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snowe-zolynn-rogers · 15 hours
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Solar: What’s Christmas?
Lunar: …
Moon: …
Sun: …
Earth: …
Ruin: …
Eclipse, in the background: How abused and neglected were you?
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plural-affirmations · 6 months
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This one is for systems who split or formed due to neglect.
Neglect and abuse go hand in hand, but neglect is far less talked about. Neglect can look like malnutrition, insufficient living conditions (such as no running water or no heating in the winter), lack of medical attention, and many other signs.
Here's to:
Systems that formed purely from neglect
Systems that split from neglect in addition to abuse
Those who struggle with feeling like what they went through wasn't "that bad"
Plurals who go back on forth on how they feel about their neglect, or the ones who inflicted it
The ones who are still in a neglectful or abusive household
The ones out of their neglectful situation, but are still affected by it
And anyone else I missed who's been a victim of improper care
I'm so sorry you didn't receive the love and attention you deserved. It can be really painful to acknowledge that people in your life did bad things, whether they meant to or not.
I know you may not want to, but please contact the proper authorities if you or a loved one is not being taken care of they should be.
I wish you the best of luck, and lots of healing vibes sent your way. ❤️
🖤💜💙💚💛
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dragon-master-kai · 1 year
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Regulus Arcturus Black HEADCANONS!!!!
So I'm back in my R.A.B phase where ai can't decide if I prefer Reg or Siri (it's still Reg, but between the Marauders, it's Remus THEN Sirius)
So!
My hc's of Reggie:
Growing up in as toxic and abusive a household as he did, with the estranged relation he had with his brother (the one semi-decent person in their family) with so many expectations laid out for him, led to Reg having a perfectionist streak. Because "If its not perfect, it's not worth it".
Definitely has some kind of anxiety, due to the household he grew up in (exactly like myself, except his household was MUCH worse). I'm thinking Social Anxiety cause of the whole "must be perfect or people will judge you and that's THE W O R S T thing that could ever happen to us Blacks" stupidity.
Trust issues. It takes him a LONG time and a LOT of heart-to-heart convos to finally open up his trust and heart to someone. And once he does, it's the most sacred of things he can ever give you. If you break it... He might be willing to trust you again, in maybe years or so, depending on the reason for breaking his trust, but he will NEVER trust you again to THAT level.
Doesn't believe any compliment he gets from anyone until and unless they can prove it with facts/keep on saying it, even when he's at his lowest - needs a LOT of reassurance. Eg: you don't have to be perfect to be worth it; you're pretty talented/strong. Compliments were withheld as a child from his parents, who are supposed to encourage that and the one person who actually gave them to him most likely also told him that he'd never leave his lil bro then proceeded to run away at 16, so Reg is very insecure about this okay!?
He's the kind of person to not let anyone near his heart. He has the walls higher than The Walls Sina, Rose and Maria stacked on top of each other (50m tall each, so 150 metres in total). Due to the insecurities that he's had to deal with all his life, esp when it comes to family, people who are supposed to be close to him. It will take a VERY LONG TIME to break down the walls and truly get him to care about you, if you are not from/familiar with a similar background. There's no way he'd truly be able to connect to you if you don't empathise with him... alternatively, perhaps your being so different will help him associate you with good and obviously, something as pure as you could never be tainted like his family or be truly capable of hurting someone like his brother did by leaving him, so maybe he can give you a chance. But the first sign of disinterest and he's out.
He's pretty damn cynical: his parents are downright abusive and neglecting (of their children's emotional AND physical needs) but they're also one of The Sacred 28, who are practically Royalty in their universe, so even if he went to someone with a complaint about the abuse he and Siri suffered at home, he felt that no-one would be able to do anything about it. And if someone DID try, his parents had enough money to bribe them into shutting up or even better, making their death look like an accident. So he has a really pessimistic view of life and has no doubt that some (if not all) of his school 'friends' are actually just there to keep tabs on him and report back to his parents.
He doesn't believe in love, nor does he believe unconditional love is legit/real (until he met you). He thinks everyone is out to gain from him and watch him lose something. And when I say it will take a LONG time to get through to his heart, I can't stress exactly how LONG that Long will be. It will not be love at first sight, nor love in the first few interactions (by which I mean the first 1,000). It may take between absolute months and fucking years to get him to believe that you're the real deal and a shit ton of trust exercises to get him to believe that you're not in cahoots with someone who wants to control him/to snitch to his parents. - the parents are DEFINITELY the type to have spies in their children's school, to make sure they are not humiliating the family name. They gave up on Sirius. They cannot afford to 'fuck up' with Regulus.
He is used to the mentality of "Shut up and take it" and "Fake it till you make it" and "Do not defame the family name" and "Keep up the facade and everyone's happy". He doesn't know how to break free of them.
He understands appearances vs reality better than most. The Blacks may appear to be put-together and perfect due to the unrealistic expectations thrust upon him and Sirius as a child (and Sirius' rejection only meant the parents doubled up on him to carry on the family legacy - upholding the family image, taking the Dark Mark, following Voldemort, etc) and the lengths which the family would go to to ensure it is as perfect and pure as possible. But those who are on the inside know exactly how bad things are. Always seeming like they're bursting at the seams.
Because of all of this bullshit, he has perfected masks. Like Tony Stark and Dr Strange, he has a mask for every situation. One for his parents and family, one for his friends, one for his teachers, one for Voldipoop, and, last but not least one for you. The mask around you is the only real one because he feels safe being just himself around you. With everyone else, however, there are expectations lined up with each person/group of people, so he perfects the mask and puts it on for them.
I feel like with all that he goes through and all the (no-doubt) fake friends (more elite acquaintances and spies than friends) he has, if he ever met someone who is able to see past the masks he's perfected, he would feel a flurry of emotions. At first, it would be fear - he's been spotted and the reason he masks will find out so his mind is in an 'Eliminate Mode'. Then he'd stop and realise that it would take one to know one. Then comes hurt for you that you get how he's feeling bc you also feel the same if not similar way, meaning you are personally acquainted with this feeling. Then he'd start to feel like "if you get this, there's no way you'll snitch, 'cause I can now hold this information against you if it comes to that." But then he really pays attention to you and is like "damn. They're just as fucked up as me". And he spends enough time with you and sees the real you and it's like "you get me, I get you. You don't want me to be anything but myself and I wish the same for you".
From each other's safe haven your relationship grows from friendship to something more romantic and its all off the basis of "you just want me to be myself. And you accept me as I am." Which is pretty fucking cute, ngl.
Will post more when I can xx
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ablizmal · 4 months
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L and his rocker girlfriend (aka me U///U)
an additional funnee under cut
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the og:
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i just HAPPENED to come across this like (compares dates) a week AFTER i drew this dhajshdksjdksjs
(it was meant to be, just like L/L is in general 🥰)
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russianblue22 · 1 year
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Propaganda Post for Lilith Clawthorne
@clusterbpoll
Listen not only did this girl punch Belos and is Disney’s first AroAce woman, I feel that she shows a fair bit of symptoms for NPD! (This could also qualify as a slight character analysis, though it is mainly me projecting onto Lilith.)
Lilith didn’t get much attention from her mother, and parental neglect is one of the ways someone can develop NPD. Along with that, Lilith seems to hold herself (as well as the people around her, in my eyes it shows with Lilith trying to recruit Eda into the Emperor’s Coven). 
Along with that, she struggles to take criticism, especially in regards to her skill. In The Covention, she even gets Amity to cheat in order to beat Eda in a challenge, and even fights with her sister once she’s caught cheating. Also, I feel that she places herself on a slight pedestal while she is head of the Emperor’s Coven, probably as a result of not being able to rely on her fellow coven heads for support and becoming extremely self reliant. In season 1, she also shows an inflated sense of self importance and is shown to struggle with being socially impaired (even likely being bullied as stated in one of Eda’s discipline slips).
During Season 2(A), Lilith struggles with not being the head of the Emperor’s Coven. Many people with NPD struggle with deep depression after events such as loosing their job, or other events similar due to experiencing an intense emotional response called a ‘narc crash’. 
Also, Lilith is shown to be extremely sensitive to negative attention along with having an inflated sense of self importance.
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okay, so just run with us for moment (not literally ♿️)
So DID typically presents with complete amnesia, and OSDD1-B typically presents with emotional amnesia (the presence of memories with no emotional response to them) (this is me stating facts)
and DID is more commonly seen in physical trauma survivors then emotional trauma survivors, and OSDD1-B is seen in predominantly emotional trauma survivors. Obviously, these disorders can happen from any type of trauma (or none at all) with any disorder, but its more common to see in these. (this is may not be factually tested yet, it’s just what I’ve heard from various articles)
So, it would make sense for DID to traditionally be a method of protection from physical harm, right? like your body is in physical danger so it kinda pulls a “if i cant remember it didnt happen” and blocks it out. and OSDD1-B would be protection from emotional danger, right? a “these emotions are too strong to survive, so i’ll just remove them from the equation” button. (this is me theorizing)
Which would explain the big uptick in kids/teens/young adults presenting with OSDD1-B in the past 5ish years. As childhood becomes a more stressful time, kids are forced to undergo more emotional trauma, causing an increase in emotional trauma responses. Physical trauma rates in children (physical abuse/natural disasters/assault/physical neglect) may not have gone up, but emotional trauma rates definitely have. it’d make sense for more OSDD1-B to become much more common. (this is me connecting dots under the assumption my theory is correct, which is very well could not be)
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minusgangtime · 4 months
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Since her backstory is virtually the same I’m not writing a whole explanation-
She sighed..coming clean about her past,how ahead was a normal happy kid,but when her cousin died she went into a downward spiral of grief,and when she recovered,her grandpa threatened to take the rest of her cousins away which caused her to violently lash out,after she was knocked out by him when she got home for the next year her father would emotionally abuse her by berating her and neglecting her,with the last straw being her mother dying from suicide,which lead her to finally run away almost after taking her own life..)
-Shelby..
All the animatronics looked at Shelby in shock, but also felt some empathy..
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My poor dear, you were cast aside,
Treated like a broken doll.
Once your usefulness to Father Dear had run out,
He only tossed you away.
You came to me, with tears in your eyes,
Confided in me your deepest scars...
I almost felt terrible for you.
Almost.
And so began the game.
Starting out, I gave you
What you'd always wanted:
Attention,
Love,
Care,
Affection...
All a mask, of course, but that is just
My modus operandi by now...
I twist and weave the strings of fate,
All of the paths lain out in front of me
...I could never have predicted
I'd actually grow fond of you.
I knew that I was plucking at your emotions
Not unlike the Devil's lyre,
But even when all was said and done,
Even when I rendered you a broken shell of who you once were,
I felt...remiss, somehow.
Yes, I loved and still love to see you suffer.
I take great amusement in your turmoil.
However...something within me
Longs to see you smile, all the same.
I cannot help but check on you
A bit more than I do your friends...
Sometimes, I imagine such absurd things:
I imagine taking you on trips, to let you see the sights you've always dreamt of...
I imagine you telling me about all of your achievements, and I imagine I tell you how proud I am of you...
I imagine you asking me for advice and support, which I gladly give...
I imagine you telling me all about your new favourite things, your new hopes, and new dreams...
I imagine gifting you things I'd made by hand - you beam brightly at me and say that I'm the best fath-. . .
Nevermind it.
It really is silly, isn't it. . .?
Ah, forget that I said anything, sunshine. . .
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eoieopda · 1 year
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What sort of law do you do? I’m currently a paralegal and debating law school and would love your thoughts!
if you’re down to suffer a lil bit and potentially rack up a lot of debt, go for it! i’d make the same choice if i went back in time. just make sure you’re honest with yourself about what you’re personally willing & able to do because law school is uhhhhhh a bitch and a half.
under the cut for a job description — please heed tws since it’s a lot of sensitive subjects rolled into one.
i used to do svu and my current area, but switched in january (2023) to exclusively handle child *b*se and/or n*gl*ct cases. so i prosecute the a/n and then i handle the custody bit (like, can they stay in the home with court/CPS oversight, do they need to be removed from their parent/legal guardian? if so, for how long?)
i oversee the case while CPS works with the family to fix whatever the root of the problems were (addiction, untreated mental health, poor parenting, anger management, domestic violence, inability to meet needs, etc. — this is not an exhaustive list, believe me)
if the families don’t get themselves together to the point where the kids can safely go home (within the time limit the law gives them,) that means i either petition the court to give custody/guardianship to able/willing relatives, or (if there is no family to provide care) to terminate parental rights so the kids can be adopted. that’s, like, family law death penalty — it’s definitely not as common as kids going home to parents/guardians who have turned their lives around!!!
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rokurodokuro · 1 year
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Notes on new OC (below the cut):
His name is Cyril Teach, aged 29. He comes from a long line of fire magic users… but was born with ice powers, being shunned and abused by his family as a result.
Cyril suppressed his powers further, further, until all that can be felt around them is a singular degree of difference in the ambient air temp. Trying to flip that into heat… to no success.
He tries to blend in as a normal person, but… something about him feels… off.
He tries to make up for it by being friendly, a bit of a joker. Tries to ensure that people feel at ease around him. Even goes through the education and training needed to be a spy for the US government and, either through sheer dumb luck or a shocking display of competence from a member of said branch, does his job well.
But… you know… there's cracks in the façade.
A sense of loneliness, even in major gatherings. Leftover trauma from neglect and abuse. A lack of actual physical strength, because all of his spoons go to suppressing his ice powers.
His closest coworkers know that his cheery personality is all a sham. They know that he would crack under any pressure, and they have the feeling something awful would happen if he did crack.
Rather than risk any civilian lives by keeping him in the US, the higher-ups decide to send him on a dangerous mission to, preferably, ice-bomb Shadaloo whenever he inevitably cracks.
Needless to say… that backfires spectacularly.
He does crack, inevitably, when Vega tries to kill him-- the temperature in the room plummets from 70 F to 30 F, a thick, strong ice wall separating the two. Vega's claws shatter against the ice, a shard ricocheting off of the barrier and giving him a nasty cut on his face. He flees as the temps continue to drop, leaving Cyril alone in the middle of an intense panic attack.
As help arrives, the temp in the room has fallen to 25 F, and gets even colder the closer people get to Cyril, who begs them to stay away, tears of panic and terror frozen to his face.
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vixxelle · 1 year
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Here’s best boi and best girl! Meet Fox (He/They) and Lilyhop, they are half-siblings and two of the protagonists in the story. Lilyhop was the youngest of Star Snakethorn’s first litter, since Sun Snakethorn focused all his attention on her older sibling Lilacstream and neglected Lilyhop, Violetdawn became Lily’s surrogate mother.
Fox is the oldest of Snakethorn’s third litter, growing up, he had to deal with Snakethorn’s abuse towards him and his mother, Silverbreeze. Fox and their siblings were ostracized from their clan members, especially from fellow apprentices who thought they were just spoiled, stuck-up, brats. The only comfort Fox had was Flamewhisper, Lilyhop, and grandmother Lemonberry.
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starry-skies-116 · 1 year
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Plural!Sunny and Alive!Mari AU for my personal Omori Angst fulfillment needs (DON'T LIKE THEN DNI):
Sunny: 
Full name is Sunny Suzuki.
Their body is Japanese and Filipino American, and also intersex/hermaphrodite with a chromosomal, chemical and gonad variation! He looks mostly like a boy but has VERY androgynous and even somewhat feminine traits in his body!
They were born on July 20th, 1987 to Masayoshi Suzuki and Christine Suzuki (nee Bishop) in their hometown of Faraway Town, Nevada, and are three years younger than Mari, their older sister.
Sunny is definitely a cat person- he loves the texture of Mewo’s fur and will pet him as a stim whenever he’s stressed.
Transneutral nonbinary bigender rosboy who sometimes presents femme and uses primarily he/him but also she/they pronouns and neopronouns. We stan-
Greysexual but also pansexual and nebularomantic.
Both Sunny and Omori do like Basil as a close friend, and both Sunny and Omori have a small crush on Aubrey without being aware that Aubrey feels the same.
Sunny likes steak, steak is a safefood for him: he’s very texture sensitive to food. He does have other favorite foods, but foods such as eggplant, asparagus, sweet potatoes, squash, papaya, black pepper, et cetera, are an instant no-no.
Sunny’s mother has tried to incorporate steak into other foods she makes for him, but in a few cases Sunny doesn’t eat them. Simple salted and grilled steak drizzled lightly with sauce is all he asks for, and it is something he will gladly eat.
He shares many interests with Omori, such as having the same favorite toys, sweets, videogames and comic books (such as Captain Spaceboy).
Sunny is unaware of Omori’s existence until much, much later when he comes back into consciousness again several weeks upon a few months after the recital.
Shy and quiet, he rarely ever smiles.
Sunny’s hair is vantablack, and his eyes are nebulously dark- unlike Mari’s hair, which has a brown-ish tint to it and her eyes are warm and the color of dark chocolate and honey. You could put Sunny in a room where the walls are pure light and his hair would still be pure black.
Sunny and Omori both are big fans of flowers such as the black dahlia, queen of the night tulip, white tulips and white coronations.
When Sunny was younger, he would often zone out and wander off to places, especially particularly fascinating places that caught his attention and interest. Mari and the others had to frequently run after him and drag him back to their intended destination/original location- however, zoning out became dissociative fugues.
When he was younger, he would try and mimic Mari because he looked up to her so much- everything from her speech to her mannerisms and the way she worded certain phrases. This somewhat is like the creation of Omori and his personality in this AU, who was very similar to his sister and his friends in many aspects despite also retaining many personality fragments of Sunny. Yet, Omori is more like Mari, and takes inspiration as well from fragments of the values and demeanors of the Faraway Friends.
Both Sunny and Omori go virtually nonverbal when emotionally distressed, and also when dissociating.
They are autistic and have alexithymia. They pretend to have great memory but actually begin to have terrible memory when he has his first blackout switch an hour before the recital.
Literally has zero self-esteem, someone give this sweetie a hug-
Always loves and cares deeply about his sister and his friends.
He doesn’t have the best relationship with his dad- his mother infantilizes him and his father trivializes his troubles and pain and emotionally neglected him in favor of Mari, the golden child.
He’s traumatized by his parents’s unstable marriage and all the fights they would have, as well as the lake incident and all the pressure they and Mari would put on him to do exceptional at everything they wanted him to do and uphold the family reputation.
Their family is only picture-perfect on the outside- Mari basically had to raise him due to the dysfunctional relationship between their parents. Mari was essentially the Golden Child in her father’s eyes and that also damaged her.
Sunny is very creative and has a capacity for dissociation alongside his rich inner world, which is why he blacked out and switched in his room after he pushes Mari down the stairs and Hero caught her before she could suffer any injuries (save for a little bruise on her legs and the initial shock from falling).
His repetitive childhood trauma may seem minor to others around him, but to him it was utterly damaging and psychologically scarring. He did have several happy memories throughout his childhood, though.
He suffered really bad injuries when he almost drowned in the lake in this AU and has medical trauma from going to the hospital. 
His father’s love was conditional in every way- whenever Sunny did fail, he was subjected to harsh emotional and verbal mistreatment, followed by gaslighting and trivializing after said incident, leading Sunny to develop a mixed and turbulent relationship with his father. Sunny would walk on eggshells around his father similar to how his mother did, and every time his father would point out that Sunny was ‘just like his mother’ or ‘just like Mari’, Sunny would grow increasingly uncomfortable.
Of course, Sunny was always in touch with his more feminine side, and being told by kids often to ‘man up’ or to ‘speak up more’ when he was younger didn’t exactly help with such a feeling.
Doesn’t consider home to be exactly a safe place, and is overattached to and emotionally dependent on Mari because of the emotional immaturity of his parents- because of this he’s a huge fan of escapism and has struggled with maladaptive coping and daydreaming since he was a very young child.
He is significantly more timid, volatile and self-destructive than Omori.
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Omori:
Unlike in the canon of Omori being a manifestation of Sunny’s guilt, anger, negative emotions and self-hatred/unhealthy escapism, Omori in this AU is also "Sunny", in a way: he's Sunny’s protector, and was created to be a coping mechanism. But they both experience many terrible side effects for the both of them such as blackout, dissociation and large gaps in memory and much more.
Because of this, instead of being a blank slate, Omori is instead a distinct personality visibly different than that of Sunny’s despite them being both technically “the same person”, and despite the similarities they may share in certain traits, habits, likes and dislikes.
Omori is noticeably more outwardly expressive, compassionate, gentle and merciful than Sunny.
Omori was the name engraved on Mari’s piano as well as the piano in Faraway Town’s church- Sunny’s mind, and therefore Sunny himself, had created Omori to be a 'better' version of himself so he could dissociate during upsetting and/or traumatic events and remain functional afterwards, and even if Omori had never made his presence clearly known to Sunny, he knew that Sunny always had a feeling that something protected him during his darkest hours and that he was never alone, which comforted him.
He is also autistic and has alexithymia.
Transneutral genderfloren using all pronouns and he’s grey aroace (rarely feels romantic attraction except towards Aubrey, exclusively asexual).
If Sunny and Omori were made aware of each other’s existence and acknowledged each other officially, they would have an extremely close relationship, brotherly and familial and deep in nature. After all, they do share everything- and by everything, I mean everything, from a body to a heart to a mind to a soul. Everything.
A few minutes before the recital, Sunny blacked out and Omori had taken over with no memory of pushing Mari down the stairs or Hero catching her. He didn’t have any memory of his arguement with Mari or nearly being about to destroy his violin in a fit of rage. As a result, he acted cordially and sweetly towards Mari instead of out of contempt and seething fury, which shocked and utterly confused both Mari and Hero. Why exactly was Sunny acting so different and cheery, and being significantly more emotive than usual?
Omori is more like Mari in terms of personality (kind of like how Sunny would always mimic Mari when he was younger)- he is outwardly more kind, goofy, gentle, polite, and the manifestation of more positive emotions of Sunny (with a more carefree and mischievous side to him, unlike Sunny, who is uptight, paranoid and straightforward). He esembles Mari in terms of personality and demeanor, as well as some of her likes and dislikes. Mari grows incredibly unsettled when she realizes this when Omori switches in for the first time and the Faraway Friends get to know Omori better.
For example, his favorite color is purple, he’s an incredibly forgiving and perceptive person, he loves challenges and riddles, and he is somewhat of a semi-perfectionist (nowhere near as bad as Mari- and yes, Mari has OCD in my AU, pry this from my hands I dare you).
Omori is visibly more different than Sunny in the way that he carries himself- his face muscles relax, his features become more kind, loose and expressive, he becomes more soft-spoken and polite/sweetly sincere in his words, his brows unscrunch, his muscles slacken, and he looks significantly more approachable than Sunny, who’s blunt, vigilant and cliff-faced most of the time.
Even his handwriting and drawing style changes- although they both can draw, Sunny’s drawings are usually more morbid and abstract in nature, while Omori draws whatever he sees/creates in the system’s inner world/headspace- the latter loves to use markers that are purple and turquoise, and just loves pastel and neon colors and palette and draws frequently with them in general. Sunny meanwhile, prefers colors like black, white and red. They both love the colors purple and yellow, however, because those are Mari's favorite colors.
Omori has a very prominent sweet tooth, even more so than Sunny.
Just like Sunny, Omori dearly loves Mari and his friends, and has a complicated and strained relationship with his and Sunny’s father. He sought to keep his existence a secret from the rest of the group until the recital, when he was forced to take control of the body to protect Sunny from harm as he was aware that his other self had self-destructive tendencies.
The purpose of Omori’s creation was to protect and take care of Sunny as well as the body that they shared, and Omori loves and cares about Sunny more than anything. Sunny, being Omori’s first priority first and foremost above all else, was the reason why when the former was having a panic attack an hour or two before the recital, Omori forced Sunny to dissociate and black out, and he forced himself to take control and discarded all plans of keeping his existence a secret to the world: protecting Sunny was paramount to ensure their survival and their continued existence. 
Afterwards, Sunny remained blacked out for a long period of time, and Omori was the one interacting with the physical world, including Mari, Hero, and all his friends and the residents of Faraway Town. Everyone was very unsettled by how different “Sunny” was acting, and nobody really knew the truth behind why. The Faraway Friends resolved to try and find out somehow.
Sunny didn’t break the violin in this AU, Mari stopped him and grabbed onto his wrist so tight it sort of bruised it before he could throw the violin down the stairs. This still resulted in an argument, and Hero did catch Mari when Sunny pushed her down the stairs in a fit of anger before she could receive any injuries. The recital went on as usual, so did the pizza dinner afterwards, but it wasn’t Sunny playing at that recital alongside Mari, nor was it Sunny talking to his friends: it was Omori.
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Ngl I might write a fanfic about this-
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(I don't know why, but Lunar saying that he doesn't care/doesn't believe that Eclipse is being controlled by the creator, and that 'if he can't fight it, then he can't be around us' has been the most heart-breaking thing I've read since this blog. Because Eclipse HAS been trying, to be better, he HAS been fighting the creator and the killcode. But only we know just how much pain he's in. How much he's trying to change but he keeps being yanked back by the chains of the Creator. Lunar has essentially given up on him, and everyone is prepared to kill Eclipse. I can only imagine how horrible and lonely Eclipse feels in this moment. And Lunar isn't even in the wrong here. He's a caring parent that doesn't want his child endangered. But at the cost he's turning his back on his brother, and doesn't even realize that Eclipse would give him the world.) -🐟 Anon
(What’s even worse is that Eclipse is alone for four days between chapter 21 and chapter 22, completely alone and regressing the entire time, his little brother hates him, he’s sick, he can’t stop himself if the Creator keeps controlling himself, and he’s completely helpless.
On Lunar’s part, he’s simply given up. It’s understandable with the abuse turning from him to his child, but he’s doing it at the expense of neglecting Eclipse and leaving him completely alone and helpless.)
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sxnburst · 2 years
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WHAT’S GOING ON?
Sun has a lot of trauma based things that he just...doesn’t touch. He’s been pretty much raised by the worst man alive and was used as a weapon for that man’s own personal gain. He was a pet, a slave, a toy, a means of getting money, a punching bag, you name it. The list goes on. Sun has never known peace during his time with Bentley. Heck, Sun actually doesn’t remember what REALLY went down in the underground fighting match when he lost his marbles. He doesn’t remember the carnage he’s caused. The amount of people he’s killed in that area. There were A LOT of people. From teenagers and up. Out of that blood bath, only one’s made it out alive and that’s Slippery Fuck Bentley. 
During the dreamscape event though, not only does Sun explore his friend’s past and learns more about them, but he also travels to his own past. The one he’s forgotten. He didn’t remember just how bad things got. He only remembered that he attacked and he escaped. Not the details of HOW much chaos he wrecked before his departure. 
It’s a lot. It’s a lot for him to take in and so he pretends he’s fine. Just like the many other trauma emotions he’s dealt, he’s bottled this one up and stores it away. He buries it in the deepest darkest holes with the rest of them and he never visits them again. Hiding behind his bright sunny smile and appetite. It’d be hard to tell that something was wrong with him. 
As time passes though...With his friends going through their own emotional turmoil, it begins to put weight on Sun. He’s empathetic. He connects through people’s emotions (you know how babies or animals can pick up people’s emotions? That’s Sun), he reads off of people’s energies and vibes. If a friend is crying and sobbing, they’re broken and torn....It’s something Sun feels with them. He loves his friends dearly and will DO anything and EVERYTHING to make sure they are safe. An perfect example would be when Byleth found out an enemy was brought into Spirale. Without hesitation, Sun asked if she would like for him to kill this enemy. Another example would be just that when San was brought back to life after having been murdered. A lot happened between San and Sukuna and that same night, San was a mess. Crying and begging for Sun not to leave. Sun went out searching for Sukuna to end him. This didn’t end as well as he had hoped as him being blinded by rage and pure hatred for the man led to his demise instead. 
With Sun having visited memory lane, witnessed a lot of stuff between his friends and their struggles, his own demise, and him feeling completely and utterly powerless...He’s been....slowly unhinging. 
In the span of the three days after he had been brought back to Spirale, in his own panic and tension he’s harmed 5 people and killed 3. One of those people he’s harmed is his own friend. He’s lashed out on a couple of other friends and one of them being Monkey King. He knows he’s in the wrong. He feels awful about it, but it still doesn’t change that he’s unhinging. There’s a chance....an UNFORTUNATE chance that before he learns to work on his struggles and the things around him, he may revert to what happened in the heavens years AGO. The whole reasoning for his memory wipage. 
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scribe-of-monsters · 2 years
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I'm kind of kicking around a fic about the relationships between different Draculas and their Renfields, and I really wanted to include your Ren in there, so like... What is the relationship between him and his Drac even like? Has he actually turned the guy? Does he get to leave the nasty bat-bitch?
Hi! I'm super flattered that you want to write about my characters :D tysm it really means a lot!!
This is sort of a tough question for me to answer, so please feel free to send in more questions if I'm not making sense :)
To answer your second question first, Ren has not been turned. He's been bitten a few times but Drac has no real intention of turning him. As for their relationship, Ren tries to convince himself that Drac loves him, but he really doesn't and deep down Ren knows it. Dracula is pretty neglectful and abusive towards Ren, and tends to try and manipulate him into feeling guilty about the people Drac kills.
It's not a romantic relationship, more of a Drac is using Ren to get what he wants under the guise of taking care of him & keeping him safe sort of relationship.
Thanks for the question! I'd love to read your fic when it's done :D
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minusgangtime · 5 months
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(“FWINE! BE TDAT WAY! WE DONT NWEED YOU!..”)
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So-spooky cafe Nala and Casper background!:
The demons mother really wanted kids without having to interact with a man,so she made a deal with a demon,where she would get babies but they wouldn’t exactly be normal,upon birthing them she realized what that moment,Nala and Casper were born as demons,and thier mother hated them for it,so she constantly neglected them,barely caring or feeding them,until one day she completely kicked them out,calling them monsters,at that point,Nala was 5 and Casper was 4,Nala decided that SHED care for her brother,sacrificing her chance to be a child herself. She had used her magic to buy them a home and food so they could live thier best life.
Now,Nalas 20 and Caspers 19,the abandonment of thier mom has effected them in different ways as adults,it made Casper very anxious,worried that any friend he made would leave him st the drop of a hat,with Nala,it lead her to bottle up all her emotions and her personal interests,leaving her to feel unfulfilled.)
-mod Shelby
(Oh nuuuu Ó.Ò)
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