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#tw self destructive behavior
hamoodmood · 1 day
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imwinteri · 3 days
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why cant i stop this self destructive behaviour?
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euythaniizee · 3 days
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okay so, yesterday I learned coffee has calories. Im telling yall this, because i didnt know. and maybe theres people out there who dont know either smh and i better not see any comments of yall shaming me for not knowing this (I never thought to look it up) so it is 2.4 calories per 8 oz cup of black coffee. Now moreover, it takes 25 steps for the average person to burn one calorie so. realistically in the steps it takes me to make a cup of coffee, then walk back to my room, i had already burned off two cups.. - Not only that, but i could go without eating all day and just repeat the cycle and always have a cal defecit like think about it, it literally is like a fool proof diet, and coffee is a natural lax + appetite suppressant, so realistically it has double benefits
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kureachiyeko · 2 days
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。°⚠︎°。 TW: $h p!€s (baby styro/ baby beans) 。°⚠︎°。
Bl0€k, d0n’t r3port!
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Evolution of my €vt
(started couple days ago-> healing
It’s the same €vt just different angles and days.)
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To the 494 ppl following me
We all need to get therapy asap
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i-l0veana · 2 days
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TW $H FAKE BLOOD SFX
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reeses-pieces3 · 2 days
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I'm so scared to w3igh myself today because I know for a fact that I gained w3ight
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nyxisnotokay · 3 days
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!!FAKE SFX MAKEUP!!
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Just dried cuz I was in the shower.
It’s so frustrating when you can’t cvt your arms but have limited space on your thighs cuz tattoos…
Like I paid good money for those and I love them so I won’t cvt where they are but god sometimes I want to…
I’m going deeper next time
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svramblrdegg · 10 hours
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100% sure my life would be easier if I was skinny. People treat you nicer when you’re thin and people actually think you’re pretty. The idea of being skinny makes me smile inside and out. Please let me get what I want for once.
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hamoodmood · 10 hours
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sometimes i have alcohol just to have an excuse for purging 🎀
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euythaniizee · 2 days
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"You need to eat breakfast." Does Coffee not count anymore?
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moldynfruity · 3 days
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turns out i dont suck at cvtting, i just needed to switch my blade. i was only hitting cat scratches for a week with lots of pressure, but i just switched the blade and hit deep styro with less pressure. i might be an idiot
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totheidiot · 1 day
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why i would be the avatar of the following entities
post heavily inspired by the wonderful mutual who is @cult-of-the-eye ❤️ i missed the entities who i couldn't figure out what my connection to would be. the list is in alphabetical order for organisation. a few heavy topics ahead? but i try not to get too detailed with it. post is basically my connection to the fear entities and correlating my life experiences with them.
one. the corruption : i kid you not, if i was actually an avatar, this is who i would be. without a single doubt. let's see, not to going to get too in depth, but my best friend died of dengue a while back ya da ya da ya da after she died, i fell in love with her. disease. love. fucked up stuff. you get it.
two. the desolation : there was a fire they would burn outside my old school, to burn garbage and all of that. after a particularly difficult day at school, i would always walk over there and sit myself near the fire, just stare at it. sometimes i would burn little things like paper when i was feeling very angry. that pit of fire was a friend and i had liked to watch it burn. also self-destructive behaviour.
three. the end : refer to the corruption bits. my best friend's fate would tie into the end for me. also, my most major fear, ever since i knew about the concept of having a fear, was the fear of losing loved ones. so.
four. the extinction : okay, so last year, i believe, a thing happened in my city in bangladesh. for a night, the power of the entire city shut down. no electricity in any household, the generator was shut off, not even cellular data was working. so i am talking, no lights, no internet, not even a way to call by phone. load shedding, we had to use candles. it was a weekday night too, streetlights weren't working properly and there was no way for my father to contact us to tell us that he was safe. my mother thought that the prime minister had left the country for us to suffer. pure chaos. basic technology would not work, ovens and refrigerators needed an electrical connection obv and phones were useless. i was talking about this event and the post with my sister the other day and she suggested to add this to the dark, because no light but i feel like it fits the extinction way better for reasons i cannot formulate.
five. the eye : quiet, perceptive friend who just looks odd. you know the type, that was me. i was obsessed with gathering knowledge, i had a random fun fact for every subject. i prided myself with knowing a little about everything. furthermore, i have got this uncanny ability to just Know people's secrets?? okay suppose, my friend has a secret and she's hiding something from everyone. like it's a totally small thing, she likes someone but she doesn't want anyone to know. chances are, i will know. whether it's by observing their body language or thinking it over or just lucky guess, i will know. and the thing is, i will pretend not to know too. girl decided to tell us about that crush i will act shocked like everyone else, for no reason and then i'll go up to them in private and be like, "hey, i knew it. i guessed it last week."
i don't have anything for the meat related fears (fortunately?)
six. the lonely : *puts on a presentation on why i should be a lonely avatar and goes to the first slide* your boy has Social Anxiety. but in all seriousness, isolation, loneliness, it's all second nature to me. i get bothered when people are with me and even then, it feels like they are not? like people will be talking near me and it would feel like i am not even part of their world like. it's like watching a video of people talking like i am not involved in that, even though they are right next to me. they will try to include me in their conversation maybe, but that's not where i am? how can we exist in the same plane?
seven. the spiral : this is a fun one ! most mutuals probably already know this because i talk about it so so darn often but irl, most people actually call me the idiot ! all of my friends from bangladesh, almost every classmate calls me the idiot, to the point where i actually rarely used to hear me real (albeit dead) name spoken out loud. this kind of ties into the "there is no such thing as a real name" thing. also sometimes, late in the night, i will see and remember things and wake up the next day to find that it never happened ever. once, i was talking to my mother and i mentioned her like going to a hostel because she told me stories of how she attended a hostel in eighth grade and she starred at me. she told me that she had never attended a hostel and i was like, yes?? you did?? you always told me about jt?? and she was genuinely scared.
eight. the vast: talked about this once before but once, i was listening to the magnus archives three in the morning, it was one of the space episodes. got scared and suddenly, i had that urge to look out the window and i saw stars. in a light pollution world, where seeing the moon is uncommon, i see five or six stars. still to this day, do not know if i was imagining things.
that is it for all the spooky happenings that are happening.
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wreckrinho · 1 day
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I'm in the hospital....I'm sick, that's great!!!/j I want to die uggghhh
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there's a giant needle in my arm. the pain is unbearable and I just want to go home
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I can't feel my arm hahahshdhf kms
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