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sad-leon · 4 days

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theres a metaphor in here somewhere

#sad•leonart #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rise leo #rottmnt leonardo #rise leonardo #tw implied blood #implied blood #was gonna have the blood be flowers but they werent looking good #these arent any specific aus btw #just vent art ig #vent art #vent

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nonranghaes · 4 months

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"it's just me."

you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.

"soonyoung--"

"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."

you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"

"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."

you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.

#nonranghaes.thoughts #seventeen drabbles #seventeen fluff #seventeen x reader #hoshi x reader #hoshi fluff #kwon soonyoung x reader #kwon soonyoung fluff #nonranghaes.svt #hi sorry i just. needed to write something short n soft #tw for medical stuff in the tags but i need to call hospice abt a catheter bc shes... getting weaker ultimately #which. i dont know if i should be Worried or if this is normal for someone in her condition yknow?#we've started tracking how much she eats bc shes never rly ate much like. Ever. and its hard to know when shes fully pulling back from food #most of the time though its just... quiet. she just sleeps a lot. i dont know what to make of it...#anyway sorry for the small vent here im just... getting through it all ig #i need a soonyoung to cuddle with and to help me feel like i can make it through this

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kaysdenofchaos · 9 months

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I have many words to say that the host would not be happy with me saying. Pink bitches bringin in the violence. -Raph

#I’m getting Kay to watch Barbie to spite his fucking asshole of a brother #I condone murder #we don’t have enough pink tho 💀#barbie #tw vent #ig #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012 #tmnt raph #tmnt 2012 raph

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sibmakesart · 2 months

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luckily there was a half bottle of cooking wine left in the fridge

#HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no i wont be seeking help lol ignore me #tw alcohol #tw alcoholism #sib is a DUMBASS #r u surprised #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #self insert #ig #personnal #vent #ig ???#idk #i still dont know lol #im 2and half glasses in just ignore whatever comes out of my mouth. keyboard. whatever #ngl as an atheist i think the second step is bs so

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porcelainnpines · 13 days

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a terrible injustice

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maddies-chronicles · 10 months

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do you ever doubt shifting for a second and then just burst into tears

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djpurple3 · 9 months

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Stop making it WORSE stop HARRASSING ME i dont want to GIVE YOU my INFORMATION

REMIND ME IN 3 DAYS??? REMIND ME NEVER!! REMIND ME WHEN I AM ROTTING IN THE WARM AND FORGIVING EARTH AND NOT A MOMENT BEFORE!!

#caps tw #i am. SO FED UP #LET ME SAY NEVER #dj rambles #vent #ig

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bwunnishit · 5 months

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I wish I could move in with my P-Chan and get away from this horrible place.

I could focus on streaming, my mental health, and so much more if I was out of here.

Long distance sucks and so does living here with these people.

#~ : ୨୧ :~ broadcasting now #~ : ❥ : ~ wtfuglydemon #tw? maybe #vent ig #I’m sorry for the vent guys #needy streamer overload #needy streamer overdose #needy girl overdose #kangel #nso kangel #wtfuglydemon

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milksetters · 11 months

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dearest!

#tw noose #noose #leo tsukinaga #taggibg that so ig u can avoid it... can u mute tags here? i hope so #kind of vent art bc ARGHHH MY FINALS. WHEN WILL THEY FINISH #enstars #ensemble stars #ansuta #my art

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daggryet · 2 years

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i think the hardest part about accepting "bide your time, let the ccs digest this" is that through the cmc situation, a lot of his fans and outsiders didn't understand the gravity of the situation and used the same arguments for cmc that dream stans on twitter and reddit are using today, but through that there was the reassurance of being able to say "if his closest friends have cut him off and spoken against him, why are you still on his side?". currently no dsmp ccs have spoken against dream or even acknowledged the situation, save for aimsey liking some tweets.

it's a different situation i get that (cmc was dealt with privately before it became public), but even so - it's been days now, and still the loudest voices are those defending dream and diminishing his actions. we know the ig messages were real, we know the private snapchat is real via the confirmation (from DREAM himself) that the ig messages are real. this situation isn't a he said-she said situation for most of amanda's evidence and though there's no concrete proof of grooming or sexual misconduct as of yet, the circumanstial evidence supports her claims of this.

right now we know for sure that dream was engaging in private conversations with minors for an extended period of time while in a position of power as a big content creator. on an app that's notorious for deleting evidence immediately. that's fact. that's absolutely unacceptable and a huge red flag, and, to iterate, the evidence supports her claims of there being sexual misconduct as well. this situation should not be allowed to be swept under the rug and with every day passing, it becomes more and more unacceptable that the ccs closely associated with him (and those that tend to cover drama within this space) don't speak up.

#dream situation #grooming tw #ask to tag #a vent post ig? just trying to get my current thoughts written down #okay to reblog

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cardiac-arresting-sweetheart · 10 months

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do you want to hurt me?

do you want to kill me?

do you want to use me up until i'm a sobbing, broken mess?

please, if you want to hurt me, just do it. i won't be mad.

whatever you want from me, i'll give it to you. take anything.

i'd be honored if you would want anything from someone as terrible as me, anyway.

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cupcraft · 2 months

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I just wonder what people defending cc abusers gain.

You're in a community of people who cannot critique anything bad ever about a cc. You are in a community where victims or people harmed are not believed and are ostracized. You are in a petty community where people do not have healthy friendships because it all centers on one celebrity and THEIR happiness/comfort above all else. You are in an environment where there is no critique allowed. You are with people who will do the awful, doxx/send threats/send gore/etc to other people (and one day you, if you stop supporting the cc or make any level of critique).

What do you gain from such a harmful place. What do you gain from harming people. How do people sleep at night.

#vent #fandom critical #discourse #tw abuse #can rb ig idc

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subparcarrion · 1 month

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CW//TW: kinda vent, discussion of tics and tic attacks (and some of the aftermath for me), discussion of high stress and anxiety situations, cussing/cursing, discussion of physical pain, discussion of pills.

(ACTUAL POST UNDER CUT.)

So... yeah,,,

Tic attacks, gonna have to go with ☆☆☆☆☆/★★★★★ (0/5). Especially at close to four in the morning at a sleepover.

Not really sure why I'm deciding to put it out on the internet, but I guess I wanna talk about it or smth. And with March break and my crippling social anxiety the closest I've come to talking about it irl is a quick "that was kinda traumatic ngl" to a close friend over text.

In retrospect it makes sense, it's the most stressed I've been in a while now paired with a lot of just having to be constantly "on" and feeling scared to say no.

For context I did a pseudo babysitting job for a family friend from around mid afternoon to nearly midnight. I then decided to go a sleepover with my friends late since they had been kind enough to move the date so I could attend. (Probably not the best idea for the future who has a bad anxiety disorder and probably a lot of other stuff, but when have I ever said no.)

The job itself was pretty stressful but the kid and her mom's are super nice and did their best to accommodate me, so that was really nice. (They also paid me really well when I would have honestly done if for free so I'm not gonna complain. Anything bad was kinda just unavoidable considering it was me who was doing the job.)

Im also not really gonna bitch about the sleepover too much, my friends are lovely, the timing just made things rough.

Since I was arriving so late we hung out for like an hour and then went to bed (at least tried to go to bed), a lot of tha time was just kinda spent getting ready for bed though. There's nothing wrong with that, I just ended up feeling a little like I had missed out on the best part of stuff. (Again, no one else's fault.)

Everyone else fell asleep pretty quick, however I was not tired at all. It wasn't unexpected though, going from one high stress situation to another doesn't really let you let your guard down. Let alone feel properly sleepy.

So I just kinda did some stuff on my phone for thirty minutes to see if I would get tired and then decided to finally turn in for the night still very much all to aware of everything.

At this point it's probably important to mention that everyone in my froend group has at least a passing interest in a game called "The Stanley Parable". And if you didn't know you can go into an elevator in that game, and it kinda just plays this goofy elevator music in loup until you leave.

It is thus tradition in my friend group to play the elevator music while we fall asleep at any and all sleepovers where it is possible and everyone is chill with it.

The elevator is kinda some basic lyricless pop-ish kinda techno song where you can occasionally, if you listen closely enough hear the narrator hum along with the tune. The song itself is a certified banger, but I was stressed as fuck and hyperaware of everything. It was safe to say it was driving me crazy, especially the humming part.

I didn't really have any means to turn it off though and I would feel bad doing it. After all, I had agreed to it any it would be distruptful to try since it was super late and the room was pretty packed. To move around too much would probably wake someone up. (Wow, foreshadowing or smth.)

I never really got to sleep and it was around late three in the morning, nearly four when shit really started to hit the fan.

(Another bout of context before I continue: so I've had what I'm just calling tics at this point for about a year now, maybe a bit longer. At least that's when they started getting really noticeable and causing real problems for me. Personally for me it's mostly motor ticks that get much worse in stressful situations. Stressful situations being an iffy description that could cover pretty much anything on acount of the anxiety disorder. Albeit over time it has developed into mostly motor ticks with occasional verbal ones.

I can have periods where they are happening very few times a day and then ones where they are happening several times a minute, either way they never really go away. I had been doing pretty good tick wise before this whole ordeal, now it's definitely leaning towards the worse, more disruptive and painful side.)

It started off with a ciuple of my usual motor tics, getting more and more aggressive very quickly. For the most part these would consist of things like my shoulders jumping up and hitting the vase of my head and neck or my hands doing weird shit.

By the time the verbal tics started the motor tics were so aggressive and frequent they were getting pretty painful. This would be the same time I would start making small squeaks as a verbal tick.

It became pretty clear after that this wasn't stopping any time soon so I sat up and used my pillow to cover my mouth in hopes to muffle the noise so I wouldn't wake anyone.

This was the point where something changed and my tics got the worst they'd ever been. It went from squeaks to small screams and loud grunts. And I was just sitting there in pain scared out of my mind for nearly and hour before the noise finally woke up my friends. Cuz despite all my effort a pillow can't hide constant screaming for very long.

When my friends woke up they were reasonably concerned, they knew I had tics that could occasionally get kinda bad but this was the worst it had been, and I could barely explain through the ticks that it had been going on for about an hour. There was definitely no way I was calming them down, and in all fairness I was freaking out too and they handled the whole shitshow remarkably well.

They probably spent twenty minutes or more trying to calm me down or help, but nothing was working, in fact it might have been getting worse. One of my friends also tried Google-ing it, but Google pretty much said drug him or ignore them were feasible options for yours truly, the little bitch boy.

My friend eventually got their mom and I regained enough control to pack my shit and got driven home. I downed as much sleeping and pain meds as I was allowed to take and continued ticking until I passed out.

Idk,,, not a particularly entertaining story, ig I just wanted to get it out somewhere.

As for me right now, it's been two days and I can't go five minutes without some sort of tic at most.

However, I'm feeling somewhat better, even if my neck hurts like shit.

I suppose that's all, thanks for listening to me bitch and moan tumblr. <33 /p

-carrion_

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ashkii-0 · 1 month

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Vent bc I’m tired and I’m almost home from work 2day (TW: S/@, abuse)

So um, this is something that has been creeping me out right?

Ive been S/Aed 3 times in my entire 21 years of living and my best friend knows this. She knows this very well because she makes “jokes” about it and specifically only about how its “my fault” that it happened. And recently shes been getting, touchy. Like really touchy. She knows I’m alr with touching but she knows I don’t like being touched by my thighs and places like that since yk. I just don’t genuinely like it, it makes me feel uncomfortable, I’m only okay with thigh touching, chest touching, etc, if you ask first. Like My other best friend does.

BUT YET she keeps doing it, it’s becoming a issue. We had a argument about it yesterday and she was saying shit like “your lucky im not touching you Like he did! At least I’m not r@ping you 24/7!” And I’m genuinely thinking, why does she think that’s okay to say? Like we’ve been best friends for 5 years, i get that Friends make jokes but..HELLO?

“What do you mean? You are a fag! You and your boyfriend proved it a LONGG time ago.” like, DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING AWFUL THAT FEELS? WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE AND YET SHE THINKS ITS FUNNY TO JOKE ABOUT IT. CALLING THE MAN WHO R@PED ME MY “BOYFRIEND” IS JUST WEIRD. IF I JOKED ABOUT HOW ABUSIVE HER MOM IS, WOULD SHE LAUGH? NO SHE WOULD FUCKING CRY AND ASK ME WHY I THINK ITS FUNNY. Honestly, it’s fucking stupid. My mom was like that, she was abusive, but she’s better now. But if I made fun of her for her Trauma, would she be all happy? I don’t understand why she just thinks like that. I ask her why she would joke like that but she excuses it and says, “i can joke about it because your a guy, it didn’t really happen.”

I’m just getting really uncomfortable with her but I want her to stay, shes My best friend. BUT COME ON NOW. It was my fault? I deserved it?

I WAS FUCKING 7.

God, shes just pissing me off man.

Also sorry for the random vent, I’m just so EUGHHHH rn yk?

Theres probably a lot of typos so 😐

#vent ig #personal vent #vent post #tw vent #vent #tw abuse #its just EuGH #i dont think I’ll be friends with her anymore #cause seriously what the fuck?#saying it’s my fault isnt making me laugh #saying i deserved it DOESNT make me feel good at all. yk?

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theofficialdailyplanet · 10 months

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dc already makes fun of male rape survivors so often - ex. damien telling bruce he bad taste in women then saying this

and now, although they updated it in the show thank god, the hbo harley series making a joke out of dicks trauma with tarantula [short explanation tweet here]

even mentioning blockbuster SPECIFICALLY, they knew exactly what they were alluding to

its so fucking disappointing to see dc promote heros as inspirations then takes a very real and serious trauma men and boys who look up to them have - a real lived experience- and make it a fucking joke just mocking us

and the fandom is no better either making jokes about the assaults, blaming the victim characters for it, making excuses for the abuser characters, or jumping people who dont like the abusers like it genuinely makes me sick

tt sc's stolen from my mutual idk if theyd want me to put their @ or not

#vent post ig idk tiktok jus made me mad all over again #tw #ce #sa ment #dick grayson #nightwing #batman #bruce wayne #dc #dc comics #hbo harley quinn #comic rant tag #tw dc tarantula #shaza talk

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a-had-matter · 4 months

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this is why you can’t have nice things this is why you shouldn’t speak this is why you should stfu this is why this is why this is why this is why this is why you should be unalive don’t say a word just smile always smile laugh smile all the while you feel not ok but you will be fine everyday cause you’re you you have to actually don’t feel that makes everything worse feelings are the enemeny anemone enemy just keep walking gotta keep walking don’t start talking shouldn’t start talking it fucks everything up

#original poem #poems on tumblr #poetry #poem #writeblr #just a poem #tw unalive #vent? ish?#poets of tumblr #poets on tumblr #crying cause why not #prose ig #prose poetry #i feel like shit #probably cause i am #i'm sorry

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