HSHQTASK059: FAREWELL !
hi.
when did you join ? what made you join ? what do you remember from the plotlines that were current at the time ? where were you in life when you joined and where are you now ?
2016, i was travelling, this was a pairs rp and i joined it to stop being scared to ship with strangers. obviously i failed because i still ended up only shipping with people properly after getting to know them. @ laura & julie thanks for putting up with me.
which characters have you written over the years ?
anton, rohan, johanne, nadya, kaspar
what is your favourite plotline that you've been part of ?
please don't hate me, i cannot remember.
what about other people's plotlines ?
valias forever. also the olimbiel wedding sry it's not canon anymore
who is your favourite character from the ones you've played ? why ? what made you love them ? what made them so fun to write ?
anton. i feel like it's self-explanatory.
if you could relive a plotline, which would it be ?
ebhan before they became ebhan, it was funny and i had naomi in my inbox every two seconds having a meltdown.
is there a plotline that you'd edit now if you could ?
bro stoppp.
what's a plotline you wish you would have been able to finish before closing or just write more of ?
the old people squad (they had a name and i forgot it)
what is your favourite ooc memory ?
this is probably not the favourite because my brain has erased the last 5 years clearly, but when ya'll thought kaspar and wiebke were fucking.
where can others find you if they want to get in touch ?
at the bottom of a river.
what else would you like to say ?
it's been real. thanks to the admins, j, e, evy. byeee
HSHQTASK058
irenton + their nextgen task happen obv, anton gets a duchy but i forgot which one sorry
ebhan goes through two coronations they are me. they are tired.
nadya dies an early death, in the ice. sorry
i have nothing to say about johanne
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Welp
After seeing what they did here, I think I already know I will be disappointed with the few little moments I still wanted to see.
Good to be aware and prepared this time tho 👌
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what's something you're really proud of on your most recent OC?
found this very hard to answer, because i'm very bad at being proud of my own work.
i think the thing i'm the most proud of is cassana's hypocrisies and misjudgements, especially to do with her relationship with her parents. it would be really easy to give her the removed and idiologically pure stance of 'both are abusive in their own way, which does not erase cersei's victomhood', but she's not above the situation, she's involved and heavily affected by the fallout of robert and cersei's relationship.
cersei neglects and mistreats her as an outlet for how she feels about robert, so robert's minimal positive interactions with her are blown out of proportion in her own mind. no matter how much he hurts others, no matter how much she hates abusive men, she can never give up her hero worship because her sense of self is so wrapped up in robert baratheon.
if she were anyone else's child, she would hate robert, and have a good deal more sympathy for cersei. but she wouldn't be herself if she were anyone else's, so she buries that cognotive dissonance all the way down, dresses herself up in stormlands imagery and goes to war with her mother.
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Man making art you're really proud of and getting mostly lukewarm or no responses from the friends/family you shared it with is depressing as fuck.
Taking a moment to thank y'all for liking my stuff, every like means so much when I get barely any support IRL :/
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Monster Management
I tackle a giant burger alone.
I prepare as best I can,
Skip a meal,
And even then it is a struggle.
My stomach is a train carriage during peak hour,
Packed shoulder-to-shoulder
Until there is no need to hold onto anything.
It is difficult to move,
And I feel my intestines bumping against my throat.
The next time,
I bring a friend.
We split it in half
And suddenly the monster I had built up in my mind
Is manageable.
A marathon is now a fun run with company.
Sometimes all it takes to conquer a problem is community.
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Don't worry; this is not the last scene...
I don't think I'm ready to draw bullet holes on flesh yet ;-; so have somebody shoot off one of Enjolras's terribly inaccurate unicorn bishonen ojou ringlets as tribute :((
Also I am a fierce advocate of Enjolras in blue :D
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I'm running out of things to talk about
I don't even know what I like anymore
Do I have any mutual interests with friends
Or do I just ramble about something I like
Does anyone pay attention to what I say
Am I really here
I say words that fall flat
Only the wind to listen
What can I do with a body that no one sees
Words that are spoken but not heard
People always say
"I didn't know what to get you"
"I don't know what you like"
But I don't know either
Being hard to shop for
It's like drowning in the ocean
But not knowing how to come back up
I could research
But there's so many techniques
I don't know which is right for me
So I stay
Right where I'm at
And sink further into my head
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[ I tried to make a banner for my blog, but I’m not sure how I feel about it. I’m not 100% happy with it, but it’s something. I’m posting it to see what everyone think of it. It’s under the read more.]
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