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thee-bat-boys · 5 months

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Could we get a merlin fic maybe? Flangst would be appreciated!

*if the gif is yours please let me know and I'll credit you/take it down*

warnings; shouting (ish??)

a/n; i hope you like it! Let me know what you think, I loved writing this for Merlin!!

Merlin x gn reader

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"You could have died!" Y/n wasn't usually one to raise their voice, especially not when Prince Arthur was within ear shot, but they couldn't help it. Merlin stood in front of them, a sheepish look on his face with a serious glint in his eyes.

"I'm sorry but it's my-"

"Your destiny, yes, I've heard it a thousand times!" Their voice grew quieter as they spoke, again mind on Arthur being within earshot. Y/n shook their head, taking a deep breath as they took another step towards Merlin.

"You mean so much to me Merlin, you know that, and I understand that it is your destiny to protect Arthur but please, think about someone else." They could feel the tears welling up in their eyes, willing them to go away. "Think about the life we have in front of us, the wedding and the home we are going to create when we're back in camelot. Think about me."

Merlin was silent, unsure of what to say to y/n as they stood in front of him nearly in tears. Being related to the King of Camelot had often meant y/n's feelings remained their own, no one able to pierce their heart, but now stood in front of merlin, y/n's heart was on their sleeve.

Instead of allowing Merlin to say anything, overcome with emotions, y/n bid Merlin goodnight and took themselves to bed. Merlin watched them leave, Gauis in his head telling him what the right thing to do would be. Away from home Merlin realised that y/n most likely would be overly emotional, especially at the prospect of not even returning to Camelot.

As the night grew on, snores sounded around y/n as they lay in bed. Sleep evaded them, no hint of tiredness in their eyes as they lay staring blankly at the dying fire. A rustle alerted them to someone moving closer, hand inching closer to the dagger they kept under the blanket.

"It's me." At Merlin's voice they relaxed slightly but not fully, not after the way y/n had spoken to Merlin earlier in the evening. "Can I sit?"

"Yeah, whatever." Y/n was glad Merlin still wanted to sit by them but didn't want to appear that way, acting indifferent. There was a silence as Merlin took a seat, sitting close enough that he was slightly touching y/n, able to feel their warmth from under the blanket.

"I'm sorry." Y/n swallowed as Merlin spoke, his voice low so no one else could hear. "I'm sorry that I didn't think of you, that I don't think of you when I go into danger. It's hard, knowing there's someone who cares about me as much as you do, that-" Merlin's voice broke slightly, y/n turning round so they were now facing him.

"That I have a life ahead of me that isn't just my destiny, that isn't just protecting Arthur." He looked down at y/n, love in his eyes as he did so. It knocked the breath out of y/n, realising how much Merlin loved them.

"I understand Merlin, I really do and I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have spoken to you like that, I just worry every time you leave to do anything. Not just that you'll die but someone will find out and I'll have to watch you die for the way you were born." Y/n signalled for Merlin to lay down, he did so and y/n moved closer so their head was nestled in Merlin's chest.

"I couldn't bear to lose you Merlin, not when we have a life together."

Merlin smiled, placing a kiss on the top of y/n's head. "Maybe that's my destiny, to love and be loved by you."

#merlin #bbc merlin #merlin x reader #gender neutral reader #gender neutral y/n #yn x merlin #imagine #ask #merlin imagine #angst #fluff #flangst #tw shouting #my writing #i hope you enjoy #merlin reader

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selfshippingquotes · 2 years

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S/I: Reason one of why I married F/O is so if anyone messes with them, I can yell, "THAT'S MY SPOUSE!" and knock them out in one punch.

S/I: Reason two is love, I guess.

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loaflovesdoodling · 5 months

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Hey hey hey!! Have you seen this shit yet??

Wanna cry even more for Ades???

Well, just a little ref I'm dropping by ;))

So, y'know his final scream?? Yeah, the ear-piercing one??

This is exactly what it would've sounded like.

you're welcome ;))))

#tw angst mention #tw shouting #tw screaming #kirby ocs #sir pleiades #loaf's rambles

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lazyrunawayphilosopher · 4 months

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This is Qi Rong's head getting based in the TGCF Audio drama. (Qi Rong is much more unhinged in the revised version )

Translation posted with permission from Xyarei on twitter.

Quick summary of the events happening before this scene in the revised version:- Xie Lian got transported into the Royal Mousalem while trying to find Lang Qianqiu. Since Xie Lian is one who led to the downfall of his kingdom , he was constantly feeling weak and coughing up blood and LQQ got transported there too and since he is from the enemy kingdom of Xianle his powers got weakened too. They were both chained up by Qi Rong and Qi Rong was basically provoking LQQ into torturing Xie Lian, but as soon as Xie Lian saw the sword LQQ wanted to stab him with (which is Fang Xin) he immediately said that he will stab himself and LQQ doesn't need to do it. So he stabbed himself and right at that moment Hua Cheng arrived.

#tw shouting #tw loud noises #tian guan ci fu #tgcf audio drama #tgcf spoilers

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ummick · 3 months

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📷 @.c.o.a.sangui / instagram

#mick schumacher #f1 #formula 1 #abu dhabi gp 2023 #fic ref #fic ref 2023 #abu dhabi #abu dhabi 2023 #abu dhabi 2023 friday #tw screaming #tw shouting

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thatonelesbianfander · 2 months

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The Ghost and the Reaper Chapter 7

Fandom// Sanders Sides

TW// Death mention, Suicide mention, Crying, Shouting, Swearing

Word count// 2884

Description// Janus is one of the many grim reapers whose job it is to reap the souls of the dead and help them ascend to the afterlife. After one assignment, the spirit they reaped, a 23-year-old nonbinary person named Remus, refused to ascend. Now, Janus is stuck with them following it around wherever they go.

Characters// Remus Sanders, Roman Sanders, C!Thomas Sanders

Pairings// Slight Karrot Kings mention

AUs// Found/chosen family Creativitwins & C!Thomas, human!sides, they/them Remus, it/they Janus, he/she Roman

Author’s note// This chapter is also less tense and more fluffy compared to the last few chapters. Enjoy!

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Remus backed up a little, shocked at they saw their sibling looking directly at them.

”Y-You can see m-” Remus started before being cut off by their sibling clinging onto them, sobbing. Tears filled Remus’s eye as they hugged their sibling back.

”I’m sorry! I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean all those horrible things I said to you! I…” Roman sobbed, holding his sibling tightly.

”It’s okay, Roman… I’m alright…” Remus said, comforting their sibling.

”It’s not okay, though! I shouldn’t have said all those horrible things to you… You deserve so much better than me…” Roman replied, hiding his face in Remus’s chest.

”Ro…” Remus said. Roman held Remus close, afraid to let go. Remus hugged Roman back, the two not daring to move.

”I missed you so much…” Roman said. Remus smiled at their sibling.

”I love you, Roman,” Remus said.

”I love you too…” Roman replied. The two stayed in each other’s arms for a little while longer before Roman broke away. The two stood up, smiling at each other.

”We got to get you home! Pa would love to see you again!” Roman said.

”I…” Remus started before being dragged away by Roman. Remus looked around the graveyard, seeing Janus staring at them, a sad expression on its face. Remus awkwardly smiled back at them, giving them a thumbs up before running off with Roman. The two ran through the neighborhood, crossing the street and arriving at Thomas’s house. The two burst through the door, Roman closing it behind them.

”Pa! Come downstairs! I’ve got something to show you!” Roman said, calling up to his father.

”Alright, just give me a moment!” Thomas shouted back. Remus nervously stood next to Roman, still holding his hand.

”I’m nervous, Ro… What if Pa doesn’t take it that well…” Remus said.

”Don’t worry, Rem. It’ll be okay,” Roman replied.

”What’s up, Ro-” Thomas said, walking down the stairs before coming to a stop at the bottom.

”Hey, Pa…” Remus said, smiling nervously.

”Remus…” Thomas said, putting a hand to his mouth as tears filled his eyes. Thomas walked over to Remus, putting a hand to their face and holding their cheek.

”Is that really you…” Thomas asked, tears streaming down his face. Remus nodded, smiling at their father. Thomas wrapped his arms around Remus, pulling them into a hug as he sobbed into their shoulder.

”Oh my god, my baby!” Thomas cried. Remus smiled, hugging Thomas back as he cried. The two stood in each other’s arms for a while, Roman sitting on the couch as the two hugged each other.

”You’re back…” Thomas said.

”I never really left…” Remus replied, smiling. Thomas smiled back, letting go of Remus.

”You need to tell us about what you were doing these past few months!” Thomas said, walking over to the couch with Remus. Remus walked over to their chair, sitting down.

”Well, after I died, I was reaped by this grim reaper named Janus so I just decided to follow them around. We had a bunch of adventures together going around their district and visiting the people who died. Oh! Once there was this one guy Janus was reaping and he thought that Janus was Jesus Christ! That was hilarious! We also visited Junior’s after it was abandoned and played some arcade games together during one of Janus’s off days!” Remus said.

”Wow! You were busy it seems,” Thomas replied.

”Kind of, yeah, but I also made sure to make time to visit you two as well,” Remus said, smiling. Thomas smiled back.

”So, you’ve been listening to One Rat Band?” Remus asked.

”How did you know?” Thomas replied, smiling.

”I heard you listening to it when I visited you and Roman during your Mulan movie night. You know, that night with the big storm?” Remus said.

”You were with us during movie night?” Roman asked.

”Hell yeah! You really think I would miss out on movie night just because I died? No chance!” Remus responded.

”Well, it sounds like you were having a really good time in the afterlife,” Thomas said.

”Yeah, it was pretty nice,” Remus replied, smiling. Thomas smiled back.

”Okay, well, I have to go to the store. We’re out of bread, and I was about to go to the store to get some more so I can make dinner,” Thomas said, standing up, “Are you two going to be okay staying here on your own?”

”Yeah, we’ll be fine!” Remus replied.

”Alright, I’ll be right back. Love you two,” Thomas said, turning around and heading to the door.

”Love you too, Pa!” Remus said. Thomas opened the door, stepping outside and closing the door behind him.

The twins went upstairs to Roman’s room, Roman going over and sitting on his bed.

”I couldn’t really tell you this before, but I love how you decorated your room, Roman!” Remus said, looking around.

”Thanks…” Roman replied, looking down. Remus looked at their sibling, frowning.

”Ro… Is everything alright?” Remus asked.

”Yeah, everything’s fine, I just…” Roman started. He sighed, looking down at the ground.

”I just wish I never said all those horrible things to you in the first place. If I just kept my mouth shut that day, maybe you would still be alive…” Roman said, looking down. Remus frowned.

”Ro… You know I don’t care about what you said anymore, right?” Remus said.

”You don’t?” Roman asked.

”No, I don’t. I don’t care that you called me annoying or a freak, or said that you hate me, or said that you wished you weren’t my sibling. All I care about is if you are safe and happy,” Remus said, walking over to Roman and sitting down next to her.

”But, all those horrible things I said to you! I told you that you were useless, that you were a waste of air, that I wished you weren’t in my life. I said all these horrible things to you and it lead to your death! I-” Roman said.

”Hey, we both said nasty things to each other that day,” Remus cut Roman off, Roman looking at Remus, “But that day is in the past. What matters now is how we move on from that stuff and heal. So, let me ask you this… Are you safe?”

”Yes?” Roman replied.

”And are you happy?” Remus asked. Roman smiled at them, hugging them tightly.

”I am now,” Roman said. Remus smiled, hugging their sibling back. The two pulled away from each other, sitting next to each other.

”You know… Yesterday, when you were about to kill yourself, I was terrified… I didn’t want you to end up like me… I sobbed after getting back to Janus’s apartment after I got Pa to save you… I saw how you spiraled after my death, and it was the most terrifying thing ever…” Remus said. Roman frowned, looking at their sibling.

”Remus… I…” Roman said.

”Roman… Can you promise me one thing?” Remus asked.

”Anything,” Roman replied.

”If we ever have to be separated again, and you end up losing me… Promise me you’ll stay strong for me and move on… I’m not saying you have to forget me… but at least don’t destroy yourself for me, okay?” Remus asked. Roman smiled, nodding.

”Anything for you,” Roman said, Remus smiling at her. Remus laid their head on Roman’s shoulder, closing their eyes.

”Thank you,” Remus said. Roman smiled.

”Now, you have to tell me more about these adventures!” Roman said, Remus sitting up.

”Oh, okay! Well…” Remus started, Roman smiling at them as Remus talked. The two continued to talk together, enjoying being in each other’s company again after being apart for so long. Roman smiled at Remus as he listened to Remus talk. The two laid back on Roman’s bed, laughing and talking before Thomas interrupted them.

”Kids! I’m home! I’m going to start dinner, I’ll call you two when it’s ready, okay?” Thomas shouted up to them.

”Okay, Pa!” Roman shouted back down. Roman turned back to Remus.

”Continue,” Roman said. Remus smiled at her, starting to talk again.

The two talked for what seemed like hours until they were interrupted by Thomas calling them from downstairs again.

”Roman! Remus! Dinner!” Thomas shouted up to them.

”Be there in a minute, Pa!” Roman shouted back. Roman stood up, turning to Remus.

”You coming?” Roman asked.

”Yeah, I can’t eat, but I’ll be glad to just hang out with you and Pa. You go ahead of me and tell Pa I’ll be down in a minute,” Remus replied.

”Alright,” Roman said, leaving the room and running downstairs. Remus pulled out their phone, texting Janus.

”Hey, Jan! I’m gonna stay at my family’s house for the night! I’ll see you tomorrow though! Have a good night!” Remus texted. They put their phone down on Roman’s nightstand, running downstairs to the dining room where their father and sibling sat around the table.

”Oh, Remus! You’re here! Come on, sit!” Thomas said, patting the seat next to him. Remus smiled, sitting down next to Thomas.

”So, what are you having?” Remus asked.

”Oh, I just made us some sandwiches, it’s nothing really special…” Thomas said, taking a bite of his food.

”Cool! Now, Pa. I saw you had a new date! Wanna tell me about that?” Remus asked. Thomas chuckled, looking over to Remus.

”Well, his name’s Nico. He’s a music writer and he actually wrote some of the songs for One Rat Band,” Thomas replied.

”That’s really cool!” Remus said.

”Yeah! I met him today since he came over for a little this morning. He’s really nice!” Roman said.

”I can’t believe you got to meet one of the creators of One Rat Band!” Remus said, Thomas smiling.

”Yeah, it’s cool,” Thomas replied. The three smiled together, talking as Roman and Thomas finished their dinners.

”And then Janus socked him in the face!” Remus said.

”Woah!” Roman replied.

”I wish I was there with you. I would have socked that guy in the face with them!” Thomas said, standing up. Remus giggled.

”Pa! We all know you’re not a fighter!” Remus said.

”Still, I would have!” Thomas said, grabbing Roman’s plate off the table with his. Thomas carried the plates to the kitchen, putting them into the sink and going back to the table. Thomas sat back down at the table, Remus grabbing his hand and holding it. Thomas smiled at them.

”Hey, buddy,” Thomas said.

”Hi, Pa!” Remus replied, smiling.

”You know. I’m really glad you’re back. It’s nice to see you again, even if it’s like this,” Thomas said.

”I’m glad I’m back as well,” Remus replied.

”Well, what do you two want to do now?” Thomas asked.

”Ooo! Can we have a family movie night? There’s a new movie that I really wanted to see and I think Remus would like it too!” Roman suggested.

”Ooo! Yes!” Remus said, standing up.

”Alright, then. I’ll clean up the dishes, you two get the movie ready,” Thomas said, standing up and walking to the kitchen. Remus started to float, looking over at Roman.

”Race ya!” Remus said, floating over to the living room.

”Oh, you motherfucker-” Roman started, chasing after Remus as Remus laughed. Remus picked up the remote, floating above Roman so he couldn’t grab it.

”You motherfucking cheater! Give me the remote!” Roman said, jumping up and trying to grab the remote.

”Never!” Remus said, laughing. Roman grabbed Remus’s legs, pulling them down and grabbing the remote from their hands.

”Hey! That’s not fair!” Remus said, laughing.

”Too bad, so sad,” Roman said, smiling. Remus tackled Roman, the two laughing together as they fought for the remote.

”Okay, you two, break it up,” Thomas said, grabbing the remote from the two. Thomas sat on the couch, Roman sitting next to him and Remus sitting on their chair. Thomas turned on the TV, giving the remote to Roman who put the movie on.

The three sat in the living room together, watching the movie.

”Ugh, Valentino’s such a fucking bastard. Reminds me of Janus’s stupid manager,” Remus said.

”I’m guessing you don’t like him that much?” Roman asked.

”Nope, they’re both fucking assholes,” Remus said, rolling their eye.

”Hey, at least the side character’s are likable?” Roman said.

”Yeah, I guess,” Remus said, shrugging.

”I honestly thought this movie would be better than it is… All the trailers looked really good,” Roman said, leaning back on the couch.

”I mean, the movie’s fine, but it could be better,” Remus said.

”Yeah, I agree,” Thomas replied. Remus thought for a little, Thomas and Roman continuing to watch the movie.

”Hey, Pa, Ro?” Remus said, getting the two’s attention.

”What’s up, Remus?” Thomas asked, pausing the movie.

”I was just wondering… If Janus lets me… Could I move back in with you guys?” Remus asked.

”Of course, Remus! Why would you think you couldn’t?” Thomas replied.

”I mean… It’s kind of a big hassle for you… I mean, I kind of guessed you just got used to having to care for one person… I didn’t want to overload you with another…” Remus replied.

”Remus, buddy… You wouldn’t be overloading me… Besides, this is your home too. You grew up here. You’re welcome to come and go as you please, alright?” Thomas said. Remus smiled, looking at their father.

”Thanks, Pa,” Remus said.

”Come here, buddy,” Thomas said, reaching his arms out to Remus. Remus floated over to Thomas, laying down in his arms as Thomas held him. Roman unpaused the movie, the three watching the movie together. Roman leaned his head on Thomas’s shoulder, Thomas putting his arm around Roman’s shoulder. Thomas held his two kids close as the three continued to watch the movie.

”Ha! Yes! Valentino died!” Remus said, pointing at the TV while smiling.

”Good! I hated him so much!” Roman replied.

”I mean, his actor was kind of hot, though,” Thomas said.

”Pa!” Remus said, pushing Thomas back as Thomas laughed.

”I’m joking! I’m joking!” Thomas said, laughing. Remus hugged Thomas, Thomas hugging Remus back.

”Ooo! I like the new main character this movie’s following for the second half!” Roman said.

”Hopefully he’s not a giant bastard like Valentino,” Remus said.

”You really didn’t like Valentino, huh?” Thomas asked.

”He was so annoying! Like, can it! No one wants to hear about your failed love life!” Remus said, Thomas laughing. Roman yawned a little, leaning his head on Thomas’s shoulder again.

”You good, buddy?” Thomas asked.

”Yeah… just a little tired,” Roman replied.

”I would bet… Today was a long day for you,” Thomas said.

”It was a long day for all of us,” Remus said.

”Tell me about it,” Roman replied.

”Alright, you fall asleep for a little while. I’ll pause the movie,” Thomas said, grabbing the remote and turning off the TV. Roman leaned his head on Thomas’s shoulder, closing his eyes and falling asleep as Thomas held him close. Remus sat with Thomas, zoning out.

”Remus, buddy,” Thomas said, tapping Remus’s shoulder. Remus jumped a little, looking over to Thomas.

”What’s up, Pa?” Remus asked.

”Are you okay? You seem tense…” Thomas asked.

”I’m fine… I’m just thinking about something Janus said…” Remus replied.

”What did Janus say?” Thomas asked, concerned.

”Well, earlier today, they had a meeting with their manager. During this meeting, their manager said that the Antichrist was on the rise and if one more timeline break happened, all hell would break lose… I’m scared that I fucked up and that me being here is letting the Antichrist rise… Or worse that it will turn out that I’m the Antichrist all along… I don’t want to be evil, Pa…” Remus said, tears starting to form in their eye.

”Buddy… You’re not going to be evil… I know you’ve had this fear for a while, and I just want you to know everything’s going to be fine. You know why?” Thomas replied.

”Why?” Remus asked, wiping the tears from their eye.

”Because I’m with you… I’m not going anywhere. As long as you exist on this Earth, I will always be with you. I promise,” Thomas said, brushing Remus’s hair from their face. Remus smiled, hugging Thomas.

”Thanks, Pa,” Remus said. Thomas hugged Remus back.

”Now, you get some rest as well. You’ve had a long day,” Thomas said. Remus smiled, laying their head down on Thomas’s shoulder and falling asleep. Thomas put the recliner on the couch back, laying down with his kids as he fell asleep. They finally had each other again, and that’s all they needed for right now.

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via ausgp's ig story - march 23, 2024

#lewis hamilton #f1 #formula 1 #australian gp 2024 #tw screaming #tw shouting #tw flashing

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lily-janus · 1 year

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Actions Speak Louder Than Words

Summary: Roman goes to talk to Logan after the fight... but words might not be enough this time...

Pairing: platonic logince

Warnings: self depricating talk, feeling overlooked, crying, yelling, ANGST. Lwmme know if I missed anything.

Word count: 1,265

For @loginceweek2023 day 2- poetry comfort (used the swap card)

This is the aftermath of a one shot I wrote for last year's week: Everything Ends In Faliure. The beginning can be a bit confusing if you haven't read the previous one but the rest can stand on its own I think if you don't want to read it.

Enjoy!

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"If you ever need to talk-" Roman starts, but Logan shuts the door in his face before he can finish.

Roman frowns in confusion, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly, suddenly realizing his creations were watching the entire scene. With a quick wave he puts them back in their houses and makes the beast disappear.

What was that all about… since when is Logan running around looking for something to fight? And without a weapon too? That's oddly irrational of him… something's up…

He should probably go talk to him.

He takes a deep breath, opens the door and walks outside.

As he walks to Logan's room, the events of a few minutes ago keep replaying in his mind.

"I said I'm fine okay?!"

"I thought you were supposed to be the smart one!"

He just can't shake away that look on Logan's face after he saved him… he never saw Logan like that. He almost looked… broken, hopeless… maybe even angry.

Roman swallows nervously, whatever it is that's eating at Logan, he's going to do his best to help him.

He knocks on Logan's door, and waits.

"Go away."

Roman frowns, Logan never answers his door like that, he usually even leaves it open in case someone needs his help.

"It's everyone's favorite prince!" He tries in his cheerful tone.

"What do you want?" Logan says from the other side of the door.

"Why, you to help me with my homework of course, Teach!" Roman chuckles, hoping it'll lighten the tension a bit.

He can practically hear Logan rolling his eyes. "Roman…"

Roman sighs. "I'm just worried about you, Specs, can I come in?"

The door opens a fraction to reveal Logan's annoyed face. "As I already told you, I'm fine, you can stop pretending you care now and go back to slaying your impossible beasts." He moves to shut the door again but Roman puts his hand on it to stop it from closing.

"Nice try but you're not getting rid of me that easily." He opens the door wider and strouds past Logan and into his room. "In fact, I'm not leaving until you tell me what's bothering you. So either you tell me, or say hello to your new roommate!" He sits on his bed, folding his arms over his chest in a show of stubbornness.

Logan closes the door slowly, sighing heavily and shaking his head. "You are the most stubborn, annoying and frustrating side in this entire mindscape." He pinches the bridge of his nose.

Roman grins. "I know, it's my specialty. Now, what's on your mind Nerdio? Someone giving you a hard time? Too much work? I'm all ears." He pats the space next to him on the bed invitingly.

"There's nothing 'on my mind', Roman, as I already said-"

"I think I'll move my bed right next to yours… oh! And add some glitter to the walls, and red, you definitely need more red in here…" Roman tapped his chin in mock consideration.

"Okay, fine! I'll tell you what's wrong!" Logan snapped.

Roman flinched at the unexpected aggressiveness from the otherwise composed side, suddenly regretting provoking him.

"You!" He points at Roman. "You are the problem! All of you, including Thomas! …Or maybe I'm the problem…" Logan deflates a bit. "I don't know but something feels… not good." He turns away from Roman, hugging himself tightly.

"It doesn't make any sense, I know, I've been trying to make sense of it all but… well it's not exactly working." He then chuckles emptily. "Look at me, the logical side who can't make sense of the situation… What a joke." He says bitterly.

Roman frowns in concern. "Logan… just because you're Thomas' logic doesn't mean you have to know everything, you're allowed to be confused, life is confusing."

Logan does the same, weird, empty chuckle again, "if that's so 'allowed'..." he rolls his eyes. "Why do I keep being overlooked? Why do I keep getting outshined by literally everyone else? What's even the point of offering help when it's obvious no one here wants it! What am I doing wrong?!" He slams his fist on his work table, making everything on it shake violently.

"Do I even matter to you? Do I have any value at all? Or am I just here so you can dismiss me and move on?" Logan's voice is small now, even a bit shaky, and it takes Roman a long moment to realize that:

Logan is crying…

For a moment, all was quiet except for Logan's quiet sniffling, Roman not knowing what to say.

"...C-c'mon, Teach, you know how we are, getting all emotional and arguing, it has nothing to do with you. Of course you matter and have value, we're a family remember?" Roman eventually found his words. Logan's back was still turned to him but he could see he was shaking.

Slowly, Roman got up and walked towards him. "There's nothing wrong with you, you hear me? It might feel that way… we might have made you feel that way but… it's not true, we need you, just like you are, and we'll try to listen to you more, you have my word."

Logan suddenly turned to him sharply. "You… need me? …You're not just saying that?" Logan was looking at him with hopeful eyes.

"It's gonna be okay kiddo, we love you."

"....right."

Roman shook the memory away quickly, words aren't going to be enough here… actions speak louder than words. He nodded firmly to Logan. "Yes, we do, I mean it, and I'm gonna prove it to you."

Logan wiped his tears, looking at Roman with confusion. "What does that mean?"

Roman grinned. "You'll see, follow me!" He passed Logan, grabbing his hand and leading them outside and to his room.

He rummaged around, looking for something.

"Roman… what are you doing?" Logan asked, sounding much more like his exasperated self, which Roman chose to take as a good sign.

"I know it's around here somewhere… ah-ha!" He held up the notebook triumphantly.

"A… notebook, I feel needed already." Logan raised a skeptical eyebrow, another good sign.

"The notebook." Roman correct. "This is where I wrote down all of Thomas' biggest dreams! Come on, read it!"

Frowning, Logan took the notebook and flipped through it. "This is all highly delusional and unrealistic." He said after a while.

Roman nodded. "Exactly!" He handed him a different notebook. "Now read this!"

Still looking confused, Logan took the other one and flipped through it as well. "This is where I wrote down Thomas' accomplishments over the years." He explained. "Now, compare the two." He instructed, and Logan did.

He then looked up at Roman. "You see now?" Roman asked him softly. "Thomas would have gotten nowhere without you rationalizing his biggest wishes and dreams into manageable steps, thanks to you, he was able to get where he wanted in life! If he had just listened to my great dreams and fantasies he would have just spent his days daydreaming without accomplishing anything! We need you, Logan… I need you. You help make our visions a reality."

Logan closed the notebooks, holding them close to his chest. "I… never realized…" He looked up at Roman, then suddenly dropped the notebooks and pulled him into a tight hug. "Thank you." He whispered shakily in his ear. "Thank you, thank you, thank you…" he was crying again, but as more of a release of tension than anything else.

Roman was shocked for a moment, but then smiled, hugging the logical side back, "you're welcome, Teach."

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