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diazevan · 11 months
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It's been a while, and as always art school sucks any creativity out of me. Something I drew for a video game I want to create.
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ask-me-about-therapy · 3 months
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goddess-rachellll · 10 months
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⚠️ Trigger warning: mom guilt/postpartum depression⚠️
No matter where I am, I hear my children crying. At home, at work, in my sleep. The constant cry for mom followed by the immense guilt when the frustration bubbles up because there is no escape. How crazy does it sound to be so frustrated with the people you love most, the people made from you? The mom guilt, she's a monster. Scarier than those under your bed. She screams in the back of your head "you're a bad mom" "you don't love your kids enough" "you need to do better" "they deserve better" louder and louder until she's loud enough that you believe her. And guiltier you feel because you teach them to love themselves all while hating their mother.
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cmarswrites · 11 months
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That One Time. There was that one time. Not long after you were born, when I wasn't quite sure I could do it. When I didn't know I could make it. When I didn't want to pretend to try anymore.
There was that one time. When the cloud of everything I assumed I would, could and should be darkened - and quickly. Black marks and shadows across the hues of greens and blues of everything I expected the mother in me to be.
There was that one time. It was dark - and all in blacks and whites. It was the sound of every cry you made reverberating in my skull as though it could crack open and display the empty husk I thought - knew - I was.
There was that one time. But there were so, so many more. Of laughter. Of love. Of languid afternoons in April when we lived in orbit of only each other.
There was that one time. But then there was the other. That time when I saw your life for everything it could be. And everything of it I wanted to see. And I held on to your hand. And asked for help.
CMarsh 2022
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becomingfractured · 1 year
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✧.* { chase sui wonders & twenty2 } is that cameron forbes who’s come back from the future ? they’re  caroline & chronos’ bio kid, right ? i’ve heard they can be pretty destructive. how typical for a demigod. i guess they must rely on their intuitive side shining through. rumor has it they’re trying to hide the fact that she is afraid to face her mother in the past after losing her & her own baby in the future, but that’s probably just noise… 
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full name: cameron fiona forbes. nicknames: cam. gender: cis woman. pronouns:  she/her. sexuality: bisexual. parents: caroline forbes & chronos siblings: carli forbes traits: observant, overwrought, intuitive, intransigent & destructive. species: demigod 
lil bio ! tw for baby loss & ppd
     cameron is the biological daughter of caroline forbes and chronos, she was around two years old when everyone was put to sleep, unfortunately leaving her with barely any memories of her parents. although she always felt a desperation to be close to her mother in some capacity, cameron grew up a rather happy child with her siblings and friends ( as happily as one could given the situation ). she was more on the quiet and polite side, studious, a stable friend and confidant for the people around her.
     when she fell pregnant after dating gray for a short while, at first she was incredibly terrified, though soon her feelings changed into happiness and excitement that in this moment she was close to her mother, experiencing something she had experienced. cameron was also excited to be a mother, be the mother she was sure that hers would have been if caroline had been able to. unfortunately that was not able to be the case. after an arduous and grueling labor, the baby did not survive.
     this absolutely shattered cameron. she became a shell of her former self. she was irrational, uncaring, harsh, and completely distraught. she essentially both imploded and exploded simultaneously. it was incredibly hard for her to keep it together, so she just didn’t. then with witnessing her mother’s death before being catapulted into the past, cameron is currently completely a mess. very unpredictable, could be quiet and unassuming one moment, then blowing up the next. she is terrified to be faced with her alive and unknowing mother after losing her own baby. 
wcs !
EVERYTHING!!!<33333
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thoughtsofanother · 7 months
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Having a baby is honestly the most exhausting things I think I’ve ever done.
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boyscanhurtaswell · 10 months
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If I killed myself today no one would care for years..
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sakuramom · 1 year
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I want to be able to mourn the time I missed out with my daughter because she was in the nicu and then i was dealing with severe postpartum depression and anxiety. I need to mourn that in order to move forward. Any time I get sad about how big she’s getting (I’m not actually sad, it just reminds me of all I missed out on when she was smaller) my friend tells me I need to focus on the present and get over it. How do you just get over traumatic experiences like watching your daughter be taken away from you for a month and then experiencing psychosis and delusions that you were hurting her once she was home? I have to be allowed to reflect on those experiences or I’ll never heal. I can’t just get over it
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happyt0exist · 2 years
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I've lost interest in just about everything that's just fuckin great isn't it.
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primlyperfect · 2 years
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my bf just made a new work friend and it's stressing me tf out that I have no idea what she looks like and I know it's because I have nothing to compare myself to
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paranoidpdsuggestion · 8 months
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A Practical Journal for Those Coping With PPD
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me: ugh I'm feeling paranoid as shit. maybe I can talk to some people online with similar experiences and-
ppl online: LOL IM IN YOUR WALLS 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 #SCHIZOPOSTING 🤪🤪🤪 IM OUT THERE #DELULU 🤪🤪 THE VOICES LOL 🤪🤪🤪 #CRAZY
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drifting-bones · 5 months
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i hate seeing reminders of them wherever i go. they left but i still have to see memes that i want to send them, i still want to show them things i think they would like, everything reminds me of them and no matter how hurt i feel i still love them and just want to be with them again. why did i have to fuck everything up?
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ppd-culture-is · 24 days
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A reminder: narcissistic abuse isn't a thing! It will never be a thing! Have the day you deserve! /Not directed at anyone
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