#ugh i'm so emo

[wirtsauce4020]

And they were "roommates"

#they shared a bed on the night of the 23rd tournament #you know I'm right #ugh ugh they make me so emo #krillin #kuririn #goku #son goku #23rd world tournament #dragon ball #dragon ball fanart #fanart #my art #wirt's sauces #does this count as grillin art #I suppose so

[lord-montgomery]

sizzy: the playlist

song 1: emails i can't send

the goal of the first few songs on this playlist is to establish where simon and isabelle are positioned on the board, in a way. this song, specifically, encapsulates some (if not most) of the reason izzy approaches love and romance the way she does--that reason being, of course, her father. and his actions that she learned about at far too early an age for them not to have long-lasting effects.

And thanks to you I, I can't love right

if this song was to be boiled down to one message, it would be this line. and it screams of isabelle lightwood. she saw her mother breaking down, she saw the chaos her father's choices caused, knew that her little brother was the only reason he stayed, knew that his presence was only a source of discomfort and unhappiness in the long run despite how much she understood that each of her parents cared for little max. she read into every interaction her parents had after she found out about robert's affair. and it tainted so much of her growing years.

and she had no one to share this with. she couldn't tell alec. and she definitely couldn't tell max. and approaching her dad about it would be criminalizing her mother. and talking to her mom about it would be reminiscing on a time she was hurt beyond repair. so she'll write her mental letters, emails she can't send to a father she will never be able to look at the same.

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#sizzy #the playlist #isabelle lightwood #ugh i'm so emo after writing this #Spotify

[theirloveisgross]

my best friends. <3 (november 2019)

#i stumbled upon this old pic yesterday while looking through steve's instagram trying to find his birthday #i hadn't seen it in sooooo long #probably since around the time i joined the fandom #and idk it made me so emo #and i kept coming back to look at it ashajhsa #and just... they've been together for like 3 years and i'm so emo about it #ugh. i love them. #i love how louis built his band and kept them and they're all just... it's not just louis and- #i'm cry

[striveattemptfail]

concept: jason is broody and bitching when he's forced to return to the manor in a Bad Mood™️ so he starts blasting pretender by foo fighters bc he wants to piss off his family

What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say I will never surrender?

(he may or may not be particularly mad at tim LOL)

#red hood #jason todd #red robin #tim drake #dc robin #robin #batfam #batfamily #batbros #batbrothers #jercy speaks #i learned embarrassingly recently that the lyrics are not in fact 'one of these things is not like the others' djaksnlsdmfn #the 'you're the pretender' bit still fits perfectly tho LOL #and i'm sure this is not an original tho(ugh)t but the idea won't leave me and if i still did video edits i'd #make this myself bc it's so gd funny 😂😂😂 #on another note: this song still hits and closet emo me is still bumpin to it 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[tiffanylamps]

I want to create. With this heart, this mind, this sensitive soul, I was made to be a creative; engineered before broken down for parts. And yet, I am without. Without words, movement, image, or sound. No painter's brush, no click-clack of a typewriter, no red light of a darkroom. I am bursting with want, but these fingers are frozen; this mind shrouded in a mist so bleak, I find myself unable to see the path ahead.

15/11/23: i'm in my feels. the irony of this post isn't lost on me, i'm just indulging myself.

#chatty lamps #tmi tag #i want to make things #i want it to be fun #i want to unpack some of the shit i have inside me under all of this emotional matting* #i want to make something meaningful. i want it to be recieved well. i want others to give a shit. i want to give a shit. #i want to feel proud. ugh that's so dramatic. ignore that #i put on a playlist thinking it would be background music to read to and yet here i am writing this silly post #no more emotional music! i'm being too honest. ew i'm gonna go and be embarrassed in my little corner #love y'all #*matting as in hair matting. i've been watching a lot of animal grooming vids and i guess i'm making a connection between the #relief the animal feels when they have thick matting removed to the feeling of catharsis when creating or something idk #i'm not always this emo. promise.

[byanyan]

what is holding you back?

the inability to cherish the good things that happen out of fear of them disappearing

ㅤyou've been hurt, badly, haven't you? it's been a long time since you've felt comfortable in your own mind. everything's become a sign that you're going to be hurt again. so when something good does come along, you're not used to it. it feels foreign. it's weird and scary. you want to believe that it will work out, but you just can't. you've been burned too many times. because of this, you've become cynical. you never wanted it to be this way, but you're trying to protect yourself. i see how it's easier to not accept the good, out of fear of its inevitable end. once the dust settles, you're terrified of being alone again. but by doing this, you're never enjoying those good moments. you're letting them pass you by. you have to start letting the happiness come to you. even if it's in waves, isn't that better than not at all?

stolen from:ㅤ@bluefeathrs ♡

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ dash meme. #the problem with having a muse for 4 years is that u forget which quizzes u've already done for them #this one started feeling familiar right at the end so i think i've done it before lmao #but the answer still stabbed me right in the fuckin heart so WHATEVER i'm posting it anyway so i can be emo on the dash #byan getting called tf out by the accuracy of a quiz result once again ugh

[anonymouscentral]

sigh

#some times i think #damn i'm so fucking annoying i need to stfu ASP and for several days #and then i remember i have adhd and that is physically impossible 4 me 2 do #ugh #me when i can't even be emo properly smh

[running-in-the-dark]

it really sucks to just feel so much love when there's just. nothing you can do about it

#like it's. yeah I'm angry yeah I'm sad but most of all I just. love people and things and #what do I do about that #I'm stuck inside my own head and it feels impossible to change it #so I constantly feel like I'm about to explode because where the fuck is it all supposed to go #I was supposed to be a social person I was supposed to be someone who enjoys being around people and meeting people and talking to people #I want it more than anything but. it's just. the hardest thing on earth #that's not fair. #and I guess this sounds so vague that it could be about. all the stupid crushes I've had on fictional people but it's not. l mean yeah #that too but. that part is just stupid. it wouldn't make a difference if they were real because I'd still be just as useless. #it's just. ugh. why can't I be like that #i need to stop having thoughts while I'm falling asleep i sound so emo oh my god

[jwicks]

[[ finished watching j.w.4...... i think i'm going to pass out and crawl under a trash bin and combust ]]

#ooc ⇢ shooty shooty bang bang #[[ i'll wait a few before coming back here #[[ but. spoilers here. urh. I KNEW IT . IT WAS THE ONLY WAY OUT *bangs fist on wall* #[[ god i'm so sad and emo because like. this was the only way for him fr. he had no other options. AND STILL HE TRIED. AND HE WON #[[ AND HE HAD FREEDOM. BUT IT DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING WITHOUT HER IN HIS LIFE ANYMORE #[[ UGH. UGHHHHH. HE LOVED HELEN ABOVE ALLLLLL #[[ he had nothing left to live for. literally. he was doing this all for her memory. and even then. EVEN THEN . nothing brings her back #[[ all he has left is to go to her. ALL HE HAS LEFT IS TO BE WITH HERRRRR #[[ WAHJJHHJHJHJHF HE WON. HE WON AND IT DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING WITHOUT HER #[[ wish we got more helen content. but keeping her removed felt like... #[[ idk it felt fitting. because she had nothing to do with the underground #[[ john left it explicitly because of her. so it makes sense nobody else knows her as he did. even us. #[[ i'm going to sob for a million years and play video games ! i'll revamp a bit later and come back swinging and crying and sobbing and

[liebelesbe]

help i think i fucked up

#they asked so much stuff about what exactly I think I'll have to do if I get the apprenticeship. like. idk you tell me I've never done this #before 😐 #I shoud definitely have researched this fucking job more so I could've responded to their questions rip #AND I'm supposed to come back at ten and then there's a group project thing #that we're then supposed to individually present #a fucking presentation?? those were my worst nightmares in school fucking kill me #doddie redet #time to start an emo band then I guess #I was so fucking nervous even when I had an answer I was stuttering my way through a sentence #and asking them to repeat shit ugh

[claudia-kishi]

Guess who comes up to the plate? Albert Pujols. Wait, did you strike out Albert Pujols? No, I did not. He hit it. Far. Very, very far... Sorry, Coach. Are you kidding? It was beautiful.

#jane by design #janebydesignedit #rjs*: new #ok i'm officially done crying over these on this blog via gifs #this series finale literally ended me in every way possible #i'm just glad the creator was like yeah they were gonna get engaged s2 like thank you universe #i miss them so muchhhh ugh #they are just so precious..... i'm emo #just HOW he says it was beautiful right when she walks up to him like TEARS. ART. CINEMA. TELEVISION YES.

[heyitsphoenixx]

i have got to close my laptop bc i am getting too emotional about how much i fuckin love gerard way and how much they mean to me like i loved them when i was figuring out my sexuality and then later my own gender but before any of that started consciously happening i just knew i wanted to be like him and i had no idea wtf a transgender was all i knew was that i had to dye my hair bright red and i wanted to cut it but i was afraid for some unknown reason and then FOUR YEARS LATER after a ton of repressing i start figuring out my gender a little and revisit them and go wait. fucking wait. hold on. i am the same as him. cue that one post that says gerard way uses he/they pronouns and i use he/they pronouns we are the same. that is all i’m trying to say w this post once again it is 1:26am

#i just feel SO connected to them on so many levels #and not even just w gender and sexuality and all that #but creatively too #listening to them in interviews i feel like we view things similarly in that aspect a lot #i'm getting too emo jfc ugh #mcr

[softpng]

there's something about being born into abandonment. you start the grieving the moment you meet people and eventually when you do lose them it feels like death all over again.

#I'm so horrible to follow lately im just sad and emo and ugh #i want to let people in but the price is too high #personal #did see that typo for waay too long ups

[imsorryimlate]

#i'm so emo #ik at this point the whole nathaniel backstory isn't a thing but like.... imagine #ugh #deathstroke #joey wilson

[mmmthornton]

Not to be a weebfem on main but MP100 Season 3 will fix me.

#ugh #mp100 #i'm so here for itttttt #i get so emo over the story and the characters #i relate so much to reigen and One's always been great at depicting something messy and true in the people he writes #even while going through bonkers psychic powers battles #its so good! #we love to see it!

[lacebird]

“and the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;”

— the raven, e.a.p

#edgar allan poe #literature #it's 1am and i'm getting emo over my main man eddie #this line is stunning how is it possible to write something this beautiful #the way the first line just flows so beautifully when you read it aloud #ugh #amazing