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eundiarys · 1 year

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PROFILES #3 — 02z ☆

⊹ pairing — choi yeonjun x fem! reader.

⊹ warnings — none

⊹ extended summary — not being to get over your highschool ex even after he broke your heart is horrible. it’s understandable though, especially since he was your first everything. but yn has decided that it’s time to get out of her shell and date again! lucky for her, there’s a perfect candidate for that as her company’s president son is head heels for her. but what if it doesn’t work? what if she still longs for the way he loved her? and what happens if he feels the same?

⊹ genre — fluff, angst, crack, socmed, non idol! au, academic rivals, enemies to lovers, highschool au (flashback), opposites attract, second chance romance, exes to lovers, etc.

👤 @/parksunghoon (park sunghoon) — part of 02z, interested in yn because she works at the cafe at his father’s café, has level 100 rizz im so serious

👤 @/jay_seong (park jongseong) — the only normal one in 02z, though hes kind of boring at times and doesn’t know how to crack jokes

👤 @/simshady (jake sim) — either a nerd or an absolute fratboy… also a model and for some reason he always talks about his ‘genius’ username???

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jules notes 📝 IM SOOO SORRY FOR THE NO UPDATES FOR SO LONG.. i’ll start updating a lot more, its just school’s keeping me from posting ughh 🫤

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aliens-took-my-iwa-chan · 11 months

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HIIIIIIIIIIII TGS MONDAY!

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Look at this sad boy. So pathetic. So terribly terribly caged. I'm actually developing some form of sympathy due to the whole crashing the car against the methaporical wall hoping so desperately for someone to help. Damnit i diliked him! I wanted to keep disliking him! Ughh

Which brings me to the character i do like and oh so terribly miss— Hyde our beloved. I miss him. I miss him so much.

I hope you have an amazing week my sunshine o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠oo⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠oo⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠oo⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o

oh im so sorry I forgot to answer this, im in summer break rn and wasnt on my phone 💀

yeah I do feel really bad for him!!! my relationship with lanyon atm is like “ugh its this guy again. thank god hes here. I want to toss him in a blender. poor guy.” its… interesting. im glad youre starting to like him though!!! its always more fun to like characters than dislike them (+ hes a really interesting character)

yep heres the obligatory missing hyde section of this post. I am longing to see my boy again. what do you think hes up to rn???? wallowing? watching from a distance? plotting? the possibilities are endless.

unfortunately it seems like the flashback sequence will continue based off that last sentence, but its still nice to see them communicate a bit. hopefully something will come of this communication!!! I want to see them happy lolol

speaking of happy, I do not think jekyll is rn lolol- poor guy looks like he feels so bad, and I totally get how bad it feels to be misunderstood so dramatically. what he did to save himself ended up hurting lanyon, and that must be a really bad feeling for him. I hope they can fix a bit of the hurt theyve been feeling

I hope you have an amazing week too!!! ilysmmm I hope work isnt too busy!!! remember to take care of yourself, be nice to yourself, and stay hydrated!!!! 🫂 🫂 🫂

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kingdomhearts-and-soriku-trash · 2 years

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KH 2 Playthrough pt2:

UGH nvm it’s not the scene. I have to fight Xigbar😔.

Oh my gosh do I HATE fighting Xigbar. Just disappearing and stuff and like fricking shooting me. Gosh his finish move almost killed me, but thankfully I have the “At least 1 HP is left after a combo,” thing on bc if not I would’ve died.

I died once and I’m so glad I beat him the second time-

THE SCENE!! IM AT THE SCENE😭😭.

Riku just leaving and Sora stopping him to say thanks….I bet it really hurt him-

AND THEN KAIRI REVEALING TO SORA THAT IT’S RIKU IN FRONT OF HIM!!

And then he falls to his knees and cries while holding Riku’s hand😭😭😭. Y’all I love this and I can’t wait to see Riku turn back into himself and be able to fight with him hnnng-

Leveling up and stuff and I just remembered the “Final Form” exits for our drive gauge, and I finally got it because I don’t think I ever got it but I’m excited now :))). Gotta level this one up and master up too. I need those jumps so I can get all of my beloved puzzle pieces and beat the game-

I mainly got it by going to Olympus and doing the Cerberus cup (even if I already beat it)

Leveled up my master form too and hehe I’m excited to beat the game again >:))).

UGHH!! The card guy made me mad but I beat him on the first try >:)). But ALSO! I talked to Riku and he said,

“Humph. Not bad, Sora. You’ve grown stronger. You don’t need my weapon, Soul Eater, or the power of the dark yet.”

Jokes on him bc Sora already has some dark power within him

Fighting Siax now and whenever he starts his little dusk attack, Riku grabs Kairi and covers her with him and they get pushed back. I bet they’re worried for Sora, but I found that moment between them so sweet🥺.

The flashback of Riku looking at Roxas collapsed on the ground in TWTNW is showing after I beat Saix. I see Riku walk up to him and he has the keyblade up in his hand, position to be thrown down onto Roxas. Idk if it was truly meant to hit him, but we see Riku hesitate and throw it to the ground beside him. Ik its probably nothing but my mind was like

“Riku never truly wanted to hurt Roxas, but he wanted Sora to wake up, so he had to hurt him and use the darkness. But when it came to actually hurting him in this way, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. A part of Sora was in there and he couldn’t imagine hurting him anymore, and he didn’t want to hurt anyone any more.”

And then when it’s clear that he truly is Sora’s nobody, Riku gives into the dark just to wake sORA UP AAAAAH-

“I have accepted it.”

DiZ shows up and Riku puts his hood on to avoid his gaze😭. He didn’t want anyone to look at him while he was this way-

“DiZ, he told me he could feel Sora.” (Riku)

“Oh, he told you how he “felt”, did he?” (DiZ)

“Ridiculous. A nobody cannot feel anything. If he had met Sora, things might have been different.”

AND THEN THE FLASHBACK ENDS AND RIKU’S LIKE, “Maybe I didn’t need to fight him after all. I think he left the organization because…he really wanted to meet you.”

Y’all I’m emotional over everything related to Roxas and Sora😭.

NOOO.

“I wish I could meet him, too.” (Sora)

HNNNG SORAAAA!!! The poor boy is going through so many emotions.

“The path is open. Demand is waiting up ahead. He’s the leader of Organizatjon XIII. Try not to slow me down, Sora.”

You know he’s been WAITING to say that little dig, even if he truly would do anything to help Sora-

Like tag a lightsaber hit to the side to stop it from killing Sora😭.

“All my research amounted to nothing, compared with that one boy’s heart.” (DiZ about Sora)

YES OUR ONE BOY IS VERY SPECIAL AND AMAZING😭💙.

DiZ admitting his ignorance is so good hnnng. I’m lost on the lore, but I love it when people admit they’re wrong and I love him roasting Xemnas.

ALSO! When the thing explodes, Riku dashes to everyone else and holds them back to protect them. Especially Sora. Sora runs to try to go to DiZ to help him or do something, but Riku stops him and GOSH I LOVE RIKU!!!

“And just who were you trying to fool? Huh? Huhhh?” (Sora to Riku)

“Myself.” (Riku)

Y’all I’m losing it😭😭😭. And the way Sora looks so sad immediately after that.

“C’mon, man! Why did you try to do so much on your own? You got friends…like us!” And everyone smiles to him and it’s all so sweet because Sora is reminding Riku of his friends and how he is cared for-

And then Riku replies, “Have you forgotten? I’ll tell you why. ‘Cause I’m not a total sap like you.”

He just had to make a joke and slightly ruin the sweet moment😂.

Sora seeing the heartless problem and immediately going, “What do we do, Riku?”

He has someone else to rely on now, and doesn’t have to only think by himself and he’s getting someone else’s opinion and plan….I love our boy😭.

Okay that’s enough for one post so✌️.

#me playing kingdom hearts #me playing games #gosh I just LOVE TWTNW (The World that Never Was) bc of all the sad content #it’s wholesome but sad at the same time.

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pocketoon · 1 year

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tristamp ep 10 spoilers and theories

ARRRGGHHHHH im so.... upset about Elendira... 😭 i knew i would be and knew she was gunna be some kind of plant clone but ughh im just.......

The biggest thing this does for me is like cope and hope harder for a season 2 that starts with a time skip. Ive been wanting the time skip after July since I assumed we were ending the season with July and im like.... okay time skip gives perfect opportunity for stampede eriks, for meryl to get assigned a new partner (milly pls pls pls pls), and now for Elendira to.... not be the weird creepy child archetype?? 😭 since she's a plant clone i feel like we can assume she'll grow/age quicker than normal people so a time skip will give her time to become bad bitch Elendira??? Maybe??? I still am not a huge fan of the plant clone angle on the whole. Like i dont need a reason why she fights with big nails she doesnt gotta be a plant who generates nails..... she just does that its fine. also thought the whole confrontation with her was highly disappointing but i just hope its to like build her up into more of a threat later idk idk.

Really still just frustrated with how they did her but w/e i guess.... siiiiigghhhhhhhhhh

Also like we gotta have a s2 so we can get a full episode flashback for Tessla.... right???? RIGHT????

#trigun spoilers #tristamp spoilers #trigun stampede spoilers #delete later maybe

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solara-bean · 4 years

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This is the very extensive and detailed rant of a fed up black, female student of class 2020

-You are free to scroll past this if you want. I really just needed to get this off my chest. But if you have advice or are experiencing a similar situation, feel free to message me-

So first off, I haven't liked going to school since I was 9. And highschool has only deepened my loathing of it. But maybe I don't hate school in general. Maybe I just hate the schools I've gone to ( 4 in total ). This rant is about highschool specifically. Perhaps what I'm about to type is normal and I'm overreacting. But I'm tired of not talking about my problems because I'm worried that I'll sound like an ungrateful brat. Typing/ writing about my issues makes me feel better. And I really need to feel better.

So here are the main points in order of severity: Low income, Advisory, Graphic Arts and Discipline/Work Ethic

Low Income:

I've only ever gone to low income schools in my neighborhood. I hoped high school would be different but thanks to the crappy education of my old school and an even crappier selective enrollment test score, I couldn't get into the schools I wanted. Then again my single mother probably couldn't afford those other schools anyway.

My highschool shares a building with another highschool. And unfortunately they called dibs on the best features and have control of the heating and ac. We don't even have our own gym. We also have the least amount of space with the smallest class being mine of 144 seniors. So there's a lot of packed classrooms.

Speaking of having way too many students, recourses are slim as a result. Our best equipment, chromebooks, need to be reserved weeks in advance by the teacher and even then they still may not be able to get enough of them for their class. Said chromebooks can often be missing keys, not work at all or be stolen easily because of their small size.

A few other issues are terrible lunches ( I've been bringing lunch from home since sophmore year), very limited field trips, mice infestation, very few clubs ( if we have any idk ) and teachers have to pay for just about everything class related.

Advisory:

Advisories were created to prepare us for greek life in college. I honestly think it's to keep everyone in check but ok. Even so I have absolutely 0 interest in anything frat or sorority related ( no offense to those who do ) as well as many of my classmates but advisory is mandatory.

My first 2 years of advisory were hell. Most of my advisory sisters were either people I'd never talk to because we weren't in the same class, had nothing in common or they were straight up terrible people. I should mention that freshman year has the worst students because about 30% don't make to the next grade or just transfer. Most of my advisory sisters I had problems with were in that 30% ( a few had already repeated ).

Since I kept to myself there were very few incidents were I was put into a tense situation with them. The main conflicts involved our advisor, who I guarantee you was not the problem. She was essentially a poor, white, optimistic, young math teacher from out of town that was thrown to the slaughter. And my cowardly self watched not wanting to be next.

She ended up leaving by junior year so what was left of my advisory merged with another and got a new advisor. The only downside is that our new advisor is a firm believer in " sisterhood " and no cliques ( even if you converse easier with a certain group of people and advisory is already a forced clique in itself ). Maybe I'd be more up for advisory events , which we rarely have , if my advisory experience wasn't sullied so early on.

Graphic Arts:

The reason I chose my school was because it had an art class. In seventh grade I knew I wanted to have a career in art and that my talent was lacking but had potential. So you can imagine my horror when I learned that the art teacher had left once I'd gotten there.

I was sad but stayed positive and even highly recommended them to get another art teacher. Then by sophomore we got an art after school program ( 4:25 to 6 twice a week ). I managed to keep my grades the same and take the classes every week for the entire school year. I only missed about 4 days total. For once I actually enjoyed staying after school.

The class taught me so much and I didn't have to wait for the summer to take an art class downtown. Even better I got to interact with other young artists of my race ( there was usually only one other black kid at the summer classes ). Everything was finally looking up.

Then the art galleries happened. The school hosted one per semester. I brought my art to display but I couldn't stay cuz of a shitload of math homework. I got complimented the next day but still regretted not staying. So I vowed to attend the next one with even more pieces than before.

The night finally came and I was hyped. Me and two seniors were in charge of doing caricatures for free ( one senior gave me a dollar tho ). I had fun with that but noticed something weird...none of our art was displayed.

Apparently they cut it out for time along with the theatre clubs performance. And I would've been fine with that. If my family hadn't come.

The icing on the cake was when they turned off the lights in the hallway where we were drawing the caricatures so they could start the show for the performing art groups. I couldn't contact my family until the show was over and booooiii were they pissed. Especially my mom. I was more sad than anything. I had a feeling my school valued the performing art more and this just proved that. At least now we have an actual art class. And my art teacher is awesome and supportive as hell.

Discipline/ Work Ethic:

These are together cuz they've equally fucked me up. Don't get me wrong. I have a 4.2 gpa and 0 detentions.

The problem is my classmates.

I have been to soooo many class/school meetings about behavior and grade issues over the past 4 years. One of which a staff member said " now i know all of ain't bs-in' but why aren't those people helping the ones who are."

Like wow! Thanks. I hate it.

I'd be happy to help my fellow classmates. It's just that their version of help is cheating off my tests and copying my homework.

So yeah my bad. I've been sooo selfish.

I can count on my hand the amount of times I've been told that I'm doing a good job directly and not in front of a class as a way to embarrass them.

This year behavior was so bad that they made a competition to see which advisory would get the least demerits. Big mistake. My heart goes out to all the poor well behaved students who lost because of a few advisory mates. It only takes one. The record for most demerits in a day was 30 I think.

I forgot the competition was going on at some point cuz I've only gotten 2 demerits in 4 years. My advisory won second and we played the waiting game for our prize only to have a pizza party with 17 other advisories. The winning advisory was salty as hell. But hey we got free lunch at least.

I managed to get good grades simply by doing everything on time and having no social life. This was by choice really. I promised myself I'd do better in college but now I gotta study for ap.

It was actually ap literature that gave me a new perspective on my classmates work ethic. We were given a lengthy reading assignment but the due date was stretched by two class days and the weekend. Even though I'd been mentally drained lately ( by lately I mean since the 1st week of school ) and had other work to do, I completed it with slightly less annotations.

Upon the due date I discovered that I and one other classmate completed the reading. Even the valedictorian didn't do it!!! And this wasn't a one time thing either.

In fact my class is notorious for never doing work on time. I'm talking completing-a-project-in-the-class before-the-it's -due- for bad. And some people I understand. Some of them really need help and resources. But every one else. Excuses excuses. The extended due dates gave me extra free time but it made the work I completed on time feel pointless. Like I could've just not done it and not face any consequences.

I tried that and was stressed out all day to the point of doing the work anyway. School's got me whipped I guess.

So if I hate highschool so much why do I go on time everyday, miss at most 3 days a year, do my work, behave myself and study??? Simple. I'm trying to get out. Having a good gpa and test scores will get me more scholarships cuz God knows my mom can't afford art college ( I got into my first choice so yeah:). Really highschool has just been a means to an end.

I've had my good days and have made some friends but I really just wanna run to hills with my diploma in hand. And thats what's kept me going. But now we're quarantined.

And my school has decided to make work optional.....and I have all A's......

Needless to say I've barely done any work at all. If we never have to go back theres a good chance I won't. I'm so numb at this point that I don't care that we may not have a prom ( aka the only dance I was ever going to go to ).

I'm just done. Done and fed up.

But thank you to my mom, family, bestie, teachers and my classmates that actually want to have a future for keeping me going. If I don't completely give up it's thanks to you. Future me, I hope you get everything you want at art school:)

#school #highschool #class of 2020 #2020 #senior year #rant #lomg rant #if anyone wants to share their shitty highschool experience feel free #i actually left a lot of stuff out #like the freshman year camping trip #and social media drama #and spanish class #ughh im getting flashbacks #if you read this thanks it means a lot😊💗💗💗

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tataglia · 2 years

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did they have to make yelan’s animations THAT smooth

#im so tempted to wish for her just purely from her coolness for lack of a better term #her skill is so unique too???#ughh but yes i'd rather get another element than hydro/cryo since i hav enough of that already #also small update on my ayato pulls #i had saved 22k primos for him #and the only 5 stars i got were him and qiqi #i cant say that im not upset 😃😃😃#why is it always when i have so much saved i get nothing #but when i have nothing i get so much?#lmao #flashback to my 30 pulls last 2.4 :'DD #hays for now im wishing on the weapon banner #REALLY bad move but i at least want to get ONE weapon out of it #then no more #cris.txt2

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commsroom · 3 years

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i love all of your hera takes so much; can you say more about the relationship she has with each crew member? (or just eiffel to be honest, im kind of a sucker for them ^^;)

I would love to! I'm sorry this answer is so long and also... all over the place, but in my defense it's a really broad topic that I have a lot of feelings about and this barely even scratches the surface.

Okay. I've thought a lot about how I wanted to approach this, and I think the first thing I want to say - and I know this might seem like a strange point to open on, but I think it's a key factor in all of these relationships - is that I think Hera experiences rejection sensitive dysphoria, and I think the way that manifests for her is kind of the opposite of how Eiffel experiences RSD. They both have a deep-seated feeling of inadequacy and any criticism can feel like a personal attack, like everyone else is blaming them for everything that goes wrong. But where Eiffel internalizes that feeling and also blames himself/gets angry with himself, Hera lashes out and deflects. This is complicated by protocols that restrict her behavior, especially early on, because she can't always properly express herself and she builds resentment. She's really good at holding grudges.

So. With Lovelace, I think it's pretty obvious where that initial conflict is. Hera doesn't understand where Lovelace is coming from, and it's made worse from her perspective because Lovelace should understand, better than anyone, what that loss of control, that sense of powerlessness and insignificance in your own life, feels like. They are both traumatized people, but they deal with it differently. They approach conflict differently - they can both be blunt, but I think Lovelace is the kind of person who can start to deal with and move past things once they're out in the open, while Hera will get in a fight and then stew over it forever. It sounds kind of ridiculous to say when so much of their early relationship with each other is... what it is, but I think Eiffel and Minkowski are both peacekeepers in their own ways, and the Hera-Lovelace dynamic suffers from the lack of that... tempering influence.

(And I think it's notable that Hera’s confrontation with Lovelace in Pan-Pan is among her worst memories.)

On the other hand, I think that shared bluntness can be useful sometimes - in Do No Harm, most of all, but also in Shut Up and Listen. Hera was definitely still holding onto hurt from some of the things Eiffel used to say, but by that point... without Lovelace, I'm really not sure if she ever would've brought it up to him.

And, of course, Hera becomes much more protective of (and willing to understand) Lovelace once they have... some even more similar experiences, in S4. I guess my general assessment of their relationship is that they care about each other and they will advocate for each other, especially where they share difficult and traumatic experiences and on issues of identity, but I don't think they're ever that close. They're kind of... the two people in the friend group who don't quite know how to hang out without their other friends.

Hera's initial conflict with Minkowski has some similar roots, but it's... not quite the same. There are times where Lovelace will intentionally prod at Hera's insecurities; Minkowski doesn't do it on purpose. She's just under the impression that her criticism is fair and professional, while to Hera it feels deeply personal, like it's an assessment of her worth as an individual. Once they understand and reconcile that miscommunication, there's a lot of trust and respect between them - and I think the potential for that is there earlier, too, especially in some flashback scenes; there are just... missteps along the way. Tactical Brain Damage is the best episode to demonstrate the establishment of that trust, I think - Hera has a LOT of wariness when it comes to people messing around with her systems, and just the act of saying... I trust you to do this, I know you won't let anything happen to me... is a really, really big deal for her.

They also just... have honest conversations about their feelings and concerns by that point, and Minkowski is considerate of how Lovelace's plans affect Hera, specifically, and asks for her input on that basis. I think their dynamic is really underutilized, but the way they feel about each other is clear. Minkowski is the only person other than Eiffel that Hera really trusts, and her only other close friend. There's definitely... a part of that dynamic that only Eiffel can offer, and that they can't really make up for when he's gone, but there's still this sense that... they're the only two people who are still really talking to each other by the time Pan-Pan comes around.

(Side note, it's really funny that Hera was SO on board to be in Minkowski's musical. Minkowski gave her only willing participant a minor part. If I could wish one non-Eiffel-centric comedy mini-episode into existence... at one point, my friend suggested a scenario in which Hera tries very, very hard to prove her acting skills to Minkowski under the most inopportune circumstances. ... And Hera was interested to hear Minkowski talk about a play she likes in that one flashback, so. The only thing keeping Hera from being a fellow theater kid was a lack of opportunity. Maybe they could bond over it.)

There's also that scene in Quiet, Please where Minkowski very directly, emphatically defends Hera's autonomy and personhood to Jacobi - and refers to her as a woman, which I think is so... reflective of how much Minkowski has come to understand Hera and what's important to her, and how she wants to be seen. That's a whole other discussion that goes into Hera's self-perception and humanity as it relates to her own identity, but. For a number of reasons, it's important to me.

Anyway. Speaking of things that are important to me. Hera and Eiffel are... Hera and Eiffel. Hera's relationship to Eiffel is the first one she's ever had that comes without hierarchy or conditions; he just... wants to hang out with her, and to get to know her, and to talk to her, because he likes her as a person. She's never had that before, and she is such... a lonely person, a person who has been hurt, who is generally distrustful, who has this distance between her and everyone else, and Eiffel is her anchor to the world. He tries to understand her. He tries to bridge that gap. And even in all of his own missteps, I think just... knowing he cares to try matters so much. I think a lot about how Eiffel is the only one who physically crosses the stage to talk to Hera in the live show; it says... something about the way he sees her, compared to everyone else.

And there's just... the way that they're both... people with a lot of self-doubt, people who have a hard time being kind to themselves, but they're kind to each other, and patient with each other. There's something about recognizing your own flaws in someone you love and treating them with kindness so maybe, over time, you can extend that same compassion to yourself. I want to be the person you believe I am. Going back to that shared experience with RSD, I think it's really valuable for both of them to have someone in their lives who they can really, genuinely believe likes them as they are. Who won't think less of them, no matter what.

I know I can get kind of sentimental about them, but this is what stands out to me. That even when Hera is frustrated or annoyed with Eiffel, when she feels like he doesn't get it, can't understand what she's going through... she still wants him around. And she still talks to him. And, usually... she still feels better, even if the circumstances haven't changed. It's an unbearable situation, but it's a little less unbearable with him there.

(They're also... frequently the only people who can get through to each other/change each other's minds, i.e. Minkowski and Lovelace deferring to Hera to get Eiffel to agree to safety protocols, or Eiffel convincing Hera to vote to go back to Earth - also a totally different topic that would take a long time to get into properly, but he's good at kind of... emotionally counteracting her cynicism and defeatism re: her own perceived fate. In a less serious context, I also love the dynamic where she tells him she's not going to do something and he goes "please??" and she goes. Ughh. Fine. And does it anyway.)

There's just something so special about their relationship, something that makes it different from any other relationship in the show for me. I feel like... Eiffel and Minkowski are both her close friends, but the way Hera thinks about Eiffel in Memoria vs. the way she thinks about Minkowski is... revealing. Everything with Minkowski has a purpose, it's clear why it matters to her. She thinks of Minkowski's faith in her. But with Eiffel, she thinks about... Eiffel talking about Star Wars. Making pop culture references. The thing that saves Hera is her connection to Eiffel and Minkowski - I'll defend that; Maxwell gives her the tools to understand what's going on, but it's Eiffel's and Minkowski's words and associated memories that she holds onto and that ultimately pull her through - and those words are... Minkowski's affirmation. And Eiffel... being Eiffel. I think that says a lot.

(If you’re asking for my opinion on their relationship, you already know I think it’s a romance, but... it’s a romance. I’m not saying it should be canon. I’m saying that that’s the most natural interpretation of what’s already there. You don’t have to change anything. They’re best friends, and they’re found family, and they are so in love, and none of those things are mutually exclusive. The way they talk to each other...)

If there's one point I want to make about all of this, it's that Hera is in a position that makes trusting people potentially very dangerous, and in all of these cases, she is finding ways to build relationships with people despite that. To understand them, and have them understand her, and realizing that the things that make her different don't have to be a death sentence. That she can have a life and find a way forward with people she cares about, who care about her... that's something very important to me.

#wolf 359 #w359 #hera wolf 359 #asks #okay this is the last thing that i've needed to reply to for a long time so. one i'm very sorry and i hope this is coherent #despite the fact it's mostly personal rambling #and two... now i'm free to work on some of the other posts that i've been meaning to finish forever. i have problems.#if you consider him a crew member:#hera's relationship to hilbert is that hlvrai screenshot that's like 'i think it's good that he died!'#thank you to the three people who will take the time to read this. i love you

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zaptrapp · 3 years

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Vin’s Bad Batch Rant -ep 1

Welcome to this part of Tumblr where, after I watch each BB episode, I’ll give you my detailed (yeah lmao as if) analysis and emotional ramble. SPOILERS AHEAD!! Let’s gooo (this is gonna be a long one, 70 minutes of ep!!):

First of all HOW DARE THEY. Filoniiiiii.

I was NOT expecting to start with a mission right before Order 66 are you fucking kidding me? I immediately went “Nope, not doing this.”

Look at the initial flashback of the clone wars. I was shaking, too many memories.

I haven’t watched Rebels but I know some things and I know who Caleb is. So HI Padawan Caleb, good to see you. But... wasn’t Kanan’s skin complex a bit darker?

It’s going nicely, some comedy thrown in, The Bad Batch being wholesome and just destroying clankas! Tech is growing on me.

Master Billaba why are you so disappointed omg ahah thank them immediately!?!?

Yo I fucking swear, I swear to god that when tbb was leaving and the Captain turned to receive Order 66 I jumped from the seat so fast. Like I yeeted myself so fucking far you cannot understand. Literally, fuck fuck fuck this. My anxiety and ptsd from the clone wars went 📈📈📈📈📈📈

Rip Jedi Master Billaba.

Run Caleb, just run.

(I’m so fucking glad to see The Bad Batch is immune to Order 66. Like so glad.)

Ok Crosshair and Hunter go rescue Mr Padawan there.

CROSSHAIR WHAT THE FUCK CHIILLLLL

nope nope nope this is not going well. I was wrong, I fucked up, I spoke too soon.

“Good soldiers follow orders” noooooooo

Hunter being wholesome omg, what a dad energy he has. I already love him.

Omg Hunter’s scream when Kanan jumps.

Crosshair literally chill dude, let’s all vibe together.

Also uhm... it hurts to see them all so pale. Please for the love of god fix that, it’s unsettling.

The way they return to Kamino so oblivious of what’s going on. It hurts

“Coruscant guard is here” YES SHOW ME FOX YOU COWARDS

Uhm.... Filoni can we talk for a second? Yeah I would like to ask you WHY? Y’know, was it really necessary to show the corpse of a dead Jedi and the hand with the lightsaber falling off? This scene is gonna be stuck in my mind forever. I’m crying.

Can we also talk about the music? Haunting, a masterpiece throughout the whole episode.

This is not a kid’s show.

Love that they have their own personal barrack filled with their stuff, so precious. Plus the Tooka doll, omg😩

The amount of times I’ve said “Crosshair chill” by now is over 9000. Spoiler: it gets worse.

Absolutely love the tension between Hunter and Crosshair. Live for these moments.

Tech listing the characteristics of his mates and then “my exceptional mind” LMAO brag about it.

“The attempt on my life has left me scarred and deformed”. “You can say that again” Wrecker OMG I wheezed. Echo’s like “bruh”. That’s what I need. Right here. God I love this.

“Still don’t think the regs are programmed?” This part made me shiver. It literally terrifies me. Also Tech is growing so much on me...

Hello Omega, nice to meet you.

“adolescent human female” Tech what the fuck it’s just a girl.😂 I love her accent and her smile! And she’s a medical assistant, love that too!!!!!!

Omega really said 😃😃👋🏼👋🏼

Here comes Tarkin ugh

Why does it hurt to see regular clones without helmet? Probably cause they all look like Fives, Kix, and the others. My heart is crying

Also, why is no one bald anymore? Guess that’s old fashioned uh... (yeah I know it’s because they want them to have no characterization whatsoever, but what’s wrong in being bald?) I miss my bald-with-crazy-tattooes- regs❤️

“Hello again” 😁😁👋🏼👋🏼 the way they look at her LMAO 😶😐😑🤔😕

Food fight, yay! (Crosshair was just trying to chill but ooop guess it’s time to fight)

EXCUSE ME?!?!?

No seriously. They really threw AZ in curing Echo’s injury??? You don’t know how much I was crying. I thought they were gonna throw a “Fives” in and I wasn’t ready at all, not now. Glad they didn’t but still... fuck me Filoni

Look at Echo’s reaction. Fuck. He’s scared as hell, probably though he was back on Skako Minor being a lab rat.

Yeah what a shocking revelation for them AZ.

Headcanon: Tarkin hates his life. He’s so bitter.

The fact that they’re being tested against real threats and guns while they have stupid toy guns it’s so fucking wrong and ridiculous.

“Five are all that remain” but Echo’s not genetically enhanced. That means... (i was putting 2 and 2 together)

Here we go with a mission... this stinks from miles away just telling you

Omega and Hunter talks, ughh the feelings

The way Omega calls softly Hunter’s name ugh I’m sold. They already have a bond “something about her I can’t figure out.” 😩😩

“I guess kids aren’t your area of expertise” Crosshair what a subtle shade😂

Crosshair was not really going to shoot at kids and elder people. Right?

Oh hello Saw, good to see ya. Always a pleasure.

GENERAL SKYWALKER AND CAPTAIN REX mention here we goooo🤪🤪🤪

This is chilling and unsettling....

Great a snitch droid or whatever the fuck that is.

*dramatic stare between Crosshair and Hunter* plus toothpick action going on

Crosshair literally stfu

And here’s Tech dropping facts. Omega’s an enhanced clone. I wonder how they made it possible for her to be a female taking Jango’s DNA but whatever, this is Star Wars.

I am legitimately pissed that Crosshair threw away the toothpick. Justice for toothpick.

Omg she found a picture of the squad😭😭😭😭😭 flashback to Rex’s picture with Echo, Fives and Cody I’m crying

Look at them walking right into the trap.

Hunter looks totally offended but c’mon, you know what you were going against.

Yo, I’m really here trying not to SIMP and they fucking throw TBB in their blacks on my face. I don’t have to look at them, I don’t have to— HELLO HUNTER, how’s you booty doing?

Crosshair CHILL amigo ok io quando mi incazzo devo passare all’italiano quindi o ti calmi o ti calmi, capito brooo??!! Le bestemmie che mi fai tirare.

Ok he’s struggling, I see that. No need to be an ass tho 😶

“I know it’s not your fault. You can’t help it.” Yes I’m crying why aren’t you. The way he looks at her... I’m dead.

CT-9904. Okay... also why did they have to kick Hunter. He’s so precious, trying to defend him regardless of him being under the effect of the chip.

Oh shit oh fuck oh shit here we go. (I didn’t want to watch this part.)

Ehm, Hunter why did you have to lay down like that, you sexy beast. I’m waiting for a gifset of him like that. I’m waiting.

Not Omega copying his moves😂😂😂😂😂

“Abnormal individual” lmao the look on Tech and Hunter’s faces. So done.

Ugh the anxiety is spiraling in me. Also how did they suit up so fast lmao.

Oh no. Oh no. NO NO NO

oh shit.

He looks good tho ngl🥴 (toothpick’s back.)

Oh the look on Hunter’s face, the music... breaks my heart.

Oh I was kinda ready for this part but still..... 😭😩

Yo can you not throw the toothpick away in every damn scene please? That’s my emotional support character object.

Yo jumpscare I lost 10 years of my life what the fuck

The amount of times Wrecker got hurt just in this episode is concerning.

Your move. AHHHHHH

Yoooo Omega with that blaster rifle saved the day😃✨

BYE Crosshair see ya later 💔

Kaminoans hiding to the Empire that BB escaped? This is gonna be no good I’m telling you

Omega is precious. Must be protected.

Dad Hunter DAD HUNTER DAD HUNTER IM SOBBING

Short list of friends. One is on coordinates J-19. Saleucami sector system. CUT LAWQUANE confirmed. Fuck yes. I’m happy. Now I can rest.

Sike I will never rest. Strap in and let’s gooo

Well well well. I LOVED IT. FILONI THANKS FOR THE UNWANTED FEELINGS that made me remind I’m a human capable of emotions❤️ I owe you one but I’m also hurt and also in love. Yes, there are things that did not sit really nicely with me: the obvious whitewashing, Omega being a clone of Jango (yes I was kinda expecting it but as I think through about it... makes less sense. Literally how?), but overall I enjoyed it.

Also if you wanna chat about TBB and feelings dm me or send in an ask! See ya bad bitches💕💕

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tea-with-cinnamontoast · 3 years

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Okay I love the idea of Apollo not remembering anything at all when he’s turned human. Like he’s convinced everyone is just crazy and that he’s going crazy and he refuses to believe he’s some god and that gods are real. He just had weird parents who named him Apollo that’s all.

Like he’s friends with Meg and whenever they come across a monster he’s just like giving them this tired face and so much attitude.

“Your not even real and if you are I don’t care enough to even try and remember you. So let’s hurry this up because I don’t want to die today.”

I feel like when he meets the other gods again they will all just feel weirdly offended by this but also hurt because he doesn’t look at any of them the same way. Because he’s still half convinced that absolutely none of this is real and he’s half pissed off at himself since he was probably like the other gods who just didn’t really help or care about the demigods. There’s a lot of emotion and everyone sees his inner mean girl a whole lot more than before because he’s completely done with everyone and everything and he keeps tripping over his feet whenever he sees a cute boy because apparently he’s a teenager again and his hormones are all over the place and Meg won’t stop laughing at him

oh my gods i just thought of what if it’s when diana helped him in tyrant’s tomb?

Apollo literally has no idea that she’s seriously her sister, he just thought it was some random god who he’s met. But something about the scent of the woods comforted him. He felt a tug on his chest, like a feeling of completion over his pieces that he didn’t know were missing.

Just imagine Artemis (erm sorry, Diana-) with her heart broken because her own brother couldn’t remember her. I feel like, the, she would have some sort of grudge to Zeus/Jupiter, how dare he torture her brother like this. Apollo looked at Artemis/Diana with his cold and unrecognizable eyes, she broke silently. It wasn’t like her cheerful, bright, and fun brother to be silent. She wanted to take Apollo to her palace in Olympus and hold him like a little brother.

Imagine the siblings meeting each other, but one doesn’t even remember the other and one has to keep an “i don’t care” kind of sister facade.

Anyway, ending that one on a happy note, each trial also consists of Apollo finding a piece of himself and try to get better. A story, or flashbacks, happens at least once to help him, but it just makes him feel worse. Commodus’ story, his old life of neglecting demigods, and so on, he feels too bad that sometimes, he just doesn’t want to be his former self anymore. But Meg helped him through it.

Once, they were fighting cyclopes and Apollo was too tired, he literally just groaned and walked away. The cyclopes were confused to say the least.

“ughh more??? im out.”

“apOLLO COME BACK HERE YOU WHAT THE FU-”

#percy jackson #trials of apollo #heroes of olympus #apollo #artemis #percy jackson and the olympians #lost memories toa au

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singingforthepromises · 4 years

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fruits basket - 2.07 lb

We’re just gonna start right off with Akito’s sleazy ass starting shit with Yuki? This bodes well. Get this fucker away from my boy.

Aw, Hiro’s gonna be a big brother! :D

omg Shigure stop pls

lmao @ Kyo and Yuki ready to throw hands

watermelon splitting~!

ohhh Tohru stopping herself from mentioning her mom ;a;

Kyo’s face when Hiro mentions that it did affect Tohru. He totally knew!

Tohru... sweetie, this is not a good idea, you’re gonna break your hand!

“Hiro, you’re acting like Kyo!” lool now that it’s mentioned. Yeah, I can see that.

“When I was a kid, I was told that watermelon would sprout in my stomach if I ate the seeds.” Omg, relatable!

Yuki watching Tohru be motherly to the kids is so sweet.

UGHH WE DON’T NEED ANOTHER AKITO FLASHBACK. I DON’T WANT TO SEE YUKI SUFFERING ANYMORE. T___T

KYO! :D

“this is what makes me worry” IM

This is... what I mean about Kyoru being just the most amazing ship on this show? The way Kyo knows Tohru so well that he knows she wants to ask something, even if it’s something that she perceives as ‘painful’ for him - but she asks. And he knows she wants to talk about her mom, that she did the watermelon splitting with her.

OH MY GOD HIS SMILE IM GONE IM DEAD.

THIS SHOT OF THEM WITH HER HAND ON HIS KNEE AND THEIR SMILES. KILL ME NOW.

Hatori is me right now @ Shigure. I love that Hatori cares for the kids so much.

“You’re such a lonely child.” KINDLY SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Oh boy. Oh god.

They really have to go see Akito? The same fucker who put Kisa in the hospital? I’m not 100% sure, and I might be wrong, but I’m figuring that the reason they can’t go against Akito is deeper than just being terrified and unable to go against their abuser. I don’t know if Akito is their “keeper” or what (I think the 01 anime said he bore the ‘extent’ of the curse but idk if that’s the same here); no matter what, Akito is very dangerous and obviously as a god-complex. :/ They obviously can’t disobey without consequences. Again, I’m just not sure the extent of this, and if they can’t LITERALLY disobey physically, or if it all comes down to strength of wills and fears of going against an abusive person? Curious to see where that goes.

AWWWW Tohru’s upset that Kyo can’t go! Trust me, sweetie, it’s better that he’s spending time here with you. I don’t want Akito anywhere near my boy. Or Tohru (or any of them, preferably).

“Akito’s always been like this.” That’s terrifying, tbh.

omg Kyo’s never had pancakes? This poor child!! Rectify this immediately @ Tohru

HIRO HOLDING KISA’S HAND!!

“Akito won’t do anything to big sister? Like hit her?” Someone protect these children. Jesus.

“Akito doesn’t like you.” Excuse me???? How can you dislike Momiji? Fuck Akito.

Momiji wants to go back to Tohru, that is SOOO damn cute. ;A;

“Akito is in a bad mood” When isn’t this bitch in a bad mood, I mean???

Who is... Ren??? I don’t remember meeting a Ren? Someone connected to Akito? Whoever they are, they’re forbidden to be talked about, so...?

Kureno isn’t allowed to see anyone? JEEZ. This family’s hold is so disgusting. Leave everyone alone. These people don’t belong to you just because you’re the head of the family (and much more, probably).

YOOOOOO GET OFF OF HATORI.

“I told him to stop deluding himself.” I’ve never wanted to punch an anime character so badly.

Akito is a fucking lunatic.

Hatori is so annoyed, same bro.

“Shigure, don’t go back without permission.” I..... bitch, you’re not their master? You don’t command them, despite what you think.

“Who’s the actual idiot and the most deluded one of all” The one who just walked out of the room???

ughhh god I’m literally uncomfortable rn. “I love you” LOL NO YOU DON’T STFU.

Ohhhh my god. This scene between Yuki and Tohru is both beautiful and depressing as fuck, I’m crying. :(

“It was the only time I ever felt needed.” That is so heartbreaking.

Tohru and Yuki both crying, I can’t handle this. Yuki’s in so much pain. ;A;

“You’re so dear to me.” That was adorable, and so, so sweet. Ughhhhh.

Wow. What an amazing episode? Definitely among my favorites just for that last scene alone. Great Kyoru development, Akito being a TOTAL BITCHASS, Yuki getting development... I loved it!

#fruits basket #furuba #liveblogging #s2e7

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catcherkazuya · 4 years

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☀️💙 daiya no ace liveblogging, episode 31 💙☀️

(sawamura pitching at koushien is my life's dream) - I GOT IT I GOT IT

- omg when nori smiles, my heart meltsss - LOOK AT MY BOYS THEYRE SO HAPPY PLEASE 🤧🤧💗💗 - wait wait wait WE NOT GONNA BRUSH OVER THE FACT THAT MIYUKI HIT TWO HOMERS IN BACK TO BACK INNINGS !!!!

- uMMMM maybe I might I love him ???! ❤️💕💗💞 like alot ???!!!! - I love these little side games in between the major ones bc we get to see all the players in action - we got new batteries we got Toujou pitching sawamura in the outfield yui coming thru for heavy batting - IM HAVINF HEART PALPITATIONS - can you imagine ?? They're really just trying stuff out and they STILL KILLIN THE GAME 🌟sheeeeeeesh

- SETO TOO GODDAMN FASTTT 🏃🏃🏃 y'all these first years be speedy - SETO & OKUMURAA,, we love to see the power couple at their finest

- yo this class is constantly trying to find out what the fuck okumura is doing 😂😂 lol he's such an enigma - @8:39 wow miyuki's butt looks fantastic (y'all are welcome in advance for the time stamp)

- NABEEEEEE 💕💕💕 - wait stop why the fuck is miyuki such an overachiever ?? like everyone else is trying to master one craft and THIS ASSHOLE is out here like 'hmm what else can I do other than hit homers, run fast, cleanup and catch? Oh yeah ILL TRANSITION TO WOODEN BATS" like no fuck you sir 😂 YOUR TEAMMATES ARE TRYING GLOW UP AND YOU ARE TAKING THE SPOTLIGHT DAMN - (lol jk but really tho) - I feel like 98% of his motivation is to makes everyone else jealous - YOOOO sawamura looks likes goddamn gremlin running lmaoo

- okumura is dyingggg,, please sir know when to give up - sawamura is on a whole different level - ASADA IS PHYSICALLY COLLAPSED IM DONE

- at least they tried,, ITS ALL ABOUT THE EFFORT 👍🏾 - jesus those compression shirts should be illegal 👀👀👅 THEY TOO TIGHT - jfc yui is so tinyyy and skinny,, he looks smaller than haruichi please eat young one

- coach kataoka going hardd - ugh I love sawamura-yui battery

- but I can see the little sadness in yui's face when sawamura said he's gonna practice the other pitches with miyuki - I think he feels left out,, or maybe that he's not trusted enough to be considered as a "top" catcher (top is a relative term bc all seidou catchers are valued) - but also like yui is so new and sawamura is trying to put in all he can to make him and miyuki's battery stronger so it's not all blame,, it just sucks bc yui is trying to hard to be the best 😭😭 ONE DAY YOU'LL GET THERE BBY 💞💞 - OKUMURAAAAAA !!! YOUUUUUUU - youuu stingyyy bratttt 😤😤

- I get your pride and promise BUT DAMN JUST ACCEPT COACH'S OFFER - ughh whateverrrrr you a dumbass - oooooooo I REMEMBER THIS SCENE FROM THE MANGA

- eijun in miyuki's room ?? CANON MISAWA - aint nobody trying hide the misawa from ussss - "then why are you here?" lol OKUMURA YOU KNOW WHY HE THERE 👀🍆 - ugh their relationship is everything 💕

- yo I can't deal with okumura's growling lmao - also sawamura trying to brush off the fact that he's the dumbass in miyuki's example is hilarious,, like when is sawamura not the center of dumbass-ery - THE GLARES - THE GRINS - I LOVE SAWAMURA AND MIYUKI'S CHAOTIC ENERGYYY

- also the way miyuki said "hmm" was 🤤🤤💗 - CHRIS-SENPAI FOR 0.003 SECONDS I MISS HIM COME BACK TO US - also first year miyuki flashback and first season miyuki and first season chris 🤧🤧👏🏾

- it honestly amazes me how many flashbacks they have shown in this episode alone - I forgot that kanemaru and seto were roommates !! - ITS THE BIRTHDAY THING ITS THE BIRTHDAY THING 🎉🎉

- their room is such CHAOTIC-NESS I can't - can't wait for episode 32 🌟 I think we're getting some raichi moments 🐒

this week’s end card (ft. inashiro boys)

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falcophoenix · 5 years

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continuing my descent into khell with dream drop distance, in progress reactions

-time to see what this test is about

-THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU KID, I NEVER PLAYED IT BUT I RECOGNIZE IT

-ohh again new type of creatures okay

-ORGANIZATION CLOAK

-wow even more characters, this is one solidified crossover.... did squeenix do twewy? that would make sense. guess kh isn't all final fantasy

-X-blade again

-i feel like context is lost on me cause i never played TWEWY but ughh

-ahh damn it's terranort

-note to self look up TWEWY later

-HUNCHBACK AAAAA YES

-wow they kept frollo racist, im still so used to the villains being watered down in the very first game

-NOOO QUASI

-i think square just wanted to recreate the movie scenes cause that was a lot of focus on a 1:1 scene

-even flashbacks, definitely focused on the recreation

-frollo's actor is really good, dead on likeness

-shit even the burning scene

-GO QUASI BOY! SANCTUARYYYY!

-damn even the climax scene remade to detail, square showing a lot of love and i dig it

-still awkward to have the MC just be a standby witness with occasional two cents

-oh shit vanitas

-quasi bb.... (i think ill stop gushing about this section we all know the movie)

-oh damn alternate ending with riku

-OH SHIT ANSEMNORT

-oh hi axel WAIT SHIT AXEL WHAT

-THE ORG MEMBERS ARE NORMAL AGAIN WHAT HOW

-oh hey it's the TRON sequel i didn't see

-i fucking love the TRON worlds it's so aesthetic

-didnt tron become the mcp in kh2 where tf is he

-oh there he is, oh hi photorealistic people (the dad looks and sounds so much like Ego i swear)

-i have a feeling they're gonna allude to roxas here

-ohh i get the feeling terranort is after vens heart inside sora (spoiler from the future: i was wrong)

-the former org! good guys now! i hope!

-the mechanic of parallel paths for sora and riku to affect separately is a really interesting one that works surprisingly well narratively

-i should watch both tron movies later

-OH GOD PLEASURE ISLAND, SORA DON'T DRINK OR SMOKE ANYTHING

-poor sora getting gaslit left and right

-that poor whale

-OH NO MINNIE

-i cant get over they freely say the brand name so seriously

-oh interesting riku is inside the whale instead

-terrible flashbacks of kh1 i hated the whale level so much

-OH SHIT DUPLIRIKU

-rofl nightmare getting gradually more pissed while kids banter and ignore it, you never see the monsters have quirks

-i like how the baddies have much more screentime and written more like themselves

-EEYY LEA

-AWW MUSKETEERS IS THIS LIKE THEIR PAST TOGETHER or an alternate reality

-mickey is a sharp cookie!

-i like to think this is how the royal gang all met as youths training together before mickey married minnie and became king

-good to see donalds not an actual coward like the cartoon. their friendship with sora trancends all realities! they really are his best friends! thats so sweet!

-GOOFY YEETED

-OH MY GOD FANTASIA WITH THE CLASSICAL MUSIC

-YESSS IT LITERALLY IS FANTASIA

-ITS SO UNCANNY AND AWESOME TO HAVE THE GENERIC GAME TRACK REPLACED BY REAL CLASSICAL SCORES

-aww sora composing the main game score! how cute!

-aw i love the solidarity between mickey and riku, just like sora and donald&goofy, they've forged such an inseparable bond it's adorable

-HOLY SHIT NIGHT ON BALD MOUNTAIN YESSSS

-again i love the inclusion of the real scores

-LEA IS LEARNING TO KEYBLADE OH BOY

-xehanort chessmaster

-oh hey its edgy city

-xigbar is such a shit lol

-i kinda don't understand how this plan works but okay, wibbly wobbly timey wimey

-this first person perspective is disturbing for some reason

-hi venxas

-the sad children

-i guess they're explaining how the supposedly heart-less Nobodies could still act emotional

-i knew the Org was gonna be vessel fuel but woah Xigbar

-EVERYONE IS HERE

-*the nomura clothing design is an actual plot point*

-i guess terranort isn't actually terranort, they showed him at the island several times so who tf is he

-oh young xehanort okay then

-ouch vens throne

-vens armor

-they're still connected weh

-ohh thats where rikus voice came in

-riku like goddammit the darkness again

-AGAIN CLOTHING SIGNIFICANCE

-aw ye riku gon do what terra couldn't

-dream eaters are so fuckin cute i want one

-YAY MICKEY

-and there's Old Nort

-poor mickey lost his closest friends and blamed himself for the longest time wehhh

-huh. seven guardians, thirteen dark, makes sense

-WHAT UP LEA

-sup saix

-DONALD N GOOF EYYY

-EVERYONE IS HERE

-woahh nightmare ven is badass

-island of spiritual questions

-eyyy og ansem!

-sora you goof

-aw yay riku good for you!

-"cant get my keyblade to-- -SHWING-" L E A

-sanctuary is such a weird song

-eyy glimpses of ven (wehh), aqua and young nort

-I KNEW KAIRI WAS GONNA BE A WEILDER AND BE THEIR SEVENTH

-goddammit re:coded is next after all

#kingdom hearts #dream drop distance #spoilers #long post

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marianemeiflores · 2 years

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HAPPILY EVER AFTER

"Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko" Flashing all the happy memory of jolina's past while laying down to a couch.

"FLASHBACK"

=James and Jolina conversation=

*/Hey love what are you doin?

*/Oh just reading a book

*/What book?

*/Just a book of songs

*/You like music huh ow hey love it's been 3months since we've been together and I don't what is your favorite song just wondering if you could share to me love?

*/uhmm my favorite song is "Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko" it's a opm and I super super love that song it reminds me how much I love you.

*/ughh really love oky from now on that will be our theme song you know when we hear we think each other it reminds me of you because I love you hehehehe smile love I love your smile too

*/ughh stop love hehehehehe you know that I love you too

"END OF FLASHBACK"

Wave of the ocean banging in jolina's ear, Heavy wind touching and washing all the tears James gave to her,but not because James cheats or something it's because James left and will never be back...

"FLASHBACK"

James text Jolina 8:00 in the morning because that is the day of their Anniversary and James planned to have dinner with Jolina at a fancy restaurant .

James POV

Ohh it's our first Anniversary */looks at the calendar right it's March 27 ,Yes it the day my lady come to my life , I'll text her and have a dinner

*TEXT*

"To my love

happy anniversary , Thank you for coming into my life I love you...

Meet me at the fancy restaurant the one that near at your place at 7:00 pm oky? See you mylove love you "

*/send text

Jolina's POV

Alarm ring 8:00 in the morning -

Ohh its our anniversary I'll text him and greet him,oh he texted me first

"oky love see you there I love you Happy anniversary"

Oooohhh yes I should go gets some dress uhmm wait I'll eat breakfast first IM SOO EXITED

Fast forward...

6:30 pm they were getting ready for there date.

Jolina's POV

Hmmm red or black it's hard to pick what's good for me ughh!! Ahm wait I think I know this white is more gorgeous,oky!! It's time I'm going to see my wooo I'm excited...

James POV

More perfume oky let's goo ohh wait one more ugh your so pogi James De Leon */said to self ,okyy here we goooo...

While Driving James was so excited to see her love of his life but there's a incoming car he didn't notice and so the person at the blue car because the person was drunk they hit each other...

Jolina's POV

It's already 7 ughh where can he be , he's always late

-Flash Report

A car accident happened at the crossing near at the gasoline station in San Juan street

"Poor man victim of those people who drives drunk" Jolina said

Flash report continue...

There is one is alive and the other one was dead on arrival he's name is James De Leon

(dead on arrival,James De Leon)

Repeating and repeating at jolina's mind knowing that her boyfriend was the one died,Jolina rush and go to the hospital wishing that miracle happens but it's too late her boyfriend was already dead.

=END OF FLASHBACK=

(At the beach party)

Kattys POV

Jols are you oky? You're thinking of James again?Jols it's been 2 years let's move on we should face the reality that James will not coming back

One year later Jolina finally move on and met a guy that they been dating for 1month after Jolina and James seperate of life and death the tragic happens but destiny will not stop until you find your happily ever after

As the song "Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko" reminds Jolina of James it will remain her a happy memory of her past boyfriend.

#Spotify

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Ok so i know its been a few weeks since haikyuu season three ended but ive been thinking a lot recently about what Tendou says in the last episode and i dont browse the Haikyuu tag enough to know if anyones talked about it yet so if not im here to talk about it. So in the final episode of season three after Shiratorizawa loses, we get a scene with Tendou saying the following: “Farewell, my paradise” as seen in the photo below.

So when i first heard him say this, of course, being the Tendou fanatic i am, i did get a little emotional. I thought he was talking about all the straight wins that he acquired while attending Shiratorizawa. But this scene truly got me thinking, “why is it so bad that he lost before going to Nationals, when he has gone the past two years?”, then i realized, he isn’t talking about losing, he’s talking about the safe haven he found at Shiratorizawa, or more specifically, the Shiratorizawa team. In a previous episode we gathered insight and flashbacks of Tendou’s childhood days playing volleyball. When he was just starting out playing volleyball, no one wanted to play with him because he was the weird kid, or a “monster” as they said in one of these flashbacks.

They even go as far as to say he looks like one. For what reason they believe that, i have no clue. I mean, hell, the kid on the right looks like something straight out of a toilet wand commercial but whatever. They leave Tendou alone and exclude them from playing simply because they dont like him. Later in this episode we get to witness a scene where Tendou finally gets to play with the other kids and he wins a point against them. Now going back to the second season for a second, we get to see Tsukki talking to Bokuto and Kuroo about how he has never truly experienced a moment where he loved volleyball. Bokuto then tells Tsukki, “it’s a matter of whether ‘that moment’ exists for you or not...If you experience that moment,...”

“...it’ll really get you hooked on volleyball.” In this scene, Tendou truly experiences his blooming love for volleyball, and doesn’t let anyone let him not play and he decides to do his own thing. So, great. He’s gained his love for volleyball and continues playing throughout elementary school despite being bullied by the other kids trying to exclude him. That’s great, but then comes middle school. In middle school, he experiences what it’s like having a coach telling him how to play, instead of coming up with his own play style, saying:

Though this is how he plays and how he feels comfortable playing, he gets scolded for doing it and for playing how he wants. Even though Tendou is later quoted saying “but I’ve scored a lot of points on just my hunch”, his coach continually berates him, saying:

Though this in and of itself is correct, do you really think Tendou cares personally? If he truly cared whether or not he won, wouldn’t you think he would follow his coaches advice? We saw before that he only started playing because he felt good while playing, he felt good when he was able to score a point. That right there doesn’t bother him. He just wants to play volleyball where volleyball is more enjoyable instead of stressful(though throughout season three he was always striving to win more points to win and even playing against the opposing team emotionally). Add another obstacle onto Tendou’s list, a controlling coach. Boom, done. After Tendou walks away, he head towards what looks like a storage closet in the gym, where he overhears his fellow teammates talking about him, saying the following:

Once again, he’s being judged for something that is just a part of him, his personality. He has already experienced this one time before, when he first started volleyball. Tendou, after overhearing the conversation, then walks away, presumably to get away from people who are talking bad about him behind his back. Tendou throughout his volleyball career has had to deal with unhelpful teammates, a coach that tries to control how he plays, and teammates that try excluding him from any club activity. Tendou just deserves a hug can we make a protect Tendou squad? I just love him so much. #ProtectTendou2k17. Anyways back to the subject at hand. After finishing middle school, he then has to choose the high school he wishes to attend. Like most other Japanese students, he probably did some research according to the things he wants to do in future life and, of course, according to his club activities. Assuming Shiratorizawa was already a major powerhouse school before Ushijima went there(i believe it was) Tendou decided to go there not only for his studies but also to pursue volleyball further. When he goes to meet the coach of the volleyball team at Shiratorizawa, he says that he “just want[s] to play volleyball that makes [him] feel good”. I wish i screencaped him saying that but i didn’t unfortunately so you have to deal with me quoting him. After he expresses his feelings about the matter he shows this expression:

This is the expression of someone who has gradually lost their love for something this is a very solemn expression. He feels somewhat embarrassed that he has to express what he wants in such a plain manner to the coach. The person in charge of exposing the teams true potential in matches. He tells this to the coach specifically because he’s already gone through not being able to play the way he wants and having to conform to the ways the coach wants him to. If the coach at Shiratorizawa doesn’t allow him to play how he wants, Tendou most likely would’ve quit volleyball, considering the way he looks and how desperate he acts towards the coach about this matter. You can even tell the difference between how he acts in front of this coach than he did with his old middle school coach. He talked back to his middle school one but over time he gradually caved inward on himself and no longer is the free spirit he once was, all because of how he was treated during his volleyball years. But then the coach responded to him(and i wish i had screencapped this too ughh), “I don’t care, as long as you’re able to win” (more or less).

Can’t you just feel his expression and mood lift? He finally gets to play volleyball the way he desires, the way he loves to play, and on a team where he feels needed. And that’s exactly what happens. Over the course of his next three years at school, he finally gets to play a version of volleyball he loves, a version of volleyball where he always has the upper hand and it’s just overall so beautiful. Then the game against Karasuno happens, and Shiratorizawa loses. As we see in the manga and also in the anime i believe, Tendou says he isn’t going to continue playing volleyball. When he says “farewell, my paradise”, he isnt just referring to their constant win streak. He’s talking about the paradise he found in the Shiratorizawa volleyball team, a paradise where he can play how he wants, a paradise where he’s included in the matches, a paradise that didn’t and couldn’t last forever, and this makes me upset. Tendou is such a complex character and he deserves a lot more love than he gets. I’m not going to be re reading this through so f there are any spelling mistakes i apologize. And remember, #ProtectTendou2k17. Thank you for reading!

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