omg sara @shinelikeastarlight tagged me to do this super long tag game hlep
tagging: @void-for-president, @the-alexandrian-alchemist, @starboysisko, @magnmite, @yacobeanreign (of course only if y’all want)
last text sent: "cool [thumbs up emoji]”
list three favourite colours: ???? don’t do this to me
what time did u wake up at today: 11am, it’s reading period don’t judge me
what were u doing last night at midnight: playing drunk rock band
name something you can’t wait for: this godforsaken quarter to be over
when was the last time u saw ur mother: over winter break/new year’s
one thing u wish u could change abt ur life: the crippling depression/abandonment issues are getting kinda old, I’d like to feel like I have a stable community/family who love and support me
whats getting on ur nerves rn: the discourse
favourite tv shows: star trek (all of them but esp DS9), idk I’m sort of obsessed with yuri on ice at the moment, those two are the main ones tbh?
first best friend: my girl India who doesn’t have a tumblr but we’ve been best friends since we met on the playground at age 5. our moms are also tight.
listening to rn: nothing, the sound of my laptop fan straining to keep my computer from bursting into flame
3 fears: never having a group of people I feel I can call family, never being in love, cavities
4 turn ons: self-awareness/humility, being sensitive about & respectful of my dysphoria, trust/willingness to be vulnerable, being honest & vocal about what you like
4 turn offs: being boring, being insensitive/distant, not being conscientious about how you interact with my body (i.e. assuming you can just treat my body the same way you’d treat a woman’s body and that’s a-ok), heterosexuality of any kind
sexual orientation: gay tbh
senior year quote in my year book: oh god some generic hillary clinton quote about feminism I don’t even wanna remember it
first thing i notice in a person: ?? what they look like?
shoe size: 7M/9W (US)
eye colour: hazel
hair colour: brown
favourite item of clothing: probably my leather jacket, close runners up are my high-waisted black jeans that look good with pretty much anything and my crop top that says “I got to second base at Jonah’s bar mitzvah, January 7th 1978″
what colour of underwear i’m wearing rn: blue/brown/white stripes
favourite season: whichever one has like 60-70F weather, used to be summer but now that’s spring lol
how much time i spent on designing my blog: not much I just picked a theme
the reason i joined tumblr: this is pretty sad but... I wanted to make friends
do i ever get “good morning” or “goodnight” texts: only if I’m like talking to someone right before going to bed
when did i last hold hands: don’t remember
how long does it take me to get ready in the morning: depends, anywhere from 10 minutes to an hour
have i shaved my legs in the past 3 days: LMAO try the last 4 years
where am i rn: on my couch
do i like music loud or at a reasonable level: reasonable, loud noises are scary
3 things i love: my friends, dogs, idk earth?
how i feel rn: I need to gtf to sleep lol
something i rlly, rlly want: to feel like I don’t have to radically change my body to be attractive to the people I want to attract
3 things that upset me: feeling like I’m hurting or burdening other people, straight men trying to hit on me, the persistent feeling that being transmasc somehow makes me a bad person
what i find attractive in other ppl: appreciating subjects other than your field of study, confidence, ambition, someone who’s accomplished interesting things in their life, being friendly, genuine & not condescending
3 habits i have: staying in bed all day on days when I don’t have to do anything, only eating part of my lunch during lunch time and eating the rest for dinner, carrying off ridiculous amounts of free food from events
something i fantasize abt: feeling comfortable and secure in my attractiveness vis a vis how my body looks, and in my presence in gendered spaces
something im talented at: singing, memorization, embarrassing myself
the blog i give the most notes to: idk, probably sara tbh
last person re-blogged sth from me: I haven’t checked my notifications in a while o_0
do i smoke/drink: I drink with friends
my favourite food: I’m a big fan of things with cheese in them. also guacamole.
my favourite dessert: it really depends ugh I guess cake?
what i did yesterday: had my last day of classes, went to work, went to an award ceremony/opening gala for an integrated DNA technologies sponsored exhibit at the field museum (it was so fancy I felt so grown up and fancy), went to kat’s birthday party
number of kids i want: ????
number of siblings i have: none
something thats constantly on my mind: trangst (trans angst)
last person i messaged on tumblr: teddy (void-for-president)
can i drive: nope :/
what state or part of the world do i live in: Chicago, from Brooklyn
am i in school: 3rd year undergrad
do i get grossed out easily: not generally, but certain specific things will do it (ex. dead animals especially FISH)
somewhere i would like to visit for a week: hm maybe go back and see Alaska again? check on that mountain biking trail I helped build in 10th grade
i’ll love u if: make an effort to spend your free time with me/take the initiative in telling me that you value my being in your life
last show i binge-watched: I binged legend of korra over winter break, probably that
what words upset me the most: idk I guess people telling me I’m wrong for existing in the spaces that I occupy?
what words make me feel best abt myself: when people tell me they value having me in their lives and that I make them feel good about themselves
a wish that i’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: that’s not a thing that I do :/
who i would switch lives with for a day: idk maybe someone who’s already gone on T and sings just so I could get a sense of what the voice change is like for a singer? or like. a famous celebrity or something.
my favourite ice cream: green tea I think?
allergies: minor allergy to raw eggplant I think, every time I eat undercooked eggplant my mouth starts to feel like it’s swelling up, not like my throat is being blocked off but just my mouth starts to hurt quite noticeably
sexiest person to come to mind immediately: alskdjfsldk this is really hard uhh uhhh ok see my first thought is like star trek characters but I can’t say that ok let’s go with john boyega he’s gorgeous and seems like a ray of sunshine
my childhood career choice: biologist!
one of my insecurities: that being transmasc nonbinary and still participating in some women’s spaces/not letting go of some aspects of womanhood makes me a bad person and specifically is harming transfeminine people
how many blogs am i following: just over 100 I think
how many tabs/different windows do i have open at this very moment: 2 windows, this is the only tab open in this window because my internet sucks and tumblr is a monster website, the other window has 13 tabs
coke or pepsi: not super into either, I guess coke although my aunt used to work for pepsi so I should be loyal
tea or coffee: tea
movie or book: movie probably, I don’t actually read that much it’s embarrassing, although frankly I don’t really watch movies that much either
a sense i would be willing to lose: none omg! I guess if I had to pick taste? since taste is mostly smell anyway
quote i live by: I don’t really?
type of accessory i wear the most: does the leather jacket count? otherwise none
last awkward situation i found myself in: I kept trying to pet eva’s dog today but I just ended up scaring her
what time is it rn: way too late
a song that made me cry: hallelujah by leonard cohen, not actually, just like made me v emotional (yes I’m thinking abt that yiddish cover)
first song u ever sang at karaoke: are we talking like legit karaoke at a karaoke place or like hanging out in my best friend from middle school’s basement singing along with her CD of karaoke tracks for the hottest hits of the mid-2000s bc I don’t remember the former but the latter was definitely sk8r boi
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