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fr4gilebxnny · 2 months

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#tw drugs #not okay #addiction #addict #why am i like this #why me #stay high #lonely #what is my life #popping pills #tw substances #drugblr #pill addiction #druggie #drugcore

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druginducedheartattack · 14 days

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6s 📲

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fentanyl-rabbits · 1 year

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Where am I? (In my fantasy world)

#mine #vent art #trauma #words #doll #dear diary #my journal #dissasociation #dreamland #tw substances #benzodiazepines

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starveberryy · 7 days

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wiem ze to nie jest o ed ale tak sie kurwa nienawidze nie moge sie powstrzymać od jedzenia a co dopiero od cpania juz bylo tak dobrze nie bralam pigul od dobrych dwóch miesięcy ale dzisiaj po prostu nie moglam odmowic zaluje ze w ogole to gowno zaczelam naprawde bylam taka glupia i myslalam ze to bedzie rozwiazanie moich problemów

#jnktskt #drug junkie #drugblr #💊#cpunka #cnc drugging #tw drugs #drugs cw #molly #mdma #junkie life #motylki #substance abuse #substance addiction #cw substance use #tw substances #nienawidze siebie #gruba szmata #cpanie

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mossy-headstones · 2 months

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Still high from last night, not the stuff I wanted but I feel good I hope I don’t get all emo about this later ,,,,, this feels so good I just want to talk about how good I feel and this isn’t even the good stuff man

#drugs tw #tw drugs #addiction tw #tw addiction #tw substances #tw substance abuse

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stop-smoking-ily · 3 days

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reddit is not telling me what i want to hear. idk what to say. i just want to be comforted, not told to change.

#tw #may be triggering #vent #bpd #borderline blog #femcel #bpd fp #tw substance abuse #favourite person #actually bpd #trigger warning substance abuse #tw substances #substance use disorder #drugs tw #drug blog #drugs #drugblr #alcoholism #alcohol

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bipolar-moon · 1 year

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I'm losing my mind.

Been suffering from benzo withdrawal for almost 2 months now. I think. I stopped counting.

Starting tapering by 1/8 of a mg on March 1st. I decrease the amount every 2 weeks. I'm not at the point where I'm almost completely off of it. Only a few days left.

So far, I've experienced:

agitation

irritability

increased anxiety

flu-like symptoms for a few days after about 3 weeks of tapering

muscle tension

mild nausea

muscle jerking

restless leg syndrome

probably other things that I'm forgetting

those last 2 symptoms (#9 not included) are the most prevalent right now. The only real reason I'm writing this is because my phone is updating and I don't have anyone to talk to about this. But I NEED to talk about this, even if it's just to myself in journal form. and I'm currently being driven up the wall by the nerves in my right leg. It feels like electricity is shooting around my kneecap and down to my ankle. This is the most uncomfortable I've been since the early withdrawal symptoms.

Early on I found someone via Twitter who has gone through the same thing as me, and I've since adopted her as my "sponsor", for lack of a better term. She's been very helpful. I feel very lucky to have her help me along this journey.

This is the second time I've attempted to taper off klonopin. The first time I failed after 2 weeks. About a year and a half before that, I had experienced pretty bad withdrawal symptoms after running out of meds for 36 or so hours.

I'm tired of these symptoms. They're not nearly as bad as I was expecting, probably due to tapering so slowly. But it's still hell.

As I sit here, super uncomfortable, moving my leg every 30 seconds to feel the least bit more comfortable, I remind myself how easy it would be to just take my previous full dose and have all of this over with. Just go back to normal. Sure, I'd become a slave to this drug again, but I'd have my sanity and my comfort back.

I've been on klonopin for 7-8 years. I didn't want to get off of it. My psychiatrist insisted. I thought about getting a new one. The long-term effects scared me, but so did the withdrawals. Now I'm in limbo. I have been since March 1, 2023. I'm frustrated.

To give up is so tempting.

#klonopin #drugs tw #drug blog #withdrawal symptoms #withdrawal tw #benzo withdrawal #benzo addiction #benzodiazepam #kpins #dependance #tw substances #substance dependence #rehabilitation #tapering #drug relapse #venting #life update

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parsleysparlor · 1 year

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I love children of god by AJJ

#sparklecare #sparklecare hospital #digital art #bright colors #caroline coughs #uni cornelius #ajj band #ajj lyrics #tw substances #eye strain

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bpdcodone · 5 days

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Idk if it’s just a me thing but stimulants really make my ASPD and NPD traits very strong so I should prolly stop doing them tbh but idk I like the feeling of not caring and being on top it’s a change from the usual feeling like vulnerable, weak, vulnerable to anything that will destroy my ego or sense of self I hate BPD the most as it’s my predominant disorder and even though it’s getting better I still have bad days sorry if this gets long I’m typing on stimulants so I’m feeling wordy and ready to show others how I’m feeling prolly from the MDMA i took as well but idk and my ex is so goofy like they really think that there words hurt me still like your words just roll off me but maybe that’s a deep defense mechanism cuz the words really DO hurt me deep down but my ego won’t let me realize it I hope he doesn’t see this lmao im a mess rn it’s embarrassing sorry I’m just putting my feels somewhere prolly no one Gonna see this