not to be That Bitch (even tho that’s literally what i’m doing anyways) but the Salt i have from grian building that one hanging minecart ‘track’ is still so Immense
it’s not bad or anything and i think the vibe he’s trying to go for is cool
but like. was it strictly necessary go across
cub’s zed’s cosmodrome?? tbf ofc it looks like he kinda angles it so that its silhouette sort of squeezes in the empty space between one of the moons and suns but idk like. would it have killed to put it in a more vaguely parallel position to the clock instead of directly across it
it’s lowkey the centrepiece of the entire cave and it just really fucking irks me i dunno
(friendly reminder that ik i’m just some bitchass rando on the internet and in no way do i think i am entitled to whatever the hermits decide to do with their builds and/or content. also yes i’m being nitpicky as fuck which is unfair to grian. anyway bless the hermits for their service of giving us all content to watch in the first place /gen)
/ when people care so little for your OCs that you’ve literally never written them.
the only time i don’t feel like offing myself is at 3 in the morning when i’m vibing to some music and watching that one specific youtuber who gives me just enough serotonin to hold on for the next few days
Diary Entry: 02.26.21 / 6:04am
I’m not having the easiest time sleeping. I slept for a few hours but since waking up again, I haven’t been able to go back to sleep.
Diary Entry: 02.25.21 / 2:21am
I haven’t been feeling well which led to eating more than I’d like.
having a depressive episode rlly just be like that huh. i really cooked my ass an entire omelet and cant finish half of it and now i feel shitty and wasteful
I wanna talk to someone because my mental health is terrible right now but I can only do it over voice/call because my hands are fucked up and and I can’t type well
getting myself out of bed every day is such a bitchy task
my body be like ‘limbs r heavy now fuck u’
and i’m just like 'bro ur so right but i have responsibilities and a caffeine addiction’
and then i spend the next three hours struggling to even sit up until my energy levels finally spike and i can throw myself onto the floor
and then suddenly it’s 11pm and i’m deep-cleaning that one specific corner of the kitchen with music blasting in the background
AHhhhh really anxious for a thing today asdghhjjkkll wish me luck?? Hopefully it goes okay ssfhjhgggfff on the bright side, I managed to get two stuffies as a reward for this :’) but still so nervous asfghjkkgfd
>tfw your IRL friends unfriended you in Genshin cuz you’re addicted to the game and they tell you that you’re stressing them out on missing out on the game’s content (even tho I’ve been silent all the time and actually offered to help them catch up on the Lantern Rite/Theater Mechanicus)
>i fucking hate being stuck in the asia server
small update, tw vomiting & general mental illness talk:
I am glad that nobody in my life has ever noticed I don’t give a fuck about the relative staying with us. Fuckwad, you’re essentially absent from my existence, and only come around once in a blue moon. And one of the few times you come around, you only want to focus on my pet. Not once did you ask what I, your only step sister, wants. Buying the family lunch doesn’t count in my mind. You could have asked if I would want like a gift card to a store I like or anything else I would want. I don’t give a damn that you also happen to like cats. You only spending well over $50 on cat stuff shows you don’t give a single fuck about me, your only step sister. At least one of my other step brothers actually asked me if he and his wife could do anything for me. At least the wife of one of my other step brothers said she’s here for me. What have you done? Absolutely fucking nothing. Zilch. Nada. So what if you obviously exhibit symptoms of various neurodivergent conditions? The last I remember you talking to my blood/real brother, you said my real brother and I probably are autistic because my blood brother and I’s mom smoked when pregnant. How fucking DARE YOU make such a bold fucking claim like that and be a grown man. Shit, the lazy idea of just getting me a gift card to Amazon is more thoughtful in this context of losing a parent. After all this is done, I am cutting you out of my life completely
I can’t fucking wait until this all blows over so I can live in silence and solitude again
My day was so fine, than boom-
My dad comes home 😩
Okay, so I know there’s a lot of bad things when it comes to writing RPF (Real Person Fiction) so I wanted to make a quick post about my thoughts and views on it. Bare in mind that you are allowed to state your viewpoints but please do it in a respectful manner, I don’t tolerate arguments on my blog :(
So, to put it most simply, as long as you are staying within boundaries while making fanfics of someone then you are okay with it. Saying this though, don’t push or toe the line between boundaries and personal things. I mean this as in saying don’t ship people because it gives you comfort. Now don’t get me wrong, I think self-care is great, it should be something a lot of people do but don’t ship others who have explicitly said they don’t want to be shipped. Self care is good but don’t do at the expense of making others uncomfortable.
Now, I’m a shipper and I have been for a while but even as a shipper I’m still responsible enough to know not to toe that line and I always check to see if there’s clips of them or any boundary blogs to see if they are fine with this. But even if they have said that they are okay with this, don’t push boundaries! Don’t push things in their face, they might have said that they are okay with this but it still might make them uncomfortable.
While we are on this topic, don’t push fanfics into cc’s faces, especially if it isn’t your fanfic. Enjoy your fanfic but don’t push it into the cc’s face especially if the author has stated that they don’t want it to be found by them.
Don’t forget that all cc’s are human whether it’s artists, writers, music writers or the streamers themselves, things can make them uncomfortable. If you push something onto someone to see while knowing full well that they aren’t comfortable with it, then that doesn’t make you any better than anyone else, to put this in the most nicest of terms:
Cc’s are Not your friends, they are there to create content and have it be enjoyed.
Think about it like this, if you’ve done something to make your friend purposely uncomfortable, you’d feel bad, right? What’s the difference when it comes to Streamers? To Artists, to Writers? They may not be your friends but you can still lose them or even worse, have them dislike you in particular for doing it.
This doesn’t make you a fan but rather someone who doesn’t even see them as an actual person but rather something you can manipulate by writing them a certain way.
Don’t do it.
Sorry for the rant :(
Just keep humoring yourself, buddy. Just keep making things funny. That’s how you’ve dealt with the other atrocities you lived through
Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse. Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse. Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse. Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse. Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse. Just keep telling yourself you’ve been through worse.