#tumblr can u fix urself this is annoying

[eternangl]

time for the 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 ! 🪽 —

𖤐 first things first , as soon as my masterlist is made (im lazy rn sorry) it’ll be added to the bottom of this post. i think all my rules are pretty clear and should be common sense but please read through all of them before requesting or interacting with my page ! dont skip or skim.

໑ don’t copy my work. i’m not even that secure in my own work yet , so for someone to copy it would be rly annoying for me & embarrassing for them. also don’t translate , change , edit , or upload my work anywhere else. tumblr is the only platform i write on.

𖤐 dni (do not interact) if — you’re racist (im black & very proud + my y/n’s are usually also black coded) , under 18 (sorry not sorry but i write and interact with nsfw content, so it’s just awkward & inappropriate) , homophobic , fatphobic , sexist (any of the ists/isms/phobics tbh) , or simply a dickhead (ex : sending hate , starting drama — im not here for any negativity).

໑ i’ve been a reader for a long time & i’ve seen a lot of writers get bombarded with anonymous hate , so if you’re one of those you will be blocked. if ur gonna hate at least don’t be scary abt it :p

𖤐 i ask for feedback a lot , but that isn’t an invitation to harshly criticize me or my work. only constructive criticism (when asked) is allowed pls & thank you !

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 ..

໑ i’ve been wanting to write ever since i was 15 , and even though the type of writing i do on here is more of a hobby — i do take it srsly but i still wanna have fun ! + sorry in advance but i am a procrastinator/kind of a slow writer ..

𖤐 likes are appreciated , but (i learned recently) reblogs are better ! if u enjoy my work be sure to do both :p

໑ i never block anyone for no reason. if u find urself blocked & wanna know why or u can’t reach me , contact me here ! (my main @/anglism messages are for mutuals only! u are still free to send asks ofc)

info/rules for 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒 ! 🪽 —

𖤐 like i mentioned before , i am a slow writer. i can go for days at a time not writing (im trying to fix that) so keep that in mind when requesting. also , i may not write/create the thing you’re asking for. depending on a lot of things — if it interests me , if i don’t have time for it , etc. so please dont spam the same ask over and over again , or get upset with me. i am a human not a machine.

໑ i do/will age up characters , but only based on their canon birthdays. (ex : yuji was born in 2003 , so in a modern/future jjk au i would age him up.)

𖤐 my “y/n” (or reader) will usually be black coded & short , sometimes chubby as well bc that is what i most relate to ! i can try and keep it vague but im definitely (mostly) catering to my black girlies !

໑ what i will not write. —

amab/male reader , incest , necrophilia , r@pe , drugging , character x character , pegging , rim jobs , age regr. , ddlg , feet kinks , non-consenual recording , g@ng bangs , lactation/breast feeding , scat/piss kink , domestic abuse , pet play , mpreg , bestiality , eating disorders (an eating disorder page followed me a while ago & i dont fw that shit very specifically), master/slave , heavy bleeding/gore , suic*de.

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐊𝐄𝐘/𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐗 — aka my tags !

★ ˙.໑ . — 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐦!

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you should only see this once, on my main pinned.

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general tag for the specific character. (not always a written work, ex : my character boards.)

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⌨️ ˙.໑ . 🪽— #𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 !

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me talking .. :0

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— tags are subject to change/new additions.

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[minorpenalties]

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#i saved something as a draft #and its disappeared #???????????/ #what???? #like its just GONE #tumblr can u fix urself this is annoying #lmao

[nonnnimous]

Astrology logics i notice🤣

Signs with same elements attracts each other, yes cuz they trine each other...but do we not mention neighbouring signs?

As a libra i like/attract virgos and scorpios but never libras...aquarius >>> gemini for me tho

Out of all water signs scorpio tends to go with cancer more. Pisces get along with earth signs more🙊

Fixed and cardinal tends to find each other but mutables...seems to always go against each other ie. I've never seen pisces with gemini (gemini do not get along with virgo too...) Idk prove me wrong😳

Men with virgo+scorpio placements (maybe capricorns in it too?) are soooo competitive u don't understand. Constantly want praise or proof they're superior than u, even if they aren't trying to be better. I see right through u don't expect me to be all nice and polite, ignore them once they seek attention plz.

Bonus part is that they compare themselves to you, their frd. Annoying af why can't we just praise someone without u mentioning "oh I'm also..." Stfu - to a scorpio sun cap moon virgo mars man

But women with scorpio and capricorn placements, chef kiss y'all so calm and collected for what?? Always unafraid to call u out but not being rude, feels super dependable. Girlboss energy <3

Esp cap sun scorpio mars females plz follow or comment to let me know ur gorgeous ass have noticed me😭💖 big sis energy

Geminis can be so deep but they won't show esp those with sun opp pluto + cancer placements. Those with cancer mercury may write poems on tumblr but they won't make it public to real life frds.

For real, aspects > house > signs, also don't focus on minor aspects if it confuses u, I never read outside of major ones and they are 90% sufficient to read a chart.

Also common themes in chart = major concerns/focus.

I'm not typical flighty libra cuz saturn aspects my asc, chart ruler and sun. I believe I'm more sidereal virgo but it's just saturn.

Neptune is the devil, pluto is not. Cuz pluto guarantee rebirth ( i would say glow up ) after painful death, but neptune never helps u, only confusion and suffering until u get it urself.

Mars and saturn dominant too...major lessons when effort and pain has been given. While jupiter can be tricky cuz it encourages indulgence but u need to get out of it by urself too...

#astrology #zodiac signs #astrology observation #nonnnimous

[flowerslightning]

The OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) in FF7

This thing actually caught my eyes while reading a few theory about FF7R and the word OCD appear in their certain analysis, in IG, youtube comments and some posts in tumblr too. Dunno why but they always relate Biggs with OCD. I looked back to the scenes where Biggs appear and... Okay, i understand why they thinj Biggs has OCD or perfectionist

A lot of people, including the psych students themselves easily confused with OCD and perfectionist (I got confused by it quite often too). Now, is Biggs OCD or is he just a perfectionist? Let's take a deeper look at it

Biggs is not a famous character. So fans dont really care about him, but I do

Disclaimer : i'm not a psychologist. Im an intern and still studying. Psychiatric is not my major field but i got assigned there as an intern for quite a time and we got exposed a lot about psychology too. We didnt learn them professionally like the real psyche students, we learned (and still under training) through real life experience + a little bit from the books.

So there might be wrong interpretation here and there. Pls correct me if I'm misleading u. And pardon my english. Pls dont use any of these terms to diagnose urself. Remember, I'm a student, not a professional.

I kins of blame the social media for portraying OCD in such a nasty way, when someone with OCD is actually suffering inside.

OCD is not just about 'clean clean, must clean this place till squeaky clean' and OCD is not about being perfectionist. OCD and perfectionist are two different thing.

Perfectionist is more to a demand demeanour, eg "I want the cake to be like this. I want it to be pink. No, not that pink, it must be neon pink with slight purple. Do it again. No, i dont want that pink. Do it again. Ahhh yess, nice pink." Someone with perfectionist, after they got their result, they will immediately bcome calm and satisfied. Perfectionist is obviously different from OCPD (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder). OCPD falls under Personality Disorder and it is different from OCD. Im not going to talk about that

Credit goes to crazyheadcomics.

Look at how OCD got spoken from the media perspective. It is very much resemble to Biggs, dont u think? In reality, someone with OCD always feel stress about everything around them, and they will find it hard to complete their task.

OCD has two components - Obsessive and Compulsive

| 1. Obsessive. It is a repeating thoughts about something and often occur until it makes someone feel stress about it. Eg, u think that ur hand will get bacteria infection if u touch a chair, door, fridge or when holding someone's hand. This thought always appear in ur mind everytime u touch the door, chair, fridge or somebody's hand, but when u touch ur shoes, u never think about the bacteria (in certain cases, some patients become scare of everything they touch)

| 2. Compulsive. It is a repeating of the same actions to fulfill the 'obsession' in order to reduce the stress acted upon them. Usually the 'action' has a specific ways in which the patient believe he has to do it like this or that way or else he will fail. Eg, after touching the chair, he will immediately wash his hand 10x from left to right. He believes the hand washing wont be effective if he starts from right to left

Another sign of OCD is when someone re-checking the door lock few times. Its normal for us to re-check once/twice the door lock for confirmation, but for people with OCD, they will re-check the door lock for about 6-10 times and still not feel satisfied and later they stress out. And also the OCD people, they tend to get annoyed when something is not in particular order and they will immediately fix it eventhough they know they're wrong.

I met a funny woman at the hosp arranging our students' books according to its thickness, when I asked her why did she arranged our books like that,

She replied : "Doctor said I have CDO"

Me : "Sorry, CDO? Never heard of it"

She : "It is actually OCD but I feel so stress hearing that term so I put it in alphabetical order. CDO, much better"

We both had a good laugh. Her case was not serious though, but she was feeling miserable with her thoughts and decided to meet a psychiatrist. I would say she was still in early stage for someone with OCD, but may lead to severe if left untreated

It is really hard to satisfy and convince someone with OCD and they always feel stress about something they shouldnt care too much about. U can say OCD is a fastidious type, and they're actually more than that

If we want to relate this condition with Bigg's case., urmm. The only time where I can spot him being different than the other characters is when he's busy sweeping his front house and when he pat Cloud's head during the Sector 7 plate fall.

The cleaning stuff isnt exactly weird thing for a human to do. But it is something odd, I mean, he just finished his mission with Jessie and survived a jump from the plate, and yet he still have the energy to sweep dry leaves, AT NIGHT! He can wait till tomorrow though and should get himself a proper rest.

Wedge says Biggs has a habit of overthinking stuff

And there we see Biggs sweeping the dry leaves. It might be because he is trying to distract himself from doing his bad habit - overthinking. But urm , i think there'll be higher chance for someone to overthink when doing house chore like Biggs is doing. This is where lots of people say Biggs cleaning the house at night is bcause he has OCD or he's a perfectionist.

But I dont think thats the case. For real, he is completely normal. No sign of him acting weird in that scene. If he really does have OCD or he's a perfectionist, we'll see more of him arguing with Barret about unnecessary stuff. He cant become one of Avalanche's strongest member (not exactly strong, but hey, he's trustworthy). Also, if u notice, Biggs have one earring on his right ear. Someone with OCD will feel irritated by it bcause his ear doesnt look 'balance'. OCD people, even in mild case, they want everything about them to be balance and in good order.

After trying to understand Biggs way of thinking and style through his short screentime, I strongly believe this guy has no such thing as OCD or being a perfectionist. Biggs just cares tooooo much about his friends, he thinks 10 times ahead from the bigger picture in which it frightens him about the bad consequences that will occur to people he cherish.

He is the type that always have a back up plan in his mind. He thinks of 5 possible bad things and comes out with 10 solutions. That's the power of an overthinker like Biggs I'll tell ya

Biggs probably cleaning his front house area at night bcause the next early morning, he will need to leave his house for the bombing mission. Better take care of things the night before the big day. He can ditch the cleaning work but he wont do it, not bcause he's a perfectionist/OCD, but try to imagine this, if ur front house is full with dry leaves and rubbish, it will be unpleasant for the neighbours next to ur house to see. Living in the slum means higher chance for u to get sick if u dont take care of ur surrounding hygiene. Biggs is a kind man, and I believe he doesnt want to upset his neighbours

He probably has overthink this matter like "If i dont do this now, I probably dont have time for doing it tomorrow. Maybe I'll broke my leg from the mission and this trash will be left untouched, then there'll be high chance for the children around here to get sick. What if they get infectious disease bcause of this dry leaves? And then the parents will be worried and the Sector 7 Slum will be in chaos etc etc. Time for plan A. Let's clean this place"

Besides, remember the post where I mentioned about Mental Health First Aid? Biggs, as the side character gives the best MFA to Cloud even without knowing what Cloud had gone through. Biggs is just toooo kind with his friends, he cares too much causing him to overthinks about his friends conditions. He can notice even the slightest change in his friend's behaviour and with his own instinct, he cheers for them

Aww man, how can u not love his personality? He's the sweetest side character ever (and kinda hot too).

Soo as the conclusion for my post here, Biggs does not have OCD. He's a side character with a big heart who cares tooooooo deeply about his friends that leads him to overthink too much.

However, if the devs say Biggs really has OCD then my statement about him will be invalid. I'm sure they have put everything in a very close detail look.

Btw, I personally think Biggs kind of portrays the other small side of Cloud, the overthinking part for their romantic partner. But Biggs express his worry through words while Cloud express it through his actions, eg - like how he always keep an eye on Tifa. He never speak it directly like "I'm worry about Tifa, I must help her", he just simply be with her either she needs a help or not. While Biggs clearly says "Jessie been acting weird, I should go if she needs any - help -"

Action speaks louder than words but sometimes our eyes failed to listen.

Alright, that's it. Thanks for being with me till the end.

#final fantasy 7 #final fantasy 7 remake #cloud strife #final fantasy vii #biggs #biggs final fantasy #ffvii biggs #mygif #character analysis

[lilwenney]

I’ll start at the beginning!! So, will and I were at a party, with all the lads, I assume it was a YouTube thing because we got so drunk, Alex (of all people) sent us home!! He said we shouldn’t do anything stupid so he got us an Uber, only will and I were like fuck that we can do what we want??? (I did the quiz, I have big will energy 🤠👊🏼) so Will suggested I stayed the night at his because it was easier for travel lmao. We like immediately head to bed, and my dumbass asks if he minds (1/?)

If he minds that’s I wear my bra to bed?? Who does that? His answer is he doesn’t mind as long as I don’t mind he’s shirtless lmao. But YIKES bc we get ready to sleep & he decides to spoon me. Immediately I’m like ??? bc we’re mates but sir are we this close? You have a gf? My drunk ass ignores it and tries to fall asleep BUT (god forbid will does another tumblr video I will DIE), I feel something ELSE if you know what I mean 😳 I turn to face him and I’m like lad you wanna explain urself? (2/?)

He’s like UHH and doesn’t explain shit and I (even in my dream) expose myself bc I’m like look I wouldn’t be mad but I ain’t about to let you cheat 😤😡 and that’s when he drops he’s single and I sit up, face him like omg no r u ok?? & he’s clearly ~uncomfortable~ bc of that other THING I mentioned & he’s like stirring and trying to move and my drunk self is like I’m here if you wanna talk, how did this happen, are y’all still friends? Do you need a cry? And eventually it moves on lmao to (3/?)

It moves on to he and I.. doing the deed??? & I ain’t spilling the detail this was some 18+ content. But for some ungodly reason, after that, our drunk selves decide to GO BACK to the party, and Alex just KNOWs. Alex is salty at us & we both don’t get why, but when will buggers off, I decide fixing things with Alex means I should flirt with him??? ANYWAY then Will gets mad I flirted with Alex?? (I’m really blaming your fanfic here. I’m looking @ Adrian) so my solution to (4/?) (am I on 4? Lmao)

Making will feel better is to RUN HIM A BATH?? While we’re at this party??? And he comes in and agrees and actually really relaxes and as a bant says I should join. So I do. I somehow get home, and the next day, me and my 2 best friends are at a theme park (this is the part I was roasted for), and I had told them the tea, but they were annoyed I wasn’t paying attention to them, bc my phone kept going off with texts from Alex & Will. Both of them mad I flirted with the other. Alex says (5/?) 

i didn’t get part 6 and now i am on my TOES ANON YOU CANNOT ABANDON THIS STORY LIKE THIS

also i take full responsibility. the party and theme park setting is probably all on me lmao but iM LIVING!! FOR THIS!!! you got a whole ass fanfic in one dream love

#anon #asks