#u kno what's wild?

[transmasccofee]

really hes an icon

#saiki k #saiki k fanart #art tag #physically disabled #disabled artist #im just getting progressively more disabled irl so u kno what that means *looks intensely at the disabled anime boy* #if u think about it his powers (which do physically disable him. tbc.) getting progressively more intense while he has to get more and more #aids to deal with them and live a normal life #Is a lot like my relationship with My Legs #if u think about it #also hes wearing wrist and knee braces bc he is hypermobile #this is also canon he can dislocate all of his joints and also do some wild shit w his bones

[emotionally-jelly]

okay so. what if, wghat if,,, hear me ou

#IT JUST CAME TO ME WHILE I WAS PLAYING AOC........... AUGHH #i mean i was playing for at least 3 rounds and then i thought. what if tjey had this little event where they (non-canonically) celebrate th #their history or something like thag #and of course u kno where that went GAHAHG #botw #totk #master kohga #yiga clan #breath of the wild #tears of the kingdom

[jinstronaut]

anyways being a mean girl on the internet at a grown age in a space where the thing we’re celebrating is so meaningful and lovely is such a bad take

#entitlement on the internet over nothing is crazy #the way this entire fandom space changed so drastically when attitudes changed so drastically is wild #i love bts and you know what? that fondness can get lost in the sauce because of all the bad vibes around here lately #things that aren’t competition: enjoyment of context. friendship. artistry. fostering community. #i’m gonna start setting Hard boundaries to enjoy myself in this space again #because nothing gets to overshadow the love i have for these boys #but i rly want some of y’all to reflect on maybe why like half the people you know are leaving without a word #and sure maybe making content feels fruitless and contrinbutes #but also? the environment has become a lot less kind and welcoming #and i fear if i had just made this blog recently compared to when i did join. i wouldn’t last #it’s so so so easy to be kind and open and that’s just … not the energy anymore #and i want to get that energy back #because we’re all here for the same reason so why be anything But kind and welcoming and generous #u kno #.txt

[autisticredhood]

But if i use tone indicators then how will i get those stealthy wins of making someone think I’m sooooo funny bc they thought I was being sarcastic when I’m autistically genuine

#my autistic way of life is what I say is up for interpretation ppl will contextualize what you say into what makes sense for the situation 👍 #also sometimes when some uses a tone indicator I’m like Aw :( I kinda miss the making a wild guess on what u mean. like so much anxiety as a #kid not understanding ppl & also at times even now but idk it does spice up life a lil bit when u constantly are guessing what ppl mean #u kno? or maybe I’m built different (insane) #anyway went to the library today & got some comics yippee!!

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#it is truly so wild to go from feeling miserable and hopeless all the time for... lets look at my excel sheet #the last 23 days. then to suddenly rocket up to smiling to myself all day. the world is so fucking beautiful #for no rational reason aside from what i have to assume is a chemical shift in my body #like is this what happy ppl feel like all the time? its truely so crazy. have i always been like this? #did i not notice this was a thing? like ive definitely noticed it in the last year but like ??? #my suspicion is that it doesnt actually last long enough to b considered hypomania but like idk i should see a doctor probably lol #u would think being happy would make it easier to do things but i just keep forgetting to do them and just like spacing out lol bc rn i #feel chill. even tho i need to make a list of the shit i gotta do by Friday. bleh. but idk it makes being in thr lab so much nicer bc i #mean. i still dont give a fuck abt what im doing but im like fuck it this isnt gonna b my problem in like 2-3 months. even tho im sure ill #still have to write up everything. but idk. it also makes it easier to b like. ok so i kno what my problems r lets plan yo make things not #so horrible so u dont just live a miserable life and then like die having lived a life of fear. like its so crazy how much easier thst is #to do rn??? well see how long it lasts but yea v strange. wish i could control my fucking focus tho. like that would b great #its like the fucking painting of hypnose. my focus is like a lighthouse wildly swinging its light around until it sometimes blasts me in #the face. like not helpful. i need to b able to do things. #i guess the weird thing rn is thst while i feel happy. i also have this like simmering fear of irrational things. like when i used to live #in my parents basement and i was terrified of the dark rooms down there at night. like that kind of childish baseless fear #but like im in i tiny tiny apartment lol like bro what r u scared of??? silly silly silly #idk hopefully it holds out the whole rest of the week and then i can travel and see my parents like !!! yo !!! happy vibes :-D #that would b kinda unhinged lmao. i doubt itll last thst long. its already slipped from this morning so we shall see #unrelated

[cyancherub]

If u don't wanna post this I completely understand but I just wanted to share my 2cents since you recently mentioned how you wanted to be a hater but hesitated - I think it kinda sucks how pacified the internet is now. Any controversial opinion or thought that could potentially hurt literally anyone has to be filtered down .. idk it's very like .. everyone has to feel good and no one can feel insulted about things otherwise you're Bad. Now ofc this doesn't apply to things like being racist etc etc because yes that IS bad. But something simple like. "It doesn't really feel like there's a lot of effort into the characterization of this very complex character". Idk. I just wish we could say things without someone going out of their way to be hurt or offended. </3 SORRY IDK IF I MAKE SENSE AND I'M RANTING. LOVE U CASSIE!

no anon i agree with you!! well. first of all, as a disclaimer, i should say that there is absolutely a delineation between problematic stances on real issues vs. opinions on (mostly) inconsequential things on the internet. and here we’re discussing the latter. but yeah sometimes i want to say things on my blog that are …not even really that controversial (mostly things regarding the fic community etc.) but then i second guess myself and i’m like.. someone will probably roast me alive for this lukewarm take LMAOOO. i was actually prepared to get anon hate for what i said about people writing for notes (but i didn’t…YET.. which is nice AHJDHJS!!)

but yeah! i try to be as sensitive as possible on here because i don’t ever like to hurt people or make them feel alienated. but sometimes i do feel like it’s hard to express myself because i’m a bit afraid that ppl might twist what i am saying if that makes sense? but yeah, in regards to the thing about writing for notes.. i don’t like to pick on people for things that aren’t done maliciously but i feel like it does have a negative impact because 1) it feels almost like a disservice to the character and 2) it saturates the tags and buries fic written by people who put a lot of effort into characterization. because ppl who write for notes know what kinks to write and when to write them and they’ll almost always do numbers bc that’s what they’re meant to do.

#cherub.mail #cherub.anon #discourse cw #in case #i just feel like characters get stuffed in the same box just bc its The Most Desirable Box #and it rly kind of sucks for ppl who are writing bc they love that character . u kno... #i mean. whatever tho ppl can write what they want at the end of the day im just a dude and this is my opinion #but yea i agree w u its kind of wild bc u can say anything and get ripped to shreds like. that one anon who was up in arms about my #tiny computer LMFAOSDKJAJK

[sanchoyo]

depop's recommended for you page is SO funny. it always gets my sizes wrong (despite the fact I have my sizes saved? like huh??) and im not sure WHERE it pulls data on what I might like from, but its not my likes, thats for sure, bc the styles recommended are SO wildly different from what I actually. have hit the like button on.

I just got a shirt recommended that just says 'i <3 female orgasm' tho. thats the first thing on there that made me stop, gasp, and laugh out loud imagining wearing that in my very conservative town...

#JKHDFKJDHJFKNJ THANKS??? #its a wonder ive found ANYTHING I like tbh . their algorithm is wild #but i use depop and amazon wishlists as like. insp #moreso than actually wanting to buy the stuff #i mean id like to BUY them but they are usually OVERPRICED. like i guess i can understand if its brand new but girl thas from a thriftstore #i go to thrift stores enough 2 kno whats a deal and whats a rip off #still...I do like how custom/unique a lot of the stuff is. its like. lets save this and then #try and find similar when im actually. out thrifting. instead of paying 35$ for a Shirt. u know #and i sold on depop i KNOW about the fees+shipping. still! still too much overpriced stuff #if i was working itd be different #i did spend a LOT On clothes when i worked at walmart lol #but i LIKE clothes and fashion and it makes me happy #and i could support small etsy businesses! i got some rly cute #custom strawberry shortcake sneakers that i still wear from etsy #they still are sturdy and comfy 2 1/2 yrs later! so thats epic #also homemade etsy candles have a 50/50 chance of being the best smell ever #or straught up exploding #SO its FUN and epic to support them #omg i wanna ask my sister if we can go to the witchcraft store in town actually theyhave great candles too #I am in a very Wanty mood KJDSAHFK #the LONGING and YEARNING hours have dawned. gemini in retrograde or something #sanchoyorambles

[shatteredfears-arch]

since i have to replay it im trying to actually actively catch all pokes in an area so it’ll be easier to get a fucking shint charm later but im mostly gonna miss no longer having the dumbass rights of ‘i did not read the rules of the wild area and honestly thought if i just got a higher level than the wild pokemon i could catch thwm when thays never been a fucking tjing in these games and i ended up level 50 or so before the i think third gym’

#if you EVER question my brain its a golden retriever brain #thersz no thoughts just dos #out. #‘brina its 1 am you offered to come into work if needed tomorrow what are you—‘ not aleeping 8) #i gotta replay new pok snap and pok sword #bril dia AND get at least to where i left off in pok lets go #and mystery dungeon bc i stopped before the lart where i just cry #mystery dungeon has the best storyline okay you wanna have an emotional breakdown u plAY THAT #still gotta rebuy pok sword bc i gave it to an ex friend but yknow #when its on sale #im mever getting my shiny zacian back tho thats what rly hurts #i wasnt getting a shiny zamenzenta i knew bc i didnt have sword anymore #but the idea of blue and magenta in legendary form just kept me going #watch me spend three hours on the route w wild eevees catching only eevees again tho #bc i aways for the main team get special ability vee and she has to be a girl #my pink dragon slayer is a lIL LADY #i get emotionally attached to pixels on a screen if u wanna kno why ppl dont tend to hang around me

[cursedweedman]

"Jimmy... You're a mess. But I'm a mess. And we're a mess together... So... Why don't we go get married by a cheap Elvis knock-off in Vegas?" (xoxo Bullet)

propose to jimmy.

"Don't play with me," pleaded, from dry throat. He was facing away from her, body positioned towards the bedside cabinet, sheets covering all the important parts, he knocked back the peaty brown, elongated gasp of relief, fresh air in his lungs, held the glass up to the shimmer of light breaking through the curtains to inspect the last drop. "I'll do it," and he was out of bed, like a shot, "you think I won't march down to Kennedy right this second, Bullet, you've seen my bank account, you know I'm rich, I could get the real Elvis to marry us," thrash of his arm, wild gesticulation that encompassed all of his body.

"Don't play with me, girl, I'm serious," tipped the bottle in his hand at her, filled up his glass, then, he kicked his mattress, reached underneath, dumped a load of dirty money on the bed.

"I'm ready to go if you are. I'll shave on the plane."

#yes he's drinking in bed #u kno i write a lot in the mornings #like i set it in the mornings #i think that's cos usually by night jimmys fucking wasted #the morning is when u get him forming sentences #if he's slept #also when i said #thrash of his arm wild gesticulation that encompassed all of his body #what i meant was his dick is swinging around wildly #jimmy standing naked with a drink and a wad of cash in his hand: so ye im ready to go #parvumchao

[yumenosakiacademy]

migi to dali was so fucking GOOD like. i knew i was getting in2 some weird shit already (saw the screenshots of the baby scenes on twt n such lol) so I was completely fine w it going balls 2 the wall n being rly What The Fuck at times n I jus! I think this was the most intrigue i've had w an anime in a while?? It's a fun time! It's a fucked up time! It's goofy but shit is also so serious but then bam ur hit w another gag or a reveal thts So unserious but it also is but it Works!! n the mystery is cool n the comedy is actually kinda funny at times (i don't find comedy animes v funny, mind u). Idk what I was expecting but it got darker n more fucked up than I thought it was gonna b n the villain was Unnerving but I say tht as a compliment bc it was interesting 2 watch them b fucking deranged. shit jus escalates further n further until ur strapped in 4 mr bones wild ride. I recommend it It's a fuckin time. Underrated.

#I thought the art style looked familiar n what do u kno its the same guy who made sakamoto. I never finished tht anime bc I think I got #bored w it tho lol but MtD is jus fucking whammy after fucking whammy it's weird it's cool it's endearing it's a wild ride #Delete later

[meherya]

the Badals are an evil entity in Punjab, but Harsimrat Kaur kind of hit the nail on the head that the surrounding states literally claim Punjab’s water and rivers... but when the state is flooding suddenly they shut down the water flow to their states

#once again........ #someone once called punjab occupied and u kno what they're right #all the state's resources go out meanwhile punjab's ppl are left to die #punjab used to be huge made up of haryana/himachel etc... but the punjabi suba movement led to the current state #and it's wild that it feels like punjab is constantly being punished #for being Punjab and also predominantly Sikh... #once again... only way for justice is sovereignty but-

[shibearu]

i keep getting messages for kokobot and what they’re pitching remind me of when u were a teenager stuck giving life advice u had no right giving to random older users just so they wouldn’t kill themselves

#u kno what i mean ?? like old tumblr days were wild if u weren’t there or didn’t experience this ever ur lucky

[rottingsick]

so sick and tired of every single intersex related post written by a perisex person always abt how intersex is some kind of "scientific gotcha token" ppl use in makin arguments and points or whatever. like please just stfu if all yer ever gonna bring up abt intersex ppl is the fact that we exist. double stfu if u only bring us up to try to aid other groups when u don't even give a shit abt us.

we are not just your footnote on why someone is bein transphobic. we are real people with real issues that no one gives a damn about cause all y'all do is treat us like a monolith.

small side note: can y'all stop tryin to claim intersex shit as other queer stuff just cause you cannot be assed to do any critical thinkin or quick google searches

#text #rotting #mine #got a lil upset abt how many intersex only spaces are heavily medicalized #so I went to tumblr to try to just vibe in more shit abt daily life rather than conditions that can cause intersex #tags flooded w perisex ppl just usin the intersex identity as a gotcha in one paragraph in their 50 paragraph post #sick of it. I'm sick of it! #shout out to other intersexist moments from ppl online includin but not limited to #the time someone tried to tell me if I was intersex that I was trans. that intersex is included under trans. when its not??? #I sort of get ppl bein huffy abt my enby ass not bein trans as thats a hot topic but intersex??? really??? #this entire post on tumblr of ppl violently misgenderin an intersex man because ppl so badly wanted him to be a trans woman #they called every single person correctin the post a terf. was wild. they didn't even kno who the guy was! #they just misread and ran with the poster's intersexist ass #someone called an old description of an intersex person 'omg bisexual??' and not in the old term for intersexuality #told someone I'm on estrogen after they knew I was intersex n had a chest.... #they went 'oh I thought it was like born w penis and tiddies' and I was just so taken aback #after I already discussed I don't want any1 even tryin to guess what's goin on in my pants #not online but u kno what while we're here. thought this one dude was relatively chill but apparently not even after lots of time spent #this is another 'sick of ppl assumin my genitals'. anyways so I do majority of the time present femininely #masks are a godsend for hidin masc facial features let me tell u lmao #I had a very bad stomach ache that day and was bein dramatic abt it. homeboy literally kept tryin to ask if I was bleedin out #first of all I said Stomach Ache. Believe Me. second of all Why The Hell Would You Assume My Down There When We Talked Abt This #and I said that aloud cause I thought he was chill this wasn't even a internal me rant I said it. #homeboy goes 'wait so what is there' and Im just the What The Fuck. Don't Ask That. #oh yea also I'm not pressed abt trans fem ppl reclaimin f*ta altho I wish most also understood it fetishizes intersex folks as well #I know that ones a hot topic among some intersex ppl. Im mostly just pressed abt ppl treatin it as if it only fetishizes trans ppl #I think I'm in general pressed abt ppl presentin some issues or expereinces as only trans things when intersex can and will experience the #same exact thing. yes some intersex ppl are cis. a cis person can experience the same thing as a trans person. #if that makes u uncomfy please do reconsider whether you actually support intersex ppl or if we're just a monolith to you #note: I am not cis either in case someone who doesn't know me reads this

[tinytveit]

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#callie plays irl #mum is using my cat to manipulate me into going back to england #bc shes got it in her head that we’re moving back #and that shes gonna get a house right away #me: making a choice for the state of my own mental health and ability to cope #her: but i cant do it without you!!! and i never gave u a choice so how could i take it away!! #i dont kno if she thinks i dont realise that she’s literally manipulating me or if im gonna change my mind or stop putting me first but #she’ll find out pretty soon. #edit: im expecting my computer or smth to get taken away at some point it seems like its gonna go down that route lmao #but yeah the current make believe stance we're on is that #shes gonna take my dog and one of the cats and then magically get a council house um and then my brother will bring the other dog and #the other cat over. and i think she thinks ill be like 'oh ur taking the cat well i cant live without the cat ill have to go' #but lmao? thats not how this is going to go #im 24 in 9 days. not 8 and too much of a child to comprehend what shes trying to do lmao #im tired and its close to the time:tm: so its more likely ill start an argument #like fam i just wanna live my life at home. me even going over there was like. rare. she knows that. so why she thinks ill just upstakes and #take her word again that shit will be fine i dont know #give me proof of the fact that we can live over there for cheaper or the same. give me proof of a house. give me concrete fucking proof #because im not moving unless i have it. im not going on mum wild fairytale trip to england for months only to come back again #im taking a fucking stance. because last time wasnt fucking fun for me bro. and its not even that its because there was hard work. it was #the story i was spun. the fact that i Dont leave the house and i couldnt cope in the enviroment i was in #i asked EVERY DAY when we were going home. but nah fam she'll totally go with me FOr MONTHS in two weeks #no. no i fucking wont. and no amount of blackmail or manipulation will make me cast aside my feelings and my Limit. #im not sacrificing my mental health. and im not sorry. theres no fucking way man

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#there's this wild thing i do where i dont trust the chemical lables on containers in the lab #which is 1000% irrational bc by law they have to b correctly labled #i guess its probably more that i dont trust my ability to read the lables. thats a lil more irrational #lil more rational i mean. bc dyslexia and a short term memory that has been certified as below average #so i read the lable and think ok i read the right thing. then i turn around and im immediatly like ok but did i remember that right? #and so i have to go back and check multiple times. it happens everytime i have to pour ethanol #ill pour it into the container and still im like. ok but is this actually ethanol???? yes! u checked the cabinet 3 times and it behaves #like ethanol! wtf is ur problem??? good lord. this is part of the reason i hated chemistry labs #i would get so fucking stressed out that i would have to leave the room and lay on a bench outside so i wouldnt pass out #bc i dont deal well with time pressure and i would have to read the instructions over and over and over and walk back and forth to the #chemical. distrusting of what i just picked up bc i cant trust my eyes and brain. and that eats up a lot of time #and is super fucking frustrating. its also y i go to the lab at weird times so ppl cant see me tracking and back tracking bc my brain cant #go straight from a to b. annoying. its also y i cant handle cooking bc its literally like chemistry #i cant trust my brain to understand instructions under time pressure. i hate it #i also have to tap my pockets like every five minutes to make sure i still have my keys on me bc idk im afriad ill lose them #recently ive been very bad abt locking my door too. as in i lock my door. take ten steps away and cant remember if i locked my door #so i either have to go back and check. and its always locked. or i walk away with a horrible sinking feeling in my gut #even when i kno i locked it. im like. but did i tho??? and i always forget to double check until im like annoyingly far away #whatever. its not that bad. just annoying mostly. sigh... im back taking measurements for the next 4 or 5 days #im being a horrible mope bc all my time feels empty. like i gotta probably say thank u to coauthors for their help getting a manuscript #accepted but i just feel so detached abt it im like so fucking what? but whatever. i gotta pretend to b a functional person #and then work on all rhe other manuscripts that r way more boring. like sure useful whatever i dont care its gonna b boring to write #uuuuugh this what the stupid measurements do to me. im an empty shell. i dont even kno what to draw or read or watch. im just bleh sad #bc i kno im activitly making bad and wasteful choices but i self awareness doesnt seem to help #alas. trapped in a web of compulsive patterns #unrelated

[sanchoyo]

the problem with me wanting to write out a whole entire fic with all ocs (like, my tmm next gen fic, or my fangan ronpa series) is that ppl read fic for the established charas and getting into smth new requires SO much more attention and energy imo (which is why /i/ struggle to watch/read new stuff all the time! so I get it!) and I guess maybe not a lot of ppl want to even click oc-only or oc-heavy type of fics so they don't even give it a chance! which again i GET but. but also its like. pspsps this story is fun and good if I do say so myself u want to read abt my ocs sooo bad *enticing u with treats*

#i was talking abt this w a friend and idk what the solution is still #just talk abt the ocs more publicly?? #??? #even then #its very hard to get ppl interested not including friends who indulge me KJSHKDS THEY R OUTLIERS. EXCEPTIONS. #bc they hear the Details more n we already kno we got similiar tastes u know. i would like to entice STRANGERS to be interested as well #madam cherie is a fucking outlier too and does NOT COUNT dp fandom is wild for being that nice abt an oc that does NOT happen in most #other fandoms HHKJHSDKF #sanchoyorambles #i guess this is also why ive been dragging my feet abt posting or even writing tm2 #i HAVE a full notebook abt it! all the lore! #and i have FUN working on it but like... #idk i feel like all creatives like attention on their stuff right TwT;; #tmm fandom is actually kinda small but when posts get popular u see ppl be like #'oh i loved this show as a kid/teen!' but the ACTIVE CURRENT FANDOM who has consistently liked it for a while and regularly interacts w pos #posts- or makes their own- is actually kinda smallish #like u see the same 10-20 ppl which is kinda cozy but also. pspsps look at my ocs #but also i always feel like. weird posting my ocs in the main tag too...brain prablem.... #anyway all of this to say ocs are fun and good to make i think eberyone should make lil ocs and insert them into ur fav series #tbh tm2 is like. i had SO many unanswered qs with tmm that i wanted to try to answer them myself #with fanon stuff or whatever #so yes its oc centric BUT it dives into lore and world building in a way the og series did not which i think is good #i like a fan series that can add onto the original #actually if anyone gen wants to read abt my ocs check my pinned post i have a directory for them and a page for them on my webbed site :) #uhh only the tmm ones are on there rn tho #i plan to make sections for the other ones but have not yet #<- procrastinator #i still wanna update the ekleipsis website too uggggh but i havent done the chapter illus yet or the chara pagessss or the spellcheck #clawing my own eyes out #too