By the sea / Choi yeonjun
pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader
genre: angst, why no one is writing more angsty stuff about yawnzzn??, childhood friends to strangers
warnings: none?
word count: 760
a/n: english is not my first language
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You and yeonjun have been best friends since you were kids.
Both of you grew up together in a small town by the sea and your parents worked at the same shop.
You’ve always dreamt of getting out from there and yeonjun, of course, dreamt about it too. You kept saying you were going to move to the city and live together when you got into college.
When you were 8, you used to play by the beach, splashing water everywhere and making sandcastles.
“Yeonjun, I really want to be like this forever. With you..” You were laying by his side, tired from playing all afternoon.
“Hey, yn.” Yeonjun said while stretching his arms behind his head. “You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.”
When you turned 12 years old, you started to look yeonjun with other eyes; he grew taller and his hair got a little bit longer, he was kinda cute.
But, the way he always chose you for every homework, for every team and for everything, made your heart skip a beat.
You never really noticed the mole next to his eye until he kissed your cheek on your 15th birthday. He gave you a beautiful pink dress and you made sure to use it everyday until it no longer fitted you.
“Maybe he’s gonna notice me now…”
You said to yourself while putting on your makeup and your best clothes.
You were 16 and you had only one dream (by that time): confess to him and be his girlfriend.
“Hey, yn! You made it.” Yeonjun greeted. “You look pretty, I want you to meet someone… I kinda like her, so please don’t say something embarrassing.”
And suddenly, at the age of 18 he turned into a man, the one who gave the graduation speech.
“And finally, I just wanna thank… my beautiful….” You closed your eyes, hoping that your name fell from his lips. “Ming!, She is the best thing that’s ever been mine.”
He also turned into a handsome man with beautiful dark hair and pretty puffy pink lips and let’s not forget his beautiful girlfriend, the one who had one dream in common with him: getting out of this town and live together while studying college.
Oh… that dream sounds pretty much like your dream.
“I guess… I’ll see you soon?” Yeonjun said. “I’ll come visit you. Are you sure you don’t want to go?”
“I’ll stay here and help our mothers with the shop. They are getting older and they can’t keep doing this.” You said while checking the inventory. “Do you need anything else?”
“I don’t understand… why are you mad at me?” Yeonjun asked, he was getting angry. “You are acting like a chid, yn.”
“You’re leaving and I’m staying.”
“You’ve always talk about getting out of here.” He sighed. “It’s not even my fault, you chose this. You could live with us if you want.”
“Live with you and her?” Why would he say that? Haven’t he noticed that you are deeply in love with him?
“She totally likes you! She knows you’re my best friend since ever and she doesn’t feel threatened by you. You’re like a bro to us.”
What the fuck?
“A fucking bro to you? I have been your best friend since we were kids. I was there for you every goddamn time and now I’m a fucking bro you.”
“I didn’t mean it like that…”
“And now I have to act like you didn’t share OUR dreams with someone else.” The tears started to roll down your cheeks. “It’s supposed to be me, the one who leaves with you, the one you shared your apartament, the one you love.”
Silence. But for you it was noisy.
“Yn, believe me, I love you… but not in that way.” Yeonjun grabbed his bag from the floor. “I’m sorry… I didn't mean to share our dreams with someone else. I don’t want us to be like this, we are best friends!”
“No, we’re not.” You cleaned your cheeks. “We stop being best friends since I turned 12, since I started to look at you in other ways.”
“Y/n…”
“Leave. Please, leave. Be happy with her in your new city, with your new friends, in your new school and your new fucking life.” Yeonjun was shocked at your words. “I hate you, Yeonjun… and I don’t want to see you again.”
“I’ll make sure to remember that.”
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thinking about illithid!ajax running into the blade of frontiers again after they separated.
for one horrific moment, the edge of his rapier is on its neck, a repeat of what happened when it killed alfira so long ago. a threat to slaughter the monster. wyll does not recognize ajax. it's been so long, too long; the salt and pepper in his hair and beard showing signs of wyll's aging, but still carrying the strength and grace he did in his prime.
for one moment, ajax sends wyll thoughts of their memories together. the ones that were kept precious and private, ones only they would know. their dance, the proposal, their first night together, and all the little things in between. wyll wants to shrug it off as an illithid manipulation, wants to slay this monster for even attempting to burrow into his memories of his long lost beloved.
but he knows all too well the possibility that this mindflayer may be ajax. the chances are slim, but he wants to--needs to--know. he stays his hand, lowers the blade, and in desperation he says, "is it really you?"
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