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twilightdelusions 2 days ago
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Ratatouille finding out Jacob imprinted (2012)
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fairydxll 27 days ago
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饾煆.饾煈饾悿 饾悳饾悶饾惀饾悶饾悰饾惈饾悮饾惌饾悽饾惃饾惂
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thank you for 1.3k followers. i love all of you so so much. thank you for all the support, it means the world !! kinda copying cinta with this celebration ngl 馃槜
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there are so many more i wanted to include on this list, but it only lets me tag 50, so maybe i鈥檒l do another list for a future celebration <33
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joelsgeetar 5 months ago
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Midnight Kisses 鈥 Jasper Hale
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TW: light angst, language, anxiety, etc.
Requested: "imagine him climbing up your window at night cause he misses you"
Additional info: (Fem!Human!Reader), sexual tension between y'all is crazy, jasper is such a fucking simp for you, enjoy his teasing ;)
I wrote this late at night so if there's any spelling mistakes I apologize lol
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Jasper has been in your life for a few years and he鈥檚 been your boyfriend for five months now. At first, most of your friends were jealous but supportive - your parents thought nothing of it, they didn鈥檛 think Jasper would stay with you. Your parents often reminded you to not get too attached because most guys in high school leave their first love behind.
You never listened to them. Jasper knew they said these things and always comforted you, telling you that they鈥檙e wrong - he loves you and wants to be by your side forever.
The longer you stayed with Jasper the more your parents watched over you like a hawk. It started with less phone time - they caught you on the phone late at night, giggling and talking to him and didn't appreciate that. After they took your phone at night, you became moody and snapped at them more than usual - this brought a curfew onto your plate that already had stress and anxiety on it. You were no longer allowed to stay with friends after school which of course meant you couldn鈥檛 spend time with Jasper.聽
Jasper - the sweetheart that he is, waited patiently. He didn't want to make your parents more upset so he kept to himself. The time spent away from you drained him emotionally. He constantly worried about your mental health, wishing he could help you feel better while holding you. His patience slowly faded and he started to lose his temper more, mostly because Emmett liked to rile him up for whatever reason.
Since he had no way of texting or calling you, he took the risk and went to your house. He carefully walks near the back and grins when he can see that your light is still on. Jasper then climbs up with ease, clinging to the edge with a frown. He didn't see you in your room but he still continued to pull himself up and quietly stood by the window, keeping it open just in case someone were to get suspicious and walk into the room.
He could smell a familiar scent and grinned to himself, hiding near your closet to be out of view. You walked in shortly after with a towel wrapped around your body, sighing to yourself in annoyance. All you wanted was to get some sleep, not waste more energy putting on clothes for the night.聽
Jasper quietly snuck behind you - biting his bottom lip in excitement. Before you could drop the towel he lunged for you, one arm wrapped around your waist as one hand gripped the towel for you - his other hand covered your mouth just in case you screamed. And to his amusement, you did let out a muffled scream but smiled softly when you instantly relaxed - the scent of his cologne and his cold body pressed against you from behind was enough to calm your anxiety.
Jasper slowly uncovers your mouth and steps back. You turn around with flushed cheeks and hold the towel nervously, afraid it will slip and reveal your body. Not that he hasn't seen you before - he has several times but nothing sexual. Jasper liked to spoil you with baths - washing your hair or giving you a full body massage gave him the chance to see you nude, completely vulnerable. Jasper never allowed his eyes to settle on your body in a sexual manner, he truly just wanted to take care of his beautiful mate.聽
鈥淚t鈥檚 alright, Darlin鈥 - come here, let me help.鈥 Jasper flashed a sweet smile at you, taking your hand in his and leading you to the bed. He sits on the edge and places you on his lap.聽
One thing you love about him is that he鈥檚 such a natural when it comes to taking care of you - it鈥檚 soft and never aggressive. And the fact that he acts so casual about this warms your heart.
You only nod and close your eyes when he starts brushing your hair, careful not to hurt you with possible knots - and if he did find one, he鈥檇 drop the brush to his side and detangle your hair with his hands delicately. A peaceful silence hovers over this moment - Jasper can hear your steady heartbeat and feel how relaxed you are. He smiles to himself when he鈥檚 finished and hugs you again from behind.聽
You let him hold you for a couple minutes but slowly move to leave his embrace, laughing quietly and whispering to him the reason - 鈥淛asper, I need to get dressed.鈥
He mumbles and groans - he doesn't let go right away, he gives you a gentle squeeze first then releases his grip. He watches you pick out what you鈥檙e wanting to wear to bed and a chuckle leaves his mouth. You grabbed his shirt and sweatpants from the closet.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e adorable, Darlin鈥.鈥澛
There was no need to turn to check if he was smirking - you could hear it in the tone he used. You roll your eyes and scoff playfully then clear your throat, lifting a brow when you look at him again. Jasper nods in an instant and lays on his back, covering his eyes with his arm.聽
鈥淎re you trying to get me into trouble? You鈥檙e lucky my brother isn鈥檛 here right now.鈥 You ask him in a hushed volume, slipping on the shirt and sweatpants.聽
Jasper laughs softly, shaking his head even though you can鈥檛 see it. 鈥淗m, I鈥檓 dangerous but not stupid enough to lose you.鈥 The reply he gave you is half a joke and him being serious.
Once you鈥檙e dressed you walk over to him and straddle his lap, finding his lips and kissing him deeply. Jasper holds your waist and rubs your thighs - he secretly loves your warmth and it pains him to think about you losing it if you were to turn.聽
Jasper quickly pins you down within a second - you try not to laugh when his cold lips kiss under your ear. For some reason it tickles and he always does it at least once every time he is with you. Your laugh is beautiful and he loves it when you laugh so hard that you can鈥檛 breathe - or how you stumble and reach a new level of clumsy if you鈥檙e standing or walking during a laughing fit.
The lighthearted moment dulls out and you pull Jasper closer - telling him to lay on your chest without speaking. Jasper follows your silent request and gets comfortable, his head tucked into the crook of your neck - he kisses your jawline a couple times and sighs out at the sensation of you playing with his hair. Your heartbeat could lure him into a deep sleep if possible. Nights like these make him feel worse about what he is - sometimes all he wants is to sleep with you and wake up in the morning only to hold you longer.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not dangerous, Jas..You keep me safe from everyone and even myself.鈥澛
Jasper hums in response. He doesn't want to argue on this topic - he missed you too much. You鈥檙e always telling him the same thing over and over but some days he just can鈥檛 grip onto your truthful words. Jasper settles for a hum instead of words to save himself from an argument.
After some time of silence, Jasper pulls away from your neck and hovers over you like before, looking into your eyes. It doesn't take him long to kiss you - this one is almost too gentle to feel. Before you could add more to it footsteps are heard outside your door. Your eyes widen and Jasper covers your mouth again with his hand - he shakes his head and leans down again, pressing his lips onto your neck. Of course he鈥檇 do this - part of you is used to his mini games and teasing but then sometimes he catches you off guard and you can鈥檛 help yourself from feeling flustered and a bit heated.聽
Jasper pulls away when he feels your pulse quicken - He knows what he does to your body and loves to tease you about it later. However, he is a gentleman and respects your boundaries so he never pushes it any further. Even if you were to ask for more, his old fashioned self would decline and tell you to wait until there鈥檚 a pretty little ring on your finger.聽
You tap his chest and he nods. He then gets off of you and kisses your forehead before leaving your room, his speed never fails to amaze you.聽
The second he is gone someone knocks on your door. You pretend to sleep, covering yourself with a heavy blanket. You can hear the door open and by the sound of a cough, you can tell it鈥檚 your father checking on you. He leaves after turning your light off - the door is left cracked open.
You sigh and get up to close it but a gust of wind stops you. With a pounding heart and a harmless glare, you turn around to see Jasper smirking, the words he spoke leaving you to stand there with red cheeks - you couldn't even respond because he already left.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not good at hiding your naughty desires, Darlin鈥.. Maybe I should help you next time - I know you鈥檇 moan pretty for me.鈥
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fatiguing-thoughts 4 months ago
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"Always Bella III" - Jacob Black x Reader
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Summary: Part III to "Always Bella" Read: Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part IV
Jacob's warm skin pressed against mine gently, his arm brushing up against my side. I leaned my head against his shoulder, lightly shutting my eyes as I grew more relaxed by the minute.
"Jeez, (Y/N). Try to stay awake a little longer." He softly chuckled into my hair, lightly squeezing my side.
"But Jake, it's so late and I'm just so tired." I giggle, nuzzling my face closer into him.
"I know, I know." He whispers. "Just close your eyes for a bit but you'll be awake again by episode three."
"You got it."
He laid down on the couch, pulling me into him so we laid more comfortably. I pulled the blanket up closer to my chin as I inhaled the light scent of his cologne through his shirt.
Frantic tapping on my window was what woke my limp body. I gasped, before realizing it was simply Quil and Embry.
God, these dreams were hauntingly real.
Empathic looks painted their faces as they stood over my car. I felt my eyes well with tears as my throat seemed to burn as if someone stuck a hot branding iron down inside of it.
"Open up." Embry gently murmured.
I nodded as I let out the breath I subconsciously held. Chills took over my entire body, causing me to freeze for a moment. I huffed once again and shifted over to the passenger seat of my car.
Embry and Quil hopped into my car. Embry took the driver's seat, turning the key in the ignition as Quil took the back seat and put a comforting hand on my shoulder.
His soft, yet firm grip caused me to jump at the sudden touch. I quickly relaxed back into the seat, his warmth seemingly spreading upon my entire body as I succumbed to the darkness once again.
I woke up to rays of sun poking through my curtains of my bedroom. The dull, aching pain in my gut wrenched through me endlessly. I turned over to see a muffin in a ziploc bag on my nightstand. A happy face drawn on a sticky note underneath, followed by the initials of Quil and Embry. I sighed as the thought of food made me sick.
The sight of him holding onto Bella for what seemed like dear life was enough to put me in a constant state of nausea for days. I was immobile, watching the sun rise and set as the days passed.
I sat there, wondering how I possibly felt like this. How was it possible that my heart hurt this much? Jacob and I were never actually together, so how could I feel such loss?
Though, maybe it was because I felt cheated? Cheated out of what could have been.
What should have been.
I wondered if he really missed me at all. Embry and Quil told me he did, but I didn't believe him.
If he truly missed me, wouldn't he be here right now?
Why would he leave me suffering alone?
The two aforementioned boys really seemed to empathize with me, as if they knew more than I did. As if there was something I wasn't allowed to know.
They both worried greatly, it was nice to see that some of my old friends still loved me as they did before Bella moved back.
Embry was always grounded, but Quil really began showing up to check on me in his free time. I felt bad, but he seemed to really want to spend the time with me.
It was nice in a way, there was no pressure with Quil. I loved Quil, he was one of my closest friends and knew my feelings for Jacob. There were no expectations other than friendship, which made his presence even more comforting.
"Does Bella know?" I ask Quil, soaking up his warmth on the couch.
"Why are you doing this to me?" He sighs, his grip on me loosening.
His response told me that she did. She knew what was going on with Jacob, she knew everything. But here I was, in the dark.
The light from the TV shone on Quil's face as he looked down at me. I pulled the blanket further up my legs as I adjusted myself under his arm. The darkness contrasting with his silhouette.
While the pain ached through my body like a searing hot brand, Quil's presence brought me some solace. His warmth eased my frigid cold state. I missed Jacob, but Quil's unwavering friendship and care was comforting. It was almost enough.
"Why does she get to know?" I croak.
"She wasn't supposed to. She meddled her way in." He stifles a laugh, glancing back at the TV for a second. "You were actually supposed to know more about this, not her. But that's when Jacob's ready." His hot breath fell on my face as he sighed before turning back to the TV. "It's not that he doesn't want to, it's that he can't right now. He can't even understand it himself."
What did that even mean?
"When he's ready? I'm supposed to know, yet instead she knows it all as I'm left in the dark?"
"Yeah, it's ironic how that worked out." He mutters, slightly raising the volume of the TV.
I took that as my signal to stop pushing. After all, Quil was the one who truly showed the most care towards me. He made sure that I would be okay at the end of the day. Or at least he tried.
It wasn't his fault that I was utterly inconsolable.
I just couldn't understand why this pain was eating me alive. Why I felt as if I was falling apart not only emotionally, but physically. With every day, I felt it was harder to move.
Harder to breathe.
I laid my head on his shoulder, appreciating the warmth that Quil brought me. In some way, I almost felt that being next to Quil almost connected me to Jacob in a way.
But I knew it wasn't a true connection. Jacob seemingly wanted nothing to do with me anymore. No matter what Quil told me, it's how it felt.
It was tearing me apart on the inside.
I felt my breathing slow as my eyes began to flutter. Staying awake was harder than I thought. However, the vibration of Quil's phone startled me into a more awake state.
It was when I read Jacob's name flash on the screen that I grew more concerned.
Quil's eyes peered over to me as I tried to seem asleep. He then looked over at his phone before unlocking it to see what Jacob said.
I knew it was wrong, but I peered over to see for myself.
"Why are you with (Y/N)?" His words flashed across the screen.
Quil let out a displeased sigh before looking back over to my "sleeping" frame.
I watched as he responded.
"Well, why aren't you?"
Quil snickered before looking back at the TV. His phone was quiet for a few moments. His phone was quiet for a few moments, so I decided to stop snooping.
I shut my eyes as the warmth that Quil provided enveloped me into a state of slumber. Sleeping has been much easier with Quil around.
I wasn't sure how long I slept for, but it hadn't been too long as the same movie I fell asleep to was playing.
I heard hushed voices in the entry of my house, causing me to look up from my spot on the couch.
"Jacob, get out before you wake them up." Quil whispers.
"No, I need to see (Y/N) right now." Jacob seethes, looking down angrily at Quil.
"No, you've done enough. They finally fell asleep, you can't do this right now."
"But, I really need to talk to-"
"Jacob, go home." Quil says sternly. "You can't do this right now, you've been hurting them way more than you know."
I felt tears brim my eyes as I grew speechless. I wanted to yell, to move, but the words never came out and I grew paralyzed.
"Leave, Jacob." Quil hisses.
Jacob's face fell, his already distressed appearance growing somehow more somber. Tears shone as they fell down his cheeks before he looked down, gulping the lump in his throat down.
"I'll be back tomorrow." He whispers before running outside.
Quil sighs before turning around to walk back to the couch. He stops dead in his tracks as he sees me, now sitting up.
"You told him to leave?" I ask, voice almost croaking.
"(Y/N)..." He whispers, looking at me with pleading eyes.
"No, don't (Y/N) me, Quil." I hiss. "You knew I wanted to see him, to talk to him."
"I know, but not now. You were finally sleeping. You've been a wreck and I-"
"That's not your choice to make, Quil! You know I wanted to see him!" I begin to choke on tears.
"I know, I know. I just know it's better you have this conversation tomorrow. Trust me."
"Quil, I need to see him." I mutter through gritted teeth, tears flowing freely.
"You will. Just not now." He whispers, walking over to hold me on the couch. "He's hurt you too much to do this right now. It's better tomorrow."
"No, no I wanted to talk to him." I sob, losing control. I push him off and run towards the door.
Out of breath, I spin around looking for any possible direction that Jacob could've went in.
"(Y/N)!" Quil yells, running after me.
I grew dizzier as the spinning continued, realizing that Jacob was nowhere in sight. I felt as if I couldn't breathe, everything was closing in around me. The sounds of the night overwhelming my senses. I felt myself fall to the ground.
"Shhhh." He gently hushes, raking his fingers through my hair as he pulls me close.
"No, no, no." I sob, succumbing to Quil's warm, crushing grip.
"I'm so sorry. Please, please try to relax." Quil pleads.
I sobbed in his arms, trying to catch my breath.
Well until my vision began to fill with black dots, a ringing blaring through my ears.
Until the darkness completely took over my vision and I grew limp in Quil's arms.
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Read: Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part IV
sorry for the lack of updating, I have had such writer's block and honestly haven't had any time with my hectic schedule.
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i hope i got everyone who asked and i'm pretty sure i did
also i apologize for this sucking compared to the first two i just didn't think this story would make it this far lmao
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raventhunderaesthetic 2 months ago
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Masterlist - Finding Warmth Series
Started: 11/10/21
Last Updated: 1/22/22
More is coming :)
Warnings: some domestic assault in early parts, sexual content, swearing, 18+
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Note: 1/22/22
Thank you for your patience while life got crazy. I appreciate you all! Part 19 is now up!
Thank you for all the support and interest in the series! You are all awesome and I'm still blown away this many people are reading my silly little story. Thank you, thank you, thank you <3
Jacob Black fanfic
Prologue + Part 1 - It's Almost Over
Part 2 - It's Over
Part 3 - Let the Healing Begin/Bella's Back Part I
Part 4 - Let the Healing Begin/Bella's Back Part II
Part 5 - Confrontation
Extra's 1
Extra's 2
Part 6 - That First Kiss
Part 7 - New Territory
Part 8 - Something Strange
Extra's 3
Extra's 4
Part 9 - Sisters
Part 10 - It's Not You It's Me
P art 11 - Will It Be
Part 12 - The Gathering
Part 13 - Reveal
Part 14 - The Return
Part 15 - Fall Out
Extras 5
Part 16 - The First Time
Part 17 - Invitation
Part 18 - Bella and Edward鈥檚 wedding I - Morning
Part 19 - Bella and Edwards Wedding II - Negotiations
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Part 21 -
Part 22 -
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Part 24 -
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chericarlisle 5 months ago
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You asked for Carlisle Cullen requests and I am here to deliver鉂わ笍 can I ask for a fic where the reader finally confesses to Carlisle they are in love with him? Preferably fluffy with some kisses 馃槍, I would also prefer the reader not be a doctor or nurse if possible! Thank you so much!
饾悓饾惒 饾悋饾悶饾悮饾惈饾惌 饾悆饾悶饾悳饾悶饾悽饾惎饾悶饾惉 饾悓饾悶聽|| 饾悳.饾悳
饾惄饾悮饾悽饾惈饾悽饾惂饾悹: carlisle cullen x human reader
(饾惈饾悶饾惇饾惍饾悶饾惉饾惌饾悶饾悵)
饾惏饾惃饾惈饾悵 饾悳饾惃饾惍饾惂饾惌: 2k
饾悮/饾惂: i hope you enjoy this! i tried to think of a way to get the two to meet, but have it still correlate! so the reader will be Alice鈥檚 friend :) thank you for requesting <3 please know that the reader is NOT a minor!!!
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For the years that you had attended Forks High, you had grown close to a certain Cullen daughter, Alice. Her personality was that of a pink rose and its symbolism. She was more than one could want in a best friend, and between her amazing advice or sense of fashion, there was never a dull moment.聽
Unlike a majority of the students, Alice was genuine and welcoming, causing the two of you to grow close as friends. It made you feel like high school wasn鈥檛 so bad after all.
As you talked more and more with Alice, you often wondered why the rest of her family was so reserved. They rarely interacted with any one else who didn鈥檛 share the last name 鈥楥ullen鈥. Alice, though, was the exception, having branched out to you.
聽It seemed that being friends with Alice was something that was a package deal because on occasion, she鈥檇 bring along her boyfriend Jasper. You didn鈥檛 question their family dynamic as Alice had already explained in simplest terms who they were. It was a much better definition than what Jessica had told you and the rest at that table on the first day. Looking back, it was more petty gossip than it was useful information.
For the first summer, you didn鈥檛 see much of Alice and rather texted her much more. You鈥檇 invite her over, but it appeared that they were on a long family vacation that summer. It was then that you truly realized that you knew nothing about Alice, let alone the Cullens, aside from what you had been told at school.聽
There was something that constantly affected Alice鈥檚 decision making, along with her siblings, but you didn鈥檛 yet know that factor, and you wouldn鈥檛 for a while. Instead, you let your mind consume the harsh option that Alice wasn鈥檛 exactly the person you thought she was. Maybe she really was just like the rest of the Forks High students.聽
Fortunately, your fears were consoled that next school year.
After much consideration, Alice eventually invited you over to her house where you officially met the rest of the Cullens. Edward, Emmett, Rosalie, and Jasper acted so much differently than they did at school in the way that they even acted at all. Normally, they would just go through the school day rarely interacting with any one or anything else but themselves. It made you curious as to why they weren鈥檛 like this at school. They seemed to be such lovely people so why would they be so monotonous for eight grueling hours of the day.聽
You were able to see where they got those characterful values from. Well, more so who.
Dr. Carlisle Cullen, their adoptive father who looked too young to be a father at all and was so perfect that he must鈥檝e been a hallucination.聽
Since that moment three years ago, you鈥檇 gone over almost every other weekend to do whatever extravagant thing Alice had planned for you. She hadn鈥檛 had a real friend in so long that she wanted to make up for all the missed time.聽
Over the course of time, the man, who you knew only as Dr. Cullen, had caught your eye. His compassionate mannerism and old fashioned style was something that just seemed to make you fall head over heels. At the mere sight of Dr. Cullen, the heat of your cheeks would make itself known and you wanted nothing more than to slap some sense into yourself. Whenever he spoke, you shamefully latched onto every word, his voice ever so comforting. The small smile resting on his lips whenever he spoke to you added even more charm and there was no hope left for you. This man made you swoon and you were so embarrassed over the fact that he was the adoptive father of your best friend.聽
High school graduation arrived in no time and along with it a huge family secret. A family secret that wasn鈥檛 yours, but once again, relating to the Cullens.聽
The family revealed it at a dinner, which was a rare occasion, considering that you hadn鈥檛 ever really seen them eat. You came over to their house like any other visit, except this time, the inviting smell of a freshly cooked dinner greeted you at the door.聽
The lovely dinner and charming smiles were all just the calm before the storm. Playful conversation ceased and suddenly Carlisle was speaking on behalf of everyone at the table. In a matter of seconds, it went from 鈥榗asual family dinner' to 鈥榞ame show questionnaire' that was borderline an interrogation with the lack of feedback you were receiving. None of the Cullens, not even Alice, would confirm or deny any inquiries that left your mouth, leaving you to your own judgment. It was almost like your speculation was crucial to ending the slew of questions.聽
Eventually, you drew up the conclusion that they were vampires. You said this with such lighthearted intent that you were waiting for the big joke until you scanned the tables and saw their emotionless expressions.
All that you could really remember was falling from your dinner chair with Carlisle, who was sitting right beside you, catching your fall before you became close friends with the hardwood floor.聽
Needless to say, it took a moment to process this information, but you still continued on with Alice and her family. They were still the same Cullens you had known since the beginning and a small sliver of their real life wasn鈥檛 going to change who they were to you.
A couple of months later, you were spending the night with Alice for the weekend. She wanted to go visit Seattle for the day and do some holiday shopping. You readily agreed, remembering that you had to get some gifts for your own family. Shopping with Alice was always an experience, but an entertaining time nonetheless.
You had gotten there Friday night as both you and Alice planned to leave the next morning. There was no point in leaving now as the stores had been closed for at least a couple of hours.聽
Walking in the living room, you saw Emmett and Rosalie thoroughly invested in a comedy on tv. You had invited Rosalie to go shopping, but long hours with Alice in a store was not an activity for the less patient and she knew this. Edward was apparently missing from the scene, but Jasper, who was standing afar, greeted you and said that he was out with Bella. Jasper had finally loosened up around you, and after the family鈥檚 confession, you understood why he looked so uncomfortable all the time. The willpower these people had astonished you.聽
Alice had disappeared after letting you in and it wasn鈥檛 until she returned with Dr. Cullen in tow, that you truly noticed she was gone. You bashfully greeted the doctor to which he returned with his signature smile that could make you melt.聽
鈥淚 know this is bad timing, (y/n),鈥 Alice walked to stand beside you, 鈥淏ut I have to go hunt, as do my siblings. You鈥檒l stay here with Carlisle. He doesn鈥檛 need to go with us right now and we can't leave you alone.鈥 By the end, the petite vampire was smirking and you jokingly scowled at her little plan. She knew of your silly crush on Carlisle and would relentlessly tease you about it, as a best friend would.聽
Before you could even answer, Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, and Alice were out of the room without so much as a peep. You shook your head at Alice鈥檚 sneakiness, forgetting for a second that a certain someone was left with you.
鈥淗ow about I make you some dinner, (y/n)?鈥澛
The way he said your name was something you could never handle. It just rolled off his tongue like any other word would, but with the hint of his accent, it sounded so lovely.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 mean to be a nuisance. Dr. Cullen.鈥澛
Already flustered with the whole situation, the last thing you wanted was to bother Dr. Cullen any more than you thought you鈥檇 already done.聽
As if he could read minds, the blonde stopped in his tracks to face you. 鈥淧lease, call me Carlisle and you are never an inconvenience, (y/n). Besides, I鈥檝e already hunted so I鈥檓 more than happy to be here with you.鈥澛
Carlisle, being kind as usual, shouldn鈥檛 have said such words because your brain was currently going into a frenzy as his thoughtfulness. If it was possible, your heart must鈥檝e been beating faster than what would be considered healthy for someone actively working out.聽
You weren鈥檛 able to find the words, but instead able to offer what you hoped was an endearing grin.
In the kitchen, Carlisle searched the desolate fridge in hopes of finding some food. The kitchen and its appliances were more of decor than they ever were useful.聽
After a minute or two, Carlisle closed the freezer door of the fridge, a pack of steak in his hand.聽
鈥淚t seems steak will have to do tonight.鈥澛
You shot him a pleased look. 鈥淵ou can鈥檛 go wrong with steak.鈥 Famous last words.
While you insisted on cooking your own food, Carlisle returned the same persistence and eventually you gave in.聽
The two of you carried on a conversation while he cooked. Talking with him seemed so natural that for a moment, you weren鈥檛 nervous about talking to this man.
Carlisle plated the steak and brought it before you, an excited look painted on your face. He sat down beside you and eagerly waited to see how the steak turned out. At first, you felt a bit bad that he wasn鈥檛 going to eat anything, especially after all the trouble he had gone through.
鈥淐arlisle, are you sure you鈥檙e fine? It just feels so wrong eating in front of you like this!鈥澛
He chuckled, quickly placing his hand on your own to reassure you. 鈥淚鈥檓 fine, truly. I just hope it鈥檚 edible.鈥澛
You grabbed the steak knife, jokingly rolling your eyes at his statement. Upon cutting into the steak, an unpleasant rush of cow blood came out revealing that the steak was far from even being rare.聽
Immediately your plate was being scooped up and brought to the kitchen counter where you joined Carlisle.聽
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, sweetheart, it鈥檚 been some time since I鈥檝e cooked anything and it seems that I haven鈥檛 caught up with modern cooking principles.鈥 Carlisle looked a bit sheepish at the moment and you couldn鈥檛 help the giggle that slipped from your lips. You weren't sure if it was the unintentional term of endearment or his adorable attempt at cooking. Either way, Carlisle was relieved to see that you weren鈥檛 upset, but rather enjoying this moment.聽
You stepped up beside Carlisle at the stovetop, shoulders touching as you reached across for the seasonings. 鈥淗ere, we should probably season the steak a bit and clean off the pan.鈥澛
As you continued to do your own thing and guide Carlisle in cooking, he carefully took each word of your advice.
鈥淪ee, you did everything right, Carlisle. It was just the heat and time that threw off the doneness of the steak, a bit.鈥 Your words ended with a small twinkle as you turned to face the man who鈥檇 been so intently watching. He seemed to be so entranced at the moment鈥 and by you.聽
It was like time was frozen and everything moved in slow motion, something you鈥檇 only see in a cheesy movie scene, except you were living it. Suddenly, life sped up and Carlisle鈥檚 cold hand was cupping your face and bringing you in for a kiss.聽You were happy that this was how you鈥檇 鈥渃onfess鈥 your love to Carlisle because words weren鈥檛 exactly your strong spot given the circumstances.
You two stayed lip locked for the longest moment in time, just pure bliss. It seemed like the kiss would never end until the smell of burnt oil hit your nose. Carlisle could feel you smiling against his lips and you began to peep out a small laugh.聽
鈥淚 think we overcooked this one a little too much.鈥
a/n: i鈥檓 sorry if this is cringe-worthy, i wrote this at 12:30 am. i swear it will get better lol i just need to stop writing at ungodly hours of the night--
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blackgirlfandomwriter 5 months ago
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Dating Paul Lahote.....
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~ THIS HOTHEADED MOTHERFU-
~ Not gonna lie, his high temper does cause you guys to argue a lot
~ But don't worry, Paul has learned to acknowledge when he's wrong and will most of the time apologize first 馃ズ
~ That being said, you are the only one that can calm him down when he goes on a tangent
~ Look at this man and tell me he's not overprotective
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~聽馃憖I'll wait...馃憖
~ Someone could literally look at you the wrong way and Paul's instantly ready to fight
~ Don't get me started on if someone makes you cry馃槼.... their life is over
~ No cliff diving UNLESS he's with you聽鉂
~ Paul loves to mark you up 馃い
~ I'm talking hickeys, bitemarks, etc
~ And most of the time these marks are visible聽馃槶
~ His favorite places to leave them include your thighs, neck, and hips
~ Forehead kisses
~ PDA you say聽馃槒
~ Yeah, the pack is constantly complaining and telling you two to get a room 馃ぃ
~ Inside jokes that confuse the hell out of the pack but leave you and Paul gasping for air
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~聽Unlimited piggyback rides.
~ Nondiscreet butt grabs
~ Lots of beach dates
~ Comedic movie nights
~ Even though Paul is madly in love with you, he doesn't always know how to show it
"You just mean the world to me, ok"
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~ All in all, you're Paul's everything
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lokis-favorite-follower 5 months ago
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In My Defense, I Was Left Unsupervised
Pairings: Carlisle Cullen x Witch!Reader Warnings: Blood, violence, I guess Author鈥檚 Note: I got bored, the title popped into my head, and I wrote this. You鈥檙e welcome.
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So much had happened in the past few days. All Y/N was doing was playing baseball with her family and having a good time, when three vampires suddenly appeared out of nowhere.
Carlisle almost shoved her behind him, scared that her blood would drive them crazy and make them go after her. After all, it was worse for her than it was for Bella. Because she wasn't human. She was a witch.
But they found her anyway. Carlisle feared he would go after his mate.
But to James, a vampire protecting a human was much more intriguing. But a vampire protecting a witch, it didn't stop the temptation.
So they set out to protect Bella. Carlisle had half a mind to leave her behind, but she was able to convince him otherwise.
"If you leave me behind, he'll just go after me first. Take me with you," she told him. He caved after a little more argument and reluctantly let her go with Bella, Jasper, and Alice.
When James changed the course Carlisle had set for him, everyone was on more than just an edge.
So it did not help when you got a call from James telling Y/N to meet him. "You're stupid. You think I can't take you?" she questioned him, trying to cover up her fear.
"Oh, I'm sure you can. I love a show," he said before slowly adding in a lower, more sadistic tone, "But, you might want to hold back on that. One little spell and I kill Bella's precious mommy. Wouldn't want that, would we?"
She stiffened, "You're lying. You don't have her."
"Really?" he asked, "Then where is Bella headed to now?"
She set her phone down to her side, looking around to where she left Bella. When she did not see the girl on question, she sighed heavily. She lifted her phone to her ear, "Where is she?"
He chuckled threateningly, "You know where to find me."
He hung up the phone and she almost yelled, throwing her phone across the room as it broke against the wall. She rushed to get a taxi, following Bella to the ballet studio where there was a load of trouble waiting for them.
As soon as she was dropped off at the ballet studio, she walked in slowly and quietly. She walked around a corner, turning around and immediately being shoved to the ground by James.
"Hey, little witch," he greeted with a smirk.
She groaned, getting to her knees. She went to stand, but was unable to. She had sprained her ankle when she was shoved.
Wonderful start.
"Where's Bella?" she demanded. James crouched down to her level, tilting his head before motioning behind him as he held up a camera to her face. "Smile," he smirked.
"Y/N!" Bella called, struggling as she tried to look over. She was bleeding and bruised, she definitely had quite the beating.
She looked back at James, "Let her go. You know it's me you want."
He chuckled, "It's both of you I want." He stroked a hand down the side of her face and she hissed at him. "Stay here. I'll be right back," he stood and walked over to Bella, his head tilted the entire time.
She raised her hand, balling it into a fist and squeezing hard as her magic gripped him. He crouched down and dropped the camera, clutching his head in pain as he yelled.
He turned to her, his hands shaking and his teeth bared. He grabbed the camera and picked her up by her throat, lifting her up as he smacked her against the wall.
Her vision and hearing disoriented, the back of her head beginning to bleed. She was sure to have a concussion.
James took a deep breath in, sighing contently as his eyes closed. He looked at her again, his eyes black with hunger. He chuckled deeply, "Delicious."
His hold on her throat tightened and she choked, trying to get oxygen to her brain so she could think straight. He picked up her wrist, gripping it tightly before biting into it roughly.
She screamed, her voice cracking and breaking intensely as pain raided her body. Unlike Bella, the venom would not turn her. Luckily, it would not kill her either.
But it sure did hurt like hell.
"I'll come back to you," he told her, licking some of her blood from the corner of his mouth. She dropped to the floor then, writhing about in pain. Bella called her name again, but it was barely heard by Y/N.
Her body jerked back and forth as she choked, in more pain than a normal human in transformation. She vaguely heard James' taunting as he spoke to Bella before hearing her scream.
Y/N choked out, "Don't touch her."
He turned to her, walking over and pointing the camera in her face again, "Wait your turn, little witch."
She tried to raise her hand again, to control her magic to stall for a little while longer. The others were bound to be close, but it was getting harder and harder by the second to use her magic. Her body was in so much agony from the venom.
He went back to Bella, tormenting her and putting her in pain. Y/N bared her teeth, trying her best not to bite down on her tongue - she would likely bite through.
She focused on her hand, the one without the bite, and slowly balled her fist to clench it. This time, she had to mutter the spell so she could find her magic. "Cruciatus," she strained.
He screamed again, curling in on himself as pain raided through his body as it did hers (albeit not as badly). He growled again, standing up and walking back over to her.
"Alright, you aren't listening," he told her, picking her up again, "And I have a participant who is. Sorry to cut this short."
He shoved her into a mirror, the mirror breaking behind her head this time and worsening her state. He forced her head to the side, moving her hair out of the way with a smirk. He dragged his finger over her skin as Bella screamed at him.
Just as soon as he bit into her neck, he was suddenly yanked off of her. Y/N once again fell to the ground, struggling viciously. Her entire body felt like it was burning from the inside out, like molten lava had replaced her blood.
She was too caught up in her pain to try and figure out who it was that saved her. There was more commotion, mirrors shattering and wood cracking.
She could not help the scream that ripped from her throat. It was not long before Bella's scream followed as James bit into her own wrist. Y/N wanted to help, but she could not. Her body was in so much pain that it burned away at her magic and left her depleted of strength and energy.
It was times like these - not that it happened often - when Y/N found herself wanting Carlisle more than anything else. She did not regret her decision of coming to Bella's rescue, but she had wished she at least came with backup. But she was so focused on saving her, that she did not take into account that it was a dumb idea to come alone. Threat or no threat. She cried out in pain, screaming the name of the one person she wanted in that moment, "Carlisle!"
As if her cry summoned him, he and the other burst through the high windows and dropped into the room from the balcony. After stopping Edward, his eyes fell on Y/N.
He frowned deeply, sadness etched into his eyes as he rushed over to her. "Y/N, why don't you listen?" he gently scolded her.
He set a hand on the back of her neck, his other hand holding the back of her head. She winced and huffed a cry when his hand touched the wound on the back of her head.
He immediately let her head go, his hand still wrapped securely around the back of her neck. She struggled as she choked out her response, "In my defense, I was left unsupervised."
He breathed a laugh and she added with a heavy breath, "I have...so many concussions."
"I know," he told her gently. His name was called over here Bella was and he sighed heavily. He kissed her forehead, "I'll be right back. Hang on for me, okay?"
She nodded the best she could and he took off his jacket, setting it behind her head before running off to Bella.
The venom only seemed to hurt more as she continued to suffer. Bella needed to be helped first, if they did not get to her before she could turn. Edward did not want that. Y/N would not die from the venom coursing through her veins. She could suffer a little longer.
Her vision faded in and out as she began to lose consciousness, the pain was only bringing her back each time she almost nodded off. It was an exhausting battle to stay awake or fall asleep. The latter sounded nice, it sounded peaceful. But she had to stay awake.
When Carlisle finally got back to Y/N, he picked her up into his lap. "What does the venom do?" he asked her gently.
Y/N choked out, tears streaming from her eyes, "Hurts like a son of a bitch." He managed a laugh in response and she told him, "It'll burn out... but it hurts... Carlisle, it hurts."
His thumb stroked her cheek as he nodded, "I know." He looked down at her wrist, which was bleeding terribly. While a bite for a human would have the venom seal the bleeding, a bite for a witch was just like a bit from any other predator.
She was losing blood quickly. Stop the venom, stop the blood. He sighed and looked back at her, "Everything will be alright. Do you trust me?"
She nodded, "Always."
He smiled, bending down and kissing her gently. She sighed as the kiss helped calm some of her pain - he was her mate, after all.
When he pulled away, he took the back of her wrist in his hand and brought it to his lips. He gave her a quick reassuring look before biting into her wrist and sucking the venom out.
It didn't hurt as badly as it did with James. Her back arched and her mouth fell open as she let out a gasp. She bit down harshly before yelling.
It felt longer than it was, but the pain was slowly being drawn out of her system. She calmed as she fell limp, lying on the ground at the mercy of Carlisle.
He pulled away when her blood was clean of the venom, his hand cradling her neck before pulling her head up to see her. Her eyes fluttered shut and he stroked his thumb across her cheek. "I love you," he whispered to her.
She went to respond, but she had already passed out. She was exhausted and needed the rest. He kissed her forehead before picking her up in his arms. As he carried her back to their car, he set her in the seat. As his hand left her neck, he paused as he pushed her hair out of the way. His jaw clenched when he saw the bite mark in her throat.
For the first time in his long life, he was glad another creature had died.
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Y/N's eyes fluttered open and she took a deep breath in. Light was flooding the room and she squinted her eyes so she could allow herself a moment to adjust.
She brought a hand to her face, quickly noticing the bandage wrapped securely around it. She groaned, "Oh...now I'm gonna get a ton of questions I don't want to answer..."
She heard a chuckle next to her and she looked over to see Carlisle sitting in a chair next to her bed. He laughed lightly, "Of course that's what you're worried about."
She chuckled in response before taking inventory of all her injuries. Her wrist and ankle were bandaged from her bite and sprain, a large patch on the side of her neck that covered another bite, and a bandage wrapped around her head from her skull being smacked into glass.
She went to sit up a little and groaned at the soreness in her body, most of it around her throat. He settled her, "Hey, calm down. You have more injuries than Bella, you need to take it easy."
She sighed, groaning as her free hand lightly touched her neck. "That's not nice," she muttered. She snapped her fingers, expecting the glow of her magic to light up, but it was still depleted. She would have to heal the normal way for a while longer.
He sighed gently at her, offering a kind smile as he had her lay her head back. He held an ice pack to her neck to help ease the bruise, but she protested and snatched it from his hand to set it back on the table. She grabbed his hand then and set it over her neck before sighing contently, "That's much better."
He smiled and scooted closer to her, gently rubbing her throat as he spoke gently, "Why would you run off without the others?"
She sighed and shrugged the best she could, her eyes closed as she relished in the feel of his cool hand on her skin. "I was trying to help Bella. Everything happened so quickly, I didn't stop to think about backup. I knew you were coming anyway so I stalled."
"You stalled by being beat up?" he questioned her. She laughed, "Either me or Bella. I have more injuries than her, so I'm guessing it worked."
He rolled his eyes and shook his head, "That should not be a win, Y/N."
"As long as Bella is still alive and I helped," she opened her eyes and looked at him, "it's a win." He sighed at her, his hand moving to stroke her cheek.
"What am I going to do with you?" he asked her as he examined her face.
Y/N smiled, "Kiss me, I hope."
He chuckled, leaning forward as she eased herself up to meet him halfway. His hand wrapped around the back of her neck to kiss her deeper before settling on her hip. She moved her free hand to his head, tangling in his hair.
She smiled into the kiss, happy to finally have him to herself. When they finally pulled away, he told her gently, "Don't run off on your own again please."
She chuckled, "Again... I was left unsupervised."
"And that's your defense?" he asked with a smile. She nodded and he shook his head, "Then prepare for a babysitter."
She sighed, "As long as that babysitter is you."
"I'll see what I can do."
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euovennia 6 months ago
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"i don't wanna be your friend." - jasper hale
summary: in which your avoidance of jasper may just be your downfall.
original request can be found: here
pairing: NB!reader x jasper hale
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Your mother had never been one to enjoy the sun. She'd always had an affinity for the cold and rainy days. Living in California however, her desire for dreary overcasts were never quite satisfied. You on the other hand had always been quite fond of the sun and the way it could make even the darkest of days feel just a bit brighter when the rays of sunshine shone down on your skin and warmed it to feel similar to that of hug. Perhaps this was the reason you'd grown to develop some feelings of annoyance toward your mother when she made the decision to move you from the golden state all the way to the rainiest place in the United States; Forks, Washington.
You couldn't place all the blame on your mother however, it wasn't like the move was necessarily her choice. While doctors such as herself typically didn't have to move their children across different states at the drop of a hat, she was the exception. She was one of many doctors who had decided to take part in an organization known as 'Doctors Without Borders'. It was a dream she'd had ever since she was a child and she was hellbent on pursuing it. However, when she got pregnant with you her dream seemed to come to a halt. Shortly after your birth, her now ex husband and your father had left her shortly after she broke the news of her pregnancy to him leaving her to fend for not only herself, but a child all on her own. Despite having a well paying job and a relatively stable life, she was in a tough spot. It was because of this that she had decided to postpone her dreams of applying to the program in order to tend to both her career and growing family. After successfully raising you on her own she had opened up about her dreams one night while the two of you sat and ate dinner. At the time she claimed that her desires were long forgotten and more of a fantasy by that point, but you knew your mother well enough to not miss the glint of despair that shone in her eyes when she brought up the topic. It was because of this that you encouraged her to go after her dreams and after nearly two months of incessant begging from your end, she'd finally caved.
Unsurprisingly, she was accepted into the program and was promptly given an assignment in Syria that would last just under three years. Though prepared for your mother to be away for a significant amount of time, it still took some time for that information to truly sink in. Despite her hesitance to accept the assignment due to the concerns she had regarding you, you were quick to reassure her and even went as far as to make suggestions of your own as to how you'd take care of yourself during those few years. There was no doubt in your mind that it would be hard to be away from your mother for such a long time, but you knew you had to suck it up for her sake. What you didn't expect her to do however, was send you away to Forks to live with your aunt for the time being. It was a tough pill to swallow, but you went along with it for her happiness.
Despite moving to the small town seemingly out of nowhere and being forced into the local high school during a particularly awkward time of year, you were still able to settle in quite nicely. You got along with your aunt rather easily and you had almost no trouble making new friends. The simple fact that you moved all the way from California was more than enough to break the ice for you when talking to new people. It was here where you were also able to make it into the good graces of the town's resident mystery family; the Cullens. When you initially began building up your own friend group, you'd been warned one too many times of the Cullens and their off putting nature. You'd never really been one to thrive off of gossip but you figured you could make an exception, especially now that you were stuck in a dreary town where nothing new or exciting ever seemed to happen. Within just a few weeks, you too were sucked into the enigma that was the Cullen family but still somehow managed to keep your distance with them much to the dismay of Jasper Hale.
Unbeknownst to you, Jasper had become completely enamored with you. Ever since Alice had begun dropping hints to him about a "life-changing event" weeks before your arrival, he knew there would be no way for to hold himself back from you especially once he made eye contact with you and discovered that you were his mate. Regardless, he knew it was both selfish and irresponsible to even think about bringing you into a dangerous world such as his so he simply left you alone while he tried to forget about the ache it left in his chest. While the rest of the Cullens knew that this game of ignoring you wouldn't last very long, there was one member of the family who didn't have the patience to wait for nature to take its course; Alice.
Being the best friend and adoptive sister of Jasper for hundreds of years meant she knew him even better than he knew himself. This ultimately meant that regardless of how hard Jasper tried to mask the pain your absence caused him, Alice would know almost immediately. Despite not being an empath herself, she could just feel his grip on reality begin to loosen and so naturally, she took matters into her own hands by locking the two of you in an empty classroom one day after school. Looking back on it now, it was a risky decision seeing as you were still very much human and Jasper's self control was often brought into question but she knew better than anyone that when it came to you, Jasper could never bring himself to hurt you. Besides, what was the point of seeing the future if she couldn't see it coming anyways?
That one fateful day she'd managed to lure you both into an empty classroom and convince a janitor to give her the keys so she could lock it from the outside had ended up becoming one of your fondest memories despite the overall absurdity of the situation. It had given you one of your greatest friends and most trusted ally after all. Despite only formally knowing each other for just under a year, the two of you had managed to become inseparable. From lazy days spent at each other's houses to quietly working on school work in the quiet atmosphere of the library, you two were practically two peas in a pod. Perhaps these frequent hangouts was what made it so easy to fall for Jasper.
Ah yes, the classic trope of falling for one of your best friends. How cliche. Falling for Jasper wasn't something you'd planned on. It was one of those things that just ended up happening after a while of knowing him. It wasn't like he helped much with the cause either though. Oh how his golden eyes would shine just a tad bit brighter when he looked at you, how the corners of his eyes would crinkle as when he threw his head back with a hearty laugh, or even how he was able to calm your mind and body after even the craziest of days with just a simple glance in your direction. Jasper had become the root of all the romantic scenarios you played out in your head and he was blissfully unaware of it, and that was more than enough for you.
As much as you secretly pined for him, you ultimately knew that there was simply no place for such a relationship between the two of you. Between the predetermined soulmate he apparently had yet to meet and the humanity that plagued you with hopes and dreams of becoming a doctor much like your own mother, there was simply no way a blossoming romance could ever fit into the equation. It was a tragic storyline littered with cliches and heartache, but it was for the best. Despite telling yourself this however, you knew deep down you couldn't hide your ever growing feelings from the curly haired blonde forever which brings you to the main concern at hand; your avoidance.
It was a foolish and childish thing to do, but you were simply out of options at this point. After all, a person could only suppress their emotions for so long until they grew exhausted. Being an empath, Jasper could pick up on your emotions with little to no effort and this was something that terrified you to no end because in your mind, who was to say he hadn't already found out and only remained your friend out of pity? You'd tried so many things to avoid any potential leaks of your feelings for him from recalling unpleasant memories to block out the emotions of a lovesick child all the way to riling up Emmett to be overly obnoxious so Jasper couldn't focus long enough on your emotions to pick them apart. For all the trouble you went through, it worked. He never seemed to have any suspicions toward you and you were more than happy with what you were able to accomplish. That being said however, you needed a break.
And so began the avoidance. It started off relatively small with you taking slightly longer to answer his texts to being a few minutes late to any scheduled hang outs you two had, but as time passed your absence from his life only seemed to steadily increase until you flat out ignored his calls and rejected his attempts to hang out with you before you eventually stopped talking to him and his family altogether. It was stupid and childish yes, but perhaps it was better this way. No longer did Jasper have to worry about the fragile human he deemed as a friend. It was simpler this way. This was how it was meant to be. At least that's what you told yourself before you drifted off to sleep every night.
I'm sorry. Your call did not go through. Please dial the number and try again.
Nostrils flared and shoulders slumped, Jasper's grip on the phone tightened before the sickening crack of plastic and glass rang through the air. He looked down at the now crushed phone before throwing it to the ground and falling back onto the couch with a deep sigh.
"You should really stop destroying your phones. Carlisle's running out of excuses as to why we need a new replacement every week to the company."
His eyes looked up to find Alice standing over him with a look of pity in her eyes. He only huffed before turning his eyes to the wooden ceiling.
"Still not answering, hm?"
"Nope. I don't even know why I still try anymore. It's pretty clear they don't want me around anymore."
Alice let out a defeated sigh before moving his legs and taking a seat next to him on the couch.
"Don't make assumptions like that, Jas. They're probably just busy."
"It's not an assumption if it's true, Alice."
"Well why do you think it's true? You two are such good friends, why would they just throw it away like this?"
"Maybe they decided they just didn't need me around, Alice. I'm a vampire for fucks sake. I'm sure they're smart enough to know that they'd probably have a better life without me messing it up for them."
Alice remained quiet at his dejected tone as she leaned back into the couch. She knew about the feelings you harbored for Jasper despite your attempts at concealing them. In fact, the whole family knew about the love you held in your heart for their brother and son. They just never bothered to say anything to you about it in hopes that you and Jasper would be smart enough to eventually talk about your feelings. Of course, things didn't pan out that way and now she was stuck wondering what to do. She didn't want to completely out you because while it was the quickest and easiest way to get something to happen, she knew you'd hold a grudge and she didn't want to deal with that. Suddenly, she was hit with an idea.
"Yeah...I guess you're right. I think it's pretty weird though. I mean, they have no problem texting the rest of us. Even Carlisle and Esme call them time to time just to see how they're doing."
Jasper's ears perked up at this as he sat up with a hardened glare aimed at Alice, "What?"
Alice's face quickly turned into one of faux guilt, "Shit, I wasn't supposed to say anything."
"Well you've already opened your mouth, you might as well finish that thought."
"I'm serious Jas, they'll kill me if they found out I said anything. I'm sorry."
With a fiery look in his eyes, he stood up, "Fine, I'll talk to them myself. Thanks for nothing Alice," He spit before racing off to your house.
While a part of Alice did feel bad about hurting Jasper by lying to him about your contact with the rest of the family, she ultimately knew that this was the push the both of you needed for things to finally work out and so with a smile, she straightened out her posture and waited by her phone.
"Well I'm glad you're using your free time so wisely."
"Is that sarcasm I hear?"
"Oh of course not, dear! I love hearing all about how my daughter chooses to laze around in her bedroom all day watching movies when she probably has a mound of homework to get through."
"For your information mom, I finished all my homework."
"Are you lying to me?"
"...I do have an essay to finish."
"Exactly. Get up and finish your work young lady."
"But it's the weekend and it's not due for another week!"
You heard her let out a sigh and you could just imagine the faux annoyance painted on her face, "Fine, but at least get up and make something to eat. I know you have a dirty habit of forgetting to feed yourself. It worries me you know."
"Ugh, it's amazing how you still manage to guilt trip me with a literal ocean separating us."
"If not me, then who else?"
"I don't know, maybe your carbon copy that you call a sister."
"She's not as stern though. You could pout you lip and she'd cave."
"Good to know."
"Y/N, don't you dare-"
"You know, I'm starving so I'm gonna make something to eat downstairs. I'll call you later."
"Oh my god no, you're gonna burn down her kitchen."
"Bye mom, love you!"
"Y/N so help me god I will-"
With a small smile, you hung up and made a mental note to call her back later to face her wrath. Flipping over on the bed, you picked up the TV remote and turned on the screen and before you knew it, your attention was fully engrossed in the cult classic film, The Breakfast Club.
"So you'll avoid my calls but you'll work your way through our movie list? I see how it is."
At the sudden voice, you nearly jumped out of your skin as you felt your heart nearly jump your chest. You quickly shoved the blankets off your body and looked up at the boy who was standing at the foot of your bed with his arms crossed and a stern gaze piercing through your body.
"W-What are you-"
"Alice told me you still talk to the rest of the family so don't even try to act dumb. Did I do something wrong? Why do you hate me all of a sudden?"
Your eyes widened at his words as you quickly spoke out, "What? No, I don't talk to them. Not anymore at least."
"Alice doesn't lie like that, Y/N. If you didn't want me around anymore you could've just said so. You didn't have to make me feel like shit to do so."
"Look Jasper, I don't know what Alice told you but it's not true. I've been avoiding all of you equally-"
"So you have been ignoring me."
"That's not the point, Jasper!"
"Then what is the fucking point?! You didn't think you could just toss me off to the side like trash and not think I wouldn't be hurt by it would you?"
"Why would it even hurt you, Jasper? I can guarantee that if Alice hadn't locked us in that stupid classroom that day, we never would have even spoken!"
"You can't really think that-"
"Why wouldn't I think it? There's nothing here that even remotely ties us together. We met by chance, not by fate. What's stopping us from dropping out each other's life at any given time?"
"You're my best friend, Y/N. Surely that has to count for something-"
"What if I don't wanna be friends, Jasper?"
"Where is all this even-"
As he began to speak, he was promptly cut off by you getting up from your spot on the bed and pointing a finger up at him,
"No, shut up and let me finish because I got some shit to say."
"But-"
"I don't wanna be your friend. I wanna turn our hang outs into date nights and I wanna be able to cuddle up beside you during our movie nights knowing that you're never gonna leave my side. I want you to hold me close and run those icicles you call hands through my hair after I've had a day. God, this entire time all I've ever wanted was to be able to call you mine and for you to call me yours but I know it can't work out like that because you're supposed to be this big scary vampire with a gorgeous soulmate and I'm just some idiot who was dumb enough to fall for you anyway."
"You're so fucking stupid, Y/N."
"...I wasn't expecting a pleasant reaction but that's not what I thought you'd say either if I'm mmfgh-"
Your sentence was cut short by Jasper taking two long strides toward you and cupping your face in his hands before bringing his ice cold lips to meet your warm and soft ones. Your hands slowly trailed their way up to the sides of his neck before tangling themselves in his curly blonde locks as his hands secured themselves around your waist. Wordlessly, he quickly picked you up off the ground before laying you on the best with him still on top of you as your lips still explored one another. All too soon, he pulled back as he rested his forehead against yours.
"You're my mate."
"...Oh."
"'Oh'? We make out and then I say you're practically say you're my soulmate just for an 'oh'?"
"I'm nervous! What do you want me to say?!"
"Well ideally, you'd ask me out."
"What? Why do I have to do it?"
"You're the one who made me feel like you hated me by ignoring me. You brought this on yourself."
"Oh my god, I am not asking you out."
He let out a small sigh before beginning to get up, "And here I thought we had a special moment-"
Eyes widened with panic you blurted out, "Will you be my boyfriend?"
He looked back down at you and with a smile, he nodded.
"Nothing would give me more pleasure than to call you mine, darlin'."
"Not even crossing off another movie from this list?"
"Let's see how good it is first and we'll get back to that question."
With soft smiles painted onto each of your faces and fingers interlocked, the two of you leaned in to connect your lips once more as you two buzzed with happiness.
Neither of you even saw the way your phone lit up with a text of Alice that simply read,
"You're welcome ;)"
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atlas-of-a-human-soul 26 days ago
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Hey! I don鈥檛 know if your taking requests or not, so sorry if you aren鈥檛. But could you write something where Jasper and reader are together and get in a fight, and rose comforts reader and calls Jasper a dumbass? (Rose and reader would be best friends)
Pairing: Jasper Hale x human!reader
Warnings: angst
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"So we have an expiration date? Is that what you're saying?" She choked back tears, too proud to allow them past her defenses. For the first time since she met Jasper, Y/N didn't want to share her emotions with him.
Though she chose not to cry, he felt her anger intertwining with a sorrow he never wished would grow inside her heart. The last thing he ever wanted was to hurt Y/N. Nothing scares him more than the thought of losing her, but it is inevitable.
Y/N is human and he is not and no amount of wishing for a different end would ever change what was set in stone so long ago.
She is human. She deserves a human life and a human partner, children she daydreams about and the career she was working toward her whole life.
If he were to change her into his equal, Y/N would have to sacrifice everything. Jasper couldn't spend a forever wondering if she'd resent him for it.
"I'm saying I love you", he replies, solemn and with his head down. A deep frown set on his perfect face, a crease so rare to see in his kind.
"So love me then!" Flinching, Y/N closes her eyes. She didn't mean to lose her temper and raise her voice, but the frustration had gotten better of her.
It was enough to draw attention of others, but only one was unapologetically making herself known.
With her hand on Y/N's back, her golden eyes set on Jasper with disappointment.
"This doesn't concern you", Jasper is quick to react, finding her involvement unnecessary.
"You're being a damn fool, so it is very much my concern." Stepping in front of Y/N, Rosalie's hands formed fists. "You two love each other. Instead of making decisions for her, start asking what she wants."
"Thank you", Y/N exclaims from behind her, making Jasper sigh. Such a human thing to do, something he's started doing when she came into his life. She had softened his rough edges, made him whole again.
"I don't want this life for you", he says softly as Y/N moves next to Rosalie. "It's not something I'd choose for myself if I had a choice."
With heaviness in her heart, she walked up to her cowboy and placed her hands on his cheeks. "Nothing is worse than living my life without you."
"What if you regret it?"
Biting her lower lip, she shakes her head with a small smile.
"I could never regret you."
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minghao3o 2 months ago
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how the guards react to seeing their child for the first time (modern au)
pairing: non-vampire! volturi guard x f! reader
a/n: hi hi, sorry i haven't posted any volturi content in a while qq pls feel free to send in requests!! also i am so sorry that i didn't include jane in this one, but if you want me to write for her as well, lmk <3
felix
he was terrified that you wouldn't make it through during the delivery because there were some complications
it was rough
he opted not to be in the delivery room with you because it was too much for him to see you like that, which you understood
so when the nurses called him into the room to see your baby girl he cried
he held her as if she were made of glass
and when she looked up at him with those innocent little eyes he swore to himself he would protect her at all costs from the evils in this world
"with a face as beautiful as yours, i'll never let you near another boy until you're 40 years old." he says, stroking her cheek
"fe.." you chuckle, shaking your head
demetri
tried to act all strong for you and still passed out while holding your hand in the delivery room because he looked down and saw all the blood but we don't talk about that
when he comes to consciousness, he just avoids looking anywhere but at you
"congrats, it's a boy!" the nurse says, opting to cut the cord because demetri looked scared to do it
when he finally gets a good look at your son, he swears he could melt
he stares in awe as you hold him in your arms
"he looks just like you, love." you smile fondly
"well then, it seems we have a little heartbreaker on our hands." he smirks
alec
he went with you to all the birthing classes, so he tries his best to help with your breathing while you push
he's by your side the whole delivery, murmuring on about how well you're doing, brushing the hair that sticks to your face !!
when the nurses pass your daughter to him to hold he's so overwhelmed with the love for her that he doesn't know what to say
her little hand grips onto his finger and his heart soars
"hi little one..." he coos with the softest smile on his face
he turns and looks at you with puppy eyes, "i think she needs a sibling..."
and you resist the urge to smack him upside the head right then and there
taglist: @aquanova99 @alecvolturiswifeforever @avyannadawn @venusdelaroix
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saintlike78 2 months ago
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Dirty Little Secret [C.S.]
A/N: This is a part of the lovely Monique鈥檚 ( @velvetcloxds ) 600 follower writing challenge 馃 please go check her out and the rest of the entrees
Pairings: Charlie Swan x fem!reader
Words: 1.1k
Summary: Pure mindless fluff of your secret relationship with chief Swan.
Warnings: Pure fluff, kissing, age gap (reader is in her 20鈥檚, Charlie is 40), secret relationship. Lmk if I missed anything.
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A light breeze danced through the room, moving the curtains with ease; it smelled like summer, yet it caused a shiver to travel its way up your spine, leaving goosebumps to form on your body.
The arms that engulfed you pulled you closer, warming your body, a soft smile on your face.
鈥淎re you cold?鈥 the grumbly voice of Charlie asked.
You nodded into his chest, snuggling your entire body closer to his, entangling your legs in a giant cluster of limbs.
鈥淵ou want me to close the window?鈥
You shook your head with a whine, 鈥渘o, it鈥檚 nice with the breeze鈥 I鈥檒l just use you as my space heater.鈥
Charlie chuckled and pulled you closer, laying a soft kiss on your forehead, 鈥淚 can live with that.鈥
It wasn鈥檛 often that you got moments like this, letting the morning pass you by as you listened to Charlie鈥檚 breathing and the birds outside the window.
With both of your perspective jobs, Charlie being the police chief and all, and Bella鈥 it was hard to find the time. You鈥檇 both agreed early on that it was best to keep your little relationship a secret, mainly because of your above-average age gap and Charlie鈥檚 reputation in town, it was just for the best - not that you minded, you liked having Charlie to yourself without judgmental eyes.
The slam of the front door caused you to bolt up, giving Charlie a panicked look.
鈥淐harlie? Are you home?鈥 the voice of Bella travelled through the house.
Charlie looked at you with wide eyes, bolting out of the bed as footsteps travelled up the stairs toward the master bedroom.
鈥淵eah, just a moment鈥 I鈥檓 just getting dressed,鈥 he called out, hoping she wouldn鈥檛 enter with the knowledge that her father was without clothes.
Charlie鈥檚 thoughts were correct because the sound halted and slowly travelled down the stairs again.
鈥淎lright, I鈥檒l just wait down here,鈥 Bella answered, voice withdrawing to the kitchen.
You let out a soft giggle as you watched Charlie scramble around the room for clothes.
鈥淚 thought you said she was staying at this Edward fellas place till tomorrow,鈥 you whispered.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 what I thought as well, but I guess not.鈥
You nodded, watching Charlie dreamily, in no rush to leave the comfort of his bed. Throwing on a t-shirt and his signature flannel he spared you a glance, smiling softly as he caught sight of the way you watched him.
He made his way back to the bed, giving your forehead a lingering kiss, making you smile softly up at him.
鈥淚鈥檒l try to get her out of the house鈥 I鈥檒l see you, my darling girl,鈥 he whispered, making way to leave, but not before you had grabbed his arm, pulling him down again.
You gave him the best puppy eyes, 鈥渒iss?鈥
He only smiled, murmuring a quiet, 鈥渁nything for you,鈥 before meeting your lips in a loving kiss.
You hummed into the kiss, a soft smile on both your faces.
As you broke apart he gave your nose a peck before sneaking out the door, a wink the last thing he gave before the door closed.
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Another day, another shift. You smoothed out your apron, flipping your notepad to a blank page as the familiar sound of the bell sounded. You couldn鈥檛 hide the way your eyes lit and your body perked up, watching the chief enter with Bella close behind him. Your eyes met and the corner of his lips twitched up slightly before he walked over to his usual table, taking a seat.
You fixed your hair, tucking loose strands behind your ears before walking over, a gentle smile on your face.
鈥淗iya, chief鈥 hi Bella,鈥 you greeted, voice friendly, but eyes lingering a beat too long on Charlie.
鈥淗i, sweetheart,鈥 Charlie said casually, but the term of endearment made butterflies crash around your stomach and earned him a questioning look from Bella.
鈥淭he usual I presume?鈥
Charlie smiled briefly, 鈥測es, thank you.鈥
鈥渁nd for you as well, Bella?鈥
Bella nodded with a friendly smile, 鈥渁nd just water for me today.鈥
You nodded, giving them a smile before going back to the counter to punch in their orders for the kitchen.
After going back to the table with their drinks, you decided it was quiet enough to run out back to empty the last box of supplies.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 know you called people sweetheart,鈥 Bella mumbled with a knowing smirk.
鈥淗uh?鈥
Bella nodded toward you as you disappeared behind the curtain to the back room, 鈥渢he waitress.鈥
Charlie shrugged, his poker face never faltering, 鈥淚 eat here every week and she鈥檚 nice.鈥
鈥淚鈥檝e just never heard you call anyone that,鈥 Bella shrugged, taking a sip of her water.
Charlie looked to the curtain, rising from his seat quickly, 鈥淚 forgot to tell her I wanted a cup of coffee.鈥
You jumped, a startled gasp leaving you as you turned quickly; you relaxed, smiling brightly when you realized who it was, melting at the sight of him in his uniform. Charlie leaned against the wall, a smirk on his lips.
鈥淐ome here.鈥
You moved over to him, wrapping your arms around his neck, leaning against him as his hands found place on your hips.
鈥淗i,鈥 you whispered, face so close to his your lips brushed as you spoke.
鈥淗i, sweetheart.鈥
You smiled, giggling softly, 鈥渨hat happened to discreet?鈥
Charlie grinned down at you with a chuckle, 鈥渟orry, couldn鈥檛 help it鈥 I know you鈥檙e my little secret, but I hate that I can鈥檛 show everyone that you鈥檙e mine.鈥
You leaned the rest of the way in, connecting your lips in a heated kiss. Your bodies were flush against each other, Charlie鈥檚 arms wound around you tightly. Your mouths moved hungrily against one another, savouring the moment. Your hands tugged at his brown locks, electing a groan to travel out from the back of his throat into your mouth. You moaned at the sound, pressing yourself closer against him.
You whined when he pulled away, your lips following his instinctively, your breathing laboured.
鈥淚 probably should get back before Bella becomes even more suspicious,鈥 Charlie chuckled, not making moves to not be close against you.
鈥淚 should get back to work,鈥 you sighed with a smile, 鈥渃ould you imagine what people would say if they knew their waitress was making out with chief Swan? Quite the scandal.鈥
鈥淲atch it,鈥 Charlie warned with a squeeze of your waist, though the smile that twitched on his lips betrayed his serious tone.
Pecking his lips one last time, you broke out of his grasp fixing yourself before letting him exit before you, receiving a wink as the curtain drew back and he was gone.
鈥淨uite a long talk just to ask for coffee,鈥 Bella smirked.
鈥淪he needed help lifting a box,鈥 Charlie mumbled, his poker face back and better than ever, though his eyes softened as they landed on you exiting the back room, face flushed and hair more tussled than before.
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tatestripedsweater 6 months ago
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Being Rosalie and Emmett鈥檚 mate HC (GN)
Requested by: @mossybank (I do apologise I accidentally deleted your message for the request, but I remember the basis of the request!)
Warnings: Blood
A/N: I found this gif on google so if it鈥檚 yours or you know the created please let me know so I can credit them. I also enjoyed this request way to much so thank you for it!
Emmett would be the one to find you on the forest floor, all bloody. It was evident Victoria, James and/or Laurent had attacked you.
As soon as he carried you in through the front door, everyone circled him and you. It didn鈥檛 take the others long to notice how instantly caring Emmett and Rosalie were towards you.
They both felt an attachment to you, even though you had not spoken yet. They stayed at your bedside until you woke. She occasionally brushed your hair, so it didn鈥檛 tangle or become messy.
The minute you woke up, you were greeted by Emmett and Rosalie. They wanted to be the first ones you saw when you woke up.
鈥淗ey there, sleepyhead.鈥 Would be the first thing out of Emmett鈥檚 mouth. You didn鈥檛 know them, but you didn鈥檛 want either of the two to leave you.
Rosalie would feel some sympathy towards you because, just like herself, you were turned without yourself even deciding. Even though Carlisle didn鈥檛 attack her, she still felt sorry for you.
She would be protective over you, as would Emmett, the both of them keeping you close to their side until you could handle being a vampire. But even with their behaviour around you, the others welcomed you into the family.
If your life ever got threatened in any way, then god help the person who did so because they would both go after them instantly. They were protective over one another, but even more so over you.
Carlisle ends up being the one explaining the concept of mates, it being why they felt such a bond with you. He was very welcoming with you, joining the family and helped you through the entire process.
They don鈥檛 hide their affection for you in public, the both of them show that the three of you are in a polyamorous relationship with each other. Emmett and Rosalie having a hold on each of your hands.
When they have to do another 鈥榳edding鈥 for photos, they include you in the ceremony, having a sort of three-way wedding. The honeymoon is where things get raunchy鈥
As you grow more into being a vampire, the two can鈥檛 help but be attracted to how much stronger you鈥檝e become. Emmett often teases you by saying that you鈥檙e much stronger than him, even though it might not be true.
If anyone ever questions your relationship with one another, then they get rather annoyed, Rosalie. You and Emmett tend to shrug them off and laugh, whereas she is more protective over what鈥檚 hers.
You three have jewellery with one another鈥檚 names/initials in it to show the affection you have for each other. Rosalie has a necklace, Emmett has a ring, they let you choose which one you wanted.
Always being there for one another, like any other relationship, but you all understand that with the way things are that it can get too much sometimes. So, if one's grumpy, the other two won鈥檛 give up on cheering the other up or finding out what鈥檚 wrong.
Emmett calling you babe, whereas Rosalie calls you baby, similar to Emmett鈥檚, but she has to have something different for you. You call them both your loves, which always makes them smile.
You鈥檙e one another鈥檚 weakness鈥 and everyone knows, other vampires use that to their advantage when they want to cause any trouble.
You and Emmett have a habit of teasing Rosalie about almost anything. You both are the only ones who can get away with annoying her without having a slap across the face or a ruthless insult.
No matter what life throws at you three, with time, your relationship only grows stronger each day.
But as time goes on, you take on both of their names. 鈥楥ullen-Hale鈥 because let鈥檚 be honest. There was no way Rosalie would let you have her last name for it not to be at the end.
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joelsgeetar 5 months ago
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Jasper Hale (Twilight)
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-> imagine jasper pouting and acting offended when you come home smelling like one of the wolves // Jasper's reaction to Paul imprinting on you
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Jasper never liked the fact that you're friends with the pack but he didn't stop you from hanging out with them, it wasn't his place to say anything since you knew the wolves longer than the Cullen's
Paul, Seth, and Embry are important to you and you'd never abandon them
Jasper finds himself feeling proud of you for that, he adores how dedicated you are with family and friends
Sometimes that positive attitude is pushed to the side and taken over by his jealousy issues that rarely show
Jasper trusts you and knows you'd never cheat or do anything shady behind his back but he can't help it, you're his mate
He doesn't mind Seth, he's very kind and more like a brother and Jasper actually likes talking to him about the past and legends
Embry is somewhat okay to Jasper, they don't talk much so he doesn't have a valid reason to dislike him other than the fact that he's a wolf
Paul is the one he hates with a passion. He's angry, loses his temper easier than the others and it worries Jasper. No matter how many times you tell Jasper that Paul would never hurt you, Jasper won't drop it and will continue being overprotective whenever Paul is near you or even mentioned
Jasper acts jealous with an angry undertone but behind it all lies Insecurities
Jasper is cold, they are warm - he can't stand it when you press yourself against their wolf form to keep your body temperature normal
Of course he wants you warm it's just painful for him to see sometimes. Jasper wants to do that for you, provide warmth so you can cuddle into him more
Again, he doesn't care if Seth or Embry are the ones keeping you warm, it's when Paul steps in and takes it too far with a cocky grin or a growl aimed at Jasper
You've told Paul to "chill the fuck out" because Jasper is your lover, you're not going to leave him
Paul scoffs at your words most of the time and will rant to you, telling you how a "bloodsucker" is horrible for you
"He'll kill you, (Y/N)! He can't control his thirst and you're being stupid by trusting him. I bet he slipped up once or twice already, huh?"
It's true, at least half of it - Jasper did lose control before, in the beginning of the relationship. Jasper apologized over and over, begging you to stay with him
Of course you reassured him and told him you'd never leave, you understand that it's hard for him to control his thirst and will help him in any way possible
Sometimes he won't beg you to stay, he will tell you to leave so he can't hurt you again
It's like a flip of a coin whenever accidents happen. He will either beg you to stay or push you away, feeling too guilty to even look at you
Jasper loves you and that means he'd let you go if needed but even then you'd try to convince him otherwise
Paul also had his moment during training for the newborn fight, he was rolling around with Seth and he accidentally ran into you, knocking you down with force and you groaned in pain, Jasper snapped and let out all his frustrations on Paul
Emmett, Sam, Carlisle, and Edward had to stop the fight, Jasper could easily kill Paul and obviously no one else wanted that
When they finally stopped, Paul whimpered in pain and had to be looked at from the injures he earned in the gruesome fight
Jasper was so wrapped up in his anger that he lashed out at Seth, who was rubbing against you to cheer you up. The young wolf whined as an apology, running off
You didn't appreciate that and scolded Jasper for treating Seth like that, Seth is such a nice person and wanted to help
"You need to apologize to Seth. He didn't do anything wrong, he was trying to help me feel better. I was upset."
Jasper only nodded with a frustrated sigh, jaw clenched from remembering what Paul did. Accident or not, Jasper was pissed
Eventually, Jasper calmed down and talked to you about it, asking if you're okay or feel scared of Paul now
He didn't need to ask you - Jasper felt the fear and anxiety, so you couldn't lie. You give a small nod and sigh sadly
Paul didn't do it on purpose but his brutal strength against your human form is dangerous to be around
Your vampiric boyfriend is also dangerous but for some reason, no matter what, you feel safe and comfortable with him
Months passed and Jasper was relieved to know you didn't hang out with Paul anymore, out of your own will
However, you still spent quality time with Embry and Seth, they're not the issue
You've been with them the whole weekend, Jasper and his family were out hunting for a few days anyways and sitting at their house all alone and bored is not your favorite
Seth and Embry respected your choice to stay away from Paul so they didn't mention you coming over and when Paul did see you, they were quick to stop him from hugging you
Paul instantly got angry, he's oddly possessive over you and you can't understand why
You went home to Jasper after he texted you saying he's back home with the others
Anxiety swirls in your stomach when you're on the way there, you know damn well he can and will smell Paul even though he didn't touch you
You sigh shakily and open the door to his room, offering a kind smile before looking down in guilt when he didn't say anything, only stared at you intensely
"He didn't touch me. Seth and Embry stopped him from doing anything. I'm fine."
Jasper wanted to say something sarcastic, the bitterness still lingering from what happened months ago
But for your sake, he stopped himself and stood up, grabbing your arm and pulled you to his chest, laying back down on the bed
He holds you in silence for a few minutes before flipping you over, pinning you down and purposely kissing all over you, rubbing his scent onto you like a cat
You couldn't stop yourself from smiling and laughing quietly at his playful behavior
"You're mine, Darlin."
"All mine."
Jasper mumbles more phrases similar to those - kissing your neck, cheeks, lips, and head. He rarely acts like this so you soak it all in, enjoying the moment
Unfortunately the lighthearted moment came to an end when you told him about what happened in detail and how Paul acted so possessive for no reason
You genuinely had no idea and no knowledge on the concept of imprinting. Jasper immediately knew what it was and wanted to fight Paul again, this time no one to stop him
"What's wrong? Did I do something?" You asked him, nervously.
Jasper shook his head and relaxed himself again to cuddle with you, holding you close and tightly - not hurting you of course but his grip definitely had you stuck
Let's just say the next time Jasper crossed paths with Paul, there was no talking and only fighting, Jasper's protective nature over you showing no mercy for the wolf
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fatiguing-thoughts 23 days ago
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"Always Bella IV" - Jacob Black x Reader
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Summary: Part IV to 鈥淎lways Bella鈥 Read Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part IV
I woke up to the soft snores of Quil on the couch next to me. His heat radiating off his body, almost lulling me back into a slumber.
Almost.
"Quil." I whisper. "Quil."
"Mhmmmmm." He groans, gripping his pillow harder.
I purse my lips, sighing before sitting up.
Jacob.
The overwhelming memories of last night replayed through my brain. I felt a chill run up my spine, followed by immediate displeasure.
Why didn't Quil let him see me? He knew how I felt.
But why couldn't I speak? Why couldn't I get up?
Why couldn't I say anything to Jacob?
I swung my legs off the couch quietly, grabbing Quil's slippers and stumbling out the front door. I look back to still see Quil fast asleep on the couch, his chest rising and falling with every slow breath.
I let out a sigh, quietly shutting the front door. I look at my car, weighing out my options.
Car is quicker, though much louder. Walking won't wake up Quil but it'll take a half an hour as opposed to the five minute drive. Oh the options.
Pursing my lips as I look between the car and the road for what seemed like a million times.
Walking.
Before I knew it, I was already at Billy's front door.
I went to knock, but my cold knuckles hesitated. I inhale sharply, slowly knocking on the door.
I heard some movement behind the door, to be met with Billy.
"Hi Billy, I know it's early but I really need to-" I noticed his eyes were bloodshot and filled to the brim with tears, his cheeks flushed with a red hue I had not seen in years.
Not since Sarah.
"Are you okay? What's wrong?" I whisper, looking into his defeated eyes.
"(Y/N), he's gone." His voice croaked.
My blood went cold, suddenly my ears were ringing. I felt the world around me freeze.
"What?" I choke, almost gasping for air.
"He's gone. Jacob's gone. Sam is looking for him, but- but he's gone." His voice breaks. "All I have left is gone. I need my son." He buried his face in his hands.
I hung onto every word that Billy said, praying to a God I didn't believe in that they weren't true.
"Sam? Billy we need to call the police. What can Sam do?" I panic.
Billy turns to me, giving me a confused look. His eyebrow raises, when suddenly the once puzzled look turns into one of realization.
"You don't know." He mutters under his breath, his eyes widening as they stare into mine.
"What? What don't I know?"
"Read this first." He pulls an envelope off the table, handing it to me.
(Y/N).
I read my name, admiring Jacob's handwriting. Terrified to open it.
I look at Billy's tearful eyes before he nods towards the chair beside me.
I sit down, taking a deep breath; trying to build the courage to open this letter. I look up to see Billy watching me with sad eyes, I assume to see if I have more information in my letter about Jacob's potential whereabouts.
Dear (Y/N),
I'm sorry. I just, I can't be here anymore. It's all too... complicated.
Everything hurts. It's all too much. I've become something I don't want to be. I don't want this, but there's no escape.
I had to leave. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I've been treating you like shit. I just can't explain it.
I don't want you involved in this life.
But you are, unfortunately.
Though, I left. I don't want to be around you. Everything changed. If I stay, you're roped in far deeper than you would ever need to be.
I'm sorry (Y/N). I am.
I miss you, I do.
I just, I can't be there anymore. Not for my own sake, but mostly for your sake.
I'm sorry, I just don't want this.
I won't see you for a while, if ever again.
I wanted a choice. I want you to have a choice. I want us to have a say in our lives.
I love you.
Jacob Black
I sat there in disbelief. I felt all the air leave my lungs.
It was as if the world around me was no longer real. I could no longer hear properly, everything is muffled.
I closed the letter, looking up from my lap to meet eyes with Billy.
"I-I" I choke on my words. "I don't know where he went."
Billy sighs, as a hand is placed on his shoulder. I follow the hand, seeing Sam standing next to Billy.
"No luck, but we'll keep looking. I have Paul and Embry out looking right now." Sam gives Billy's shoulder a slight squeeze as he makes direct eye contact with me.
"Paul and Embry? Why not the police? How are they supposed to find Jacob? He's gone." I croak.
"I know he left before explaining, but you're entitled to know." Sam says sternly.
"Know about what? God, I'm so sick of not being in the loop while Bella Swan gets to know everything!" I yell, the anger burning within me.
"She's not supposed to know."
"Well she does. And I still do not." I scoff, tears falling from my eyes.
"Quil's waiting for you outside, I suggest you go meet him out there for now." Sam instructs.
I shake my head, looking at the man in disbelief. Who was he to tell me what to do.
But I couldn't be bothered. I quickly got up, bumping into Sam purposefully before walking outside to Quil.
His eyes portrayed a sadness that reflected my own as he stood against the hood of my car.
I walked over slowly, dragging my feet against the Earth.
I stopped in front of him, I took a deep breath.
"He's gone." I choke. "Quil, Jacob's gone." I feel my knees about to give out from under me. I walk into his large frame, burying my head into his chest.
"I know, love. I know." He coos, opening his arms to pull me into a hug.
I felt my tears fall onto his shirt as I melted into his touch.
Quil, the only person to make me feel like things could maybe be okay.
The only person left who can bring me back to Earth.
"Quil, what is going on?" I pull back, looking sternly into his eyes.
"(Y/N)-" He hesitates.
"No, I deserve to know. Because apparently it involves me a lot more than I was led to believe."
I pull the letter from my jacket pocket, holding it up to Quil. "So tell me now. Or I'm going to Embry." I let out the breath of air that was stuck in my lungs. "But you know I would rather hear it from you.
"Can I read it?" He pleads, nodding towards my letter.
"After you tell me exactly what is going on, Quil." I pull the letter behind me, looking up at him. "I deserve to know. I need to know why it hurts so bad." I look down at my feet. "Why does it hurt so bad?" I look up at his chocolate brown eyes, pleading with my own.
"Get in the car, we're going to our spot." He advises, looking back between me and the car before walking over to the driver's side.
I look at him, standing still. Trying to walk, despite my legs feeling like cement.
His eyes met mine, him motioning for me to get into the car.
And so I did.
I walked to the passenger side, silently opening the door and climbing in, taking a deep breath.
My mind raced with every thought imaginable.
Did Jacob come to say goodbye last night?
Could I have made him stay?
Was there something I did? Is there something I could do?
A sense of dread washed over me as I explored every possibility in my mind.
"Relax." Quil whispers, grabbing my hand and squeezing it lightly.
I look over to him, wondering how he always knows where my mind goes.
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Read here: Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part IV
sorry for the delay I just work all the time, was in school full-time, and am beyond clinically depressed lol
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jimblejamblewriting 2 months ago
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Just Like Me | Oneshot
[Posted 2021.11.05]
Requested: I would love to see a one shot between twilight again (because I鈥檓 back on rereading them). I would like to see one between the Cullen clan and the reader where she is actually a blood bag for aro and them and when Edward goes to Italy to sacrifice himself they see her and realize she has the power to change reality despite being human and try to save her.
Warnings: fluff and angst
Pairing: Jasper Hale x black!reader
Word Count: 3.5k
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You supposed that it could鈥檝e been worse. Not much worse but considering the other option was dead, it could鈥檝e been worse. Instead, you were a living blood bag. It started when your parents got suckered into some tour for the whole family and were given very cheap, nearly free, tickets to explore Volterra, Italy with a guide. The family was already going to Italy because that was where your grandparents had retired to before they passed away. The tour was meant to cheer everyone up after the tiny funeral. Instead, it resulted in the funerals of everyone else.聽
You first entered Volterra when you were seven. Many years later and you never left. You hated being the baby of your family but it saved your life that day you went on the palace tour. Marcus had decided that it was wrong to kill you, to kill something so young. Aro placed a hand on your shoulder to guide you further inside the palace when he stopped.
鈥淲hat is it?鈥 Caius asked.聽
Aro laughed maniacally. 鈥淪he has a gift.鈥
鈥淪he鈥檚 human.鈥澛
鈥淪he is but I鈥檓 not looking at our palace, I鈥檓 in the middle of a farm.鈥澛
The Volturi realized that scaring you so young had awakened a power that would have probably only been discovered if you were turned into a vampire. Whenever you were upset, your parents always said to think of your happy place. That was easy. It had always been your grandparents' farm in Italy. The entire time that the Volturi was feasting on unsuspecting tourists, you were thinking of your happy place until it felt real and you weren鈥檛 scared. Now, it was real to Aro until he pulled his hand away.聽
At first, you had a place in the guard. They decided that they would turn you when you became Jane鈥檚 age. And then a few months later, when you were running through the halls, you tripped and scraped your knee. Jane had enough self-control to not kill you, she didn鈥檛 have enough to not taste your blood. You were, as described by the entire Volturi, delicious. And soon the date of your turning moved from Jane鈥檚 age to when you became Aro鈥檚 age. It gave them plenty of time to feast on you before they never could again.聽
With enough training, your powers developed to work without being touched. Not without a catch. You had been conditioned and trained to never use your powers against them. You never tried because the reality couldn鈥檛 be held long enough for you to escape. Over the years, escape wasn鈥檛 even a thought anymore.聽
You were sitting on Marcus鈥 throne in the large room, finishing up an essay for class. If you went to regular school, you鈥檇 be a senior. Your eighteenth birthday was celebrated with Caius drinking your blood before putting on a cloak and supervising you leaving the castle for a day out. But instead of Caius, it was Dmitri who came over to where you were sitting.聽
Edward had gone to Italy after hearing Rosalie鈥檚 thoughts. She didn鈥檛 mean to think about it but she was there when Alice suddenly said she couldn鈥檛 see Bella鈥檚 future anymore. It wasn鈥檛 anyone鈥檚 fault that Edward had decided at that moment to visit the family that he had been avoiding for weeks. They couldn鈥檛 get him to stay long enough to persuade him that trying to end his life over Bella wasn鈥檛 the way to go. He marched into the room after a brief hello to their human secretary only to pause as he saw you in Marcus鈥 chair at the end. Edward only grew more confused as Dmitri pulled your arm away from you and rolled up the sleeve.聽
鈥淕o to your happy place,鈥 Dmitri told you.聽
Edward couldn鈥檛 help but look into your mind when you didn鈥檛 scream out in pain as Dmitri bit you. It was like you weren鈥檛 even in the room. He was staring at a farm where you were chasing ducks back to a lake. He pulled himself out of your mind to watch Dmitri bite you again to suck out any venom from his first bite, earning a hiss and some tears from you. Aro finally came into the room as you came back to your senses when Dmitri shook you hard enough.聽
鈥淓dward鈥 where are the rest of the Cullens?鈥 Aro asked.聽
鈥淭hey鈥檙e home, in Alaska.鈥澛
鈥淎laska?鈥澛
鈥淐arlisle felt people were questioning his age, we decided to move early.鈥 He lied.聽
Marcus and Caius walked into the room followed by Jane who moved to stand next to her brother. Edward felt a bit sick as he looked through everyone鈥檚 minds trying to find more information about you. The only person, from what he could tell, that never fed on you was Marcus.聽
Marcus did everything to make your life as pleasant as possible since saving you. He was old when he was bit and never had much strength. Aro listened to him but only for so much. Because you knew about the vampire world, you weren鈥檛 allowed to leave them but Marcus fought to keep you alive and then fought to keep you human. The old man had a heart. Plus, he was tired of being a vampire鈥 but was also too scared to beg for death. It was never a life he wanted.聽
鈥淭hen, how can we help you?鈥 Caius interrupted Edward鈥檚 prying.聽
鈥淚, uh, I came to beg for death but I think I changed my mind. I should go back to my family.鈥澛
Aro pursed his lips. 鈥淵es, you should. You know we don鈥檛 like killing our kind unless absolutely necessary. But do tell Carlisle to come by and bring your sister next time.鈥
Edward merely nodded. Aro still thought he could get Carlisle to come back to the Volturi. He wanted Edward and Alice in his guard. Edward already knew that Aro would house the entire Cullen Clan if it meant he got the two vampires that he really wanted.聽
鈥(Y/N)!鈥 Aro called. 鈥淕o with Marcus and make sure Mr. Cullen leaves safely.鈥澛
Edward huffed out a laugh. They thought he was going to do something stupid on his way out and force them to kill him. Before he saw you, he was going to. He couldn鈥檛 stand the thought of being alive while聽 Bella wasn鈥檛.聽
But now, Edward had one thing to do before he killed himself. Call it his final act at redemption for his damned soul. He peeked into Marcus鈥 mind as the vampire escorted him down. It wouldn鈥檛 be hard to overtake him, Edward was sure of it. But it seemed the old man had other plans. Marcus pushed you towards Edward when you reached the entrance.聽
鈥淕o.鈥
You looked back at the building.聽
鈥淭his chance won鈥檛 come again. Aro won鈥檛 move against me.鈥 Marcus looked to Edward. 鈥淵our family will take care of her, right?鈥
鈥淥f course.鈥澛
鈥淕ood. Go, go now.鈥澛
Edward grabbed your hand and left. It wasn鈥檛 the easiest to get you out of Europe. He knew that you had to leave Italy before Aro could start a manhunt to find you鈥 Marcus could probably only hold him off for so long. So, you and Edward were on a train to Switzerland where Carlisle knew a family friend whose family was responsible for helping them forge papers and certificates over the centuries.聽
He already messaged them to have a passport ready when they arrived. All they would have to do is add your picture to it. He wanted to talk to you, find out more about whatever happened, but you seemed tired. Not that he didn鈥檛 understand. Edward supposed that he also wouldn鈥檛 have any energy if he was constantly used as a blood bag.聽
The rest of the Cullens were confused when the only message they got from Edward was to go home, their real home in Forks. Moving wasn鈥檛 hard when you were a vampire but they still were confused as to why. The only relief they got was the fact that he was alive and apparently so was Bella鈥 Alice messaged Edward as soon as she confronted the Swan girl. Their faces immediately turned to the door when they smelled their brother and a human鈥 that was Bella? Something seemed different about the blood they smelled. It was more citrusy somehow but it drew them in all the same.聽
Jasper realized that he still must not have had too much control because Bella鈥檚 blood was calling him more than it ever had before. Rosalie just huffed in annoyance. Her brother was back for all of two minutes and he already sought out Bella. She was ready with a snarky remark when the door opened only for her mouth to make no noise. Edward led you inside, saying it was alright. He took you straight upstairs and to his room.聽
While you got dressed, Edward explained what he saw to his family. You came downstairs in a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt鈥 both things that Edward left for you. You just stood awkwardly at the edge of the stairs until Esme beckoned you over. All the vampires took in a breath as they stared at your bare arms. You were littered in scars of bite marks. Edward didn鈥檛 realize it was that bad. He immediately handed you his jacket after reading your thoughts鈥 you always wore long sleeves because of the marks.聽
Jasper could feel your fear rolling off of your body. You didn鈥檛 feel comforted at all. You didn鈥檛 know these people or what they were capable of. You were given from one group of vampires to another. Carlisle went to place his hand on your knee when they noticed you flinched. He immediately pulled back.聽
鈥淣o one here is going to do what they did to you.鈥澛
Jasper couldn鈥檛 take it anymore, the way the fear kept rolling off in waves. It was so bad that even Edward could feel it through Jasper鈥檚 mind. The honey blonde vampire sent a sea of calm your way. All of the Cullens jumped when their living room was replaced with a farm. Edward was the only one who had seen it before.聽
鈥淛asper, stop calming her.鈥澛
The moment Jasper stopped, the farm was gone. The one question of why the Volturi kept you around was no longer a question. To have powers as a human was a rare and incredible gift. For someone who didn鈥檛 like to get too close to humans, Rosalie immediately took you upstairs to grab a new shirt and then go to bed. Jasper moved to sit next to Edward when you left.聽
鈥淚s that what Bella smelled like to you?鈥
鈥淒id you just鈥︹澛
It all made sense why Alice didn鈥檛 try nearly as hard as everyone else to stop Edward from heading to Italy. She saw you coming. Jasper鈥檚 mate. The next thought Edward had was echoed by everyone. Jasper鈥檚 mate was human like Bella yet was both more fragile and more powerful at the same time.聽
Because Rosalie, Jasper, and Emmett were pretending to be a year older than their siblings, they didn鈥檛 have to go back to school when the weekend finished. Forks easily re-enrolled the others and鈥 much to Rosalie鈥檚 dismay鈥 Edward was back with Bella before the end of the week. You were in your room. When they found out that you were the age that Alice and Edward were pretending to be, they asked if you wanted to finish the last few weeks of senior year in a real school. You didn鈥檛. You didn鈥檛 know people. Everyone new was either hostile or a victim. You didn鈥檛 want to see anymore victims. The Cullens heard you leave your room around midnight to eat but hadn鈥檛 actually seen you since the first night.聽
They had begun communicating with you with notes under the door and eventually text messages once Esme managed to sneak in a phone while you were sleeping. She tried to make meals for you and leave them outside your door. Jasper had taken to sitting outside your door and making you happy. He liked that whenever there was a flood of emotion that he could see the farm as well. However, your nightmares scared the Cullens. You were strong enough to turn the whole house into Volterra and they were forced to live the nightmare with you. That was usually when Jasper would go upstairs and stay outside your door for the rest of the night.聽
No one saw you come downstairs until it was time for a graduation party that was mainly thrown because of Bella. Alice had texted you that humans would be there as well as Edward鈥檚 girlfriend-recently-turned-fiance. You weren鈥檛 sure if you still trusted the Cullens but they could鈥檝e broken down your door and bit you whenever they wanted. If they hadn鈥檛 then they probably weren鈥檛 going to feed on any of the party guests. The Cullens said that you were a family friend visiting, not that any of the other seniors cared.聽
Jasper stayed close to you the whole night. It was more for protection than anything. The last thing they needed was you sending everyone to some forest in the middle of nowhere or the dungeons of Volterra. He kept you calm but not too calm that you sent everyone to your happy place. You were ushered outside by Jasper, where he could still keep an eye on you while talking to Jacob and the others about what Alice just saw.聽
The wolves were only half paying attention as they focused on you. None of the Cullens were offering an explanation. You were human from what they could tell. And very shy. You didn鈥檛 speak at all and you didn鈥檛 seem fazed by the mentions of newborns and vampires in general. It was weird. They only caught your name at the end when Rosalie asked if you wanted to go back upstairs. It was something that they couldn鈥檛 let go when they showed up on the Cullens鈥 territory to learn how to fight.聽
鈥淭hey want to know about (Y/N),鈥 Edward said.聽
You were sitting in the Jeep, not wanting to get out of it. Carlisle informed the wolves of the latest addition to their family and the situation that you were found in. The pack felt angered. How could anyone do that to a person? Edward and Jasper couldn鈥檛 blame the wolves for the extra anger that came off of them. The Jeep had gotten a bit hot so you took off your jacket, not able to stand the heat anymore. Eventually the car was too hot and you got out to join Bella sitting on the hood of the car.聽
You drew everyone鈥檚 attention as the sun shined upon you. In just a tank top, they could see every bite mark that went from your wrists to your shoulders on both sides. Bella jumped down to talk to and pet Jacob. While the others continued training, Jasper walked over to where you were.聽
鈥淚鈥檝e got them too,鈥 he said, letting his thick Texan accent slip out.聽
Jasper rolled up his sleeves. He let you grab his arm, your fingers delicately tracing the bite marks that littered his skin as well.聽
鈥淒id they use you too?鈥 you asked.聽
Everyone stopped what they were doing. This was the first time that you spoke. Jasper blinked. Your voice sounded like soft wind chimes, his favorite sound. They all heard their favorite sounds somehow. Your power over reality extended past sight ability. Jasper recovered after a moment.聽
鈥淣o, I got all these after I was turned. I was the youngest major of the Texas Calvary in 1861.鈥澛
You raised an eyebrow. 鈥1861? That鈥檚 the Civil War, the Con鈥斺
鈥淚 was a spy for the Union,鈥 Jasper said quickly before you pulled your hands away.聽
鈥淵ou should start with that.鈥澛
鈥淎pologies, ma鈥檃m.鈥澛
You listened to Jasper tell his story. He didn鈥檛 seem to mind as you poked at his scars and compared them to your own. It shouldn鈥檛 have given you peace of mind to hear a story as tragic as his but it was nice to know someone out there shared a pain similar to yours. Jasper took a chance and grabbed your hand, tracing a scar on your wrist with his thumb.聽
鈥淚 was seven,鈥 you said, feeling his hold tense up. 鈥淭he first bite doesn鈥檛 hurt much but you can always feel the second when they鈥檙e sucking the venom out鈥 I鈥檝e always hated them.鈥澛
鈥淭hey鈥檙e battle scars.鈥澛
鈥淵ours are battle scars, I was just a blood bag. There鈥檚 nothing brave about that.鈥澛
鈥淚 beg to differ. Surviving all those years with the Volturi, I鈥檝e never met anyone braver in all my time.鈥澛
After Jasper showed you the scars that covered his arms, you started wearing short sleeves more. The Cullens were excited to see you downstairs for meals. You often stuck by Jasper鈥檚 side. He found that he was able to control himself around you with no problem. Probably because he never wanted to see you get hurt again. When the battle commenced, you were told to stay home and not leave. The Cullens came back and Jasper immediately went to find you.聽
He sat on the edge of your bed as you examined his arms for new scars, not finding any. His golden eyes met yours. It was driving him crazy, being so close to you without making a move. He knew how you felt about him. It was a small crush, nothing compared to how he felt about you. It certainly wasn鈥檛 the rush of emotions that he felt off of Bella when she met Edward. You seemed to be taking your time in developing anything.聽
He had to admit that he kind of enjoyed it. It gave Jasper the chance to learn more about you. It certainly appealed more to Rosalie that you and Jasper were slowly progressing unlike Bella. She also liked that you had no desire to be like them. It was probably inevitable because you were Jasper鈥檚 mate. But you were content living for a few more years as a human. You had enough bites to last you a lifetime. On some level, Jasper didn鈥檛 seem to want to push it. From what Edward could read and from what Jasper told the Cullens, he was content only getting a single life with you. If you never wanted to turn into one of them then he wouldn鈥檛 force you. He鈥檇 watch over you until you grew old if that was what you wanted.聽
Jasper grabbed your hand. This was normally the part of the night where he poked at each bite mark before telling you goodnight. If he wasn鈥檛 hunting, he would spend half the night with his family before going to sit outside your door and get lost in your dreams. Sometimes, the others would join him and enjoy the fantasy worlds that seeped past your doorway. But Jasper couldn鈥檛 just let it go tonight. He took a chance and pressed a kiss to the bite on your wrist. He smirked as he heard your heart race a little.聽
Jasper moved to kiss the next scar, doing the next one until your entire left arm had been kissed. He moved to the right side, chuckling when you flopped over onto the bed. Your emotions were a mix but all positive. Jasper hovered over you as he kept kissing each scar until he reached the last one on your right shoulder, near your collarbone. He paused for a moment as he looked down at your lips.聽
The Cullens were reading鈥 playing the piano in Edward鈥檚 case鈥 when they smelled oranges and lemons. Citrus scented the air and soon they could hear wind chimes and birds chirping before the living room turned into a grove.聽
Jasper felt like he was touching grass rather than gripping the sheets of your bed. He leaned down, gently slotting his lips between yours. You smiled into the kiss as your hands slowly went up to cup his face. Your emotions were on one hundred and gave Jasper a sort of high, especially as he smelled the fruits in the grove. He pulled away feeling a bit drunk on more than just the taste of your lips.聽
鈥淕oodnight,鈥 Jasper whispered as he moved from on top of you.聽
鈥淕oodnight.鈥澛
You covered your face with your hands and just laid in bed for a moment. You hoped it wasn鈥檛 a one time thing. Maybe you weren鈥檛 ready to make any official moves but you did want to be kissed by Jasper every night before bed. The grove turned back into the Cullen home as you fell asleep. The rest of the Cullens didn鈥檛 have to be mind readers to know what caused it鈥 the look on Jasper鈥檚 face was enough to let them know.聽
And they didn鈥檛 have to go upstairs to get the little movie that was your dream. For once, it was seeping into the entire living room. Jasper鈥檚 entire family looked on in loving disgust as the living room turned into your bedroom and they were forced to watch Jasper kiss up and down each of your arms.聽
鈥淲e need to teach her how to control her powers,鈥 Emmett commented. 鈥淚鈥檓 gonna die if I ever see you two having sex.鈥澛
Jasper shoved Emmett off the couch, going back upstairs as your dream disappeared but the scent of citrus came wafting from underneath the bottom of your bedroom door.
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volturialice 2 months ago
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do you think jasper REALLY proposed to alice? because I can't imagine him proposing to her, you know, on one knee or something like that. in my mind he was just like "hey darlin' so what if we got married to calm carlisle christian-ass down?" and then she would probably be like "party, pretty dress, hot cowboy in a suit...yeah sure"
also they are having this conversation after sex it's just my mind it's just the way it works
oh yeah, hard agree.
for all that alice loves to make A Big Thing out of everyone else's life, she's intensely (hypocritically) private about her own stuff. I think part of that is respecting jasper's desire for privacy, and part of it is that she seems to hold their relationship fairly sacred鈥攊t's not a set piece or a tool to her. I think it's significant that she and jasper chose to hang out on their own for a few years before showing up to the family.
and of course, I've talked before about how neither of them cares much about marriage as an institution. jasper was happy to leave 1860s mores behind, and alice was never taught to Wait Until Marriage鈩 in the first place. they're the two least involved in human society, so why should they care whether it recognizes what they already know is a permanent commitment, something that will last way longer than any mere human lifetime? like, capital-F ~Fate~ brought them together. they're a soulmate au. I don't think they see themselves as needing anyone else's approval.
but, well. a wedding is a party, and I think once alice saw pictures of rosemmett's or carlesme's wedding, the schemey little Bastard gears in her head would start turning. they didn't have friends and family to party with before, but they do now.
and I think once the suggestion was floated, jasper would like the idea of getting married, too. the remaining old-fashioned part of him appreciates the Serious Maturity of marriage. after all, it sounds so Adult. ("that's my wife." you sound like a person.)
so I think jasper did "propose," but not in a flashy or public or even particularly premeditated way.
and they're definitely having this conversation after sex. I think that is when jasper is at his most mushy and sentimental and when alice knows she can get away with murder even more than usual.
anyway I was thinking about what a fun ask this is (thank you anon!) and my hand slipped and then this happened, so
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[tooth-rotting fluff under the cut; probably T-ish in rating]
"So I saw something the other day," said Alice one afternoon. They had the house to themselves, which meant sex in a bed, still something of a novelty after their years of wandering.
"Mmm?" said Jasper, his hand stroking lazily over her bare back.
Alice looked up, her sharp little chin poking his shoulder. "Carlisle's going to suggest we get married," she warned.
Jasper absorbed this, considered it, then broke into a wicked grin. "Do you think we're offending his delicate sensibilities, living in sin?" he asked, skimming his fingers up the side of Alice's ribcage until she shivered.
Not to be outdone, Alice trailed her nails over his abs, making him twitch. "Oh, we're definitely offending his delicate sensibilities," she purred. She dragged her toes along his calf in that way she knew made him squirm. She liked having and abusing the knowledge that the invincible, battle-hardened Scourge of the South was ticklish.
Jasper broke and rolled her beneath him, pinning her wrists out of the way so she couldn't cause any more trouble while he soundly kissed the laughter out of her. It didn't entirely work鈥攕he was still laughing when she pushed him off a minute later.
He propped himself up on one arm, scrutinizing her face. "Do you want to get married?"
She frowned up at the ceiling. "I don't know. It could be fun."
"You haven't seen it already?"
"How could I?" She rolled to look at him, whacking him lightly with a stray pillow before she tucked it under her head. "You're a rather important part of that decision."
Jasper considered again. "Try now," he ordered. "Look for our wedding."
Alice did, her eyes unfocused. Her wry "I'll humor you" look melted away at whatever she saw, replaced by surprise and acute delight.
She came back to the present and sat up sharply. "Jasper Whitlock, are you asking me to marry you?" she demanded.
He made a spur of the moment decision, since that was the only way to surprise her, and rolled out of bed. The sight of him on the floor, intensely serious as ever as he got down on one knee, completely naked, had her clapping both hands over her mouth to keep from bursting into giggles.
"Shhh," he said, struggling not to grin back at her. He arranged his face into an expression that dared her to break first and ruin the moment. "Alice Cullen: I love you. Will you marry me?"
"Yes," she said. "Now get up."
Jasper obeyed, tackling her back onto the bed in the process.
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"So when is it?" he asked a while later.
"When's what?"
"Our wedding."
"I don't know," said Alice. "It wasn't clear in the vision."
"How about Thursday?"
"Thursday?" She smacked him on the shoulder. "How fast do you think I can plan a wedding?"
Jasper raised an eyebrow. "You mean you haven't already planned it?"
He knew he had her dead to rights when she shifted and refused to meet his eyes. "Well..." she admitted. "I did have a few ideas."
She wouldn't be Alice if she didn't.
"But you know," she added, looking slyly up at him, "if you wanted to live in sin a while longer, I wouldn't object."
"Good," said Jasper, and kissed her again.
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samblackblog 7 months ago
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Boundaries [Paul Lahote x reader]
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Blurb: A Paul Lahote short story, in which the reader finds themselves as Paul's imprint and things spiral.
Warnings: Language, most likely will be some smut cause you know!
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lokis-favorite-follower a month ago
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Is It Over?
Pairings: Carlisle Cullen x Reader Warnings: Abuse, multiple injuries, mentions of self-harm, accusations of self-harm, sparkling vampires.... Author鈥檚 Note: This is 11.6k words, this is your only warnings.
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"So, how long are you planning on staying at this school?" the principal asked.
You did not respond, you were not allowed to do the talking. "The time varies, my husband's work takes us all over all the time. Perhaps a month or two?" She swished her raven hair over her shoulder, her sunglasses set on her face to distract from her crimson eyes, despite the fact that there was a cloud covering every patch of sky in this town.
"Ah, remind me again your relation?" he asked, his gaze practically glued to her.
"Adoptive mother," she flashed him a smile.
He wrote it down with an "alright-y" and flashed his own smile. "Wonderful, I'm sure you'll fit right in then."
"How do you mean?" she asked.
He looked up at her, "Oh, well, we have a family of adoptives in this town. They're a little strange, I must admit, but you should fit in just fine."
She nodded and then turned to you, "You hear that? You'll fit right in." That was a reminder. You gave a nod and a shy smile and looked away.
The meeting with the principal to have you registered soon ended, and you returned to the motel the three of you were taking residence in.
"Nathaniel will be back soon. In the meantime, I'm hungry," Camilla gave a chilling smile and you nodded as you went to sit next to her. You hesitantly raised your arm as she tossed her glasses away and grasped your arm. She bit into it roughly and you swallowed your whimper of pain.
Ever since they decided to keep you, they also used you as a snack. You were just a blood bag for when they got hungry and didn't want to go out and find someone to drain.
You were practically covered in their scars, both bites and knives, and were condemned to wear turtle neck sweaters for the rest of your life.
Tomorrow, you would start life at, yet, another school. It was just a cover. You were 20 years old and should have been in college by now.
However, you were found by Camilla and Nathaniel when you were 16. They slaughtered your family and kept you, you never knew why. Ever since, you've been going state to state with them, registering at school after school with a new identity to work as a lure. Usually, they had you get close to some sort of family or something of the like and lure them back to Camilla and her mate so they could have their fun and feed before leaving again.
They didn't need you to feed, but they sure had fun with it.
This was be your life until you no longer looked like you were pass as a student. They would either kill you do find a different tactic.
It wasn't long before Nathaniel came back to the motel, where he had hopped on board with Camilla and fed from you. It was usually easier to cut than to bite for a better cleanup and cover up, but they seemed especially snack-y today.
You were eventually sent away so you could do your own type of feeding, actual food. You wish you could have escaped, just run away. But Camilla was a tracker, he would find you. Last time you tried to escape, you were found by him and the consequence was deadly.
So you drove off to the nearest restaurant, ordered, and stayed out as long as you could before returning to get ready for your first day of school.
When you arrived, the students immediately started crowding around you and trying to become friends. You were picked up by a group, a small group with normal human teenagers that were all interested in knowing you. That meant you would have to choose one of these students to get close to and lead to their deaths.
You thought about Jessica first. She seemed pretty self-absorbed, while also being mildly interested in you. You decided against it however, when she helped you in getting out of things Tyler and Mike wanted to invite you to.
Angela was an absolute pass. She was way too sweet and caring and you did not want to have her killed. She would be spared.
You thought about Tyler, but also sided against that. He and Eric were a pass as you decided they were too good to kill.
Bella was a suffer in silence type, as easier as it would be to help her along and put her out of her misery, there was something about her that made you side against it as well. She should live to grow old, not die brutally at the hands of vampires.
Mike, on the other hand, was overbearing and was constantly trying to ask you out. He was practically offering himself up, and he was extremely annoying. It seemed less than humane, but you had lost some of your humanity after the first victims you were responsible for.
You tread carefully, trying to steer clear of the famous Cullens who people seemed to dub as freaky celebrities. If they are popular, you don't touch them. Besides, they give out a certain air that you don't want any part of.
You kept extreme distance and caution.
You did everything with painstaking care. One mishap and you would be dead by Nathaniel or Camilla, whoever got to kill you.
But then, something terrible happened, and you were in a shit ton of trouble. Jessica saw one of the cuts on your arm.
As was said before, it was better to clean up and cover up when you provided cuts that would heal, rather than them biting you and the bite sealing over with silver. It was easier for everyone. Those cuts scarred over naturally, so you had to wear long sleeves all the time to keep them from prying eyes.
But Jessica saw a few of the fresher ones and grew worried, thinking that something terrible was happening with a new friend of hers. "I'm taking you to the hospital to get that checked out... along with that bite, that's freaky."
"No, please, don't," you begged as you pulled you arm away. "I... have a cat who scratches me all the time," you were hoping your excuse would work, but were very wrong.
"You don't have a speck of fur on you," she argued.
"Really good lint rollers?" you tried.
"Come on," she pulled you. You groaned, "Wait! I... I don't like doctors. Terrified of them."
"I don't care. You shouldn't do this to yourself," she said as she mumbled under your breath, pulling you to the parking lot as the end of school bell rang. The two of you past by Bella, who looked concerned as she asked, "What's wrong?"
Jessica had a firm grip on your arm as she stopped and turned around, holding you so you didn't run off. "Trip to the hospital," Jessica said.
"What happened?" Bella asked, her brown eyes filled with worry.
Jessica looked around to make sure no one else was prying when she rolled up your sleeve, to your protests, and showed her the cuts on your arms. Bella's eyes went wide, "Oh my god," she gasped.
You groaned, "Please don't make a big deal out of it like Jess. Everything is fine, I'm fine."
"No, you're not. I'm getting you to the hospital," Jessica argued.
Bella nodded and you gave her a glare to point out her betrayal, "She's right. I'll come with you. I'll bring Edward, his father works there."
Edward Cullen, one of the celebrities. Don't get close to celebrities.
You tried to protest, but it didn't seem like you were being heard as you were practically shoved into Jessica's car. It wasn't long before you arrived at the hospital. You hesitantly got out of the car and were brought inside with Bella and Edward following.
Edward's hard gaze was on you for a long time as he stared, and you were beginning to grow uneasy under his glare. You were used to them, you got them from Camilla and Nathaniel all the time, but his was different. It made you want to crawl under a rock and get away. It was like he was dissecting you, getting into your mind and pulling you apart.
Once inside, you, Jessica, and Bella took a seat in the waiting room as Edward went to retrieve his father. He returned in what seemed like no time with a man in front of him. You did not look up to see him, you kept your gaze on the floor as you tried to figure out what you could possibly do to persuade everyone that you weren't a troubled teenager.
You were a grown woman who was just being harbored and fed on by vampires. Everything was completely fine.
"Y/N? Your name is Y/N, right?" a clear voice spoke as a doctor approached you. His voice almost had you looking at him, it seemed as if it called to you in more way than one, a lure for your attention.
But you did not look up. You kept your gaze away from the ones who were crowding around you. He spoke again to the others, "I've got it from here, thank you."
The others dispersed to give you some space. He knelt down in front of you in a attempt to get you to look at him, his hands clasped in front of him as he spoke again, "Y/N, my name is Carlisle Cullen. My son tells me your here about self-harm."
You did not respond, you had no idea what to say to persuade him that you didn't do it. The evidence was on your arms.
"Why don't you come with me so we can get away from everyone else? Just one on one," he said.
You huffed and stood, still avoiding his gaze as he finally stood up as well. He led you down the hall to a room for the both of you to speak. He opened the door for you and the both of you entered as he closed it behind.
"Can you remove your jacket so that I can see them please?" he asked kindly. His voice was gentle and kind, and his eyes were soft鈥攁lthough, you did not see them.
You did not make a single move to do so, and he spoke again, his voice never changing, "It makes it easier for the both of us if you would please work with me."
You sighed as you slowly removed the jacket. This was one of those days where you only wore a jacket, instead of the jacket and the long sleeves. Everything else needed washing. So as you removed your jacket from your arms, they were bare for him as he saw the bites and cuts that adorned your body.
He did not give you a judgmental look, nor did he make a verbal response. He just took your arms in his hands and examined your skin with gentle touches. You finally looked at him then out of shock at how cold his hands were. You were used to cold hands, but you were not ready for it to come from him.
Your eyes looked at him for the first time, and you were instantly shocked at the beauty he displayed. It was so cheesy that this man just happened to look like an angel. He sensed your movement and apologized, seemingly used to people being shocked by his cold touch.
Now that you were looking at him, you could no longer tear your eyes away. His calm smile was set on his face to make you comfortable. His hair was an icy blonde, and his skin was pale and smooth.
His skin was pale and smooth, and his touch was cold. You knew that all too well. But you doubted you were right. What were the odds?
What were the odds?
Carlisle's fingers ghosted over the bites on your arm, the ones that seemed filled with silver linings, then at the newer cuts that adorned your skin. He knew those bites all too well, one of his children were covered in them.
"Where did you get these bites from?" he asked.
In a quick moment, you replied, "They're special tattoos. My mom has a friend who does them professionally and she let me get them... That's why they look so real."
You were a quick liar, you had to be with the life that you lived, but Carlisle seemed to hear past your lie, literally. Your heartbeat kicked up after the lie so smoothly left your tongue. He hummed anyway and looked back at the cuts.
"And the cuts?" he asked, raising a brow as he awaited your lie.
"Cats," you tried again.
He shook his head with a chuckle, "I've seen cat scratches, that's not it."
"Sharp claws," he said.
"Y/N," he said calmly. He finally raised his eyes to look at you again and caught your gaze. He seemed to not have realized you looking back at him. Now that he had a good look at your face, he could tell you had to have been older than 17.
He shook it from his head, however. He knew for sure where the bites were from, but he was still on the fence about the cuts. It was plausible that you were living a certain life you had no care for and it was weighing down on you, or there was something else that he had not thought of yet.
Either way, he had to ask you questions.
"When did this first start?" he asked, his eyes looking inti yours.
You were slow to answer him, curious about the gold of his eyes. Camilla and Nathaniel's eyes were red, you had never met another one with gold eyes鈥攏ot that you have met a ton of vampires.
He couldn't be a vampire. It was probably just coincidence.
You shook your head as you answered, "I didn't do them."
"If you were to have done them," he said, "When would it start?"
You could see that there was no way to get around it now. The best thing you could do was just play along. You let out a defeated sigh and seemingly hung your head, your shoulders slumping as you spoke in a monotone voice, "Four years ago."
That is technically when it started.
"Has it worsened at all in the last few months?" he questioned, his eyes still looking into yours, as if searching for a lie.
You shrugged and looked away from him then, your eyes looking out of the window as you begged for it to end. "It's all the same."
"Do you know of anything that may have caused it in the first place?" he asked.
You shrugged again. "My father's work," you scowled at that title for Nathaniel, "takes him all over all the time and my mother likes us to stay together so we travel with him. I don't have a stable life. I'm at different school all the time."
"How many schools have you been to?"
"Too many."
He continued to ask you questions until finally, finally it was over. He let you go with a prescription for anti-depressants and told you to come back again for a checkup soon.
You would never come back if you could help it.
Jessica was going to drive you back to the school so you could get your car and go back to the motel, but she mentioned something about being late to her new job, so Bella and Edward insisted on taking you.
Which meant you would be stuck in a car with two people who were off limits, one more than the other.
No celebrities, only nobodies.
Edward was not a nobody in this town, and it seemed Bella was not either. She was the chief's daughter which meant she was definitely a celebrity.
That meant they were safe and you were in trouble. You had already been out too long, and now you're hanging out with celebrities.
Edward dropped you off at the school so you could get to your car, and you quietly begged Bella not to go blabbing to the school. "Trust me, I'm not that girl," she whispered back.
You kept your gaze off of Edward and scurried to your car before practically racing out of the parking lot and back to the motel. It reminded Edward of his own driving.
You sat outside of the motel with a deep sigh before getting out of your car and walking into the room. You were met with Camilla, whose arms were crossed over her chest as she stood. Nathaniel was sitting next to her, whose hand was curled around her thigh as he looked at you with a sadistic smirk.
"Where were you?" she asked, her tone harsh.
You winced and hung your head low as you spoke, "I'm sorry... I was out with Mike... at his place. He's the nobody. I lost track of the time and-"
"Don't lie to me!" she responded, in front of you in no time as she grasped your wrist and pulled you close to her. Her voice was low with a threat as she spoke again, "Where were you?"
You held back tears as she squeezed your wrist, you could feel the bones protesting against her as it undoubtedly bruised up against her hold. "One of his friends noticed one of the cuts and took me to the hospital because she thought it was self-inflicted. Nothing happened, swear. We aren't in danger of being found out."
She pulled you close so you were inches from her face as she spoke again, "You better be right, for your sake. If something happens, you're paying for it. Do you understand?"
You whimpered as you nodded. "Do you understand?" she asked again harshly, her hand squeezing tighter as you heard a pop!. It was sure to be sprained, at the very least.
"Yes, ma'am," you squeaked as tears stained your cheeks. She let go of you and stepped to the side to cool off. Nathaniel stood and walked over, "Let me help you with that." Grabbing your wrist, popped them back into place. You let out a small cry at the pain as he stepped back. You held your wrist in your hand and tried to hold back your cries. Your wrist had already begun to bruise.
Camilla sat down and patted the spot next to her for you. "Come here," she said before fishing the pocket knife from a drawer, "I'm hungry." Your shoulders slumped, but you moved quickly to avoid being hurt again.
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You were dropped off at the school the next morning with the assignment of going to Mike's after school to get closer. They had half a mind to make you go for Jessica instead, since she was the one who was making things hard. You told them she was a celebrity and they reluctantly decided to leave her be.
You meant to wrap your arm to next day to avoid showing off the large bruise, but decided that a bruise covered by your sleeve was better than a bruise covered up by obvious gauze bandages.
The next day at lunch, the other's did not seem to have been distracted by you, and you concluded that no one had let anything spill. Edward and Bella, however, had both chosen to sit with your group that day, and he was keeping you under close watch it seemed.
Sometime during lunch when the boys were not paying attention, Jessica turned to you. "Let me see your arms again."
"No," you protested, drawing your hands back. She insisted and, to keep from drawing attention, you did as she told you and gave up your hands.
As soon as she saw the bruise, she looked at you, "I know you didn't do this. What's happening with you at home, girl?"
"Nothing," you said.
"This isn't nothing," she said in a hushed voice, "Is it your dad?"
"No," you told her, "I just caught by arm on something and it got stuck. It bruised over, I'm fine."
She gave a skeptical look as she shook her head and let go of your arms, "Do I need to take you back to the hospital again?"
You shook your head quickly. "No, um, actually," you raised your voice a little to bring the attention of the rest of the table without looking at them, "I was actually going to ask Mike if he wanted to hang today."
He looked up with those stupid hopeful eyes, "Wait, really?"
You looked over and feigned surprise, "Oh, uh, if that's okay with you?"
He glanced around the table, his eyes darting at Bella as if he was making sure she was paying attention. You and to fight the urge to roll your eyes. You knew part of the reason he liked you was because he was trying to make Bella jealous, even if it was obvious that she had no intentions of being with him.
"Uh, yeah. That's鈥 Uh, that's cool with me. We could, uh, we could go to my place or see a movie," he said.
You nodded, "Um, your place sounds great."
"Okay, cool," he said with a smile as he nodded. Eric and Tyler turned to him with smiles as they congregated, "Congrats, man."
"Ah, it's nothing," Mike said as he tried to play it off. You let out a bit of a sigh and turned back to Jessica. She gave you a long look and rolled her eyes, "Really?"
You shrugged, "I like hanging with my friends."
You glanced at Edward to see him staring too intensely at the table, and it made you shiver. He reminded you too much of Camilla and Nathaniel, he radiated the danger they gave off.
After school, Mike took you to his place as planned, and you met his parents. That was good, you were going to have to at some point. They seemed nice and offered you whatever you wanted, to which you declined politely. He played video games as you watched next to him, bored out of your mind as you dodged every attempt he made at trying to get close to you.
He kept trying to kiss you, and it weirded you out.
You were 20 and he was 17. Under no circumstance would you ever try and date any of the victims. That was an absolute no.
The time finally came for you to return home, and Camilla came to pick you up. That was also good. She had to meet the parents.
The only next move was to convince Mike that you were dating鈥攇ross鈥攁nd have his parents invite yours to dinner.
Then you would stick around for another couple of days before leaving again. You hoped it happened soon, as terrible as that sounded. This place was giving you a strange feeling that you did not like.
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You soon found yourself at the hospital again. Forks was a place where warm weather was fsr and few. On an especially cold day, the ground had frozen over and was slick with ice. Used to these weather conditions, nothing in town was canceled, so you still had school.
While you were out in the parking lot of the school, you had managed to slip and fall. You reached out to your car for support but fell anyway. The slick ground gave you a sprained ankle and the car gave you a nasty gash across your hand.
It started with a small crowd of your "friends", and then it became a large crowd of onlookers. Someone overreacted, as most of this town seemed to do, and called an ambulance. You were rushed to the hospital where you ended up with the same doctor as before.
He walked up to you with that charming smile and golden eyes that seemed less golden. "Y/N," he greeted as he approached you, "You missed your appointment last week."
You gave a small, fake smile, "Sorry, doctor. Bad memory."
He chuckled lightly as he began to examine your ankle. "It's not too bad, it's just a sprain. As for your hand," he said as he came to look at it, "You'll need stitches."
You sighed and looked away. He got to work and made small talk as he fixed you up. "How have you been?"
"You mean with the scars you seemed so interested in before?" you asked, rolling your eyes.
"No, I mean in general," he responded with a chuckle. You shrugged, "Same as always."
"Which is?"
"Does it matter?" you questioned, looking back at him as he glanced up at you.
"Does it?" he asked. That was not the response you were expecting. The smile on his face was ultimately genuine as he glanced back at you. You had a pull to you he's never felt in anyone before, one that you were feeling toward him that you would not allow yourself to feel.
You shrugged and looked away again. "You keep doing that," he commented.
"Doing what?" you asked.
"Breaking eye contact," he answered as he moved to your hand, "You never look at me."
"I never look at anyone."
He hummed, slowly but surely wrapping up your arm, as if he was trying to prolong this as much as possible. You watched him in silence, unable to look away from him as he worked. When he finished with your hand, you got ready to jump down when he rolled up your sleeve.
"What are you doing?" you asked.
"My job. I'm just having a quick look at your arms," he said. His smile wavered when he saw fresh cuts in your skin and the faintest bruise in you wrist.
"You're bruised," he said before his thumbs prodded at your wrist. You winced and he had you sit back down. "Your wrist isn't set right, what happenened?" You knew it was still hurting, but you thought Nathaniel had set it already. He must have done it wrong to mess with you.
You shrugged again with another sigh. You were tired of the questions, you just wanted to go back to the school or to wait in your car by yourself. "I must have done something to it, I don't know," you tried.
"Y/N," he said, "The way this was bruised was no accident. What happened?"
"Nothing, I'm fine."
He quieted his voice as to not draw attention as he spoke again, "What happened to your arm?"
"I'm fine," you answered in the same tone, just more firm.
He let out a sigh, not a tired one, a sad one. As if he was begging you to give him a straight answer, an honest one so he knew how to help you. He shook his head, "Alright... Well I have to reset your wrist."
You sighed as you braced yourself. "Have you been taking the pills?"
"Yeah," you lied.
"On time?" he asked as he felt around your wrist.
"Yeah."
"I'm going to count down and when I get to one, I'm going to set it. It's going to hurt," he said. You shrugged instinctively. You were used to being in pain at this point. It was not the best reaction you could have given, but it wasn't as if you could take it back.
He seemed shocked by your response but shook it off. "Three... two-" Pop!
"Fuck!" you whisper shouted. You closed your eyes and balled your hand into a fist, beating it against the bed you were sat on. "Sorry," he apologized as he wrapped your wrist in a brace.
"Yeah, thanks, Dr. Cullen," you huffed.
"Call me Carlisle," he said half-mindedly. You hummed in response.
He finished wrapping your wrist and allowed you to stand. You positioned yourself carefully on your good leg as he walked with you.
"Come in for a checkup soon, please," he said, "I'll send you appointment details, try to remember this one." As he helped you walk, he added, "Hey, please be nice to yourself. You don't need anymore cuts to your collection."
In a moment to impulse, you said, "It's either the cut or another tattoo, your choice." You both stopped suddenly at your words and he looked at you in shock.
Fuck, fuck, fuck!, you thought as you chuckled nervously. "Sorry, bad joke. I'll just dye my hair or cut it off, or both," you hoped that response would help.
"How about none of the above?" he said as he slowly recovered from your response. As you stepped out into the lobby, you were met with Camilla and Nathaniel sat down and waiting for you.
You stilled and readied yourself for your punishment. When her eyes caught you, they both stood. She walked over to you with a sickly sweet smile, her arms held out. She grabbed your arms tight in her hands as her shaded eyes scanned your face. Her hands tightened around your arms, letting you know what was to come as she began to cut off your circulation with how hard she was holding you. She spoke in a sickeningly sweet voice, "Oh my goodness! I was so worried, what happened?"
"I fell and sprained my ankle. Don't worry, I'm fine," you said as she let go of you. She turned to Carlisle, "Thank you so much for taking care of her, doctor."
To your surprise, he was not suddenly taken by her beauty just as everyone else was. You expected him to fill them in on your problems but he instead said, "It was no problem. Just make sure she takes care of those injuries so she can get better."
He lead them over to talk about extra details. When they finished, they came back over to you and Nathaniel wrapped a hand around your shoulders and said, "Let's get you back home, pumpkin."
"Yes, let's," Camilla said.
Carlisle walked over to you and gently pat your back. You felt his hand dip into the pocket of your jacket as he gave a smile. "Don't forget your appointment."
Camilla shot him a smile and ushered you quickly to the door. She rolled her eyes behind her glasses, "You are not making that damn appointment."
You gulped and they stuffed you in the car, her grip on your arm a little too tight as she shoved you inside. They drove off quickly, and you grew anxious at how calm she seemed. Too calm.
When you returned to the motel, you definitely needed a doctor now. You had only sprained your ankle, so she broke it instead. Your wrist was now sprained again, so she broke that too. Instead of feeding on you, she dragged her claw-like nails down your upper arms and gave you deep wounds that you knew would scar terribly.
Nathaniel's punishment was much different. He left the torture to Camilla. She took pleasure in that, and he took pleasure in watching. His punishment had to do with his appetite. He fed on you just before it was enough to do too much damage. He did not care as much.
You were in immense pain. You need so much help.
As you hid in the bathroom, you grabbed your jacket to see what it was Carlisle had put in it. What you pulled out was a small piece of paper that read, "If you need anything, just call" with his number written under in perfect handwriting.
You almost broke down and started crying, but your throat was sore and you were all out of tears. You looked at the blood that you had accidentally smudged on the paper and sighed heavily.
You stuffed the paper back into your pocket and leaned your head back. Your stomach rumbled, you were so hungry. You had not eaten since breakfast at the school that morning.
Suddenly, the door opened and Camilla stood on the other side. She folded her arms over her chest and leaned against the doorframe, "Get out of my sight. I don't care how long you're out, as long as you're back before Sunday morning."
It was a Friday night. Camilla allowed you one day of the week to yourself, it was the only freedom you had. She knew you would not do anything stupid because how you were now was the result of such stupidities.
You stood on shaky legs and grabbed your bag that held a phone, wallet, and keys to the car in it. "Leave the keys, we're using the car tomorrow," Nathaniel called from the living room as he stared blankly at the TV. You sighed and dropped them back on he table. You left the motel quickly with your jacket wrapped around your body to hide your injuries. You did not care about those right now, you just needed food.
You got yourself to the nearest diner on a bum leg, limping over the best you could, and ordered your food to go. After getting your food, you ate on the curb and felt some of your strength come back to you.
You sat at the diner for a while as you wondered what to do. As long as you were out of that damn motel, you did not care what you did.
As you shifted around, you winced and your hand came up to your arm as your fresh wounds began hurting you again. You sat back and caught your breath, trying to get the parking lot to stop spinning.
The piece of paper in your pocket seemed to burn a whole into your side. You pulled it out and stared at it for a while as you contemplated what to do. As you thought of the wounds that definitely needed to be patched up, you knew you wouldn't be able to do it yourself.
But you could not bother him, he would have been asleep by then. It was late.
But there was a bigger part of you that told you to pick up the phone and dial the number. That bigger part of you won as you found yourself dialing the number.
He picked up in no time, his voice carrying through the line and washing over you like a gentle wave. "Hello?"
"Carlisle, hey," you mumbled.
"Y/N, how are you? Is something wrong?" he asked.
You cleared your throat to try and sound better than how you felt as you nodded. "Yeah, I just..." you laughed to try and seem okay, "I seem to have found myself in a little problem."
"What happened?" he sounded deeply concerned now.
"I, uh, ran into a dog and it attacked me," you said. It was the only explanation you could come up with to explain the scratches he would be needing to examine, if he chose to.
"A dog?" he asked. You hummed.
"Alright, I'll come get you," he said, "Where are you?"
You looked up at the name of the diner you were sat in front of, and he was on his way in no time. It was not long before his car pulled up into the parking lot and he got out to get to you. You waved at him from where you sat and went to stand, struggling against your pained ankle.
He grabbed you carefully and helped you to stand. "A dog did this?" he asked, his tone giving off his disbelief.
"Big one," you shrugged. He shook his head and helped you to his car so he could check over the damage.
He seemed entirely confused and concerned as he looked you over. He made you shed your jacket so he could look at the damage and just shook his head, "This wasn't a dog attack, Y/N. What actually happened?"
You shrugged, "I... don't know what to tell you... I was walking and stepped into its territory and it attacked me."
He sighed and turned away from you, "I can't help you if you don't tell me the truth."
"Why would I lie?" you asked.
He looked at you for a long time before starting the car again. "Where are we going?" you asked.
"My house. I have my equipment there," he said shortly. You nodded a little and turned away from him.
The drive was silent as you sat there. You did not know what to do with yourself. It hurt to move, really, and you had no idea if it was appropriate to try and strike up a conversation.
He pulled into the drive of his home, which was enormous and grand. It was more of a mansion than it was anything else. He rounded the car to your side and helped you out as she helped you into the house.
It was vacant inside, there was no sign of life. You asked shyly, "Um, where are the others?"
"There all out. It's a Friday, after all," he said bluntly. You nodded absently, and he took you to his office. He sat you down and started pulling out supplies to take care of your wounds.
It was silent as he tended to you. You could not stop yourself from looking up at him, but he did not try to meet your gaze. "Carlisle," you said after too much time had passed in silence.
He did not look at you as his actions paused, "Are you going to lie to me again?"
You coiled back into yourself as you muttered, "I'm sorry." You sucked in your tears, there was no reason for you to be crying right now.
He softened and shook his had, "No, I'm sorry. I did not mean to react that way. Don't cry." He reached a hand out and wiped at a tear that had begun to gather in your eye.
You gave a weak smile and he continued to stitch your wounds before he moved to rewrap your now broken wrist and ankle after resetting them.
When he finished, he did not move as he stood in front of you. He spoke in a quiet voice, "How old are you?"
You looked up at him suddenly, "Seventeen."
"No, you're not. Please don't lie to me," he said, "How old are you really?"
You did not respond, you just watched him watch you. He sighed, "I know what your parents are."
You frowned and looked down at your lap, "If you know about my parents, then you know they aren't my parents..."
Carlisle nodded, "How long?"
"How long what?" you asked as you tilted your head.
"How long have you been with them?"
You shrugged, "They adopted me-"
"Y/N."
"Carlisle."
"Tell me the truth, Y/N," he tried, his voice raising slightly as he continued.
"It's the only truth I'm allowed to tell."
"The lies?" he asked.
You nodded firmly as you spoke in a raised voice, "Yes! If I could stop lying, I would. If I could stop living this life, I would!" Tears flooded your eyes as your lip quivered, "I'm tired. I never asked for this, any of this."
He softened again as his stance fell short. He set his cold hand against your cheek, "I'm sorry."
You sighed, "Edward told you, didn't he?"
"What?" he asked, caught off guard.
"You're vampires right? Your skin is freezing, your eyes change color. He stares off into space sometimes and he's always within vampire hearing range whenever possible. I'm guessing he has a gift and that gift is to read minds. He told you about me as soon as he found out and that's why you pry."
A soft smile ghosted over his lips. His hand fell from your face and you missed the cold warmth. "How old are you?" he asked again.
"I'm 20 years old," you said, "but I look 17."
"No, you don't," he offered a kind smile and you couldn't help but smile back at him.
"How long have you been with them?" he asked.
"Four years," you replied, your hands ghosting over your arms, "They slaughtered my family and kept me to make a scheme when I was 16. Use me to lure in families for them to slaughter and repeat."
He nodded, "And they use you as a blood bag in the process."
You nodded absently as you turned your gaze away. "And I'm guessing the scars are for that reason? All of them?"
You nodded and then shrugged, "Well, actually, these news ones were for becoming a celebrity." You cursed yourself, a hard look on your face as you chastised yourself, "No celebrities, only nobodies."
"And celebrities are..."
"People the town know, people the town will miss. No one would miss Mike Newton," you mumbled the last part. You then sighed, "My job is to become close with a nobody, meet the family and then be invited over for a dinner or something. Then Camilla and Nathaniel kill them and we move on."
"Those are their real names?" he questioned. You nodded. "Is your real name Y/N?"
You nodded again, "One of the rare moments when I get to keep it."
You bowed your head and avoided looking at him. You couldn't bare to look up at this man in front of you. When you found out he was a vampire, you knew something was different, but you did not want to get close anyway.
First, he was a definite celebrity. Second, he pulled you toward him.
Third, he was a vampire, and all vampires were the same. Bloodthirsty, sadistic monsters.
But he was proving you wrong, you didn't want him to prove you wrong.
He set a finger under your chin and you flinched. "I'm not going to hurt you," he said gently as he turned you to look at him. It pained him to see you so afraid and hurt, beat down by those who had changed your life for the worse. "Let my family help you," he said gently, "Let us save you."
You smiled, your eyes filled with flickers of hope before your face fell suddenly. "I wish you could help, but this is my life. I'm condemned to this. And... with the things I've done, I don't deserve help."
His smile faltered and he leaned in a little too quickly. You were caught off guard and jumped, instinctively moving your head to the side to bear your neck as you shut your eyes tight. You waited for the bite, waited for the sharp pain to pierce you and prove you right.
But it didn't come.
Slowly, you opened your eyes and looked at Carlisle. His eyes were sad and he looked like he could cry. He leaned in cautiously this time before wrapping his arms around you, pulling you close to him in a hug.
"Everyone deserves help."
You were caught off guard by the hug, your arms were limp at your sides as you stared wide-eyed at the wall.
Slowly, you brought your hands to wrap around him, laying your head on his shoulder and closing your eyes as you found yourself sobbing again. He held you for what felt like forever and rubbed your back gently. "I forgot what this felt like... I haven't been hugged in years," you sobbed as you pulled him tight, ignoring the pain in your arms.
He held you for a long time before finally pulling back just enough to see your face. "Let me help you."
You stared into his eyes, liquid gold and filled with care and worry. You grabbed his face and pulled him closer, crashing your lips down on his as you brought him into a kiss.
His lips were cold, yet they held warmth that you never expected. You could smell his light scent of cologne, which wrapped around you and kept you warm. His set his hands on your waist after his surprise subsided as his lips moved, not against yours, but with yours. One of his hands reached around and held the back of your neck.
You brought his bottom lip between your teeth, tugging on it slightly. The moan you let out was unexpected, but you were too distracted to feel any kind of way by it. Your hands gripped his sides as you continued to pull him closer, his body moving between your legs so he was flush against you. His tongue swiped along your bottom lip, and you opened your mouth to let him in. You explored one another, wrapped up in the taste, in the feel of the other as you lost yourself.
Your chest felt tight as you lost air, and you reluctantly pulled back to breathe. Your eyes stayed closed as you caught your breath, your lips tingled and longed to be pressed against his once more. When you looked at him again, he looked just as star-struck as you felt.
"No one's ever done that to me before," you whispered, "It felt amazing."
There was silence between the two of you as you stared at each other. You brought your thumb to touch his cheek, stroking it gently before pressing your palm to him. "I..." you started, unable to tell what it was you were going to say. You sighed and nodded, "Okay."
"Okay?"
You nodded, "Please help me."
He put his hand under your chin and kissed you again. This time, it was just a soft peck to your lips. "I will."
~
You stayed the night with him in his home, sleeping in the bed he had in his room that was completely unused. He had begun to leave the room, urging you to get some sleep, but you stopped him suddenly. "Can you... Can you stay with me? I just... want to be held for a while."
He gave a soft smile and joined you, wrapping his arms around your body as you laid your head on his chest. "Get some rest," he told you. You nodded and fell asleep almost instantly.
It was the best sleep you had gotten in years.
When the sun woke you the next morning, you stirred as you opened your eyes. You were surprised to find someone next to you, and you practically darted up in fear. You suddenly winced, your hand reaching up to grab your arm. The person next to you reached out a hand and began to say something when you instinctively panicked and shuffled backwards.
Your hand missed the bed as you backed away toward the edge. He reached a hand out to catch you and you groaned when he grasped your arm. He let go quickly and you fell to the ground with a loud thud.
"Ow," you mumbled as you rubbed your back where you had fallen. He leaned over the side of the bed with an apologetic look, "I'm sorry."
You finally recognized Carlisle and calmed down as he carefully brought you into his arms and back into the bed next to him. He brought you into a protective hug, "Are you alright?"
You shrugged, you did that often, "I'm okay."
He kissed your forehead and leaned back against the headboard. You sat where you were, your eyes glued to his face as you admired him. He really was beautiful.
You sat back again, leaning against his chest as you pulled the covers up some more.
There was a knock on the door as the knob turned and you panicked, once again falling off the bed. This time, Carlisle caught you with an arm around your waist.
"What happened up here? I heard a thud?" one of the members of the Cullens, Alice, came through the door. She seemed completely unphased by you being there, leaning off the bed with Carlisle's arm around your waist.
The scene looked quite suggestive as the both of you were frozen in place, staring back at her.
"Alice," Carlisle finally broke the silence. "I'm sure you know Y/N?"
She nodded, "Yeah, I saw her before she even arrived in Forks."
"Of course you did," he said as he helped you back into the bed. You sat there awkwardly, avoiding her gaze. Carlisle slowly moved out of the bed and said, "Go ahead and call a meeting please."
She nodded and smiled, "Already done."
"Of course it is," he nodded. He held a hand out for you and you took it slowly as he let out of the bed. Alice skipped down the hall.
"I would like you to come with me," he said, hope in his eyes. You sighed and nodded, accepting his invitation as you moved out of the bed. You grabbed your jacket, which was stained with your blood.
"You can wear one of my sweaters instead," he said, "That needs cleaning." You nodded and accepted his offer. He handed you one cardigan that you wrapped around yourself. It was oversized and smelled like him. It put you at ease.
He took your hand in his and lead you down the stairs to the kitchen, which was occupied by the students you went to school with.
This was awkward.
"Everyone, you know Y/N," he introduced as he walked into the room, taking the seat at the head of the table and pulling the chair next to him closer for you. You took the seat slowly and sunk in your chair, trying to seem as little as possible in your attempt to disappear.
All of their eyes were on you, most of them confused, and a couple entirely knowing.
"Yeah," Rosalie spoke, "why is she here?"
"Because..." Carlisle hesitated for a moment as he gave her a look that you could not translate. "She needs our help. Edward, can you explain?"
He turned to the others and began to explain the situation, as a mind reader, he had more details than Carlisle himself did. "Y/N's being harbored by vampires. They slaughtered her family when she was 16 and took her in to form this scheme. They go to different towns and admit her into different schools where she picks one person to get close to before the vampires eventually slaughter them and the rest of their family."
Jasper raised a brow, "So why are we helping her?" You shrunk especially under his gaze, turning away as you tried to avoid being seen by him. Your cheeks heated up and you found yourself inching closer to Carlisle for comfort.
Alice looked up at him, "Because she's the victim in this situation. If she doesn't do it, she dies."
He hummed in response, nodding before looking down at Alice's hand on his arm. A tiny smile slipped on his lips, and he turned away again.
Your eyes looked at the hand on his arm and something silvery caught your eyes. You looked at it a little closer, squinting your eyes as you caught sight of bites all over his arms just like yours. You raised up one of the sleeves of Carlisle's cardigan and looked one of the ones on your arm that wasn't covered by your bandages to compare. They were the same.
Edward, who saw this in your mind, spoke again, "Jasper used to work with newborn vampires. Those scars come from them." Jasper seemed indifferent as Edward explained.
Jasper gestured to your wrist, "You've got one?"
You chuckled humorlessly, the corner of your lips lifting up into somewhat of a smirk before you shed the cardigan from your arms to show off your myriad of scars, along with the fresh stitches in your skin. His eyes seemed to widen very slightly in surprise by the amount of scars you had. They almost seemed like more than his.
"She's been with them for four years," Carlisle said. You turned around in the chair, moving your hair and the straps of your t-shirt out of the way to show off more of the scars.
After the examination, you put the sweater back on yourself and moved your hair back over your shoulders as you sat back. "I have way more than just one."
"That's for damn sure," Emmett mumbled. Rosalie smacked his arm and he shrugged, "Just sayin'." You let out another side smirk before looking away again.
"So what's the plan?" Jasper asked, seemingly completely on board now with helping you. You had to hide your smile.
Emmett crackled his knuckles with a bloodthirsty smile, "Are we gonna grind some bloodsuckers?"
Carlisle raised his hand, "Hopefully, it won't come to that. We'll confront them and let them know that this is our town and that they need to leave... without Y/N."
You let out a huffed a silence laugh, your face just as emotionless as the chuckle. The attention was brought back to you and you explained, 鈥淪orry, it's just... Camilla is violent. I'm her property, and she's not going to give me up that easily. Nathaniel only ever follows her lead. He may look like nothing, but he's a brute and a beast. He's a damn good fighter. He'll attack at her command, no question asked. Camilla is gifted, she can basically do anything you do. She's like a mirror."
You sighed, "If you're going to do this, it will be with a fight."
Emmett seemed like a kid who was just given a puppy. He was looking forward for a fight, for some action. Jasper seemed more like he was analyzing what you had just told him, trying to see which angles to do things at.
Edward, no doubt, was looking into everyone's mind. Rosalie seemed bored and Alice looked like she had spaced off.
The silence that had fallen in the room was suddenly interrupted by a phone ringing. Your head darted in the direction of the sound, it was your phone.
Carlisle left to retrieve it and was back in a second, his eyes on the number before he handed it back to you. "It's Camilla," he said softly.
You stilled and reached your hand out, standing as you sighed and answered the phone. "Hello?"
"Y/N, where are you?" Camilla asked.
"Nobody's house," you answered. She did not care about any names of people you knew unless it was the person you had chosen. If you said you were at a nobody's house, she would not question you further.
"Well, get back here before five," she ordered, "The Newtons just invited us to dinner at six. We'll be leaving town in two days."
She hung up the phone, and you froze. For a second, just a small second, it felt as if the world had stopped turning. As soon as that second was over with, time continued on and you let out a sigh.
This had happened too many times for you to have a proper response to the death of a family. That part of your humanity had gone a long time ago, you had not grown attached to Mike, you had no sympathy for him for this reason. Your world would carry on, even without him in it.
You turned around with a sigh, "Unless you can manage to fix this before tonight, I leave in two days."
Jasper's brows were furrowed and his head was tilted. You were strange in the emotions he had sensed from you. He found himself having a similar reaction to such events.
The others, however, seemed thoroughly shocked by your reaction. It took you a moment to realize why before you explained again, "Oh, yeah... I've been doing this four years, I lost most of my humanity when I was 17 and on my fifth time."
No one said anything about it, quickly changing the topic to figure out their plan of action. You sat next to Carlisle, tired out of your mind as you found yourself dozing off in the chair.
With your chair seated right next to Carlisle's, you had passed out from exhaustion and your head now rested on his shoulder as you pulled the cardigan close.
At some point, he gently woke you and offered a kind smile. You wiped at your face as you straightened up. "What happened?" you asked.
The others had left the room now, and it was just you and Carlisle. "I'll tell you after you get a shower and eat."
You nodded, "Shower's good. Food's good."
You took a long shower, letting the warm water soothe your body as you stood there for a long time under the liquid. When you got out, Alice lent clothes to you. You were surprised that they actually fit, she said she had gone and bought them a long time ago. She had seen you coming and took the initiative.
That was not creepy at all.
Your jacket was thoroughly washed and you were so happy to feel the soft fabric again, although you did really like Carlisle's cardigan. He let you keep it, and it made you happier than you thought it would.
Carlisle took you out to eat, letting you have whatever you wanted. You, however, did not want to eat as much. You had gotten so used to smaller meals.
Carlisle did everything in his power to make you comfortable, giving you a sampling of how life could be.
While you ate, he went over what he and his family had come up with. "I'll drop you off at the motel and talk to Camilla myself. The others will be waiting in the case of a fight, and if a fight does break out, I want you to get as far as you can until we can come and find you."
You frowned, giving him a concerned look, "Are you sure you'll okay?"
He gave a reassuring smile, his eyes soft and his smile kind, "There are six of us and two of them. We've dealt with worse. We'll be okay."
You sighed, nodded, and finished your food. When you got done, he paid for the meal and the two of you killed off time with a short trek through the woods.
With your broken ankle, Carlisle had to assist you, but you assured him you could walk on your own. You hated the godawful brace he had to put on you. It made you feel even more helpless than you already were.
Carlisle kept his arm securely around your waist as he walked with you, lifting you over fallen trees and carrying you over muddy areas or wide streams. When it was around time to return, you were reluctant but moved quickly.
You were terrified of returning and getting yourself into trouble. You doubted she would do anything to you before the dinner, you still had to look normal, but after was still just as terrifying.
The others followed in a truck, Emmett riding dramatically on top as Carlisle drove you to the motel. They did not go into the parking lot with you, hanging back as to not seemed suspicious.
As you rolled up to the motel鈥攃urrently as one of its only residents, as the town was so small鈥擟arlisle could sense your fear. He set his hand over yours and you jumped as you were pulled back from your thoughts.
"Sorry," he said quietly, trying not to be heard by Camilla. "Are you ready?" he asked.
You took a breath in and nodded, "Yeah." You opened the door and turned back to him, "Please be careful."
"I should say the same to you," he responded, "I'll be right behind you." You nodded as you began walking closer to the building. You let out a sigh as you took the key card out of your pocket and opened the door.
You saw Nathaniel sitting in front of the TV absently, his mind elsewhere as sound of a football game filled the motel room. Camilla did not look up from her spot with her head laid in Nathaniel's lap.
"Lucky you aren't late," she said. She suddenly sniffed the air and was in front of you in seconds. "What is that smell?"
You gave a terrified look as you said, "It's probably the clothes, the friend lent it to me."
"What 'friend'? You don't have friends," she demanded.
You tried to think of a name quickly, the name of a nobody that she would not get mad about. She hated Jessica, you could not say Jessica. Angela was the daughter of the pastor in Forks, she qualified as a celebrity because of that. Before you could think, you spat out, "Bella Swan."
Fuck! Bella was not a nobody, her father was a the chief. The whole town knew them both.
Camilla grabbed you by your shirt, lifting you to her face and just off the ground as she snarled. Nathaniel turned to see his wife's anger, amused by the scene as he watched. "Bella Swan? Daughter of the chief, Bella Swan? Why are you hanging out with celebrities?" Her eyes were dark with fury.
Fear drenched your features as she lifted her hand with clawed fingers. "No, please, please," you closed your eyes shut tight as you begged for Carlisle.
In that second, knocks came to the door and had everyone's heads turning quickly. Camilla dropped you, and you fell to the ground. You moved to stand as she got to the door but found that you could not balance yourself on your foot with your legs shaking from the terror that had just washed over you.
Camilla grabbed her sunglasses from beside the door and put them over her eyes. She turned the handle and the door opened. She put a smile on her face, putting on a sickly sweet voice to shield from her annoyance. "Doctor," she said, "to what do we owe the pleasure?"
"Hello, Mrs. Samuel. Can we talk inside?" he asked politely.
Carlisle, with his vampiric sight, saw how she rolled her eyes behind the glasses before nodding with a smile and letting him inside.
"How can we help you?" she asked as Nathaniel stood to take her side. You managed to get yourself to the table, sitting down and lifting your leg to grasp your ankle.
"Are you alright?" he asked, gesturing to your ankle, although you knew what he was really asking. You nodded.
Camilla spoke again, "Oh, that darn ankles just been bothering her a little. Thank you so much for patching her up like you did."
"Of course," he said, "Although I am going to have to ask something of you."
She tilted her head but kept a sweet voice, "What is it, doctor?"
His smile was quickly gone, but his voice remained calm, "That you leave Forks."
Camilla's fa莽ade broke for just a moment before she laughed, removing her glasses, "I'm sorry, I don't think I understood you correctly." Her eyes darkened again, "You said to leave?"
"You heard me well," he told her, standing somewhat in front of you as protection.
Nathaniel laughed this time, "That's going to be a bit of an issue for us."
Carlisle offered a smile, "Allow me to help. There are your keys, there is the door, and there's the road. Simple as that."
Camilla let out a hiss as she charged toward him. Carlisle moved out of the way, dodging both her and Nathaniel before picking you up and carrying you away from the motel. Wind blew by you at alarming speeds as he ran the botb of you away from the motel with two angry vampires hot on your heels.
"Where are we going?"
"Somewhere open, luring them away from human sight," he said. "The others are behind us."
He managed to get the two of you far enough. He set you down somewhere far enough and waited for the two to reach him in no time. The rest of the Cullens showed up out of the trees and joined his side as Camilla and Nathaniel caught up.
They all formed defenses against each other as Carlisle spoke, "This is our town and we don't want you in it. You can leave or we can settle this here."
Nathaniel chuckled, "That's our human." The two sides clashed as the fight pursued. You made yourself as little as possible where you were trying to disappear.
You watched as Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett took on Nathaniel. Jasper fought with skill and experience, keeping Nathaniel from making any lethal blows that could be the end for either one of them. Emmett, however, fought with rite strength, which helped Jasper in areas where it was needed. Rosalie followed Jasper's lead, doing what he did the aid as she could.
You then turned to Camilla, who was up again Carlisle, Edward, and Alice. Edward moved even quicker than the other two. He was able to dodge her blows as she struggled on deciding who to fight. Alice, who looked ahead on each move, was able to counter well, throwing Camilla off effectively. Carlisle was who she was focused on, however, as she mirrored each of his moves.
But that seemed to be the point. Camilla found quickly that she would not be able to match Edward's speed or Alice's foresight, so she focused on Carlisle. Carlisle kept her focused on him so Edward and Alice could work better.
At some point, Camilla got fed up of the fight going on between them and locked eyes with you. Carlisle caught it and broke focus as his eyes turned to you, fear crossing his face at the thought of you getting hurt.
Camilla took his moment of distraction as her chance to shove him out of the way, distracting both Alice and Edward. Her eyes locked onto Nathaniel, who tripped up Rosalie. Emmett's eyes locked on her as he tried to make sure she was okay. Jasper was quickly distracted as he saw Alice be shoved to the ground.
Nathaniel got down to grab Carlisle, his eyes murderous and crazed. Camilla turned to you with every intention of killing you and you backed up in a panic. As Camilla's back was turned, everyone jumped on Nathaniel. Alice wrapped her legs around his neck, her hands grasping either side of his head as she began to pull hard.
Emmett's strong arms wrapped around his body to keep him from breaking free. Alice managed to pull his head from his body, catching the attention of Camilla as she turned with wide eyes.
A flicker of a flame appeared and she let out an angry snarl before turning to you. She was in front of you in seconds, gripping you by your shirt as she lifted you. You cried out when she sunk her teeth into your neck harshly.
You fought against her as she began to drain you of blood. But you were suddenly dropped to the ground when Camilla was grabbed and thrown away from you. Carlisle was before you in no time, taking you into his arms as he examined you quickly. The others took on Camilla.
"Are you okay?" he asked, pressing his hand against your blood that burned his throat. You made yourself breathe as you nodded, "Yeah... I'm good..."
The gut-wrenching sound of nails on a chalkboard was heard before the roaring flames of a building fire. You managed to look and see a large fire building as Camilla and Nathaniel's bodies were burned.
You laid your head back down and let out a long sigh, your eyes closing. Slowly, a smile spread over your lips, "It's over."
Carlisle was too focused on trying to stop your bleeding to see the smile on your face. "It's finally over," you breathed, a tear falling from your eyes.
It wasn't long before you were passing out in Carlisle's arms.
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When you slowly came back to consciousness, you were confused as you went to rub your eyes. You took in a deep breath, moving to sit up. When you opened your eyes again, that same panic from before filled you as you stumbled back. Your breath quickened and your heart pounded in your chest.
"Hey, hey, hey," a voice said. Hands reached out to you, settling down on your arm and your leg gently as he told you in soft tones, "Calm down. It's just me."
Realization finally sunk in as you saw Carlisle. You let out a long breath, a hand over your heart as you looked around.
"What happened? Is everyone okay? Where's Camilla?" you said in a rush of words, your eyes never settling on one thing as a million questions ran through your head.
Carlisle settled these thoughts with three words. "Everything is alright," he told you, his hands cupping your face, careful not to touch the large patch on the side of your neck.
You calmed, jumping forward as you wrapped your arms around him. Fresh tears fell onto your cheeks as you breathed in his scent, relief and jubilation filling you as you whispered, "It's over?"
He nodded, holding you closely and carefully, "It's over." You sat back after a moment, missing the strange warmth he provided you, despite his freezing skin.
It was finally over. You were finally free of the monsters who kept you captive for so long.
With your hands grasping each side of his neck, you gave him a large smile, one that filled his soul with utter contentment. You leaned forward and crashed your lips upon his.
The world stopped, letting you both live out this moment for however long you pleased as you let it consume you in utter happiness. When you finally pulled back, time not quite ready to start again yet, you wiped away your tears and set your forehead against his. He pressed a long kiss to your forehead and you whispered to him.
"Thank you."
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43 from the hand hold one with Jasper馃ズ
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Jasper Hale - Raising the other鈥檚 hand to their lips to kiss it softly.
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鈥淎lice!鈥 Y/N yelled, fighting against the smaller girl鈥檚 hold, though it was no use. Never in a million years would she be able to get out of a vampire鈥檚 grip; though especially not Alice鈥檚. When she wanted something done, it was done.
鈥淲ill you stop squirming, I鈥檓 not going to kill you.鈥 Alice snapped as she hauled Y/N over her shoulder causing her to scream, before she proceeded to carry her into the Cullen鈥檚 household, using her free hand to push open the door.
Y/N knew what she was up to. Alice was trying to get her to go to prom, which she had sworn against doing for ages. She鈥檇 told Jasper that they could just go and do something together instead of going to prom. It sounded horrifying; having to dance with her effortlessly elegant boyfriend whilst she stumbled and tripped around, making herself look foolish in front of the entire school and his family. She鈥檇 even told Alice hundreds of times that she didn鈥檛 want to go, but clearly she wasn鈥檛 having it.
鈥淵/N, what a lovely surprise.鈥
From where she was dangling over Alice鈥檚 shoulder she caught a glance of Carlisle stood by the doorway and glared at the doctor when she could see the amusement over his face.
鈥淐an鈥檛 you get her to stop!鈥 Y/N groaned, hitting Alice鈥檚 back, though clearly it did nothing to affect her.
鈥淪orry, we鈥檝e been sworn not to help.鈥 Carlisle held his hands up in surrender and stepped back into the living room, and Y/N cursed as Alice sped up the stairs, finally letting her down into the seat at her vanity.
鈥淚 hate you.鈥 Y/N glared at Alice, who started moving around her bedroom to get different beauty products for her.
鈥淣o you don鈥檛, you love me,鈥 Alice responded in a sing-song voice as she started brushing through her hair, and Y/N didn鈥檛 even bother to make a run for it. She just knew she鈥檇 get carried back upstairs until she stayed there. 鈥淏esides, you won鈥檛 be with me very long. Jasper gets to keep you for the night.鈥
鈥淜eep me? I鈥檓 not his pet.鈥 Y/N rolled her eyes and sunk down in her seat, ignoring Alice鈥檚 laugh as she started to pull her hair back into a bun.
After almost a whole hour of Alice using her as a human Barbie doll she finished, walking Y/N over to the floor length mirror that she had on the other side of the room once she had let her step into her prom dress which Alice had bought her and refused to tell her the price of. She had to say, despite her reluctance for Alice to get her ready - and the amount of times she鈥檇 tried to duck away from her when she brought a makeup brush near her face, which ended in Alice holding her face still with another glare - she did look somewhat beautiful. Her hair was pulled back into a bun with a few loose strands framing her face, a dark blue flower clip holding it up that matched the colour of the dress she wore; a floor length dress that wasn鈥檛 too flashy, though still managed to have some sort of wow factor. Her makeup wasn鈥檛 as heavy as she thought Alice had made it, either, with just enough glam to match the style of the dress.
Alice had already gotten ready before she鈥檇 gone to kidnap Y/N, so she was stood behind her by the mirror in an equally glamorous dress which only the Cullens would show up to a high school prom in. Sighing Y/N fiddled with the lace of her dress, meeting Alice鈥檚 gaze in the mirror.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e going to have fun, Y/N,鈥 Alice told her, and when Y/N opened her mouth to protest she merely rolled her eyes and tapped the side of her head. 鈥淚鈥檝e already seen it. I can see the future remember?鈥
鈥淭hanks Alice.鈥 She grumbled, and Alice tutted as she shook her head.
鈥淚鈥檓 going to pretend that wasn鈥檛 sarcastic because we need to get going. Your Prince Charming is downstairs waiting for you. And don鈥檛 even try to run away, Y/N, because I will carry you the whole way there." Alice threatened, and Y/N believed her. She was scary when she was determined on something.
鈥淚鈥檓 not going to run away. There鈥檚 no point trying in these stupid heels.鈥 Y/N huffed, looking down at the shoes that could snap her ankle if she wasn鈥檛 careful. She鈥檇 definitely be holding onto Jasper all night so she wouldn鈥檛 fall.
Y/N took one last look at herself in the mirror, almost insecure at the thought of herself in comparison to her boyfriends effortlessly gorgeous family, before she turned and walked out of Alice鈥檚 room with the smaller girl right behind her.
Jasper was stood at the bottom of the stairs waiting for her, and how was she supposed to compare to him? He was absolutely flawless, a creature made to be that beautiful, and she was just his plain human girlfriend. She wasn鈥檛 even sure what he saw in her really. He was wearing a suit that didn鈥檛 even seem to have one crease in it, a dark blue tie that matched the colour of her dress around his collar. Alice must鈥檝e picked it for him.
When she reached the bottom of the stairs she didn鈥檛 hesitate before stepping into his open arms, and sighed as she relaxed into the cold embrace. Never did she think that the cold would be so comforting.
鈥淪top it,鈥 Jasper mumbled into her hairline, and it caused a blush to form over her cheeks when she realised her could feel her insecurity. He let his hands rest on her shoulders and pulled her back enough to look at her, her head having to tilt upwards to see him due to the height difference. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e beautiful, darlin鈥, stop comparing yourself.鈥 Her face was flaming when his cold hand rested on her cheek, and she sighed as she leaned into the stone touch.
鈥淪orry, it鈥檚 kinda hard when my boyfriend looks like he鈥檚 been sculpted by the gods and I look like a child鈥檚 clay figure.鈥 Y/N mumbled, causing his thumb to tap her cheek in reprimand to her words, shaking his head.
鈥淲hat did I say?鈥 He raised his eyebrows, and she rolled her eyes, though kept her mouth shut.
His hand left her cheek and not a moment later was he holding a corsage out towards her; the same colour as his tie and her dress. 鈥淵/N,鈥 Jasper started, a slight smirk over his lips as he knew what her answer would he already. 鈥淲ill you go to the prom with me?鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 not like I have any other choice,鈥 She sighed, though yelped in surprise when Alice was suddenly beside her to pinch her arm. 鈥淚 mean yes of course.鈥 She corrected, and satisfied with her answer, Alice smiled and was gone again.
Jasper chucked at the interaction as he gently lifted her hand so he could gently slip the corsage into her wrist, securing it gently, before his cold fingers were grasping her鈥檚 and he lifted her hand to gently press his cold lips to the soft skin of the back of his hand.
She knew that he was still pretty reserved when it came to physical affection. Hugs he could handle, and gentle touches on her arm and back, though she knew his struggle with bloodlust so she knew that actual kisses were few and far between. Which she really didn鈥檛 mind, because touched like that, a kiss to the back of her hand, meant so much more - and sent butterflies fluttering through her stomach and a pink tint to settle over her cheeks.
Jasper must鈥檝e felt the shift in her emotions because he smiled fondly and gave a gentle squeeze to her hand before he let it go again.
鈥淪hall we?鈥 He gestured to the door, which was now open as Alice left the house, sending Y/N a warning look as she did.
鈥淲e shall.鈥 Managing a smile she linked her arm with his and allowed him to walk her out of the house towards the Cullen鈥檚 many expensive cars, managing to forget about any of her insecurities to just enjoy the night with her boyfriend. And not give Alice a reason to actually kill her.
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