#tw scuicidal thoughts

[ares-in-heart]

THE ROT CONSUMES

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[crows-and-crumbs]

Aftg time travel AU idea in my brain I can’t really let go of

Classic “everyone gets sent back to the start of the first book” but they still have their memories right?

Anyways, everyone has an awful time:

Andrew is back on the drugs and Drake is still alive, Proust is still alive everything is awful.

Neil is on the run again, back in Millport, his dad is alive, Riko is alive, that’s awful to.

Seth is alive and Allison is fucking reeling.

Riko is alive and I don’t have to tell you how that impacts Kevin.

However, what I want to talk about is Jean and Jeremy.

Like the two of them, waking up in the past, and Jean is right back in his own personal hell at the nest. Right back under Riko’s thumb.

Jeremy is fine in his little Trojan paradise, except for the knowledge that Jean is in hell, a hell that he’s expressed he’s rather kill himself than ever return to.

The absolute fear and rush Jeremy’s in to get to him, to fix it, to save him, knowing that Jean is running on fucking fumes at this point, and just- the angst potential y’all.

Anyways I’m not gonna write it, cause I suck at writing time travel fics, but this is my pitch for someone with more talent than me to do so if they wish.

Actually in light of the new book, we just need more Jean and Jeremy please, friendship or lovers I don’t care that much, but just the two of them make me happy

#aftg #all for the game #aftg fanfic #jean moreau #jeremy knox #jean and jeremy #andrew minyard #aftg fandom #neil josten #fanfic ideas #tw scuicidal thoughts

[whereserpentswalk]

I hate how much of the narrative around mental health is based around the idea of shoving mentally ill people away from society inorder to comfort the mentally healthy. So much of the discussion around suicidal or self harming people is about making sure nobody is ever offended by hearing about them. People will literally tell you not to get comfort from your freinds because they don't want your problems to upset them. Everyone just tells you to call the number because they hope they won't have to deal with you (that number is a trap by they way, you will be forcibly imprisoned, drugged and likely raped if you call it).

Imagine if people treated cancer this way. Imagine if you just weren't allowed to talk about what you were going through because some healthy person might be upset.

#196 #my thougts #leftist #leftism #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #mad lib #madlib #mad pride #mad liberation #madpunk #mad punk #antipsychiatry #anti psych #anti psychiatry #tw scuicidal thoughts #suicide #selfharm #self harm #selfharrrm #self h@rm

[nightmareishomophobic]

Tw mentions of suicide

I WANNA KILL MYSELF

That's it lol

#tw scuicidal thoughts

[kennyjustkenny]

A candle light only last so long before burning out though no matter how much you try to light it again. In the end there’s nothing left to burn

This isn’t about candles…

#cvtaddict #self h@rm #i want to cvt #baby cvts #cat scratches #cvtt!ng #s3lf mutilation #thigh cvts #s3lf harn #cvtting addict #sorry for being depressing #tw self destructive behavior #depressing shit #tw scuicidal thoughts

[wishful-seeker]

Tw suicide mention

I find it interesting that when i talk about the difficulties of my physical disability, occasionally a mentally ill person will act like i am attacking them and i have no idea how hard mental illness is.

I am also mentally ill

I know both struggles

And i wish these mentally ill people could understand that they can go into any building and i cannot

They don't get stared at by every stranger they pass like i do in my wheelchair

People don't uncomfortably shift away from them like people do to me

I have struggled with being suicidal for many years, my mind melting, not feeling like myself, severe panic attacks that lock up my body in painful positions and i cannot move, screeming for 2 hours straight.

I fucking know

But now i am bedridden

I cant use a computer, write, drive, walk, or run. Im housebound, and cannot leave the house alone. I am in constant pain that is so excruciating and intense i have to put ice on my knees 10 times a day and take 4 scolding hot baths a day to achieve 15 minutes of pain free time.

And i have never experienced more discrimination in my life than with being physically disabled.

For me personally, my physical disability is the hardest thing I've ever been through

And there is a clear difference from bedridden from chronic pain than stuck in bed from depression.

And that doesn't mean one is harder than the other, even though for me personally there is one harder than the other.

Until now, i have never shared that my physical disability was harder, because i know people would attack me.

I am not downplaying mental illness, it is incredibly difficult

But me speaking about my physical disability

The ablism i experience

The constant firey pain

Is not an attack on anyone

Its not a competition

Im not here to argue

We physically disabled people just want mentally ill, abled bodied people, to gain some perspective and recognize and respect our experiences instead of trying to force us to be quiet.

You have no idea how hard this is, please respect that. Please respect that a physically disabled person speaking at all is not a fucking challenge towards you.

#tw scuicidal thoughts #ablism #cripple punk #mental illness #physical disability #chronically ill

[twistedoverbloat]

Tw: Attemped (but survived) suicide attempt by Yuu

Overblot character: I'LL KILL YOU

Yuu: God I wish you fucking would

Ace:

Deuce:

Jack: Yuu do you- do you need to talk?

Yuu, just bracing for an oncoming magic blast: No.

1st years: yuU NO-

Yuu probably does survive but they're still not okay at all. Please get them therapy also

TW: TALKS OF SUICIDE!! SUICIDE ATTEMPTS!! DARK HUMOR!! PLEASE READ WITH CATION YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!

I know I'm a goofy person but please. For everyone who has been self harming please contact The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. ect.

800-273-8255

Please try and speak with someone who will let you talk about your problems I know it seems hard too but talking about it sometimes makes it better and easier to not do it.

This Yuu worries a lot of people and I remember reading somewhere that death jokes are funny in Twisted Wonderland but they were taboo kinda?

But I feel like it goes like this:

(p.s. I found out I can only make the read more thing on a computer or I'm dumb and haven't figured it out on phone.)

Riddle's OB: When he made fun of their upbringing and family they stopped ace and told him that their family were pieces of shits and they even in courage them to try and kill them self. This Stunned Riddle but he still OB! When he was trying to crush people under the rose bushes they pushed Ace out the way for one and was almost hit if Trey didn't tackle them out of the way. They made a joke when riddle woke up that he would have done them a favor of killing them. He cried and begged them to not think like that.

Leona's OB: I feel like he could relate to being put done by everyone around him. When he OB they got Ruggie out the way and was touched by him they tried to get closer for another one but Ruggie got them out the way. When he came to he saw Yuu with the scars when asked why they jumped in they said they wanted to see if he could kill them. He went off on how they should never do that and they only shrugged. He makes sure to keep an eye on you.

Azul's OB: When he went off trying to take everyone's power he was shocked to see Yuu get close to him. The even jumped in front of a few people so their unique magic didn't get taken away. It worked and Yuu was kinda pissed it didn't kill them. Azul had a heart to heart. I feel like Azul had a harming though and probably had a eating disorder.

Jamil's OB: When they were captured in the room they threatened the guards they would slit their throat is not let out. They had the spoon so they made it sharp and Grim caught off guard screamed for them not to. They knocked out the guards and rushed out of Scaribia to Octavelle. When fighting him they got in front of Kalim since Jamil was about to hit him and they got knocked out and a scar from the snakes of his hair. Jamil got shocked and Kalim used this to defeat him. Jamil had a talk with Yuu about this.

In all the boys would try and help you with your self harming if you did do it there and also the dark thoughts that come with. During this the boys would educate themselves on how to help you not cut or anything but also try and see from your respective on why you do it. They will let you vent on why it started, they would help you get a therapist as well if needed.

With the death jokes some of them would be disturbed and try and not let you make them but some would make them with you.

#tw scuicidal thoughts #suicidal yuu #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland yuu #twisted wonderland x reader

[s0lit4ir3]

tw talk of death

the thing is if i were to kms id want it to work. i wont do some namby pamby shit and it not work then wake up in a hospital and be screamed at.

imagine what a bullet shot through your head feels like. what feeling your heart stop after being poisoned feels like. what jumping into deep water feels like.

#tw scuicidal thoughts #not encouraging

[asterlovessams]

My cousin just died today. Back to the hell hole of depression.

(I hate life I actually want to kms right now)

#tw scuicidal thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit

[lunarneo]

They Need Me

#suicide #tw scuicidal thoughts #comic #webcomic

[ares-in-heart]

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[korra-northeast-germany]

his thoughts

Being an avatar isn't really easy. I can tell you that for sure. I mean yeah I'm super powerful can kick someone else without trying, speedy as hell maybe even faster than sonic, so on so fourth. But it's not really....It's not really the life I want?

I kinda...

I kinda just want out? I don't know how to explain it without, the risk of being thrown into a mental hospital.

So uh, I'll just try it like this.

I wish I was something other than mammon the avatar of greed.

I wish I was a crow, with no worries except finding food, shiny things, protecting my territory and everything a crow needs to worry about. I wish I was a wolf. Running around in the wilds of the forest, fighting off my competitors wether it be a bear, or a hawk, or mountain lion. I do not care.

I wish I was something anything other than mammon, the scumbag, the Morningstar punching bag, the dishonorable thief of devildom even if I can't control that aspect of myself no matter how much I try. I wish  I was loved. I know I know my fans lo e me, but it doesn't matter when my own brothers don't love me. What's the point of being loved by millions when those who actually matter could give less of a shit.

yknow writing this I...I..I come to the realization

I don't think I'm meant to be here, and everyone would be so much happier if I was gone. They would have their sister back, and can be a normal family again. And I'll be able to  return to the wild where I'm meant to be. I won't have to continue taking care of a bunch of adult men who don't want me around.

Running away won't cut it though. They'll find me and I'll be punished so...

Why not die instead. It'll be so much easier.

She'll be brought back and in my next life I'll be a crow.

Yeah yeah! I'll do it. Killing 2 birds with one stone! Reincarnation here I come!

A/n: vent post? I could never

#obey me mammon #the great mammon #obey me #om! mammon #mammon angst #fuck lucifer #l lucifer #mammon centric #mammon needs a hug #therian mammon #mammon doesn't get his hug #die mammon #mammon dies #vent post #depressing shit #arthor is projecting again #fuck you mammon #tw scuicidal thoughts

[mjustchillin]

Death~

I always think about dying

It give me a kind of confort

When things are bad I think about dying

When I get anxious I think about dying

But I know that I could never do it

Because I can't leave my mother crying

She's too dear to me

Even that we don't talk much

She always asks for me

I'm her only child

Her only hope

So here's a word for you mother

I won't let you down anymore

Didn't you ever wonder?

What and where am I gonna end?

Well mommy my end is here

I know I'm too young to think about dying

But what can you do?

It's my generation, we don't appreciate anything

We just cry and whimper

And the problem is that you weren't there

You weren't there to wipe my tears

And so I kept crying and you kept leaving

So maybe

It's time for us to switch places

Because you gotta feel what I went through

While I needed you.

#tw scuicidal thoughts #tw ed diet #st4rv1ng #pro a4a #tw disordered eating #th1n$po #notprojustusingthetags #ed vent #ana trigger #skinnni

[whereserpentswalk]

Thanks so much for your comments on that post about mental health and everything going on politically in the world rn. I’m a Jewish trans man and ive been active in my community and reaching out to my representatives and stuff but I’ve been nearly suicidal because of all the posts and such about “looking away” being a “privilege.” I can’t protest because I’m disabled and it’s hard to not feel immensely guilty. It’s nice to see sympathy. Thank you.

Your welcome. Whatever you're doing right now is enough. You're not a bad person for doing things to care for yourself. You don't owe the world anything that will harm you. You're already doing more for the world then most people just from what you're doing now.

When people morally condemn you for something they refer to as a privilege it shows that they don't understand what privilege means in a leftist context. Food and shelter are privileges under our current system, but you aren't a bad person for having those. Taking care of your mental health is the same, you aren't a bad person for doing it.

You deserve to be happy, to not feel suicidal, and to feel like a good person. If you're struggling to save yourself, you aren't held responsible for saving everyone else.

I hope you're doing ok now.

#activism #praxis #leftism #mental health #burnout #tw scuicidal thoughts

[babybearnini]

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#haven't harmed myself in 5 months and haven't had thoughts of ending my own life in 3 months #which i know doesn't seem like a long time but that's the longest stretch of time this particular year i went without having such thoughts #love this for me #text #tw #tw sh #tw scuicidal thoughts #I'm so excited about this #like i actually...... want to live like there are actual things i want to do?? actually?????? this is nuts #is this how other people live????

[kennyjustkenny]

This is my fucking sign

An end point to flip the page and start a brand new story to show me and be me because in the end who gives a shit right we all have our stories it’s time to share them and show them..

Love y’all 💜-Ace

#cvtaddict #self h@rm #i want to cvt #baby cvts #cat scratches #cvtt!ng #s3lf mutilation #thigh cvts #s3lf harn #cvtting addict #tw scuicidal thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit