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tothepointofinsanity · 1 month

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You know you can’t do that until you look at yourself.

#barbotine #Barbotine game #ttpoiart #tw dysmorphia

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endless-v0id · 2 months

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I hate being human

I hate not having paws

No tail

No pointy, fluffy ears

No sharp teeth

Just human hands

Human fingers

Human legs

Human face

I don't ever recognize myself in the mirror

Because when I look in the mirror, a human stares back.

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discord-emote-customs · 2 months

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hello it is gillipop from the discord realm /silly

could you do the age euphoria/dysphoria emojis but with cats and "species" euphoria/dysphoria?

like so many versions jumpscare (this is gonna be a nightmare to add to my done list in my pinned T^T

heres some species (cat & dog) dysphoria/eurphoria & dysmporphia ^^ will do system emotes and gender dysphoria later and will link this post when i do ^^

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barflovski · 5 months

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Kyle’s perception of himself compared to Stan’s perception of Kyle

#tw scars #tw ed #tw dysmorphia #south park #sp #kyle broflovski #kyle sp #sp kyle #stan marsh #stan sp #sp stan #style #sp style #style sp #my art

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the-grand-gemini · 4 months

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Wyll Ravengard thoughts/writing prompt:

Wyll's identity is so heavily focused on his father, which absolutely makes sense given his upbringing with only the one parent, but that doesn't mean sometimes Wyll never wonders what his life would be like if she'd been there. He doesn't necessarily miss his mother as he never had her, but there are moments of "what if". What would father be like, would his expectations have been the same, would his mother have stopped him from being sent away, would she have come with him if Ulder would not let him remain in Baldur's Gate, would she too have cast him out, would she have written to him after he left the Gate, would she make father stay in touch too? Wyll carries a sense of loss and nostalgia he has no means of placing. His mother is an empty shadow in his mind.

Which brings me to this: I can't get the idea out of my head that after Wyll is transformed he feels he's lost part of the gift that his mother gave him. Specifically his eyes. Are Ulder Ravengard's eyes also brown like Wyll's? Probably, but maybe Wyll's eyes were the same shade of brown his mother's were... He had already lost one during battle, and now his remaining eye has been touched by the Hells.

The scene that made me think of this is when Karlach is mourning the loss of the heart that her mother gave her. I feel like Wyll is still probably in relative shock over his changed form and is experiencing body dysmorphia. He would hear Karlach's words and suddenly have another moment of heart break. A thought that had not sat with him yet while too busy trying to adjust to his new form and survive their adventure. The gift that his mother gave him has been corrupted and it's his fault.

(Not that it's actually his fault given that he was a teenager when forced to take Mizora's deal, but you can't tell me Wyll doesn't feel guilty at times for "failing" to meet his father's expectations and internalized that sense of shame)

Even though he's never really met his mother as she passed before he could know her, he feels another level of loss. The body she died giving to him has been altered, the eye(s) in the mirror watching him are no longer his mother's. Maybe one day there will be some relief. His changed body is a means of stepping out of the shadow of who his father expected him to be. But for now there is loss and mourning a gift given by someone he never knew.

I just feel like Wyll doesn't get as much writing and we don't really get to deeply explore the horror of having your body altered without your consent! Which thematically everyone in the party is desperately trying to avoid having their body altered via the illithid tadpol! What we do get are a few brief lines saying that we are sorry and that he's still himself (as well as very handsome if not more so because... horns 👀💦).

I need to read about Wyll mourning himself and accepting his new body. Confronting his father for abandoning him in a time of need. Remembering his father choosing his duty to the city over his duty to him as his child. I mean he could have retired! He and Wyll could have moved to the country OR travelled the coast together fighting for others! However that didn't happen and I feel like a bigger discussion is needed before healing that bond.

You can't tell my young Wyll Ravengard, who loves his father so much he already forgave him the moment he was cast out, didn't cry his heart out alone under the night sky the first time he was on his own. That he doesn't suppress those emotions constantly, because yes he doesn't regret sacrificing himself to protect the people of Baldur's Gate, but that doesn't mean he doesn't weep knowing his father's love was conditional.

I need a discussion where he worries that Tav may choose to leave him someday if he cannot meet their expectations. He knows its unfounded, but the hurt inside himself remains.

I want to see Wyll struggle with his changed body and rediscover himself. Either with the support of a romanced Tav or just the entire team as a supportive found family there to help him.

If anyone wants to use this as a writing prompt please go ahead and tag me if you do so I can read it!

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toadstoolsandtrafficjams · 2 years

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psa: you don't have to hate your appearance to have dysphoria!!!! i'm a pre-T trans guy who's, by western beauty standards, considered pretty conventionally attractive. when i look in the mirror, i generally like what I see. the thing is, i've never once been able to recognize myself in that mirror. That pretty person? Isn't me. I'm a guy. Sure, that's a hot face in the mirror, but it isn't me. Never has been. That disconnect? That's dysphoria. The feeling of 'this doesn't feel right. This body doesn't match how I feel.' THAT'S dysphoria. Not outright self hatred.

just a note, in case anyone was doubting themselves. i love you all ❤

#transgender #trans boy #transmasc #ftm #pre t #dysphoria #tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia #100 likes #200 likes #300 likes

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myorgansaremelting · 4 months

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body horror

warning, this is disgusting and gruesome, and everything trans people go through on a daily basis

body horror is at the bottom of the horror iceberg. Body horror is the human centipede. Body horror is incomprehensible and terrible and painful.

trans people feel like this, every. Single. Fucking. Day.

my body is not my own, and I hate it, I feel gross, it is not a part of me, I feel so wrong and gross and dirty and nasty and disgusting and I feel sick. I look at myself in the mirror and it is not me and other people love it, and I feel sick, so fucking sick, so so so so sick.

I play doctor on myself, trying to eat foods that raise testosterone and lower estrogen, I try to cut off the parts of me that aren’t supposed to be there, I scar and deform my body in disgusting ways, I try to claw my way out of my stomach to be who I truly am.

I am body horror. I am trans.

#trans guy #transgender #transgirl #transmasc #transfem #gender dysphoria #cw dysphoria #cw dysmorphia #tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia #tw body horror #cw body horror #horror #rant post

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hazyaltcare · 12 days

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Confession

Warning: Body dysmorphia

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1 R3G41N3D MY S1GHT 1N TH1S T1M3L1N3 4ND 1T M4K3S M3 3XTR3M3LY UNCOMFORT4BL3, 4ND MY F33L1NGS DON'T 3V3N F33L V4L1D B3C4US3 1T F33LS WRONG TO M1SS B31NG BL1ND. 1T W4S 4 P4RT OF MY 1D3NT1TY TH4T 1 W4S SO PROUD OF. 4ND NOW 1T'S GON3. 1 C4N S33 BOTH 1N-SYST3M 4ND WH3N 1'M 1N FRONT, SO TH3R3'S 4LSO NO 3SC4P1NG 1T. 1T 4LSO DO3SN'T H3LP TH4T TH1S WORLD 1S 4 S3NSORY N1GHTM4R3. >:[

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i regained my sight in this timeline and it makes me extremely uncomfortable, and my feelings don't even feel valid because it feels wrong to miss being blind. it was a part of my identity that i was so proud of. and now it's gone. i can see both in-system and when i'm in front, so there's also no escaping it. it also doesn't help that this world is a sensory nightmare. >:[

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There's no judgment - not from us, at least - to miss your disability. Missing being blind doesn't mean you want to hurt the body and make it blind, or whatever haters might say to invalidate your emotions. Your feelings are perfectly valid.

To lose something that was such an intrinsic part of your identity and affected your life, is a great loss. You don't have to be grateful for the sight this world/body grants you if you don't like it - It's okay to grieve that loss. It's okay to be uncomfortable.

Mod Vintage (⛎/Bc)

As someone hard-of-hearing in my other life and hearing in this chassis, I also miss that disability :( The chassis is also disabled, but in a different way, so it's kinda like an unlucky lottery, you know?

This world is indeed sensory nightmare! Especially with the chassis being autistic and easily overloaded by noises. I absolutely hate hearing the clock ticking, electronics humming, hands typing, etc. Sounds that I never had to worry about become a nuisance at best and an incapacitation at worst. I could cover the chassis' ears, but it's not the same.

It sounds so overwhelming to be bombarded by sight everywhere you go, in-and out-system :( I feel solidarity towards you here!

Also, missing a certain disability the body doesn't have does not make you a non-valid disabled person/fictive/etc.. It doesn't make you ableist. Disability is not inherently undesirable. There's nothing wrong with how you feel. I hope this helps. 🤍

Mod Vintage (🪄)

#fictive #positivity #terezi pyrope fictive #fictive positivity #homestuck fictive #fictranth positivity #alien fictranth #fictranth #Bc #⛎#🪄#Mod Vintage #confession #tw body dysmorphia #tw dysmorphia

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zoannearts · 6 months

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Oc tober day 19 “exploring their relationship with their body”

Prompts by @thepromptfoundry

Reference from @adorkastock

At first I wasnt sure what to do for this prompt at first but deciding to go down more of an identity crisis route, Image suffers from dysphoria and dysmorphia as an android who at one time was just conscious code who was then given a “human” form, her body never felt like her own so I decided to try and capture apart of that in this prompt

Image at one time was just an autonomous robot, but through updating herself and experiencing what life has to offer her consciousness began to fully form along with that came these existential feelings and confusion. Overwhelmed with all these things she was never built to feel

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newtabfics · 11 months

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Hello! I was wondering if you could write a Sidon X Reader, where the reader is struggling with her body image, mainly over stretch marks and feels insecure about Sidon seeing her body? Thank you for your time! <3

I was a bit hesitant on this one because I also have body image issues. I don't have stretch marks myself so I wouldn't know how to be self-conscious of this. I kept this more focused on being insecure about the body without saying what it actually is because of this. I'm sorry if this isn't your exact desire but I hope it scratches the itch.

Trigger warnings for body image issues. all tagged in case you wanna block this one. Below cut.

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It doesn't take long for Sidon to notice the way she flinches and reflexively covers herself in some way or form when people near her. She's hiding. But why would she hide all that beauty?

Sidon waits a long while, watching and noticing.

It's in the way she hides under clothes. The way she covers her mouth when she eats. The way she shies away from mirrors.

It's a day when Sidon finally snaps and comes into the room, planting her in front of a mirror.

"Why do you hate your body?" He asked outright. Her face told him he was right. The prince didn't wait for an answer as he knelt down so he was holding her, chin on her shoulder as he eyed her in the mirror. "You're my beautiful pearl. Please stop trying to hide the treasures you hold."

He doesn't listen to excuses, only the things she tells him, that people have said to her in her time in Hateno. He never knew there were also men and women as shallow as the tide pool.

"You shouldn't listen to them. Only to me," He said. "Because I look at you and I have to stop myself from devouring you outright. My Pearl is something I want to kiss and lick all over," He hummed, licking a long trail up the back of her neck for emphasis.

"Sidon," She whimpered as his hand clutched her hip.

"You are my pearl, Y/N. Let me worship your body as it deserves to be."

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#prince sidon botw #prince sidon totk #drabble #prince sidon x f!reader #totk headcanon #trigger warning: body image #trigger warnings: body dysmorphia #yes i count any self image issues as dysmorphia #tw dysmorphia #ask request

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hello-im-not-a-possum · 17 days

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Headcanons fore catnap from poppy playtime?

Tiny Toon Version:

-Is asleep most of the time and is awake in small spurts throughout the day, is mostly dragged along on adventures by friends.

-Him speaking sounds like squeaky meows that the other Smiling Critters can understand but the audience cannot.

-When he *is* awake, he gets the most extreme zoomies.

-During an intersection of Playtime co's adoption campaign and the cartoon run, lots of posters and a script was made about Dogday being adopted by Catnap's family, but for some reason the episode was never made, let alone aired.

-His home has at least three music boxes always playing in it.

-After the toy Catnap was recalled, the In-Show Catnap disappeared without fanfare or anything, which was made all the more jarring as he disappeared in the middle of Season 2.

Big Toy Version:

-Lonely, but is extremely uncomfortable being with people.

-Toy puberty was a bitch and he'll feel body dysmorphia when he's in places where it's easy for humans to move around in but hard for big body toys to.

-Never feels his actual size.

-While all of the others were 'heretics' and therefore either all needed to be killed or kept barely alive as a message, he keeps Dogday alive because his relationship with him is a lot more complex than his relationship with the other Big Body Smiling Critters. (Dogday still can't tell if him keeping him alive was done out of mercy or spite.)

-It's uncomfortable for him to stand on his hind legs but he'll do it during worship sessions anyway.

-Engages in zoomies and in his case it looks terrifying.

-His body naturally produces substances that even the Hat man would fear. Harvest his blood and drink it and you're out like a light in seconds but having the most insane nightmares ever. ...If you survive that is.

-One time he drew what he'd think he'd look like if he grew up as a human.

-He watches the Smiling Critters cartoon when he has free time, but only the season and a half that doesn't have Catnap in it.

-Tries to bury any regrets that pop up in his worship, he made his choices and its decades late to un-make them.

#poppy playtime 3 #smiling critters #theodore grambell #catnap #tw dysmorphia

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8-bitbrainrot · 8 months

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themes of body dysmorphia/dysphoria, as well as mouth/teeth stuff below break!!

i finally finished my ham angst i was up to, it's not actually what i was originally gonna do and not super angsty buuuut, it's here 🙌 based on one of my headcanons ^^

ive talked about my headcanon of ham having tusks and filing them down to canines before, but i kinda just brushed it off as them feeling funny.

the original headcanon was based around him missing his spider mandibles!!! he's uncomfortable with the tusks, after living most of his life as a spider. the little fangs help him feel more comfortable in a new body ^^

but while making this i realised this could also 100% be about him not being entirely cis, and the tusks feeling too masculine

aunt may gave him a big old hug after this and said he looked lovely and he cried (in a good way)

#spiderham #peter porker #headcanons #spiderverse #itsv #atsv #peterporker #spider ham #into the spider verse #gay kid hyperfixates on pig #8-bitsart #gender: cartoon #cw dysphoria #cw dysmorphia #tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia #cw teeth #tw teeth

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dyke-pollinator · 10 months

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I just found an old journal of mine from like 2016-2018 while searching for something else in my apartment.

After reading through it, I just wish I could go back and thank my past self for getting me here and tell him that I love him and that it all turned out better than he ever hoped. He went through so much. Horrid mental health, body image issues, what I can now see was a lot of dysphoria, self medication, ect. He didn’t give up despite wanting to so many times. Despite not really identifying with the person I used to be, I am still so thankful for all he did for me without even knowing it. I may not be him anymore but I still love him.

#tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia #tw substance abuse #tw sui ideation #sadposting #Had a good cry after reading through the whole thing #but it was the good kind of crying #The kind where you realize that shit actually can and does get better #not really sure why im posting this tbh #guess I just wanted to shout it into the ether

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batsbolts-andfangs · 8 days

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Does anyone else just struggle with the constant feeling that they're not enough or don't fit a label just because you're fat?

..I feel that all the time. /lh

#🦇 ︴batty babbles #tw dysmorphia #body dysmorphia #NOT species dysphoria #cw body dysmorphia

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httpness · 17 days

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I have realized recently that talking about my struggles to others (bonus if they are a close one) is a love language, I’m still learning how to do it properly but it’s a work in progress.

Does anyone want to be mutuals/friends to stay motivated and talk about struggles?

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gayairdragon · 2 years

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Someone stop me from cutting off my tits with kitchen scissors

#4n0r3x14 #trans ana #trans ed #trans mlm #ftm ed #ftm mlm #ftm #ftm dysphoria #tw dysphoria #tw dysmorphia

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