#tw 13 reasons why

[crymeariveronceagain]

Oh River dear.

I have never watched OR read 13 Reasons Why, and I just got the book

(I'm pretty sure you've at least watched it, I think i remember you mentioning that. So, no spoilers!!)

I'm so very excited to read it

#i have so many huge warnings to tell you. but idk if this is the right place. #i hope. that you. enjoy it? #tw sui implied #tw 13 reasons why #yes im trigger tagging that #13 reasons why #thanks for the ask! #iris!!! #also i have NOT watched it #i not watch it out of protest #this is not ignorance this is chosen unseeing

[lover-of-mine]

I just learned that Netflix removed both the bathtub scene with Hannah and the broom scene with Tyler from 13 reasons why and that means those exist in my brain but not in a Netflix server.

#i don't know what to feel about this #i dropped the show after tyler #like that show was a bad idea that went on for too long #tw 13 reasons why #13 reasons why

[kurottsukii]

On My Own | 13 Reasons Why

The murder

You weren't the same after what happened, I mean who could have been? Zach thought for a while he killed Bryce but he was just a part of it, the reaction to Dominos falling row by row. No one apart from Alex and Jessica knew you were there when it happened, you wanted it to be that way.

Why? Because you tried to save him, you didn't just stand there like Jessica when Bryce was pushed in the water, you tried to save him. Jessica tried to hold you back when it happened but you pushed her off and jumped in the water.

You remember the water being so cold it felt like you, yourself was dead. You would've been if you continued to try and save him that night but it was impossible, his body weight was half the size of yours, he was weak, scared, in pain and so were you; scared. He was already dead when you were trying to swim up to the surface with him but you held hope. Hope that if you can make up to the surface, you can save him but again. It was already too late, his dead weight was practically pulling you down with him till you had no choice but to let go, watching as his body sank down.

You walked home that night, you couldn't bare being in the car with his killers. As much you hated Bryce, with how much pain he caused you; the secrets, the rape, the manipulation. Everything he did to you, you should've wanted him dead more than anyone. Maybe at first but now? You wished you could've taken that thought back. He didn't deserve to die like that, and you definitely didn't deserve the trauma his death brought you.

After hearing Ani blame the murder on your ex-boyfriend Monty and his death in prison, you snapped. Liquor and drugs became your best friend, at first it was weed and Hennessy then weed got replaced with shrooms, then Molly and acid and soon it was meth, and any pill or alcohol you could get your hands on. You would even bring them to school, drinking and swallowing or injecting between classes to get by.

As you were spiraling down to a dark path, so was Clay and Zach but never Alex and Jessica. You wondered why what happened didn't affect the actual guilty but instead the accessories to murder. But then again, you stopped caring.

After Clay and Justin busted you over your drug use, you were on 24/7 watch, in fact the whole group had to watch you. Jessica and Ani would make excuses to sleep over at your house; Tyler, Clay and Justin would walk you to your classes and Tony and Zach would take turns being with you after school. That part backfired though. Soon Tony ended up getting busy with his fighting, leaving you and Zach alone all the time.

You two ended up finding comfort in each other, you two were both broken beyond repair so you two became each other's bad influence. Zach would keep secrets about your continuancely drug use and you would keep drinking with him. Drowning y'all's sorrows with any alcohol imagine and sooner rather than later, your two bad habits became intoxicated hookups.

It became a daily occurrence that you ended up finding yourself into being sexually connected with Zach more than the drugs. He was your drug but you weren't his. During the time that you were getting better, he was fucking some other Bimbo from school.

You were hurt by this, yes. But were you really that surprised that it'll happen? No. Once again you were on your own. You began using again, this time you were skipping school.

Everytime Clay went looking for you, you were at every party imaginable rather it be highschool parties at other schools, or frat parties at colleges, you were there. Always high, always shit faced, always in danger. Rather it was you being a danger to yourself or to someone else or they were a danger to you. You were just fucked up you didn't care anymore.

It was like you drowned that night with Bryce. Maybe you should have.

#fyp #13 reasons imagine #13 reasons why #13 reasons season 2 #clay jensen #zach dempsey #bryce walker #alex standall #jessica davies #monty de la cruz #tony padilla #tw sucidal ideation #netflix #fanfic #wattpad #murder coverup

[lazykebabvagina]

It being so dark so early gotta be my 13th reason

#tw suicide #13 reasons why #london #winter #daylight savings #depression #winter depression #seasonal depression #sad #take your meds #aaa

[weighted-hearts]

I need a reason to stay here.

Reasons to stay:

1) My Guinea Pigs

2) To prove to my family I can make something of myself.

3) Stop this messed up family cycle.

Reasons not to stay:

1) My presence only hurts people

2) I cant escape my family… not even through getting a job and moving out because that would require me to quit working towards my dream job.

3) I’m stupid and have no adult skills

4) All I do is take up space.

5) Nobody can handle my emotions and I’m im constantly invalidated and gaslit.

6) I’m tired

7) childhood and current trauma take over my life

8) I have very little independence no matter how hard I try to break free.

9) my family will be happier without me.

10) I’ve exhausted all mental health services and been fired by tons of them for being too ill.

11) I can never be in a relationship due to sexual assault trauma…I’ve tried.

12) My insurance will stop this year so no more therapy for me.

13) This world has went to shit.

#tw suicude #self hatred #selfinjury #mentally ill #depression edit #mental illness #ptsd problems #complex ptsd #13 reasons why #bpd #trauma #mentally unstable #broken inside #dead inside #anxiety #depression #deep quotes #depressing thoughts #please help #im not okay

[uc-beepboop]

Props to Haley and Gus

#unprepared casters #be aware if you research the reason why they did this #trigger warnings apply #tw sa #all that glitters #uc arc 13

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

i am eternally mad at hannah baker. i read that book sometime last year and even at the time I was like ?????! she gave up so easily. i was glad i didn't read it when my mental health was worse - or when i was younger and more impressionable. idk i just get mad at her

#personal #tw suicide #13 reasons why

[all-thestories-aretrue]

I did not know the last episode of Heartstopper was going to be Like That™️

#heartstopper #this is definitely a show i wish i had in jr high #i also wish i had known about the last episode #according to my brief googling there was a trigger warning for self harm #but given the presence of charlies disordered eating i would have assumed it was that #unless there was a seperate triggering for that #but due to uhhh the means by which i watched it i do not know what netflixs tws were #i am a little more apprehensive for s3 now but maybe i shouldnt be #heartstopper feels like a far cry from 13 reasons why which was triggering af and handled poorly #i will say my interest in finally reading the graphic novels is piqued now #lowkey wish i hadnt watched the last episode though #oh well whats done is done

[secretagentsagainstwhatever]

TW suicide

my biggest conspiracy theory is that suicide helpline/crisis lines are purposely obtuse / useless, so that you’re so baffled by their advice that you forget that you wanted to die in the first place

#this is mostly a joke #i mean they are useless #but i actually genuinely think they’re being helpful #have you tried having a bath #is my 13th reason why tbh #the fact anyone who’s ever used one knows the go to lines tells you everything #have you tried having a cup of tea #crisis line #samaritans #shout #tw #helpline #conspiracy theories #mental health #mental heath support #camhs is arguably the worst one #when i was 13 and in the school bathroom they asked me if i’d had a cup of tea #oh yeah let me just pull my kettle out me backpack #🥲🥲🥲 #camhs #it’s a joke #this was inspired by a tweet #but i’ve always thought it #baffling #terrible advice #this is in no way me discouraging anyone from getting help #if you’re struggling pls reach out to someone #these places may not be perfect but they do help a lot of people #and at the end of the day that is the most important thing #reach out to someone

[idkbishsss]

TW… just yeah (also TW for caps)

I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR ELMAX FICS😭😭😭😭😭

BRO-

IM GOING TO GO THROW MY SELF OF A FUCKING CLIFF THANK YOU😭😭😭😭😭😭

EDIT: THERES MORE

WHO THE FUCK IS TINA?!?!

Edit: THERE AREN'T EVEN FICS IN THE LAST ONE💀 WHY THE FUCK IS It THERE?!?!?

#anti billy hargrove #god help me- #anti billy stans #heres some water to wash your eyes🌊 #stranger things #AHHHHHH😭😭😭😭 #my 13th reason #I HAVE NEVER EVEN WATCH IT- #13 reasons why ofc #billy harringrove #elmax #im sorry for tag you but you all need to see what the 8 people of AO3 do #tw caps

[behindthesefangirleyes]

And if I didn't know better, I'd think you were talking to me now (if I didn't know better, I'd think you were still around)

By SilverShadow1

“I’m here to remind you that you have options.”

“I’m not suicidal.”

“Justin, be fucking for real.”

OR

After Justin collapses at prom, he reunites with someone from his past.

Rating: Mature

Ships: Justin/Jessica, Hannah/Clay, Alex/Charlie, Justin & Clay, Justin & Hannah

#13 reasons why #tw sui implied #it’s just mentions of canon attempts but nothing graphic #justin foley #hannah baker #clay jensen #jessica davis #alex standall #charlie st. george #justin x jessica #chalex #13rw fanfiction #13rw #fic #my fic #ao3 author #ao3

[trans-gay-arospec-mike-wheeler]

Imagine your friend dies and the next day or whatever you get tapes explaining what their last straws were

That’s kinda fucked up

#13 reasons why #tw sucidal ideation #TW suicide

[i-love--you]

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#self destruction #su1c1d4l #su1c1d3 #su1c1de #tw self destruction #tw #tw sui ideation #tw depressing stuff #sucidial #suicides #sad #suffering #mental health support #mental heath support #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui vent #lapiz lazuli #13 reasons why #s31f harm #s31f h4rm #self h4rm #s1lf h4rm #shelf harm #self destructive behavior #self isolation #self sabotage #sewer slide #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self sabotage

[thewolfinsideyourheart]

I had to stop watching 13 Reasons Why because seeing her being so enthusiastic and sociable made me feel worse. I’m such a loser, it was really making me want to k*ll myself even more. I would really like to do the same thing she did, but no one would care and I can see it from the complete lack of reactions to my absence.

#13 Reasons Why #suicide tw

[haemosexuality]

earliest instance i can think of that happening was in 2016, when we were 11. we were in class and she came over to where i sat and showed me her cut up wrist, said something along the lines of ''guess im not even good enough to kill myself'', and went back to her table. i just had to sit there and try not to show i was panicking. and them i got reprimanded by our teacher for not paying enough attention to geography class

#later on i helped her come up w something so her mom wouldnt notice the cuts. i drew over them w sharpie #i dont remember feeling like that came out of nowhere so there might've been smthing before. maybe i just knew about sh and suicide from #shit like 13 reasons why idk #tw self harm #self harm tw #tw suicide #suicide tw

[poppy-metal]

fuck the person who just sent me a s*icide note

#poppy speaks #'pulling a max mayfield and sending my fave authors notes' this isn't 13 reasons why #tw: suicide #don't do that