#tw illegal drugs

[strongermonster]

one of the funniest news things in canada that always tickles me is the ongoing war between magic mushroom shops and the police.

this is the absolute height of humour to me right now

#tw drugs #lovingly cracking open a news paper just for the articles about dispensaries trolling the police #making drugs illegal has literally never ONCE in history worked #decriminalize it so we can stop overpaying useless cops to go on raids #offer SAFE AND CLEAN GOVERNMENT INSPECTED drugs like how we do with weed #stop the street drug deaths. tax them towards healthcare and social services and fucking UBI already #have the harder drugs harder to access along with on site support. no one WANTS to be stuck on meth #but ruining their lives in prison has helped approximately no one #jj stuff

[destielmemenews]

Eric Duprey was 30 years old when he died. He was fleeing from officers in the Bronx after allegedly attempting to sell drugs to an undercover officer.

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#destiel meme #destiel meme news #united states #us news #news #new york #police #tw police #police violence #damn a cooler??? #tw death #tw drugs #police brutality #it kills me when people try to excuse deaths at the hands of police like this if someone was actively doing something illegal #but like #dude was maybe selling drugs not shooting up a school #is throwing coolers in the police training manual? #i'd say this is unusual and excessive force for an unarmed guy RUNNING AWAY on a MOTORCYCLE

[er-cryptid]

Signs of MDMA Use

-- MDMA is a type of drug that includes drugs such as cocaine, meth, and ecstasy

Signs:

-- wide eyes

-- dilated pupils

-- change in sleep patterns

-- chewing, grinding teeth

-- constant talking

-- increased heart rate

-- slowed breathing

#medblr #studyblr #notes #my notes #medical notes #medblr notes #med notes #mdma #illegal drugs #illegal drugs // #mdma tw #pharmacology

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

color theory's wild, you guys

#accidentally made serizawa too hot and now reigen looks below average smh #tw weed #tw smoking #why did i draw this? idk i just really like to see my fav characters get high- makes me feel more connected w/ them or something #cole's art #mp100 #mp100 reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka #mp100 serizawa #serirei #serizawa katsuya #i do not condone illegal drug use <3 (/j do whatever the fuck you want lmao) #trans reigen arataka #just cause i can hehe #shotgunning #almost forgot to tag that lol

[thelimecrimes]

My humble opinions on SDV Characters and their relationships with the Devil's Lettuce.

#stardew valley #tier list #weed #tw drug use #ppl who say Harvey would be pro-weed are wack he's a small town doctor he's probably misinformed as hell #also if it's illegal in the valley he would not risk that shit #he's sending you to rehab #Also Elliott probably tried it in College but he's a huge hypocrite now he's older #Non-human means they'd give you that raid shadow legends pack w/o thinking abt how it'd kill you #Penny is OK with it bc Pam deals but if she ever tried to sell to a kid she'd literally murder her #and I'll stand by that Evelyn's cookies are edibles until the day I die

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

#caique posts #i cannot stress enough that this is a joke #but also it does genuinely feel with the chronic fatigue + adhd combo that we are not going to make it through a-levels without #some kind of (illegal) stimulants #i just hate that i cannot do anything no matter how much i want to do the thing #we’re at our wits end trying not to burn out and our teachers are at their wits end trying to make sure we leave with decent a-level grades #none of them are disabled so they wouldn’t understand #and we haven’t told them about what’s wrong with us because the awful waiting lists and apathetic doctors mean we have no diagnosis to show #we could say ‘hey we barely do anything outside of lessons because by the end of every day we’re too tired to stand up’ #but have no medical evidence to show for it because every GP we’ve gone to about it has said ‘there’s nothing i can do to help’ #and the adhd waiting list is about 8 years so no chance we’re getting that diagnosis before march #honestly drugs seems like the easiest way through this #vent #tw drugs

[fowlblue]

I haven’t shared much about Valentine here, and since I wanna post about my wicked man more, have a little bit of lore:

So, to first give a (simplified) rundown of Jon and Valentine’s history, Valentine met Jon in (approximately) the late 80s/early 90s when he first began becoming interested in tech- how he came to acquire Phonetix is a story for another day, but they got along well to begin with and hung out a lot. Valentine had very limited knowledge about the general matters of being a CEO, and Jon usually had advice, or was at least someone Valentine could shit-talk to. Over time, things went in a certain direction and while it was never said to be a ‘relationship’ in the partnership sense, whether it was or not depends on who you ask. It was by no means a healthy one, though- things soured quickly when Jon caught on that Valentine saw the two of them together mostly as a means to merge Phonetix and FC together. After this, things became a lot more hostile and at times violent, the two started hating each other, and that’s where things spiralled to where they are now (occasionally meeting up but mostly trying to kill each other).

Now, a part of their dynamic I haven’t really touched on much is that a large part of their relationship centered around drugs. A very large part of it. I HC Spiro has a long history of drug use given that he was a rich businessman at that time, for a lot of reasons, though by the time he appears in TEC he’s been clean for a bit. Valentine is very much a drugs guy, he takes a lot of them and a lot of his illegal undertakings involve transporting/possession of/distribution of all sorts of illicit substances to other celebrities/high-ranking criminals.

During the ‘better’ days of their dynamic, a lot of their meetings involved him securing drugs for Jon (including prescription meds that he was now off of but had become hooked on) and often taking drugs together. He encouraged him to do so despite knowing that Jon wanted to go clean- this happened a lot during business meetings between them, even, and during a lot of their worse arguments. Jon as a result has very patchy memory of that time period and those meetings, and in the present day often wonders if what he took is exactly what he ordered, because sometimes decisions were made at the time that he wouldn’t have made otherwise, and Val seemed a lot more persuasive. Trying to find loopholes in legal matters/illegal dealings is a lot more difficult when you don’t remember signing them in the first place.

(Valentine did, in fact, take advantage of being his supplier + Jon’s bad memory to manipulate his perception of certain events, both business-wise and personal. “Did I say that? Oh, certainly not, you’re just crazy” kinda stuff.)

And, see, what Jon does remember is ‘being told he was crazy’ part. That’s part of why (in hc) he went so ballistic in TEC- because being gaslit like that (even though Artemis had good reason to, mind) reminds him of that situation and it drives him mad. A lot of his time post-TEC is spent grappling with whether or not his mind is something he can still trust at all, and it’s infuriating.

#this was originally a discord post so forgive any grammar mistakes but. Val lore. #oc: Valentine #yeah Val was originally just gonna be a tech guy but working with illegal drugs is just… very fitting for his character. #tw drugs #tw drug use

[astridcookie]

he has an endearing look in his eyes but he's high on meth so maybe that's a red flag

#cookie talks #drug mention #drug tw #context is #that that's illegal

[redrisingsun]

thinking about how vi was fourteen to sixteen in act one and how we can assume she was that old when she was sent to stillwater. and how some people get their periods late.

and then just a little about a bunch of guy jailers trying to teach a fifteen year old girl what the fuck a period is

#i dont know why this is so funny to me #blame the drugs i feel high af #thats painkillers btw nothing illegal #arcane #tw period #trigger warning period #periods

[grinsekaatzee]

one of the biggest fears i have is to become that person i was 2017/2018 again (or worse)

i would rather kill myself

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#diary entry #tumblr diary #journal entry #tagebuch #thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #diary #lonelier version of you #tw sui ideation #fearful #i did an illegal u turn in my vw bug and drove up to the empty christmas tree parking lot. the owner of the christmas tree lot had abandone #anxi4ty #thats me #tw drugs #tw weed #i wanna be weightless #Spotify

[thecoffeetragedy]

this new medication i'm supposed to take has nausea as a very common side-effect. so common that I actually got anti-nausea meds prescribed with it. and I'm so sensitive/prone to nausea already that I've felt vaguely nauseous since, and I haven't even started taking it yet.

i'm nervous.

#drugs tw #as in medicine not illegal but yknow

[watercolourpeony]

i wish there was a magic pill you could take that gave you the biggest dopamine rush without any horrible side effects

#tw drug use #i don't take illegal drugs bc i have the worst anxiety and it would probably be triggered d so much lol #i can't even drink coffee without having a panic attack #and alcohol just makes me sad #i just wish just for a moment i could feel something good #i'm so sad

[arthur-r]

guys minnesota accidentally legalized weed

#not all the weed just edibles and THC infused beverages #but like. wh?? #i’ve been living in a weed-is-illegal state this whole time but basically #this guy from the house who is democratic. snuck in a little part to a bill about ‘‘hemp derived’’ edibles/drinks being legal #and hemp derived actually doesn’t do anything about the potency people just kind of believe that #and so. here we are. edibles and stuff are no longer illegal in my state. dang #and shh shh quiet my parents (/mostly just dad) have been smoking weed this whole time #but now they’re going to start doing it legally. so that’s wacky #anyway it’s not legal til you’re 21. but it’ll sure be easier for the stoners i know at school to get access to it #that’s wild. like half of minnesota has been trying to pass weed since forever but i didn’t think it would just. happen?? #especially not on accident. shdhdhdf #man. i don’t even know how i feel about this. just read an article out loud to my entire family #cause they thought it would be real funny for me to be the one reading it. it was pretty funny #and they’re all looking forward to it #anyway yeah. i basically live in a weed state now welcome me into the club please (ignore the fact that regular weed is still outlawed. thx) #drug tw #weed tw #cannabis tw #politics tw #jeez there’s a lot of tws to put on this huh #hi to any friends who are actually here #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[miasma-of-fear]

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Aight bet. JON, ITS THE VOICE IN YOUR WALLS! WE'RE GOING TO PRIDE, BABYYYY

The sudden voice startles him- read: causes him to raise his eyebrows and look around- lowering his coffee cup to the table. After a moment of intent listening, he frowns down at the brown almost black liquid in his cup. Maybe he'll just deal with the nausea and pain spikes and try those damn antipsychotics again.

#Querist Beware : asks #Suspicion Grows : anonymous #[ yes Jon does the technically illegal thing where he holds on to old prescriptions indefinitely ] #drugs tw #[ u h h just in case? ]

[qvietspvce]

had myself a little brownie as a treat within 30 mins of waking up and yeah okay I remember why edibles are one of my fave things now

anxiety doesn’t exist to me I guess

#pers #drug use tw #listen I barely consider eating an edible to be drug use but ppl have boundaries #and yknow cannabis is considered a class b illegal drug here still

[auroras-void]

Dipped into my ""totally legal"" secret Adderall stash today for like the first time in like a year, and like holy shit I forgot what it felt like to function like a normal human being. Like, I've only tried taking it like maybe a half dozen times total, but every single time it blows my mind how much of a night and day difference it makes. Like all of a sudden all that ADHD advice I've heard thousands of times before that's literally never done anything for me starts magically functioning perfectly. I set my pomodoros and I follow them, I make my lists, I check my notes, I write my stickies, I remember to reward myself only when I'm done. I let all my unhealthy coping mechanisms and mind numbing distractions drop away and I get more done in 4 hours than I have in the past 3 weeks.

I think I really hate my psychiatrist at this point. It's honestly kinda astounding that I haven't been allowed to get a diagnosis and a prescription at this point. I've had like 4 or 5 therapists suggest ADHD completely independently and unprompted. I've done the weird computer test thingy and gotten back a moderate. My anxiety and depression have gotten way better and my executive functioning still hasn't improved.

But she still says I need to wait more, and that ADHD is rare. That it's probably still just depression. She still asks me the same boilerplate questions every appointment and doesn't listen to any of my overly long replies to each one beyond what it takes to round it to the nearest multiple choice answer. Still doesn't really care about what my therapists have had to say, or what I have to tell her. Still doesn't tell me what the fuck is going on with anything or help make the nightmare of american healthcare any less of one.

Just, god I've been asking for help with this for so long, I've said thousands of times that literally nothing has worked. That none of the thousands of stupid CBT exercises I've been given have made any difference. That it all just gets lost in my head like an hour later. And the one thing I have tried that's worked and made everything else click I can't even tell anyone about without sounding like a drug addict and making everything else worse because I got it from a friend instead of a doctor.

Literally getting on hormones was a thousand times easier than this. Like there I knew I could be confident, that I could fight if I ever ran into any trouble and I was lucky enough to live in an area where I knew there would be good people on the other side of that fight once I got there who would help me with everything else.

I feel so scared to advocate for myself here because the more I do it feels like the more resistance I meet, the more I sound like I just want to get high. But if I don't then nothing happens. I just become more disillusioned with mental healthcare and therapy that hasn't done shit for me. I miss more and more appointments because I forget and I feel more and more like there's no point in rescheduling.

Maybe I should just find a drug dealer instead lol. Seems a lot easier.

#adhd #adderral #drug ment tw #illegal activities #I've only got like a dozen of these left mostly haven't taken them out of fear and because I know I can't replace them #also like I can afford to go out of network too but that feels just as insurmountable and difficult to get done because like symptoms (tm) #tw vent