ooo u want me so bad
or…grumpy!enha being in luv w u
requested: nope
cw/genre: cursing, grumpy enhypen, fluff, humor, crack-ish, fem!reader, non-idol au, I wrote this during a zoom class, not proofread fuck it we ball, one joke about reader getting jumped?? anyways lmk if anything else should be tagged hehe
a/n: this was inspired by @macahoons grumpy enhypen texts that I just adored!!! Such a cute trope <3
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heeseung
-he’s the basketball team captain, always idly boasting about his talents and loves being first place
-the only exception is you.
-he will never admit it but he absolutely lets you win every time you find him at the basketball court and u challenge him to some dumb scoring game where u see how many baskets u each can get
-“OMG HI HEESEUNG!! :3” when u find him at the basketball court and he sighs but he’s trying not to scream at how cute u r lowkey
-ur all giggly when u keep beating him “hee r u even trying?” “I’m just having a bad day don’t even” like he isn’t completely distracted by the way you look when ur grinning at him
-“I think I can take ur place as basketball team captain!” “In ur dreams??” but he’d gladly give it up if you would keep smiling like that
-insists on walking you home from the court because “I’m not gonna be held responsible for you getting jumped”
-and the next time you catch him on the basketball court it happens all over again! <3
jay
-you can’t even finish saying “I’m cold” before his jacket is over your shoulders and he’s scolding you for not being prepared
-sitting down and your skirt is riding up? his uniform blazer is over your lap and he’s shaking his head
-“what would you do without me??” “do you want your jacket back then , jay?” “…no”
-while it’s also because he cares about ur wellbeing, he also just really likes the sight of you wearing his clothes and you smelling like his cologne
-you literally walk into the room and he’s immediately “y/n you need to buy a thicker jacket you’re gonna get sick” not even a good morning or anything…
-“don’t tell people ur wearing my jacket I don’t want them to get the wrong idea 🙄” but lowkey he wouldn’t mind at all
-gets so (internally) giggly when u sink into his jacket because it’s chilly
-finds excuses u give u his clothes at this point …the tiniest piece of lint on ur shirt and he’s handing you his blazer
-“u can keep it ig”
jake
-gets you tiny gifts and acts like he just randomly found them
-he totally went out of his way to find you two matching keychains but he doesn’t wanna admit that
-“y/n I just randomly found your favorite seasonal pastry. no big deal. don’t thank me.”
-BUT HE ALSO KEEPS EVERY GIFT U GET HIM OMGEEE, he has a whole area on his desk dedicated to notes, trinkets, stickers, if you drew on his paper he’ll tear the section off so he can keep it LOL
-will never admit that. to anyone. but gets pressed if you give gifts to anyone else because that’s his y/nnie!! giving HIS gifts to some rando!! D: the cruelty!!
-gets sooo dramatic if he doesn’t get at least a little doodle he’s texting you like you killed a man
-one time his friend asked if he could borrow a pencil and he was like yea man sure and then realizing it was a pencil YOU!! gave him he snatched it back so fast trust
-he’s so cutie patootie but internally…4 now…
-wishes he could get over himself and kiss you all over when you shyly present a little plush toy you won at a claw game he’s RAHHHHH !!!
-for now he’ll stick to “thanks 😒”
sunghoon
-he’s really protective over you me thinks
-but he’ll be really quiet about it, maybe a girl makes you upset and he sees and he’ll “accidentally” knock over her bottled water on her notes, a guy is talking shit about you and sunghoon is squaring up in the courtyard no questions asked
-“sunghoon u dont have to protect me” “it’s not about you” even though it’s totally about you and he will die defending your honor
-one time on your walk out of school a tree branch poked you and u were all like “oh owie : o” and he was following behind before GLARING the shit out of that tree branch…
-another time this guy made a degrading comment about you and sunghoon managed to find receipts on him cheating on his gf and posted it on the school newsletter…cuz he’s silly like that <3
-honestly it’s a little scary the lengths he’ll go for you and still refusing to admit he’s doing it for you
-he’s not really good at comforting you when you cry, so he’ll make sure to protect you from anything that could make you cry
sunoo
-he’ll always listen to you
-if someone said “sunoo can u go grab me a drink from the vending machine” he looks at them like they’re insane but if YOU’RE asking??? he’s sprinting down the hallways
-“it’s literally just because ur lips get all chapped when your dehydrated don’t get an ego,” while he’s handing you like…water purified in Antarctica sourced from glaciers with a little paper umbrella
-even smaller things, he prioritizes your advice
-“guys should I have hot pot or panera for lunch?” and a rando will go, “panera!” and hes dead silent but you go “oh you should totally get hot pot!!” and he’s basically booking a reservation
-probably “accidentally” books a reservation for two and forces you to come since “it’s a waste of table space” if no one else does lol
-also if you don’t like someone he doesn’t like them either
-“sunoo are u friends with Ria?” “shes okay” “she said my makeup looked bad today :(“ and sunoo will act like he dgaf
-but next time you bring her up he scoffs and is all, “why even bother crying about her? she’s not worth your time and she’s annoying anyways” even though he’s never talked to this girl
-tldr ur word > anyone else
jungwon
-always speaks highly of you
-never to your face but he’ll always defend you when necessary, or speak up for you, or just praise you LOL
-“y/n actually scored higher than you, so idk why you’re bragging so loud” to some rando kid talking about test scores lmao
-or “y/n doesn’t like that snack get her another” when your friends are debating how to surprise you
-ur name is always in his mouth but positively LMAO
-brushes it off if you take note of this and says “people are just exaggerating, I barely talk about you, don’t get it twisted >:T” but everyone knows he’ll take any chance he can get to praise you
-“y/n is better tho” and everyone’s like?? who asked??
-it’s endearing but he doesn’t even notice it, he just is proud of you in every shape and form and since he can’t really express it around you he has to project it anywhere else he can hehe
-“jungwon do you think my hair looks okay?” says hee, looking for an actual answer. “y/n’s hair is nicer” responds jungwon, not missing a beat.
-“did you guys know y/n got a 100? isn’t she smart? don’t tell her I said that.”
niki
-does things for you without you asking and then acts like it’s a habit
-it is definitely not a habit for him to run out of his seat to pull out your chair for you, but he insists he literally does it for everyone (he doesnt)
-opens your capped drinks before handing them to you, stops you suddenly to tie your shoelaces, sends you photos of notes if you missed a day..
-“y/n you’d literally be hopeless without me” but he’d be hopeless if anyone else helped you because it’s his job!!
-it makes him feel special when he gets to do so many acts of service for you, for some reason he doesn’t mind running errands or whatnot, he’d much rather he be the one who does it than anyone else
-“y/n u forgot a hair tie today?? ur lucky I brought one” knowing damn well he brought it specifically for you ☹️☹️ cutie
-if the train is full you don’t even have to ask and he’ll let you take his seat “y/n you have weak legs, you need to sit”
-he secretly loves being someone you can rely on, no matter how much he denies it <3
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My names Redd. read ask rules b4 asking ^^
ask rules/general things
no nsfw
idrc for the ‘im down bad for __’ as long as their not detected at my sonas
ISTG IG I GET ANOTHER PROSHIP ASK I WILL SCREAM
must be osc/gimmick blogs
i take everything as /nf
i tend to not answer drawing reqs on Mondays /Tuesdays since i busy then
things I won’t draw
sodascentpack
anyyy ship art with grassy/rocky
nsfw (obviously)
UR MOM
tickle art
any ship art with airy
DNI
i mainly mean for asking. I know I can’t control who interacts with each post loll
homophobe
transphobe
zoophile
proship
wilbur fans
i think you get the jist
hatsune miku haters
well miku haters can interact just don’t tell me u hate her/tag me in miku hate /srs
okay meeee now
I like to draw
bigggg osc fan
i curse a lot so beware
I like to write ^^
i am CRINGE but I am free
Bfdi nickel Stan
clingy af xp
I LOVE OBJECT SHOWS SM ❤️❤️
Addicted to emojis / emoticons
i really like to write analysis about episodes
i am the biggest twophone fan i could go on about them for hoursssss
i worship Hatsune miku
love journalchest sm
SEND AN ASK ABT YHE ERIE CANAL ❤️
mum ADDICTED to sitcoms like the good place or young Sheldon
and caps
check out my ao3, my YouTube, and my Pinterest ^_^
I also have special tags,
reds art stuff = art
reds writing stuff = writing
reds rambles = rambles
red answers = answered asks
red talks = text post
Also I do have a side blog for reblogs @writingonwhoppers!! I don’t post there but my reblogs are there loll
I also tend to delete my post a lot because I think they arnt good enough even tho there fine, so if your looking for a post but can’t find it then it’s probably deleted 🫡
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this girl @/wolf-girl-cutie19 is pretending to be me and other girls. She stole my content. I made a tumblr account to report and have the username so no one else can impersonate me. My real @ she stole from is @merareyayi on Reddit, but also the same for TikTok, IG, Twitter. Yes I do cont3nt on my 0F which u can find via Reddit and Twitter. Please do not girl this girl money or send any r4p3 threat texts that she asks for to me or the other girls she is impersonating as.
I AM THE REAL DEAL
PSA- if you block me then it’ll just prove that you are catfishing all ur content, genuinely miss girl you will not be happy with yourself in the long run, so please quit while you’re still young and work on believing that you’re beautiful yourself instead of using other girls photos… especially with the kind of stuff ur posting and types of dms u are asking for… it’s not fun for the victims
Using same hashtags in the post to spread the info
#cnc k!nk #dm for noods #breeding toy #submissive and breedable #cnc free use #free noods #cnc somno #puppypl4y #use me use me #my photos #fake #impersonating #k!nk #sub #feet #tags #thighs #socks #garter #tights #soles
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Stress Mikasa X reader
a/n: I gave up like halfway through the smut so imagine the rest ig. yeah if u like it I can write another one and finish it. oh and lmk of mikasa is too ooc. also, this is my first fic Idk what I'm doing but enjoy it. I also posted this on Wattpad so if u see it I promise it's not plagiarized @kanatoesbae on Wattpad don't judge it's my @ from middle school.
Tags: nipple play (not really), SMUT, nicknames (pretty girl, baby, etc), praise kink, sub! Mikasa
MDNI
Mikasa Ackerman was many things- studious, caring, and strong-willed, but most importantly a hard worker. At heart, she is a shy girl who would do anything for those she loves. So much so in fact that she finds herself overlooking her personal needs for the sake of others. For example last month during a group project she had teamed up with a bunch of students who begged her to join their group despite the fact that they had only spoken once or twice in passing. They then proceed to never show up on time, ignore her texts and basically disregard the entire project. She ended up doing all the work alone without complaining. In fact, she didn’t even tell her professor that she did all the work herself without the assistance of her partners. And when you’d bring it up she seemed to always find a way to dismiss it saying things like:
“It’s ok” “I’m fine” or “ They’re probably too busy”
This is not to say she isn’t the type to stand up for others. No, quite the opposite really. When the barista got Armin’s coffee order wrong, and he insisted that it was fine, she immediately stood up got it fixed. When the professor snapped on Eren for being late to class she stood up for him claiming that it wasn’t fair that he was punished because it was his first offense ( though not his last). And when that same professor scolded her she said nothing only listening until he was finished.
As her girlfriend, you’ve learned to help Mikasa care for herself. So when you came over to her place and saw her pretty face contorted into somewhat of a frown you did what you knew best.
“What’s wrong Mika?”
Walking towards her desk.
“Nothing I’m fine.”
She says unconvincingly whilst gnawing on the pink eraser on the back of her pencil.
Turning her chair around and looking into her pretty grey eyes I see how conflicted she is. Whatever project she is working on is eating her alive.
In the most sickly sweet tone, I speak to her almost as if I am trying not to break her.
“Baby, why don’t we take a break.”
Pouting she almost immediately tries to decline the offer, but before she can I quickly save whatever she was working on and shut her laptop gently.
I cup her face look into her eyes and give her the softest kiss on her nose, then her cheeks, her forehead before finally deciding to lean in and give her a kiss on her lips. The place she seemed to crave, but would never vocalize.
Her lips are soft and she tasted like honey sticky and sweet. Not the tooth-rotting kind but the kind you’d welcome. The kind that melts on your tongue and along with it so would your worries. The kind of sweet you get addicted to after the first taste. Just one look at her and you’d get addicted. And her smell was euphoric, dopamine conducive. The kind of smell you would associate with things like a bakery in a small town. The type of smell I would never allow myself to imagine in fear of spoiling it. She seemed like she was golden and unattainable. Her grey eyes, which were full of worry, gleaned like the prettiest stone you’ve never seen just before she closed her eyes and deepened the kiss.
Pulling away slowly, I dragged her to the bathroom and turned on the shower- not too hot and not too cold just right, the perfect temperature that would wash away her stress.
“Ok Mika, the water is warm”
I turn around and she is undressing. Slowly she drops the short black skirt she had on and lifted the white sweater she was wearing. Revealing her lacy lavender lingerie. The air was caught in my throat. Mikasa Ackerman never fails to leave me speechless.
Before unclipping her bra she turns to look at me with a hungry look. It's not a look that is easily decipherable, at least not on her. She hid the look under a layer of shyness. Biting her lips and looking over with doe eyes. She pretends to be clueless, but she is fully aware of what she is doing and I know exactly what she wants.
“Do you need help with that”
She nods subtly.
“Ok, turn around pretty girl”
My fingers slowly trail down he back until I reach the top of her bra. I trace the outline teasingly with feather-light touches. Her breath hitches and she lets out a soft gasp. Slowly letting it fall down. I watch her in the mirror in front of us as her bra drops to the ground with a soft thump.
Her bare nipples pebble at the change in temperature. And I turn her around to look her in the eyes directly instead of in the mirror in front of us.
I lean in and say barely above a whisper “all done”.
She whines as an almost silent beg for more.
Because I was feeling generous I lean in kiss her slowly while caressing her sides. My hands slide up and down her skin as my teeth nip at her bottom lip and my tongue dances with hers.
Slowly I kiss down from her lips to her jaw, then down to her neck where I blow a soft puff of air before murmuring some soft praises and kissing down to her collar bone. Where I suck and nibble on the soft flesh of her collar and let go with a quiet pop leaving behind a mark.
Then I pull away and look into her eyes once more to see her bliss-filled expression.
“Cmon let’s get in the shower, baby”
I say as I slide my hands down to the hem of her panties tracing it with my fingernail. I pull the band of her lacey panties out and let it snap back onto her flesh. She moans at the sudden pain.
“Oh, I’m sorry did that hurt”
She whimpers as I say that with faux concern not that it matters because she is too focused on my hands traveling down to her inner thighs almost touching her where she craves me the most.
My fingertips graze the damp spot on her lacy underwear resulting in a quiet whimper leaving her mouth.
“Whats’s this? Someone is wet for me? I thought we were taking a shower?”
I remove her underwear only to see a clear string attached to her underwear as I pull them down. She steps out of them and kicks them into a corner of the bathroom.
I slowly undress giving her a small show. I take off my top and reveal the bra I was wearing, it was a black sports bra with a swoosh engraved on the front. Then I step out of my grey joggers and set them aside. I look up and make eye contact with her as I remove my bra and panties. Making it a bit of a show I caress my nipples and bite my lip gently suppressing a soft moan.
Mikasa looked at me like she wanted to eat me alive, eyes dimming a little, and her teeth softly sunk into her bottom lip. And her eyes glued to my hands- more specifically my fingers circling my nipples until they were at stiff peaks.
I lead her into the shower.
After we step in she looks up at me expectantly. Eyes silently begging me to continue my ministrations beforehand.
Normally I would make her beg- tease her a bit, but she is stressed and I want to make her feel good so I push her gently against the shower wall and lean into peck her soft lips.
“What do you want pretty girl, hmm?”
“Want you to touch me.”
“Here”
I caress her collarbone fingers tracing the hickey I left earlier.
“Or how about right here”
My hands trail down to the top of her breast.
“Or maybe right here”
My fingers trace her left nipple, earning a whimper from her pretty lips. I kiss around her right nipple before I give in and take it into my mouth. I suck her right nipple and pinch and tease the left one resulting in a series of moans escaping her mouth.
“You're so pretty, baby. My pretty, pretty girl”
Kissing down her body leaving hickeys and sloppy kisses from her nipples down to her thighs. Only stopped to breathe and listen to her pretty moans.
‘Mmh, more please”
“Yeah, want me to touch you here.”
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hello~~ h/otw/ings questions!!
Who do you think is the sneeziest when inducing IF:
They're sick? They're allergic to the tool? & If it's just normal?
If they're both sick, what's their least and most tolerable symptoms? (In themselves, in each other?)
Aaaaand if their partner is a snz!fucker, what's your favourite thing for the other to do to get them all flustered? (when you're writing them, or someone else, just what scenario hits for you with them?)
(sorry this is a lot, but you're AMAZING with d/abih/awks, and asked for asks, so here's my contribution! :D)
u are too kind i love these
hmm okok so inducing
they're probably equal w hawks' feathers. along w being super effective already, hawks can control them and can sense how dabi's nose is reacting and can tease him as much as he wants. can also induce himself easily.
allergic to tool hmmm i think dabi would be more sensitive to scents more like floral ones, maybe hawks is sensitive to smoke. i think dabi generally has stronger sneezes and hawks sneezes more in like a rapid fire kinda thing w inducing.
with a cold i bet dabi gets stuck snz a lot and if he induces it's a whole fit like no in between. hawks inducing when sick is like stronger snz and messier. just sounds absolutely congested.
sickness,
dabi gets bad fever :< emotions and quirk and fever just bad mix for him. probably really draining and makes him so weak and exhausted. could also see coughing like his lungs cant be great. could see that being painful and making his throat. he can put up with sneezing compared to the other stuff. still stifles it if ppl are around. maybe he gives up after awhile bc hes like fuck it dont need to make it worse.
hawks gets super stuffy and runny nose like which is just a pain to fly w. sneezes so much his eyes water and it's a pain. he def hates having fever. so cold and oversensitive and achey and how is he supposed to work like this? and it's hard to focus and use his quirk and he needs to do it so it's super frustrating. ig he can deal w a low grade fever and ignore it, or like a sore throat. probably hates anything that ppl can pick up on as a weakness. like probably stifles so much it hurts.
they both hate when the other stifles. like stop hurting urself. dumb. and like i think hawks gets more worried w like the cough and fever from dabi. lmfao i could see either of them as the type to sniffle a million times before using a tissue and the other is like *eye twitch.*
and for snzfucker
like. hm. to induce for them. maybe to do it subtly to gain attention. to say teasing things or like send suggestive texts. asking the snzfucker if he likes the show. sneezing on them.
dabi could like twist his piercings or find a clothes tag or something similar and hawks could subtly induce w his feather. dabi sneezing on one of hawks' discarded feathers is hot.
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sorry ahead of time if this is a weird Q, i've been a follower for some time! i went to VCUarts but i dropped out when covid hit and for personal reasons i'm probably not going to go back even though i'd really like to, so i've been piecing together my own art education. were there any subjects/projects you were exposed to in the program that changed the way you approach art? one of the last classes i was able to take was a typography class and it opened my eyes to a design world i hadn't considered. you have such strong graphic design skills and it'd be really cool to hear what helped you develop!
Hey, thank you! and not at all - i totally get that, and i love talking about design lol. i rly enjoyed the gdes program but i kinda wish i could take it again now, i dont think i appreciated it as much as i could have when i was there 😭. as is life ig. i think def the biggest thing that i learned was about using typography and trying to develop an eye for it. im bad at the math parts of it but usually i can eyeball the negative space well enough. basically getting used to considering typography as graphic parts of a composition as opposed to just placing text on top of a graphic.
i think whats honestly most helpfully informed my own design work is honestly just trying to look at and collect as much "cool stuff" as possible. i follow a lot of random design instagram accounts (tbh u can just look thru the graphic design tags on insta and pinterest) even if i dont necessarily respect the artist (LMAO) even if they just do one thing rly interesting. also following some more experimental and a lot of art book/publication/zine accounts because theyre def gonna have some of the cooler graphic design work for print format especially.
one thing about insta (and tiktok tbh) thats both annoying and helpful is that with all the promoted posts you end up seeing a lot of whats currently "trending" for design, if ur following enough design accounts. like the truck sticker i just did on twitter is actually using an effect i learned from an insta reel that popped up on my feed lol.
one assignment from a class i rly appreciated was doing "make-a-days" where you basically made an image every day. didnt matter the quality or what it was but you just had to make something. it was good for experimenting and trying new things. also just picking a theme and making fake graphics/posters for my friends comics or something i liked.
i would also say that my personal biggest strength is that im just rly good at the programs, so i can ideate really quickly and its easier to figure out how to get a certain effect i want, and specifically how to copy a style I saw from something cool i saw somewhere :) outside my more bolder lines and compositional style (i dont have enough patience for rendering 99% of the time) i have a pretty flexible style because i usually have an end product or look in mind. also im usually inspired by other artists i follow online a lot too. but honestly just take the time to rly get used to ur program of choice and what effects settings and filters it has.
biggest advice is collect as many cool images as you can find and figure out what you like across them and how you can copy it for whatever ur making.
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Hollow Shell of a Man
"Oh if only there were words to describe how disappointed I am in you"
[ABOUT]
Names ::
-> Viro [Virovirokun]
-> Fizz [Fizzarolli]
-> Alice
-> Archie
& more
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he / xem / they / vi / ren / it
transmasc , genderfluid , catboy , luniboy , demiboy , cybrgender
lesboy , demi , a-spec , qplatonic , aesthetic attraction , ambiamorous
[#flags 4 me tag] \\ [gender & tertiary attraction] \\ [pronouns.page]
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ADHDer + minor sensory issues
-! taken & in a polycule !-
-! w/ @mayday-mayd4y & Malware @m0memto-mori <3 !-
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[LINKS]
Discord Servers Masterlist
Tags <- (outdated)
FIXATIONS , DNI & MORE UNDER THE CUT
[FIXATIONS]
=ordered by how intensely I'm fixated=
Transformers
Bang Brave Bang Bravern
RotTMNT
Sonic & Friends
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[DNI]
anti any of my fixations
queerphobic / exclusionary towards any of my identities
-- (including polyamory , ace/aro , mspec identities , lesboy & xenogenders)
ableist
proship/comship / pedos / tcest
disrespectful to others' beliefs
zionist / neo nazi / racist
dsmp stans / apologists / "kinnies" (cc&c!) [genuine system kinnies are fine] / ect. *
anti system / plural & anti endogenic system
anti kink
-- (this isnt just u thinking some kinks are gross this is genuine lowkey kink-shaming with no respect or regard for the kink haver's feelings)
nsfw/porn blogs
-- (unless i follow you first ig)
-- (i'm kinda sticky on these grounds, but im ok with valveplug)
*(for clarification idc if you still watch old dsmp creators' content (other than dream ofc bash that pedo's skull in) idc, i still watch Ranboo & stuff so as long as you're not trying to apologise for their wrongdoings / saying they've done nothing wrong, you can interact. Additionally if you support Dream or Wilbur for their wrongdoings stay the fuck off my blog and do not fucking interact. We support Shelby/Shubble here whole heartedly)
[OTHER]
I occasionally use Cybertronian terms or slang in my everyday speech, whether its referencing a body part
- (helm=head, processor=brain, servo=hand, optics=eyes)
- or to replace swearing (frag=fuck, scrap=shit/crap)
- or just talking about Primus in the place of Jesus/God or whatever
I oftentimes struggle with tone in text so tonetags are immensely helpful :D
I meow a lot, I sometimes refer to "cat brain" when my brain stops working like a human's brain should and I forget things
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[HOUSEKEEPING]
=just some general rules i have=
Don't DM/PM me out of the blue. (duhh)
Don't send hatemail or things you know/think might trigger me.
Don't do the above to any of my moots/friends/partners either, if you do this you will be blocked as soon as I find out what you've done.
Stay in your lane, don't interfere with conversations / rb threads that's just common sense.
If I didn't reference you directly then I am very most likely not talking about you.
I only roleplay with people I'm closest to. (usually my partners)
Be kind obviously
[SIDEBLOGS]
@sona-ask-blog - Self explanatory [WIP]
@kingalice-not-so-villain-au - Sona AU with my good friend @bananabiskit
Old Pinned Post =]
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hey, i love ur fic recs! i am wondering, what exactly is ur strategy for finding the fics specific to the pairing/trope that you want to read when ur putting together ur lists? like when u are searching, how do you sort it on ao3 to find what you are looking for in good quality ig? idk if this really makes any sense but when i search for something that i want to read based on how im feeling idk how to start? like should i go by most kudos?? etc. sorry if this makes barely any sense lol
Thanks, anon! 😊😊
Haha, my strategy is a little all over the place? Generally I start with my bookmarks and scan through to see if there's any fics there that fit the parameters of the request. And sometimes as soon as I read the request, a fic will come to mind and I'll go looking for it.
I'll also usually check out my favourite authors to remind myself of what they've written that I haven't bookmarked that might fit, since there are certain authors where pretty much everything they write is gold: @carpisuns, @chatonne-rousse, @coffeebanana, @emsylcatac, @kasienda, @lnc2, @karkalicious769, @ladyofthenoodle, @ominousunflower, @sariahsue, @somethingvaguetodo, @gabriel-agreste-has-no-rights, @thelibraryloser, therealjanebingley, @trashcatontherooftop...to name a few. There are tons of amazing authors in this fandom, those are just some of the ones where I consistently enjoy everything they post! (Or at least what they post for my fandom/ship haha)
Anyway, at that point, depending on how specific the request is, I often take to browsing the tags on AO3. I search within the love square tag with all of my exclusions on, which are based purely on my preferences, notably filtering for polyamory, the Luka and Kagami threesomes and foursomes, as well as MCD and rape/non-con, since I don't want to read those. I also do complete works only since, while I will read and rec WIPs, I don't want to take on a new WIP when I'm looking for recs. I also generally filter out works under 800 words. Nothing against short fics, but there's a lot of them and they tend not to be for me. Plus it catches a lot of the fic finding posts that annoy me. I'll then add in additional tags based on the request, like "soulmates" or an episode title or additional character.
And then I just scroll and read...a lot...
Sometimes as I'm scrolling I'll recognize a fic and then I'll flip to the comments to see if I left a comment, which is the best indicator that I liked a fic and should rec it.
When I find a fic I want to rec, I email it to myself with a line of what rec list it's for. Then, when I'm ready, I compile them all into one of my posts!
I do sometimes sort by kudos, but I'm not a huge fan as the oldest fics in the fandom are the most kudos. And, honestly, there are some very highly kudosed fics that I just don't like. I will sometimes set a minimum kudos threshold, filtering out works with less than 50 or 100 kudos depending on how many works my search is returning (I'm not scrolling through 800+ pages of fic...I think my limit is around 100). But I'm loathe to set it too high since, as I think I've shown with my hidden gems recs, there are some seriously underrated fics in this fandom, and I'm always excited when I can bring attention to a fic that really didn't get the love I think it deserved.
I also don’t finish every fic I start to read. If I see a giant block of text, it’s an instant back button for me. If I start reading and get bored or don’t like the characterizations or really for any reason at all I’m just not enjoying it, I just exit out. Reading fic is supposed to be fun, so if I’m not having fun, I just don’t do it. And again, taste is completely subjective. I’m actually incredibly picky in my reading! I don’t owe it to anyone to read/finish their fic unless, like, I’ve agreed to beta. I have an incredibly demanding job and three young kids. Frankly, my time is too valuable to spend on fics I’m not enjoying. At the end of the day, it’s a hobby. But sometimes, especially with all of the posts floating around demanding engagement, there can be a lot of pressure to continue on. I often have to remind myself that I don’t owe engagement to anyone. I engage with fics because I enjoy doing so. If I’m not having fun, it’s time to stop.
In terms of finding fics to read for you personally, I suggest that you adopt my approach to reading fic in a new fandom. Find an author you like, and go through their bookmarks. When you like a fic, check out the author's works to see if they have more like it. Then check out that author's bookmarks and so on. And feel free to back button when you discover that you and the author have wildly different takes!
And if you're looking for great fics bookmarked by an author with impeccable taste, here's your best jumping off point 😘
When I see it all written out like this, I realize how ridiculous my process probably looks. But I really do enjoy looking for recs! I love to read fic, and the requests help focus my fic reading so I’m not just aimlessly looking for more fic.
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merry christmas everyone!! from ur resident pretty boy sho <3 since everyone's doing it here's ur personalized message from me, cause everyone wants that, right? ...right? anyway, these will be in alphabetical order because i HATE. HATE scrolling through them until i find my @ so. making things hopefully easier for u <33 if ur not on here i probably. am scared u forgot who i was. and it would be awkward to tag u LMAOOO
ok! let's get started
@astrozuya luka ur my canon bsf frfr <33 i love u so much tho, u always listen whenever im venting or anything and i really treasure u sm, even we met like. two months ago <33
@avid-idiot NESSA I LOVE U SOSO MUCH. ur so sweet and u rlly make the effort to talk to/make friends with everyone and i really admire that about u <33
@effulgentfireflies ai! one of my only few chinese mutuals and u be reading all of my shitposts. love u though u have the stupidest remarks in the best way
@hearts4-robin robin!! ur rlly cool and i used to baby u sm and it was so sweet. the sex thing KILLED me tho. gl on boarding school!! ily and merry christmas/whatever u celebrate
@httpghostface neo <333 the loml omg ur personality is so chaotic and ur constantly trying to rizz people up its HILARIOUS. we used to be so close but. things happen ig. the conversations we have are so funny and i love them <3
@homoerotixxx u have the best shitposts, so unfiltered and its so funny. before u were on atlas made the BEST posts abt u (like that one time he texted u abt me and then u didnt believe i was real) and he still does tbh.
@kagayguri hey serenity :) we havent talked in so long but i always see u in my notifs. hope we can talk more in 2023, ur so sweet and have such a nice personality <3
@keijism maya! i haven't seen u on in a while but i hope my opinion on albums helped. ur so cool and i hope u know that <33
@k0dzu1 HEAVEN my bsf frfr ilysm <33 the sweetest and i really wish u the best. sometimes i just want to hug u so bad cause i see u have a lot of. tws and vent posts. ur so beautiful and i hope u can see that
@mango-soom soomie <33 u always make the effort to talk to me even i wouldn't talk to myself and u ask if i'm dead even if i'm just asleep. ur rlly sweet and even if we just met i treasure u a lot ok? ilysm <33
@ox1-lovesick savannah!! urgh we haven't talked in forever but ur HILARIOUS and i love ur themes smm theyre soo cool <33
@sapphicshav shav!! ur so cool and i LOVE ur writing ur rlly talented <3 we just talked less and less :/ let's talk more in 2023, yeah? love ya <33
AND TO EVERYONE ELSE:
merry christmas or anything u celebrate!! i'm sure ur amazing and i hope we can talk in 2023. happy holidays!!
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Show Your Coloring Before & After
was tagged by @rose-nebulijia + @laowen ♥ thank u babes
As previously mentioned, all edits are done on mobile apps. Here, I specifically wanted to focus on the raw export onto my computer before sizing/fonts are applied. SW and MARVEL caps typically have screencap galleries in 2160p, while most BL’s I cap myself are required to be 1080p or more. And the most important thing I look for, before editing, is a cap that already shows good lighting and composition. That way, the editing elevates the image.
I won’t go into detail for each edit, but I can touch on my common adjustments and then call out what additional work needed to be achieved for the final edit.
VSCO is my main app for coloring. In addition to having a better quality camera than the built-in one I have, the presets and adjustments achieve better results than other apps I used for IG. I gravitate towards exposure, white balance, vignette, and grain (rip grain 2020-2022, nothing happened but im still bitter its now a subscription feature).
At this point, I am very in tune with what I look for in my edits, so I know how to measure my adjustments and the number range for each (ex: grain ranged between 2.8 to 4.1 depending on the resolution). I now rely on Snapseed for Grain, which is under Grainy Film.
Snapseed is also my go-to app for my most recent editing style — the scratchy or film clip borders (Frames) and then the borders (Expand). If there’s a dusty film look or blurred text, they were overlays (Double Exposure). I’ve also used Perspective, Selective, and Lens Blur in past edits. And of course, text is available here but there’s a limited selection.
When I have made all the necessary adjustments, I specifically save as an Export (not Save or Save a Copy) with the final changes. I find that the Exported images from Snapseed (VSCO too) size down better than the Saved versions.
Size matters, in regards to these edits. Why? I manipulate the size down (commonly from ~1500px+ width to less than 900px), so that the grain is accentuated (and looks sharper). In the end, coloring does skew slightly underneath the grain, which gives off that photograph look moreso than the raw export. Feel free to click on the images to enlarge and see the differences close up. I didn’t mess with the sizing, so it should look slightly different than the post
Additional work for the selected edits are below the cut -
Random BB Screen Cap #12 (Frame 5) - very minimal adjustments, exposure and grain did most of the work
Anakin from Ep VI (Frame 1) - also very minimum, before the additional frame and border; white balance leans heavily on the red side of the spectrum (I think it was above 3.0) before adjusting the saturation down a smidge.
KinnPorsche/War of the Foxes (Frame 4) - I use the B5 preset for all b/w edits in VSCO; image was very mid in coloring, so I used Brush in Snapseed to “burn” the bg
Weeping Angels Set (Frame 12) - very little adjustments needed; white balance leaned more yellow for warmth, in order to work cohesively with the surrounding images;
BB/Jane Eyre (Frame 2) - again, very little need to be adjusted; the seat lean more pink, but I needed the set to match the purple in Frame 3; white balance leans more blue
The Good Place (Frame 3) - similar to all above statements with adjustments; the additional ’scratches’ come from Unfold, another app I use frequently for this affect and others; I believe this can be found under Journals(?); I export the template and then go back to Snapseed to crop out the excess
BB Top 3 Eps (Frame 2) - Unfold again, but this is under the Paper series; if I want variety in the “folds”, I would flip the image upside down
BB Film Noir #2 (Frame 1) - the only time I used contrast and exposure to its extremes; also heavily relies on using Double Exposure in Snapseed to add in the old film effects and blurred text
Feel free to reach out if you want to know some specifics or if you want to just learn how to apps work. Will also add this to the q&a section.
tagging @mrdumpling @actually-yikes @pranpats @taeminie @loversmore @liyazaki @dingyuxi (no pressure if you’ve already done it or whatnot, i just adore you guys okay)
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Some thoughts on the latest clip. Not my first reaction as I've been checking the tag sporadically while waiting for the subs.
Fatou is quizzing Mailin on Biology over Zoom. As Fatou does that, Mailin is browsing insta. Some selfie, a poster at a protest because Mailin loves posters and protests, another selfie... Finn! His cuteness again throws Mailin off her game and she has trouble responding to Fatou's question about neurotransmitters. If Finn keeps being so goddamn cute, will Mailin manage to get into uni? Jury is still out!
Anyway Fatou has to go because some girl named Miri is doing the video about her. (I guess.) Mailin is free to resume ogling at Finn, but instead she checks Zoe's insta. She also finds the by now infamous video of Zoe dancing to I'm a Slave 4 U, just the kind of video that Zoe has been posting weekly since s5 as we all know.
Mailin seems kinda taken aback at finding such a video, but she keeps watching. Then she puts the phone aside with a face as if she's made a decision. Next thing we see, she too is in her bra trying to copy Zoe's dance moves. This is great! Physical exercise is a great way to relax during a stressful time such as exams.
Having exercised, Mailin goes downstairs and puts her face in a frozen bag of peas. She also almost trips on a roomba, just in case we somehow missed that her mom and mom's partner have disposable incomes.
She spies some trash sticking out of the trash can out of the corner of her eye, and goes to reorganize them in their proper recycling bags. While she's doing that, she finds a yoghurt in the trash and starts eating it sitting on the floor next to the trash can. I mean... I would've at least poured it onto a bowl rather than eat it from a cup that's been touching trash, but now that the EU has decided covid is over, we don't have to worry about microbes anymore.
Then Mailin texts Nora that she's feeling out of sorts. I was like, "yeah Mailin, that will happen if you're eating out of the trash on the reg." But nope! Mailin thinks she's going to flunk Bio because she can't concentrate. Wait, so... Dancing like Zoe didn't solve all of Mailin's problems then? :( But then why would Druck post that video to Zoe's ig? :(((
This storyline reminds me a lot of what Lik Meg did in their s4. Lik Meg is a Norwegian show in the style of Skam that is aimed at 12-14 year olds.
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HIHIHIHI!
(some of this info might be out of date or not yet in date)
i’m blue or alex, either works so does egg/eggie/eggieo
i’m trans! the best way i’ve found do define my gender is dyke/butch lesbian! my sexuality is complicated and really not important to me to define beyond lesbian but i can assure you i will date whatever strikes my fancy! i am poly and ace!
i use he/him pronouns rn! idk if that will stay! nothing is forever everything is slowly changing!
i mostly rb things, i think i tag people in stuff a lot sorry not sorry ask me to stop if you hate it (tagging you not tagging other people if you don’t like me tagging other people fuk off u prep)
i’m a minor! i’m disabled! both physically and mentally! i post a lot about The Symptoms!
I have a horrible memory! i probably repeat myself a lot! i reallt don’t care, no need to tell me!
i cannot see shit! anything like that sparkly text i can’t read, i have a really hard time reading screenshots from the “gothic rave” or whatever the purple on black theme is! also get reallt bad migraines, flashing lights are not my freind!
most of my original posts are vent posts or musings or stories or whatever floats across my mind-space! unless tagged otherwise, feel free to rb anything!
i make a lot of typos! i reallt don’t care! if you need clarification on something just ask!
i’ve recently decided i reallt like explanation points!
orginizational tags:
he speaks- original posts
pls don’t rb- don’t reblog please <3 if you have something to say feel free to add it in the replys tho!
sailing shit- stuff related to sailing!
techie times- stuff related to thearter tech/runcrew/stagehandness
vent- vent posts, feel free to blacklist or whatever i’m just screaming into the void!
The Curses- Symptoms posting.
many thoughts- just thikin. idk. i’ll figure it out!
there’s s a few other ones just for me too.
i try to tag for unreality, i might miss some things tho! i do tag anything that i would find upsetting when The Curse takes full affect so. that’s that ig.
i don’t tag for image descriptions! i need to ive been meaning too but i’m very low on spoons i am trying o get into the habit of it!
if your upset by words like queer, faggot, tranny, dyke, i’d recommend not following! they are some of my favorite things!
i ramble a lot, i’m sure you’ve noticed, but thank you for checking out my blog!
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ASH!!!!
I sorry for the late reply for some reason I didn’t get a notification that you had answered my ask and I just saw it now 😩😩😩
I honestly life has been so hectic for me lately everytime i wanna come back something happens. Last Friday…got into a big argument with my parents. Hours later broke it off with my situationship? I fuckin hate that term but that’s what it was we decided him mostly that we weren’t a good fit and that we should stay friends! And everytime I texted him I would just get reminded so I decided to just get some space from him all. I just can’t get over the fact that he said “hope you find someone special and better than me” I never asked for someone better ?? Why are men like this…
Anyways that’s a little recap on my life 🫠
Ahhh I bet the professor and other student were shocked that you knew about formula 1!! But hey nothing shocking about it everyone can like whatever they want hehe!
I need to catch up on reading and writing 😩 in January I read 5 books February is almost over and i haven’t read anything! I need to catch up and even come here and read what I missed 💕💕
Hope you’ve been taking care of yourself!
Also do you have a tag list??
ang sorry I didn’t answer this even though I’ve been interacting with you lol….
yea I hate that term as well…..I’ve had my fair share of them. one of my ex ones still likes my ig stories once in a while actually lol. I hate men that talk like that. my ex bf would always actually be like afraid I’d leave him for someone better and like openly talk like that. like?? why are you with me then lol if I make you afraid. whatever hope he’s miserable.
I literally WISH I had the time to read real books…..like I have a section on myself of books that I legit haven’t read. idk sometimes school takes up too much time and then if I’m gonna choose reading or writing….im gonna choose writing. idk I just love to create!!
(also I saw your other ask about ignoring the tag list lol glad u found it)
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I am on anon because i am scared haha you can pretty easily guess who i am, i just wanted to say something abt the tags under the post abt feeling sexy because i get what you mean. Despite How much beautiful i find myself(at times), i know that ill never be considered conventionally pretty. I know telling looks dont matter wouldnt be of much use because i am sure you would already know that. Its just different when it comes to ourselves ig.
Ppl do treat others diffrently based on looks but you would also know that thats their fault. You or i need not feel bad due to their judgemental ways. I think whats important is to make sure we dont end up like them? If that makes sense.
(That got longer than i thought lol. Uhm. If this ask doesnt help i atleast hope it doesnt hurt you further. And feel free to text, warning, i wont be this open then tho because i will panic. We hv texted so ig u would know😅 k ill stop hope u hv an okay day anyhow :))
hiii i have no idea who you are actually, sorry. I text too many people on here I guess and I can't figure out. But thanks for the encouraging message! If you're someone who have talked to me you know you can text me anytime actually
My problem with this thing isn't exactly that people would judge my looks - I long ago stopped fearing this judgment. But the fact that I'm not attractive to anyone. I always wanted, and still do, to have some kind of romantic relationship in life and the way people think of my appearance prevents me from doing so. And, you know. If it hasn't happen at my twenty four then it's probably not happening ever. reality is sad
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I posted 26,998 times in 2022
That's 26,998 more posts than 2021!
99 posts created (0%)
26,899 posts reblogged (100%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@faggotgerardway
@fwippedowbit
@wisp-exe
@strange-aeons
@hiveswap
I tagged 2,271 of my posts in 2022
#fav art - 433 posts
#fave - 231 posts
#save - 116 posts
#toby talks - 63 posts
#for later - 45 posts
#me - 29 posts
#yeah - 28 posts
#juicecore - 24 posts
#so true - 22 posts
#what - 21 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#also am i the only bench trio person who became a bench trio person cause no one liked clingy duo any more so i had to learn to like ranboo
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
@wilburians is being a misogynist! on INTERNATIONAL WOMENS DAY!!!!
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#4
Hello hello hello and welcome to:
Nep’s Downloading Homestuck Walk through!!!
im on desktop and i dont know how to make colored text on desktop so just pretend thats a rainbow!
also going to at @ @ghostdragoncookie because they needed help but feel free to use this whoever u are!
(also dropping the typing quirk for clarity cause maybe people want to download homestuck but dont have nepeta puns dictionary bookmarked for easy access)
OKAY SO WITHOUT FURTHER ADO: the ramblings of a teenage boy who just woke up from a three hour nap and also knows like 4 things about computers but just used brute force to get his way through it
Step one:
go here https://bambosh.github.io/unofficial-homestuck-collection/
Step two:
press Download and then download the file that corresponds to your operating system, i have windows so screenshots that will be included will be for windows. but i will learn how to use linux or mac if needed i am a servant to the people! and the people must read homestuck!
also make sure to put it in a place you can find easy that will be important later
Step three:
Downlaod the asset pack. Now this is the hard part, imo, because they say all asset packs are the same but not all work with all the computers. “but nep, that doesnt make any sense! why dont they just tell you what asset packs work for what computers?” and to that i say: thats the joy of homestuck! nothing works, about three things make sense, and we all just guess until it works out. so if your asking what asset pack to download, just start at the top and work your way down ig i dunno man thats what i did.
Step four:
Assuming you magically picked the right asset pack (and if you didnt dw there will be a trouble shooting thing at the bottom of this) you will go into your files and find homestuck!
Step five:
Unzip your files. How I understand for macs if you click on a file it automatically unzips itself. (why does it do that apple? whats the fuckin purpose?) I dont know for linux but once again if asked i will learn. and for windows theres a nifty button to press pictured below.
Step six:
OPENING HOMESTUCK!!!!!
so now you will go into actual homestuck and open it! process pictured below!!
first you want to make sure ur asset pack and hs are in the same place, that is just for ease of finding things later
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https://at.tumblr.com/menalez/menalez-menalez-menalez-menalez-menalez/qmznj0qeio26
who tf r u and whyd u send me a random post abt a terf?
10 notes - Posted October 28, 2022
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Rowan/Toby/Nepeta | he/him | minor
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My #1 post of 2022
what r ur opinions on this photo
when i was young i used to go into a room that was as empty i could find and then i would spin around in circles for up to 45 minutes.
i think that carpet would be too damp and it would smell too bad for me to be able to do that.
16 notes - Posted March 8, 2022
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