#tw gaslighting mention

[tadpoles-and-daydreams]

Just so y'all know, I'm pouring some of my soul out in this post. It gets emotional-please mind the gaslighting tw <3 There's no pressure to read this, I just feel this needs to be said and hopefully will help someone out there.

In case this helps someone, the reason I say "Telling witchlings/baby witches that negative entities will pretend to be deities, or that they can't trust their deities is damaging" is because it damaged my craft directly. Not only as a witchling, but even now.

When I first started it was because I hid that I was working with Persephone from everyone except close friends, because I was scared I would be judged. Persephone came to me, and I had no reason to ignore the call. There was no questioning whether it was truly a goddess that had stepped into my head when I woke up from the fever dream (affectionate) that she sent me with the name "Persephone" blaring in my head.

Even now, Loki spent a solid chunk last night, late as hell, sitting with me while I spiraled. And it was a bad spiral, at least by my standards. I'm really good at gaslighting myself, not-so-fun fact, and I saw something talking about people convincing themselves that deities were around when really it was just their own imagination. I understand that that post might be helpful to some, so if anyone knows what post I'm talking about PLEASE do not attack them. And if you happen to have posted that, PLEASE do not continue reading this post and please don't feel bad. I don't remember if it was in my following or for you or your tags- but that's not the point.

The point is, of course my brain decided that today was the day to fuck me up! Yayyyyy. /s I had already been, due to some recent information I got about where my deity work will be going (that's a separate post) questioning the validity of my craft. Who the HELL am I to do that sort of work? Why me? I'm just some dude. I'm not even "just some dude" I'm some dude who actively struggles to do just about anything in life. Y'all I was having A TimeTM and seeing that post was the final straw.

So I sat there, cards in hand, completely unable to get any direct communication from Loki because my head was too loud and I was questioning whether or not they were even real at all. And I've gone from "trickster energy = asshole who laughs at others" to trusting Loki with all I have so quickly, because they sat with me. I could feel them even if I couldn't "hear" them. Card after card telling me I'm supported, I'm on the right path, what I've been told I'm meant to do is my path and not some "'chosen one' bullshit" as I remember wording it. Nothing but love and support. I pulled The Fool twice, which just felt like a nudge of "Hey, I really am here." (For those of you who may not know, The Fool is associated with Loki!)

This is.... a vulnerable thing to put in a tumblr post, but I leave it here anyway. I did get one thing from him, as I was going to bed. I thanked them for staying, even when I was too stressed and overwhelmed to hear them. And somewhere in the back of my mind, very firmly, I get; "I will ALWAYS be here." Long pause at the implication, because I know that deities often come and go just like people. "Always?" "Mhm." cue the clear image of them grinning.

So, apparently, Loki is here to stay with me for good. I'm so grateful to have them in my life.

But this is what I mean when I say it's bad to scare the witchlings. That post scared me, outright triggered me, and I've been around witchcraft my whole life and actively practicing for four years. Please stop telling people they're "just imagining" their deities.

#witchcraft #paganism #witchblr #pagan witch #pagan #eclectic pagan #paganblr #witch community #deity work #witch blog #tw gaslighting #tw gaslighting mention

[starry-skies-116]

Plural!Sunny and Alive!Mari AU for my personal Omori Angst fulfillment needs (DON'T LIKE THEN DNI):

Sunny: 

Full name is Sunny Suzuki.

Their body is Japanese and Filipino American, and also intersex/hermaphrodite with a chromosomal, chemical and gonad variation! He looks mostly like a boy but has VERY androgynous and even somewhat feminine traits in his body!

They were born on July 20th, 1987 to Masayoshi Suzuki and Christine Suzuki (nee Bishop) in their hometown of Faraway Town, Nevada, and are three years younger than Mari, their older sister.

Sunny is definitely a cat person- he loves the texture of Mewo’s fur and will pet him as a stim whenever he’s stressed.

Transneutral nonbinary bigender rosboy who sometimes presents femme and uses primarily he/him but also she/they pronouns and neopronouns. We stan-

Greysexual but also pansexual and nebularomantic.

Both Sunny and Omori do like Basil as a close friend, and both Sunny and Omori have a small crush on Aubrey without being aware that Aubrey feels the same.

Sunny likes steak, steak is a safefood for him: he’s very texture sensitive to food. He does have other favorite foods, but foods such as eggplant, asparagus, sweet potatoes, squash, papaya, black pepper, et cetera, are an instant no-no.

Sunny’s mother has tried to incorporate steak into other foods she makes for him, but in a few cases Sunny doesn’t eat them. Simple salted and grilled steak drizzled lightly with sauce is all he asks for, and it is something he will gladly eat.

He shares many interests with Omori, such as having the same favorite toys, sweets, videogames and comic books (such as Captain Spaceboy).

Sunny is unaware of Omori’s existence until much, much later when he comes back into consciousness again several weeks upon a few months after the recital.

Shy and quiet, he rarely ever smiles.

Sunny’s hair is vantablack, and his eyes are nebulously dark- unlike Mari’s hair, which has a brown-ish tint to it and her eyes are warm and the color of dark chocolate and honey. You could put Sunny in a room where the walls are pure light and his hair would still be pure black.

Sunny and Omori both are big fans of flowers such as the black dahlia, queen of the night tulip, white tulips and white coronations.

When Sunny was younger, he would often zone out and wander off to places, especially particularly fascinating places that caught his attention and interest. Mari and the others had to frequently run after him and drag him back to their intended destination/original location- however, zoning out became dissociative fugues.

When he was younger, he would try and mimic Mari because he looked up to her so much- everything from her speech to her mannerisms and the way she worded certain phrases. This somewhat is like the creation of Omori and his personality in this AU, who was very similar to his sister and his friends in many aspects despite also retaining many personality fragments of Sunny. Yet, Omori is more like Mari, and takes inspiration as well from fragments of the values and demeanors of the Faraway Friends.

Both Sunny and Omori go virtually nonverbal when emotionally distressed, and also when dissociating.

They are autistic and have alexithymia. They pretend to have great memory but actually begin to have terrible memory when he has his first blackout switch an hour before the recital.

Literally has zero self-esteem, someone give this sweetie a hug-

Always loves and cares deeply about his sister and his friends.

He doesn’t have the best relationship with his dad- his mother infantilizes him and his father trivializes his troubles and pain and emotionally neglected him in favor of Mari, the golden child.

He’s traumatized by his parents’s unstable marriage and all the fights they would have, as well as the lake incident and all the pressure they and Mari would put on him to do exceptional at everything they wanted him to do and uphold the family reputation.

Their family is only picture-perfect on the outside- Mari basically had to raise him due to the dysfunctional relationship between their parents. Mari was essentially the Golden Child in her father’s eyes and that also damaged her.

Sunny is very creative and has a capacity for dissociation alongside his rich inner world, which is why he blacked out and switched in his room after he pushes Mari down the stairs and Hero caught her before she could suffer any injuries (save for a little bruise on her legs and the initial shock from falling).

His repetitive childhood trauma may seem minor to others around him, but to him it was utterly damaging and psychologically scarring. He did have several happy memories throughout his childhood, though.

He suffered really bad injuries when he almost drowned in the lake in this AU and has medical trauma from going to the hospital. 

His father’s love was conditional in every way- whenever Sunny did fail, he was subjected to harsh emotional and verbal mistreatment, followed by gaslighting and trivializing after said incident, leading Sunny to develop a mixed and turbulent relationship with his father. Sunny would walk on eggshells around his father similar to how his mother did, and every time his father would point out that Sunny was ‘just like his mother’ or ‘just like Mari’, Sunny would grow increasingly uncomfortable.

Of course, Sunny was always in touch with his more feminine side, and being told by kids often to ‘man up’ or to ‘speak up more’ when he was younger didn’t exactly help with such a feeling.

Doesn’t consider home to be exactly a safe place, and is overattached to and emotionally dependent on Mari because of the emotional immaturity of his parents- because of this he’s a huge fan of escapism and has struggled with maladaptive coping and daydreaming since he was a very young child.

He is significantly more timid, volatile and self-destructive than Omori.

***

Omori:

Unlike in the canon of Omori being a manifestation of Sunny’s guilt, anger, negative emotions and self-hatred/unhealthy escapism, Omori in this AU is also "Sunny", in a way: he's Sunny’s protector, and was created to be a coping mechanism. But they both experience many terrible side effects for the both of them such as blackout, dissociation and large gaps in memory and much more.

Because of this, instead of being a blank slate, Omori is instead a distinct personality visibly different than that of Sunny’s despite them being both technically “the same person”, and despite the similarities they may share in certain traits, habits, likes and dislikes.

Omori is noticeably more outwardly expressive, compassionate, gentle and merciful than Sunny.

Omori was the name engraved on Mari’s piano as well as the piano in Faraway Town’s church- Sunny’s mind, and therefore Sunny himself, had created Omori to be a 'better' version of himself so he could dissociate during upsetting and/or traumatic events and remain functional afterwards, and even if Omori had never made his presence clearly known to Sunny, he knew that Sunny always had a feeling that something protected him during his darkest hours and that he was never alone, which comforted him.

He is also autistic and has alexithymia.

Transneutral genderfloren using all pronouns and he’s grey aroace (rarely feels romantic attraction except towards Aubrey, exclusively asexual).

If Sunny and Omori were made aware of each other’s existence and acknowledged each other officially, they would have an extremely close relationship, brotherly and familial and deep in nature. After all, they do share everything- and by everything, I mean everything, from a body to a heart to a mind to a soul. Everything.

A few minutes before the recital, Sunny blacked out and Omori had taken over with no memory of pushing Mari down the stairs or Hero catching her. He didn’t have any memory of his arguement with Mari or nearly being about to destroy his violin in a fit of rage. As a result, he acted cordially and sweetly towards Mari instead of out of contempt and seething fury, which shocked and utterly confused both Mari and Hero. Why exactly was Sunny acting so different and cheery, and being significantly more emotive than usual?

Omori is more like Mari in terms of personality (kind of like how Sunny would always mimic Mari when he was younger)- he is outwardly more kind, goofy, gentle, polite, and the manifestation of more positive emotions of Sunny (with a more carefree and mischievous side to him, unlike Sunny, who is uptight, paranoid and straightforward). He esembles Mari in terms of personality and demeanor, as well as some of her likes and dislikes. Mari grows incredibly unsettled when she realizes this when Omori switches in for the first time and the Faraway Friends get to know Omori better.

For example, his favorite color is purple, he’s an incredibly forgiving and perceptive person, he loves challenges and riddles, and he is somewhat of a semi-perfectionist (nowhere near as bad as Mari- and yes, Mari has OCD in my AU, pry this from my hands I dare you).

Omori is visibly more different than Sunny in the way that he carries himself- his face muscles relax, his features become more kind, loose and expressive, he becomes more soft-spoken and polite/sweetly sincere in his words, his brows unscrunch, his muscles slacken, and he looks significantly more approachable than Sunny, who’s blunt, vigilant and cliff-faced most of the time.

Even his handwriting and drawing style changes- although they both can draw, Sunny’s drawings are usually more morbid and abstract in nature, while Omori draws whatever he sees/creates in the system’s inner world/headspace- the latter loves to use markers that are purple and turquoise, and just loves pastel and neon colors and palette and draws frequently with them in general. Sunny meanwhile, prefers colors like black, white and red. They both love the colors purple and yellow, however, because those are Mari's favorite colors.

Omori has a very prominent sweet tooth, even more so than Sunny.

Just like Sunny, Omori dearly loves Mari and his friends, and has a complicated and strained relationship with his and Sunny’s father. He sought to keep his existence a secret from the rest of the group until the recital, when he was forced to take control of the body to protect Sunny from harm as he was aware that his other self had self-destructive tendencies.

The purpose of Omori’s creation was to protect and take care of Sunny as well as the body that they shared, and Omori loves and cares about Sunny more than anything. Sunny, being Omori’s first priority first and foremost above all else, was the reason why when the former was having a panic attack an hour or two before the recital, Omori forced Sunny to dissociate and black out, and he forced himself to take control and discarded all plans of keeping his existence a secret to the world: protecting Sunny was paramount to ensure their survival and their continued existence. 

Afterwards, Sunny remained blacked out for a long period of time, and Omori was the one interacting with the physical world, including Mari, Hero, and all his friends and the residents of Faraway Town. Everyone was very unsettled by how different “Sunny” was acting, and nobody really knew the truth behind why. The Faraway Friends resolved to try and find out somehow.

Sunny didn’t break the violin in this AU, Mari stopped him and grabbed onto his wrist so tight it sort of bruised it before he could throw the violin down the stairs. This still resulted in an argument, and Hero did catch Mari when Sunny pushed her down the stairs in a fit of anger before she could receive any injuries. The recital went on as usual, so did the pizza dinner afterwards, but it wasn’t Sunny playing at that recital alongside Mari, nor was it Sunny talking to his friends: it was Omori.

***

Ngl I might write a fanfic about this-

#sunny omori #omori sunny #omori omori #omori au #mari lives #plural sunny au #au facts #omori mari #omori hero #omori faraway friends #tw emotional trauma #tw drowning mention #tw emotional abuse mention #tw neglect mention #tw gaslighting mention #don't like don't read #don't like don't interact

[system-processing-12]

I figured out today that nearly every time I start working out regularly it is with the express goal of losing weight first, sometimes strength secondary. My brain is literally convinced I am unlovable if I weigh above a certain number. My specific ED tends to flop between over and under eating and I haven't really been able to find a reliable balance. Maybe planning meals? But textures and inconsistent fronts. I don't know, it just kind of felt like a punch to the stomach that I have absorbed so much of my entire family has all said about fat people, about my own technically overweight form. That my self confidence is still reliant on how I look, how well I can hide, how well I can conform to what is expected of me. It's why I've started masking again. My parents told me to stop acting autistic because I am not and I’m not supposed to be weird. I spend my whole day micromanaging myself, pretending to remember things and people that I have barely any memories of. That plus gaslighting via those same parents. It's so fucking tiring trying to be everything everyone wants from you but you. I have not told either of my jobs about my gender and I get misgendered all day. I keep forgetting to take meds. Anxiety keeps telling me everyone is mad at me. The law is against me for a great many things, including the latest ruling by the Supreme Court. Is anyone else just.. tired?

#vent #tw abuse #tw gaslighting mention #tw ed #serious #audhd #adhd #autism #masking #politics #Supreme Court #queer phobia #confidence issues #fatphobia #tw misgendering

[dereklycangivesemotionaldamage]

Derek is King of Gaslighting.

#Michael's supposed to be the king of it according to the show but nope Derek trumps him at that #Derek just takes all his titles from him and he doesn't even count as a villain #Derek literally lied in the s3 xmas episodes about caring that Aaron missed him #He was planning on somehow 'breaking up' Aaron and aphmau just so he could get Aaron back #He faked his own damn redemption arc and accidentally got a real one #Definite king.👑 #aphmau #aphverse #aphblr #derek lycan #tw derek lycan #also he gaslighted most of his agents that questioned Aaron being the ultima[aka Xavier who he literally told that he was the ultima] #Oh and also he's really guiltrippy with people- specifically Zack and Aaron cause that's his love language #just guiltripping people until they get upset with him and finally tell him to shut up #tw gaslighting mention

[ask-the-celestial-family]

There are two types of Anons: ones willing to freak the characters out by gaslighting them, and the ones willing to calm characters down by gaslighting them

(And either way it’s fun.)

#kill lunar au #op answers #tw gaslighting mention

[luxibox19]

heads up that tadca is considered p*do because it is especially on twt. there is a lot of gross art and fanfic with grooming and even r@pe so i would stay away from anyone involved in tadca.

I mean of course there’s gross art, every fandom has it’s bad parts VERY big on twt(leak twt and poppytwt) but tadca isn’t bad? It’s a tag so you don’t have to put 900+ tw in your fic or art it’s just so people know there will be stuff like gaslighting and abuse because that’s what happened in cannon

Anyone who has made c!primeboys horror art or talked about how bad exile was has made tadca content and there’s nothing wrong with that!

#tw gaslighting mention #tw abuse mention #c!primeboys #anon aks

[10piecechickenmcnugget]

the inbetween overseer: *gaslighting the shit out of karl* the fandom: *sitting back with a clipboard* interesting

#just an observation #tftsmp #tales from the smp #tftsmp the inbetween #tftsmp the overseer #karl jacobs #c!karl jacobs #tw gaslighting mention #idk just in case

[strange-doll-child]

Committing multiple puppet war crimes

#puppet master #shitpost #fanart #fan art #puppet master 2 #retro puppet master #blade #jester #torch #dr jenn #dr jenn's puppet #dr. jenn/camille's puppet #dr. jenn's puppet #mephistopheles #mephisto #retro blade #tw gaslighting mention #?? #<- just incase #blood of blade #puppet master au

[owlkhemy]

Caffeine gaslights your brain into thinking you're not tired.

- Me, talking about coffee

#be the random post chaos you want to see in the world #shower thoughts #tw gaslighting mention #tw gaslighting #gaslighting #caffeine

[greenleaf4stuff]

Batman (2022) Meta: Pick Up Artist Joker?

Just a random thought I have and not 100% serious, but I almost feel like the Joker essentially acts like a pick-up artist towards Edward/the Riddler in their scene together; he first knocks the Riddler down (’one day you're on top, the next, you're a clown’) and then builds him up again and manipulates him into thinking they are going to have a relationship (in this case, friendship), though the Joker knows that he will just manipulate the Riddler the whole time and use him for his own gains.

It also kinda sorta fits into the Joker flirting with Batman in the deleted scene; treating their meeting as an 'anniversary' and the case file as a 'present'.

Completely galaxy-brain-ing this, btw, but I guess my musings boil down to: Joker wanted/wants Batman (as an adversary, for example), got rejected by him in some way, turned to pick-up-artistry tactics to manipulate someone else into a relationship instead, someone he can control and gaslight, someone who he can knock down and then build up, and who happens to have actually managed to make an impression on the guy he cannot have/cannot fight properly. Which makes the whole dynamic between the three even more unhealthy.

(Poor Bruce honestly.)

#meta #the batman #the batman (2022) #only half serious #maybe #the batman spoilers #spoilers #the batman (2022) spoilers #the joker #the riddler #edward nashton #batman #tw pick up artist #tw gaslighting mention #tw unhealthy relationships #please point out if I missed any warnings #also if anyone wants to talk meta with me about that piece of media feel free to do so #queue #mine

[my-name-is-tubbo-hi]

/hello tumblr. it’s late. i got yelled at by my treasure, except not really. we just had a little fight and he got upset becaus e i was being an idiot and accidnetly gaslit him. do not do that. do not gaslight. your pretty treasure. that’s bad and wrong and makes you an EVIL DICK who makes you both feel like SHIT for the rest of the evening. and you get funny looks fro m your little sister. she’s small, she’s silly she does not UNDERSTAND the GRAVIETY of these situations.

BUT! do not worry tumblr because I have A PLan to make it up to him. I am going to make him so happy. he will be happy and we will do more therapy. this will work. now i am hungry and wanna eat a burnt calzone. Dad burnt it then screamed at it for a bit. they are very silly, ridiculous, in that way.

it’s cheese. and white onion. and also lots of bacon. the bacon is burnt so that mean’s its extra crunch. yum!!!!   😋 😋 😋

#dream smp roleplay #dsmp roleplay #c!tubbo roleplay blog #ask blog #tw gaslighting mention

[o5-the-daughter]

Can you add lying to our faces when we outright saw the truth to the things you won’t do again? I didn’t appreciate the rather pitiful attempt at gaslighting

I did exactly what my position expects from me in the event of an unexpected breach of information, which is exactly what happened earlier today; lie to save face in the name of a colleague who didn't have the means to do so personally. Try a bit harder if you want to make me feel bad :)

#a questioning mind #tw gaslighting mention

[alternative-architecture]

He will gaslight you into [REDACTED]. He is a [REDACTED] liar and a [RADACTED] - ℂ

Shhh don't be too hasty -9

I'm getting mixed signals here. Are you using the same keyboard?

#redacted to you too? // double struck c anon #ask #[abram] regret and atonement #* #tw gaslighting mention

[unrecognized-planet]

FUCK ALL THE PEOPLE BASICALLY DEFENDING WILLIAM GOLD (WILBUR SOOT) BY SAYING HE'S AUTISTIC.

(starting notes: this is most likely going to be very much rambling and jumping from one thing to another. I am just very upset about the situation and what some people are saying about it and needed to clear my head.)

I, myself am autistic and ADHD and regardless of whether you realize it or not, you are stereotyping autistic people by basically saying that they don't know when to stop when asked and can't understand boundaries. Well!! spoiler alert!!! WE DO UNDERSTAND BOUNDARIES. AND IF SOMEONE ASKS US TO STOP IF WE'RE HURTING THEM/MAKING THEM UNCOMFORTABLE? WE WILL!!! WHY??? BECAUSE IT'S BASIC HUMAN DECANCY.

Autistic people are people too. With feelings, emotions, opinions, and boundaries. Just like every other human being on this planet. We are human, just with a more different mindset than most. And most Autistic people try their best to respect people's boundaries and to listen to people when they say no or to stop. If William Gold really is autistic and has a known habit of biting, he could have easily gone on Amazon and gotten a chewing necklace to help with the habit. They're like $5-11 and they almost always come in packs of 3-5 or more. I've had several throughout my life, and they really do help with said habit. So he has NO reason and NO excuse to be biting someone else instead. ESPECIALLY TO THE POINT THE PERSON IS SCREAMING AT THEM AND USING A SAFE WORD TO STOP.

And you people have to keep in mind that the biting isn't the only awful thing he's done to Shelby. He has physically abused her. He had pinned her down and had told her to try her hardest to get him off with full knowledge that she has been $e×ually assaulted before and then said something along the lines of that, he was so much stronger than her and that "she wouldn't be able to fight back". Had likely loved bombed her at the beginning of the relationship to make her stay(which, if you didn't know is a big red flag). Threw away almost all of her things after they broke up without even telling her. Manipulated her and gaslighted her (saying he wanted kids/marriage and then further into the relationship telling her he never wanted that & never said that) plus A LOT more.

Long story short:

-The autistic excuse is a load of fucking bullshit.

-PLEASE do some research about Neurodivergent people before you say anything relating to them online.

-While you're at it, research different kinds of abuse and manipulative behavior because you obviously don't understand that THIS? BITING someone to the point it HURTS AND THEY ARE SCREAMING? IS VERY CLEARLY ABUSE.

-Stop defending someone who already owned up to it (in the most shittiest and self-centered way possible, making it all about himself and also not even mentioning her NAME ONCE).

-Get off whatever social media platform you're on and either go play a game, go outside, read a book, or go to sleep if its late.

-And Always Support The Victim. NEVER The Fucking Abuser.

___________________________________________

(Final notes: I seriously recommend that you watch Shelby's VOD of you haven't and read these websites start to finish. You'll find a lot that relates back to William's behavior. Both inside and outside this relationship.

Shelby Shubble VOD

After reading them, I still recommend that you do more research about the topics I brought up. It could save your life one day.)

#shubble #shelby shubble #fuck wilbur soot #wilbur soot #tw abuse mention #tw bruises #tw biting #tw sex assault #tw manipulation #tw gaslighting #Youtube

[devilledeggz]

I'm bored so im posting abt my ocs again!!

soooo I was working on my lil stories and drew a bunch of red and angsty art for it because why the heck not, the joy of creation is wonderful

bonus: a comic based off a part in my silly lil story :3

this comic is a bit old so it may not look the best, but it's definitely something. I probably won't post in a while after this sooooooo here goes! have lore byeeeee

#eggzzzart #oc lore #tw eyestrain #tw mentions of violence #tw gaslighting #if you have context #art #oc art #oc #original character #illustration #digital art #digital illustration #digital drawing #my art #artwork #illust #drawings #original illustration #artists on tumblr #my ocs

[totally-bing]

stop gaslighting. im going to stab you

you don't even know what gaslighting is. and since when did you learn how to use a knife? you never got any formal training

#bing #bingposting #that one duck #tw gaslighting #which i am not doing #there's just a mention so i tagged it