. I don't have the answers for anything.
22. Holding my baby is the best drug in the world.
23. No one is afraid of heights, they’re afraid of falling down. No one is afraid of saying I love you, they’re afraid of the answer.
24. I use bits and pieces of others’ personalities to form my own.
25. If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got.
26. I just can’t believe anyone would start a band just to make the scene and be cool and have chicks. I just can’t believe it.
27. To be positive at all times is to ignore all that is important, sacred and valuable. To be negative at all times is to be threatened by ridiculousness and instant discredibility.
28. You can’t buy happiness.
30. Nobody dies a virgin. Life f***s us all.
31. Music is energy. A mood, atmosphere. Feeling.
33. If you’re really a mean person you’re going to come back as a fly and eat poop.
34. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too f****** sad.
35. I have to admit I’ve found myself doing the same things that a lot of other rock stars do or are forced to do. Which is not being able to respond to mail, not being able to keep up on current music, and I’m pretty much locked away a lot. The outside world is pretty foreign to me.
36. I really miss being able to blend in with people.
37. It’s better to burn out than fade away.
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38. God is gay
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multi-fandomfuckboy · 8 months
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Stranger Than Fiction
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Part 22: Help
Billy Hargrove x Reader (Slowburn)
Part 1,... (Masterlist)...Part 23 (Coming Soon)...
AN: SURPRISE! Word Count: 3,744 Warnings: Language, suggestive comments
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You stand for a moment longer, watching Billy’s car disappear around the corner. After a beat of silence, you notice how close you are standing to Steve, heat radiating off of him into your back, his hand still firmly wrapped around your bicep. Your eyes dart down to his hand, drawing his attention to your proximity as well. He lets go, offering you a small smile. You think you see a dusting of pink in the tips of his ears peeking out from his wet hair. He must be freezing. 
“Thanks.” you say, returning his smile as you take a step towards his car. Trying not to pay attention to how cold it feels when you step away from him.
“No problem.” Steve says, following you. 
After a short pause Steve speaks up again.
“Did he uh- say anything to you?” He asks, rubbing the back of his neck, keeping his gaze down as he pulls out his keys. 
“No.” you answer. You’re not sure why you don’t tell Steve about what Billy says to you, but it’s something you want to keep to yourself. Standing at the passenger door, you wait for Steve to unlock the doors. Steve opens his door and quickly leans over the console to unlock yours. You rush to climb in, the cold already chasing away any warmth you had moments before. 
“I think you should stay away from him.” Steve says, keeping his eyes forward as he starts the car. You gap at him for a moment, unsure what to say. “He’s dangerous.” He adds, finally looking at you. You can see the worry in his gaze, the tension in his shoulders. This isn’t the first time Steve has warned you about Billy, and you know he’s right. You rub your hands together, trying to chase away the cold.
“I know.” you say simply. Steve’s eyes catch on your hands, a bit of the tension leaves him as he turns on the heater and leans forward taking your hands in his. 
“Here, put your hands close to the vent.” he instructs, guiding your hands closer to the heat. He cups his hands around yours to generate more warmth. 
“Thanks.” you say, unable to stop the smile that pulls at your lips with his mothering. Noticing your smile Steve let’s go of your hands, clearing his throat.
“I’ll start leaving the door unlocked for you.” Steve says, pulling out of the spot.
“How kind of you… considering it’s the middle of December.” you snip back. Steve rolls his eyes, his own smile emerging. 
“You’re lucky I don’t make you walk, babysitter.” she shoots back. 
“Are you kidding? You wouldn’t last 2 minutes without me.” you challenge. Steve scoffs.
“You’re delusional. What do you think I do when you’re not here?” He asks, clearly struggling to hold back his smile.
“Wait for me to get back, obviously.” you say matter of factly. A barking laugh escapes Steve, causing you to laugh as well. You’re thankful that the conversation had shifted away from Billy. Steve is your closest friend, and you don’t want him worrying about you like that. 
Steve talks about practice as he drives towards your house. You recall what Nancy said about asking Steve for help with history as he pulls into his usual spot on the street in front of your house. 
“Hey Steve, can I ask you something?” You begin.
“Yes, you can use the shampoo I bring over.” He answers smirking as he reaches into the back to grab his bag.
“Not that.” You chuckle, slapping his shoulder.
“Alright, what is it actually?” He asks moving to climb out of the car. You move to follow, swallowing past your rising embarrassment. 
“Do you think you could help me with history?” You ask as the two of you make your way up the driveway. Steve stops, turning to look at you fully, his eyes bright. 
“Sure! I love history!” He gushes. Relief washes through you. Not only at his enthusiasm to help but also the lack of judgment in his gaze. 
The two of you enter the house and quickly get set up at the kitchen table. You do your best to stay quiet, not wanting to wake your mom before her alarm. 
“So, we are covering the Great Depression right now.” you explain, opening your textbook between you so he can see the pages as well.
“Cool.” He says, still smiling brightly. “Did you know that the first political office Hoover held was the presidency?” He explains, not even glancing at the book spread between you. “Maybe that’s why he didn’t really know how to handle a country wide job shortage,” he adds. “Oh! And did you know that …” 
You quickly learn that Steve's interest in history is largely recreational. You don't gain much from his interesting facts and trivia he seems to be able to rattle off. You have little hope that any of the information you have gained will aid you in the upcoming exam. 
After about an hour, you thank Steve for his help and usher him out of the house before your mom gets up. 
Instead of focusing on your dwindling options, you get started on dinner. The failed quiz still tucked away in your back pocket. You weigh your choices as you mix together the ingredients for your grandma’s spaghetti sauce, it’s one of your favorite dishes and making it is almost therapeutic. 
You could hire a tutor, you have a little bit of money saved up now. It would almost certainly demolish your college fund though. Billy’s offer flashes through your mind. 
No. That is definitely a bad idea. He has to have some hidden agenda, why else would he offer to help? Plus you’re fairly certain Steve would have a heart attack if you start spending time with Billy, no matter the circumstances. 
“Good morning, Kiddo.” Your mom greets you, rubbing the sleep from her eyes as she enters the kitchen. “More like ‘Good night’, right?” she asks, chuckling lightly at her own joke. Coming around the counter she grabs a cup of coffee.
“Morning, Mom.” you say, offering her your best attempt at a smile. Taking her coffee back to the counter she takes a seat across from you, blowing gently on the steaming liquid. 
“Was that Steve I heard earlier?” She asks, keeping her eyes on you as she takes a tentative sip of her coffee.
“Yea, he came over to study.” you tell her, grabbing a rag from below the sink to start wiping down the kitchen.
“You too have been spending a lot of time together.” She says, hiding a knowing smile behind her mug. 
“Mom.” you warn, rolling your eyes. She only chuckles at your exasperation.
“It’s just too easy to tease you honey.” She says, taking another sip. “How are your classes going? Any A’s to report?” She asks casually. You know she is only curious, but it stings anyway. You turn away, taking a pile of dishes to the sink.
“School’s good.” you reply simply. You can feel her eyes on your back as you dip the dishes into the lukewarm soapy water filling the sink. There is pause, you know she’s reading your body language. It’s a skill you inherited from her but sometimes you wish she was a little less observant. 
“Are you doing okay?” She asks gently. It’s a loaded question, and you know it. It’s been a long year, and you can feel her thoughts turning to where you were this summer. 
“I’m good.”  you say, trying to relax your features enough to give her a convincing smile over your shoulder. She’s watching you carefully, lowering her coffee.
“You sure there’s nothing I can help with?” She asks, clearly not convinced. You shake your head, turning back to the dishes. There is no way you can tell her about your grades, or ask her for a tutor. She already works so much and that’s barely enough for the two of you.
“I said I’m okay, mom.” you say firmly, scrubbing harder at a particularly stubborn splash of pasta sauce. Glancing up at the clock above the sink, you sigh. “You had better hurry though.” you say nodding toward the clock. “Looks like you’re running behind.” 
Her eyes widen, looking at her own watch.
“Damn!” She curses, standing quickly from her seat. “You’d think at my age I would have developed some form of time management.” She clicks her tongue, grabbing her nursing bag from the table. You see her cast a disappointed glance at her half finished coffee. “And I didn’t even finish-'' You set her lunch in front of her as well as a travel thermos of coffee. 
Her face softens, filling with gratitude and love. 
“What would I do without you?” She gushes, taking both and stowing them in her bag. 
“I don’t know, probably starve.” you tease. You groan as she pulls you into a tight hug placing a kiss on your cheek. As she pulls away she hesitates, her eyes searching your face. You see the worry in her eyes, the thought alone causes your heart to constrict.
“I love you, kiddo. Just…” she pauses, cupping your cheek gently with her palm. “Don’t be afraid to ask for help.” she says, keeping her eyes on yours. Shame washes through you at her words.
“I know mom.” you respond reflexively. “You’re going to be late.” you remind her. Smiling, she pats your cheek before rushing out the door. 
You watch her pull out of the driveway, waving goodbye as she disappears down the street. You pause, standing on your porch. Taking a deep breath in, the cold air stings your lungs. Reaching into your back pocket, you pull out your quiz. Unfolding it, you glare down at the damning red ink. 
You need help.
Turning on your heel, you walk quickly back into the house. Half a plan forming in your mind as you pack a container of food. Shoving the leftovers into your bag, along with the quiz, you grab your coat and start walking. 
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You reach Cherry Lane a quarter after seven. The sun had disappeared shortly after you started walking. The only light illuminating your path are the intermittent street lamps. 
You don’t really have a plan, just a general direction and a desperate need. 
You need help with U.S History. That much is obvious. Nancy is too technical, Steve’s not technical enough, and paying for an actual tutor is the last thing you want to do. 
Billy offered to help… for nothing. As much as you hate the idea of asking him for help… he’s your best bet. 
“4819.” you read the numbers on the mailbox as you slowly approach the house. There are two cars in the driveway, one of them is Billy’s camaro the other is the Hargrove’s family car. There are lights on inside the house, but the porch light is off. Your stomach twists thinking of the last time you stood on those steps. You have no intention of interacting with Niel Hargrove anytime soon. 
Scanning the area, you quickly form a plan. All you need to do is talk to Billy for a minute, no need to disturb the whole family. 
Sticking to the shadows, you move around to the back of the house. There is a small yard with patches of dead grass illuminated by the light shining from the windows. Staying low, you hug close to the house, crouching beneath the first window. You poke your head up just enough to see into the back of the kitchen. You can see Neil, Max, and Susan at the dinner table, everyone's attention on the TV in the living room. No Billy though. Marking that as strange, you crouch back down to move to the next window. 
Unfortunately, the next window you come to is too high for you to see into. Glancing around you spot a plastic crate propped against the paneling. Doing your best to stay quiet, you position the crate under the window and place one foot on it, testing to be sure the plastic can hold your weight. Stepping fully onto it you can see into the room. 
This room is clearly Billy’s. There are band posters on the walls, clothes littered over the floor and a stereo on the dresser next to more tapes than you can count. Looking around you can see Billy laying on his bed, flipping through a magazine. Checking one more time that his bedroom door is closed, you take a deep breath. 
A small voice in the back of your mind screams that this is insane, it sounds strangely like Steve. Ignoring that part of yourself, you quietly rap your knuckles against the glass. Billy immediately sits up, looking around for the source of the sound. When he doesn't notice you at the window you gently knock again. 
His eyes cut to you and he looks startled seeing you there. Recovering from the shock, he glances to his door before getting off the bed and coming closer. You see his mouth move, mumbling what you can only assume is something along the lines of “Fucking crazy ass…” before he flicks the lock on the window, sliding it open.
“You scared the shit out of me, loca!” he scolds you. But you can see the amusement mixed into his annoyed expression. 
“Sorry.” You apologize, the embarrassment radiating to your face. “I need to talk to you.” you explain. His eyes search yours and you have to look away, you feel yourself shaking, more from your nerves but the cold isn’t helping any.
Billy sighs, running a hand through his curls. He glances over his shoulder to the door again, before looking back to you. 
“Well, there’s no use in you freezing your ass off outside.” he grumbles. Before you can protest, Billy leans down and grabs your arms firmly, hauling you up through the window. You do your best to suppress the yelp of surprise that comes from you as you scramble into the room. You ungracefully fall to the floor, banging your knee on Billy’s dresser. 
“Ouch!” you hiss, instinctively cradling your knee. “You could really be more-” your complaint is silenced by Billy’s hand over your mouth.
“Shhh!” he hisses in your ear, kneeling tensely next to you on the floor. His eyes are trained on the door. There is a beat of silence. You can hear the faint sound of the TV from the living room, and the scrape of silverware on plates. When it’s clear that no one is coming, you feel Billy release a breath, removing his hand.
“Thought I heard something.” he says, moving to sit with his back against the wall. You rub your aching knee as you watch him snag a pack of cigarettes from his night stand. Placing one between his lips, you think you see his hand shake as he lights it, inhaling deeply. The next inhale his eyes return to you, still sitting on the floor in front of him. 
“What is it you want?” he asks pointedly. “Or did you sneak into my bedroom just to look at me?” He asks lifting a brow suggestively. Your nerves ease slightly at the sight of his familiar smirk. 
“Right.” you say, reminding yourself of the whole reason you came to him in the first place. Struggling off your backpack you pull out the container of pasta and your quiz. “I came here to bribe you.” you explain offering the container to him. 
“What?” He asks, looking between you and your extended offering. 
“Listen, I really need help in history.” you blurt out. “I can’t afford to pay you, but I’m a pretty good cook and I can bake too.” you explain. Billy’s eyes remain fixed on yours, a strange mix of confusion and what you think is shock. The container of food suddenly feels heavy in the air between you. Billy doesn't say anything for a moment and you can feel the embarrassment and panic begin to creep up your throat. Your heart sinks at his apparent rejection. It was a long shot, but at least you tried.
Sighing, you set the container on the carpet between you and start to zip up your bag. 
“Sorry about scaring you.” you say, moving to stand. “I’ll just-”
“Can you make meatloaf?” Billy asks suddenly, cutting you off. You watch him with wide eyes as he leans forward taking the container and popping the top open the peer at the contents. 
“Yea, I can make meatloaf.” you tell him, a small smile pulling at your lips. Billy nods, placing his cigarette in the ashtray. 
“Good.” he says, extending his hand. “I’ll help you.” You can’t stop the side smile from your lips at his words. 
“Thank you!” You exclaim, taking his hand and shaking it enthusiastically. 
“Alright, alright, calm down crazy.” He grumbles, but you’re certain you see a twitch at the corner of his mouth. “I owe you anyway.” He adds, dropping your hand. Before you can ask him what he means, he stands, taking whe food with him to sit on the bed. “When do you want to start?” He asks, taking the lid off the container fully and poking at the contents with his finger.
“As soon as possible. The midterm is on Friday so that only gives us-”
“5 days!?” Billy asks in disbelief. “You’re telling me I have to cover 6 weeks of material in 5 days?” He clarifies. You swallow, nodding as you bite the inside of your cheek.
“Well 4 days if you don’t count today.” you clarify. Billy’s eyes narrow on you in a glare. 
“The day’s not over yet loca. When we start is no longer up to you.” He informs you. 
“What do you mean?” you ask, watching as he begins eating with his fingers.
“I mean,” he begins, speaking around a mouthful of pasta. “We start now.” he says. “Grab the history book off the desk.” he instructs, taking another bite. 
You gap at him for a moment, still reeling from the fact that you are now officially being tutored by Billy Hargrove. 
Billy rolls his eyes.
“If you don’t start listening to me I’m going to throw your crazy ass back out that window and you can find some other sucker to teach you.” he says, waving a sauce-covered digit in your direction.
“Right.” you say, unable to stop yourself from rolling your eyes at his antics. You grab the textbook from his desk and turn, catching sight of the stack of flashcards you had made with Nancy. “Oh, that reminds me, I already made a couple flashcards so we can-” Billy scoffs.
“Flashcards?” he shakes his head. “We aren’t going to train you like some seal. You’re going to actually LEARN the material, not just memorize trivia.” he explains, shoveling another finger full of food into his mouth. 
“I’m not really sure how we are going to do that.” you say, looking down at the book in your hands. “I don’t know what it is, but history just doesn't stick in my head.” you admit feeling the slight sting in admitting that fact out loud.
“Everyone has their thing.” Billy says, scooting back to give you space to sit on the bed. You hesitate looking at the small space next to him on the twin bed. Seeing your hesitance Billy scoffs again. “Calm down Loca, I won’t bite. Until you ask me to.” he says, giving you a flirty wink. The shameless come-on actually makes you chuckle, your nerves settling. 
“Don’t hold your breath.” you respond, moving up the bed to sit next to him. Folding your legs under you, you open the textbook to the correct section. 
“You like to write, right? Like stories and stuff?” Billy asks. Your brows draw together in confusion.
“Yea?” you confirm, not sure where he is going with this. 
“We all have subjects we are stronger in, it’s just the way our brains work. I think you are thinking about history the wrong way. If you want to actually learn it you have to convert it into something that makes sense to you. If you’re good at writing stories, we need to frame history like a story, so it sticks in your head.” Billy explains. You’re actually stunned by the analysis. Not only is it possible, it’s even more shocking to have come from Billy. All you can do is stare at him for a moment. 
His eyes are on the food he’s nearly devoured. He scoops the last remaining bits of pasta into his mouth, running his finger through the sauce at the bottom of the container, popping it in his mouth and licking it clean. He closes his eyes for a moment at the taste. You study the column of his throat. His adam's apple bobbing as he swallows. You can see the slight stubble along his jaw that has grown throughout the day. His tongue slides along his bottom lip, searching for any remaining sauce. Your stomach twists.
“What are you looking at?” Billy’s voice startles you. Looking back up, his eyes are on you.
“Uh-” you stammer, looking away, at anything other than his blue eyes. You can’t seem to think of an excuse. “I was just looking at-” you swallow thickly, feeling heat creep up your neck.
“What you should be looking at is Chapter 27.” Billy snaps.
“Right.” you say, flipping to the correct chapter. Your embarrassment grows as you hear him huff a light laugh.
“Unless you want to study something else.” he teases, causing you to roll your eyes.
“Don’t flatter yourself.” you grumble focusing on the textbook. “You just have sauce on your face.” you lie. You feel Billy reach up to swipe at his face to get the invisible sauce in question. You would laugh but as you read over the first paragraph of the section, your stomach sinks. 
This is insane. There is too much. There is no way-
“Alright, let’s talk about one of the lowest points in American history.” Billy begins, setting the now empty container aside. “In order to understand the Great Depression you need to see the rise that came before the fall.” he continues, sitting up. His knee bumps against yours as he pulls the textbook to sit between you.
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Art Heist, Baby! Thoughts pt. 8
chapter 22:
1. sirius is fully committing to the heist, and the hole in my heart is slowly patching itself
2. sirius being challenged with the heist again after going so long with the poor substitute of catching art heists- this does something to me
3. regulus is proud that sirius got to grow his hair out like he wanted. sobbing still
4. Oh. it’s the museum again. with THAT painting. this. this is *the* ahb painting AGAIN
5. OH REG IS SHARING THE NIGHT SIRIUS GOT SHOT STORY TO JAMES GODDAMN
6. regulus will try to be good, just for james. he wants to be enough for james, and will never stop trying, but james always knows that reg is enough
chapter 23:
1. james tbinks that getting to know regulus is a privilege. holy shit hold up.
2. they’re so soft, wait
3. atp it’s a necessity to hear reg’s voice
4. james teasing regulus while reg is driving is 😳. ALSO reg is not good at driving to begin with. lord help them 😭😭😭
5. 😳😳😳 they’re getting spicy. but also, like, so me fr
6. okay, the way that they all make references to their canon animagi are fantastic. i particularly like how remus compares sirius’ stubborn attitude to a dog licking his wounds.
7. WOLFSTAR IS CURED WOLFSTAR IS BACK TOGETHER WOLFSTAR IS CANON
8. 😳😳 now wolfstar is getting at it
9. also, do yourself a favor and go read chapter 23 end notes. masterpiece.
chapter 24:
1. starting the chapter off with jegulus smut i see
2. james’ antler tattoo 😳
3. james is the only one for regulus, i’m sobbing
4. “Most of anything Regulus thought about these days revolved around James. That’s what he gets, he supposed, for falling for the sun. It was only natural.” AHHHHHHHHH. there’s a million things i want to quote from ahb, so i have to be selective, but WOW
5. they’re planning their house together in brazil. sobbing fr rn. arguments over green or red shutters. they’re gonna live together. i’m about to start blubbering wiat ajesjfnsksjdsldj
6. 😳 remus caught them. uh live laugh love
7. REMUS AND JAMES ARE GOSSIPING ABOUT THEIR LOVE LIFE, ALL IS RIGHT IN THE WORLD!! both of them proud for scoring the black brothers. goddamn, that’s an accomplishment
8. DORLENE!!! getting married in italy!!!!
9. barty calling jegulus sluts <3
10. ahb peter <33333
11. SHOVEL TALKS. i live for these
12. barty and evan are reg’s found family brothers and i stand by that for life.
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TV Guide Dan Vol.48, July 2023 Issue ft. Aoto Watanabe x Yuhei Chiwata, Masashi Ikeda (full translation below)
Publication: July 31, 2023 (between episodes 22-23)
Aoto Watanabe x Yuhei Chiwata
"You two are currently appearing in "Ohsama Sentai King-Ohger." Would you please describe each other's role to us?"
Watanabe: Chiwata-san plays Shiokara, someone who is straightforward with his feelings. He's not an overly proud person, but when he like something, he expresses it with his whole body, as if saying "I love it!" But, he also has the strength to speak up when he thinks something is wrong, and is able to show his weaknesses. Compared to the character I play, Yanma (Gast), he has a different sense of direction. He's someone that everyone wants to follow.
Chiwata: You've really been paying attention. That makes me happy. Yanma, played by Aoto, is just super cool! However, he's not very strong. Well, he does have the kind of qualities most women would be attracted to. Of course, as president, he has the leadership skills to keep N'Kosopa in order, but he's also intelligent and technologically capable. Actually, when I first meet Aoto, I though he was real manly.
Watanabe: You serious?!
Chiwata: I thought he was an honest person who disliked corruption. I feel like I'm very close to Yanma in those aspects, so I can't imagine anyone other than Aoto playing him.
Watanabe: Thank you so much! But, in some ways, there are also similarities between Chiwata-san and Shiokara.
Chiwata: Eh?! There is?!
Watanabe: Chiwata-san has excellent communication skills. He has more of an ability to connect with people. Even when we're on set, Chiwata-san's surroundings are always lively.
"What's the relationship between Watanabe-kun and Chiwata-kun?"
Watanabe: Out of all the members in King-Ohger, Chiwata-san is the one I've meet the most in my private time.
Chiwata: Yeah. We go out together to the saunas, to have dinner, and even to have a few drinks after work. We'll also visit each others houses.
Watanabe: It makes me happy~.
Chiwata: I said to him, "We're going to be filming together for a year, so you don't have to worry about acting formal or being so self conscious."
Watanabe: In the beginning, I challenged myself to speak casually to him. But as expected, it just didn't feel right to me…
Chiwata: For awhile, you definitely talked to me as if we were already close friends. However, I got the feeling it was only because you were trying to be considerate, as I told you to not worry about formalities (laughs).
Watanabe: (laughs). I really tried my best, but not only is Chiwata-san older than me, he's had more stage experience than me, so I ended up going back to using honorifics. But, it's not a formal honorific. What's more, when I'm on set getting my pompadour (Yanma's hairstyle) ready, I become so absorbed in my role that I may start talking to him in a casual manner.
"By the way, what do you usually call each other?"
Watanabe: For me, I take the "Wa" from Chiwata and call him "Wassan." But, I can't remember, how did I come to call you that?
Chiwata: When I asked Aoto, "What do other people call you?," He said, "Aoto." I said, "Well then, I'll call you Aoto too." I then told him, "For me, I'm rarely called by my first name." Aoto said, "Okay then, I'll call you by a nickname that no one else calls you, so let me think about it."
Watanabe: Did I really say that?!
Chiwata: Yeah, but it makes me happy when you call me by such an original name.
Watanabe: That's good then~ (laughs)
"Do you usually communicate through LINE?"
Watanabe: One time, I was so moved after reading the script, I sent a LINE, right? I wrote, "Did you read the script for episode 10 yet? I cried so much!"
Chiwata: In episode 10, there's a scene where Shiokara encourages Yanma. After that LlNE message, when we met on set, he said, "That scene, let's go shoot it for real."
Watanabe: That's right!
Chiwata: It's definitely a touching scene, so I thought it would be great if we could also make it a good scene together. However, on the day of shooting that scene, when I arrived on the set, Aoto gave off an aura that said, "Nobody come near me!," as he was concentrating on the scene by himself. I went to the set with my own plan in mind, but I thought it would be better not to tell Aoto, so I only told Director Kato (Hiroyuki) about my plan and continued on.
Watanabe: I'm so sorry (bitter smile). That scene, I was more invested in it than anyone else.
Chiwata: As a result, the scene turned out to be very good due to Aoto's strong feelings. I'm happy that the viewers responded so well to it.
"Based on the conversations so far, I can tell that the two of you are very close, so do you ever talk about love?"
Chiwata: Hmmm, We've never had such deep conversations before have we?
Watanabe: We haven't. But in my opinion, I think a younger woman would be a good match for Wassan. I think a relationship in which Wassan goes out with someone alittle out of his element would help balance it out.
Chiwata: Really? For me, I think that a man like Aoto, with his strong beliefs, could handle both older and younger people, Aoto will make older people want to, "Go for it!" and younger people want to say, "I'll follow him."
Watanabe: Is that right? (shining). Well then, let's "check our answers!"
Chiwata: Regardless of their gender, my motto is, "spoil the older ones as much as you want, and spoiler the younger ones as much as you can." I can get along with older people, even if we're 20-30 year apart, but when it comes to people around my own age, I don't know how to relate to them. I have very few friends my own age, with the exception of my hometown and high school friends.
Watanabe: I see. I think I prefer those older then me. Or rather, I'd like someone with a higher intelligence compaired to me. If anything, I think I'm the type of person who likes to spoil myself. Even if I'm spoiled by someone, I usually have a pretty firm grasp on things, so it's only then that I'm emotionally moved.
Chiwata: So, are you saying you're not good with women who purposely act all cute and clumsy?
Watanabe: I think they're fun as a friend, but when it comes to dating, it's abit…
Chiwata: I see. For example, what would you do if a girl you thought as just a friend confessed her feelings for you?
Watanabe: I can only imagine, but I would never go from friend to a girlfriend.
Chiwata: Eh! I can totally see it though (laughs). I don't have a strong obsession with ones appearance, so if I think someone's attractive, then that's OK too.
Watanabe: Huh! As expected, Wassan is dedicated and doesn't sweat the small things.
"As we move forward, King-Ohger continues to become more and more exciting. Are there any situations you'd like to play as the duo of Yanma and Shiokara?"
Chiwata: How about the two of us switching roles? I have the appearance of Yanma, but on the inside, I'm still Shiokara (laughs).
Watanabe: Oh, sounds interesting! Actually, aren't there always scenes where the Yanma is pulling Shiokara along? How about on other hand, there are scenes where Shiokara does things that Yanma isn't good at. For example, instead of Yanma, who's weak at fighting, Shiokara is an insanely strong fighter. I wish there were times where we could show those things in a cool way.
Chiwata: That sounds good too. Until now, there are times where I've though, like right now, "It would be interesting if there was a scene like this." I never mentioned it, but the screenwriter, Takamina-san (Takano Mizuto), he always writes the perfect scenes! So, I think there's a chance it might come true.
Watanabe: That's right! So, from now on, don't take your eyes off King-Ohger!!
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Masashi Ikeda
"Ikeda-kun is currently playing the role of Jeramie Brasieri in King-Ohger. What kind of character do you see in him?"
Ikeda: He's 2,000 years old and is the story teller of the story on the planet Chikyu, where the show takes place. Also, he's a man born between a human and a Bagnarak (unusual shaped creatures who live underground and are hostile to the King-Ohgers). When the role was first explained to me, my first question was, "What does it mean to be 2,000 years old?" (laugh). I carefully play the part of how he thinks and looks at the world, as he's lived a long time. Because it's an unusual situation, I had a hard time in the beginning, but he's a character that makes you think about a variety of things, so it's a role that's both challenging and exciting to play.
"The unusual nature of his role as the additional warrior, while also participating as a narrator since the first episode, has became a topic of discussion."
Ikeda: Actually, I still feel uncomfortable when I hear my own voice narrating on air, so I'm very happy to hear people say, 'Your voice is nice." As for my voice, I try to focus on making it resonate and be easy to listen to. At first, I couldn't do it well, but with practice, I gradually became able to do deep breathing as well. The voice of Jeramie as the storyteller, and the voice of Jeramie when he speaks his mind, are done in different ways.
"What was the response from the people around you?"
Ikeda: When my family members watched Episode 11 for the first time, they all commented, "You're so cool!" At the end of Episode 12, it becomes clear that his character is to make others read between the lines. On the show's cast blog I wrote, "I love Jeramie!" It was funny when my older brother read it and said, "Jeramie is a person who makes you read between the lines, but here, you're saying "I love you" so bluntly!" (laughs).
"Your family seems to be very supportive of you. What's the atmosphere on set like?"
Ikeda: The 6 main cast members as well as the staff are always in a good mood, and we have great communication, so we're always having fun. We go on and off, talking about the show itself and various others things. We have a competition to see who can get the new script first, and the first person to do so would upload a selfie with a funny face along with the script to our 6 member group LlNE (laughs). I think it was (Watanabe) Aoto-kun who started it. Aoto-kun, I always call him "Nabe-chan," we get along well, often telling jokes, and I always think they're so funny. When shooting ends for the day, we sometimes go out to eat together.
"You seem to get along well with everyone."
Ikeda: The staff are all very nice, they'll often make sure to ask me, "Are you ready?," or even talk to me in a way that mimics Jeramie's way of speaking! I guess Jeramie's lines are easy to say (laughs). It makes me happy knowing that Jeramie's character is loved so much.
"Are there any surprising aspects of your co-stars that you have discovered during your time together, such as during filming?"
Ikeda: As mentioned earlier, Nabe-chan (Aoto) is completely different on and off the job. I also feel that there's a gap between (Yuzuki) Hirakawa-san, and her role of Rita Kaniska. Rita's character is cool, but Hirakawa-san talks so much that you could say she is the complete opposite of them.
"What's the most difficult part about filming?"
Ikeda: Throughout the year, I've been struggling every day to pursue the value of being able to play one role, and the depth of the story that accompanies it. I'm always thinking of ways in which to make Jeramie look more appealing. But, there is no right answer, so it continues to be a daily battle. One more thing…I'm also fighting with my back! In Jeramie's transformation scene, there's an action where I bend backwards, but I have a very stiff back. I'm really bending over as far as I can, but the director says, "Yes, keep bending!" (laughs). In the movie "Adventure Heaven," which is currently in theaters, there's a transformation scene, so I massaged my lower back in the bath and did some muscle training before the shoot, and I got the "OK" with just one take.
"Ikeda-kun, Please tell us about yourself. How did you decide to enter the entertainment industry?"
Ikeda: I moved to Tokyo when I entered university, and I originally had a strong interest in the entertainment industry. In my third year, when I was struggling with all the influences of Tokyo, I was approached by my current agency and decided to become an actor. I'm a country boy from Tokushima, and I always felt like the movies and TV shows I had watched since I was a child were "sparkling." When I came to Tokyo, I thought, "This is the place where I can challenge myself."
"Objectively speaking, what kind of personality do you think you have?"
Ikeda: I think I have an optimistic personality. Sometimes I can be negative, but I try my best not to be. Also, when I was a student, I was often told that I, "Don't seem to talk much" or "Seemed cool" when first meeting people, but in reality, I'm the type of person you can't get to stop talking once I've started!
"So you're an extrovert. What was your life like when you were a student?"
Ikeda: I played soccer from elementary school all the way through my 3rd year of high school, and was performing in a band at the same time. I started playing the drums when I was in my 6th year of elementary school. In addition, I also worked hard in my studies, aiming to excel in everything. I don't currently play soccer, but I'd prefer to play it myself rather than watch the games on TV. I do continue to play the drums though. I try to play an instrument when I need to refresh myself, as it helps me to vent my stress.
"What kind of life do you live when you have days off from filming?"
Ikeda: I like watching movies and dramas and playing games. As a result, I'm basically an indoor person on my days off. As long as I can enjoy eating it, I'll also cook for myself. I've been practicing making pasta since I was a student, and even now still make it occasionally. I also like to make grilled onigiri!
"If Ikeda-san has a type of woman he likes, what type would that be?"
Ikeda: I want someone who is a kind person, and who will also listen to me. It would be ideal if we could go out together to various places. I'm not good at returning messages through LINE. That's why I'm much better at talking over the phone or in person. If it's someone I like, I might try to get the conversation going, and then make a detour into asking them out (laughs).
"Please tell us about your future plans as an actor. Is there a genre of work that you'd like to appear in?"
Ikeda: I want to be an actor with an appealing worldview and personality. My goal is to be the kind of person who makes people wonder in excitement, "What would happen if Masashi Ikeda played this role?" In terms of genre, I'd like to work in a dialog heavy drama…like "Quartet," which is a mix of suspense and everyday life. I'm still fighting every day, due to many challenges I want to take on. I want to thank everyone for their support, and to please continue to look out for me!
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If you’re up for it, numbers 17, 22, and 49 with Bellatrix please? I was thinking hate-sex but you can do something else if you prefer. Preferably no mommy kink, but anything else is fine <3
Snowball Puppy ~Dom!Bellatrix Lestrange xFem Puppy!Reader ~Holiday Bingo
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Summary— A day in the snow turns a heated rivalry into a passion filled night. Anon Response— Hey hey anon!! Thanks for the request. Bellatrix could always use more content! No mommy kink, just like you asked. Enjoy! ♥️
Previous Day <—found here!
Holiday Bingo <—Here!!
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Mommy… Masterlist
Requests & Prompt-List
Prompt— Playing in the Snow
#17. “Don’t make me ask again”
#22. “Stop doing that”
#49. “You look so good when you beg...”
Warnings: NSFW, light smut, fingering, dom/sub relations, puppy play, begging, begging kink, teasing, taunting, intimidation, hate-sex, enemies to lovers, implied future smut, etc.
Enjoy (;
You, Bellatrix, and Draco were outside, in the middle of a snow blurry, running around and playing in the snow.You were Draco’s Godmother, and you live and adored Draco. Bellatrix you barely stomached. It was his idea to invite her out in the snow. You merely grumbled along.
Suddenly you felt a hard pelt of snow on the back of your neck. You turned around and saw a grinning Draco, his hands filled with snowballs.
You smirked and quickly began rolling your own icy weapons. But instead of throwing them at Draco, you flung them Bellatrix’s way. The witch shrieked as an icy ball hit her in the shoulder. She looked madly furious. Then you threw another one, hitting her neck this time.
You giggled endlessly as she jumped about in a cold spout of rage. Your last throw of your snowballs landed right in the woman’s face. You gasped and placed your hand over your mouth in reaction. Draco bursted out in laughter.
But then Bellatrix stared you down and began charging toward you. With intent and ferocity. And you quickly made a run for it. You scampered back into Malfoy Manor, yelling back at Draco for help. But Draco was rolling in the snow, laughing endlessly, and certainly not helping you.
You ran inside the Manor and up the stairs, down the corridors, until you reached your guest room. You ran in, shut the door behind you, and collapsed against it panting.
It wasn’t long before Bellatrix caught up with you. You could tell from her sinister cackling. It always sent shivers down your spine.
She banged on the door, taunting your name and trying to get in. But your body kept the door firmly closed. That was until magic was involved.
A split second later, you were hurled forward onto the ground and the door swung open violently. It closed itself as Bellatrix entered, staring down at you as you scrambled to get up. But she hindered you, stepping on your chest, effectively keeping you pinned on the ground.
Your eyes widened and your breathing shallowed at this compromising position. But a spark of courage lighted in you as her dark and dangerous eyes met your gaze. You weren’t going down without a fight.
“Stop doing that. Let me go.” You gritted out through your teeth.
Bellatrix grinned like a Cheshire Cat and tilted her head, pushing her foot down further and threatening to cut off your oxygen flow to your lungs.
“I think you like it…!” she jeered in her taunting manner.
You growled in response, barring your teeth while squirming underneath her heel. Bellatrix chuckled and accepted your challenge.
“Fine then. Beg. Beg me to let you go.” She jeered.
Your breath hitched in your breath.
“Fuck you!” You sneered.
Bellatrix chuckled darkly and shook her head.
“Don’t make me ask again” she threatened darkly.
The newfound edge and dominance to her tone got to you.
“I… umm” you stammered, your face getter redder and redder.
“What’s the matter, pup…?” Bellatrix jeered.
The pet name sent waves right to your core… ferocious, unrelenting waves.
“P-please…”
The pressure tightened once more on your chest. She was saying it wasn’t good enough.
“Please Bellatrix… please…” you begged, “please please please—” you chanted, closing your eyes out of embarrassment.
This made the woman smirk wickedly.
“Please please…!” She mocked you.
Your eyes shot opened widened at her tone and you gulped.
This time you involuntarily jerked your hips upward, your body suddenly needing relief and some sort of friction. This made Bellatrix chuckle darkly. Bellatrix then released her foot from your chest, letting you breath once more.
With a muttering spell under her breath, Bellatrix moved you onto your bed. You were frozen as the woman pounced on you, pinning you to the bed. You moved your head to the side, as her face came right up to yours, and her tongue licked up the trial of your neck and jaw.
You wanted to hate it. But you didn’t… You coudn’t… your body was giving in.
Your hips jerked up once more, making the woman chuckle again. While keeping you successfully pinned to the bed, one of Bellatrix’s hands wandered down in between your legs, her fingers grazing your clothes center. This only made you jerk your hips even more, making your mind more and more dizzy.
Bellatrix growled in response.
“P-please please… don’t stop—-” you sputtered.
“You look so good when you beg, pup…” Bellatrix cooed wickedly. 
“I h-hate you… I—” you breathed out roughly.
But you were cut off as her fingers slipped under your clothing layers and two of them slid into your warmth.
“I know, pup… I know…” Bellatrix cooed lustfully, pumping and curling into your cunt at a fast and harsh pace.
~~~
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Bellatrix Lestrange Masterlist
Holiday Bingo 2023 Masterlist
Tag List: @storiesofsvu @willowshadenox @aemilia19 @lunala-rose23 @sapphixwriter @vexed-jade
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microfic: effiebarty, 1.3k words, mature.
age gap (barty 22, effie 46), cheating, referenced abuse (barty’s father), mild sexual content
Barty huffed out a not-so-surprised laugh when his back hit the couch, looking up at the lust filled brown eyes that, in turn, were looking down at him. Christ, he thought. He was in way over his head. 
Nowhere else he'd rather be, though. 
It had been his fathers idea– to help out at the Potter’s. Maybe befriend Fleamont Potter’s only son, James Potter, the loud arrogant fucker. The most important task at hand, though, was to be at Mr. Potters side. Offer your assistance, his father said. Whatever he wants, and maybe something will become of you. 
Barty had expected Mr. Potter to open the goddamn gates to the pretentious fucking mansion he was living in, but instead he was met with the Missus. It was early in the morning and she had been wearing a mint green silk robe and not much else. Hair a little messy and unkempt, unimpressed look on her face. Twenty years Barty’s senior, at the very least. 
“Fuck me,” Barty had exhaled, inelegant and inappropriate. He hadn’t meant to say it out loud, but in his defense his father always did say he couldn’t beat him into a proper young man.
Certainly didn’t stop him from trying though. 
Mrs. Potter raised one single eyebrow, raised her coffee cup to her lips and watched him as his eyes followed the motion, and then stepped aside to let him in. She laughed, a quiet mischievous little thing, when his breath caught in his throat. 
“Fuck me,” he repeated through a breathy laugh. 
“Unlikely.” an amused Mrs. Potter said. 
Barty did whatever Mr. Potter told him to, which were all bullshit jobs that certainly wouldn’t help the bloody career he didn’t even care about in the first place. He brought him coffees, cleaned their giant fucking pool, ran errands– and on some, very rare, occasions he was to follow James around. Take notes, Mr. Potter said. 
Barty had punched people for a lot fucking less. 
It could’ve been worse, though. His anger simmered away immediately when he entered the kitchen to find Mrs. Potter already there, standing by the kitchen island. She’d pour him a cup of coffee and ask him how he takes it. She was a bloody goddess, too good for this house, in the early morning sun peeking through the large kitchen windows. 
Barty would say something stupid like: your husband is waiting for me. 
Mrs. Potter would grin and say: you’d rather drink your coffee with him? 
Fuck no, he’d laugh. He figured he could steal five minutes of the day, just to share them with the Missus of the house. Mr. Potter wouldn’t miss him, certainly. Maybe Barty would even survive this bullshit not-even-a-job without breaking something if Mrs. Potter would continue to indulge him. If she’d let his greedy eyes watch her. He felt like a stain in her presence, afraid to get too close and infect her with his filth. 
She stepped closer, entering his personal space, and raised the cup of coffee for him to grab. Their fingers brushed when he took it. She hadn’t flinched at the touch. Hadn’t wrinkled her nose in disgust. She let her fingers linger, just a little, before removing them. 
Good boy, she’d said. 
Barty nearly dropped the coffee cup on the floor.
Since then, she would always wait for him in the kitchen when he came down. Or at least he’d like to think she was waiting. For him. And when he was cleaning their pool, she’d come out and offer him a cold drink. Sometimes she’d stay, lower herself onto one of the tanning chairs with a book. Sneak a glance or two, and maybe, just maybe, Barty would throw his shirt off. Claiming it’s too bloody hot out. Maybe Mrs. Potter’s glances would increase after that.
Yeah, it could’ve been worse. 
“Why are you here, anyway?” Mrs. Potter asked one afternoon, outstretched on her tanning chair in a white silk robe and another book in her hands. She liked books. Maybe Barty would bring her one of his own someday. 
“Why are you?” Barty challenged, and fished a cigarette from out of his back pocket. He raised his eyebrows towards the older woman, as if to ask do you mind? 
Mrs Potter shrugged, “My husband wouldn’t like it if he knew,” 
Barty didn’t know which question she was answering, but he lit up the cigarette and brought it to his lips. Mrs Potter watched him do it. “And you?” he asked. 
Mrs. Potter laughed, a bright thing Barty wanted to hear more of. He felt the burning heat of jealousy bubbling up in his chest at the thought that Mr. Potter got to hear it. Probably a lot, even. Maybe from their shared marital bed, where he touched her in ways he didn’t fucking deserve.
“You’re cocky, you know that?” 
“I’ve been accused of worse things.” 
“I’m sure you can be a good boy,” Mrs Potter teased, “when you want to be,” 
Barty fought the urge to drop to his knees and crawl over to her on all fours. He wasn’t completely sure he wasn’t salivating, like a dog with a bone just out of reach. He wondered if Mrs. Potter was doing it on purpose, dangling it infront of him like this. It certainly didn’t stop his imagination from running wild. 
They held each other's gaze, tension heavy in the air. Barty knew he was blushing, but he didn’t look away. His knees would buckle, though, any second now, he was sure of it. The thought only made him blush further. He wouldn’t mind falling to his knees in front of Mrs. Potter. Wouldn’t mind submitting to her every whim, really, if that’s what she wanted 
Mrs. Potter bit her lip and lowered her gaze just slightly. She put her book down on the ground, ever so slowly— and allowed her legs to part, her silk robe loosening sinfully as her legs continued to spread. 
The cigarette fell from Barty’s lips, long since forgotten. He was about to say something, to maybe possibly object. Remind her of her bore of a useless husband, before he realised he absolutely didn’t care. Couldn’t care less, really, as his gaze lowered and watched as Mrs. Potter’s fingers reached the hem of her swim wear. 
“Mrs–” 
“Effie,” she interrupted. 
Heat pooled in his chest, his belly— his entire body. He swallowed tightly as her fingers dipped even lower. Someone would kill him for this, he thought. If they ever found out. 
He bit his own lip until he could taste the metallic tang of blood. Mrs Potter - Effie, he corrected - moaned as her hand disappeared between her legs, not looking away from him once.  
His knees buckled. 
“Watch,” Effie commanded, “no touching,” 
He’d die a lucky fucking man, though. He’d let Effie herself kill him, gladly, if that’s what she wanted. Whatever she fucking wanted. He’d lay his head down on her knee, like someone would lay their head on the execution block, and he’d look up at her so fucking sweetly. 
That’s how he had ended up here, with his back against the couch– in a pool house with a married woman. Not knowing or caring where her husband was. His fathers words echoed in his mind, demanding Barty do whatever Mr. Potter asked of him. Offer your assistance, his father had said. 
Effie straddled him, hand around his throat and robe falling off her shoulders. Sure, Mr. Potter hadn’t asked him to do this, but if that idiot couldn’t keep his wife satisfied then someone would have to do it for him. A woman like Effie should always be satisfied. Should have whatever she fucking wanted, whenever she wanted it. He was simply offering his assistance. 
Effie closed her hands around his wrists, keeping them above his head. “Will you keep them there?” she whispered, gently rolling her hips. “for me?” 
Way, way over his fucking head. 
“Anything,” he stuttered. 
“Good boy.” 
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Damn Those Dog Tags: Part 22 - JUMP
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📜 Second last one till the finish! 😭But we get Jake and Sadie's reunion in this one, and some more smut between Jake and Liz! This is also what I'd classify as Sadie's song amongst the bunch.
❗️+18, strong language, godmother reader/original female character, an original child character, reunions, sexual themes (I mean smut, so get out of here if you ain't +18, I mean it!!! Also wrap it before you tap it! minors DNI.), and fluff.
#8k words
Part 21 | Masterlist | Part 23
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"You missed a spot."
You eyed Jake standing in the doorway to Sadie's room, bare-chested, from your spot on the ladder with a paintbrush in hand.
"Did I now?" you quipped back, your eyes narrowing playfully as you tried to find this alleged missed spot on the wall. Jake sauntered closer, a teasing glint in his eyes.
"You did, right here," he pointed vaguely towards the wall. You followed his finger towards the piece of crown moulding you had touched up white, but nothing was amiss.
"You're trying to mess with me, aren't you?"
He shrugged, the corners of his lips turning up into a smirk. "Maybe. Or maybe I just wanted to see you stretch a bit more, get a better view."
Rolling your eyes, you dipped the paintbrush into the tray, contemplating whether to flick a bit of paint at him. "You're impossible," you said with mock exasperation.
"That's why you love me."
Shaking your head, you resumed your painting but couldn't help the smile that crept onto your face.
It had been a few days since Jake's return. With each day that had passed, Jake's back was slowly healing. You'd account it him being as fit as he was, but after the first few, he no longer limped around the house.
You had gone back to his apartment with him to gather some of his things. If it wasn't the urge to take care of him and have him as close as possible after what happened, it was the fact you finally got a glimpse of what his life was like when he was alone.
As he gathered his things, you sat in his stark grey kitchen, frowning at the lack of warmth. It was stereotypical of someone who had a military career. Besides a few picture frames and a framed Long Horns jersey, the place lacked signs of life, all sharp edges and bare surfaces.
You rushed him out of there the second you could. Jake deserved to have a life filled with life, memories and bright colours. One full of love. 
You were putting the last finishing touches on the walls of her room, and Jake was assembling her new desk chair and bed frame out in the hall.
The two of you had stayed up last night to get her desk built, the thing probably missing one too many bolts and screws, considering how many you had left over. It was tucked neatly into the corner of her room, out of the way of any wet paint.
If all went to plan, her room would be ready in time for when you went to pick her up the day after tomorrow.
Jake circled around your ladder, coming closer and eyeing the paint tray on the top step.
"Don't even think about it," you warned, holding your brush out in some type of threat to get him to stop.
He grinned mischievously, dipping his finger into the tray and flicking a droplet of paint directly onto your arm. "Oops," he said, feigning innocence.
"Jake!" you exclaimed, feigning horror at the small speck of paint on your skin, missing the splatter on your overalls. Without warning, you retaliated, swinging your paintbrush toward him and slapping a generous amount of paint to his cheek.
You tried to stop your laugh.
His eyes widened in mock surprise, and he touched his cheek, smearing the paint a bit more. "Oh, you're asking for it now," he threatened playfully, eyeing you.
You let out a challenging laugh. "You started it, Hangman."
Trying to reach for more paint, Jake's arms were suddenly around you, lifting you off the ladder and settling you down to the ground. Your shouts of protests of 'watch your back' fell on his deaf ears as he spun you to face him, pressing his paint-battered cheek up against yours. You squealed, yelping out his name as he ran his hands up and down the length of your body, smearing the remains of white paint across the denim.
"This is counterproductive. We will never finish her room in time."
"Ah, the wall can wait." he grinned, leaning back to take in his handiwork. For a moment, the two of you just stood there, you wiping, trying to pick away at a dried spec of paint under his eye, and Jake, trying to separate a few strains of your hair from your face.
You smiled up at him, lifting up on the balls of your feet to press your lips to his. It was meant to be a quick kiss, one full of affection and giddiness. But Jake tightened his grip on your waist, tugging you closer and taking what was a movement for you to take a breath, to part your lips in a savage kiss. 
His skin was warm under your wandering hands, his lips soft and aggressive against yours. Till Jake slid his hand up into the roots of your hair, firmly pulling your head back to expose your neck, his lips tracking the ridges of your trachea. 
"Fuck, Jake," you gasped, nails biting into his skin. His hand groped the meaty part of your ass, spreading your cheek and heat pooled in the pit of your stomach. 
"Fuck, I need you so goddamn bad," he gruffed out.  
In the span of seconds, Jake had unclipped the two clasps holding the straps of your overalls together, pushing them over your shoulders and reaching for the hem of your shirt, pulling it over your head. You pulled him down by the back of his neck, kissing him hard and gasping for breath, scraping your nails down the ridges of his chest.
 He spun you, guiding you a few steps to the corner of the room, bending you slightly over the newly built desk with a hand pressed between your shoulder blades.
"Jake, we can't. Not on Sadie's desk."
"Don't you think we should test it?" he panted out next to your ear, hand sliding down the front of your stomach under your bunched overalls and underwear to cup your cunt, fingers spreading your folds. "Make sure it's secure?"
You whimpered at his touch, your knees on the verge of giving out were it not for your grip on the desk. Jake groaned, curling a finger into your spot. "Ugh, you're so wet for me. Only for me."
Your knees wobbled as he thumbed your clit, and you fell forward, only for Jake to quickly slide his hand at your hip, possessively up your stomach to the center of your chest. With his arm bracketed around your body, you were pulled upright, trapped between him and the desk.
You could do nothing but tilt your head back against his shoulder, leaving your neck exposed, as Jake simultaneously squeezed your breast and pinched your nipple, working his hand into your spot. His mouth was just as bad, going for all the spots he had a chance to study in greater detail that he knew would make you crumble.
"Please, Liz, let me have you again," he groaned desperately into the side of your neck. Turning your head, you met his lips in a desperate kiss, his lips muffling your confirmation before he popped the button on your hip and shoved your overalls down.
You had gone so long without intimacy in your life that you found yourself surprised at how easily you gave in to Jake.
After that first time, the two of you had a long discussion about what the two of you were okay with. Jake ashamedly admitted it was a conversation the two of you should have had after the fair, before the night in his truck, maybe even before the two of you even started dating. But you had assured him he had done nothing so far that you weren't comfortable with, and he had pretty much asked for your consent each time.
And it became clear to you soon after that Jake clearly loved sex.
Reaching for the buckle, Jake's belt clinked as he quickly unworked the strap, the leather hitting the back of your thigh, making you whine. You could even feel the back of his hand as he unzipped his fly and shoved his jeans down, cock jutting out to rub against your folds.
His breath was haggard as he stepped out of them and knocked your leg to the side, grabbing his length only to rub the head teasing against your entrance. You mewled, curling around his arm against your chest.  
"Stop teasing me, Jake," you panted, tilting your hips so that you might thrust yourself back to catch him mid-tease.
"Tell me to do it," he uttered throatily into your ear, having caught on to your attempt, rubbing the head against your clit. "Tell me how good I make you feel." 
But you're not weak, and your resolve is strong. What does your smart mouth reply with, "I have nothing else to compare you to." 
Dropping his forehead to your shoulder, he growls, positioning himself at your entrance. "It's only me. It will only ever be me, making you feel like this, giving you this pleasure, only me fucking you. Loving you. No one else." 
You smirk, knowing you've caught him. "Prove it." 
Jake slid home in one stroke, burying himself in you with a groan, hands grabbing both your hips. 
There were only two other times Jake and you did this. Once after dinner one night during a movie on the couch, and the other in your kitchen while you made coffee. That's not to say other things didn't happen, but with each time you took him, the stretch became easier to handle.
"So tight, darlin'. Ugh, look at you gripping my cock." 
Jake set a harsh pace, a steady claiming rhythm that has you falling to the desk, crying louder and louder each time he hits deep. He's rambling about how pretty you look from his angle, mixing in various swear words while pressing bruises the shape of his fingertips to your hips. He makes a strangled noise, one that has him doubling down and reaching for your shoulder.  
"Tell me where, darlin. Where?!" 
You wanted to feel it again.
"Inside. Please, Jake."
He fell against your back, pinning you to the surface as his hips clashed with yours with newfound vigour. "Yeah? You want me to fill you?"
You whimpered. You knew that tone.
He was going to make you beg for it.
"I said, do you want me to fill you?!" he demanded on a particularly hard thrust. 
You were too far gone to care how you sounded now. 
"Yes, Yes, Yes, please, Jake. Please, cum in me." 
Cold shock surrounds you as Jake pulls his cock from your cunt, causing you to cry out against the surface of the desk at the sudden loss. Then suddenly, you're being pulled up, a duel grip on the bends of your elbows against his chest, stumbling as he guides you away from Sadie's desk.
On weak legs and in supportive arms, you tumble to the ground, letting Jake manhandle you until you are on your back and your legs are wrapped around his waist, him on his knees with his cock, red, angry, poised at your entrance.
Panting, you cock an eyebrow at him in question, but Jake, ruggedly pants out, "I need to see your face," before he presses back in with a rough whine.
"Fuck, Elizabeth. I'm never going to get enough of you."
"Jake," you cry out, gripping the old sheet you used to cover Sadie's bedroom floor above your head.
His eyes darken as he starts his pace again, quickly amounting to rapid punches that have you biting into your bicep. Your screams are muffled, sounding out each time he hits the back of your cervix. It scares you a little bit, this level of desperation, to be wanted on his level by someone. But you knew, above all else, you were the safest when you were with Jake, even now.
Suddenly, Jake's mouth is wrapped around the bend of your jaw, you taking it as a sign he wants you to give him your mouth. You do, curving your spine upward as he takes both of your wrists stretched above your head into the grip of a single hand. He pins you down, taking each desperate cry, every wanton moan, into his mouth as his hips meet yours again and again and again, working to build that release once more.
Then, somewhere in the back of your mind, you register yourself saying you're close, urging him not to stop, never to stop, to keep driving into you, for him to give you everything.
It makes him thrust harder. Makes him take his hand, not holding on to you, and hike your thigh higher on his waist. It makes him gasp into your open mouth, "Always such a good girl, always letting me know what she likes. What she wants. How she takes my cock... How she wants to feel me cum inside her. Oh, fuck, Liz, I'm going to cum."
You scream from his words alone.
Jake sets his teeth into your shoulder, pulling you tight as he finds his release with a needy growl. You whine into his shoulder, a cry following close behind as your muscles pull taunt, and your stomach burns as you clench around him. He slows his thrusts, letting you milk him for all he's worth, until he stills, sagging his entire weight into you and in no rush to leave your warmth.
You can feel rough, harsh pants against your chest that match your own as Jake draws his head down to rest between your breasts, finding a moment's peace as he regains his strength.
Sadie would definitely kill the two of you if she ever found out when she got older.
"Ugh, I'd quit Penny's too if I only had to experience that once in my life."
Jake snickered against your chest, rubbing the outside of your thigh gently. "I'm curious. Where did you hear that story anyway?"
You lifted your head off the ground, staring at him funny.
"Wait, what? It was the reason Penny hired me back? She was short-staffed because there was this pilot," you said, poking him in the shoulder trying to play along, "who was scaring them off after having one-night stands with them."
A faint chuckle slipped from Jake's lips. It was subtle, a mere puff of breath between your breasts. But then it grew, his shoulders starting to shake, and with each second that passed, his voice grew louder and louder.
"What?" you asked him, a smile on your face. Your question only made him laugh harder, making him growl into the side of your breast. "Jake! What's going on?"
You lightly slapped him on his shoulder, prompting him to hum, "I never slept with any of them."
You widened your eyes, shocked, pulling yourself up onto your elbows to look down at him kissing your breasts.
"You're lying."
Jake shook his head, never lifting it once. "I would never lie to you."
"But the sign in the girl's bathroom? That.. I was throwing that at you almost constantly. You never said anything."
"One was having trouble with her... ex, I guess that's what he was?" he started, mouthing the top of your breast. "He slashed her tires during her shift, and I gave her a lift home a couple of times. She said she didn't feel safe with him lurking about and was debating quitting anyway."
You raised your eyebrows, slowly lowering yourself back down to the floor.
"One was trying to get her girlfriend to come to her senses after a fight. She had been offered a publishing job requiring her to move." He gently slid his nose up the length of your clavicle, snuggling his face into your neck and holding you close. "I was just playing a role, pretending to flirt with her. Last I heard, they got married and bought a house together somewhere in Seattle."
Your mouth dropped open.
"The last one was just a troublemaker, running her mouth about sleeping with all the new recruits. She managed to get her nails into Rooster and then saw me as her next victim. I might have had a rep, but I wasn't going to cross Rooster like that. Even back then. She left shortly after."
"Penny didn't know about any of this?"
Jake shook his head. "All of it happened around the time Penny and Mav went on a vacation. The one with the girlfriend wasn't out to anyone yet, and the girl with the ex... well, I'd rather her ex focus on me than her. The tramp just fit the rep I had, so denying anything would have been a waste. I mean, I wasn't a saint, but I hadn't been looking for something like that for a while."
"Jake..."
"It's okay," he sighed affectionately, breath hot against your neck. "It got me to you in the end."
You racked your mind for any explanation or memory that would have counteracted what he just said. But Penny had been short on the details when she asked you to come back. And Jake might have come on a little strong, but you had acted on the assumption he was really trying to get you into his bed.
For all you could have known, it could have been just some harmless flirting, something you've always been awkward at. As you thought about it, he never fully confirmed the story, either. When he kissed you for the first time, and you brought it up, he had said the bartenders had quit for other reasons.
You had also let everyone else form your first impression of him. Because it was that day at Sadie's Soccer game, they told you Jake had a thing for Bartenders.
Well, one person did.
"Fucking hell, Rooster!" you tried to shoot up off Sadie's bedroom floor, angry and feeling like you had been duped. "Bradley Bradshit Fucking Bradshaw, oh, I'm going to fucking murder you!"
Jake pushed you back down to the floor, laughing at your reaction.
"You fucking meathead, you were the one sleeping with people, weren't you?! Your name was on that list, too!"
"It's done and over with, Liz," he snorted. "We just got him on the same page about us. We don't need to jeopardize it."
But you shook your head back and forth against the floor, and Jake couldn't figure out if you were angry or laughing at the idiotic nature that was the overgrown chicken.
"Liz?"
"I really am Elizabeth Bennet!" you whined out. Jake sputtered out a laugh, moving so he was resting completely on top of you, arms looped under your shoulders.
"I really am!" you cried out. "And Ridley's having the last laugh 'cause she freaking named me after her."
Jake stroked your hair back at the side of your temples. "I think that's the first time you've told me about her without being sad."
His words sobered you, making you swallow harshly. "She left me a letter. And called me out on some stuff. Rightly so. I think the worst part for me was not knowing what she was thinking. The most horrible thing I could have done to myself was not read her letter when I should have."
He pressed his forehead to yours, trying to bring you some level of comfort.
"I wish I could have met her."
The other letter you stashed up on top of the refrigerator stood out like a solid picture in your mind.
Maybe you still can.
"I wish you could have too."
Jake trailed his nose along yours, gently kissing your lips, his thumbs sliding across your cheekbones. It has you sliding your hands up the length of his chest, one finding a home on the back of his neck.
When he pulls back, his face has a tender look as he gazes down at you. It fills you with warmth, so much so that you blurt out, "Move in with us."
His smile drops. "What?"
"Move in with us," you replied softly.
Jake blinked, clearly caught off guard, and studied your face for a long moment. You felt vulnerable under his gaze, worried about how he'd respond.
"We've done so much of this backwards, Jake. I don't think any of us had any plans to follow the rules," you admitted, chuckling nervously.
He quirked his lips upward. "Rules? What rules?"
You find solace in his reply, your nerves settling in the pit of your stomach when you return his smile.
"I meant what I said in my letter. I'm in, Jake, whatever comes our way. If it's marriage, kids, or none of those things, I just want you in Sadie and our lives. I don't want to waste time not being with you when you could be swept away from us any time you're called out."
You glide your fingers through his hair, stroking the tuffs back just above his ear. "I want to make memories with you, wake up next to you. I want hikes with you and Sadie and Saturday nights with family, ending with us doing the dishes. I want the two of us to continue being the reason you come home so you never have to know a life that's not full of love."
You felt it before you saw it, a drop of water hitting your cheek, and you realized Jake was fighting to stop tears from pooling in his eyes.
"Are you sure?" he asked, his voice choked with emotion.
You nodded. "I might have taken the longest, most backward route to deal with my grief, and God knows I give Bradley one too many chances when I probably shouldn't," You paused, a smirk playing on your lips as you looked into Jake's eyes. "But I love you, and I've never been more sure of anything in my life than this."
Jake took a moment, a whirlwind of emotions playing across his face, till he finally settled on a broad smile. "Let's wait till we get the bug from Camp to decide that?"
You frowned at him, but Jake only shook his head.
"She needs to know what she's getting herself into, yes?" he growled, rolling you on top of him.
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The morning you were going to pick up Sadie from Camp, Jake was up and out of bed before you. Before you had even opened your eyes, you had reached out for him, only to be met by an empty space.
You got up, reaching for your robe to cover your naked body, hoping Jake hadn't gone out for a run. He was chomping at the bit to get back into exercising, and you didn't blame him. The doctor on base hadn't cleared him yet, and you were doing everything possible to ensure he didn't break that rule and set himself back.
Even the sex had you worried.
You found him sitting at your kitchen table with Sadie's Polaroid in hand and a cup of coffee next to him, gentle swirls of steam catching the light from your window. He was hunched over in thought, absent-mindedly working his hand across his mouth, staring down at her image.
You approached him quietly, placing a gentle hand on his back before wrapping your arm around the front of his chest, resting your chin on his shoulder.
Jake reached up, squeezing your wrist.
"Is that her cockpit photo?"
You remember this one, the F-18 and museum trip, and you understood why Sadie had wanted to include it with the others from the day of the hike.
Jake nodded. "The very one."
He reached over into the small pile, spreading the images out before sliding one of you in front of him. You weren't surprised the risky one was missing, Jake probably having stashed it somewhere safe out of your reach after he found out you wanted to burn it.
He never let you hear the end of that one... and then some. Only Jake could turn your anxious thoughts into something sexual. Though, that was a story for another day.
"This one is yours."
You lifted your head from Jake's shoulder to step next to him and lift the photo off the table.
It wasn't the prettiest photo. Clearly, Sadie had been messing with her camera when she accidentally snapped it. But you looked happy, smiling at Jake out of the frame. It was probably the first time you had truly smiled at something, and you knew then and there that Sadie only included it because all three of you knew who made you smile like that.
Yet, when you turned to Jake, he couldn't take his eyes off hers.
"She's going to prove you wrong, Jake."
He didn't give you a reply, his face etched in worry.
You gently grabbed his arm, pulling it out of the way so you could slide yourself in between him and the table. You popped yourself down, sitting sideways across his lap, wrapping your arm around the back of his neck.
"Can I tell you something, and you promise not to judge me for it?"
Jake shot you a look that made you smile, placing your head between his collar and jaw.
"The night I opened her box, it was a week after you left, and I broke down," you felt Jake's arms tighten around your body. "I was so upset, I ripped these from my neck and threw them across the room."
You held Jake's tags out in front of you, thumbing the rubber casing around one of them.
"Sadie found me. I don't know if she was scared of the thunderstorm or heard me scream, but she got them and returned them to me."
"I didn't give them to you to cause you pain..."
You were quick to reassure him, placing a hand on his cheek and letting the tag fall back to your chest. "No, they didn't. They just... helped me see what I was doing to myself. And I missed you. So much."
Jake pressed a kiss to your forehead, stroking your bare leg.
"She wouldn't have given them back to me if she didn't want you in our lives, Jake," you continued. "All along, that's what she's been doing. Showing you she cares. Since you helped her with her math homework."
You cupped his face gently, ensuring he was focusing entirely on you. "She doesn't, Jake. She misses you. She cares for you. She loves you so much."
He chuckled softly, "I swear she knew half the answers after that first day but just wanted to spend time together."
"She's more astute than we give her credit for," You said with a grin, nuzzling closer to him.
"She's just.." he trailed off. "She's one hell of a kid."
You smiled softly. "She is," you agreed.
The two of you sat like that for a few more minutes, Jake holding you, letting his coffee cool. The two of you didn't say anything, nor you didn't need to. Both of you were simply content to be holding one another.
"Come on," you said, getting up and holding out your hand. He took it, bringing himself to a stand. "We should get ready before Nat arrives."
Jake wiggled his eyebrows, following you down the hall.
"You think we could manage a quickie?"
"Jacob Seresin, you are a horny beast!"
"Takes one to know one, Darlin'."
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When you and Nat dropped Sadie off at camp the week prior, she promised she'd come with you to pick her up. However, when she arrived at your house an hour later, a stowaway was with her - which was ironic when you thought about it. Nearly a year ago, Jake had been in Rooster's shoes, standing apprehensively in front of your porch step.
You had never seen him look more out of his element than he did when you opened the door.
You had instantly shot her a look.
"It slipped out," Nat held her hands up in defence. You placed your hands on your hips, cocking your eyebrow. "Really? It slipped out?"
There was no malice behind your words. If Bradley wanted to come with you guys to pick up Sadie, you weren't going to stop him. You smiled at Bradley, nodding at him that it was okay that he was here. He relaxed, returning your smile.
Jake pressed a kiss to your temple before walking out to your porch and down the steps to join Bradley. Nat and you walked over to the railing, somewhat away from the two, watching them have their moment.
 She knocked your hip once, leaning over towards you to ask, "So I guess it was a good week."
"Why wouldn't it be?" you asked her confused.
"Cause you're walking funny and have a hickey twice as large as the first one you got. You did a shit job at covering up," she laughed.
You blushed, blubbering out, "Nat.. that's not.. I mean... What the hell do you mean I did a shit job?!"
She only continued to laugh, knocking your hip once again. "I guess you don't mind the anagram on his helmet now."
You sputtered, your mouth opening and closing like a fish, and Nat only relished in the innocent look on your face, trying to stop herself from drawing attention to the two of you.
Jake and Bradley, however, didn't hear the two of you. Bradley was too caught up in his head, trying to figure out what to say to him, and Jake was trying to come up with the words to properly thank him for saving his life.
"Bradshaw." 
Bradley looked him up and down, a smirk on his face. "You look good, Hangman. You know, despite the..." Bradley pointed to the healing bruise on the side of his face. It wasn't as nasty as before, but still an ugly yellow-brown shade.
"Yeah, well.." Jake remarked, taking his eyes off Bradley for a second before looking back. "For all I know, I have you to blame for that."
Bradley let out a small chuckle. "Yeah..."
A silence befell over the two, and Jake mulled over the right thing to say that would express his gratitude to Rooster, that he wouldn't take the wrong way.
"Thank you for bringing me back to her," his voice carrying sincerity unknown and rare to Bradley. "To them. For saving my life."
"You two okay?" Bradley asked, tilting his head towards you.
Jake glanced over to you and Nat, sharing a laugh over something, and Bradley caught the loving look as Jake settled his eyes on you. "Yeah, we are. More than okay."
Bradley looked away, the weight of everything he had done heavy in the air.
"I need to apologize to you, Jake."
Bradley's use of Jake's name, not this call sign, made him turn back, slightly shocked.
"I've given you, given the both of you a hard time. I... just wanted to protect them, you know? They've been through so much, and Sadie..." he stopped, struggling to find the words. Jake crossed his arms, staring pointedly at Rooster as he rambled.
"I was in Sadie's shoes at one point in my life. And I think from what I know about you now, you'd do anything not to have someone else go through what we've gone through to get here in our lives."
Jake nodded in agreement. "Can I ask you what made you change your mind?"
Bradley didn't look at him when a soft smile came over his face, and he remarked, "When I saved your life."
Jake barked out a laugh, shaking his head. Bradley joined him, soft chuckles escaping his chest.
"I never thought I'd be sitting by your bedside while waiting for an airlift, begging you not to die," he admitted, scratching the back of his head.
"Would have solved all your problems if I did, right?" 
Bradley shook his head. "No, it wouldn't. I wasn't about to let Sadie or Liz experience the death of another person they loved.
"And?" Jake prompted, letting his voice drawl on.
"And I realized I was creating problems where there was none," he exclaimed, throwing his hands up. "And projecting some shit onto you two."
Bradley wasn't about to admit to Jake his entire back story. That he was going to therapy, too, but something told him even if Jake knew, he wouldn't hold it against him.
He was seeing you, after all.
"You have every right to be in their lives. I'm sorry I assumed differently. If you make Liz and Sadie happy, I'm not going to stay in the way of that."
Jake scrunched up his nose, acting like he was contemplating his apology, before holding out his hand. It was not too unfamiliar from when he offered it after saving his and Maverick's life two years ago.
"Clean slate?"
Bradley cocked his eyebrow. "Really? A clean slate?"
"Just like that."
Rooster glanced at Jake's outstretched hand for a moment before taking it, gripping it tight and shaking it once. He went to let go, but Jake only tugged, making Bradley take a clumsy step forward, his shoulder almost meeting Jake's chest. He leaned over as if to pat him on the back, but instead, he tilted his head to say something into Bradley's ear.
"Just don't use me as a scapegoat this time to cover up the fact you're getting some."
Jake slapped him on the back hard, then stepped back as Bradley sputtered out a cough.
"Come on, boys!" Nat called out, having seen the interaction.
They turned back as you finished her shout, yelling out affectionately, "We have a Bug to go catch!"
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Nobody protested when you asked if the four of you could stop by the thrift shop on the way to pick Sadie up. You had mentioned it had something to do with her birthday present, and nobody seemed to argue. Jake had only smiled, and Bradley and Nat instantly agreed, all too eager to see the famous store you and Ridley had found.
When the four of you entered the shop, Rooster, as you expected, practically ran to the vinyl section, Nat close on his heels to make sure he didn't break anything in his excitement.
Jake followed you to the counter, where you had to wait in line to see Mr. Murray. You honestly stupidly thought he would have gone off on his own, not follow you to the line. He couldn't see what you were doing; as much as this was a surprise for Sadie, this was a surprise for him too.
You had to think of something to get him to go away, and you had to do it fast.
Jake's hand was resting low on your hip when you turned and pressed your hands flat to his chest. Pulling yourself up, you lifted one of your hands to trace the outline of his lips with your fingers before you kissed him, slow and purposely. Lowering yourself back down, Jake's eyes remained closed until his brain caught up with him, and he found himself staring down at your lips.
"Shoo," you cooed at him with a grin. Jake raised his eyebrows. "Shoo? You want me to shoo?"
You nodded, pecking his lips again quickly in a bid to get him to leave you alone.
"Why? It's just Sadie's birthday present."
You bit your lip. There was no real reason he couldn't be there with you, and you didn't have a reply that wouldn't have given away her gift.
Deciding to take one out of Sadie's book instead, you slowly slid your hands down his back, cupping his ass, and squeezing hard once, leaning up to whisper into his ear, "No questions asked?"
Jake's groan vibrated in your ear. "I know what you're doing. And I know I'm at fault for it."
"Is it working?" you teased, sneakily taking his ear lobe between your teeth and letting go just as quickly. To any on-looker, it appeared as if you were simply whispering something in his ear.
"Still doesn't change the fact you're trying to get rid of me."
You slowly slid your mouth down, nipping the skin of his neck in a quick motion that made him hiss. You pulled back to take in the tiny mark, slightly proud of yourself.
"You're defiling government property, darlin'."
"You're not on duty, are you? That makes you mine."
"Oh, you're going to pay for that later."
"Am I?" you said, making sure your lips were just over his, just barely, enough so he might feel your breath but not your touch.
You weren't sure who this person was that Jake had awoken, but every time you found yourself in a position to tease Jake about something, you felt like those social media videos Sadie liked to watch with you, the ones where someone faked an "achievement unlocked" status above their head. Jake had no idea the power he had suddenly shown you.
He went to kiss you, but you dodged his attempt, pressing a finger to his lips.
"Go make sure Rooster doesn't break something. I'm sure that 45' Jerry Lee Lewis record is still there. He already plays Great Balls of Fire enough."
Jake grimaced. "Yup, no, thank you."
You patted him on his chest. Jake winked at you, turning on his heel, not before catching you mid-spin with a light slap to the meaty part of your ass. You yipped, jumping from where you stood, a hand covering the sting. Jake was already walking away with a shit-eating grin on his face, calling out, "Rooster! Hands off the classics!"
Looking up, you came face to face with Mr.Murray, his eyebrows raised. Heat flooded your cheeks more than it already had, and you felt like a kid getting caught with their hand in the cookie jar.
"Glad to see that one's safe and sound."
You blushed. "That was.. ah.. That was me..."
Mr. Murray shook his head, reassuring you. "My wife and I were like that at one point. Could barely keep our hands off each other. Still do to some extent."
"Mr. Murray," you blushed, stepping forward.
Reaching into your bag, you pulled out the patches ripped from Jake's ruined flight suit, secretly sliding them across the counter. Jake had saved what he could and asked you to throw out the rest. Little did he know you had other plans.
"Do you think you could fix them up? Do the thing we talked about?"
Mr. Murray looked down at the patches in your hand, taking them and smiling.
"For Sadie? Anything."
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You knew there would be more moments in your life where you would feel immense pride for Sadie, each one topping the last. But watching her row her boat down that river, similar to how you and Ridley had done it as kids, would be something you'd never forget.
Her wanting to go to camp came from one of the polaroids Ridley left behind. You weren't sure who had managed to catch it, and the years had not been kind to the image, but Sadie wanted to know all the memories associated with that photo as you were pulling them out, deciding to preserve them in a scrapbook. You weren't shy about telling her. It was easier, having since opened her box, for you to talk about Ridley without clamming up.
In the end, she asked if she could go to camp like you and her mom did—specifically one where she could row her own boat down a river like that one.
The sunlight glinted off the water, shimmering as you leaned forward, a pair of binoculars held up to your face. Jake's knee bounced anxiously next to you, his eyes darting back and forth between the group and the river bend as Nat and Bradley carried on a separate conversation, waiting for Sadie's boat to come into view.
As you arrived, you had told the group that Sadie was taking part in this race before they could see her. Nat already knew, having made a poster with "Go Sadie Bug!" written across it in big colourful letters and splattered with ladybugs. It sat between the two of you, ready the second she appeared.
It was but a few more seconds before the boats made it around the corner, and you spied her and her teammate rapidly gaining on third place.
"There!" You cried out, letting the binoculars fall to your lap as you pointed. "In the red!"
Jake scanned the water, his heart thumping in his chest as the crowd started to pick up that the kids were nearing the end. His world momentarily narrowed to a mere pinpoint as he searched for one particular kid. A flash of red stood out from the rest, and Jake homed in on her small frame, leaning into every paddle stroke, fierce and determined.
All the uncertainty, the worry about whether she still resented him, evaporated. At that moment, Jake was filled with pride, seeing her giving her all out there on the water.
You were already on your feet by the time Jake stood, watching as Sadie and her teammate paddled vigorously, tied neck to neck with the team currently in third. Bradley leaned forward from his spot on the bleacher, muttering with confidence over and over, "She's got this. She's got this."
Beside him, Nat was unrolling her poster, the rubber band snapping in her excitement and eagerness, as she stood, throwing the piece of Bristol board over her head, letting out a shout.
Jake couldn't help but shout out his encouragement, even if she couldn't hear him from this distance or amongst the shouts of other parents. 
"Come on, Bug! Give them hell!"
The distance between the two canoes started to close, and with each powerful stroke, Sadie and her teammate pushed into third, leaving the other canoe in the wake of their water trail. And then, inch by inch, the two of them rapidly approached the other two canoes, currently tied neck and neck for first place.
Bradley's voice joined the others as he shot up and out of his seat. " That's it! Come on, Sadie! Come on!"
But you... you were suddenly overwhelmed, tears streaming down your face as your heart pounded away inside your chest because it wasn't Sadie you were seeing, but your sister, shouting back over her shoulder to encourage what appeared to be you, trying just as hard to see the two of you through to the finish line.
It was such a vivid memory, and you could almost hear her voice, her laughter, as she yelled for the two of you to keep paddling, as she now yelled for Sadie to keep paddling. You didn't shove it down as you might have done once before.
You embraced it.
You instinctively looked over to Jake, who was too focused on watching Sadie to see your eyes on him. His face was lit up with fierce pride and love, and seeing Jake's unwavering support, despite questioning if Sadie really cared for him or not, in your heart, you knew the two of you would always be safe with him.
Sadie was undeterred by the task in front of her. It was clear. The finish line was drawing close, and you couldn't help but reach out to grasp Jake and Nat's forearms.
Nat yelled, "She can do it! She's our bug!"
With a surge of energy, Sadie and her teammate closed the gap, drawing level with the leading canoe. Her face was lit up in sheer determination as she shouted out, using every ounce of energy she had left to push themselves forward, crossing the finish line a mere few seconds before the previous leaders.
You let out a cry, screaming for joy as Jake went for your waist, lifting you up towards the sky in celebration as he celebrated, letting out a shout. Nat was hugging Bradley as he let out a loud whistle in appreciation.
Even if he thought she hated him, Jake still lowered you to the ground and pulled you into his arms, giving you an overly excited kiss and exclaiming how proud he was of her.
After everything she had been through, after everything she had to face this past year, you were proud of her, too.
The four of you escaped the bleachers, making your way down to the docks where you were meant to pick her up. Jake held your hand, eyes nervously scanning the crowd of kids staring to find their parents.
His Adam's apple bobbed, and you squeezed his hand once, swinging it back and forth. "You okay?"
Jake opened his mouth, ready to answer you, before Nat suddenly jumped and squealed, "There she is!" pointing to Sadie on the boardwalk below.
The four of you watched as she made her way up the dock, a red ribbon in hand, as she laughed and celebrated with her friend. You smiled, letting go of Jake's hand to step forward and join Nat at the peek of the hill so she would find you easily.
Rooster stepped forward to get a better view, but he still stayed behind with Jake, who remained where he was, currently clenching and unclenching his fists.
He didn't know if he was ready for this.
Sadie was saying goodbye to her friend when she realized you and Nat would have been in the crowd with everyone else. She thought she had seen someone holding a poster with Lady Bugs on it, but she had only gotten a quick peek before she had to concentrate on the finish line.
She leaned up on the edges of her shoes, scanning the crowd with a hopeful gaze. She knew you'd be here. You promised you would, and you never broke a promise.
A big smile appeared across her face when she finally found you and Nat waving at her on top of the hill. She picked herself up into a run, giggling like anything and everything.
You dropped to your knees, prepared to catch her in one of her overly dramatic hugs that would have you failing to the ground if you weren't ready. But then she stopped dead in her tracks, a gasp escaping her lips. Her face started to red, blue eyes wide and watering, and her bottom lip was begging to tremble as she looked past you.
Concerned, you followed her gaze, realizing she had caught sight of Jake and Bradley standing behind you.
"Oh, Bug," Nat cooed next to you. But you knew, right away, who warranted that reaction.
Jake caught sight of her, a hopeful yet apprehensive look on his face. His heart thudded heavily in his chest, awaiting what he thought to be the ultimate reprimand and lowest point in his life. Because everything was waiting on this moment, despite his apology, despite working his way back to the two of you, if Sadie didn't want him here, if she didn't want him in her life, he would walk away.
It was the longstanding promise to put her first. Her feelings mattered above all else.
But the ribbon she had won slipped from her hand at her side, falling to the ground, forgotten. She stumbled backwards a few steps as her mind caught up with the sight. Sadie couldn't believe it. Because everyone she had ever cared about, one way or another, had been taken away from her beyond anyone's control.
Uncle Jake was here.
He came back.
He was alive.
He was home.
"Uncle Jake!" She cried out, finally propelling herself into a run, going straight past Nat, you, and forgoing Bradley entirely to beeline it to him. The tension released from Jake's shoulders as he dropped to his knees into the dirt, holding out his arms to take the crying girl into his arms.
Sadie couldn't help but throw herself at him, launching her tiny body and wrapping her arms and legs around him only to borrow her head into his neck.
Jake's vision blurred, tears starting to form as he dropped his chin to her shoulder. He cradled her close, letting out a shaky exhale, his grip matching Sadie's tight. The two of them were terrified either one might vanish if they let go. The weight of everything he'd faced, the danger, the near-death, it all paled in comparison to this moment of pure joy and absolute relief.
Sadie did want him in your lives after all.
You could faintly make out the words from him as he cooed over her sobs, "I'm here, Bug. I'm here."
You stood, walking over and kneeling down next to them. You placed a hand on Jake's back and rested the other on Sadie's. Jake lifted his head to look at you, and you were surprised to see his eyes watering. The sight of him holding Sadie, moved by her missing him, brought tears to your eyes.
"Why are you crying, Bug?" You soothed, trying to stop your own voice from breaking.
She pulled back from Jake's neck to look at you. Despite her blotched face and tears, a smile was etched across her face as she blubbered out, "He came home."
Her statement wasn't lost on you. Ridley never made it home to her that night. The family you guys had found was made up of people who flirted with death daily. For as long as they flew, there would always be the chance one of them would never make it home.
"Of course, I made it home, Bug," Jake said, pressing a soft kiss into her hair. "I had to make it home to both of my girls."
Sadie buried her face into the fabric of his shirt, weeping, and you watched as he fought with himself not to cry.
Then she started to giggle through her sniffles, happiness starting to replace her sadness. She curled her head to the side against his chest, gripping his shirt tight between her tiny fingers and taking a few deep breaths.
She didn't want to let him go.
"I love you, Uncle Jake."
You had to wipe your eyes, knowing exactly where that came from.
Jake slammed his eyes shut. "I love you too, Bug."
He was in it for the long run. There was no question about it.
Sadie sharply lifted her head, looking at you, then at Jake, back and forth several times, her mouth hanging loosely open.
"Wait..are you two back together now?"
You nodded. "Are you okay with that?"
It was redundant to ask, but you still needed to anyway.
You could see the gears grinding in her head, working up a quick-witted response only she could come up with. Then you noticed the second the idea popped into her head, fighting to prevent the corners of her mouth from turning upward.
She tried to relax her face, but she was failing miserably. Jake caught on when she tried to become stoic, and his cheeky grin widened with each second that passed. She had done this to him once before, and he wasn't about to be caught in her trap for a second time.
Then a grin stretched across her face, reminding you so much of Ridley.
"Finally. My job here is over."
Little matchmaker, indeed.
You gasped affectionately, playing along as if you didn't know she had been trying to get the two of you together. "Why, you little..."
You attacked her with your fingers, tickling her stomach. Jake tried to contain his laughter as she started to squirm in his arms, shouting out, "Save me, Uncle Jake! Save me!"
Jake tried to lean back to keep her out of your path, but despite his reassurance, his back hadn't returned to being almost 100 percent. It spasmed, causing him to lose his balance off his knees. Sadie screamed, reaching for the only thing she could, which happened to be you, tugging on the front of your shirt.
Your breath caught in your throat as you fell with them, Jake securely tightening his arm around Sadie's back as she fell onto his chest while reaching out for you. He took the brunt of your fall, you landing on the opposite side of his chest, and Jake groaned, tilting his head back against the ground to the sky, laughing.
Nat gathered Sadie's ribbon off the ground, coming to stand next to Bradley, who was watching the three of you with an affectionate smile.
"Damn it, Rooster," Nat teased, knocking his side with hers. "It looks like you've been replaced."
Bradley shook his head.
When Sadie first came to live with you, each of the Daggers had found something to share with her. Nat and her loved sports, and Bob listened to her gush about bugs. Maverick did anything and everything fun and semi-dangerous with her. Fanboy and Payback loved playing games with her, and Coyote was simply there when she needed him. For Bradley, it had been sharing their grief at losing a parent.
But Jake... It wasn't Jake offering Sadie anything. It was Sadie who held out her hand and took him under her tiny arm. Sadie, who offered him her love with no questions asked.
He was never at risk of being replaced, never at risk of losing her love or her playing favourites. Sadie simply cared for everyone and everything thing.
It's just who she was.
"You know what, Nat, I don't mind," He replied, fondly looking at Jake, Sadie and you, now sharing a hug.
"As much as he needs Liz, he needs Sadie too."
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Part 23 - Sleep Deprivation, the final part, coming soon 😭
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As your Captain ・ Barcelona Femení
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This one is for these two requests although I have slightly changed it, I might have forgotten what the original request was, but I hope you enjoy!
Requests: "Can we have some angst/hurt with Barcelona girls or lionesses?"
"Hopping in on the request because you are the best 🤩🤩🤩🤩 Would you write one where the girls wrongfully got the message that Y/N would move to Lyon or worse Real Madrid and the team gives her the cold shoulder and very angry training sessions, Y/N notices after a few days and every attempt of dialogue fails. Having enough Y/N lets all her frustration out when no one expected it, lots of tears and anger and most importantly disappointment. She disappears for hours and it's freezing cold and the girls in the meantime found it was a lie to jeopardize the time. They’re all frantically searching for her and trying to call, she comes to training the next morning, none of the girls sleeps, soaked in rain and not able to talk to her cold temperature and shivering.  She catches a intense flu and the team has absolutely never felt worse"
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The final whistle of the match is blown and you excitedly run towards Mapi before jumping on her back and the two of you join the rest of the team celebrating.
Your team had won 5-0 to Real Madrid with you assisting a goal and scoring one of your own as well.
As you glance over to the other side of the field you take in the way Misa lazily picks up her goalie gloves she had previously thrown to the ground. A frown takes over your features when you see her try to wipe her tears away, tears that obviously weren’t anywhere near stopping.
You were always one to respect your opponents especially if they were on the same national team as you, you had seen the way Misa desperately tried to get her team together in the match. She was captain and truthfully she was the only one actually playing for Real Madrid today.
You don’t wait long as you make your way towards her and gently pull the taller girl into your arms, whispering praises into her ear as you try to comfort her.
Misa was your friend on the Spanish team and you knew she’d be more disappointed in her own performance than anyone else’s.
She holds onto you as well, burying her face into your shoulder, occasionally nodding at your words and she thanks you when you tell her you need to get back to your team.
Your actions didn’t go unnoticed by the Barca girls, or the cameras and fans at that and they all watched, confused. 
No one thinks about it for too long though as you and the girls get back to the locker room and celebrate the wonderful win.
A few days after the match you notice the sudden change in air from your teammates.
You feel their eyes on you, watching your every step, yet when you’d turn around they would already be busy with something.
They also haven’t said much, at least not to you which was very unusual as usually you and most of the younger girls would be joking around, loudly laughing at each other whenever you got the chance.
Not now though.
Training has been a bit different, your training partner, Patri had switched with someone else and now you had Marta.
It’s not that you didn’t like the girl, you really did, but you were used to training with Patri and her switching up without a word left you hurt and confused.
You knew the defenders on your team could be aggressive, but what you were experiencing right now was far from how teammates would challenge each other.
Their main target seemed to be you and you only. Tackles were sent your way left and right at every drill and you were sure that someone also tripped you up on purpose when you were walking to the back of the line.
It hurt. You didn’t know why they had been avoiding you and why so suddenly. You had thought over everything you had done in the past week that could have made 22 people have it out for you, but nothing came to mind.
Team chemistry was off. It was obvious to you, to your teammates and most importantly to the coach and staff members.
Jonatan had also taken notice of how you seemed to always end up on the ground in drills that on any other day you could have done in your sleep.
It isn’t until you’re clutching your ankle, laying on the turf as you try to breathe through the pain, that he actually intervenes.
As a medic makes his way over to you, Jonatan calls your name from not too far at the sidelines.
“Y/L/N, I want you in my office after practice!”
Your ankle had been fine after checking it out but you did have a small limp as you walked into the coach’s office, ready to talk with him.
As you take a seat in front of Jonatan, he doesn’t waste time as he gets right into it.
“Y/N I’ve noticed how the team isn’t connecting and I know you have too. As captain, and especially now since Alexia isn’t here, I need you to figure out what happened.
Whatever it is, you need to fix it, talk to them. We can’t go into a match like this.” you nod at his words and as you get excused, you immediately walk to the changing room where you knew the rest of the girls would be.
For the first time in a week they acknowledge your presence as you walk in and instantly take notice of the hard look on your face.
You looked mad, something that scared them since you rarely showed this side of you to them. The girls in the room freeze in their movements as they look up at you, silence overtaking the room and they watch as you slightly limp towards your bag.
Shoving your shin guards into it you also turn towards them. Your voice is cold and eerily emotionless as you start to speak.
“I have no idea what happened or if I’ve done something but it’s clearly affecting our performance as a team and I won’t have that. I’m telling you this as your captain, if you don’t get yourselves together and communicate what you’re feeling then I’ll gladly sit you out on our next game.
As captain it is my job to take care of the players but I can not do that if you guys ignore my existence. This is unacceptable and I don’t think I deserve this!”
The last part is spoken harshly and some of the girls visibly shiver at your tone.
Looking around the changing room most of your teammates’ heads are lowered, a guilty look on their faces, but Mapi, Patri and Mariona glare at you, a look you can only give back to them.
You leave the room at the silence you receive and make your way to one of the other offices.
Back in the changing-room Irene takes the team's silence as her chance to speak up, she had been one of the few who hadn’t totally ignored your presence after the ElClásico.
The barca team finds themselves in Jonatan’s office less than fifteen minutes after you’ve left and Jonatan looks at them panicked as he’s bombarded with questions.
“What? Repeat that question?” he asks as utter confusion and surprise is written all over his face.
“Has Y/N already signed with Real Madrid?” Aitana questions again, this time saying it slower, but the coach only stares at the group of football players standing in front of him.
They shuffle uncomfortably under the man’s gaze before he talks.
“Now where the hell did you hear that from?” it’s now the team’s turn to stare at him now as they take in what he’s saying.
“So wait, Y/N isn’t transferring to Real?” Patri is the one who voices her thoughts first.
“No, no of course not!” Jonatan laughs at the idea of you ever wearing the Real Madrid badge over your heart, you had made your distaste towards the club clear to him.
“But everyone keeps talking about it!” 
“Who’s everyone? Girls, don’t tell me you got this information from the internet, you didn’t believe another rumor now, did you?” the coach looks at them expectantly before sighing at their guilty faces and he rubs at his face for a second.
“It was only because of the whole Lyon thing from last time, people kept saying she’d transfer to them and well, yeah, we believed another rumor.” Pina admits, her voice growing quieter by the end.
“But we also discussed last time that it was only because she signed the contract extension with Barca late, right?” they nod at his words.
“Look, I understand that you misunderstood the situation and I now also know why you guys haven’t been doing too well in training, but this is very immature of you all.
No one is transferring anywhere unless your captain or I say so. And the way you’ve handled this is disappointing, Y/N is your teammate, she’s family and family shouldn't be treated like this.”
As he lectures the girls, they all nod along, admitting they’ve been wrong and that they’d like to fix it.
“Y/N is in another meeting right now, but I suggest you talk with her first thing tomorrow at training.”
When the team walks into the training center the next day they take notice of your bag already sitting in your cubby, or rather still sitting there.
Training soon starts and as they try to get a look at you they see the dark circles under your eyes and your somewhat puffy cheeks. You looked exhausted and you were barely halfway through training. 
A sloppy move from Lucy results in you sitting on the turf as you try to catch your breath and she is instantly standing in front of you, helping you up and apologizing.
You dismiss her and start towards the beginning of the drill when you stumble slightly. The brunette is there to catch you when your body decides to give up and you pass out.
The team runs over worriedly as the medics make space to get you off the field. They watch as you’re carried into the medical room before having to resume practice.
Thirty minutes later they’re all crowded in the unusually spacious medical room and Claudia takes a hold of your hand when she sees the state you’re in.
You have cooling rags placed all over your body and you look exhausted as you breathe slowly. The medic fills them in on the diagnosis, telling them that you’ve got a fever and have also overworked your body.
When some of the girls look at her weird she goes into detail.
“Y/N stays the night at the facility sometimes to get in extra training or work on something. Security has gotten used to her being here at this point and let her have the pitch to herself for the night.
Unfortunately Y/N over here has forgotten that temperatures have dropped during the night and she’s caught a cold now.” she tells them with an amused chuckle and the team looks at you sadly.
Mapi walks over, gently running her finger through your hair and she smiles when you lean into her touch slightly.
A sneeze breaks the team out of their trance and you reach for a tissue as you blow out your nose.
The room is immediately in chaos as everyone tries to apologize for their behavior and you smile up at them gently when both Pina and Mapi explain the situation.
As they calm down a bit they make a show of apologizing to you one by one before promising that they wouldn’t believe another rumor unless you’d tell them yourself.
You’re taken care of by your teammates for the next week until you get better and they shower you in love and small acts of kindness, still feeling incredibly bad for how they’ve treated you.
You soak up the love you’ve missed out on, but you still couldn’t have asked to be part of a better family.
Barcelona was your home and you wouldn’t trade it for any other team.
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