#tw: weight loss

[kittenofdoomage]

Dieting as a neurospicy person is a fucking nightmare tbh because you tell your brand new dietician you can't eat something because the texture makes you gag, and they treat you like you're a moron that can't tell the difference between a donut and an apple. Stop giving me leaflets telling me what good and bad foods are! I KNOW. I JUST DON'T LIKE ALL THE FANCY ALTERNATIVES TO PASTA/BREAD/RICE.

She told me to try snacking on carrot/cucumber sticks with hummus (ma'am that looks like baby sick, and smells like it too imo) and when I said I'd just eat the carrot and cucumber, she was like "no, no, you need the protein" and I just sort of looked at her?? Anyway, I'm ranting, because despite losing over 30lbs on my own, they're not really encouraging me in any useful capacity - I'm about 180lbs FYI - and blaming all my illnesses on that, so I'm trying to do this out of spite, but I have such a limited palette and aversions to so many foods, it's fucking hard, man.

My apologies to those who like quinoa/hummus and all that stuff, I'm happy it's a good fit for you but I won't put it in my mouth 🤣

#please ignore if you wish #dieting #trigger warnings #weight loss #trigger warning #tw: dieting #tw: weight loss #I'm literally just ranting

[sodapopsweetheart]

nobody hates fat people more than fat influencers who just got a prescription for ozempic

#tw: diet #tw: ozempic #tw: weight loss

[silveredsound]

How you go from harry styles to hockey I will never understand.

I was going to make a little joke, as I do, (would have been v hilarious, best joke ever pls know this) and leave it at that. But like, it's been raining for over 24 hours, it's 2am and it might be good for me to reflect a little.. So sorry anon I am going emote all over your ask (which (the ask) sounds a bit judgey tbh but the written word is NOT a great conveyor of tone so that might be on me.)

On one hand it's just fandom. And, I think it's been pretty clear that as much as I love Henry Stars, I'm not like, a 'Harry is the be all and end all of all music creation and creativity and actions.' I like him for the good and the bad, and I don't leave critical thinking at the door. (Not saying I'm the only person to do this, just that it's hard sometimes in fan spaces and Stans definitely do..)

Which, can make it hard to participate in fandom as a lot of people are not great at irony, or accepting that someone else can say, god damn that is a terrible song - and that it's okay for that to happen. It doesn't mean that the person who expressed the neg opinion is not still a fan of the artist they were speaking about. Same with if the artist you are a fan of does something that gives you the ick.

I def learnt this when Harry went to Google Camp the first time. Like obviously I've been around 1d fandom in some way since 2012 ish I think it was - and it was my own reaction to Harry going to Camp Douchebags the first time that made me go, oh jeez Silv, you are a bit too involved in the parasocial relationship here. Like I was genuinely upset that he'd done something I thought was so dumb and wanky.

Anyway, clearly I still loved - love - him and I celebrated him and spent a fuckload of money on him and engaged in fandom and etc etc. But I just did at that point I think turn a little from heading in a very blinkers on version of fandom to one that's def more me - where you just get to have fun, make fun be creative, make friends! and have a bit of a perv depending on the silk cream vanilla ice cream outfit Harry might be wearing in Nashville.

I like RPF. I mean I like all transformative works and fandom extending and enhancing source material via creation, but I don't have an issue with RPF. I believe in 4th wall. And I clearly have written 1d fic. A lot of my good fandom mates, and real life best friend(s) are people I have met through sharing a love of writing in fandom spaces. Obviously all the best writers in 1d went to Hockey. And I stayed here. And I tried. I wanted to be where my friends where. I had fomo and I was lonely! My fandom had changed in a few ways all around the same time.

But Hockey is very confusing, (for starters as I often say to Angela or Joanna, snow is fake) and nothing clicked for me - it seemed large and I had no idea where to even start and I didn't really try.

But I think the change in some fandom fellow participants, and also anons being mean when they would get even a glimpse in their peripheral that I might have vaguely indicated that Henry did something that I thought was dumb or embarrassing, or just not that good, (it's no fun sharing a thought and feeling chatty about it, and wanting to engage with other people's thoughts if some random is going to anonymously tell you that you are a dumb c*nt and should delete etc etc so I stopped sharing any thoughts at all.) Of course Nick leaving breakfast and then R1 altogether - as well as obviously my whole life narrowing to a point that was just tend Mama- work - tend mama - work - tend mama - sleep - grow a tumour - tend mama left me not so much time for proper joyful engagement.

And then, in Jan/Feb this year, I think as I'd been looking at book reviews and as soon as you search for a book on tik tok they push book tok romance reviews into your feed and I think then that pushed an actual hockey clip (which is a really shite 4th wall issue as is the whole Kraken thing etc) and I can't even remember what it was but I know I then swiped through and watched other videos on the account and like 1d being adorable shites repeating stock answers and sitting on top of each other I was intrigued by what seemed to be very dumb and very entertaining.

But Silv, you cry, what about the emotions! You need emotions! Ah, yes, see, because I am nothing but devoted I had followed Angela and La's hockey blogs, and something La posted grabbed my attention and I followed a link and read an article and I was like. Oh, I want to read more about these kids. So I did. And after a little while I reached out to La and was like, um, I think I get it. And I posted something about the Fantilli Bros and then Max reached out and tbh I don't think anything says it better than my wide eyed enthusiasm reply. (You are probably by now thinking, Silv why is your answer to Max so short, why didn't I just get a paragraph? This is an endless essay with no conclusion or indeed a thesis statement, (that is if you have even made it down to here) & anon I can only apologise.)

I am really enjoying learning so many new things, being welcomed into a new space of connection and joy and silliness and emotional breakdowns. It's been so lovely to meet new people who are so excited to share their niche interest with you and no one minds how many questions I have and everyone searches out Primera and Important Past Instagram Posts from the archives - and of course reconnecting with people who I have always been friends with, fandom changes didn't change that, but it's delightful chatting much more often. The other day Angela and I watched an Avs game together via Tumblr chats, which was delightful, to learn about the team and to talk about random other things, and I've spent my last month of Saturdays watching umich with lovely people who La introduced me to, and having MANY EMOTIONS. (It's like hanging out all posting about a show's fits and one liners and if he's going to sing medicine but it's many pantomime gooseberrys. The performative homoeroticisim, wild hair, jokes, punching (only now during not pre show work outs ) and very goddamn impressive skill and physicality is actually pretty similar). Meghan and I have been able to chat through our very similar horrible experiences with cancer and mums with cancer and it's been so lovely and strengthening to be able to share that experience with a person who beyond gets it, and then also I've been able to announce to her that I want to write a fic about 5 ways Nolan saw god with the UMich Bible Study Group but didn't find faith. which is obviously a completely ridiculous concept but equally worthy of discussion. It's this that I love so much about fandom friendship - you share SO much because you are sharing something that gives you intimate joy, so the relationship always starts from a place of an automatic mutual understanding and empathy - and from there we make it our own.

But also, I really like the game. Like I love watching them play, all of them! It's fast (obviously - and oblig have to say - ice is slippery) and it's hard - and they make it look easy. When one of the special players (they are all special, but one of the ones who play almost with innate ability) makes a pass or a turn sometimes it's almost almost magic, like how the fuck did they see that gap between four players, and did you see how they kept the puck a moment longer so they could release it perfectly into the lane !! Hot.

The game can be all encompassing and it's SO SO SO silly. Like it's the dumbest sport. It's The Show. I'll put on ESPN and stream a match while I'm working during the day (the time difference is perfect for once) and I'm spending time cos I want to, learning the rules and the logistics and business side of it all. And of course, the differences between college hockey and the show. Idk. It just clicked on so many levels for me.

And so, I have no idea why it took me so long to transition from Henry to Hockey, but I am not surprised I did now that I have - it def wasn't something that I was bloody expecting. And Anon I will say this, the last few years of my life have been sad, hard, and tbh shitty. Now, I know what it's like to have fucked years, so I am not saying this to try to be and show off but 2024 feels a bit better. I feel clearer, I have started to lose some weight (15ish kg so far depending on the time of the month) and now I have a meeting w a PT on Tuesday as I actually don't care what I weigh but I want to get stronger and reduce my visceral fat as it will be better for hormones which is better for lessening my cancer reoccurrence %.

God knows it's (2024) not all roses, I literally had surgery again a fortnight ago and the cost of living in Sydney is giving me so much anxiety. I am still a terribly disorganised mess, my work is undergoing a complete restructure (thanks NSW gmnt) and my clean washing is NEVER folded and put away, it's always in the basket - but I feel so happy and entertained and creative - I am writing again! like it's joy. It's ye olde you are who you are at this moment but you are also the 4 year old you and the 15, 27, 34 year old you - girlhood (non gendered concept of not literal interpretation) and I love it. 💛🩵🌱

#sorry anon this is very much non con silv thinks about fandom and emotions and processes on main #there's a boy who has harry energy although more spoiled and sarcastic and this is delightful as i do actually think #which also i got a rude anon about once #that harry is not as nice as eveyone thinks #i think hes professional as fuck definitely #but i think hes a sarky little perfectionist and this delights me #but chemistry with everyone - thats the harry curse and blessing and the **** ****** one #sorry anon i know this was annoying #but i genuinely just really needed to get this out of me and acknowledge it all #fandom and fandom participation is something that is so important to us all #otherwise why would we have a little blog #let alone create posts of fic or gifs or edits #and god last year i said multiple times to shifty that i wished i had a fandom that i could wallow in as a happy place distraction #its very nice to feel engaged and delighted by something #i hope we can still be mates #i am a popstars and radio dj lover for life #i didn't even touch on teams i like and players and such cos not the point #tw: cancer #tw: death #tw: weight loss #sorry! i should have added those tw before!

[paddockpatrol]

I knew we weren't all imagining the weight loss...

#max verstappen #winter testing 2023 #tw: weight loss

[fromsupernaturaltof1]

TW: weight loss, ED, Michael Italiano

I get everyone wants to know what happened between Micheal and Daniel but things like these have iron clad NDAs involved.

trainers are with the drivers constantly, contract negotiations, shit talking about anyone and everyone, they hear everything and lawyers are there to make sure that whatever they hear, they take it to their grave.

the only person with the power to say anything is Daniel and you know what I'm glad because I don't want to hear that snake's side of the story.

I don't care if you think it's not fair to choose sides without knowing everything, the transformation Daniel went through from mclaren to alpha tauri was VISIBLE. Only when he showed up looking healthy is when you realize the jarring difference between now and 2022. The weight loss was evident. some of the articles mentioning Daniel fasting for an entire day during renault days are eye opening.

you can say it was the pressure from not performing but if you pay another guy presumably in hundreds of thousands of dollars to keep you healthy, ITS THEIR job to make sure you're not losing weight.

Anyways, I hope that bitch stays away and keeps his mouth shut forever. I would also think it's better Ric nation leaves him alone because the more he gets attention the worse it'll be for Daniel. Daniel doesn't want him in his life so we shouldn't try to drag him back.

that's my two cents

#michael italiano #tw: weight loss #tw: eating disorder #anti italiano

[foxy-voxy]

Furious with the medical community today. Refused pain relief injections due to my weight. "Losing weight will help your pain. Injections will just mask it and you'll have no impetus to lose weight then." GET FUCKED. I hate our fatphobic medical system.

OH and then this PA at the rehab office said she was going to send a note to my PCP and tell her I should use Ozempic. And to get me to a nutritionist, because clearly I don't know what portion control is.

Excuse me, bitch. I probably know more about nutrition than you do.

Thankfully my PCP is, you know, sane? And will just be like, "yeah, get back to your post-surgery diet and you should be fine." and I'll be like "good idea, I should do that" because I should. I'm not stupid, I know that it will help my pain to lose weight. But it's fucking ridiculous that I'm being denied something that will help me be in less pain while that happens.

#shut up voxy #fatphobia #vsg #tw: weight loss #cw: weight mention

[onewingednatu]

Oh my GOD I'm so SICK of weight loss commercials. "Eat this! It'll help you lose weight!" "Take this medicine that you probably don't need for this specific illness! It'll help you lose weight!" "You're probably asking yourself why you can't lose weight! Well, the reason could be- (insert medical condition so they can sell you more drugs)."

I swear, there was like a 1-2 minute long weight loss commercial on in the living room, I didn't hear what the bullshit product was and didn't care, and when it FINALLY went off, it played a fucking Noom commercial!

I swear, it's getting worse.

#fatphobia #natu rants #tw: weight loss #i want to throw stones in the indistry big wig's windows #long post #long text post #fat liberation #fat activism

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1038

TW: Mentions of weight

After severe trauma, your character puts on some extra weight - perhaps being heavier than before the traumatic event. It’s good - fantastic even - they’re healthy and they’re happy and appear to be getting over whatever happened to them after an initially rocky start to their recovery. The team/their family is overjoyed at this fact. 

Some of their ‘bulk’ can even be attributed to the muscle mass they’ve since regained following [insert traumatic event/illness], and their closest friends (and even superiors) can’t help but be proud. 

However, some people decide that this positive recovery is detrimental to their team: going so far as to believe that your character has let themselves go and that they are simply ‘unfit’ despite your character now being strong/fit enough to bench-press them for hours on end. 

How do they express this to your character? And how does your character react? 

#whump #writing #prompts #tw: ed #tw: eating disorder #tw: disordered eating #tw: weight loss #tw: weight #just wanna get all the tags in so people who dont want to see this kinda stuff dont #putting on weight #team as a family #recovery #positive recovery #tw: self esteem issues #trauma #aftermath of trauma

[surrogate-fawn]

I lost quite a bit of weight the last few months and I was talking to my folks about how I might need to replace some of my old clothes. My own father suggested I keep them for when I get pregnant.

I . . . I wasn't *that* big, Dad. 🥺

#tw: weight mention #tw: weight loss #I dont know how else to tag this I just know some people get uncomfy with weight mentions #mun in the flesh (irl stuff)

[baba-fett]

I sometimes feel uncomfortable with the animosity that’s given towards people who take take loss drugs. Like as long as someone doesn’t pretend like they didn’t have help (which would portray unrealistic standards) is it really so bad they took medication to help lose weight???

#tw: weight loss #tw: weight loss medication

[superbattrash]

The weird joy of trying on a pair of pants that were uncomfortable to wear and now feel like comfy pajama pants

Yes, I did strut around the block twice with my confident songs on repeat just because ✌🏼✨

#thank you HRT #I am a fan of hairy legs and less round hips ✌🏼 #misha rants #tw: weight loss

[k1ngutsur0]

"SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY WYATT HAS LOST OVER 15 POUNDS IN LESS THEN TWO WEEKS???"

"W-what your joking RIGHT??"

"that... Isn't normal...at all..."

#selfship #f/o #self shipping #f/o community #f/o x s/i #self shipping community #self ship community #self ship #fictional other #Tw: weight loss #Alexis don't look #Mikako 💜 #Charles 💜 #Cassidy ❤ #tw vent

[fromsupernaturaltof1]

What was the seb rumour again ? I vaguely remember something to do with seb going to someone about daniels weight ? Do u remember who

I don't remember where I saw it but yeah the rumor was basically that Seb was concerned about Daniel's weight and spoke with Michael? I think it lead to an FIA medical test??

it was just a rumor tho so that might not be what happened at all. Seb did reach out to Daniel to talk throughout last year (both have mentioned that) so it can be that too!

#daniel ricciardo #sebastian vettel #tw: weight loss

[littlehorrorshop]

I've literally lost 25 pounds this year lol

Feels weird but good; I'm like, re-connecting with myself in a way? Does that make sense?

#literally gotta do more gotta be more 2024 #it's me season #tw: weight loss

[arden-arts]

way more personal than i usefully like to get BUT i figure this is more anonymous than twitter so have at ye

#tw: weight loss #tw: illness #chronic pain #vent art #vent comic #comic #sorry to interrupt the good vibes

[afriendlyblackhottie]

I’m starting to be so happy with how my body looks. I was pleased before but today I’m like wow.

#clover atmosphere 🏋🏾‍♀️🏃🏾‍♀️ #slow and steady wins the race #tw: weight #tw: weight loss