#tw suicide

thank u so much🥺💓 i’m not about to kill myself btw so none of u need to worry, just in case u were💀

#asks, #mutuals, #hetsuu, #tw suicide mention, #tw suicide, #suicide mention

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Anyway the best advice I’ve ever given is the advice of “if you can’t see a reason to live right now, I know it’s hard to understand that there might be one. I know it sucks, but our brains are against us. They want us to fail, to lose sight of what matters. If you can’t live for yourself, or for anyone else just yet, learn to live to spite your shitty fucking brain. Even if it just means eating when your brain is telling you you’re a failure. ‘Oh, am I a failure? Ok, fine. Let’s say I am. What the hell are you gonna do about it brain, it’s your goddamn fault!’ ‘…’ ‘exactly. Fuck off and let me eat my goddamn taco’”

#depression and anxiety, #anxiety, #anxiety advice, #tw suicidal thoughts, #tw suicide, #suicidal thoughts advice, #depression advice, #mental health advice

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Does anyone here knows where to get sleeping pills that kills

#australia, #depressing post, #depressing shit, #mental health, #i wanna cry, #i wanna scream, #i wanna sleep, #sadndeadinside, #mental disorder, #sleeping pills, #self harm, #suicidal, #suicidal thoughts, #help, #tw suicide

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the smell of alpaca breath

the way the soft blankets feel on my skin when they are cold

the sight of the sunset over the reservoir

chatting with the magpies

really good showers in the dark

breathing in fresh air

drinking water when ive been parched

getting a sketch right the first time

the smell of watercolour paint

creating something that others love

loving

the sound of kirins screams when she sees me

del’s noises when dad starts playing with her

abu’s gentle horse breath

seeing the cria play with one another

getting surprise kisses from the girls

ambushing the boys with hugs

the feeling of evvy purring around my shoulders

the sight of the stars at the farm

those early days before i knew it would all be so bad

the way the sunlight hits my wall in the morning

kuzon’s squeaks

wearing mesh

wearing mismatched jewelry

eating weird food combinations

the taste of burnt popcorn

sleeping in and waking up without any pain

watching a really good anime

laughing so hard i start crying

being hugged

hugging

mostly being hugged

feeling like i am worth something

feeling like i am useful to someone

feeling like i have helped

soft pyjamas

a really, really good selfie

keeping in contact with old friends

losing contact with people who hurt me

the thought of getting to meet who i love

#a list of things i am trying to use to keeo myself alive, #tw suicide, #personal, #long post

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Pov: you accidentally trigger yourself by taking sleeping meds for probably the 3rd time since you tried to od a year and a half ago

#tw suicide, #trigger warning suicide, #tw suicide attempt, #trigger warning suicide attempt

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Talked about this b4 with my s/o….but here are some age headcanons for brad and Lisa!!!

#lisa the painful, #brad armstrong, #lisa armstrong, #lisa rpg, #river art, #my art, #tw suicide, #fanart

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Who else is dreading thanksgiving?

#tw thanksgiving, #love being surrounded by bigoted family members/s, #I don't even like the holiday, #the only redeeming quality is the rolls and pie. I don't even like the other food., #just realized last thanksgiving was a year ago, #wtf?, #feels like a few months, #last thanksgiving I found out my sister was a Trump supporter, #and that my dad is on drugs(again), #had everyone assume I was okay with that fact, #on the outside I was, #but I cried myself to sleep that night, #which I hadn't done in years, #also had my older brother talk shit about my clothing choice and point out my chest, #oh, #and how could I forget my dad's girlfriend telling me that she was going to cut of her finger and burn the house down, #I am not looking forward to this, #tw suicide, #tw suicide mention, #tw drugs, #tw fathers, #I just, #can't, #(do I need to tag tw's for stuff in the tags? Better safe than sorry), #I actually forgot about the insults and shit, #vent, #vent post

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You guys have to stop using “think about your parents” as a way of convincing someone out of suicide

#Tw suicide

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So, I know no one fuckin cares, but yesterday I woke up to life, someone really close to me had a massive mental break down and it shaked me to my core. I was high af and when she started to breakdown I was worried, I was present, I was there. It felt like if I’ve been inside of myself for days and she pulled me out by screaming for help.

I’m less tired, and I’ve decided to keep swimming. I decided to share my life with my partner, I can’t quit on life if I’m able to help.

I’m gonna keep going, and hope I go back to therapy on January.

#tw suicide, #not everthing has to be depression here, #tw depressing stuff

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my mom whenever we have a fight: i wouldn’t mind if you died. feel free to kill yourself anytime

my mom when i tell her that her words hurt me deeply: you’re just overreacting! i didn’t mean any of that

and you know what? i know she doesn’t mean any of the shit she says. i know that now. but 16 year old me didn’t and what if i had killed myself back then? how would she life with all that guilt?

but you know. i am weak and dumb and useless and a terrible daughter. but i would never kill myself. no matter how much my depression tempts me. no matter how much it takes from me, it will never take my life. even if i think about dying all the time.

also. just because she didn’t mean it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt and i’m TIRED of being dismissed like that. she has to learn that words have impact and consequences.

i have NEVER even once in my life threatened to kill myself. never. not even when all i wanted to do was die. i never said a word of it to her because i know it would hurt her

but does she do the same for me? does she think before she speaks? no. and then she just comes around after a few days acting like nothing happened

i am DONE. living alone is difficult. we were already going through a tough time without her pulling this bullshit on me again.

but enough is enough.

#tw death mention, #tw suicide, #tw negativity, #please don’t read this if you’re going through a tough time, #i’m just venting about my life, #mj talks

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Keep reading

#tw suicide, #suicide mention, #cw suicide

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i want to fucking die lol

#tw suicide, #anyways, #what can i do, #im coping doing [redacted], #i wint say it bc too embarrassing, #i cant even be alone these days bc i feel so BAD, #inwont be sober soon anyways let me get running from my problems instead HAH

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ooh scandalous 😌 i want to tell this man^ that it does not matter which version of is story is true, what’s important is that this headline conveniently pulls attention away from their original crimes!

look everyone… 😭 look at this tame and grass-colored poster we made… with smiling pics of these poor men… look how happy and proud they are to be *hic* fighting for our country and *hic* protecting *hic* our freedoms… and now they are gone, their lives *hic* wasted… only cos

👏 they killed unarmed afghans for funsies!!! 👏

where is the commemorative poster for those poor murdered ppl?

learn to recognize propaganda when it smacks u in the face

Bonus:

uhmmm turkey can control what germany does now apparently 🤯😂 whoa!

#tw suicide, #tw war crimes, #australia, #afghanistan, #turkey, #germany, #libya, #western msm

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I’m really dysphoric & sad so I made a playlist for that but it’s comforting here

hopefully I’ll update it frequently. I’m paying very careful attention to make sure the songs are soft & comforting

#tw suicide, #Spotify

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I’m not saying I’m s*icidal, because I haven’t been for years, but at god, I don’t know how much longer I can keep living in this house.

#fuck me for buying a new car at 21, #tw suicide, #not really but just in case, #like I just really wish I didn’t haven’t to deal with this shit anymore - like I don’t want to exist, #it’s the same fucking thing over and over and over

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IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS.

JUST LET ME LIVE, FOR ONCE.

NOT EVERYTHING I DO NEEDS YOUR OPINION

IM ALLOWED TO DRINK COFFEE

IM ALLOWED TO LIKE SCARY MOVIES

IM ALLOWED TO HAVE QUIET DAYS

IM ALLOWED TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO MY FRIENDS

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME LIVE OR YOU WILL WATCH ME DIE.

#im at my breaking point lmao, #poetry kind of, #really im just breaking down on main heyyyoo, #shut up milo, #suicide, #tw suicide, #tw self harm, #emotional abuse, #gaslighting

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Heres to hoping i wont wake up tomorrow

#tw suicide

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pov u just attempted suicide and now ur watching scott pilgrim vs the world scenes on yt to feel better

#vent, #tw suicide, #i have snot all over my shirt and on my hair even, #scott pilgrim vs the word?!?!? used to COPE!?!??!

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if my grandma, whos the only person that ever cared about me dies, and im not out of this mental shithole yet, i will definetly kill myself

#suicidal, #tw suicide, #depression, #ok to rb

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Trying to draft a post explaining to spn fans that therapy is not evil like it’s consistently portrayed it but I just… dont have the fucking energy man. I can’t believe Andrew Dabb portrayed a psychologist as cruel to Dean and then endorsed suicide. It’s unfathomable.

#tw suicide, #spn wank

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