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l3monlem0n · 21 days
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Some Murder Drones Episode 7 screenshots I thought were interesting and my thoughts on them :>
SPOILER WARNING!!!! is spoilering
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Nori, despite being a middle aged woman with a child, appears to be an Otaku or otherwise likes "edgy" and "scene" stuff, as well as listening to nightcore, very much like her daughter. Good for her tbh you're never too old to have fun
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She also has a photo of Khan and what I can only assume is baby Uzi, though it appears to have blue eyes, but maybe it's just the lighting. Still very cute she has a pic of her husband
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As well as all the previously mentioned Otaku stuff, she also drew herself as an anime character. She has a skinsona. Phenomenal (pos)
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Nothing much here, just Uzi coughing up blood. Girl got the goop (gore) inside of her already
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Lab Space. Apparently the Church was just down there and not even the humans know why. The canonicity of this is questionable; it could just be a joke
OT, as per google, stands for "Occupational Therapy". Makes sense for the context, and makes the bottom text funnier
"Fun Time To Universe Big Crunch: 87". The Big Crunch is a hypothetical way the Universe could end, where the universe folds on itself and shrinks into a single point. 87 "what" I don't know. If it's months, that 7 years and 3 months
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Honestly the Murder Drones lore is super confusing. I think what this is trying to say is that every other Zombie Drone is doing poorly, (Except for Yeva), they are trying to reactivate 002 (Nori) via the USB. I'm not sure what this means. Maybe they only got the results they wanted from the two of them, and are trying again with Nori since she was the only other one that worked (also why they got Yeva when she failed; this may all be referring to how the episode opened up) Also, the date says SER. As revealed in the episode Cabin Fever, Copper-9 has months that Earth does not. SER most likely stands for Seramorris, the month revealed in that episode
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Looks like the "bad event" wasn't the first one. Certainly was the last one though lol
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Just a good pic of ghost/hologram V with the scary stuff. Might use this as a wallpaper
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You can literally see the hole in his neck where N bit him in...
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...And it's to the point his HEAD FALLS OFF. (including because I didn't notice the first time around)
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Yup, the idea that Uzi became the Admin for N and V is completely true. I wonder what would've happened if she didn't, since Cyn didn't react whatsoever
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friggin bug (very pos)
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You would not believe how difficult it was to get a good pic of this (I'm using snipping tool lmao). Always a pleasure to see Uzi's doodles. Things her gun can do (upper right):
NOT judge her
Forced prom date (?)
Allows her to say she had friends before she frickin murdered them with sci-fi machinery
The cut off text at the bottom: Plan B: Normal gun + Shoot really fast
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This is while Tessa is looking for something in the lockers. Claws, chains, magnets, Wings, and scribbled "HELP". Looks like the lockers were all specifically to hold the infected worker drones. Oof
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We are in the future now baby. We have rererererereCAPTCHA. Funnily enough, it still couldn't stop a robot
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There is a message board where someone who doesn't like robots is talking. They also are scared. Also no one else is using this system, which is unsurprising. "Ur aight ;)" Wait is the winky face intentional foreshadowing? Or unintentional?
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We get the names of a bunch of other Worker Drones. Unfortunately for all 029 fans, her name was not visible. (also can someone tell me what "JWEB" could be short for?) And Yeva is said to have a patch. That may be the crucible thing idk
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Cyn (which I will be calling this version Skyn [Skin + Cyn]) apparently took of the space suit just to give Doll the Withered Foxy jumpscare. Honestly really terrifying. If this photo was teased before release I think the fandom would've exploded
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Just N being a good boy :3
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The MDs, Cyn's pets. Nori refers to them as "Nerfed" so the "Entity" can ensure control, and says they were made to destroy other hosts. I don't know why Cyn would want them dead, but I'm not the loremaster here. YouTube line is there because I couldn't be bothered after the Railgun image
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Probably already confirmed, but doubly confirmed that a symptom of the Solver is giving Drones organic insides. A Worker Drone body with a rib cage and guts. I wonder what would happen if the infection continued uninterrupted (also R.I.P. Doll I loved you :frown:)
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I'm sure everyone noticed, but when Uzi tried to manipulate Tessa, the ERROR noticed appeared. Already hinting Tessa is not all she says she is
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Apparently the Solver can create Black Hole Saws. Interesting development (Blackhole Blitz)
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I know most people (I think) see this as a joke and N just being a bit of goofball. But honestly, I think he did it intentionally to shock Cynuzi and give Nori a chance. In the Pilot, he licked V's sword to surprise her too, which means he isn't unfamiliar with doing something weird and surprising for the advantage
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Skyn eating Doll's core. R.I.P. Doll again. Seriously, was that Doll in Core Form like Nori was? Or was Nori a fringe case because she was "Exorcised" and this is just a regular core? Questions, questions. Also yeah the Solver also gives you a Core. Fun
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This tag makes me think that this body is Cyn's actual body. Not longer a hologram, but her actual body from the mansion. The reason Tessa gave N, J, and V their names was because that was the first letter of their Serial Designation (she's very uncreative). However, Cyn's tag was slightly faded, which meant her SD couldn't be seen, so Tessa gave her the name "Cyn" after her P/N, even though the other 3 already have the same P/N as Cyn (Tessa, again, is very uncreative)...
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...and for some reason, Cyn or the Solver, which ever theory you subscribe to, decided to wear Tessa as a skin suit for some twisted reason. It did help her with the Captcha. Also scary because this doesn't have the right proportions for an adult (unless Cyn really forced that skin on), which leads me to believe that this is a Younger Tessa, and she faked having an older voice. Maybe I shouldn't call her my wife... I'm sure Eldritch J is still available :^)
(Seriously, the eyes are burnt out, leaving two eye holes over the visor, so she gives herself two X eyes so it looks better. Also yeah we found out what that thing on the "It Came From Copper-9" poster came from. It really was Cyn or Skyn)
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Just a frame of the final...frame... for coolness. I'm probably also going to use this for a background. Also, this is definitely Copper-9. You can see the ring and ringless moon together on the right. Uzi somehow got sent to orbit after falling in the meat hole
Well that was all for now. This series has consumed me entirely, body and soul, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Goodbye and goodnight
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holdupjack · 3 months
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Just Put On The Fleece
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Pairing: Hermione Granger x Fem!Reader
Warning: sexual suggestions
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Third Person P.O.V:
7th Year
Y/n strolled towards Hogsmeade with a smile as snow fell all around her. The lake was completely iced, she could see a few students skating atop its surface.
Snowflakes fell onto her bare arms as some students gave her strange looks at her choice of clothing. She wore just her white button-up and pants, which wasn’t up to most people’s standards when it came to this type of weather.
She didn’t pay them any kind though, instead continuing her peaceful walk to Pippins Potions to stalk up on some ingredients for her next class.
As much as Y/n didn’t feel all the nervous about catching a cold, she did however look over her shoulder every once in a while.
Before she had left to start her walk towards the Village, she had run into Ginny. Now this wasn’t unusual, since they were good friends, but she was even better friends with Y/n’s girlfriend.
Hermione Granger.
The two have been dating for a little over two years now, and to say the least, Hermione was not a huge fan of Y/n’s disregard for winter wear.
They have gotten into fights about it, but they were never huge or harmful. They were just little spits the couple had from time to time around the holidays.
Now Ginny was a little instigator, she loved to get Y/n in trouble with Hermione, and Y/n knew it. Granted, she would never say something to harm their relationship, but Y/n with no coat? Going out into freezing temperatures?
Fair game.
So now Y/n had eyes in the back of her head, almost like she was waiting for her girlfriend to appear out of thin air like a horror movie.
Y/n couldn't help but smile fondly as Hermione's concerns echoed in her mind. Always the protective one, her bushy-haired bookworm. Not that Y/n minded - it was just one more way she knew she was loved.
Reaching Hogsmeade at last, she hurried inside Pippin's Potions to escape the icy kisses peppering her skin. The familiar jingle of bells greeted her, along with friendly shopkeeper Irma Pippin herself.
"Afternoon dear! Back for more fluxweed I see. Winter rolling in already?" The old witch chuckled, taking note of Y/n's sparse attire as she gathered the ingredients into a small pouch.
"You know me Irma, a little chill never bothered me much." Y/n chuckled, exchanging a few knuts for her purchases, placing the pouch into her pocket.
"Though my darling Hermione might avow otherwise..."
Just then, the bells jangled loudly once more. Speak of the devil and so she shall appear, it seemed! Y/n turned with a smile to greet her favorite furious witch.
"Hello, love! Fancy running into you here..." Y/n chuckled nervously as she backed up slightly, almost bumping into Irma as Hermione stepped closer with a stern glare.
“Don’t you ‘hello love’ me! What are you doing out in the snow with no protective clothing!” She says with gritted teeth as the older witch just chuckled as she walked to the back of her shop, muttering ‘if you break it, you buy it’.
“Uh…” Y/n said nervously as Hermione stepped even closer.
Y/n flashes her best disarming smile, hoping to soothe her darling's ruffled feathers. "Now now love, you know a little chill doesn't bother m- oof!"
She's cut off as Hermione shoves a giant fleece throw into her arms. It's garishly orange and covered in little purple cauldrons.
"Here, now you have no excuse. Put this on at once before you catch hypothermia," Hermione huffs, fussing over Y/n until the monstrosity is wrapped snugly around her frame. Only her scowling face remains uncovered.
"There! Don't you look cozy?" Hermione states with a smirk, obviously loving the form of punishment she had procured for their way back to the school.
“I’m not wearing this.” Y/n declared as she playfully glared back at Hermione, who was not happy to hear the defiance.
“We can do this the easy way, or the hard way,” Hermione says as she grasps Y/n’s face and squishes her cheeks together.
“You’re going to make me swallow my tongue” Y/n muttered as Hermione gave her lips a quick peck and let the girl's face go.
“Now, will you be a listener today, or will I have to ‘accio’ you all the way back to my dorm?” Hermione asks as Y/n crosses her arms and grumbles to herself.
“But I don’t wanna wear this atrocious thing” Y/n whined, which made her girlfriend roll her eyes and sigh, placing her hands on her hips.
“Seriously, Y/n-“
That was all she could get out before the garment was tossed back at her, and the jingling of bells was her only indicator that Y/n had just made a break for it,
“What the- Y/N!” Hermione yelled angrily as she pulled the clothing away from her face and dashed back out into the village. Her eyes darted from left to right, soon landing on Y/n, who was standing at the end of the block with a shit-eating grin.
Y/n's mischievous antics would be the death of her, Hermione swears it. With a steely gaze, she marches purposefully down the street, fleece trailing menacingly behind like a wrathful cape.
"You think you're so clever, don't you?" she calls as she closes the distance. But Y/n only grins wider, dancing nimbly out of reach.
"Now now love, can't we discuss this civilly over butterbeers? I'm parched from all this invigorating exercise!" Y/n teases as she continues to back away.
"The only thing you'll be drinking is that foul lake water if you don't surrender yourself this instant!" She stays with a scowl as she watches the snow fall onto her lover's hair and bare skin.
But when has a threat ever stalled this rogue?
With a cheeky blow of a kiss, Y/n pivots on her heel and bolts down a side alley.
“Y/n Y/l/n!”
Hermione gives pursuit, weaving deftly through the village streets. She tries her best not to bump into anyone as she chases Y/n down alleyways and stairways to different streets. At last, she corners her favorite miscreant in a dead end.
"Gotcha!" she crows, triumphantly diving forward to wrap Y/n in her fleecy fate. But the rogue is too swift, spinning nimbly aside with a peal of laughter.
"Is that the best you've got, bookworm?" Y/n taunts, dancing just out of reach again. Her playful grin mocks Hermione's frustration to new heights.
"Why you impertinent—" Lunging again, Hermione feints one way then tackles the other, taking her willful partner by surprise. They tumble headlong into a snowbank, wrestling fiercely as the flakes fall upon their flushed faces.
"Yield, you beautiful scoundrel!" Hermione growls between giggles, wrestling the fleece around Y/n's struggling form at long last.
"Now take your medicine like a good girl." She smirks, pinning her captive beneath triumphant hips, Hermione then leans down to deliver a punishing kiss.
Well, as punishing as a kiss between two love birds can be.
"Let that be a lesson to cross me again, my darling rogue." She whispers when she pulls away, affection softens her stern eyes, and melting away Y/n's resistance completely.
"Oh very well, you've bested me, Granger. Have your victory - this time." Y/n sighs dramatically as she grins up at her girlfriend, and finally accepts her fleecy prison.
"I believe you have an apology to make, you hoodlum." Hermione chuckles, securing Y/n firmly in place as they stand up from the snowbank.
“How about another kiss instead?” Y/n asks with a smirk as she wraps the fleece around their heads and gives another peck to her girlfriend's lips. Hermione just chuckled and happily accepted this form of apology.
So deciding to be a little daring as well, and since they were hidden in a small alleyway, Hermione jumped into her girlfriend's arms. Y/n fell back into the snow, holding onto Hermione tightly as she pressed kisses onto Y/n’s face and lips repeatedly.
Hermione wasn’t this affectionate usually, at least not in public, but that didn’t mean she didn’t love these moments. Where Y/n would do something idiotic, like refusing to wear proper winter clothing, and then make Hermione chase her around Hogsmeade like they’re thirteen again.
A tender smile curves Y/n's lips as her darling bookworm showers her with affection. Moments like this make all their spirited misadventures worthwhile, reminding her anew why she fell for this fiery soul.
"I love you, you know," she murmurs between caresses, gazing up at Hermione with open adoration. It still amazes her sometimes - that such a brilliant witch could love a roguelike her in return.
But love Hermione does, with a passion to match even Y/n's flame. And so their game of chase leads ever onward, whatever obstacles life sends their way.
For now, lost in each other's arms amidst the falling snow, the world beyond fades away. No cares nor duties intrude on this perfect moment, shared alone between two hearts entwined as one.
“Do you mean it?” Hermione whispered as she stared at Y/n with a curious expression, but the tugging smile at the corner of her lips told Y/n that she just wanted to hear her say it again.
“Awe my lovely Gryffindor, I love you more than the ocean loves the shore” Y/n chuckled as she kissed her once more, earning a happy hum from Hermione.
“Aren’t you poetic today?” Hermione whispers as she kisses down Y/n’s jaw, earning a soft purr as the snow melts against her back. Y/n blushes under Hermione's teasing, always rendered bashful by her beloved's quiet charms.
"Only for you, my love. You inspire the poet in me unlike any."
Her touch sends thrills cascading through Y/n's form, setting her aflame despite the chill. How fortunate she was to have found not only a partner to match wits with, but one so generous with passion as well.
"I fear if we linger longer entwined, my good intentions may go out the window," Y/n chuckles, making Hermione snicker and throw the fleece off of their faces. She sits up, straddling Y/n’s hips as she shakes out the snowflakes from her hair.
“You are always so eager to rip my clothes off” Hermione snickers as Y/n shamelessly nods her head in quick succession.
“What do you say we retire to the Three Broomsticks for warmth and nourishment, before reckless passions overtake your mind?" Hermione teases as she stands up and hoists Y/n up to her feet. Pressing one last ardent kiss to perfect lips, Hermione dusts the clinging snow from supple curves. Offering an arm with a rakish smile, she leads them from the alley and back to the bustling thoroughfare.
“So…how about later?” Y/n asked with a smirk as they walked towards the small pub.
“Promise to start wearing your coat?” Hermione asks, looking at her with a grin of her own.
“Fine…” Y/n mumbles in defeat as her girlfriend proudly pulls her quickly into the building.
“Then maybe…you can see what’s under mine tonight”
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princessaxoxo · 6 months
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Strangers to lovers part 4
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Sherlock x reader
Summary: Being Enola’s sitter was an adventure, but not as much as falling for her brother, Sherlock.
Warnings: 18+ Only, Implied Alcohol consumption, Major fluff (finally) 
Word count: 2.1k+
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Sherlock staggered out of the pub and into the street. "Sherlock?" his younger sister's well-known voice called out to him. "Enola, my beloved sibling," and he asked, "How are you on this nice evening?" as he struggled to return to walking. "From what I can tell, significantly better than you," she said, shaking her head. "Mycroft would scold you for acting in such a manner if he could see."
Sherlock laughed drunkenly at his sister's obvious acknowledgment. "Come with me; let's travel home so you can recuperate from this." Sherlock collapsed onto his couch as she pulled him to his apartment. "I'll stop by tomorrow to see your state of mind." As his eyes drifted for the night, he witnessed Enola depart. Sherlock grimaced when the strong sun shone through the tiny gap between the curtains the next morning, as he woke up with a headache. He put his hand over his eyes. With a groggy expression, he got up and went to take a soak in the tub.
Soon after, he heard Enola calling from behind his front door, "Come in." Sherlock shouted. A smile spread across her face as she said, "Oof, you look horrible." Sherlock tightened his jaw and said, "Thank you; that is how I feel right now."
"With her, communication, patience, and listening will work better than drinking until you can no longer stand or function."
“Indeed, but it appears that the situation is insignificant. I'm not wanted by y/n. Although I've changed significantly since then, she wants the man I was four years ago. She loves him, not me now.”
“She wouldn't have accompanied you yesterday if she didn't want or love you now. Perhaps go meet her; tomorrow is best. wouldn't be a wise decision to travel today."
Sherlock glanced sideways at Enola before averting his eyes.
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At the precise moment his door opened, you raised your fist to knock; however, your move was cut off, and you spoke first. "Good morning. After yesterday, I wanted to stop by and see you."
Sherlock widened his door for you to enter.
You could smell booze as soon as you came in. "Have you drank today?" you asked, turning to face him. "Ah, no. Simply put, yesterday's evening wasn't pleasant.” Seeing how you made him feel that way, your face sank. Sherlock became increasingly uneasy since he could see by the expression on your face that you felt deeply guilty. "Don't worry about me. What happened last night was, in my opinion, difficult for us both."
"Yesterday is behind us; I wanted to speak with you today. And while I am aware that we have had a lot of conversations lately, I hope that this one will make us both happy.” Sherlock started to feel anxious and wondered whether this was it. Your talk of happiness was merely a means of telling him it would be better for you both to part ways.
You took a seat on his couch, close to him. "I have taken note of your efforts. Please don't think that I didn't find it beautiful or that I didn't appreciate the gesture, especially yesterday. And the conversation we shared made me consider accompanying you on your endeavors because I truly want us to work," you said, and Sherlock listened to you intensely before replying.
"Are you certain? We may be in love, but the future is not clear. If we decide to have children, it will be difficult, love—not the typical difficulty that parents go through with raising kids, but the kind of difficulty where you will be alone with our kids for months or even years at a time, and I know you want them. However, you would have to accept that. I want you to feel that you are not required to do something simply because you love me. To you, that wouldn't be fair."
You gave what he said some thought. You had not completely contemplated the possibility that he would leave even after the two of you established a family together, and you had desired to have children with him. However, you grinned and said, "I'm certain, Lockie." He arched an eyebrow at you and asked, "Did you just call me Lockie?"
"That's right, your assigned nickname." After kissing him and putting your hand on his face, you began to move away, but he stopped you and drew you closer to him. His tongue skimmed across your lower lip, causing your lips to part and allowing him to enter. He filled the air with his scent, and his kiss was tender and loving rather than forceful and demanding.
“Stay here for the night," Sherlock said against your lips, and you obliged by giving him a peck on his lips.
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Sherlock made multiple unsuccessful attempts to prepare a supper for you. Your gut ached from laughing at him more and more each time. You continued to giggle as you said, "Okay, stop, I'll do the cooking." He nearly set his kitchen on fire. "I think you should watch me so you know how to feed yourself when I'm not around." You possess a sarcastic tone. You jumped as his hand gave you a little smack across your bottom, so you struck his arm in return, saying, "Hey!" and continued to say, "I was joking," and then paused for a short while before continuing. When you turned to face him again and said, "Or maybe I wasn't," he initially gave you a grim look, but as he turned away, you could see a tiny smile.
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"No, you are my professional chef, and you will never leave my apartment. Baby, this is too good. You've been hired," he declared, his mouth full of food. Being the sole person to whom he has shown this aspect of himself gives you great joy. It was more intimate because he had never revealed it to his own family. "Thank you, my love, but that is unfortunately not acceptable."
He asked, "No, and why is that?" to you.
"Neither can you buy me, nor can I be employed. I'm not a lady of the night.” He agreed, "No, you’re surely not.”
He said you two should take a bath to unwind after you finished dinner. Sherlock came up behind you and assisted you in getting out of your dress as the hot water was poured into the tub. Untying your gown and letting it fall, following your undergarments. He grasped your hand and eased you into the bathtub. Your skin felt warmed by the water. You turned to watch him take off his clothes, observing as each article of clothing dropped to the ground until his bare body was visible.
As you turned, he murmured, "You have very watchful eyes, my love." "What harm does that cause?" You questioned him, "Not at all, particularly with your wandering eyes upon me." He joined you in the tub.
Your laughter echoed through him after he said that. Sherlock desired to enjoy that indefinitely. When he brought the sponge near the water, it began to absorb the water, and he began washing you. "Darling, how does it feel?" You closed your eyes and hummed in return, saying it felt wonderful.
Sherlock kept lifting the sponge over your body and letting go of the water it contained, and for the next few minutes, you spent each other's presence in a relaxed silence. As the water trickled down your breasts and down your stomach, you two gazed. He kissed you on the side of your neck, and you could feel how silky his lips were at all times.
"Do you want to go to bed?" You agreed with him; Sherlock took the lead by removing himself first. You bit your lip and poked his buttocks with the end of your foot while his body was still turned away from you. After a little period of inaction, he snatched you from the bathtub and flung you onto the bed. "Ah! Sherlock!" you exclaimed. With a playful "You think you can kick me and there will be no consequences?" tone, he started to tickle you. "Sherlock, stop, stop," you would say between chuckles. Your laughter never stopped.
He nuzzled his face into your neck and started kissing every inch of your face. "That was sufficient punishment!" you told him. "You asked for it when you kicked me," he shrugged. "But you know I don't like being tickled," you said.
Afterward, you demanded that he get you both some clothes.
He looked at you and said, "Demanding now? Politely ask, and I'll retrieve them."
"I'm not saying please, and I’ve always been demanding."
"Yes, of course you have," he responded with pursed lips, "but I'd much rather stay here and stare at you."
You shooed him away and said, "We have all night for that Lockie. Now go."
"I refuse to allow that nickname to stick."
"Yeah, it will; I'll make sure of it, Lockie," you added, and he glanced over at you. "Plus, you can never say no to me." With a smile of amusement, you both acknowledged you were right.
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A couple of hours later, you were laughing at his foolishness while lying on top of him behind the covers. "You're just an idiot, baby, but it's funny how the most notorious detective in history is deemed to be a genius."
He turned you over and said, "You may be right, but I'm your idiot, and you also happen to love it." You scowled as he gave you a shocked expression.
"Yes, tragically, I do," you replied to him.
"I have no fear of tickling you again," he said, and you rolled your eyes at him.
He bent down and smiled cheekily at your request to "shut up and just kiss me."
He moaned under your intense kiss as you encircled his neck with your arms. He kissed you again, tracing his nose along yours.
"Are you interested in knowing something?"
"Of course," and he swept your hair aside from your face.
He kissed you on the lips, saying, "I love your lips, and I love your cheeks that always have a rosy tint to them; I love your hair that always smells of flowers," and brushed your hair behind your ear. “I love how your arms fit so perfectly around my neck,” he remarked. He took hold of your arm and planted a kiss below it. He made his way down to kiss both of your breasts. "And naturally, I adore both of these," he chuckled. With your eyes fixed on Sherlock, he continued to descend. Your heart enlarged as he kissed your stomach and said, "I love your stomach, which will someday carry our children." After kissing your thighs on the inside, Sherlock proceeded to kiss along your legs. "Y/n, I adore every aspect of you. I will always love and cherish you."
It was as though you could explode at that very moment, the way his declaration of love for you made you feel. He kissed you again, this time up your body to your lips. It was unbelievable to hear what he had just said. It was not what you had anticipated. As for your response to him, you had no idea.
"I love you so much," you said, peering between his blue eyes.
He reclined next to you, entwining your legs with his. All night long, he kept you near, keeping you warm with his arms encircling you. Sherlock was always wide awake until he heard your sweet, soft snores. He was soothed to sleep by your steady, peaceful breathing.
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You whimpered when you woke up the next morning and felt empty where Sherlock had previously been lying. You could see your eyes straining to open and acclimate to the new light when the curtains were slightly drawn. When Sherlock came into his room with a tray of food, he noticed that you were stirring. "You're awake at last," he said, and you raised your head. And as he got closer, you could see that food had been ready for you. He planted a kiss on your forehead and said, "I wanted to surprise you with breakfast; I did not burn anything this time." You chuckled at him.
Despite your messy bed hair, he felt you looked as stunning as ever, and he crawled back into the bed and watched you eat in awe staying with each other for the rest of the day.
Part 5
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gaycrittercentral · 5 months
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Welp it’s not Halloween anymore (and actually these pictures are from last year hkkhljhl) but who give a shit y'all wanna see my goofy lil Sam costume :D if you were here for my Halloween stream then you already saw this but if not then LOOKIT MY SUIT BOY
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Fun fact, I made all this last year and meant to post it then but I was just too lazy whoops. So I'm tryin to do better this time around, lmaoooo. Anyway yeah! Samb costume!! If you wanna hear how I made some of the elements for this and gathered up the rest, feel free to check out my ramblings under the cut :Dc
This was such a fun project. A lot of elements were of course just staples of businesswear, like I found the suit jacket at H&M and the pants at Target (and hemmed them because I love men's pants but they don't love my short-ass legs), but some parts were a bit more complicated. The hat, for example, I also found at Target, but it had the wrong kind of band, so I just took that off and hand sewed on a length of wide black ribbon in its place. I ain't no milliner or haberdasher or what have you but I feel like it came out pretty ok! And the ears were an element that I figured would be a fun addition lol, they are made of fleece I believe? I forget. I gave them a bit of soft stuffing so they're basically two soft pillows, and then safety-pinned them into the inner brim of the hat--that way I can look like a normal person if I ever decide to wear the hat in public lmao.
The tie was an absolute delight to work on. And also torture. Y'know, kind of a 'why not both' moment. I ended up reverse engineering a tie I already had and cannibalizing its inner fabric to make the new one, since I knew I wasn't going to wear the original. The new tie is made with a silky blue fabric that isn't silk that I don't remember what it is because I have a sponge for a brain. Sorry ^^; But basically I replaced the original outer part of the tie with my new fabric and sewed her up by hand (it's not really a machine job as far as I can tell), then painted on the stripes with watered down black fabric paint. I had hoped that watering it down would prevent it from making the fabric stiff, but that didn't end up working because it required so many layers to be opaque, oof. There's probably better ways to go about it, so if you're making your own Sam tie it's worth it to do some more research! Plus, they do sell regular blue ties out there that you could paint. I'm just insane. And tbh I wish I had just bought one but at least I can say I've made a tie now lmaoooo
And I suppose the last element of this is the paper bag Max puppet! I love him so dearly, he was a delight to make ^^ I'd tell you how to make him but why do that when obviously I learned from the original? Make sure to put one in your car ok it's really important
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God I love this comic. And I also dearly dearly love how faithfully they adapted it in the cartoon <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Anyway that's it that's all I got!! Also because I've never worn this thing out of the house it doesn't have shoes to go with, I just got some brown socks. I figure it fits with Sam as a shoe-hating person lmaooo. ok that's all bye thanks for looking hope y'all had a happy Halloween!!!!
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A Peek to My SFS Stats
I know some creators prefer not seeing their download numbers and that's fair! This kind of stuff can easily cause pressure and/or feelings of underachievement.
For me though, it's just statistics. And since it's pretty precisely 5 years from when I first uploaded anything to SFS, I've gathered some data to play with.
So, this very self-indulgent post is solely about my SFS stats. Just because I'm a total nerd I find it interesting, and I like being open about things. It's long and blabbery so the rest is safely under the cut.
For the background: I tend to create whatever I need for my own game. I share my weird stuff because I feel like it's a trade for everything I download from others.
Probably due to the lack of any consistency or branding at all, my CC has a wide range in download numbers. I have some popular pieces, sure, but also some niche mods like no snow accumulation that has only interested 126 persons in nearly two years.
Even though saying "only 126" is an illusion created by the internet. Imagine if those 126 individuals would come to you in person. That's more people than I've probably even had a real talk with during the last year!
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The raw data of my SFS main folder is (calculated with a sheets program): it has 227 files and the average download count for each file is 1557, but 74% of the files have been downloaded fewer times than the average.
So even though my CC isn't usually downloaded that much, I've shared a handful of things that have been downloaded so much more than everything else that they pull the average up.
What are those things? Time is an important factor here, as most CC tends to gather downloads over time (not a single post from 2023 on this list).
1) Subtle wrinkles (January 2022)
17313 downloads (674 hearts; ~3,9% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1112
That's several thousand more than the second most downloaded thing I have, and it's such a random thing.
I'm sure most people have downloaded them to get those 4t2(ish) forehead wrinkles. I have no other explanation as the rest of them are hand-drawn by a person who can't draw. Also the preview is frankly hideous, I used about one minute to take it... safe to say I didn't expect this post to gather any attention at all.
2) Cellphone default (January 2021)
13547 downloads (565 hearts; ~4,2% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1133
Noteworthy that it's been updated a couple of times which pushes people to redownload.
This was a quick passion project, since at that time I couldn't find a cellphone default I was completely happy with. If it hadn't been a quickie, I would've used more time to find a good base mesh oof. Many thanks to @pforestsims for later improving it.
3) Tombstone defaults (December 2019)
12477 downloads (582 hearts; ~4,7% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1064
I was so proud of these when I made them. Those were my first mesh defaults ever! Today, I'm proud of my past self for doing them. That's crazy many meshes and subsets to handle for a total noob.
I couldn't do anything with BHAVs back then, so those defaults would've never ever happened without @midgethetree. She endured a lot, working with a noob who went through several meltdowns because of subset issues that didn't make any sense.
4) Baby personality mod (February 2020)
9724 downloads (489 hearts; ~5% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1193
The first mod on the list! Absolutely essential one for myself and apparently for some others too.
Also the actual first mod of my own ever. I can't really recommend starting with something this complicated, I had zero ability to perceive the scope of the mod when I asked if @midgethetree was willing to help me through it. She deserves all the praise for doing it, I've realized later that I couldn't ever teach anyone the way she taught me. So, if you read this: thank you, Midge.
5) Rabbit pen default (August 2022)
9628 downloads (442 hearts; ~4,6% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1305
This was completely @deedee-sims' idea and project! I just hopped in (hah) to help. I'm only hosting it for practicality, as the BHAVs most often need updating, and those are by me.
6) Turn On/Off replacements (July 2021)
8644 downloads (388 hearts; ~4,5% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1470
This post has more notes than any other post of mine, yet it's not even nearly the most downloaded thing I've done. The two don't always go hand in hand.
I've also shared an updated version of these lately in a new post. It's unlikely they'll get the same amount of attention, which on paper doesn't make much sense since it's practically the same thing but done better. But I'm sure everyone knows that the hype and the quality don't always match.
7) Pixelry’s KKB fridge recolors (February 2022)
8147 downloads (329 hearts; ~4% of all downloaders) Post notes: 662
This is such an oddity on this list since it's the only recolor set and the post has fewer notes than the other ones, too. People just (secretly) really like cute fridges, apparently.
8) Crib teeth anim fix (August 2022)
6157 downloads (431 hearts; ~7% of all downloaders) Post notes: 1408
This list is already long enough, but I wanted to show how fast the number starts dropping at this point.
This got posted a day before the bunnies, and I find it funny to think that for about 3000 people it's more pressing to have bunnies in their game than fixing their toddlers dropping teeth while crying lol.
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No point in continuing the list forever, but among my most note-gaining Tumblr posts are also:
Puppy/kitten want replacements (October 2022, 1114 notes, 3849 downloads)
Improved biotech station (July 2022, 1110 notes, 3893 downloads)
Camera overhaul mod (January 2024, 1059 notes, 1752 downloads)
Newspaper default (March 2022, 970 notes, 5052 downloads)
While I don't have a real conclusion to offer, it's clear that notes don't always get realized to downloads, and likewise many people download without interacting with posts.
One more thing I'd like to point out is that the percentage of people who hit that SFS heart button seems pretty constant. I feel like it shows that some people just have that habit and some don't, and it's not likely directly related to how much they like the thing.
The amount of SFS hearts that crib teeth anim fix has gotten doesn't follow this pattern lol. It's really not common to see the percentage change even that much.
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Day Eighteen: Accidental Stimulation - Din D'jarin
Kinktober22 List
WC: 4.4k Warnings: 18+ Content. Minors DNI. Talk of Dehydration. Mutual Pining. Accidental Stimulation. Female Masturbation + Getting caught. Unprotected PIV sex. Desperate Sex. Fluff. AN: Oof, this took me a solid minute to write my loves. Kinktober is taking its toll out on me but thankfully I only have eleven more to write after this. I hope you enjoy.
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You look at Mando incredulously, fearing that all hope is lost, or fear that he has completely lost the plot with heat stroke, as he points to a sad and pathetic looking speeder bike sitting at the bottom of a small canyon in the desert. 
Two hours ago, a devious bounty managed to lure you and the Mandalorian out into the desert where he then tricked you to abandon your healthy, fully functioning, speeder bike to give chase on foot instead. Mando was so close to capturing him too, he was literally just an arm’s reach away before the target hopped onto the speeder and took off, leaving you both to the dust.
You raised your gun ready to shoot at the time, but Mando stopped you and you were understanding as to why, but now you wish you didn’t listen and just pulled the trigger. Your aim isn’t great at all, but you might have been able to hit the target, regardless of the fact he is wanted alive, and you’d have the speeder bike to travel back to the ship where the water supply is. 
Now after two hours have passed since then, you can see that Mando regrets not shooting the target himself. It’s a mistake and you don’t blame him for the judgement call in the heat of the moment considering the bounty is worth ten thousand credits, however the man is currently pointing to another speeder bike like it’s a miracle and you really do think that heat exhaustion is clouding his mind. 
“It probably doesn’t even work, Mando.” You shake your head with a huff, “And we shouldn’t waste our energy checking it out.��� You explain, hoping that he could see common sense, but of course, just like Mando does all the time, he insists. “Worth a try.” 
You’ve been working with him for the last year, and you know there’s no use trying to protest when he gets determined. Watching the back of his cape swish side to side with each step he takes down the steep slope, you sigh frustratedly and wipe the sweat off your forehead with the back of your hand. Getting down into the canyon isn’t your biggest worry, it’s coming back out, but you follow his steps and make your way down regardless of the worry. There’s no way you’re letting him go alone. 
Climbing down ledge from ledge then sliding down the slippery slopes and, in some areas, even sliding down on your ass until you reached the bottom, you immediately felt some relief from the big star in the sky when standing inside the shade. You damn bear wanted to moan from the relief it felt that good. Your clothes were damp, clinging onto your skin with sweat and your exposed skin would surely be sunburnt by now, but the dehydration is most worrisome. You can feel it starting to take effect. Your mouth is dry, lips too, and you have an insatiable thirst. 
“Here,” Mando gestures as he walks towards you, holding his canteen. “Finish this off, cyar’ika. It’ll keep you hydrated til we get back to the ship.” Apparently taking notice of your relief in the shade and seeing that you're clearly dehydrated, he couldn’t not offer up the last of the water supply for you to finish off. “But Mando, what about yo-” You tried to protest, but the man cut you off with his hand held out and a curt shake of his head. “Drink.” He says flatly, no ifs or buts - adamant as always. 
You reluctantly lift the canteen and take two sips, watching him pull off his cape and lay the item of clothing over his arm instead. It was harrowing to watch, painful even. No matter how hot you are right now, Mando is a thousand times worse inside all of that armour and you can’t drink all of this water for yourself. It would be wrong. You can’t do that to him, can’t allow him to suffer so you will be okay. 
“Mando, please.” You plead with him. Even reaching out for his gloved hands, you place the canteen in his palm then squeeze his fingers around the object reassuringly. “We both know that you need this more than I do. I will be okay, I had a drink, but you finish it off.” Nodding once, you walk away from him quickly before he could try to argue about it and now that your back is turned, you hope that he will use this moment of privacy to lift his helmet and finish off the water. You hope that he gets the message that you, too, can insist and be adamant. No ifs or buts. 
You care for Mando, and he cares for you too; this is just one of the many examples that show how you both have each other's backs, although sometimes you can argue when there is a disagreement, you both mean well and only have the best interest in mind. While he hydrates, you approach the speeder bike and hold back a groan from the sun beating down on your exposed once again as you look the vehicle over. I’ll gladly take the cold over the heat any day, you thought. 
Luckily, there are no loose parts laying around on the ground so that’s a good sign, but you still have no hope simply because it was left out here at the bottom of a canyon. No one would leave a working speeder bike. It’s just absurd…. Or is it? You ask yourself while looking it over. Nothing at first glance looks seriously wrong with it, the power cell is intact and it’s showing half full on the gauge. The outriggers are a little rusty and one of the back thrust flaps is cracked but held together with tape. She isn’t perfect, but she’s all you’ve got. 
You wait for Mando to join you again before trying the ignition switch, not wanting to turn around to break the trust you have built with the man thus far in case he still has his helmet off. There wasn’t a whole lot you knew about Mandalorian's to begin with before meeting him, but one thing that pretty much the whole galaxy knows is that he mustn't ever reveal his identity, therefore you’ll do everything in your power to uphold that. 
Even when you hear his boots dragging across the sand towards you, you still don’t turn around to face him. Admittedly, sometimes you worry too much about stumbling across the man without his helmet, though you can never be too safe, right? You relax a little when hearing his modulated sigh from over your shoulder, knowing that his helmet is definitely back on now, however when he approaches, your body becomes stiff from the delicate touch of his gloved hand on your lower back, burning through your clothes. 
“I’m sorry, Y/N. It’s my fault we’re in this mess.” He apologises sincerely, then promises. “I’ll make it up to you one day, somehow.” You still remain shocked and confused, stiffer than a nail from his harmless comforting gesture. His words fall on deaf ears as all you can think about is how good his hand feels. You couldn’t tell whether or not you were burning up from the sun or burning up from his touch. Choosing the latter when he pulls away, you miss his touch and yearn to feel it again, which is really quite bizarre that you even miss his touch to begin with. 
Mando isn’t a physical touch kind of guy, he’s never really touched you like this. Sure, there have been little accidents before where he bumps into you, but to actually reach out and hold you in some way, reassuringly, is new for him and new for you to feel. And now that you have felt it, you want more. It makes your legs squeeze together with the dirty minded thoughts racing around your head then makes your cheeks blush with shame for even thinking about him in that manner. 
Miraculously, you even begin to feel the desire flooding your core. You’re dehydrated, you didn’t even think you’d be able to feel wet when dehydrated, let alone feel wet in the first place by the simple act of feeling a hand on your back. Stars! I need to get laid. You reprimand yourself, blaming the fact that you’ve gone too many months without intimacy for the sudden surge of arousal. That has to be the only reason for your sexual confusion right now; has to be the reason why you yearn to feel Mando’s gloved hands between your legs. 
Focus! You snap with your inner voice, directing your attention back to the task at hand and not your thoughts. The speeder bike. That’s more important right now, you can deal with whatever you were just thinking about later. “Ready to see if she’s alive or not?” You ask Mando in a small voice, still feeling the effects of your own dirty imagination. 
The man only nods in return and with that, you lean over for the ignition switch. She backfires loudly three times, rattling and clattering thunderously that makes you and Mando take a step back, fearing that she’s about to blow. After a few moments, she calms down and settles to an excessively loud hum, though still shaking violently. Always too good to be true. No one would leave a perfectly good working speeder back. You agree with your thoughts. 
It didn’t sound promising, so you kneeled to the floor and looked over the engine while Mando walked around the bike, no doubt to check if there were any problems on that side. One of your many skills is knowing a thing or two in mechanics. You know enough to get by, but any major problems are lost on you. A nasty smell was flooding your nostrils and the catalytic converter looked damaged - that’s your problem. 
“Hey, do you smell that?!” You yell to Mando over the loud racket coming from the engine, but when there is no answer, you look up for him. “Shit!” You gasp, not expecting him to be so close. He was leaning over the bike, the T shape of his visor directly above your face giving you a fight, but his proximity to you was most tantalising, even a little intimidating. And if you didn’t know any better, you would say that he was smirking inside the helmet simply from the way he was tilting his head to the side, as if amused from your reaction. 
He jerks his chin outwards, a wordless way of asking you to repeat what you said, but you gulped as your eyes roamed the broad expanse of his shoulders and wide chest towering over you in this position. It made you think of him laying over your naked body instead. “Um, I think it’s going to be okay,” You rise from the floor, explaining loud enough for him to hear this time. “She’s spewing fumes, that’s what the noise and smell is, but she’ll get us back to the ship if we take it easy and don’t overpower the engine.” 
“Okay, mesh’la.” Mando yells back over the noise, nodding, “Let's go back home.” He swings a leg over the bike and moves up the seat as much as he could for you to sit on the back, but you froze with surprise, thinking about the fact he has just called the razor crest home. You feel a concoction of different thoughts whirling around your brain, even though the ship is where you both reside day and night on your travels through the galaxy, he’s never called it home before. It makes you feel warm and fuzzy on the inside. 
“What’s wrong?” He tilts his head to ask, worried. You snap out of it then, shaking off your emotions while replying. “N-nothing just… Nothing, don’t worry about it.” Upon looking at the backseat and seeing only one set of foot pegs, you ask. “Where do you want me to put my legs, speeders aren’t made for two carriers?” 
Jerking his head to the side, another wordless gesture telling you to just hop on, you reach out and hold his shoulder, then sigh breathily when feeling his brute strength under your fingertips. Has he always been this big and strong under his clothes? You ask, wishing to explore his bare skin without the clothing barrier in the way. 
You swing your leg over and sit down, now gripping his shoulder with the urge to moan out from the vibrations below caused by the engine. You clenched around nothing, feeling your clit pulse from the contact of the seat against your core. It was buzzing so loud and strong, that you already knew this journey back to the ship was going to be euphoric. 
“Just relax.” Mando yells, mistaking the fact that you are clearly turned on right now for discomfort as he reaches for your legs to wrap around his waist. “I’m sorry, it’s just for a little while, cyar’ika.” He justifies himself, and you immediately lean in close to reassure. “It’s okay, it’s okay. I promise.” It’s actually more than okay, Mando… 
He nods after you get comfortable then hands his cape to you. “Keep this safe for me.” He asks, and you know how much his cape means to him, so you handle it with care. Taking it from him then putting it behind his back, you move up the seat and keep it secured between your bodies. Quickly growing tired of the yelling, you just threw him a thumbs up instead and he then returned the gesture by taking both of your hands with a firm squeeze before placing them over his chest plate. You wanted to feel that again, something so simple as holding his hands was electric. 
As he accelerates, getting you both out of the canyon to make your way back home, as he newly calls it, you rest your cheek to his back and immediately close your eyes, picturing him pleasuring you instead of the vibrations from the bike. You couldn’t help it. You were just so turned on from his touch and now with the vibrations below, you were imagining it was his fingers working their magic. Although you felt so dirty and wrong for thinking about Mando in this sexual manner, you loved how good it felt to be pressed against his body like this. It felt like you were hugging him from behind, but it wasn’t a real hug. As much as you wished it to be, it wasn’t real.
Truthfully, you wished you could be sitting up front instead; up front and facing him with your legs wrapped around his waist. And that wishful thought makes you clench around nothing again, just imagining your burning heat sitting above his crotch while he rides the speeder back to the ship. There was no use trying to fight the inevitable. You were quite literally sitting on top of a vibrator and the sensations it was providing were too pleasing to ignore. 
Besides, would it really be all that bad to make the most of it? To make the most of this journey and get yourself off a couple times before you reach the Razor Crest and continue your hunt for the target? Who knows when your next moment of privacy will be as you can barely pleasure yourself these days with how cramped the ship is and how busy your workload has been. 
You’re always with Mando. He, as well as yourself, doesn’t have any real privacy. You’re always together, not that you mind it, but moments like this where you can release some of your pent-up sexual frustrations are sparse. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise, you ponder in thought. You’re clearly having mixed emotions about your employer and that’s because you are so deprived of intimacy. 
You need this release; need this sexual release so you can be able to think straight and get back to normal. After justifying your actions, you quit fighting your own needs and just relax, letting the vibrations pleasure you. Small gasps and whimpers slipped past your lips and your cheeks burned at the thought of Mando hearing you. 
Hope had you thinking that the man would love it, that he’d love the fact you were quite literally getting yourself off behind him, but thinking realistically, he would probably find it weird and disrespectful. Find you weird and disrespectful. You still thought about him though. Even after you justified that feeding your sexual hunger would make you think clearly, it didn’t stop you from thinking about Mando pleasuring you instead. 
You wanted him so badly and even thought about his leather gloved fingers sliding inside of you. The vibrations ramp up a notch as he speeds up the bike, thus causing you to bury your face between his shoulder blades and muffle your throaty mewls. Your head floats off into the clouds as you lose all sense of control. It’s like everything around you fades out into nothing and all you can focus on is Mando, as if holding onto him kept you tethered to reality. 
Panting heavily through your release, you feel another one rising again and ride it out, basking in the magnificence of over-stimulation. Your hands unintentionally grip Mando’s chest plate, the muscles in your legs tensing up with a fiery burn and your thighs squeezing together around his hips. You thank the stars above for the speeder being so loud, otherwise he would be able to hear you literally falling apart and whining through the aftershocks. 
It’s too much; too pleasurable that it’s becoming painful, but you don’t want it to stop. You want to be reduced to a quivering mess, to be soaked in your own desire as your eyes haze over with bliss. “Oh f-fuck.” You moan disgracefully, succumbing to your wants and needs; your need to tell him how you really feel about him. Even though he can’t hear it, you need to speak your truth and say the words out outloud. “Stars! I want you so bad, Mando.” You cry to yourself, “I want your fingers inside of me.” 
Minutes passed by like an eternity before the bike slowed down and you no longer felt the sun beating down on your back anymore, just the coolness of the shade blessing you with a break from the heat. “We’re home, mesh’la.” You hear Mando say but could barely form a reply and just nodded into his back. 
However, instead of getting off the speeder, he firmly held onto your thigh and hip, then pulled you around to the front. “M-Mando?” You gasp with surprise. You were now sitting on his crotch, gazing up into the T shape of his visor as he placed his thumb and forefinger to your chin, looking back down at you. “I heard you moaning, sweet girl,” He growls, hand on your hip squeezing the flesh hard as your cheeks begin to burn with embarrassment. He heard you, heard you moaning therefore he must have heard what you said. 
“I’m sorry.” You blurted, lowering your head in shame, but the man slipped his hand around the base of your neck and tilted your head back before pressing his helmet to your forehead. “I want it too…” He exhaled shakily, “I want you so badly, cyar’ika, I always have.” 
“You have?” You ask, disbelieving the words exiting his mouth. “B-but I don’t understand. How have I not noticed before?” 
“Because I do well with hiding my emotions.” The man explains, both hands now firmly holding your hips, his fingers slip under your shirt with request. “But not anymore cyar’ika. I won’t hide how I feel anymore, if you won’t hide anymore either.” 
“I won’t. Not ever again, Mando.” You moan, brows pulling together with bliss under his gaze. You can feel the warm leather on your skin, feel the burn of his fingers inside desperate to touch you without the barrier of clothing. Looking down briefly and whimpering at the sight of his gloved hands straining against the fabric, you look back up into his visor with a nod. “Touch me. Please touch me, I need you so bad.” 
Laying down and arching your back for him as he makes quick work on removing your pants, you moan falling on his ears audibly this time, you feel the desperation from the man during his bid to remove all barriers of clothing preventing him from pleasuring you. Mando hikes up your shirt, exposing your breasts to the warm breeze blowing over your skin before pawing at your booms with one hand. He tears your panties down your legs, the hurriedness of his actions making you blush. 
“M-Mando.” You whine; whine and beg without actually saying what you need from him. He heard you loud and clear anyways, he heard it from the way you moaned his name. Mando knew how much you wanted him; knew from the moment he laid his hand on your lower back earlier and your heart rate kicked up suddenly. “I know, sweet girl.” He breathes reassurance, telling you exactly what you need to hear. “I know and it’s okay. I will take care of you.” 
“Oh fuck!” You cry upon feeling two bare fingers sliding into your sex. When did he take them off? You don’t even know, but you don’t care either. His fingers are so big and fulfilling, bending into a come hither motion to caress your g-spot. “So wet, mesh’la.” He groans heavy and wanton, admiring the slick coating his fingers. There was so much in fact, it was drooling down his digits and making a mess inside the palm of his hands. “So tight too.” His modulated exhale reaches your ears, shaky and breathless. 
You clench around him, the muscles in your cunt aching with dire need to be stroked and stretched. “M-More.” You whimper. Hands trailing down your body to pull down your bra, exposing your nipples, you hold them between your fingers and plead with him shamelessly. “Please Mando. I want mo-yes! Like that, just like that.” You yell out, rewarding his actions with your words as he buries three fingers to the hilt beautifully. 
You don’t even feel Mando removing his hand from your breast, nor do you feel him fighting to open his slacks and free himself. All you can focus on is the way he grunts. Your eyes closed, lost within the bliss of his fingers pleasuring you, only when he removes them, you open your eyes with a needy whine. “N-no, don’t stop.” You look up just in time to see the man reaching for you, grabbing you by the sides and pulling you flush to his chest. 
“Cyar’ika!” He growls deep and low, cock thrusting inside of you and bottoming out in one swift motion. You mewl from the stretch, pulsing around his girth and grip onto his biceps from the burn his size was causing. It was phenomenal. You wanted it again, to feel him stretch you open again and again with each snap of his hips into yours. “Mando move!” You choke on the words, burying your face into the nook of his neck and rolling your eyes back with the scent of him flooding your senses. He smells so good, so heavenly. 
The man makes quick work of rutting into you, using your own body as leverage to pull you into his thrusts and meet him halfway. You could hear your desire squelching around him, could feel the damp spot it was leaving on his clothes, making a mess. Though it wasn’t enough for him. Mando apparently had his own sexual frustrations to release too. He needed more and he took more. 
“Hold on.” He grunts an order, hooking both arms behind your knees and using your ass to lift you up and down. The man even leaned back, getting himself comfy as he uses your cunt like his own personal fuck toy to get himself off. You don’t care for the romantics right now, you need raw primal sex, and Mando was giving it to you in the best way. 
Little squeaks and moans slipped into his neck as he grabbed the globes of your ass and began slamming you down onto his hips. His cock was bruising your insides, filling you up completely each time. “C-cum, I’m cumming.” You manage to utter before falling limp, just letting him take over and fuck you into oblivion. 
“Tell me when to stop.” He moans brokenly, still thrusting hard and deep. “I’m nowhere near done sweet girl but tell me when to stop and I will.” Your eyes roll into the back of your head as you nod into his neck. Falling apart on his cock, your high was intensified as he surges through your vice-like grip and continues to fuck you from below. “Inside me.” You moan softly, tiredly, “Come inside of me, Mando. Fuck me until you're satisfied.” 
You blew past the stages of over-stimulation and entered the realms of sexual exhaustion. You couldn’t move even if you wanted to, so instead you just held onto Mando like he was a lifeline and let him use your pussy for his own pleasure. The man had stamina for days. Stamina like you’ve never seen before as he comes multiple times, filling you up with his warm creamy seed. Even when he paused for a break, gathering some energy while allowing you a break, he started again with a slow grind, relishing in the pretty little sounds escaping you. 
“Tell me to stop, mesh’la.” He says, almost begging you at this point to give yourself mercy. Mando wasn’t lying, he is nowhere near done and can last for hours - for you. He’s dreamt of his for months, fisted his cock many nights thinking it was your heat instead and now that he has your cunt wrapped around his cock, he doesn’t want to stop, can’t stop until he has emptied his sac. “Do you want to stop?” You lift your head to ask, gazing into the T shape of his visor and picturing what beautiful eyes he must have behind it. 
“No, not at all.” He groans and gasps in reply, feeling you clench around him. A smile tugs on your lips, sweet and innocent like at first, but then it becomes devilish and naughty. You don’t want to stop and neither does he. You both want more. “Well keep fucking me Mando.” You sigh breathily, resting your cheek to his shoulder with a request;
“And don’t stop until we’re both completely spent.” 
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augustvandyne · 2 months
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Andy x reader
The reader is pregnant asff and she’s home alone when she goes into labor and the crew races to their house and Andy ends up delivering the babies
adorable and i love andy so much. i can’t believe this is our last season with her
labor
You weren’t even showing any signs of labor this morning, so imagine how surprised she was when you’d given a distress call to the station.
Initially, you’d called your wife’s cell, three times, but she wasn’t answering.
Which meant she was out on a call, and there was no way she’d make it back in time to drive you to the hospital.
She’d texted this morning, like every morning since the two of you had found out about your pregnancy, and told you who would be working front desk. She told you if you needed anything to text or call them.
You were really thankful it was Travis today.
He would get you to the hospital fast and efficiently, as well as crack a few jokes so it wouldn’t feel like a million years away.
You’d called the station, holding your stomach in the worst pain you’d ever felt.
“Travis,” You groaned. “It’s time.”
“Y/n?” Travis frowned. “Oh, wait, it’s time? Like— like baby time? Like that time?”
“Yes!” You cried. “My water broke and i’m having really bad contractions. Come over right now and take me to the hospital.”
“I— okay. What about Andy?” Travis said, putting the phone on speaker as he put his coat on hastily.
“What about her?” You are leaning against the couch. You sit on the ground on your knees, your chest on the couch cushion. “I called. She didn’t answer.”
“Well— let me switch you to my cell.”
The three beeps came as he hung up, but he was fast about callings you back.
“They just finished their call,” Travis said, a car door slamming in the background.
“Okay,” You say breathlessly, enjoying the feeling of comfort before the next contraction starts.
“Do you want to call her?” Travis asks.
“Yeah. Hold on,” You hang up on him, quickly trying your wife again.
“Hello?” Andy answered, a smile evident in her voice.
“Hey— oof,” You get cut off as the next contraction hit you hard. They were getting closer together and more painful. “I’m— I’m in labor, Andy. You need to get here now.”
“Oh, I— I’m on my way, cariño,” Andy nodded. “We need to go to my house right now.”
She told Maya and you could hear the sirens turn back on as the truck accelerated.
“Please don’t get in an accident,” You plead, “Oh my god this hurts like a bitch.”
“Hey, language!” You can hear Jack shout from the background. “What? The baby hears everything.”
“I sure hope not,” Maya jokes, receiving a slap on the arm from Andy.
“Okay, okay,” Andy rolls her eyes. “You called Travis like I told you?”
“Yes, I called him as soon as I called you the first three times,” You cried out in pain. “He says he’ll be here in a minute.”
“I’m sure he broke every traffic violation to get to you, Herrera,” Maya joked again, and she probably wasn’t wrong.
You were the closest to Travis out of everyone on the team (besides Andy), and he’d probably do anything for you.
Andy hears Travis tell you to get up off the ground and helps you onto the couch.
“Here,” Travis puts a pillow under your back to relieve some of your pain.
There’s some silence as he helps you get settled and check for your dilation.
“This isn’t how I wanted this to go,” You complain.
“I know, but we’ll never get you to the hospital in time,” Travis insisted. “You don’t want to have your baby in my car, do you?”
“Travis, talk to me,” Andy demands.
“She’s nine centimeters, Andy,” Travis looks at your phone with concern.
“Do what you have to. We’re two minutes,” Andy lets out a shaky breath.
“Hurry.”
You can all but hear the sirens as the phone hangs up.
“You got this,” Travis insists. “Andy will be here in a second, and you’re going to be a champ about this. I know this isn’t how you wanted this to go, but your baby will be brought into this world with love.”
“I love you, Travis. You know?”
“Mm, tell me some more,” Travis laughs as you grab his hand, all but crushing all the bones.
Travis cries in pain as Andy bursts into your guys’ house.
“Hi, my love,” Andy gives a quick kiss to your head, then immediately goes to the open spot between your legs.
Maya followed in behind Andy, along with Jack.
Then Ben, Dean and Victoria were in the second truck behind them, so it was a full party in the Herrera house.
Victoria stood by Andy’s side in case she needed to tap out, but Andy never did.
“You got this baby,” Andy nodded. Seeing you were crowning, she told you it was time and told you to begin pushing.
It didn’t take long, and it made sense considering how long it took for you to begin labor.
Ben, Jack and Dean had to step out of the house for a few minutes because it was beginning to be too much, and you were beginning to lose your patience with them.
Maya suggested they go get some sandwiches for dinner and ice for you, because they were beginning to run out of ice to smash up for you to serve as ice chips.
Travis, Maya and Victoria never left your side once, and never complained. You loved them for that.
Travis had to give his hand a break at times, so him, Victoria and Maya switched and held your hand.
You cried the whole way through it, and all but broke all three of their hands.
But in the end you and Andy had a beautiful baby girl.
“Well,” You sighed, holding the gorgeous creature in your arms. “I think we’re gonna need a new couch.”
“Decide on a name, idiot,” Travis chuckles.
The two of you hadn’t really even thought about names. You wanted the gender to be a surprise, so you didn’t know where to even begin. And the pregnancy flew by so fast, you didn’t even realize you were so close to your term.
“How about.. Luna?” Andy looked into your daughter’s beautiful brown eyes.
“I love it,” You smile in content. “Luna Pruitt Herrera.”
“Pruitt..?” Andy looked at you in surprise.
You told her you had the perfect middle name a few weeks ago, but never told her what it was. No matter how much she begged.
“It’s perfect,” Andy kisses you on the lips, the two of you admiring your bundle of joy.
The men did eventually get back with sandwiches, and all of you spend the night together.
(After you take a shower, of course)!
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anamelessfool · 9 months
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12 Year Old Copia, 1988. Name his rat. (I picked Ratthias)
I want to do more domestic lore drawings, send me an ask to give me some ideas!
Plus Bonus Copia & Family Excerpt after the cut!
1986
Primo was usually in good spirits, whether tending to the Ministry gardens or to the needs of his younger brothers. There were some days, however, especially if it had rained for several days before, that the entire clergy could feel Primo’s heart fall. Primo had always been a go-getter and an upstanding member of the community since his return as an adult over a decade prior. But there was always something eating at him. Some mud that, no matter how hard he dug or clawed, would slowly sink him down into a pit of despair.
It was April, and after a long string of rainy days. Nihil’s two remaining sons and little Copia sat in the common room, winding down from an uneventful day with an equally uneventful evening. Copia observed Primo from his place coloring in a sketchbook on the carpet. Primo was lying on the couch and staring upwards, glassy eyed, a hand across his chest. Lost in thought. The darkness in his heart once again dragging him down.
Copia jogged over to Secundo who was smoking and reading at his favorite bench at the window. The boy tugged at Secundo’s sleeve, frowning and huffing.
“Use your words, Copia,” muttered Secundo.
Copia shook his head and gestured over to Primo slumped on the couch. He flapped his arms. “Can't. Ruin the surprise,” the boy whispered. “Do the thing. Come on. Please.”
Secundo glanced at his older brother and grunted, getting up from his seat. He walked over to the piano, stubbing his cigarette into the ashtray on the top. He stretched his fingers and began to play a sad, remorseful song, Beethoven’s Für Elise. The most Secundo ever moved or emoted was as he played a piece— swaying his body, hunching his shoulders, softening his eyebrows. Primo sighed as the melody dragged across the air, filling the space like a gathering raincloud. Copia shifted into position near Primo, his eyes darting over to his other brother, waiting for the cue.
At some point the tempo imperceptibly increased, the music now a different complexity… a shimmering, iconic disco tune. Copia marched out to face Primo, waving his arms, scream-singing at the top of his lungs.
“ DANCING QUEEN! YOUNG AND SWEET ONLY SEVENTEEN!” Copia twirled around on his toe landing into a comical knee bend that was only possible for youngsters. He waved his arms around, staring into Primo, pointing his finger at his adoptive brother. “ You can daaaance! You can jiii-ive! Having the time of your liiiiiife ooh-oooh-ooh!”
Primo stared at him, his eyes still tired and hollow. The corner of his mouth twitched.
“See that giiiirl! Watch that scene! DIGGING THE DANCING QUEEEEEEN!” The boy Copia wiggled his hips and nearly crabwalked across the rug.
As if tugged by a string Primo’s lips jerked into a small smile. He struggled with his face but his expression at last expanded into a full grin. Copia grinned back, jumping into his arms. “You're absolutely ridiculous—oof!” said Primo, bringing his arms around the boy. “You're getting too big to be in my lap these days.”
Copia rested his head on Primo’s shoulder, bringing his arm around him. “Nuh-uh.” He looked over to Secundo, who had relaxed Dancing Queen into a sarcastically soft piano bar improvisation.
“And how are your lessons going?” Primo asked Copia. Secundo caught his eye and stoically nodded his approval.
“Good,” said Copia. “Secundo says if you can change any sad song into Dancing Queen, you're a pretty good musician.”
Primo kissed the top of the boy’s head, patting his shoulder. “I suppose that's the right attitude.”
Copia watched his adoptive brother’s smile fade into a wistful expression, the clouds in his eyes falling away, at least for a little while.
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mingos · 18 days
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oof. so… hello.
i know i’m not obligated to explain my absences, but i figured i should anyway because this is actually a long-standing issue i've been dealing with that, god fucking willing, doesn't happen againーbut that is what i told myself three weeks ago before it happened again. basically, because it can sometimes be so common, kinda just want to give a heads up if i ever start acting weird or distant because apparently i've upset some people i didn't mean to.
that stresses me out because, as i've mentioned before, i kind of have this tendency to shut down completely during stressful situations and not speak to anybody, which eventually turns into friends dropping me for a perceived lack of interest (not their fault, my fault). i'm actively trying to break that habit & be okay with vulnerability, so i want to be honest about where i've been and where i could potentially go in the future if this shit happens againーin a few weeks, in a few months, tomorrow... it all just depends, it's not a situation i can control. i'm not trying to ignore people. i just deal with a lot sometimes.
content warnings immediately below the cut but idk maybe just don’t read this if you’re in a bad headspace, or a really good headspace that you don't want ruined. no one should read this, actually. just jump to the last two paragraphs. this is just me explaining i'll hopefully feel okay enough to be back by the weekend.
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cw: alcoholism; cw: domestic abuse; cw: gen. bad mental health
 i currently live in a dysfunctional situation with an alcoholic & addict family member as the last person in our family yet to distance themselves/cut them off. reason being is they relapse a lot. like, “an average of at least once every 2-4 months since i was 14” a lot. this is a long-standing problem. they’ve been through quite literally every treatment plan imaginable and nothing has stuck.
i do love this person; the majority of the time they're not relapsing, they’re kind & loving. when it’s good, it’s good. but when it’s bad jesus christ… i gotta level with you and say i've feared for my life a couple times.
they become angry & spiteful when drunk and, as of the last few years, physical. mostly when i try to confiscate things i find because i'm "stealing their property" and it’s therefore, to their drunk mind, justifiable. this is a mindset i’m still trying to unlearn because of course i don’t deserve it—taking a wine bottle away from an alcoholic for their own good isn’t justification for them almost suffocating you in an attempt to get it back, or breaking the lock on your bedroom door—but it’s hard to internalize that sometimes when your brain is beaten down, y’know?
when not being guilted into silence so i don’t “ruin their life more” or get threatened with being removed from the house by police, i’ve pretty much exhausted any sympathy or help i get from the rest of my family. half of them either have my # blocked or don’t answer under the weird assumption my family member is going to… use my phone to contact them? which is something that’s never happened before. the other half kind of just shrug because i’m choosing to say here and am an adult with the ability to leave whenever i want, just like they did.
 but i can’t leave—because, like i said, it’s just me now. no one else checks on this person, no one else lives with us, and i’ve already had to call 911 for them multiple times. living with them during a relapse is hell but so is whenever i have to leave the house because if something happens to them or their dog that suddenly becomes my fault. basically, whenever these episodes happen it’s just several days (or weeks) of nonstop stress. but there's nothing else i can really do. i just have to put up with it & ride it out.
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 things have finally calmed down again; apologies were made, talks were had, we cleaned out their stash together... i finally have some breathing room. kind of. i still have no energy to do anything because i've just been in survival mode the last week (& also sick), so hopefully i can be back to writing by this weekend but i really don't know. i'm still paranoid something bad is going to happen so maybe i'm not out of that mindset just yetーi need to decompress a little before i can feel normal again.
thank you for your patience, and for those who have checked on me & especially those who were understanding it was kind of hard for me to have the energy to talk outside of my one or two comfort people. i miss you all very many and hope nothing more for you all to be loved, warm & safe. love you all very many.
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dollybeagle · 21 days
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mothwing for the character opinion bingo?
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FHNDAKS MOTHWING MY BEST FRIEND MOTHWING. I am the only one who's right about her ever /j. She's so important to me
Mothwing has been one my fav cats ever since I started reading the books, but I don't remember being so attached to her until last year. I recall it starting after (and also during, but mostly after) going through some nasty experiences related to toxic religious people and stuff that led into me having a complete religious meltdown. Mothwing was a character I could heavily relate to and project to during that time, and i became really attached to her oof
Mothwing is a really complex character in canon, with a lot of missed potential that I will never shut up about. So, she is the daughter of tigerstar, yet we never get any canon content of her even aknowledging that, at all? Which sucks because, unlike her siblings, she seems almost completely uneffected by the fact that tigerstar is her father.
Tigerstar is not the only character that Mothwing's relationship with had a lot of potential, but there are also other characters that could have been great to see intereacting with her. For example, something that really frustrates me is how we never get to see mothwing intereacting with her half-siblings (cough cough. tawnypelt.) especially at moments when there was a lot of potential. During tbc, we could have gotten some great scenes of Mothwing bonding with tawnypelt over their common origins that have left them unfairly wronged at multiple situations. Also, when they both found peace in shadowclan when their own clan screwed them over. Im pointing at you erins please im desperate
Another thing that I don't see people talk about is how much wasted potential there was between Feathertail and Mothwing's friendship. SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HER MENTOR BEFORE SHE DECIDED TO TRAIN AS A MEDICINE CAT.. PLEASE.
Anyway im done yelling at the erins so i will decide to be nice and not scream about how mothwing should have been a pov character during tnp because again. there was a lot of potential there but the erins are cowards. So let's get into canon mothwing. Canon Mothwing is sometimes hard to understand since we don't get any canon content with her during tnp, so we get to only see her from leafpaw/pool's point of view. When she's firstly introduced and throughout the whole series, Mothwing is often described by leafpool as beautiful, which I think has also influenced the fandom into portraying her as a "confident, pretty medicine cat etc etc". But I've always liked to interpret her as self conscious and awkward, literally anything but confident. I feel like sasha leaving riverclan, along with the reveal of the moth's wing sign and the reveal of her origins has left her pretty self conscious and awkward, if that makes sense.
I feel like I should share my opinion on mothpool, so here we go. I think i have mentioned before, that I'm not a big fan of fanon mothpool, mostly because the interpretation of both characters in this ship always felt a little odd to me (eg mothwing being a big buff fluffy personalityless gf and leafpool being the short, lithe, shy small gf. I just never really liked it). But I'm a big fan of canon mothpool, as well as messy mothpool. The one of them lives under rules they don't agree with, in a society that they see as "brainwashed and blind", while the other is a firm follower of these rules (leafpool fuck the code you should start killing), and while the two want to be together, they can do nothing but stare each other in longing. doomed yuri ftw
So, since we got these out of the way, let's talk about some design potential mothwing has. I'm a huge fan of colorpoint mothwing, but I can't help but notice that I'm growing fonder of tigerclone/brown rabby mothwing more. I feel like it would have been cool to see a tigerstar desceasand that also looks lik him trying to fix their reputation through their actions. Also, eye imagery mothwing design anyone?
also i believe she's an aroace lesbian.
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multicolour-ink · 7 months
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🎁 For Mia and Pio hehe 🤭 rating doesn't matter to me...write as you please lolol
Emoji Prompt Mia and Pio
🎁 Presents
contains a little bit of suggestive content - but nothing explicit! If you're not a fan, maybe best to skip.
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Surprise Gift
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIO!"
Cheers erupted around the family table as Pio laughed and blew out his candles.
"Thank you, everyone."
"One year older, bro!", Tony smirked as he nudged his older brother. "We need to check if you're getting grey hairs yet."
Pio huffed.
"At least my mustache is already full, unlike yours!"
"Alright boys settle down!, said Pa. "Let's have Pio cut the cake. And please give your old man the second biggest slice!"
"Tony will just have the icing", Arthur laughed. His new girlfriend, Marie, giggled and leaned into his side.
"Oh Pio!", said Mia, as Pio was just serving up the last slice. "Could you come with me a moment? I have an extra surprise for you."
She lightly winked at Arthur, Marie, and Tony. They winked back, knowing exactly what she meant.
Pio blinked.
"Err sure", said Pio, getting up and taking his slice of cake with him.
He followed her to the spare bedroom. Once they were in, she closed the door, and hugged him lovingly, kissing him on the lips.
"Happy Birthday!"
"Thank you, amore", he smiled. "But, what is this all about?"
"You'll see", she grinned. "I just need to get it. But first, you know how it's been over a year since we got together?"
"Of course!", said Pio. And then he frowned. "But we already celebrated that."
"Yes I know, and it was wonderful. And I wanted to do something as well for it, but I couldn't think of what to do at the time. But now I have the perfect thing! And -"
She paused and wagged a finger at him.
"Since this is also your birthday present, you can't say I didn't need to do anything. This is two presents in one!"
Pio knew he couldn't argue with her.
"Alright", he chuckled. "What did you have in mind?"
"Turn around and close your eyes!"
He did as she asked, still a little confused.
"I'll be right back!", Mia said.
After a few moments he heard the door open and close, then a little while later he heard it open again.
"Alright", said Mia. "You can open your eyes now."
He turned around, and then nearly dropped his cake.
Mia was now clothed in a full lingerie corset and matching underwear. Dark satin lace enclosed all the rights parts of her body, making her look even curvier, and her cleavage was raised up and fuller.
Pio swallowed. His mouth had suddenly gone very dry.
"Well", Mia said, her voice sultry. "What do you think?"
Pio swallowed again. Somehow all manner of speaking had left him, and he didn't realise he was trembling until the dessert fork started rattling on his plate. He quickly put it down and looked back at her.
"Mia...You..."
His eyes grazed over her with shameless relish. And he didn't even bother hiding his physical reaction.
She approached him, and he eagerly took her in his arms.
"Happy Birthday, Pio."
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OOF. Well Pio is getting some 🤭
I headcanon that Mia doesn't really dress up in stuff like this much - but I do imagine that Marie does, and Mia got the idea form her ^^ Tony and Arthur kept Pio distracted while the girls went shopping 🤭
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top five favorite songs (or artists/albums, whatever you wanna gush about!)
Oh Lydia.. you have no idea what you have unleashed by asking me to gush about music 😹💕 Music is truly one of my nr.1 interests of all time! 🫶
So me answering this got way out of hand... Therefore, here a (somewhat) brief summary:
Top 5 songs of last week:
The grudge by Olivia Rodrigo -> “your flowers filled with vitriol” is a line that goes so hard istg! (the whole song is a banger tho)
Midnight by Ed Sheeran
Making the bed by Olivia Rodrigo
Stick Season by Noah Kahan
That’s on me by Ed Sheeran
Top 5 fave artists atm (artist -> fave album -> fave song on it)
The Amazing Devil -> Ruin -> Drinking Song for the socially anxious
Taylor Swift -> evermore -> cowboy like me
Sleeping at last -> Enneagram -> Nine (my own type lmao)
Bo Burnham -> Inside -> Goodbye
Ed Sheeran -> (currently) Autumn Variations -> Spring
Way too extensive elaboration under the cut (bc once I start talking about music it’s very hard to stop)
So out of the 5 arrtists I mention, I also have fave albums and on those albums at least 5 songs so… I don’t expect anyone to actually read through all that, no worries 😹💕 (I was also about to include fave lyrics, but then I was reminded of several irl deadlines so… another time maybe…hopefully... cause I love talking about lyrics so much!)
(fave songs in order of their track nr. On the album, not their actual rank; fave bolded)
1.) The Amazing Devil
Love Run -> King, Shower Day, Elsa’s Song, Two Minutes, Not Yet/Love Run
The Horror and the Wild -> The Rockrose & the Thistle, Welly Boots, Farewell Wanderlust, Fair, That Unwanted Animal
Ruin -> The Calling, Drinking Song, Chords, The Old Witch Sleep, Ruin, Inkpot Gods
2.) Taylor Swift (okay, I am just doing top 5 albums for her, cause otherwise we’ll be sitting here all day)
Evermore -> champagne problems, ivy, cowboy like me, marjorie, right where you left me
Red -> The Lucky One, Better Man, Nothing New, Forever Winter, ATW 10 min
Reputation -> I did smth bad, King of my Heart, Dancing with our hands tied, Call it what you want, New Years Day
Folklore -> the 1, my tears ricochet, seven, peace, the lakes
Midnights -> Maroon, Sweet Nothing, The Great War, WCS, You’re losing me
3.) Sleeping at last
Space -> Sun, Earth, Mars, Neptune, Pluto
Enneagram -> 1, 2, 3, 8, 9
4.) Bo Burnham
Words words words -> WWW, Oh Bo, What’s Funny, Rant, Art is Dead
What -> left brain right brain (yt amv flashbacks istg…) , from god’s perspective, Nerds, Channel 5 News, Hell of a Ride
Make Happy -> straight white man, country song, lower your expectations, kys, can’t handle this (+ r u happy – bc oof…)
Inside (deluxe) -> problematic, welcome to the internet, that funny feeling, all eyes on me, goodbye + five years
5.) Ed Sheeran (also just 5, bc I am ignoring that = exists)
Plus -> it’s been too long since  listened to this one, so I only remember “Little Bird” and “The A Team”
X -> Don’t, Photograph, Tenerife Sea, Thinking Out Loud, I see Fire
Divide -> Shape of you (idc that it’s overplayed!! I still unironically like this song!), Happier, What do I know?, Supermarket Flowers, Save Myself
Substract -> Eyes Closed, End of Youth, Curtains, Vega, Stoned
Autumn Variations -> England, Midnight, Spring, Punchline, When will I be alright
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katielovably · 22 days
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Listen I made some mistakes but your safe home! Tord said taking off his jacket (which obviously had his technology) before he diving into the pool.
Going deep down. Tom goes to the pool just doesn't dive because of his void eyes.
Tord hoping out on the far side of the pool.
Tom tried to catch his ankle but he was quick.
Will you two cut it out?! The neighbors are watching. Edd said getting between them shoving TJ in Tord's arms, he was trembling.
They teamed up on me and it wasn't fair! TJ said as little Tom peeked around Tom's leg before his ear was grabbed by Little Edd.
Group meeting now! Little Edd said.
Lame. Little Tom said.
Don't care. Little Edd said marching inside.
Tord was to fixated on the ordeal to process his own ear being grabbed under he felt Edd's nail dig in into his ear.
Eep. TJ said huddling against Tord as he and Tom were dragged in and force to sit. Tom in the red chair and Tord at the end of the couch (after they changed under Edd's super vision to insure Tom doesn't kill Tord or destroy a wall... been there done that it's not fun)
Matt, sit. Edd said as little Tom was forced to sit by Tom by Little Edd who also sat.
Ok, first. You, you and you (pointing to little Edd, Matt and Tom) can stay until we figure things out... TJ put up his hand.
They're three, Edd. It not like they can crash here then move on. TJ said.
We'll figure out how to turn back. Tord said.
You've been saying that for years. TJ muttered.
Now what TJ revealed... what are you doing? Edd said as TJ was set in the time out chair.
Tord, you should be sitting there not TJ. Edd said releasing TJ from time out and Tord was forced to sit in TJ's place (oh, the chair was always there it's meant for Tord and Tom when they get in trouble... honestly the first Tord or Tom should have sat in the chair but they were tired)
Tord, why did you put a tracker on Tom?... actually i put you back. Edd said moving Tord to the couch once more.
Simple, he would just leave and get drunk then we would get a call like "come get your boy." From a pub owner and we would have go to every pub searching for him. The night you two decided to to leave us alone he slipped out and it was my job to search for him since he was passed out I put a tracker on him so we wouldn't go threw that again because it was so annoying. Tord said as Tom tried figuring out what was said.
So you put a tracker when... also where did you even get a tracker! Tom said.
I... made it. Tord said embarrassed and ashamed.
It helped us find and saved you so it's ok. TJ said popping up before Edd.
Hum, It did... Matt, what do you think? Edd said.
Um, I'm trying to to figuring it out. Matt said before little Matt gestured to TJ to come. They whispered a bit. Before little Tom who crept up to them. Smacked TJ in the head with a pillow making the two smack heads.
Little Matt started to cry. TJ turned around to face him.
Oh-oh! Little Tom said and ran off with TJ behind. Like Tom and Tord the fish night the two faught until little Edd broke it up.
Ow, ow, ow! TJ complained as his ear was dragged before being forced in Tord's lap before checking if little Matt was ok, bring him one of TJ's toys to play with before trying to get little Tom but he got away.
Come here! Little Edd called chasing him down the hall before you heard little Tom screaming.
TORD! Little Edd said as TJ was already on his way.
Yeah, yeah. I'm coming. TJ said paddling down the hall. Little Matt stood and looked over the couch before going to help.
LET ME GO! Little Tom called.
No! They said.
At least he's sobber this time. TJ muttered.
Shut up, Commie! Little Tom snapped managing to swing his foot, hitting TJ.
Ow... I did not miss this! TJ said dropping little Tom.
Oof! You asshole! Little Tom said as TJ paddled to Tord.
Last time you had any excuse of being drunk far worst then Tom ever were! Now your just an ass! TJ snapped before folding his arms as Tord insured he wasn't hurt.
Little Matt and Edd also made sure he was ok going to Edd and Matt.
Little Matt explained to Matt what TJ told him... before the pillow hit them, even using two dolls to demonstrate.
Ah, I see. But this is hard because TJ is right, if it wasn't for that... *whisper to little* what was it? Matt said with the three year old whispering to him.
Tracker but like little Matt said " this is about now, Tord! You never kept secrets!" What other things he kept. That's why i'm confused on what to think. Thank you, little Matt. Matt said stroking his mini me's head as he smiled proudly.
I never noticed how much you are like a puppy. TJ said from leaning against Tord's chest.
Tord is there anything else or do we have to make TJ reveal it. Tom said.
Nope. TJ said walking away and locking himself into the closet. Little Tom planted himself outside where he could be seen.
I'm not coming out, Thomas! Leave me alone! TJ called.
Hum, you use to be fun to mess with. Little Tom called back paddling back to Tom's chair leaning against the arm.
Let him nap, Tom. Little Edd said yawning before paddling to a green bean bag and falling on it. Little Matt was already asleep on Matt before getting taken to his room to nap.
Hum, weaklings. Little Tom grumbled as the sound of thunder rumbled.
Seems like a storm... little Tom? Matt said as the 3-year-old ran past.
Tord stood and held a controller to Edd.
Let's have an adventure like old times. I got Zombies horde 3. Tord said with a smirk.
Edd looked at it.
The new one? They said.
Hold on your not off the hook. Tom said
I know and you can kick my butt after it rains. Tord said holding out a blue controller.
Fine. Tom said.
Whoo! Edd said turning on the console, holding a green controller taking his seat on the couch.
Hum. Little Edd said.
Tord glanced at him as Matt got a purple controller. He scooped up Little Edd carefully.
Little Tom stood in the entrance of the living room with his jacket.
You got my jacket. Tord said taking it.
Little Edd was laid with Little Matt.
You can rest with them. Tord said to little Tom.
Hmm. Little Tom said, climbing on the bed, laid with them going to sleep between them.
Part 9 (I'm hoping I'm correct on the parts) of ???
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embodyingchaos · 9 months
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❥ heart to heart | chapter two
pairing: abner krill x oc genre: best friends to lovers! warnings: angsty wangsty, very short oof, mention of murder word count: 1.9k masterlist: heart to heart last chapter: chapter one next chapter: -
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eden yawned as best as she could with the head gear that was somewhat like a scold’s bridle that was placed over her head and mouth. she was very tired from everything she had to deal with over the last week. not only did she get arrested, she had to deal with the press, had barely any time to say goodbye to nellie, wyatt, viola or abner, and to top it all off, she was sent to good ol’ belle reve.
her cell guard opened the door, “you got a few visitors, ‘37.” she said, making eden flinch at the sound of the name. she got up, “can’t you just call me eden, flora?” she asked, muffled. flora pressed her lips together, “you know i can’t do that.” she told her, holding onto her as they walked to the non-contact visits room. when she got there, she turned to the woman. “could you take this off? kinda hard to talk with it on me.” eden said, pointing at the mouth guard. flora sighed and took it off before moving her to sit at the first counter. 
she stretched her mouth muscles before picking up the phone, “hi there, wy.” she greeted with a lazy tone, looking unbothered. “hi, eddie.” he greeted back with the nickname he fashioned for her a long while ago.
“weren’t planning on telling me and nel that you escaped from a lab facility that was experimenting on you and that you killed all the scientists and guards?” eden remained expressionless. “i’m pretty sure you would have called the police, wy.” “no, i wouldn’t have. you’re like a daughter to me, kiddo.” he said, his gaze softening. “it’s not right that they’re keeping you here.” eden sighed heavily, “i killed people, wy. yes, they did horrible, unspeakable things to me, but i killed them, and that’s a crime. the last person alive has to take the blame, and i don’t mind. i’m happy i was able to spend the last ten years with freedom, with you and nellie, and viola. i got to see the stars at least more than once, and that’s enough for me.” wyatt wasn’t one to cry or get too emotional, but seeing her behind the glass accepting her fate and not even trying to defend herself, it hurt him.
he stayed quiet for a bit before speaking up again. “there’s someone else here to see you.” wyatt told her, eden nodded as he left to go get them. the person who came in fidgeted as he took a seat. eden smiled at them as she picked up the phone, “hello, abner.” she greeted, happy to see him.
abner looked horrible. it seemed that her whole situation definitely affected him. his facial hair had grown much more since a week ago, it was much more prominent. the bags and dark circles under his eyes were also very visible, he hadn’t been sleeping. “abner, you look like you just came back to life-” “i miss you.” he cut her off immediately, tears threatening to escape his eyes. eden was trying to lighten the mood with a joke but it didn’t seem like it would work. “i miss you too, abbie.” she said, fiddling with the end of her shirt. abner sniffled, “it’s not fair. those people deserved to die.” eden gave him a small smile. “nobody deserves to die, abner. it’s not my job, or anyone else’s job to decide who gets to live or die. we don’t have the right to do so. i was wrong to do what i did.” she suddenly let out a choked sob, “and i ended up killing everyone, even the other patients, the kids. it was all my fault.” seeing her crying was something abner was not used to. he had never even seen her cry this much before.
abner didn’t know what to do, or say. he couldn’t even hug her to comfort her since she was behind the glass. then, he thought he should say exactly that. “if i could right now, i-i would hug you, and- and tell you everything is not your fault.” he nervously said, “you’re human, and you lashed out and made a mistake, and that’s okay. those kids are in a better place now thanks to you. they would have been in misery if they stayed in that lab any longer, ed.” eden looked up from her lap and stared at abner through her blurry vision. she wiped the tears from her face.
“i’m sorry i told you i love you, abner. now, you have to deal with me being in here and i’ll probably never be able to hug you ever again.” she apologised, her voice cracking. “i'm such an idiot." "no. you aren't." he adamantly said, determined to get his point across. "i am so happy you told me. it’s not your fault, you didn’t know they’d found you are that they’d been following you for a month now.” he teared up, “i’m going to visit you every day and-” “belle reve doesn’t allow more than three 1-hour visits per week, ab.” eden cut him off and he huffed in frustration, “then, i’ll visit you every gosh darn week! back-to-back with a day break! i’ll visit you on monday, wednesday, friday and repeat!” he shouted, slamming his hand on the table.
abner slid back into his chair, “this isn’t fair.” he whispered, but not to eden, to himself. abner looked back up at her and found her staring at him with her old, empty, black eyes. “life’s never fair.” she simply said, her lips falling into a flat line. in a matter of moments, she was entirely detached and that terrified him. being terrified was nothing new to him though, was it?
as days passed by, eden only spent time in her cell. she had asked for a book or two, and they allowed her to have a few. the most annoying part of being at belle reve was the fact that she constantly got ridiculed for having to wear the scold bridle. even if it did annoy the living shit out of her, she honestly didn’t care, she couldn’t care. plus, she was able to take it off during meal times and when she wanted to brush her teeth so it wasn't so bad. eden had been warned many times that if she even thought about spitting at one of the guards, she’d get tasered and sent to solitary.
as a year passes by, time has never been slower yet faster. eden spent most of her time sleeping or doing chores around the facility. she made a friend, the only problem was that the friend liked rats.
“i still don’t understand why out of all the animals your father could have chosen, he had to choose a rat.” eden mumbled as she played around with her plate of food as she sat opposite of her friend, cleo cazo, also known as ratcatcher 2. “what’s with the judgement, eddie?” “do not call me that, caz.” the older girl warned as she glared at cleo who only gave her a cheeky grin. “sorry.” she was not sorry when she said this. the two of them always spent a lot of time together, mostly because when cleo doesn’t feel like talking to her pet rat, sebastian, she talks to eden. eden usually just endures it, she didn’t like to talk when using her dehumanising muzzle.
after lunch, cleo had decided to go back to her cell early because she wanted to sleep. eden looked around the lunch room until a familiar head of hair stopped her in her tracks. there was no way that was him, right?
she slowly got up from her table and made her way to the man that sat at the table in another corner. he kept his head down, his black hair covering his eyes. there was no doubt about it, this was him. “abner?” eden’s voice was barely above a whisper when she called out his name but somehow he had still heard it. abner’s head snapped up as his eyes glistened from the lighting, “eden…” he said in disbelief, “wh-” eden scrambled to sit opposite of him, “what happened?! why are you here?!” she asked, obviously shocked at the fact he was in belle reve. “you haven't visited me for a whole month. i thought something happened. clearly, i was correct.” abner smiled sadly, nodding.
“i’m sorry. i was going through a hearing, and-and then trial, and there was no time to see you at all.” he rambled before taking a deep breath, “i killed her. i didn’t mean to.” the words were so quiet, eden didn’t pick it up. “and now, she’s everywhere.” she looked at him with perplexity, “what? i didn’t catch that?” abner looked at her with teary eyes, “i killed my mom. i thought she was going to hurt me. i didn’t mean to.” eden’s gaze softens, “it’s okay, abbie. it’s not your fault. your mother was a horrible person for putting you and your siblings through all of the things she did.” she reached out to grab his hand under the table which he easily accepted.
he whimpered, “but now she’s everywhere, everyone looks like her.” eden looked down at the table, “do i look like her to you?” abner stared at her face and her eyes, shaking his head. “you’re the only one who doesn’t.” he confessed, making her grin, “then, i guess you should stick with me, huh?” she nudged his foot with her own and a tiny smile finally took over his lips.
for the next few months, the two hung out around the facility whenever they could. they’d try to get the chores where they would be able to clean at the same time so they’d get to have a conversation or two. on more than two occasions, other prisoners would start picking on or insulting abner. this caused eden to get into more than a few fights, resulting in solitary confinement. 
abner was never one to complain, but he hated the fact that they made her wear a scold bridle. “it’s dehumanising!” eden smiled as she sweeped the floor, “well, they have to take precautions.” she mocked amanda waller’s voice, remembering the exact words she used when eden herself complained about the bridle. the girl didn’t care about it that much, but she did care about how it kept her from being able to kiss him.
they tried their best to keep their relationship on the low. word was getting around that waller had been trying to recruit villains for a task force of some sort. eden knew amanda waller would try to use their relationship to her advantage, and the day she was proven right came quicker than expected.
the crinkling of potato chip bags and the click-clacking of keyboards were the only sounds that filled the room. a woman with long curly hair stood up from her chair and headed over to their chief’s office.
she knocked on the door before turning the handle, “ms. waller?” she asked, “yes, crawley?” waller answered, not looking up from her computer. “i’ve got the files for the prisoners you wanted to recruit.” crawley said as she placed the information on her desk. “all of this includes 037 as well?” waller asked, opening up the first file which consequently was eden’s. “yes, but they called her eresidae in the lab after they’d studied her powers so that’s her name for her file.” crawley explained and was immediately dismissed. “thank you, crawley. you may leave.” waller stared at eden’s headshot before looking back at the computer screen.
there on the screen was eden having a conversation with abner, sitting closely to him. waller knew exactly how to get her on the task force now.
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whispers-of-lilith · 9 months
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1, 6, and 13 for the soft asks 🩷☺️
Thank you for the asks little flame! 🤍
1. What song makes you feel better?
Hm, picking just -one- is tough but I guess it depends on what's bothering me in the first place if that makes sense! But, the song I typically go to is 'Can't Take My Eyes off You' by Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons.
I love 80s music [it's what my mother listened to most when I was a kid] and it kind of just stuck with me ever since.
6. Say three nice things about yourself [three physical and three non-physical.]
Oof, this is a tough one... I'm relatively hard on myself and tend to get down on myself for the littlest things but I'll do my best.
Physical things:
1. When I can get my hair to do what I want [wavy / curly hair probs] it makes me feel extremely good about myself. I used to hide behind my long hair, but cutting it short last year & again this year felt so freeing.
2. I find myself smiling real hard whenever I look in a mirror and see the splash of freckles across the apples of my cheeks. They're so faint [since they're caused by sunburn], but I still love them nonetheless.
3. Probably something tiny and silly but I love my Dimples of Venus! They're tiny dimples on the lower part of your back and something about them just enamored me ever since I noticed them.
Non-Physical things:
1. I'm so freaking proud of the perseverance I have. I've struggled most of my life with really bad anxiety, depression, OCD, etc. but the past few years I've actually spoken to a doctor and therapist and now I'm on meds to help me. I used to view these things as a weakness & thought people would look at me different if I told them I struggled with my mental health, but it doesn't bother me much anymore.
2. Younger me would be so happy that I've embraced who I am & it's something I'm happy about now. If you told me a few years ago that I'd be open about all the things I enjoy [like anime and how THIRSTY I am for fictional characters] I'd look at you like you're out of it. Now I don't mind & I'm happy it's getting me to meet people of similar interests.
3. Some days I don't feel too great about this one, but other days I do and that's my decision to no longer work in the anxiety inducing environments of retail or doctors offices or something else. Two years ago I decided to start a small business & while it has it's ups and downs I've been able to stay afloat from it.
13. What's your comfort food?
Baked ziti. Hands down. It's something my wonderful grandmother used to make whenever I would visit & the fact that I don't have her recipe hurts my heart every single day.
Sorry this was kind of long, I'm often told I'm long winded 🙃
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nompunhere · 2 years
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Tender Moments (H/ollow K/night Vore Fic)
ohhhhhohohohohoho gay bugs. very,,,, unambiguously gay bugs (woah, 4 months since my last fic, gotta be a new record)
Characters: Q/uirrel, L/emm Word Count: 2,594 Warnings: Bugs, Minor H/ollow K/night Spoilers, Mmmagic, like 2-3 Swears, and Safe, Soft, G/t Vore Other Notes: so yeah this was originally meant for prompt 24 of Voretober last year.. oof, last year. but anyway, have a little chunk of just pure fluff. Q/uorl being cute and L/emm being grump
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The workshop was mostly silent but for the occasional flip of a piece of parchment, or the ‘tink!’ of a specialized chisel against old metal. A scholar and relic seeker worked amicably side-by-side in the back of the latter’s shop, deep in the rain-washed City of Tears. Few words were exchanged as the two went about their tasks, long since used to working in the other’s presence, easily reaching across the table without bumping into each other, passing tools without even needing to ask.
Examining the miniscule text etched into the King’s Idol one last time, Quirrel jotted down a few quick notes in the work journal before setting aside the quill and magnifying glass with a sigh. After a quick flex of his left hand to ease the cramping, he propped his elbow on the desk and placed his head on it to look over at his partner, sitting to his right.
“Lemm,” he began, bringing his free hand up to lightly tap his fingers along the table, “How would you feel about doing something, mm, special, tonight?”
“Hm,” the rain beetle grunted, not looking up from the muddied clockwork he was working on. “The kind of special bugs normally mean when they say that, or your kind of special?”
Quirrel only grinned in response. He held this for nearly a minute before his partner finally looked up, sighed, and rolled his eyes almost imperceptibly. The relic seeker attempted to return to his work, only to have the weight of the pillbug’s head come to rest on his shoulder.
“Please?” Feeling the soft hum of the request murmured into his ruff, Lemm sighed more dramatically. He could both see and hear a small white oval being scooted toward him across the wooden surface of his desk, pushed forward by two of his partner’s fingers. Gods only knew where he kept that thing. He finally put down his tools to instead rest his head in his hands for a moment. After running said hands down his face in an exaggerated fashion, he met Quirrel’s pleading gaze once more.
With a fondly exasperated huff, Lemm closed the distance to gently bonk their foreheads together. “Fine. I suppose I’d be up for a little… strangeness. Go ahead.”
The scholar chuckled, the sound pitching up little through his delight. Quickly, he leaned back to remove his mask, before leaning right back in to give his love a brief peck between the eyes with his now-fully-freed mouth. The hermit squinted and muttered something to himself, unintelligible and ultimately meaningless. He only hoped the half-hearted façade did something to mask the blush forming somewhere around the upper edge of his beard, even though he knew his partner could see through him like a wet tissue.
After setting his regular mask aside, Quirrel rested his weight more fully on the desk in front of him and slipped the miniature replica of said mask into place, bracing himself for the experience it would bring. Almost immediately, he felt the brisk chill of activating magic, tinged with the crisp buzz of electricity that was signature to the Madam’s work. The Soul naturally present in his body sang as it flowed into the threads of spellwork that laced through his shell and beyond. The loose netting that wrapped its way invisibly around his heart, mind, carapace, musculature, and everything in between pulled taut at the behest of the final piece, slotted neatly into its spot on the pillbug’s face. This pull did not hurt, instead taking his form with it as it resized and tightened to fit the lynchpin that brought the dormant enchantments to life.
As the magic completed its work, Quirrel heaved himself up from where he was left half-dangling off the desk. He stumbled forward with a shiver as the tingling faded, blinking to clear the white spots from his vision.
“You alright?”
No matter how many times this happened, Lemm would never stop being concerned at the sight of his companion left so visibly disoriented by whatever that damned mask put him through. He was consoled only by the fact that, despite all this, the little fool just kept using it, so clearly it couldn’t be that harmful. Hopefully.
The shrunken isopod froze, blinked again, turned to face him better, and beamed up at him. “Yep! Just dandy!” The rain beetle snorted—of course he was.
Without another word, Lemm laid a hand out in front of him, which Quirrel clambered onto with all the eagerness of a grub getting a ride from their favorite stag. (He wasn’t certain if having a favorite stag was a common experience among the children of Hallownest. He’d never even seen a live stag himself, to be honest.) In the short time it took to bring the hand up to his face, it seemed the tiny traveler had dropped any nausea or dizziness the spellwork had left him with in favor of sheer enthusiasm towards what was about to happen. It was… cute, but also rather strange.
“And you’re absolutely sure about this?” he asked, needing to check one last time.
“Of course, why wouldn’t I be?”
Lemm raised a brow. Quirrel gave a weary smile and rephrased.
“I’m always certain, love. I trust you. You’ve given me no reason not to.” He leaned in and pressed another tiny kiss to that same spot between the beetle’s eyes, lingering there for a moment. Lemm didn’t move, his mind gone blank while he processed the amount of love he was receiving. “Now please open your mouth, if you would,” Quirrel threw in, patting at his boyfriend’s mandibles.
“Right, right, aye.” With a brief shake of his head to clear it, Lemm acquiesed, his mandibles pushing long bunches of hair aside as they opened to clear the way into his maw. The pillbug stroked a hand through the fine strands, softly humming, and leisurely crawled into the dark little den.
The tongue twitched under him as he put weight on it. Most of the way in, the mouth started to close around him, his partner’s facial hair falling back over the entrance like a curtain, just barely brushing at the tips of his feet. With a laugh, the scholar pulled himself in fully, allowing Lemm to seal off the rest of the light. All vision now gone, Quirrel reached up to free his antennae from under his kerchief, regaining just a bit more sense of his immediate surroundings. Said surroundings shook with an involuntary chuff as the relic seeker felt soft taps start up against the roof of his mouth.
He sprawled over the soft, damp floor in contentment. The warmth spread across his underbelly, helping along the process of bringing his temperature up to match Lemm’s internals. With a happy sigh, he let himself sink into the muscle, subtly rubbing his face against the plush surface.
A few moments later, it began to flex and shift, wrapping around his sides and pushing at him in hesitant licks. The pillbug gave a happy chitter and shoved back at it, hoping to encourage a more active, engaging environment. This only seemed to confuse the larger bug, but after another second, he continued his ministrations. Quirrel started turning himself around to face the entrance, making his partner freeze again.
“You’re okay! This is more than okay. Please, continue,” the tiny isopod assured. “It feels nice, I promise. Don’t worry about me—I’ll be alright.”
The beetle grunted an acknowledgement, paused again, and proceeded to shove his boyfriend against the roof of his mouth. The scholar let out a surprised squeak of a laugh before wrapping his arms around the tip of the offending tongue.
“That’s the spirit! So long as you don’t outright crush me, this’ll be fun,” he insisted.
With that, Lemm huffed and continued to nudge his partner around in his jaws. He didn’t taste all that bad, he had to admit. Sort of like berries, with a gentle, sweet undertone of decay, light enough to add to the flavor rather than disrupt it. Though the feeling of something—or someone, even—wriggling around in his maw was still quite weird, even if they had done this before. If he focused on the fact that that was his lover in there, having the time of his life, it… He wasn’t really sure if that made it any less bizarre.
Meanwhile, Quirrel continued to roll around, pat at the tongue, and kick a little in anticipation. Eventually, he turned onto his side, curled in on himself, and pushed off to slide towards the back, using his partner’s labium as a springboard. He settled himself back onto his front to face the entrance of the throat, feeling a short breath wash over him as Lemm reacted to whatever-the-hell that series of actions was.
“Mmh… Are you ready, dear?”
“Hmph.. Mhm,” the relic seeker hummed, sending a deep vibration through his lover. Slowly, he lifted his tongue to squish Quirrel against his palate, pinning him in place. The pillbug only hummed back, waiting patiently. Lemm swallowed, careful not to let Quirrel slip forward until it was time. This was just, say, a practice swallow, to make sure they both were absolutely, completely ready. Had to get his throat prepared and all that. The muscles in that area weren’t particularly strong in his species, due to them being entirely non-functional in the wild.
Non-sapient rain beetles, upon reaching maturity, would not eat. It was only the gift of mind that allowed Lemm to consume food as an adult, due to sapience not being especially useful without an extended lifespan. Personally, he could believe that last point, with the correlation between mind and longevity, but he was skeptical about the whole “gift” thing. The bugs of Hallownest had been all too happy to glorify their king, making him out to be this all-powerful god while overstating his achievements. Really, if this Pale King was the one to uplift bug-kind, and his reach only extended to the boundaries of the kingdom, how were there other civilizations beyond the Wastes, hm?
“Love?”
Oh, fuck, right. He was in the middle of eating his boyfriend.
Lemm grunted in acknowledgment and tipped his head back, letting gravity do the work of bringing the miniature isopod to the back of his throat. With a single gulp, Quirrel was sent sliding down into his esophagus. Another one cleared the odd feeling from the spot and pushed his partner along a bit more.
He sighed, feeling the little lump travel down through his chest. It felt warm, but he wasn’t sure if that was from Quirrel’s actual body heat, or if it was from his own emotions. Briefly touching his face, that felt warm too. Probably emotion, then. The relic seeker rested a hand over his thorax and focused on the feelings running through him, both physical and mental. He had his love, a bug he trusted with his home, his heart, his secrets, inside his body. And the little fool trusted him back enough to let him bring him there—wanted him to, even. Gods, it was so much to take in.
Meanwhile, Quirrel relaxed into the kneading, pulsing motions around him, simply enjoying the ride. This had to be his favorite, maybe second-favorite part. Just being gently drawn deeper into his partner’s body by the natural, involuntary motions of peristalsis. Waves of soft, almost silky flesh washed over him, massaging his form, warm and damp. He sighed into it, nuzzling his face against the wall when he felt the light pressure of a tentative hand press on the other side. The narrow enclosure shuddered as Lemm gasped. Heh, Quirrel loved flustering his boyfriend. So cute…
The relic seeker put his other hand over the first, following the bean-shaped form down into his center. He closed his eyes and tucked his face into his ruff. It did nothing to hide the blush covering his face, but that didn’t matter. There was no one to see it anyway. He quietly rumbled to himself as he felt his lover land safely in his stomach. Like a contented hum, filtered through a bucket of gravel.
Quirrel reached his destination with a short bounce. He lay there for a moment, simply basking in the sensations, before rolling up to a sitting position and scooting himself over to the front wall, where two massive hands were still pressing in. He turned onto his side and let himself go mostly limp, surrendering himself to the gentle churning movements of the organ he was contained within. Being held by. Loved by. He relaxed with a smile, bringing a hand up to stroke back at the flesh that cradled his form oh-so-tenderly. He could almost hear the rain beetle’s hearts doing odd things behind him as he began to murmur the various sweet nothings running through his head.
“Mmmm, thank you, my dear. I appreciate this more than you could know. So relaxing, so comforting.. It’s truly like a little safe haven, all to myself. And you. To know that it’s you holding me so close like this, is… astounding. I could truly never get enough of this, of you, my love.” His breath hitched. “You’re just so perfect, no matter what, inside and out. I-”
“Alright, alright, you’ve gotten your point across, you sap,” Lemm grumbled. “...Love you too.”
Quirrel just giggled, nestling further into the curve of flesh he had chosen, his antennae tap-tap-tapping along the folds. He continued to whisper his thoughts aloud, “despite” his partner’s wishes, albeit at an even lower volume. He be absolutely shocked if the relic seeker could make out his words, considering he could barely hear himself over the sounds of several hearts fluttering nearby.
With the little traveler firmly settled, the hermit sank back in his chair, accidentally dislodging his love to send him rolling to the back of the space. Quirrel simply laughed some more and got readjusted. Truly, he didn’t mind. That didn’t stop Lemm from muttering a small apology. The pillbug thought he could just make out, amongst the din, a whisper that sounded suspiciously like “You precious little shit..”
The two carried on like that through the night, exchanging playful banter and tokens of affection. Even with all the relic seeker’s preference for solitude and anti-social habits, Quirrel made it so easy. Lemm would never cease to be amazed that out of every bug the explorer had met on his travels, he chose him to stay with. The scholar, on the other claw, loved a good challenge. And the reward? Far beyond worth the effort it took to get the hermit to open up. He’d never regret deciding to stick around a while longer. It’d take all the bugs left in the kingdom and more to drag him away at this point.
The two would go to bed that night relishing each other’s company. Lemm might’ve found the whole experience ridiculously weird, but he had to admit, it made him feel very close indeed to the tiny moving, breathing, living weight of a loved one in his center. The little traveler was grateful for the trust placed in him to explore his lover’s unseen depths, to delve past the protection of his shell and into the darkness and noise of the delicate systems beyond. He was safe here. Shielded from the world. Comfortable, loved, trusted. He could think of no better way to relax with his partner.
Yes, Quirrel loved quality bonding time with Lemm. And Lemm would just have to deal with that.
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it's just gay, that's it, that's the whole fic. just gay old bugs <3 (and I know Lemm's voice in-game is smooth af but I Do Not Agree with that so myeh)
oh gee oh boy, can't wait to work on the next one. here's hoping I work on an existing fic or outline rather than just writing a frick-ton more outlines. I should probably stop complaining about my creative process so much, but I wish to SHARE my IDEAS
also thinking about rewriting my first fic for vore day. I'd use it to start off my side-Ao3. which, surprise, I made an Ao3 account for this blog
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