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the-gonmen · 12 days
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Hello my beautiful tumblr people! We are relapsing tonight🫡
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watchthemshow · 1 year
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He keeps telling me to tell him when I hurt myself. He says it hurts more if I lie about it then it does if I just tell him up front.
I pinky promise to tell him.
What a dirty little liar.
I know I’ll never be able to tell him the truth. So why do I lie about it?
I cant decide whats worse.
The guilt of feeling like a bad person, a liar, dirty for relapsing, a person that foils his trust, or the guilt of telling him, watching the disappointment cross over his face, making him upset, making him wonder why i cant stop, and worst of all, making him wonder if it’s his fault.
Either way,
How could I ever live with myself?
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stone-limbs · 2 years
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Maybe if i was skinny he wouldn't have left.
Maybe if i wasnt so needy he wouldnt have left.
Maybe if i wasnt so mentaly ill he wouldnt have left.
Maybe if i was just a better fucking person with a better fucking mental health and a better fucking life he wouldnt have left.
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Your best friends are people, mine are sharp objects ❤️
*** Sara L. Bodkin
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pleastrop · 1 year
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so i kinda need help, yesterday i succeeded to hit fascia, but now i'm scared it will get infected so how do i take care of a fascia, do i just let it be like beans or wtf do i do like i don't even gaf about the pain but if it gets infected i will have to tell my parents and thats like a huge no
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kayttee · 2 years
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Can anyone suggest the least painful ways to die ? I want something I can lie in bed and do ? Like OD but if there’s any specific medicine and amount ?
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suicidalghostlyahi · 2 years
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I'm running out of space on my thighs that I'm able to hide for summer. Where can I do it, that I'm able to hide when i wear short or "revealing" clothes...
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bl0odyb0dy · 7 months
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the staff people made me delete all my bl0od photos so mad rn
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imesssy · 2 years
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I want to erase my scars and make better ones
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jellyfishpearls · 1 year
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SH is so weird. Sometimes I’ll run into the bathroom in tears and tear at my leg, then other times I’m casually slicing watching YouTube.
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the-gonmen · 3 months
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Oh I forgot to tell you guys! I relapsed three or four days ago
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watchthemshow · 7 months
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I had this terrible dream where I was all alone,
and part of me feels like
it wasn’t a dream
at all…
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stone-limbs · 2 years
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Why are we forced to exist
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So pretty
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pleastrop · 2 years
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i relapsed and fuck it felt so good i really needed that, the way it stings when i walk, tbe bl00d not stopping, how pretty my styros look rn fuck i love it all i feel like i'm never going to recover and i'm so good with that, that's how it should be i don't deserve nothing but hurting
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not-annies-blog · 1 year
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why is it so pretty when i bleed
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