"Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds. Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me"
Eminem really hit the nail on the head
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Why are sh cuts genuinely so pretty though??? LIKE ACTUALLY??? Am I insane? Are you? BUT LIKE THEY AREEEE???? HOW MENTALLY ILL ARE WE THAT THIS IS THE PRETTIEST SHIT I SEE?
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I GOT T WORDED. this time i actually got t worded.... i literally can't have anything. i used to be @spinnspidey, @radiospidey, @knifespidey.... please help me find my mutuals!!
@oscillating-fan-whore3 @blackkat @losercuts2 @cammyluvss @rorrycheeese @decrepitxangel @dreamy-love111 @alwaysnumbers77 @t1r3d-as-h311
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I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.
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Just opened the bandage and it is healing great, looks a little weird with all those staples, of course i pulled some out 😅
Just a picture of the bandage more will get me reported again
You all be safe and careful
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I just wanna sh. I want the scars on my arms. I want more. I want them to be more visible. The warmer it gets the more I want it and it sucks
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Ed Tumblr: "Tell me I'm fat and disgusting and deserve to starve. Please, make me hate myself even more and invalidate me"
Sh Tumblr: "don't invalidate the cat scratches don't invalidate. Oh gosh😭"
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today i asked people if they wanted to see the healed cvts on my thighs and they said yes and this one girl said "your scars are so cool" AGSDFHH I WAS LIKE WOW YOU THINK SO ILOVE YOU /p
read my intro b4 interacting ⋆ block don't report
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