Tumgik
#tw: mention of self harm
tizniz · 3 months
Text
Reaching Out (3.6K)
You can always reach out to me. Anytime, okay? I’m always here.
Buck reaches out, but no one reaches back.
Buck sighs, reading the various messages from his family and friends. His finger hovers over Taylor’s number, wondering why he never got around to deleting it after their break up, and if she’d even reply to his message. Or would she think it’s a call for sex? He locks his phone and tosses it to the other side of the bed, curling up into as tight of a ball as he can manage.  You can always reach out to me. Anytime, okay? I’m always here. That’s what every single one of them had said. Had promised him. And the one time Buck finally works up the courage to do just that, no one is around. No one is there for him.  The cold, curling sensation in his chest tightens as tears prickle at his eyes once more. Buck swallows, trying to make himself even smaller.  Maybe what hurts the most is that the one person he really wants to reply hasn’t. Eddie hasn't even read the message.  Buck is alone. 
TW: Mention of self-harm, mention of blood, but neither are shown in detail. Mention of wanting to commit suicide but no attempt is made.
35 notes · View notes
willowshimmer · 8 months
Text
What do you guys think the markings on Barbie Wire's arms are?
Are they self harm scars? Tattoos? Just scars from old performances?
Tumblr media
6 notes · View notes
Text
Unspoken Tattoo
A/N: So, I was thinking about this for a while, the Semi-colon tattoo,  people who get this tattoo usually do it to honour someone, whether that's a friend, a relative, or yourself—or to raise awareness of mental illness, suicide, addiction, or self-harm.
The Sawyer siblings will have this tattoo, firstly to honour the lives lost, but also because of their background and what they’ve been through.
It also has this meaning:  “A semicolon is used by an author who could've chosen to end their sentence, but chose not to.”
Please if you are struggling and need help, reach out to one of these hotlines, the blog has many countries listed. International Helplines
Now, i posted a fic : The Mind is a dark place  so this fic somewhat ties into that one.
Tumblr media
They don’t speak about why they got it, but they don’t really speak about it, Metal was still with Alpha, and Amelia was working. It was after Ashley had been cleared for duty, they got talking about the past, about the lowest points in their lives, then again they had gotten drunk to talk about it all, it ended up with the siblings stumbling into a tattoo shop, asking for a specific tattoo.
Trent's is on his wrist, Ashley's is on her upper arm. They aren’t to big so won’t draw much attention, but they are clear, they are there.
It's the only tattoo they won’t explain to their partners, their friends, though others who have the same one, or know the symbolism behind it, know they chose not to end their story. To continue. 
It wasn’t until Naima had been talking at the barbecue, when she saw one of the sawyers tattoos, asking her husband about it, later when he asked about how she knew about it his wife explained the symbolism of it, explaining the importance of it, about how it could be used to honour someone, whether that's a friend, a relative, or yourself—or to raise awareness of mental illness, suicide, addiction, or self-harm.
Ray wondered what pain his brother had suffered, what he never told them. He walked over to Trent listening to him talk with Brock before saying quietly, “Glad you decided to continue your story.” 
While Brock was confused, Trent's heart stopped looking at his friend, offering a small smile, for the first time feeling able to breathe, someone understood, he resumed talking about what had happened and how Clay lost a bet. 
Ray smiled listening, wondering what made the Sawyers get the tattoo in the first place, and what their story was, but it didn’t matter to him, or anyone else, that was their story.
12 notes · View notes
Note
you can totally choose to ignore this and I understand if you want to because it is a sensitive subject, but when we pick the option for scars on our MC's arms are those explicitly self-harm scars, or is that up to interpretation? regardless, I really appreciate the option as someone who is self-conscious about their own scars (:
it is up to readers interpretation what's the history behind the scars!
37 notes · View notes
starlightseraph · 3 months
Text
house md will always be remebered as the most insane thing ever broadcast because of how unabashedly feral everyone involved was.
a short collection of things that happen on the show, just off the top of my head, not even scratching the surface:
- house shoots a random dead body in the morgue and then sticks him in an mri machine, which pulls the bullet out of the dead guy’s head and destroys the machine, costing the hospital millions
- foreman gets bitten by a person with rabies
- chase kills an african dictator
- cameron steals drugs from a patient after possibly getting hiv from said patient
- house induces a migraine and then takes a drug made by his arch nemesis (who he’s been stalking for 25 years) to get the drug taken off the market. he then takes lsd (in the hospital, in the middle of a case) to cure the migraine.
- chase goes into anaphylaxis after doing body shots
- house stops an elevator so he can perform a cavity (vaginal) search on a teenage heart transplant patient who’s in cardiorespiratory arrest
- they give a neurosurgeon mushrooms to cure his food poisoning, then they stick him in an operating room. the neurosurgeon strips in front of a health board assessor.
- kutner dies for gay marriage
- house sets an autopsy room on fire while trying to juggle flaming bottles
- house gets recruited by the cia
- taub gets held at gun point after diagnosing a stripper with skin cancer
- in almost every single episode, the team breaks into multiple houses
- house fakes terminal brain cancer so he can get drugs implanted directly into the pleasure centre of his brain
- house cons us immigration to get his fake wife a green card. he also uses his fake wife’s ukrainian food truck to spy on people
- house tries to get wilson, his closet case boybestfriend, into bed every few episodes. every other sentence out of house’s mouth is about wanting to rail wilson.
- taub has a kid with his ex-wife, after they divorce, at the same time he has a kid with his 25 yo side piece. the kids’ names are sophie and sophia.
- house and wilson have a bet on who can hide a chicken in the hospital the longest without anyone finding out
- house tries to kill himself like 6 times and always fails (insulin shock, overdoses, electrocution, jumping off a building, cutting, etc)
- house fakes his death to get out of a prison sentence after violating his parole so he can live out his bi love story with his gay best friend who has 5 months to live
7K notes · View notes
rxng · 11 months
Text
🔑
Mm, yes, he did a good job with this one.
His mouth feels truly stuffed, drool oozing out of the corners of his lips as he bobs his head.
Solomus is watching, even as his head tries to tip back. His finger keeps making this strange little movement against his leg, as if a digit is pressing something into the metal.
He doesn't fuss over that. He's got a mouth full of spike and a job to do.
0 notes
justflesh54 · 4 months
Text
its my body surely i have the right to harm it if i wish ???
1K notes · View notes
Text
"Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds. Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me"
Eminem really hit the nail on the head
3K notes · View notes
lgchyoseop · 2 years
Text
oh, to feel without my heart
“it’s hard to talk about something you refuse to believe”
...
tw: mention of eating disorder, mention of self-harm
            he hadn’t intended on seeing her again, he didn’t think he’d see her again. he doesn’t remember the date, he simply knows it was in february, she however, knows the exact date: 3rd february, 2022. hyoseop gets a lot of confessions, mostly from people who don’t really know him, but she, she was his best friend. a confession from your best friend, how can you turn that down? but he had to, he had no choice, because he was well aware of that he didn’t like her, and that most likely he’d never like her. it had been a hurtful day, for them both, she had been turned down, and him? he remembered the words clearly; you will never like anyone after her. 
hyoseop as he had so few friends, was not a man who had shared his story with many, no it was the fewest people who actually knew stuff about him besides he was tall and handsome. she however, she was his best friend, one of the only people who had stuck around, who hadn’t left him. obviously though, she ended up leaving, just like everyone else. but the thing that made her different from everyone else was: she came back.
“do you want a taste of the ice cream you bought me?” she pushes it towards hyoseop, immediately he shakes his head. “have you begun on that again? refusing to eat certain food because they don’t feel ‘clean’?”, he looks away. “i’m well aware that you don’t have a lot of friends, that you don’t like sharing things with others, but--” she looks away “but i know you well, and sometimes i think i know you better than you know yourself” she sighs. usually, hyoseop would be the one to do all the talking, not when he’s with her though, she’s different from everybody else. “how is it going with training and legacy? will you be debuting soon?” he chuckles. “i’ve signed up for future dreams season five, i’ve had to quit my job for it”, “eeeh, did you finally quit the job you hate? and let me guess, now you already miss that job?”. he chuckles, it’s weird having a person who actually knows you.
“do you still like me?” he looks at her, it’s been almost a half year now, surely the answer must be no. but she looks away, doesn’t want to look at hyoseop. “yes i do”, “it’s been so many months?”. “hyoseop” she looks at him. “hyoseop we’ve been friends for many years, and i’ve liked you for a long time, i’m the only person you’ve shared with how she treated you” the male looks away, “you’re special to me, and i must be special to you in some way but--” he interrupts her “you will never like anyone after her”. the silence grows, what are any of them supposed to say. she grabs his wrist, runs a finger over the scar “you need to know, the fewest people are like her, and i, i’m not like her in any way” he pulls his hand away from her. “i liked her, if i could, i’d go back to her”, “you know you wouldn’t--”, “how can you know that? you think of her as someone who treated me only badly, but she’s the first person beside my mother who made me feel loved”.
“felt loved?” she grabs his wrist again, “is this love?!” her voice is angry, she points at the scar. “and i bet you, that eating disorder that is coming back? it’s most likely because of her! almost every single one of your problems? they’re from her! and you refuse to acknowledge this, you refuse to see the truth” she sighs, “i just, i just want to help you”.
“i won’t handle this pain by your side”, he looks at her, “what?”. “that’s what you told me, right before leaving me. so why, why should i handle my pain by your side?”, “i--”, “listen, i’m thankful for you, but i’m not ready to face my past, to admit things from my past, for now i just want to bury my past, suppress it”. “that’s not healthy” she says, “would it be more healthy to face my past just as i’m starting to grow a new chapter? should i let my past run up to me, ruin my future? i didn’t have a bad past, she! she wasn’t a bad chapter in my life, i miss her, and really, the only reason i’m not going back to her, is because of you” he looks down. “you’re my best friend, my only best friend, and one of the few people who haven’t left after a week, i’ll listen to you. you’re telling me not to go back to her, so i won’t, but i also need you to realize, this is my life”. he pushes himself off the wall they’ve been sitting on.
“thank you, hopefully, i’ll see you again” he sends a smile before he leaves.
0 notes
incognitopolls · 2 months
Text
We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.
275 notes · View notes
charlemagnethegreat · 6 months
Text
Why are sh cuts genuinely so pretty though??? LIKE ACTUALLY??? Am I insane? Are you? BUT LIKE THEY AREEEE???? HOW MENTALLY ILL ARE WE THAT THIS IS THE PRETTIEST SHIT I SEE?
653 notes · View notes
punkstylerecovery · 9 months
Text
if my body keeps score, will she remember when i grab another blanket to keep her warm? will she remember when i use mobility aids to make things easier for her? will she remember when i put down the blade and take a shower instead? does she recall the days i rest, when i watch our favorite shows and settle in to treat her with all the kindness i'm trying to convince myself we deserve? does she remember the love? does she recall the kindness? does she remember when i run my hands across our wounds and apologize? does she keep score of our healing?
607 notes · View notes
deadeyedfae · 2 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Here it is! Part 3 of Dead Eyed Ivy Second Puberty Edition 💜🏳️‍⚧️
227 notes · View notes
d3pr3ss3dtsvki · 2 months
Text
I need friends man, if you're okay with me messaging you to start a friendship, please reblog this post (':
224 notes · View notes