#turns out tumblr ate it

[ori-stole-the-cheese-again]

SHADOW MILK COOKIE

#CRK #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #shadow milk cookie #art #ibispaintx #ibis paint x #:D #kinda liking how it turned out lol #Shadow milk crk #cr kingdom #time taken: a few days (according to IbisPaintX- 19 hours 15 minutes) #no stylus #finger only. #program used: IbisPaintX (on my phone) #Tumblr ate the quality

[jacksprostate]

witness your own delusions of grandeur.

art collab with @narutodivorcearcreal, who did the amazing drawing; I colored :)

#fight club #fight club art #fight club fanart #narrator fight club #tyler durden #pulling out all the tags for this..... #tumblr kind of ate the quality a little which i'm sad about but what can you do #an absolutely super fun collab.... thank you my good friend narutodivorce for entertaining my tendency to take a very long time to color !! #if it is unclear #it is a merging of his view of reality and the actual reality #hence. his own delusions of grandeur #he is imagining himself in the audience and Tyler in the place his body actually is #also. highly recommended to turn up your brightness if youre on your phone #protip. that makes most art you see better lol

[ternterntern0]

clearing out art debt!!! character belongs to spyware on toyhouse :3

#my art #oc art #digital art #artists on tumblr #oc #illustration #original character #furry #ummm semi furry IDKKKK #digital doodle #rkgk #digital illustration #digital drawing #digital painting #bgvfctdrrgyubvfhrde5t67ygvfcdesw43e56t7yuhgvfcdr #i really like how the face turned out #i wont lieeee ate that uppppp #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[padfootastic]

Ahaha thank you for the nice comments in tags <3 i love Remus but he seems bit like a spineless people pleaser and after dating somebody who would rather lie about their feelings than have people be mildly upset with them..... I chose violence 🗡

no but ur so right because!!! i’ve been sleeping on this for a while but let’s talk about remus’ personality traits and how they have the potential to make him a bad/absent partner, at best, and an abusive one, at worst. everyone wants to turn him into this image of perfection just bc he’s such an ‘uwu victim’ figure in fanon but that’s SO far from the truth omg

(i am…just gonna put this remus character analysis under a cut bc it got unnecessarily long and i wouldn’t want u to read it if u didn’t want to lol)

so, for one, he’s manipulative. he has no combinations in twisting the truth or dodging it entirely for his own benefit. like, the man could stand in front of his dead best friend’s orphaned son & not even allude to the fact that he knew his dad. he had no problem bringing james & lily up in the most twisted ways possible to guilt/emotionally influence harry. so remus in a relationship would have the capacity to either knowingly or unknowingly manipulate his partner. the definition of gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss except more sinister.

next, his spinelessness. either as a defensive measure to deal w anti-werewolf hostility or as an innate personality trait, remus has the habit of just—not standing up for things. he looks away when his friends act like assholes, even when he’s in a position of authority (which yes, u can argue that he’s afraid of losing them but atp they’ve literally risked life & magic & azkaban for him so either way, he comes off badly—either he doesn’t mind himself, or he doesn’t fully trust their friendship, or it’s just easier to look away). in a relationship, this can manifest as bottling everything inside u until it makes u bitter or u violently unload on the other person in an entirely disproportionate manner. the dynamic would also be a bit skewed. the people pleasing u mentioned is also such a big thing that people usually overlook. when ur constantly trying to make the other person happy and don’t want to rock the boat, that is a cocktail for miscommunication and breakdown of relationships. ur also constantly putting the emotional burden of constructively dealing w issues on ur partner instead of doing it urself.

connected to his cowardice is his habit of running away when things get tough. remus is conflict avoidant; he does not like to put himself in a position where he has to take a decisive stance, especially if it’s against what others around him believe in. he runs away when things get tough, and tbh, for me, this comes from a constant spiral of self hatred & self victimisation, both of which stem from his experience as a werewolf. in every difficult situation, he centres himself & his discomfort and instead of dealing with it and moving forward for a constructive solution, he decides that stepping back from it altogether is better. which, yeah, works well for him bc he can temporarily put a pin in it but it’s kinda terrible for everyone’s who’s left behind. so i also think that remus is a profoundly selfish character who doesn’t look beyond the end of his own nose. u can imagine how those traits might manifest themselves in a relationship.

and his people pleasing!! so this might be verging on fanon but his gratitude and/or devotion to dumbledore sets an…interesting tone. it’s also another example of how he cannot conceive himself in any other term except as a victimised werewolf. the marauders did a lot for him, arguably even more than dumbledore’s token representation formula, but he never felt indebted to them the way he did for D. dumbledore also kind of makes him feel needed? validates his feelings? and that just speaks to a very twisted sense of self for me. which, again, won’t bode well for his other interpersonal relations.

also, on a very hc note, i also feel like remus just…does not have any significant capacity to love. he takes and takes and takes but doesn’t give much in return. this doesn’t even have to be an actively malicious decision, tbh, just a very self-centred one. he doesn’t realise how much he’s taking bc he’s only thinking about his own circumstances.

all of these are also just why i can’t see r/s working out in any healthy manner. remus is exactly antithetical to everything sirius is/believes in, and not even in the fun ‘opposites attract’ way. but that’s another rant no one asked for lmao

#anti remus lupin #just to be safe lol #(i would not want to read sumn like this for j or s) #i read this harry/tonks postwar fic once #that had part r/s allusions #and it was basically about how terrible remus was as a dad & husband bc he kept running out to deal w his demons #not realising or caring ab who he’s leaving behind #and constantly kept making false promises and centering only his own grief #and harry steps up to take care of teddy and tonks #the romance is cool and all but it’s the characterisation of remus that really struck me. bc it was so new. even tho it’s basically #an extension of canon ykwim? #and i think we should talk about that more instead of turning him into a paragon of virtue and morality and parenthood #dude tumblr just ate my ENTIRE answer for a who monite and i was so ??? fully ready to give up i s2g lol #i also have so many thoughts of remus victimising himself #and consequently spitting on everything his friends and family did for him #bc those are destructive thinking patterns and no one except the person themself can take the first step #regardless of how much support they get #and remus just. never wanted to get out of it lbr #i am so sorry for this rant—u didn’t ask for it but ur fic LIT something in me #and i just. couldn’t stop once i started 😭😭 #pen’s asks #pen’s notes

[afniel]

me: I am going to write a little fanfic out of this dream I had with funny little robot guys.

me, but 19k words later: girl help I am exploring themes of disability, chronic pain, ableism, subculture, systemic oppression, PTSD, aging, neurodivergence, community, forgiveness, healing, and recovery. with funny little robot guys.

#Tumblr ate this post once already and killed the tags but #I am beginning some kind of descent into Mega Man X But Serious hell and honestly? amazing hell. 11/10 would descend again #someday you're all going to blink and I'm going to just be a MMX fan account (this won't actually happen) #(but imagine if it did happen) #also I've come full circle on my teenager hobbies. listen to Linkin Park and write fanfic and make a game? incredible shit. #past me knew what's good. I am out here living my best life lately. #this story is turning out really satisfying so far though I may have to actually post it somewhere when it's finished #that won't actually be a first. there is a single Zelda fic I wrote out in the world under a pseudonym #but it will be the first in over twenty years #...I may be old.

[evilscientist3]

check your bit endianness, the first few bytes should be ascii telling you what to do next

FUCK YES TY ANON

#ask #sorry for not asking for a clue at the time i got distracted #if you want a lowdown on how i figured stuff out: first i loaded it into notepad #then i noticed it was like a thousand characters longer than it looked #so i put it through a unicode analysis tool #figured out it was groups of 2 types of character separated by a spacer every 8 #used find and replace to turn it into 0s and 1s #i noticed your clue there but i didnt know how to convert binary to images #so i didnt proceed without more motivation #glad you followed up cos i didnt wanna publish the ask and potentially lose the original hidden message if tumblr ate it

[limbless-art]

July 8, 2023

#cervid #deer art #wolf art #blood// #minor gore #minor animal death #my art #for my personal use but I really liked how it turned out #girl help tumblr ate the quality like a lil snack

[taylor-on-your-dash]

Do you think that MIAB and CBBH are for Harry Styles or for Zac Efron? I'm trying to understand her 2012 love life lol

It's time to answer the most dreaded question of my inbox that i've been avoiding for [checks ask date] a long long time. I don't blame you for being confused, 2012 Taylor is a mess indeed.

Short answer: MIAB was likely written on April 23rd and CBBH def on April 12th, so that's enough for me.

Longer answer: I think that if MIAB and CB...BH are sister songs, MIAB is also Begin Again's cousin. Begin Again is about opening up again with somebody after being hurt so badly, and you know that the relationship was not right for you, but the wound is still fresh and you can't let go and you still think about them and drawing comparisons between the toxic guy and the sweet new guy. MIAB instead is completely free of the past and it's so... fresh and carefree and cheeky and young. It's about the freedom of crushing on someone again. CB...BH is sadder because the spectre of long distance is always there when you choose this kind of career. This is my #1 interpretation of the songs. Now onto the muses.

Harry: I'm just gonna say it: Harry was 18 when he met and then dated Taylor. He turned 18 in February 2012, met Taylor exactly 2 months later, he was 18 when Taylor turned 23, he was 18 when they broke up and Taylor was seen leaving the Virgin Islands on a boat with the famous blue dress on. For some reason, Haylor is still #iconic but the same hype is not reserved to Conor Kennedy: everyone cringes when they look back at Taylor's Kennedy era, RIGHTFULLY SO. Harry and Conor are barely 5 months apart, yet everybody is glad that Taylor didn't write any songs for Conor because he was so young but then they're fine with thinking that MIAB is about Harry because slay kween. I'm gonna be honest, if you think that early Haylor was appropriate while Taylor/Conor wasn't i'm gonna side-eye you, cause you can't justify early Haylor with "Harry was 18 while Conor was 17 when they met" cause it means that you think that Taylor dating them is a legal issue, not a morality issue. Taylor and Conor met when he was 20 days short of 18 and Harry was 18 and two months old. there's no difference for me, they're both inappropriate. that being said, we technically don't have any confirmation of Harry and Taylor dating in April, just rumors. Nothing points at Harry as being the MIAB muse.

Zac: I vote for Zac as the muse. He was jetting around the world for promo, they had great chemistry, he corresponds to the physical description, they were both single, he was in London the day Taylor and Max Martin and finished the song. Also this was said before she met Harry, which is basically a line from MIAB:

When you meet someone that you’re attracted to, do you go, “Here’s a song”? That can happen. I get inspired by the smallest or the biggest things. You meet someone and you wonder if you’ll ever see them again. I could write so many songs about that. I have written so many songs about that. Wait till you hear my next record, it’s all about that.

That being said, Jesus, Zac truther are insufferable, sometimes it feels like they want the muse to be Zac just cause they want a gotcha to use against Haylor and they turn all of this into a ship war. chill, it's not that important.

#tumblr ate this ask and i had to rewrite everything #i'm very upset #i feel like i had more to say but this is so long already #also i'm sorry that it turned out to be a mild social commentary #asks #taylor swift song analysis #message in a bottle #come back be here #red taylor's version #red taylor swift #red vault #harry styles #zac efron #ts4

[sarakiz]

some katyas because who doesn’t love her!

#ekaterina kurakova #skate america 2022 #skate america #figure skating #my photos #sarakiz @ skam #the crowd absolutely adored her this weekend! what a cutie #edit: omfg i thought this just got like. deleted #turns out tumblr just ate half the tags on it???

[radiashen]

re: this post i actually have a lot to say about post trimax vash and knives. brothers with no chance of reconciliation ever...

there is. so much to be said from their last fight. about how they see each other and how they interact with the world—based on how they see the other

first of all: they both no longer want to continue in this world. even vash, who we always see is so defined by his undying determination, basically admits he doesnt think he should go on any longer. and its interesting to note the distinction between the two here: vash wants them done with because he thinks they have no use for humanity, vs knives wants them done with because only then does he think they can be free. the immortals crave nothing more than the ability to stop living endlessly

i think not enough people talk abt this, but here knives recognizes that he was the one who pulled away first. who mangled their brotherhood into something like this. he recognizes that they will never see eye to eye. he knows what he did, doesnt regret it, and will never apologize for it. he also cant bear it. deep down, he cant bear that this road means vash will not be there beside him in the end. that vash will always stand in his way. and his solution: either vash or him should be gone

and heres the kicker! as always, vash will be the contradiction. whenever they talk, vash always uses us. its always we for him. its vash and knives, together. he hasnt, will never give up on them. he knows they will always have opposing worldviews. he would choose to save knives anyway, always. like he does anyone else

and knives... doesnt know how to deal with this. doesnt want to deal with it. to know the extent of what you did, and not regret it in a second, and to still have someone take your hand. to hear vash basically say: we still have a chance. because he disagrees. because for knives, if he cant have both of them together, then vash comes first. the apple tree, i think, is never his gift for humans. why would humanity care to accept a gift from him anyway, and why should he care? its his apology for vash. his apology that he chooses to leave first. his admission that he cant coexist with vash, in this world that they hurt. that vash still believes in.

and thats the biggest heartbreak of them all, isnt it? to know that theres someone who couldve been by your side to accompany your lonely eternity. to have that someone hurt you, time and time again. and to still love and care for them because you cant help it. to have that someone choose to leave first, because they think solitude is better than a coexistence of neverending disagreement

and you disagree with that too

#hi. yes this is the post that tumblr ate. twice. last night #btw if you tag this with k///v or any variation of it im killing you with a rock #stay away from this #anyway yes this is still asscrack of dawn. i need this out #personally i do believe knives survives the end of trimax (source: trust me bro) and hes #just sulking somewhere. but i do think reconciliation is never possible for them #that moment when you. understand why the other is that way and will never be on their side #i thought everything i want to say abt the twins is already condensed in the wanderers fic #but lawl turns out i still have so much to say!!! illness these two make me feel ill #i hope this is coherent enough to read. if not well it wont be my first post that is #written purely on vibes and frantic category five media brainrot #trigun #trigun maximum manga spoilers #vash the stampede #knives millions

[brynwrites]

Introducing: the third Guides for Dating Vampires book!

I started the rough draft last week (as you might have noticed from my daily stories) and I'm so stoked to see this story come to life.

This book follows an aspiring journalist who's investigating the black-market blood scene while secretly searching for a mysterious vampire criminal who he's been crushing on since their meeting at a gala four months ago. When the most prominent blood dealer decides his journalist days are over, the vampire he's been searching for sweeps in to save his life—by buying him for his blood.

Tropes include:

- A hidden identity - Dramatic romance vibes - Fancy (and sexy) outfits - Humans as vampire pets role play kink - Investigations Galore

If ya’ll are interested, I’ll add my favorite quotes onto this post as I draft?

(P.s. There will also be a major update for Bite Your Neighbor any day now!)

#writeblr #authors of tumblr #my wips #queer romance #mm vampires #I thought I'd posted this last night but turns out that tumblr ate it ;_;

[thevioletcaptain]

I agree with the sentiment of that purity police post, but maybe nimrods wasn't the best language to use, being stupid isn't equivalent to being a policing jackass. I'd reblog if it wasn' there though!

We'll have to agree to disagree on this one, because I think it's absolutely foolish to attempt to police the media consumption of other adults.

#i hope this response doesn't come across as snippy #i just read it back an hour later and realized i'd neglected to include my usual lil smiley face or heart emoji #or literally any tags #when i'm positive i typed out some tags #so now here i am adding them #anyway here are the tags i meant to include earlier #there are some behaviors which are in fact foolish and worth mocking for how foolish they are #and purity policing is a prime example #it encourages extreme bullying and infighting which only brings further harm to those within the group who don't fall in line #it makes people who probably consider themselves the most socially progressive flip all the way around #to thinly veiled (if veiled at all) right wing conservative talking points #it does all of these things while also displaying a complete lack of ability to responsibly or reasonably interact with fiction #and claims a 1:1 ratio of fictional to real world harm #which is quite simply just as ridiculous as the satanic panic types who thought playing dnd would turn people to devil worship #or that playing a violent video game too often would make someone commit real world crimes #anyway #i've rambled again #i think this is more or less what i wrote the first time before tumblr apparently ate it

[sharkboygirlish]

Hello my wonderful mutual we should form an alliance

yes i humbly accept

#i thought tumblr ate this but it turns out it was in my drafts the whole time man i smoke too much weed #don’t do drugs kids #phew

[4filen0tfound4]

Every time tumblr glitches on me I just kick it until it leaves a dent and boom it works again <3

#it just turned off replies 4 one of my posts then proceeded to act like one of my mutuals blocked me #and my queue has been fucking up like crazy it ate 4 of my posts and spit two of them back out #ty has something to say #this is my. main site ily tumblr <3

[transingthoseformers]

Okay this was an idea a while back because I needed an Empusa Spinocon

Here's Anarchy! Now I wanted to okay off a water and electricity theme here because I thought it would be cool, read the writing if you want and can. I thought they'd have been able to modify themself a little bit, but probably spend a lit of time in their alt as well it's a face even if it's as a dinosaur. Now, in my writing they are sort of a medic, but not an officially trained medic. They learned to help themself and others around them before the war, giving care to those who definitely couldn't access it normally.

My notes for Anarchy are pure laudation. Just all the ways I wish doctors would act. In the notes i say "it never claims to be a medic, or to have went to school for it" buuuut like a lot of people would say this is a mech of healing.

#oc art tag #spinocon #legit the fact that I say ''this is exactly the person you need when going through something hard'' tells you this is a comfort oc #Anarchy is a social chameleon who will fight for their patients and found family. #tumblr ate the quality #good luck reading the handwriting — you get an imaginary cookie if you can #their optic color turned out v interesting because I consulted the demons and the demons said white

[mqfx]

SO THAT'S WHERE MY POAST WENT

#hewwo #i thought tumblr ate my post turns out it was accidentally on main. oopsies