#uhhh what am I forgetting

[ickmick]

*ive had to edit this post about 4 times already, sorry for scuff idk if its fixed yet??

hey tumblr dot com heres some magnus archives (literally just jon) content i posted to twitter but with significantly less rambling (its a mess over there... i am trying to make tma enjoyer friends but am also bad at doing such and have resorted to rambling) /hj /silly

currently drawing jon as i see him in each season/arc so yeah... the other 2 things were me figuring out how i wanna draw him generally (im still not 100% sure)

rambles and outfit inspo under the cut!

i finished the podcast a mere 3 days ago after finally getting back to it after like a year or something, and i will never be the same /hj

im already considering listening a 2nd time, both to take notes for behaviors n shit but also just to like- return to it in full lol

anyways heres the photos from pinterest im using as inspo for that first s1 outfit (button up with a tie under a green sweater vesr tucked into black slacks with a some kinda built in belt... bro probably go those oxfords too what a loser /aff /silly

ive already decided hes going to wear a long skirt around *checks notes* probably s3, post police warrant or whatever you want to call that whole arc (i say, knowing full well what to call it)

the rest of the outfits will be a silly surprise for now but yes. thrive knowing he will be put in a lovely skirt and will grow out his curly hair and be ever so queer (its 2am im just saying words atp)

im now going to sleep, so goodnight and feel extremely free to message me if you wanna ramble about tma or jon or something of that sort, i have no friends who have listened to tma as far as im aware XD

#if i sound like a wet cat... #its probably because i am #thats ok #it just means i have something in common with jon /hj #but really id love to be friends i promise i am normal and not an eldritch cryptid like being (questionable) #/silly #now the real tags #i will probably forget things as i usually do #the magnus archives #tma #jonathan sims #jon sims #magnus archives #uhhh... #yeah ive already forgotten what i wanted to tag #oh well #ickmicktalks #ickymicky #i think thats my art tag... i think... #im going to bed now

[kiwipineappleparasol]

only Cool Kids know that I actually uploaded these One (1) Minute before the clock struck 12 on Discord . anyways I love Ace Attorney and the Attorneys that are Ace (they are) (just like me for Real)

#ace attorney #athena cykes #apollo justice #hugh o'conner #the Hugh one is actually a reference to a funny Sonic Riders video with uhhh Jet the Hawk #where Jet the Hawk says he hasn't lost his virginity because he Never loses #It's very Hugh O'Connercore #the kiwi scribbling zone #international asexuality day #asexual #fun fact I am Ace and that's why I like Ace Attorney so much #although I did forget what day it was Until the Literal Last Minute... Whoops

[wawamouse]

What do you want?

#IMAGINE.... IF YOU WILL.... #oz hbo #my gifs #i spent a stupid amount of time trying to edit this as a video instead but it's like 5 seconds like and kind of pointless so . #where am i going with this. uhhhhhhhmmmm #actually it's 2 am so i kinda forget #well. more on this later. if i remember. #canon divergence where chico immediately regrets stabbing miguel in the chest (like actually) #and they basically bury the hatchet one season earlier #what does it change? uhhh nothing i guess. except friendship is everything etc. obviously. #oh and velez wouldn't die . so 1 less thing for miguel to feel guilty about #chico guerra #miguel alvarez

[flovverworks]

thought again how overwhelmingly lonely akira would become after everything while time does its healing. u go from having a twenty-something ppl around u at all times to being alone. no one to knock on ur door in the morning, no ppl going in & out, no chaos of sudden fights. even in the (more likely) case where akira forgets its like. this haunting feeling of having forgotten something u shouldnt have. guy who goes to every social gathering ever to have that chaotic energetic experience of having so many ppl around again

#stardust speaking ! #meeting some of the most important ppl to u and losing them in a yr is uhhh a lot #akiras had a lot of themes of not wanting to leave their world just yet/see through what theyre there for #as well as questions like 'what will /i/ be doing next time x happens?' in a very...hm. accepting way? casual? #actually idk if theres ever been any point where its been 'yeah probably a year and then we'll see what happens' #but considering akira went from 'i wanna go home;_;' to 'whats the way to make sure all of u are safe in the fight against the moon' #as well as what they knew about them appearing right after their last battle w the moon. theres. suspicions. i am sure of it #either way there Is that one 1.5 segment too....... #I LOST MY THREAD #but. lots of stressful topics too #since akira knows how many wizards THEY had to summon and the implication the old sage summoned at least one too #thinks about some of the drusilla event lines again.....forget being special i wish we had met under normal circumstances...... #i had more to say about this topic but it also feels like just repeating myself i just think its gonna SUCK for akira #thinking about some lines in kk's diary too...T_T very akira to me. ill go find them again l8r

[todayisafridaynight]

so magical that yakuza 1 and shadow the hedgehog came out the same year........ 2005 the best year for sega honestly.....

#snap chats #AND DAYS APART TOO IN JAPAN (rgg1 dec. 8 while shadow was dec. 15) #the gap is significantly wider for US releases but thats not important..... #japanese kids were winning on christmas i swear #'snap why are you bringing this up' isnt it obvious. i am playing shadow the hedgedhog #and i keep thinking about daigo playing shadow and then later down the line just talking to mine bout it cause he can be a lil sillay #i hope he had dreams where he and shadow got to be besties. and by Him And Shadow i mean he dreams himself as sonic #because obligatory Same VA Joke Is Obligatory IF WE CAN GET ONE (1) W FROM RCS VOICING DAIGO. LET IT BE THAT AT LEAST. #for me..... let it slide for me..... yes ik it was jason griffith voicing sonic (and shadow) back then but let it slide this once.. #i refuse to acknowledge modern shadow. unless it's from that one uhhh fuck what was the cartoon called #its on netflix Point Is the one time shadow was actually like his old self girl i sobbed. too bad sonic was a dipshit though #a soul for a soul ig.... i think its ok just this once.... #im getting so off topic but this is how i inflict my other interests upon you lot #i trap you into reading a post vaguely about rgg and then i make it about something else :) #look at my pfp you fool. i legally have to talk about shadow the hedgehog like once a month ok let me have this #while im here. like /i/ know this game is nine years long but sometimes i forget HOW long #326 endings and for what. because they love me thats why. #fym 'revenge at last' is only ending 11 that seems like the third route or so you'd take (only black doom missions) #ok ive talked long enough. anyway bye im gonna uhhhh god idk.... i keep getting distracted #i started watching kagerou while my sister was playing mysims the other day but i got too engrossed by her playing to continue #mysims was like. A White Whale of sorts in my house for a while since it was one of like five games my sis actually played #and it was her fave but one day 1.) we lost it 2.) our wii stopped working. since that day she's blamed me for losing it #WELL then i found it and i got the wii u working SO all that can stop now 👁️👁️ ok ive fr gone on too long #unfortunately i cant talk about EVERYTHING i want to lest i just turn this into a general games blog. but i wont i prommy #for now. bye fr i think my sis just got home actually LMAO

[deeisace]

..

#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again #and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet #basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um #someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much. #like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols' #they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that #no-pressure museum not-a-date #and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot. #basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person #because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it #tho they are two v different situs #an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes #same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time #but at least i only said ill think about it? #and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted #and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no #weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff #and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um #is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people #i guess #but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha #and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually. #if they ask again #i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff #im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you #(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)

[castielafflicted]

literally impossible for me to avoid the dean coded allegations. I drove 40 minutes to church (80! minutes! total!) despite planning to not like 80% because I forgot my slice of pie in my parents' fridge. the other 20% was not wanting to make breakfast.

#zeph posting #i wish i was joking #like yeah it was great to have breakfast and see people after missing 2 weeks bc of covid #and the sermon was fascinating today #but huckleberry pie!!!!!!! #also i forget that most if not all of the rest of the people at church are going because theyre actively religiously #and i only am reminded when the pastor says something Very Christian and im like. wait what. do you people not know pagans #spreading christianity has historically been uhhh not so great. #anyways he talked abt how christians shouldnt be worried abt christian having some pagan roots and it was fucking funny to me #bc its like. yeah theres pagan roots bc thats how they sold it to pagans to get them to convert and shit #i dont go bc i believe all or even most of christianity. i go for breakfast and to see people and bc i think the sermons are interesting #like in the same way i find science interesting.

[callmehere-iwillappear]

FOR LIKE. CONTEXT. idiot's guide is broken up into two arcs, arc 1 is... almost done i think. hopefully. there's still kind of a ways to go for arc 2

so essentially i'm thinking about, once i do finish writing and editing arc 1, starting to post those chapters on a once a week schedule. then if i haven't finished arc 2 by the time i run out, i'd take a break from posting until it does get finished. if it is finished by then i'll just continue posting lmaofjdsklfjd

#talk tag #HOPEFULLY THIS MAKES SENSE LMAO #uhhh. idk what else #like okay i knowwwwwww i know i said im waiting and i WILL if thats what the poll says but also #i am very excited for some of the stuff i already have written LMAO #and i feel like posting it and getting like feedback and shit will help motivate me maybe????? idk shrugs #I REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE PPL FIGURE IT OUT #i like. legit. always forget that ppl dont know as much as me bc its My Fic #and i assumed ppl would know [redacted] only to realize that. its not explicitly stated or even heavily implied. just lightly implied #so it makes sense that ppl Wouldn't know. and now i am very very very very very excited to see when people figure it out LMAO #among other things #yes there are MULTIPLE secrets to be figured out #though one of them i think is probably not. like. i don't think anyone's gonna figure it out until it's Actually Revealed In Text #or very few people anyway #either way i'm excited akl;fjdklsjfd #i looooooove seeing ppls theories whether they're right or wrong tbh

[nordicbananas]

alright goodnight everyone!! this post will be t he person of the day too

person of the day is everyone I talked to today. if u spoke with me I love you dearly. thank you for talkign to me :) and also vi especially for being sweet (as usual <3)

yayayay I'm very glad I got my new pinned. I like it a lot!! and I hope to actually utilize my tagging system.

oli please consider going to bed soon. it's late. early. both at the same time. go to bed <3333

ummmm yea. OH I get to do nothing tomorrow ehrehrhrh....

#expect rather me going wild or silence #except for interactions. #no matter how inactive I am I will respond to asks and non-tag game tags don't worry guys #even if it's me going 'IM SORRY I GOT UR ASK I LVEO YOU BUT I HAVENT ANSWERED IT YET DJFSERYEHR' #wait I still love tag games just usually I dont do them. idk why. but. #tag me in whatever you want I would actually implode #idk what I'm saying I've finally reached internal incoherence #DID I JSUT SPELL THAT RIGHT FIRST TRY OMG #I mean.. I did get fourth place in my uhhh elementary school spelling bee.... #I lost with 'disinfectant'. #but the good thing is that I can always spell disinfectant now #disinfect the ant. the ant likes i's. #I said that so many times to myself while trying to memorize how to spell disinfectant omg #I will forget my own name before I forget D I S I N F E C T A N T #I can rattle those letters off like skittles talking about the fun facts they've learned you don't understand #I should go to bed. #GOODNIGHT <33 #--flower's bloom #TUMBLR PLEASE WHEN WILL YOU AUTO FILL THAT TAG. PLEASE. PLEASE. SOB

[vermillioncrown]

[+] my revision of formulation for the whole study & thesis was majorly approved, ppl can no longer pretend to or actually be lost

[+] minion² was contained, showed up in person and got the sense that no one was going to take his nonsense

[+] no major disagreement between the supes, all subteams understand their tasks

[-] back-to-back-to-back meetings w advisors, integrators, external working groups, and study lead in the next two weeks

[-] i have to finish reading... 15+ papers and compile their data

[-] fix a data structure implementation in my optimization model that i had promised since... nov last year lol (it wasn't entirely necessary. until now)

we'll see if i'm in the mood for stress relief writing instead of just stress relief daydreaming... there's a lot of stuff for every fic but it's all over the place. tpac hyperfixation is still holding strong (esp when compared to all other wips, it is second place for most concrete ending + actual epilogue)

(first place is larb bc every chapter is outlined and scoped; just haven't felt like writing it)

(not saying the other fics don't have planned endings but besides their plot i don't have the context for the endings yet. the shape of the ending scenes are very much informed by the long, in-between chapters)

#academic jerky #redglyphs #was so 1000% business mode that one of the supes did the equivalent of '👉👈 ...we're okay right?' #also my other stress relief is trolling the new firstie under my wing (in good fun ofc) #this is the one i'm shielding from minion²'s nonsense #he's finding out exactly how willing i am to commit to a bit #but he's also a humongous weirdo so like and like #anywho rl is both rough but looking up #good things will come in march :) #also final thing: a reminder to both readers and writers that there is a real person on the other side of that screen #have been receiving a few comments that (on good faith) come from a place of praise and enthusiasm but... #there is a hint of uhhh... to them. like someone wrote it forgetting that a real person will read it without their face-to-face context #i'm not a blindly 'positive words only!! 🥰🥰🥰' type of person bc fucking obviously from my posts lol #but if one's intent is to convey something positive then do it without negging. do it without backhandedness or putdowns to others. #it is a valuable skill to learn how to communicate civilly. if this scares ppl into thinking 'well... now idk what to write or comment'... #okay. but know that you gotta practice irl or online soon enough and online is lower stakes than irl #and the only reason you might never need to know how to talk civilly is if you're an absolute recluse

[lorillee]

why is she wearing literally exactly what apollo and trucys mom wore as her stage costume. actually speaking of their mom are we literally EVER gonna get back to her or what

#dont spoil me if we do or dont this is a rhetorical question #ok because like the thing is. ace attorney games super dont like the player being required to play the previous games #to more or less follow whats going on. but the thing with this is like. okay #how are you supposed to sum up and explain ''ok so yeah basically trucy and apollo are half siblings #and we revealed this last game but they dont know because their mom got into an accident and had amnesia #and we went through this whole thing where she un-amnesiaed her self but decided that actually she was gonna hold off on telling them #about her being their mom and what not. and now we've randomly decided to bring all of this back up like a game later for uhhh reasons'' #especially when theyve been doing their Absolute Best to entirely sideline and forget about trucy #which i am. for the record. incredibly annoyed about. LET HER DO THINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #lorillee liveblogs aa5

[kaoharu]

back to being normal

#✧ chatting ! #hi guys. if uu saw me having a breakdown over the snapped violin string uhhh. just forget it <3 #i was panicking Very bad but its fine. i explained what happened and luckily [redacted] isnt too mad and he was understanding #i am also shouldering the costs for the repairs so thats fair #anyways yippee !!!!!! communication !!!!

[vakarians-babe]

i just found your account and omg,,, are you doing a full origins playthrough fic???

Hi, welcome!! Yeah I am! It may be a little unhinged, but I actually have a plot laid out to do full playthrough fics for.......all the games. I want to delve a lot more into the implications of Awakening and things I've always wondered about, and it's honestly...really fun. It's sort of like a puzzle - figuring out how to transform my favorite moments from the games into a more narrative style and bringing out the elements that I always wanted to be touched on more fully, like the horror elements of Origins, making it my own while still telling the story laid out in the games.

Anyway, that definitely answered your question lol but if you're interested, my fic is posted on AO3 and updates every Friday! I also have a collection of codex entries that I wrote for the canon worldstate of the fic, since I can't leave any project well enough alone, ever.

#sorry that was so rambling lmao #anyway yes i am doing a full fic and it's currently uhhh #checks document #266 pages #and we're just back at redcliffe after getting the mages to save connor #so we got easily 200+ pages to go oops #this is what happens when you're getting a phd and you write for fun #you start to write to forget the misery of existence lmao #anon

[cherrymoonvol6]

oh.

#surprised that the lunter anti s haven't been using 'echoes of the past' as sblings propaganda #the clear cut parallel of luz offering her hand to king when it comes to revisiting the truth about his ancestry #a character she'll later come to call his little brother #like uhhh maybe the fact hunter and luz have no canon sibling bong is confirmation enough that it wasn't the point of it #when there's absolutely nothing set up for luz's connections with titan before WAD chose to take a gigantic shit on the show's themes #esp when hollow mind does the work to connect luz with belos with the whole you and i are very alike villain speech #and of course cannot forget the caleb/evelyn parallels. lunterinas no one will every take that away from you btw #they could've chosen to make evelyn and caleb have a familial bond but nope. caleb impregnated the shit out of her and You Will Know That. #maybe there's some canon evidence that the intention was to follow up on the siblings allegations #but like... then i look back at TTT and how luz calls hunter 'family' in the context of their connection to the hexsquad instead of nocedas #and how TOH commited hard to vee having a familial connection with camila despite how little time they had and it's implied in the- #-timeskip that luz and vee have grown up together as family #(by all means luz/vee shippers go ahead you guys are neat and canon is a mere suggestion) #but yeah like. uhhhhh i'm bery drunk rn can you tell heehee #anyways idk what i was getting here #echoes of the past is still like a 9/10 episode i love it will all my little heart #and maybe the writers had in mind that lunter could develop into a familial bond before they realized the implications of evelyn's existence #and then were like welp. this is awkward now is it. and neither committed to sibling bond or romantic bond #also let it be known that youtube user local has changed my entire outlook on media and you should watch his videos #and he's like a year younger than me. do you want to make out with me white boy. i am free every monday and wednesday #toh #oh wait i have another thought. amiter is a Good ship. way more potential than huntlow #amity has two hands :) #oh nooooooooooo i didn't censor the ship JDHKJFHSKJFHSFHDSKJFHDJKSHFKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHJKFHDSJKFHDSJKFHDJKSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDSHFJKDH

[todayisafridaynight]

looking back on all my y7 comics is so funny but now im compelled to organize them 'chronologically' and see what that looks like

#snap chats #i also wanna stick em in a book... nay.. i shant... #Point Is LOL #sorry just saw my fave masada| comic of mine and was like #'oh this is before arakawa gets necked isnt it thats hilarious' #but then i realized before THAT wouldve been aoki asking jo to kill arakawa #all things ive done comics of #so now im just sitting here thinking 'how many y7 comics HAVE i done and how many of them can i organize in order' #sounds like it could be funny.... #ok my tummy hurt by. i have one more comm to do and then uhhh #idk the demons are whispering to me to play SADX </3 #'snap what happened to shadow' i am taking a BREAK i love my son but i also have to play Relatively The Same Route #like 28 times ok. i need to look at something else for a hot minute #ALSO I MISS MY CHAOS I WANNA SAY HI TO THEM #awful so for the past couple days my dads been calling me Every Day #i called him like Twice this past two weeks which is a LOT more than usual #and every time i did i was always crying or whatever so ig he was finally like 'lmao wait.... we should call more often....' #and now we do so im happier now :) i forget why this is relATE DI REMEMMERB #ITS BECAUSE EVERY TIME HE GOES TO HANG UP HE'LL BE LIKE 'laters :) One More Thing--' #LIKE OLD MAN YOU SAID BYE ALREADY but then i realize... of course.. im doing the exact same thing... #ok bye fr this time BYE

[bi-panic-at-the-disco]

wait a second is feeling guilty over not saying goodnight to your family before you go to bed because you feel like bad things will happen to them not a normal feeling/thought?

#disco speaks! #cause like I’ve felt like this ever since i was little and have had to get over it when #i inevitably forget to say goodnight to them and so then I get worried/feel guilty about what if they don’t make it to tomorrow because of #me not saying goodnight to them #okay hmm maybe I do have obsessive and compulsive tendencies uhhh hmmm might ask my doctor about some of these soon #cause like uhhh the more I think about it the more examples of compulsions and obsessive thoughts occur #although from what I have briefly read adhd and ocd are uncommonly to occur together #due to how they affect the brain but there can be misdiagnosises and stuff with how similar their effects can be #so I’m not completely sure cause maybe I don’t have ocd although usually to get rid of a compulsion to do something #like when I close a door wrong or type something in a way that feels bad I have to force myself to move on or forcibly to recreate a memory #when I did the thing/action correctly and then tell myself that is what happened in the present #idk idk #the compulsions and obsessive thoughts only get worse when I’m stressed and I can usually just forget them entirely when I am not focused #which is a lot cause I have been out of my adhd meds until just the other day