#tw misophonia

[futuristictheoristcowboy]

you have misophonia, right? The sound of breathing, moaning, eating, chewing, it all makes you want to pull out your hair and bang your head on concrete, right?

whwh WH THEN WHY DOES.. WHY IS.. ??????

#me when aziraphale done pulled a jesus and cured misophonia 😦 #its not cured tbh but it still is strange that for some reason it doesnt disturb me.. #I mean #like hes legit the only dude where it doesnt bother me AT ALL? #Idk how many misophonic gomens fans there are but does anyone else relate to this?? #misophonia #actually misophonic #misophonics #tw misophonia #misophonia trigger #misophonia tag #misophonia triggers #why did he do this #i genuinely cant wrap my head around this.. #is this what it feels like to like not have it? it feels blissful wtf #i get why people lose their mannerisms when they eat wow its nice to hear from him #but only him? #literally nobody else #except animals. specifically cats. cats dont bother me at all #when they eat i mean #i sound like an ass uh oh but this is a disability #sowwy wowwies

[head-empty-river]

i've never experienced misophonia before but i want to rip my hair out. every bite she made was all like wet and clicky?? and like some crunches? and it was so loud even though she was pretty far across the room, i had to leave. it was like cursed asmr in your ear loud. i'm like physically angry rn. not at her, just the existence of that noise.

#misophonia #tw misophonia

[batteryacidenthusiast]

now because ive never had the pleasure of seeing the Very Real Not Pretend 1973 scorcese movie goncharov everytime somebody mentions "katya" i can only think of Her

(misophinia warning slurping)

#misophonia warning #tw misophonia #unhhhh #katya zamolodchikova #trixie and katya #drag queen #trixie mattel #goncharov #goncharov katya #goncharov 1973

[sweet-herba-mystica-archive]

this is 100% how the scene went this is canon idk what you're talking about

#my super mario posting #this is edited like hot garbage I am an artist not an editor /silly #this is the stupid thing I was referring to btw #tw misophonia #<- i hope I am tagging this right if not I'm so sorry

[jondoe297]

🖤

#frickin love er #mia goth #noise tw #tw noise #noise cw #cw noise #screaming tw #tw screaming #screaming cw #cw screaming #misophonia tw #tw misophonia #misophonia cw #cw misophobia #misophonia

[barelyfunctioning-amber]

I am having another bad misophonia day. I will wear headphones until I go to bed. Some sounds are getting too overwhelming for me. /srs /neg

#tw misophonia #tw misophonia trigger #aminrecovery

[capn-o-my-soul]

misophonia is such a bitch . like what do you mean the sound of someone chewing gum makes me have a mental breakdown and start crying and want to slam my head into wall over and over again until i can no longer hear

#misophonia #misophonic #auditory sensitivity #rant #tw mental illness #idek if it is a mental illness or just me being a brat who has to have everything exactly the way they want it

[crip-wizard]

This is a vent post

I was sitting in french class, and the person behind me (a known "popular kid" and asshole) was chewing gum. Very loudly. And I, being the dirty little misophonic I am, asked them politely to stop, to which they ignored me.

So, I ask again, this time specifying that certain noises cause me physical pain because of my misophonia. So they do it LOUDER.

At this point I am ready to launch a full blown nuclear war upon this bitch. So I slam my headphones on and march out of the classroom.

Later, the French teacher (also one of two vice principals) comes outside and sits right up in my space. I am thoroughly in the depths of a meltdown and have gone into verbal shutdown.

This lady tells me to calm down and act reasonable. She knows I have misophonia and autism. I pull out my AAC (an app on my phone) and explain that the kid was purposefully triggering my misophonia and that my response was perfectly reasonable to the situation.

So, being the well trained cog in an oppressive system, decides that her physically disabled, unofficially (as it's quite pricey, but it is on my file) diagnosed Autistic student, is faking it for attention. The Vice principal takes my phone (and AAC app by proxy of being on my phone, and therefore taking my current only form of accessible communication [can't just write it cuz dysgraphia] so I cannot communicate my needs.) And gives me a detention for "making a scene".

#sensory problems #misophonia #autism #autistic #asd #autism spectrum #neurodivergent #vent #tw vent #vent post #actually disabled #chronic disability #disabilities #disability #disabled #verbal shutdown #speech loss #ableism #tw ableism #tw ableist language #cw ableism

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1137

I don’t think people quite understand how miserable misophonia is.

It’s the nausea that comes with sounds that you know people can’t help but make. It’s the coughing that puts your teeth on edge, the crinkling of paper that makes you furious. It’s the too-loud TV that makes you want to scream and the voices with hissing ‘s’ sounds that make you want to vomit. It’s the chewing and heavy breathing and scratching of cutlery that destroys your appetite. It’s the constantly creaking floorboards that awaken a panicked rage in you when you’re just trying to breathe.

It’s the overstimulation when your headphones are too loud but not loud enough as the usually predictable songs grate against your brain.

It’s the inability to get comfortable in your usual safe space.

It’s the tears of frustration and headaches that form because no one gets it. You can’t talk about it because it’s unreasonable. You can’t ask someone to stop because they get defensive/see no issue.

It’s miserable.

Maybe this is something your whumpee experiences from so much time spent alone/in isolation. Maybe they inadvertently isolate themselves further, as they can’t stand to be around the people they love through no fault of their own (taking their meals to their room etc).

#misophonia #whump #writing prompts #writing #prompts #angst #psychological Whump #breakdowns #tw: emetophobia #tw: vomiting #projecting once again #neurodivergence

[medicalunprofessional]

scribble. ughhhh what the barnacles. lobotoyounger…….

look at my dentist dawg im dead

#idk an exact timeframe or age.. ugnmmm #caligosto loboto #psychonauts #blood tw #trainofthought #younger loboto headcanon. actually IM loboto… ermm… taps foot #adhd demons winning #misophonia sucks: sourxe? i have it #unmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i have more to say on this but i am so tired #cannot be assed to color <3 #unleashing my autism on this platform for all to see #i dont really care if the head mirror is uneccesary #i like it. it belongs in the design. 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌 #dont ever contract an unlicensed dentist. he ripped out my teeth. so mean. 🤬🤬🤬 #apologies if this foesnt make sense. this was birthed from mental illness

[empyrangel]

One thing that I see people never take into account when they whine about how everyone is supposed to have kids is that not everyone can be a parent. The more I think about it the more I’m sure I’d be an abusive parent if I had kids.

Misophonia + aspd + bpd + more is not a good combination for raising kids. If the circumstances are bad enough I tend to snap on people who aggravate me, especially if it’s repetitive. Both verbally and physically. With most people these impulses and violent intrusive thoughts are able to be controlled. But I absolutely do not have the patience to put up with a child’s bullshit. They keep doing bad behavior over and over and can’t be reasoned with because they don’t know better. I’m not made to handle that kind of thing. I know I’d hurt them, as much as I’d try not too. In addition to being terrible life for the child, I’d have to live with the guilt of whatever I did to them even when it was caused by my disorders.

What good could possibly come of that? Why should I subject myself and another living being to that?

#childfree #bpd #aspd #misophonia #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #intrusive thoughts #actually borderline #actually antisocial #actually misophonic #cluster b #cluster b personality disorder #tw child abuse #child abuse mention

[tuituipupu]

‘i have a bigger hole than you’ 💀💀💀

#OKAY #also misophonia tw i guess? #love these lil content pieces tho #käärijä #eurovision finland #eurovision 2023

[poetsofthestars]

i find ways to sooth the pain

they never work long

hands over ears held so long i cant feel

nails digging into skin the distraction too short

ways to block sounds never enough

pain

it's safer alone

but i know the most discreet ways to block sound

i have the crescent moons marked on palms and arms

the earplugs dangle a constant reminder of the pain

#poets of the stars #original poetry #poet alioth 🌙 #original poetry 🌙 #original poem #poetry #misophonia #actually misophonic #tw sh related #tw self harm

[lurking4stars]

my mom just ate an apple in front of me and her chewing was so disgusting i cannot 🤢

#low cal diet #tw restriction #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i wanna be sk1nn1 #@n@ diary #tw eating issues #misophonia

[fishybehavior]

The worst part of misophonia is that no one will understand your needs or will ever adjust their behavior

They will tell you to stop being so controlling and ignore it

#currebtly sitting outside of club #cause one guy was whistling #im going to have to bring my noise canceling headphones next time #but that means i cant talk to people #and i joined this fucking club to make friends #ive had enough experiences asking people to stop to know they wont #so im going to have to suffer or just not come #theres go my chance to make friends #tw rant #rant in tags #misophonia

[barelyfunctioning-amber]

Early childhood symptoms? Maybe.

I would daydream a lot, I would make characters in my head and interact with them as a more "cool, funny, brave" version of myself. I would look however I want in that moment. I'd have stories and stories in my head. I'd refuse to talk about them. I would zone out and refuse to do anything else.

I would not know what to do with my hands while doing stuff like preforming for school or making a presentation, so I would just flap them excitedly and jump around.

I would refuse to talk or focus on anything else while I'm playing with things in a specific way, like with marbles, buttons ect. I'd sort them by colour, or by how much I liked them.

I was bullied for being the "weird kid" for most of my life. I was deemed "uncool" and was mistreated by most of my peers.

When learning, I'd need to have full focus on it or I would give up learning it entirely. Me learning the subject would also depend on how willing a teacher was to teach me. I would be discouraged if I noticed even a tiny bit of the typical "I don't have time to explain this again" moments. When I "sense" someone hates explaining it again, I refuse to learn about it further from that person.

I would focus on things that made me happy and that only. Nothing else.

I loved cats ever since I've known about them. Always had a focus on them. People still get tired whenever I want to talk about cats.

Always had focus on two specific childhood movies, possible special interest.

Hated the taste of some meats because of the texture, but not only that type of food. Hated most food because of texture. Now this is less intense, but I still feel uncomfortable eating some food. Digestive system is also to blame.

That's all I wanted to share for now.

#tw misophonia #misophonia #tw mean people #tw food mention #tw bullying #tw misophonia trigger