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hunterbloodknight · 2 years
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Got7 - Home on stage
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oraclekleo · 1 year
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Tuan Mark Yi En (GOT7 / Solo) Kinky* Tarot Reading
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Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Requester: /
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Kinky* Reading
Questions:
Position
Libido
Turn On
Kink
Dirtiest Secret*
Celebrity Info:
Full Name: Tuan Mark Yi En
Stage Name: Mark
Group: GOT7 / Solo
DOB: 04.09.1993
Sun Sign: Virgo
Chinese Sign: Water Rooster
Life Path Number: 8
Masterpost: Got7
Ko-fi - Voluntary Tip for Readings
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Tuan Mark Yi En
Mark (GOT7 / Solo)
Deck: E. A. Poe
Spread: Kinky* Reading
Position - 4 of Pentacles
Mark could be described as a clingy lover. He’s super loyal in a relationship, he’s not likely to lose sight of his sweetheart often. If they can’t be physically together, he’s the type to text and call often just to check his lover is doing okay. If taken to extremes, he might become possessive. He’s more on the traditional side when it comes to position in a relationship, he’s a man and therefore he takes the dominant share of responsibility on himself. He’s courteous and romantic.
Libido - XIV Temperance
Mark is no uncontrollable beast when it comes to sex. He’s pretty well balanced and probably even capable of a long distance relationship while staying utterly faithful to his lover far away. He’s not the type to give in to his carnal needs, he’s more on the sensible and sensitive side. Mark is a very gentle and caring lover, always putting his significant other’s well-being a priority. He’s not a big fan of extremes like edging or overstimulation as he finds it unpleasant.
Turn On - Queen of Pentacles
Mark is likely to feel attracted to a well composed and balanced personality, mature and with a motherly vibe to them. He’s no fan of dramas or youthful wilderness. His lover can be either older than him or at least mature at heart. The cards suggest more likely a woman but it’s not a rule.
Kink - VIII Strength
As mentioned before, Mark isn’t a fan of extremes. He’s more likely to appreciate a well-balanced and harmonious type of relationship. He likes to have a certain power over his lover but not in a way they would follow his every order. Mark is likely to prefer to be on top in bed but he expects his lover to be active as well. He might feel especially aroused by dirty talk coming from his lover’s mouth. But only during intimate moments. In public, any inappropriate behaviour repels him.
Dirtiest Secret* - Knight of Swords
Mark is a man with vision and elegance and he’s the type to set goals for himself and pursue them relentlessly. He’s likely secretly a bit ruthless. Not in a way he would actually physically hurt someone but he can become so concentrated on his goal, that he will forget about other people existing around him. He might unintentionally hurt his lover’s feelings when cancelling dates, not coming to their birthday party, forgetting about anniversaries due to the fact he’s in the middle of his project and nothing can distract him.
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letsgogatsebenguys · 1 year
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Okay but…
Redhead!Mark
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biasd · 2 years
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Mark
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ao3feed-yugbam · 2 years
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Secret en danger
by ascozeex
Quand Taehyung s'était réveillé ce matin-là fiévreux et fébrile, il était loin de se douter que son existence était sur le point de basculer. Que, bientôt, il trouverait une famille qu'il avait toujours espéré avoir et que des évènements et aventures plus folles les unes que les autres l'attendait dans les années à venir. Ce matin là, il n'était qu'un étranger dans un centre commercial, sur le point de mettre en danger un secret millénaire.
Words: 64871, Chapters: 24/?, Language: Français
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, GOT7, EXO (Band)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi
Characters: Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | RM, Jeon Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook's Parents, Jeon Jungkook's Brother, Park Jimin (BTS), Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Jongdae | Chen, Kim Jongin | Kai, Kim Junmyeon | Suho, Kim Minseok | Xiumin, Oh Sehun, Lu Han (EXO), Huang Zi Tao | Z.Tao, Wu Yi Fan | Kris, Zhang Yi Xing | Lay, Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol, Im Jaebum | JB, Jackson Wang, Park Jinyoung (GOT7), Kunpimook Bhuwakul | BamBam, Kim Yugyeom, Choi Youngjae, Mark Tuan, Taylor Lautner, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s)
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V, Min Yoongi | Suga/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Original Female Character(s), Kunpimook Bhuwakul | BamBam/Kim Yugyeom, Choi Youngjae / IU | Lee Ji-eun, Byun Baekhyun/Park Chanyeol, Kim Jongdae | Chen/Kim Minseok | Xiumin, Do Kyungsoo | D.O/Kim Jongin | Kai, Wu Yi Fan | Kris/Zhang Yi Xing | Lay, Lu Han/Oh Sehun, Huang Zi Tao | Z.Tao/Kim Junmyeon | Suho
Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Childhood Trauma, Rape/Non-con Elements, Abusive Parents, Mpreg, Surnatural species, Hunters & Hunting, Minor Character Death
source https://archiveofourown.org/works/38665689
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demongyeom · 4 years
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May I kith? ♡
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Conversation
Mark: Send dudes.
Jackson: You mean nudes?
Mark: I’m in a fight. I need more men
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kiwibomb · 4 years
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mark tuan bf material icons!!! please like or reblog if you save it!! 🦊
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beomie-rabbit · 3 years
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Cutest duo you’ll ever see🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰❤️💛
Plus a sneak preview of the most perfect person ever
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My Berbet Baby Beomie🥰🥰💙💙💙
Credits: Got7 on Vlive, gifs made by me -A🐰💜
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mermaidsneedwater · 3 years
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“happy thanksgiving!” | mark tuan
happy thanksgiving everyone! hope you had a lot of turkey today :)
The last thing Mark expected to see was the assortment of dishes laid out on the dining table. His eyes widened as he took in the sheer amount of food, as well as the fact that it was all his favorite thanksgiving dishes, turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing.
“Babe what’s all this?” He asked, shrugging his jacket off.
You came to see him at the door, looking beautiful in your dress. You kissed his cheek, “Happy Thanksgiving!”
Milo ran up from behind you and began to jump on Mark, as if to chime in. Happy Thanksgiving dad!
“But- how did you?-“
“Even though you won’t admit it, I know you were upset because you couldn’t visit your family today. So I thought I’d bring a little thanksgiving here.” You smiled. “I made everything but the turkey. I had to buy that.”
Mark laughed as he held your hands, “I can’t believe you did all of this for me!”
You looked up to peck his lips. As you pulled away, you realized that some of your lipstick had smudged onto him.
“Whoops.” You giggled, using your thumb to swipe away the lipstick on his lips. “Okay let’s eat!”
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hunterbloodknight · 2 years
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Got7 - Being Carried
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noona96n · 4 years
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it's May 2020 but I'm still thinking about Bambam's outfit at MAMA 2018
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3raaaachachacha · 4 years
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Mark Tuan x female reader / 8.8k / angst / fluff 
Warnings: alcohol, swearing, mentions of abuse, anxiety attack, sexual harassment, degrading women
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Abusive relationships have always been highly frowned upon for obvious reasons. The emotional turmoil one would go through to keep a partner from snapping was frightening. It’s not always easy to leave an abuser even with knowing what is best for yourself. Three years ago, you had managed to get yourself out of an abusive relationship yourself. It was hard since you believed the relationship had hope, but in the end, it became too much for you.
With three years passing, the process of rebuilding yourself mentally helped to give you the confidence to finally give love another shot. You begun dating Mark a few months ago, and it began to remind you a lot of how the beginning of your previous relationship went. It was your average, loved up relationship. The last year of your previous relationship took a drastic turn for the worse though.
Your ex had begun to act different towards you abruptly. He refused to answer your calls or text like he normally did and he wouldn't make time for you since he usually had other plans to attend to. Whenever you did end up seeing each other, he did his best to make you feel like absolute shit. He would talk down to you and belittle you. There were some cases where he would come over, upset about something you had no knowledge of, just so he could get you into bed to make himself feel better. What should have been an act of love, turned into an act of horror. You allowed this a few times since you craved the feeling of being loved and the attention from him that he had given you the first two years of your relationship. Soon, you began to feel uncomfortable with him whenever this happened, and violence became his retaliation.
Mark was your brother, Jinyoung's, best friend. He was always over at your apartment, and would constantly get weird vibes from your ex, but he never spoke up about it. He knew there was something off about your ex and how he would treat you when the four of you would have dinner or hang out together. It was clear that he wasn’t treating you properly since you were always so desperate for his attention. Your ex seemed uninterested in you, but for some reason still stayed with you.
It didn’t take Mark long to come to the conclusion that your ex was an asshole who only cared about himself and his image. You were pretty, which meant that any photos the two of you took together or anytime he was seen out with you made him look better and hotter to other people. It made other men jealous that he could get a girl that was a million times better looking than him and he knew that. Mark could also tell that he was with you because your brother was Jinyoung. With GOT7’s success domestically and internationally, it was clear that you were also well-known since the fans loved to learn about the members and their families.
This upset Mark more than he had realized. He never had feelings for you until one night the four of you were watching a movie together. At that point, Jinyoung wasn’t too fond of your boyfriend either, but he knew it wasn’t his place to step in unless it was absolutely necessary. You made sure that you covered any bruises your ex had given you so that Jinyoung and the boys wouldn’t worry about you.
That night, Mark realized that you were so caring and loving for whoever you were with and just generally for those that you cared deeply about. You would cross the ocean just to help them with a simple task. It made his heart swell with how cute you were and how he realized that you were his ideal girl. It made it harder to be around you sometimes since he wanted to confess his feelings to you, but he knew that you were still with your ex at the time, so he was patient and quiet.
One night, Jinyoung and a few of the boys were over to relax from the long day they had. You came rushing inside only to be stopped by a concerned Jinyoung, causing you to briefly panic.
"Y/N, is that a bruise?" Jinyoung questioned as he cupped his hand on your cheek. You winced in pain, catching the attention of his friends, specifically Mark.
You didn't know what to say, you couldn't tell him that this was the work of your boyfriend. He would beat the shit out of him if he knew the truth. You couldn't let anyone find out for your ex’s sake as well as for your own dignity. You couldn’t let that be ruined in front of the most important people in your life.
"It's nothing," You stuttered with a slight chuckle to try and convince them that you were alright, but it sounded more like you were attempting to convince yourself more than anything. You tried your best to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall any minute, "I hit myself on the table at work, then I went to Y/BF/N’s house and he iced it for me," Your voice held a shaky tone as Jinyoung still looked concerned for your well-being.
Jinyoung seemed to believe the lie you had told him, but Mark, on the other hand, wasn't believing any of it. Even so, he didn't want to upset you anymore than you already were. It was clear something had happened, and you had gotten hurt. He wasn’t sure if it was from someone else, yourself, or your boyfriend, but regardless, you were still hurt. It pained him to see you physically hurt. But what could he do? He was just your brother’s best friend, and it wasn’t his place to interfere.
Quickly, you said your goodnights before making your way towards your bedroom without waiting for a response from the boys. Jinyoung commented on how something was off and how you weren’t usually so clumsy to hurt yourself like that. This made Mark take action as he knew, deep down, he needed to make sure you were alright and that you knew that someone was there for you. Mark got up to check on you, stopping his movements once he heard your soft cries in your bedroom. You did your best to muffle them so that the boys could enjoy their night and not worry about you. He wanted to go in and find out what really happened, but for some reason, he couldn't.
That night was never spoken about again, and you finally managed to get out of your toxic relationship. It didn’t end well for you though as you were sore for a few days, prompting you to stay with a friend for a bit so that your brother wouldn’t see your injuries. Once your bruises had begun to heal up and were manageable, you went back home, and you felt relieved that you no longer needed to see your ex. You never wanted to see him again, especially after what he did to you. He was a monster.
You began to have terrible nightmares about your ex and usually they ended with you being incredibly hurt or possibly even dead on bad nights. It was hard for you to sleep and eat for a few weeks after the two of you had separated. It wasn’t from you missing him, it was more from the trauma that he had placed upon you. You didn’t feel as protected or as safe as you would want to be.
Mark had begun to stay with you and Jinyoung since he hated living on his own and wasn’t happy in the apartment complex that he was previously renting out of. He appreciated you and your brother for letting him stay in the guest bedroom until he made a decision on what he wanted to do. He was also excited to get closer to you and try to win your heart over. He had moved in about a week after you had broken up with your ex boyfriend and he noticed you were happier than before, but some other things were also noticeably different about you too.
You were happier around your friends and brother, but you would get emotionless when you were alone, or when it was quiet. It was most likely due to you coping with the loss of a significant other that was by your side for so long. It’s not an easy process and it was quite a large shift for you, but life goes on and people get back to their normal selves in no time.
One night, Mark was having issues with sleeping since GOT7 were preparing for a new comeback within the next month. He was stressed about the choreography more than anything, but he had other worries. It made it harder for him to fall asleep at night. He knew that a cold glass of water would help to calm his nerves, so he left his room to go to the kitchen with that in mind. As he was passing by your room, he heard sounds coming from your room that made his heart ache.
It sounded like you were in pain or crying from something. He wasn’t sure he was hearing correctly so he knocked on your door to make sure that you were alright. There was no response from you which worried Mark even more. Briefly forgetting about the rules of privacy, he entered your room to the sight of you laying in your bed, but you were continuously tossing and turning with small whimpers falling from your lips. It was clear you were having a bad nightmare and when he got closer, he noticed the sweat that lined your forehead.
His heart hurt at the sight. He moved to sit on the edge of your bed as he placed his hand on your arm, wiggling it to try to wake you up, “Yah! Y/N, wake up!” Mark’s deep voice rang out as he moved closer unconsciously with worry.
You moved into his touch as it made you feel more comforted from the stressful dream you were currently having. You continued to whimper from the imaginary pain that you were feeling as your hand found Mark’s to squeeze onto it lightly. Mark’s eyes welled with tears as the sight alone could make him cry out. He moved you around to wake you up as he knew you needed to stop the suffering you were enduring in your nightmare.
Finally, you woke up confused to how you had awakened so easily from the horrid dream and escaped your terrible ex. You sat up and looked around to see Mark sitting so close to you as well as your hand in his. You had thought Mark was the cutest out of all Jinyoung’s friends, but hadn’t thought to act on any of your urges since you were dating someone at the time.
Your breath was heavy as you were still trying to regain your sense of where you were and calm down from the horrid images. Mark pulled you into his chest as you nuzzled deeper into it. It was calming, more than you had expected. Actually, Mark’s simple presence always made you feel comfortable and relaxed.
“Are you okay?” Mark mumbled out, afraid that if he raised his voice any loud, you might break.
You nodded your head slowly as you could feel your breathing slowing faster than usual.
“Do you want to talk about it? I’m always here for you,” Mark rubbed circles into your back to comfort you further.
You had never been this close to Mark before, but you loved it. You adore his scent and how he held you so careful like a porcelain doll, not wanting to hurt you. You loved how caring he was for you even with small things like asking if you had eaten or making sure that you weren’t alone if Jinyoung was out.
“Can we talk about it later? I just want to try and get some sleep now,” You whispered out as you finally found your voice again.
“Of course. I can leave and let you get some rest and check on you tomorr-” Mark began as he tried letting go of you even though he didn’t want to.
You pulled him back into you, “No, please stay. The past few weeks, I haven’t gotten much sleep from these nightmares since they take me so long to calm down, but you helped me do that within minutes,” You pulled away from him to look into his eyes, your vision had adjusted to the darkness now and you could barely make out the resolved smile on Mark’s face, “You make me feel safe. Please stay,” Your last few words trailed off with desperation in your voice.
Mark nodded with a small smile as you moved over in your bed to allow him to join you in the warm covers. He adjusted his position before pulling you into his side so that you could lay your head onto his chest. His heartbeat was beating fast, faster than it should be especially at this time. Maybe it was because he was in bed, snuggling with a girl, but he had done that before. The only thing you could think of was that he had feelings for you, but that couldn’t be true. Either way, you loved how close the two of you were to one another and how safe you felt in his arms. You smiled to yourself before you fell asleep.
After that night, Mark made it a habit to come and stay in your room after you all had said goodnight to one another. You both loved snuggling and sleeping in the same bed together. It was clear that you both had feelings for one another, and you were more than thankful for him in helping you overcome your nightmares. He had talked with you a bit about your relationship and how the nightmare related to them, but you never got into all the details about what your ex put you through. You thought it would be best to bring it up at a later time.
Mark knew that he needed to be with you just as much as you needed to be with him. He knew that you had feelings for him after all the long talks the two of you had together and how safe he made you feel. One day, he took you to a cute cafe to get you out of the house and to enjoy the night weather. After getting your drinks, Mark took a hold of your hand and gave you a sweet smile. He had to ask you now or it would never happen.
“Y/N, I need to ask you something. It’s really important,” Mark stated with a cute giggle as you could see how shy he was getting.
It made your heart warm from the sight, “Okay, go on,” You encouraged with a small grin.
“I’ve liked you for a while now and have waited till you were out of your relationship with your ex and had time to recover and move on with life, but I don’t want to wait any longer. I know that you have feelings for me just as I do for you. I want to show you that I can treat you better than anyone has before. I want to make sure you are always safe and feel protected. I want you to be mine. What do you say?” Mark’s cheeks were pink from embarrassment since it wasn’t always easy for some to confess their feelings first to their crush.
You smiled brightly as you wanted to give him a big hug suddenly, but stopped yourself since you were in public, “Ever since you first came into my room to help me overcome my nightmares, I knew for sure that I had feelings for you. So yes, I’m happier than you could probably think,” You giggled out as Mark giggled with you.
“You know even before that night, I had always thought you were the most attractive out of Jinyoung’s friends. You always had this caring and sweet look to you which made me more attracted to you,” You confessed as you could feel your cheeks heat up.
Mark moved to sit on the same side of the table as you as he pulled you into his side. He looked down into your eyes as you looked up into his, “That is the sweetest thing you’ve ever said to me. I think I want to document this day. Shall we take a picture then go back home and have a night in together? We can tell everyone about us later,” Mark suggested with a grin as he grabbed out his phone to take a picture of the two of you.
It was your first memory as a couple which you cherished. This was the story of how you had become Mark Tuan’s girlfriend and how you began to feel whole again after almost being ruined by a terrible person. You were more than thankful that your brother accepted your relationship, and he knew that he didn’t need to worry about you getting hurt, Mark was like a brother to him.
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"A club? Really?" You questioned your boyfriend, thinking he was joking since the two of you rarely ever went out to drink. You snuggled together on your shared bed underneath the thick duvet as you drew patterns on his chest with the faint sound of the television in the background.
"Yeah it will be fun! The boys are coming too!" Mark explained with a soft smile as he continued to play with your hair to soothe you. Of course you wanted to go, but you never liked mixing alcohol with any of your boyfriends, considering how your ex became extremely abusive towards you especially when he would drink.
"Okay," You mumbled with a reassuring grin. You told yourself that you would try your best for Mark since Mark had never given you a reason to doubt him. He was always there for you and made sure you felt safe, you hoped that this time wouldn’t be different.
Mark leaned over and pressed a kiss to your soft lips, "Perfect, I'll be back at eight and we will go together. Sounds good?" And with that your boyfriend left to go over to Jackson’s since they had plans beforehand. You think it was to help Jackson with some girl issues he was having currently which made you laugh at how cute it was that Mark was helping him.
Mixed emotions were running through your head from the thought of going to the club. Of course you wanted to go to the club with everyone and enjoy yourself, but there was that anxiety that began to create different scenarios with all the worst possible outcomes. Eventually, you calmed your nerves down and managed to take a small nap for about an hour. You were awakened to the sound of someone knocking on your door. Without answering, they figure peaked their head in with a devilish smile.
“Hey, I’m going to go out for a little while, but I'll see you at the club okay? Mark will be back soon, and if he isn’t, I’ll beat his ass,” Your brother winked before waving bye to you as you gave him a nod with a small giggle.
You got up and took a shower, wanting to freshen up and relax a bit so you could enjoy the night out with the people you loved. You found some high waisted black jeans with a few holes in them and a cute red crop before putting some makeup on. You decided to put on eye shadow and eyeliner this time around since you wanted to dress up a bit.
You waited for Mark to arrive home as you had grabbed your black clutch and some cute sneakers to accompany your outfit. A few minutes before eight, Mark walked through the door with different clothes on and his hair styled already. You laughed at the sight as he looked amazingly hot, but how the heck did he do that without coming back home.
“Those weren’t the clothes you left in?” You continued to giggle as you watched him walk towards you.
“Do you like them?” He winked, “Jackson and I stopped by the stylist at the company before I headed back home. He wanted a specific shirt to wear out tonight and I thought I might as well change myself up a bit too since I was already there.” He shrugged before pulling you to stand with him as he observed your outfit.
“Look at you using your brain,” You teased before being pulled into his chest.
“You look really cute. I love this top on you,” Mark placed a small kiss onto your glossed lips as you blushed back.
“I know how much you love this color,” You smiled as Mark let you go to take your hand.
“You treat me too well baby, even if it’s just by wearing a color that I love on you,” He giggled before pulling you out of the house.
The club was packed, but since Mark was a celebrity it was easy for him to get in with having the two of your names on the VIP list. The two of you looked around for the boys before spotting them near the bar with drinks in hand. Mark walked with you hand in hand as he began to feel more protective of you in this wild environment.
“Hey guys, you made it!” BamBam yelled over the loud music with a chuckle falling from his lips.
“Good to see you as always Y/N,” Yugyeom bowed slightly since he was always a gentleman to you.
Jackson suddenly hugged you, picking you up while still embracing you, “I missed you so much Y/N!” He dramatically said before pulling you down as you laughed out.
“I just saw you yesterday Jackson!” You giggled as you felt Mark pull you into his side. Not because he didn’t trust the boys, more because he knew that you were a pretty girl and he noticed other men looking your way.
“Well, get yourself a drink you guys. We have a tab started already,” Jaebeom stated with a slight grin before going back to his conversation with Jinyoung. The boys began to separate as some stayed at the bar and others went to the dance floor. You wanted to join the maknae line since they kept asking you after you got there.
“What do you want to drink babe?” Mark asked as he leaned into your ear to talk with you, keeping his hand on your waist.
“A vodka and cranberry please,” You replied with a sweet smile as Mark nodded, letting go of your waist so that you could go find the boys.
You surprisingly felt good, like you were able to finally let loose and have some fun with the ones you loved and adored so much. You looked over at the hyung line, noticing that they were all having some shots before they came to join you on the dance floor. What caught your eye, was a guy standing not too far from your boyfriend, who couldn’t keep his eyes off you. It was beginning to make you feel uncomfortable as you stared back, trying to read his movements as well as hint that you weren’t interested.
You needed to get away from his gaze as you moved through the crowds of people to go to the bathroom. On the way there, you were stopped by a pair of hands firmly gripping your waist from behind. You smiled thinking it was Mark getting flirty after only having one drink since he was such a lightweight.
“Baby, you took your time!” You giggled, “I have to use the bathroom though, I’ll be right back.”
You tried your best to pull away from the grasp on your waist, but instead a hand travelled down to your thigh which caught you off guard since Mark wasn’t one for PDA.
“Mark stop. Not here,” There was sternness in your tone as well as surprise since he never acted like this. You couldn’t help but grow anxious considering the factors that affected the situation.
“I’m not Mark, baby girl,” The mysterious man whispered into your ear, which was way too close for comfort, “But I can make you feel better than whoever this Mark is,” One of his hands traveled upwards to rest right below your breast.
“Get off me!” You exclaimed, trying to rid his arms from your body, but he was too strong.
While this was happening, Mark and the boys went to the dance floor to hand out the drinks they had bought as Mark noticed you missing.
“Maybe she had to use the bathroom?” BamBam suggested, as he hadn’t seen you since you left Mark’s side.
Mark nodded his head in understanding, holding onto your drink and moving around the dance floor, but what caught his eye was a tall man feeling up a small girl who definitely looked like she didn’t want to be there. Mark felt sick to his stomach from the sight. No one should ever have to experience something like that, especially at a club where they wanted to let off steam or have fun with some friends. Mark was fuming and Jinyoung could clearly tell.
“Hyung, relax. You look tense,” Jinyoung chuckled as he placed a hand on Mark’s shoulder, not realizing the situation that Mark was observing.
“That girl over there. I want to get her away from him, but it’s not worth the fight also,” Mark sighed, trying to avert his gaze from the struggling girl.
“No, we should get involved, imagine if it was Y/N or someone Y/N’s age. I could never forgive myself for not helping someone out,” Jinyoung reassured Mark as the two boys made their way over to the girl in need.
You struggled to get out of the man’s tight grasp on your hips as you could feel them starting to bruise from the amount of pressure he was placing on them. You felt tears prick your eyes as you wanted to call for Mark, but there was no way that he would hear you over the loud music. It suddenly felt as if you were drowning, struggling for oxygen. You couldn’t seem to find your breath as your mind took you back to your ex's abusive behavior.
“Hey buddy, let the lady go. You have no business making a woman be near you if she doesn’t want to be,” Jinyoung yelled out at the tall man behind you as you were faced away from your brother.
The tall man turned to show your face to your boyfriend and brother as Mark’s eyes turned into pure hatred. Mark clenched his fist tightly, trying to control his anger since his image was on the line. JYP had a strict rule that idols could go out and have fun at restaurants or clubs as long as they didn’t get involved in any illegal activities or physical altercations.
“Yah! That’s my sister!” Jinyoung exclaimed while ripping you out of the man’s grasp.
He pushed you to the side into Mark’s arms as you clutched onto his shirt tightly while shaking furiously. Mark held you close to him as he watched Jinyoung’s next moves.
“You better never show your face in this club or anywhere near this district again or you’ll regret it,” Jinyoung threatened, getting into the man’s face.
The man chuckled, “You don’t scare me. Don’t think you’re such a hot shot just because you are an idol,” The man pushed passed Jinyoung or at least he tried to.
The grip Jinyoung had on the man’s arm held him in place for him to say one last thing to him, “Learn to treat women properly then talk to me about being a hot shot,” Jinyoung released his arm as security was watching and waiting for the man.
Youngjae had witnessed the situation unfolding and informed security about throwing the guy out and banning him from the club. This happened right after Jinyoung let go of his arm as Jinyoung moved to your side.
“Are you alright? Did he hurt or touch you?” Jinyoung panicked as you lifted your head up to meet his eyes.
“He was close to, but he didn’t thankfully. I’m just a little frazzled. Can we go home?” You turned to ask Mark with pouting eyes as you wanted to be anywhere, but here.
He nodded quickly before Jinyoung told him that he would let the guys know. Mark kept you in his arms as you wrapped your arm around his waist as the two of you made your way out of the club quickly. Mark called for an uber, making sure not to let go of you in the process. He could feel your body shaking from the trauma of the night's events as he wanted nothing more than to hold you tightly in bed wrapped up in multiple blankets. It was a comforting thought that he intended to make happen.
The uber arrived minutes later as Mark pulled you towards the car since you were too out of it to realise what was going on. He suspected that something had happened to you in the past with your ex boyfriend, but never wanted to push asking since it was a sensitive topic and when you were ready to tell him you would. All he knew though was that he was your boyfriend now and he intended to take care of you and protect you.
A sudden wave of guilt hit Mark as he knew that he shouldn’t have let you out of his sight. It was his fault that you were groped by the perverted man. How could he keep his word to always be there for you and protect you when he was so careless tonight. He knew that he couldn’t put that on to you right now since you were still shaken up, but once you were feeling better he would. He knew that communication was key to making a relationship work.
"Everything's okay baby," Mark whispered to you, pulling you into the cab. He wrapped his arm around you to hold you close to him. You were excited to be home and happy that you guys lived so close.
The entire ride back to the apartment was filled with silence. Mark carefully moved to place a hand on your thigh, making you jump from his sudden movement since you were still shaken up. This caught him off guard, considering just before he had a tight hold of you and you seemed alright. Mark informed Jinyoung that the two of you had made it home safety as you both exited the vehicle and headed up to your apartment.
You could feel your body shaking still as you relived the traumatic events of tonight over again in your mind. This was minor compared to what your ex put you through, but the sudden assault reminded you of what your ex would do to you which made your anxiety worsen. After entering the apartment, you abruptly collapsed to the ground as your body shook and sweat coated your entire body.
“Y/N!” Mark yelled out as he moved to sit next to you unsure if he should touch you or not since it was clear you were having another panic attack. You hadn’t had one since you were with your ex, making the current one worse than it usually was.
You could feel the tears fall from your eyes as you tried to pull yourself together, but it was no use. The painful memories of being hit for coming home late or being pushed roughly into the wall since you didn’t listen to your ex properly filled your head. It was as if you were watching a horror film and you were the lead role. All the times you had wanted to share your thoughts with your ex had always gone astray since his temper got the best of him. Your ex hated when you talked about any other guy than him or your brother.
Anytime you mentioned Mark or Jackson, your ex would throw a fit and claim that you were cheating on him and that you were a slut that deserved what you got. It was almost as if you could still feel the painful bruises you had over your body.
You were completely zoned out as Mark continued to try and call your name to get a response out of you to help you. It was no use though, you were listening to him. The only thing that had ever worked in the past was him holding you close to make you feel protected. Again, he felt guilty since he had failed doing that tonight, but he wanted to try to make up for his mistakes.
He took your hand into his suddenly as your gaze shifted to meet his. Your eyes were red from tears falling, yet you still were the most beautiful girl in the world to Mark. He slowly moved closer to you until his body touched yours. Opening his arms for you, he waited patiently to see if you would accept his love and protection or if you needed more time to cope.
You paused for a moment, not really thinking of what you needed. Without your mind realizing it, your body moved by itself into Mark’s arms as he embraced you tightly while placing a soft kiss to your temple.
“Baby, I don’t know what happened in the past, but I know what happened tonight. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t there for you and I didn’t protect you from that scumbag. I promised to keep you safe always and I failed that,” Mark took a deep breath as he was upset with himself clearly, “Whenever you feel ready to talk to me about your past with your ex and the trauma you’ve gone through, let me know. It’s on your time, but I’ll be here for you no matter what.”
You nuzzled your head into his small shoulder as you nodded your head in understanding to him since your mouth felt too dry to complete a sentence. It felt like hours since the last time either of you had spoken, but in reality, it had only been a few minutes. Mark had been holding you in his firm grasp while whispering comforting words to you in hopes to calm your nerves down a bit. With how he was holding you, it felt like he may never let go of you again in fear that your pain would return.
“Sorry,” You were barely audible as it came out in more of a pouting mumble. You gazed up at Mark, who was left confused by your comment.
“Why are you apologizing?” Mark questioned with a frowned brow as he pushed some loose strands of hair behind your ear, “If anything, I should be more apologetic. It’s my fault that he laid his disgusting hands on you. I wasn’t there to protect you,” He let a disappointed sigh leave his lips before continuing, “I promised you when we started dating that I would always protect you no matter who or the situation, but tonight I broke that,” He let his hang low as he couldn’t face you. He also didn’t want you to see him on the verge of tears even if you had seen him cry on multiple occasions.
More tears filled your tired eyes at the thought of Mark blaming himself from what happened. How was he to know? How was anyone to know? It could have happened to anyone? That guy was a creep looking to take advantage of any girl at the club. Not saying you wanted it to happen to you, but if it was to happen to anyone you were glad it was you since you knew you would be saved in the end where some girls wouldn’t have been and it could have ended worse. Thinking positively, you could have saved a girl tonight.
“Please, don’t blame yourself for this Mark,” You rested your palm on his cheek with a broken voice from the hurt evident in your tone, “It could have happened to anyone. It just happened to be me. It’s not your fault, it’s no one's fault, but that perverts for trying to take advantage of me! So please Mark, please don’t blame yourself,” Mark nodded at your words, kissing the side of your hand that was pressed to his warm cheek before using his thumb to wipe the stray tear that had fallen from your swollen eyes.
“How about we change our clothes and get cleaned up? It’s been a long day. After, I’ll put some tea on the stove and we can talk a bit more until bedtime,” Mark suggested as he tried to recollect himself just as you did.
You agreed and went to stand up, but before you could, Mark positioned his hands under your thighs, gesturing your arms to wrap around his neck. Once you listened, he carried you all the way to his bedroom in his apartment. After placing you on the comfortable bed, he looked around his closet for one of his hoodies for you to wear. He found your favorite one that was a soft light purple one that you tried to steal all the time from him. He thought it was so cute and that’s why he wouldn’t give it to you. 
You mumbled out a small thank you to him and slowly changed out of your uncomfortable dirty clothes. Mark did the same, turning just in time to see the scar across your right rib. He unconsciously released a soft gasp, making you turn around as your eyes widened, realizing what he had seen as you pulled the hoodie down quickly.
“Ah, sorry,” Mark stumbled on his words as he did everything to avoid his gaze from yours with now pink cheeks from embarrassment.
“You saw it. Didn’t you?” You didn’t want to face him as you knew he had, but you didn’t know if you were ready to tell him about how you got it. It was noticeable, but only when you looked for a certain angle or if you were really tan from summertime. Plus it was in an area that you could easily hide it thankfully.
Mark didn’t want to lie to you, so he slowly hesitated to nod when you asked him. Of course he wanted you to tell him, and he knew that things had happened in the past with your ex, but he never wanted to force it out of you. Yet, you felt like now was the time to inform him on the brutal past.
“I think I'm ready to tell you about my ex and what happened the night I broke up with him,” You stated clearly scared to relive the past, but confident to tell Mark as your gaze from the floor went to his eyes.
Mark walked towards you and cupped your face before placing the softest kiss to your lips as he leaned his forehead against yours, “Whatever you have to say, I’ll listen and carefully at that. I promise to not go anywhere with whatever you tell me. This is harder for you than it is for me to listen,” You took a hold of Mark’s hand as you led him to the living room.
Mark kissed your hand before letting it go with a smile, signalling that he was going to make some tea so that the two of you could talk more comfortably. You gave him a weak smile back as you took a seat on the couch with a blanket over your lap to help you get more relaxed to help you to open up more. After a few minutes, Mark approached you with two cups of steaming tea. The scent alone helped you to calm down a bit.
“Well, I guess I’ll start from the beginning. Before I start, I’m sorry for not talking about this till now. It’s not easy for me to talk about and I thought I could forget about it if I didn’t talk about it, but I guess it’s something that no matter how hard I try, I’ll never forget it,” You paused, trying to not let the thought of it get the better of you or break you just from mentioning it.
Mark went to speak up, but you stopped him by raising your hand at him,“Let me talk first. It will be easier for me if you wait till the end to speak,” You took a deep breath as Mark took your hand and handed you the warm green tea.
The atmosphere was tense as Mark was on edge to hear about your past, yet it was hard to relive it to tell. You took a moment to reminisce on the past and figure out how to word what you wanted to say without getting yourself worked up.
“The first two years were amazing, he was everything I wanted in a boyfriend. He was my first love no matter if he wasn’t my first kiss,” You chuckled to yourself with a smile from the memories, “I really thought that one day, I was going to marry him and have a beautiful family together, but it was just really out of the blue when things began to change,”
You both sat there looking at one another as you scrunched up your mouth to avoid letting the sad whimper fall, “And, I tried to avoid telling you or Jinyoung this forever since I knew how much it would upset you both and hurt you as well. That’s not something I ever wanted to do,” You trailed off as that exact whimper left your lips as your voice cracked.
Mark pulled you into his side as he nodded his head without saying anything, wanting to encourage you to continue if you felt comfortable, but also reassuring you that he was here for you.
“After being happy for a while, Y/B/N started to act differently. When I mean different, I mean, he wasn't as loving to me as before. He would come home at weird times of the day when I knew he wasn't at work and he began to drink more. I don’t know what was going on, if he was cheating on me or if it was something in his personal life, but he never told me. Still, it should have been a sign to me that something was up and that I should have addressed the situation earlier or left for my own sake,” You nodded your head as you knew you were doing well even with it being so hard to talk about.
“One day, I just had enough. I was tired of feeling trapped in a relationship that wasn’t beneficial to me and wanted out. I went to talk to him about it, but he got upset and started yelling at me. He,” You trailed off, trying to recompose yourself since it was getting to the traumatic stuff, “He pushed me really hard into the wall and stormed out to go drink. My back and the side of my face was bruised for a few days,”
Mark gasped at the sudden realization, “That’s the night you came back with a bruise on your face and dismissed it from us,” He took a hold of your hand tighter as you took a sip of your tea with a nod.
“I wasn’t proud of myself, but after that, I was scared to talk to him about it again. I should have asked Jinyoung or you for help, but I didn’t want to involve you in my problems. A few months went on of us being on edge with each other and still staying in the toxic relationship together just so that we wouldn’t be alone or that I wouldn’t get hurt again. But it was inevitable,” You trailed off with a shaky breath. Your hand covered your mouth as tears pricked your eyes, threatening to fall at any second.
“I needed to leave him. I wasn’t happy even if I knew I was going to get hurt again. I had to endure to get away for good. So, I went to him one night after packing up my things and dropping them off at Y/F/N’s and told him that I couldn’t be with him anymore. He didn’t react which made me worried, but I explained why and before I could finish, he pushed me again into the side table. I fell pretty hard and fractured one of my ribs. When I fell I knocked over the glass vase on the table and it shattered and cut up my side. That’s why I have that scar. When he realized how hard he pushed me and how much I was bleeding from being hurt, he froze. I don’t think he realized that he had pushed me that hard and into something that could actually damage me,” You chuckled to yourself before taking another big breath.
“Like, how could you not think a person would get hurt after pushing them hard into any object? I was shocked from the amount of blood there was and before he could react, I ran out of the apartment to get away from him. I called my friend that I planned to stay with for a few days and she met me at the hospital to get it sewn up. Thankfully, it was only a few stitches, but the scar will forever be there to remind me of my poor decisions. I haven't seen or spoken to him since and I don’t ever intend to again,” You nodded to yourself with tears falling from your eyes as you looked up to meet Mark’s gaze.
“I know you didn't want to upset us, but why didn’t you tell me? Or your brother? We could have stopped it before it got that bad! You could have gotten help or talked to someone! This could have all been avoided,” Mark cried as he couldn’t help how his voice raised from how upset he was at your ex and the situation. You knew that so that’s why you let him get upset about it and not fear that he would take his anger out on you, he never would.
“Y/F/N knew. I stayed at her house some nights when things got bad like the first time he hurt me. It’s not easy talking about this stuff though. I loved him, I really did and I thought that if I gave him another chance and let things go on, they would work themselves out. I forget sometimes that life isn’t a fairy tale and that things always work out in the end. But I did find my knight in shining armor that came and saved me," You met Mark’s gaze with a small smile on your lips as your hand went to caress his tear stained cheek, “If I hadn’t met you, I probably would still be having nightmares about him. I probably would have needed to go to more therapy. I probably wouldn’t have felt safe to go to most places or become friends with other guys or even think about dating again. But you saved me,” You smiled out with tears falling from your swollen eyes again.
Mark pulled you into him as he placed a loving kiss to your lips before placing his forehead on yours. You smiled to yourself, knowing that you were loved and Mark would always keep you safe from the harmful world that was out there. You pulled away and let your head rest on his shoulder as the both of your breathing began to steady from being worked up.
“I know how hard this was for you to tell me and I’m not gonna lie, I’m upset about this still, but not with you. This wasn’t your fault, you didn’t deserve for this to happen. No one does. He’s a damn scumbag and I wish I could kick his ass to show him how much he deserves a punishment for thinking he could get away with this. I know that isn’t what you would want though,” Mark spoke softly as he stroked your soft hair, “I know that you want to move forward from this and be happy and that’s what I intend to do. Make you the happiest you’ve ever been as long as you’ll have me. I haven’t said this yet since it’s only been a few months, but I know that I love you, so much,” Mark smiled as he stared at you adoringly.
You raised your head from his shoulder to look up at him, meeting his gaze, “What did you say?” You almost whispered with big doe eyes, staring deep into his.
“I love you. That’s a promise to always treat you properly and to never lay a finger on you ever. You are so delicate and I can’t wait to help you pick up the broken pieces to mend your heart,” Mark smiled down at you before placing a peck to your forehead.
“You want to know something funny?” Mark hummed in response, “My ex never once said he loved me the entire time we were together. Funny right? You would think it would have come up at some point in our relationship. Guess that should have been a big red flag to me. So I guess I’ve never said that to someone before,” You stared at Mark’s beautiful brown eyes and sharp cheekbones, loving his beautiful self.
“You don’t have to say it back until you are ready and feel comfo-” Mark wanted you to know that it wasn’t going to hurt him if you didn't say it right away, but you interrupted him quickly.
“I know for a fact that you are worth it and that I love you too. You have treated me so well and given me more than I deserve. You really are everything that I dreamed of,” You giggled out lightly, making Mark smile brightly.
Finally, there was a turn in both of your attitudes since the incident happened. You felt better after telling Mark about what had happened and getting it off your chest. Honestly, you thought it was going to be harder to talk about it and relive it, but it just seemed like a memory, not a feeling anymore. You were finally feeling like you could move on from your traumatic past and be happy. It really showed how great of a support system you had and the amazing people in your life. 
What would you ever do without him. He was your rock. Your knight in shining armor. Your savior from giving up on love. You loved him more than he would probably understand, but you intended to show him rather than tell him since words could be useless.
“I actually am feeling pretty great, I’m not gonna lie. I’m surprised I’m not a mess right now,” You laughed as you placed a sudden kiss to Mark’s cheek.
He blushed slightly at your sudden display of affection, “I am too, and I’m glad talking about it helped you to feel better. Sometimes when you don't, it gets all bottled up and makes you feel even worse without realizing it,” He continued to caress the back of your hand to soothe you further which you adore so much.
Suddenly, your stomach growled louder than either of you had expected, making Mark laugh out from how you cutely reacted, “Can we go get some food at the noodle place down the street? My treat?” You giggled back as you placed your hands onto your stomach to hopefully stop it’s gross noises.
Mark continued to laugh as he placed a kiss to your temple, “That sounds like a perfect idea baby,”
You smiled brightly as you could feel how much Mark loved you even without him telling you, “Thank you,” You suddenly said without thinking.
“For what baby?” Mark asked curiously since he hadn’t done anything needing a thanks.
“For always being here for me,” You hugged him tightly as you could feel his heartbeat increase from the closeness that brought the two of you together.
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