hungering
hungry
but not hungry
bent over my kitchen counter
waiting for my phone
to recharge I write
stomach rumbling
but my appetite
yearns for something else
wishing he were here
to bend me over instead
but he’s long since
taken the train
leaving me longing
here alone starving
but I cannot eat
just thirsting for his arms
around me pulling me in
like stacked spoons
under a napkin
of his tiny duvet
in his one-person hotel room
or one arm draped
across my shoulder
strolling side by side
through misty Kreuzberg
satiating ourselves in each other
I play the voice memo
he holds my phone to his ear
I marvel at the church ruins overgrown
and he marvels at me
says it’s the most beautiful thing
he’s ever listened to
and I don’t know if or how
to tell him that this
is the most beautiful
I’ve felt in a while
witnessed together
two gorgeous people
side by side
even if only for
the sixteen or so hours
sleeping, sipping, strolling
together but for a blip
all I can do
is return his adoring gaze
reach for his warm hands
and just like even the best
kisses, this romance
comes to an end
and I’m hungering
but not yet able to stomach
the goodbye
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@govannas
“Oh, but how could I believe in anything but this? It was right in front of me, and I could touch it.”
― Emily Temple, The Lightness
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damn just had a dream about this gay teenager whose little sister becomes a freshman in high school and gets together with the guy he has a crush on. they end up getting married but the sister cheats on him or something and when they break up (after YEARS AND YEARS of unrequited pining) the brother is given a choice: go back in time so that the sister & the love interest never get together, or stay in the time he’s in and try to make it work with him in the present.
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UGH is it literally so much to ask that I have time and money to learn how to tailor clothes and embroider and knit and make cakes and bake bread and do makeup and hair and nails and do all my own diy projects around the house and
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my disabled ass, after (1)good day: "obviously I am cured. in fact it may have all been in my head. who can say? now to rejoin society!"
me, the next day: "it has come to my attention that i may be chronically ill."
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you. yes you, person with rejection sensitive dysphoria. this message is for you. your friends DON'T hate you. they aren't mad at you. they aren't talking behind your back or wished to cut their friendship with you. they love you and treasure you and they are good people who wouldn't hurt you like that! ok, that's all. have a nice day.
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
get a better joke
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Steve being indignant over the girls in Hawkins not being interested in Eddie and Eddie's like I mean, it's fine, I'm gay, I'm not interested in them, and Steve's like that's not the point! You're hot! What's wrong with them?
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as a fellow deluyuyu looking out for another deluyuyu.. do NOT look at Yunho's Saitama Day 2 pictures 💀🧎🏻♀️🕳 we don't have the hotteok health insurance!!
bro.
YOU'RE TELLING ME WE WITNESSED THE YIPPLE???? HE ACTUALLY BROKE THE WALL DFKJGHJDFHGJKDF
AND HE LOOKED THIS HOT ANYWAY???
I. AM. NOT. OKAY.
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Can we talk about how we definitely don’t give the Magnus Chase books enough credit? Like these books are such a beautiful depiction of coming to terms with grief and finding purpose in new relationships. Magnus’ struggle to accept his mother’s death and his guilt over it culminating in a beautiful moment where he feels her love and presence with and for him in his battle with Surt. The horrific despair he feels whenever someone around him is hurt, literally moving him to tears every time, even when it’s Gunilla, someone who has been actively hunting him. The line about how they are all empty cups, but that they can share each other’s burdens instead of filling themselves with pain. Just the beautiful bonds these characters who have each been isolated in their own way have formed with each other. How each of these characters have every right to be bitter and spiteful as a result of the tragedy in their lives, but choose love and each other at every turn.
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want to believe vampires actually can’t taste anything beyond blood so astarion being picky about wine is just for the bit. solely for the act of being a snob. He’s just like that.
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